Anne, I actually cried listening to this playlist. Lately I’ve been trying to re find whatever teenage me had in her, the way I felt deeply and how I made art so audaciously. I don’t know who told me it was bad to love and feel so deeply. Maybe myself, probably idk. Maybe it was the breakup with my first girlfriend, maybe it was the fact that I was so fucking in love with my best friend for YEARS and she didn’t love me back. Maybe it was my dog dying and the fear that someday my mom will die and everything is always changing so why bother loving? I haven’t painted in two years but the other day I painted and I painted and I painted and I have been allowing myself to feel deeply and intensely about the world and the people and the things around me. I’m allowing myself to be generous with my love and the meaning I attach to things, experiences, feelings, people, places, etc. It’s ok to FEEL and to LOVE and to be HUMAN. like, who even got the idea in my head that it’s a shameful thing to be a human and to feel and to love and to create and to think that there is value and beauty in it all? It’s real fucking scary, and I understand why it feels safer to shut ourselves out from passion. But it feels soooo good to be passionate. It’s like an adrenaline rush to allow myself to feel, scary and addictive. Anyways, I watched a couple of your other videos too like the one about you talking about places. From one twenty something year old girl to another, stay strong, do everything with passion and don’t be afraid to love deeply.
Its a beautiful thing creating and being able to feel and live and express. Its proven so difficult, always having something that can bring you to the depths along with the feeling of being alive. What you said really resonated with me, and im proud to say that you are keeping on and making through despite the difficulties. Keep painting, keep being creative. I dont know you but you are awesome and i hope this next year looks up for you. I wish you the best and merry christmas!
Autumn has long been a sad time for me. Just a break, before came a most difficult time for me - winter. For the past few years, only music has helped me. Tysm for this playlist, it helps a lot to distract myself.
Your playlists are always just so true and raw. In some sense they are like medicine for the soul, this one in particular. It (for me) conveys a kind of melancholic comfort in that it makes you think about all of your struggles but at the same time makes you feel truly understood. Very emotional. Thank you for posting these
LIterally gasped when I heard Hyakkei! One of my favorite albums of all time honestly, the guitar is so dreamy- stimulating enough to listen to on it's own, but not so demanding of your attention that it cant be listened to in the background
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I haven’t been to school in three days, work is piling up, grades are dropping, I’m getting sick, I’m always tired and achy, I feel miserable. I can’t even cry anymore. I want to get out of a shit hole of a life.
get yourself some sleep first, and if you can't, those late night walks can be absolutely therapeutic. Taking walks outside in general are nice, they serve as places where you can observe the beauty of nature, even if it's all dead or you live in an urban area, you can still find the odd beauty within the seemingly ordinary. Those walks also serve as a good time to do some self reflection, to plan for what's ahead. I know this sounds dumb but honestly, just get back into life after doing some self reflection. To take only a single step forwards every day is better than taking none, chipping away at what needs to be done or what is expected of you; and eventually one day, you look back, and you see all the progress you once thought would've been lightyears away to accomplish. As for the sickness, we can only pray to God that it goes away soon, perhaps medicine could help 😅 May Christ bless your life, your story is as intricate as everyone else's, and you offer something to this world whether you know it or not. You have an intrinsic value to offer for everyone around you, those who care about you, all it takes is 1 step
this is perfect for the academic turmoil i am in right now
Anne, I actually cried listening to this playlist. Lately I’ve been trying to re find whatever teenage me had in her, the way I felt deeply and how I made art so audaciously. I don’t know who told me it was bad to love and feel so deeply. Maybe myself, probably idk. Maybe it was the breakup with my first girlfriend, maybe it was the fact that I was so fucking in love with my best friend for YEARS and she didn’t love me back. Maybe it was my dog dying and the fear that someday my mom will die and everything is always changing so why bother loving? I haven’t painted in two years but the other day I painted and I painted and I painted and I have been allowing myself to feel deeply and intensely about the world and the people and the things around me. I’m allowing myself to be generous with my love and the meaning I attach to things, experiences, feelings, people, places, etc. It’s ok to FEEL and to LOVE and to be HUMAN. like, who even got the idea in my head that it’s a shameful thing to be a human and to feel and to love and to create and to think that there is value and beauty in it all? It’s real fucking scary, and I understand why it feels safer to shut ourselves out from passion. But it feels soooo good to be passionate. It’s like an adrenaline rush to allow myself to feel, scary and addictive. Anyways, I watched a couple of your other videos too like the one about you talking about places. From one twenty something year old girl to another, stay strong, do everything with passion and don’t be afraid to love deeply.
Its a beautiful thing creating and being able to feel and live and express. Its proven so difficult, always having something that can bring you to the depths along with the feeling of being alive. What you said really resonated with me, and im proud to say that you are keeping on and making through despite the difficulties. Keep painting, keep being creative. I dont know you but you are awesome and i hope this next year looks up for you. I wish you the best and merry christmas!
I hope your search for the fervor of life never ends, that you continuously discover the depths of love.
Autumn has long been a sad time for me. Just a break, before came a most difficult time for me - winter. For the past few years, only music has helped me. Tysm for this playlist, it helps a lot to distract myself.
I hope one day my music will speak to the world, and even maybe get into your playlist haha
You will change the world someday don't give up, push on
Your playlists are always just so true and raw. In some sense they are like medicine for the soul, this one in particular. It (for me) conveys a kind of melancholic comfort in that it makes you think about all of your struggles but at the same time makes you feel truly understood. Very emotional. Thank you for posting these
thank you bb
LIterally gasped when I heard Hyakkei! One of my favorite albums of all time honestly, the guitar is so dreamy- stimulating enough to listen to on it's own, but not so demanding of your attention that it cant be listened to in the background
It really feels like the perfect encapsulation of the last days of fall the solitude of the cold. A beautiful playlist. Thank you
THANKS for a playlist that isn’t just full of repeats other fall playlists have. this is unique i’ve been wanting new fall music thank you!
November is my favourite month, februarys cool too
thanks for the playlist. btw when i saw the number of likes and views i was so surprised, it deserves more. have a nice day
thank you for sharing your music taste with the world, been looking for people like you :)
This is by far the best playlist I have ever witnessed
You’re so real for adding for sure, I love Ethel Cain sm
she slays again
Opening with foglake was the best call
Accurate playlist
I feel so *alone*. So out of place. None of my friends share the passions I have, and I am out of reach of those who do
Perfect 🩶🤍
thank you
This is so good.
love the shoe gaze at the end
i love thisss congrats on 1k!!
Keep it up on these playlists! I love your taste in music.
Thank you anne
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I haven’t been to school in three days, work is piling up, grades are dropping, I’m getting sick, I’m always tired and achy, I feel miserable. I can’t even cry anymore. I want to get out of a shit hole of a life.
get yourself some sleep first, and if you can't, those late night walks can be absolutely therapeutic. Taking walks outside in general are nice, they serve as places where you can observe the beauty of nature, even if it's all dead or you live in an urban area, you can still find the odd beauty within the seemingly ordinary.
Those walks also serve as a good time to do some self reflection, to plan for what's ahead.
I know this sounds dumb but honestly, just get back into life after doing some self reflection. To take only a single step forwards every day is better than taking none, chipping away at what needs to be done or what is expected of you; and eventually one day, you look back, and you see all the progress you once thought would've been lightyears away to accomplish.
As for the sickness, we can only pray to God that it goes away soon, perhaps medicine could help 😅
May Christ bless your life, your story is as intricate as everyone else's, and you offer something to this world whether you know it or not. You have an intrinsic value to offer for everyone around you, those who care about you, all it takes is 1 step
@ you are an amazing person. I’m not sure what to say, but that’s exactly what came to mind after reading this. 💗
awesome! feel sense of beauty
Good stuff
너무 좋아여ㅠㅠ한국에서 잘듣고있습니당
starting off w fog lake is :)))
Listening in Moscow, lazy Saturday morning
Love this somebody reply to me that i can come back to this
crushed it
🖤🖤🖤
apple music link?
what is the name of the last song?
Kagefumi ^^
uda only white girl who gets me