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@@wickedwitchofBelgium it is very much possible to romanticize depression and sad feelings. not saying its a good thing but on the internet, depression is its own aesthetic
Really good album. Will be listening to this through this season! I can't tell what's in the background throughout the song around 2:42 and onwards to the end... It sounds like a string on the higher Eb is "twinging" every time it's hit...
im so lonely. and that landscape makes me feel even more lonely. i live with my mother and farther and i have no siblings. i just feel so lonely that icant take it. i dont even know what, who i want. i just know that im lonely. im lonely.
I used to feel the same way. It seemed that everyone around me had companionship and I was left to myself. It made me insecure, bitter, and pessimistic. I thought something was wrong with me. A few months ago, I had an epiphany- I never wanted to be the reason someone's mood was ruined. I never wanted to bring anyone down- I wanted to lift them up. It took some practice, but I tried my best to love and see the good in everyone. I was still lonely, but I never let that affect how I treated others. Now, I have a wonderful friend group, a church community, a better relationship with my family, and an amazing boyfriend. My boyfriend has told me that every time he sees me it makes him happy; my friends have told me that I always seem to "glow" (I don't know what that means) and I'm like "portable sunshine." I don't know if you're religious, but scripture says in Deuteronomy 15:10 (NIV), "Give generously to them and do so without a grudging heart; then because of this the Lord your God will bless you in all your work and in everything you put your hand to." If you love with your whole being, then I promise one day, you will receive the love you deserve. I'm sending you an air hug right now. I hope this helped.
Title: Dowdy It’s September 12th of 2025 I finally went to that Airbnb cabin I’ve bein wanting to go to for so long, it’s nice and quite out here. Especially with her here I didn’t imagine I’d ever fall inlove again, but she got me her eyes got me the most I stared into that soul and I saw nothing but love. When someone’s eyes stare into eyes the world and everyone around is gone and the only thing that matters is her, her beautiful voice. Everyone needs a person whose voice is their reason for their stable presence, that is truly something special about her the way she speaks to me. But what’s most important is how she makes you feel around her, are you happy? Are you uncomfortable? She did the complete opposite she made me feel warm welcomed and wanted, my soul for the first time felt wanted. Touch her touch was almost healing, I began to crave her arms around me held close knowing that she has now become my obession. My dreams are haunted by you everywhere I turn there you are you have cursed me with love. I thought I would fear it but my heart is actually opened up on its own to you. She is truly special I often wonder if it’s real or a dream, but when I’m in front of her….its not a dream, it’s everything I prayed for.
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I love how so many of these weren’t sad. A lot of relaxing piano playlists use quite depressing songs so thank you
Thank you so much!! I definitely agree with you, I definitely also tried to create a more comforting playlist
Which is why the title says "romanticizing", can't make it depressive if you call it romantic
@@wickedwitchofBelgium it is very much possible to romanticize depression and sad feelings. not saying its a good thing but on the internet, depression is its own aesthetic
And yet they make me want to cry. They make me nostalgic for people I've lost.
This is so beautiful! Using this to study for finals. Thank you!
Thank you so much, good luck with your finals!!
It's great music on my birthday 06 DECEMBER we listen to it together my soul ❤
Happy birthday!
Happy Birthday !! Have the loveliest day one can dream of !!
Happy birthday!! I hope you've had a lovely day so far :)
Happy birthday!!
Happy birthday!!
Oh yeah, new Helder playlist. You know its going to be a hell of a december
Hell yeah!!
Just in time to study for my finals this weekend 💖
Good luck!
10:06 is my favorite ❤
i love u Helder, u and your playlists. u make my days much better and beautiful, thank u
Thank you so much!! I'm really glad you like them :)
Really good album. Will be listening to this through this season!
I can't tell what's in the background throughout the song around 2:42 and onwards to the end... It sounds like a string on the higher Eb is "twinging" every time it's hit...
My ears were blessed at 30:26 | Song For My Great Grandmother - Helder Boutens | 🌲it's absolutely ethereal, takes me to another world
Thank you so much!! ☺️ It is a piece that I wrote for my late great grandmother a few months back
I LOVE YOUR PPLAYLIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTSTSTSTS
hope youre well rested!
Thank you so much!!
Sadly, I can't find the last song (40:24) listed anywhere.
It's 'Blooming Meadows' by Arden Forest.
I am really thankful for your channel
Thank you so much!!
I was trapped between my heart and my mind
Been there
Beautiful 👌🏻 the music is just right...
Thank you!!
im so lonely. and that landscape makes me feel even more lonely. i live with my mother and farther and i have no siblings. i just feel so lonely that icant take it. i dont even know what, who i want. i just know that im lonely. im lonely.
hug for you, friend
@@sunnyinvladivostok thank u dear
I used to feel the same way. It seemed that everyone around me had companionship and I was left to myself. It made me insecure, bitter, and pessimistic. I thought something was wrong with me. A few months ago, I had an epiphany- I never wanted to be the reason someone's mood was ruined. I never wanted to bring anyone down- I wanted to lift them up. It took some practice, but I tried my best to love and see the good in everyone. I was still lonely, but I never let that affect how I treated others. Now, I have a wonderful friend group, a church community, a better relationship with my family, and an amazing boyfriend. My boyfriend has told me that every time he sees me it makes him happy; my friends have told me that I always seem to "glow" (I don't know what that means) and I'm like "portable sunshine." I don't know if you're religious, but scripture says in Deuteronomy 15:10 (NIV), "Give generously to them and do so without a grudging heart; then because of this the Lord your God will bless you in all your work and in everything you put your hand to." If you love with your whole being, then I promise one day, you will receive the love you deserve. I'm sending you an air hug right now. I hope this helped.
@@weforgotaboutpluto thank u so much my dear... I'm forever grateful that u replied ♥ ♥ wishing u the best of luck with everything!
Hey, we all feel like that at times.. praying for you dear friend ❤🙏
So calming ❤ Great playlist, thank you
Thank you!
Your music makes the heart relax and heal❤
Glad you enjoy it :)
Such a relaxing tune! 🌸✨ I feel so at ease
Thank you so much!!
Really love this one - great job!
Thank you so much!!
trying to write while listening to this bc i'm super tired but i have a lot ot work to do, it's helping me a lot to focus ♥ thanks.
Thank you good luck!!
Thanks Helder!
Thank you!
This is REALLY pretty ☺️🥰🙏🙇♀️🧘♀️
Thank you!!
I love these but the ads kill it. It’s so abrupt. Can they be placed differently ?
Yes, please! There’s nothing romantic about them!
the tree looks like Steve cobs if you squint your eyes REALLY hard.
Title: Dowdy
It’s September 12th of 2025 I finally went to that Airbnb cabin I’ve bein wanting to go to for so long, it’s nice and quite out here. Especially with her here I didn’t imagine I’d ever fall inlove again, but she got me her eyes got me the most I stared into that soul and I saw nothing but love. When someone’s eyes stare into eyes the world and everyone around is gone and the only thing that matters is her, her beautiful voice. Everyone needs a person whose voice is their reason for their stable presence, that is truly something special about her the way she speaks to me. But what’s most important is how she makes you feel around her, are you happy? Are you uncomfortable? She did the complete opposite she made me feel warm welcomed and wanted, my soul for the first time felt wanted. Touch her touch was almost healing, I began to crave her arms around me held close knowing that she has now become my obession. My dreams are haunted by you everywhere I turn there you are you have cursed me with love. I thought I would fear it but my heart is actually opened up on its own to you. She is truly special I often wonder if it’s real or a dream, but when I’m in front of her….its not a dream, it’s everything I prayed for.
SIEMPRE POR AQUI...✍️☺️💫
Will you link the picture you used?
10:05
Whats the song at 25:30?
Where is this place?😍
What's the mechanical sound in the background?
RIP Dan Blocker
I select my music by the art work on the cover. Is this a painting? Photo? AI?
It's a photo yes :)
where can i find this pic ?
Love the music but why are there rain noises in the background if it's a winter playlist😭????
Does it not rain in the winter where you live?
@@helderboutens maybe it snows where they live instead of rain? :)
@@icesparklefrost7511 oh yes that’s definitely possible we have a similar condition over here where I live :)
too many ads
yuh
(づ•ᴗ•)づ♡
First ❤
Hope you enjoy :)
why do you reuse the same songs over and over again?
I don't, I only sometimes reuse songs when people in the comments tell me they really like the piece
@@helderboutens i've heard the same song in almost every video i've watched from you.
@@funnyguy3D which song mate
@@helderboutens pretty sure i've heard passing fields in the last 4-7 videos i've watched