perfettamentee completely relate to this, it’s scary not knowing what you’re actually like without mental illness when you’ve struggled with it for so long
really feeling this lately. It's like I've built so many things around my issues that I forgot to build up myself too. A coping skill I've heard for dealing with this is to try to detach yourself from it so it's not part of your identity. So list out the things you are and enjoy and do and the more you add the more you realize your illness is just a small piece of the pie and if you recover and lose that piece it's not going to change your identity so much. Easier said than done but I hope that helps some
perfettamentee I was like that, but then I realised that it’s time to start living again. Living is scaring but as much as it’s scary it’s beautiful. Take the leap, you chose to keep going or to go back 💓
omg Marie, the part you mentioned about 'not knowing who you are' is one of the most relatable things you've ever said that I really felt that. It was so confusing and so overwhelming at the time and its a symptom/effect of mental health that I don't think is mentioned enough. I think it's a matter of time taking and like you said starting from the basic objectives you want and starting from there to slowly break everything down. so glad you mentioned it, from the bottom of my heart,I LOVE what you do Xx
In a psych hospital for fourth time this year , the place I started the year and will now be ending but thankfully I will be discharged next week. I really want to fight against my bpd like so badly I don’t know how long the fight is going to last the past week I’ve been super motivated but hopefully it’s not just the effect of bpd. But this video has answered so many questions I had and I’m actually going to try cbd oil thanks for the voucher code.
Hey guys. I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe PTSD and anxiety disorder and depression. It’s been a hard time cause I’m really struggling with self harm n attempts n I’m too scared to go to the hospital about it. I’m really struggling and I don’t ever comment but I love how much support I feel from the comments and videos so I just want to say thanks for all the encouragement n love 😭❤️
Marie you truly don't understand how much your videos help. They make me feel like not such an outcast, it's so hard to find someone to talk to that truly listens and understands. Even though I can't talk to you, I feel comfort through the screen. You are a beautiful person inside and out!!
The last time i went to a and e for my mental health I was very distressed in reception, i banged my head on the wall, fell to the floor and was screaming. A nurse told me to to stop being silly and showed me the way out. Luckily i wasn't suicidal that day, but if i was then I don't think I would be here today
I'm dong really well. In the last eight months I've gone from being suicidal to being able to find a teaching assistant course with a placement in a primary school. Its been the best thing I've ever done :D
i watched this video last night when i was in a really bad headspace & i honestly felt so much better, i was distracted, what i was feeling didnt hurt as much. thank you marie🧡
Like two weeks ago I was wearing long sleeves and my mom asked me if I was cutting again I am trying my hardest not to I have been feeling empty and having mental breakdowns almost everyday these past weeks but I am proud to say that I am a month clean and my therapist said that if I don’t do what he says I will be put in a psychiatric hospital so I have to tell my mom every time my mood drops or I feel anxious I have to tell my mom and I try and find a trigger but the thing is is that it’s hard for me to find a trigger because my trauma is when I was born I was born three months early and I died more than once meaning my heart stopped I had to be attached to a bunch of machines and I was taken away from my bio mom so that’s the reason why I am but I am trying I fight the suicidal thoughts so I am trying😊
what you said about going back to school reminds me of something i heard from a speaker recently. she said “just because something is hard for you doesn’t mean it isn’t right for you” and that’s helped me a lot with school
i think i hug at the start of the video is necessary because it feels like we are a family and makes me feel wanted and appreciated. i love you marie you give me such inspiration. cant wait to meet you one day 💜💜💜💜
Marie, thank you thank you for saying to do the opposite of what your illness is telling you and that you are now doing things that you could only dream of when you were in hospital. That gave me so much hope. I think someday I will see that persisting was worth it all the while. Sometimes having the energy to move past the old ways is very hard, but I have hope that some day the change I am striving for will yield such a better life than carrying on the way I have been. Sending so much love ❤️
you are such an inspiration ! - i am really struggling right know i’m barely getting out of bed, i relapsed after being one month clean from self harm and i stayed inside for a week now (i still have to go to school so skipping so many classes is a problem for me) and i just feel like i’m hitting rock bottom right know. you really give me hope & i’m so proud of you 💖
It's a common side effect from psych meds. And it can sometimes last even after you stop taking the one that caused it. Also potentially anxiety because she said she was nervous
I found your channel a few weeks back and I can’t even tell you how much it’s helping me right now. I’m currently going through an episode of psychosis, which I started medication for last Friday, it’s literally the worst thing I could ever imagine to be going through, it’s petrifying. But it’s so nice to know I’m not the only person to experience this, although it very much feels like it right now. It’s all come off the back of depression, an eating disorder, self harm etc so things are definitely difficult at the min. I just wanted to thank you for the effort and time you put into tour channel and your videos ❤️ xxx
Marie,, i love you so so much and I'm so proud of you!! your honestly so inspiring, amazing and just generally perfect, your the best person on this earth in my opinion, you have helped me overcome so many obstacles in my life that i never thought I would overcome. Thankyou for being one of the reasons I chose to live. Your perfect never change for anyone! - mariesinspire🌺💘x
So glad to see you doing well Marie!! :') It's been coming up on a year since I was really ill, and I feel like I have just very recently started emerging back into life. There's a quote from my therapy program that I keep thinking about, which is basically "After something traumatic happens/being ill, you have to retrain your brain and relearn how to have fun and be silly." And this has really stuck with me as I try not to be so hard on myself, because we are literally relearning from scratch!!
This came at the perfect time. i’m going through some stuff and i really needed this. you’re so amazing Marie and i’m so happy i found your channel. you also look stunning! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
This came at a strangely coincidental time - went to A&E last night for the first time for self harm, it wasn't even that bad but my anxiety kicked in and I was so scared of it getting infected. It was fine in the end, the doctors were understanding and encouraged me to get help - but it was scary as I had to tell my parents, and my brother found out. Loved this video Marie, thanks for being such a bright light. Your videos help so much xx
your answers are always so well put-together i don't understand how you're so intelligent, gorgeous, funny, inspiring, and entertaining at the same time??? like how. i love you and your videos so much, my heart honestly skipped a beat when i saw that you uploaded! hope you have a wonderful week babes x
I completely get the not knowing who you are, I've lost myself now. I'm not doing well at the minute, I've been going through crisis after crisis, and I've been in hospital again ☹ Sending love to those who need it 💗
I’ve been going to CAHMs for soo long now.. I don’t feel like it helps me at all. I really want medication because I feel like I need it and I’ve tried everything else but they aren’t listening to me.. :(
Last weekend I went to ER for self harm.. and I got sent to a psychiatric hospital for 1 night. I got advice for getting my life back together.. It's not going to be a easy road but I'm going to try
love this- recently got diagnosed with what they think is clinical depression. really needed to have something to ground me and remind me that I'm not some anomaly :)
Ayyy Marie’s back with another Mental Health Monday’s, I’ve missed you girl ❤️ Plus i really needed that hug today, cause things haven’t been great lately but I’m gonna push through. I love you Marie x thank you for this video, it’s so helpful and I’m so grateful for you- your my forever inspiration 😍x
I honestly love you. You’ve helped me so much and I’ve fallen in love with you and your channel. You are such a gorgeous, amazing individual and whatever you go through, people have to realize you’re still human with feelings. Keep on going and I hope for the best for you ❤️
I couldnt watch this because of my own experience of going to A&E about self harm, and I didn't want to be reminded of the experience, but I do adore your content and i have no doubt that this video will help thousands xx
that’s so responsible of you. i’m really proud of you for doing that. i’m sending so much love and totally understand where you’re coming from. lots of love 💓
Love the word bubbles. When I went (2:30 am doesn't have a shorter waiting time...) the joke "I slipped and fell on my knife" didn't get the laugh I had hoped for though :-)
Love love love the hug! I missed you! You look like you are doing well. I hope you are. I was starting to worry! But i love this video, very informative and helpful! You look amazing. For me, i have officially been diagnosed with BPD. And I’m trying to start my recovery but there are some things i find really difficult or i find myself pretending to be better. Its hard to know how i am actually doing because i feel like I’m faking it all. Its weird. I missed you! Hope you are doing well! I really hope to see you on Thursday!
For anybody suffering mental illness/depression. Meditate, practice positive affirmations, express what you’re grateful for everyday, even if it’s something minor. Also practice the law of attraction! I promise you’ll feel better.
Marieeeee you seem so happy and bubbly in this video, I hope it sticks with you! I'm really stressed bc next semester I am taking off of classes (not my choice) and I am terrified bc I get so bored and in my head when I have nothing to focus on, so wish me luck 😭
I’m actually feeling a lot more stable just a tad pissed off that my care co was meant to see me today and never showed up, been 3 months since seeing someone now ☹️. Not Gonna let that get me down though going to take my anger out in writing a well thought out complaint with my spare time 😂🤷♀️
I really wish that was the way I got treated in A&E....I got blue lighted there a little over two weeks ago and got treated with so much disrespect, they refused to dress my wounds and left me in a corridor crying for hours without checking on me. Also left with the advise from the crisis team of “keep self harming if it helps you cope, there’s nothing I can do for you” 🙃
oh bethany i’m so sorry. that honestly sounds like the worst experience ever. i can’t even comprehend why professionals would act that way. just remember that they are ignorant and it is not a reflection of you in any way - you did nothing wrong. i’m sending so much love your way. please keep safe 💗
Your such an inspiration for me and I'm sure there's many others. I'm so grateful for the videos. If it wasn't for you and some other mental health TH-cam channels who knows where my mind would be. I don't find it easy to talk to others so these channels are all I really have for support. Thank you so much.
I don’t know how I’m doing I feel numb and I know that I’m just going to break down into tears especially because someone in my form is in hospital and it’s really serious (I don’t know them that well and there is a Language barrier but his smile lights up the room and makes everyone else smile back) I’m a day clean and I’m struggling to find myself but I’m working on it as best as I can
This video was very helpful!!! I’ve just had to leave my second job because of my mental health and I feel like I’m never going to be able to hold down a job. I’m not diagnosed with anything as referrals take so long so I feel people think I am making it up and being lazy.
Chloe Easton I totally understand that. Just remember that you know you and how you are feeling. I’m struggling with feeling like people don’t understand why I can’t get up and do or go to things, but if you need time off, take it.
Jasmine C yeah thank you I suppose I’m just getting used to other people knowing as I’ve only just opened up about things properly. Wish the best for you xxx
I'm in a very similar situation as you are. I dropped out of school too and then i tried doing my Abitur (german version of a-levels) online, which was horrible for me cause they didn't give me any deadlines or anything so I just got lost and moved forward veeery slowly. It was very bad for my mental health as well, cause at the same time I was putting myself under so much pressure, so then my illness got even worse and I did even less for school. But now (I'm 24 now) I am doing a six month access course and if I pass my exam in march I can FINALLY apply for university! My difficulty is that I live in Spain now (random I know) so I do it in Spanish which is hard. And I struggle with my mental health a bit more again because my classes are stressful, but I try not to pressure myself. If I don't pass the exam next year I'll just repeat the classes and the exam. We can both make it Marie! And I totally relate to having to find out what you like and what you dislike. I feel like I'm still doing that. My psychiatrist from when I was a teenager told me that with mental illness the development of children/teenagers can be paused and I feel like that's true to an extent. My life was very bad between the ages of 15 and 20 so i feel like in lots of ways I am the teenager now, that I didn't get to be in the past and finding myself is part of that. I hope everything will go well for you and I love all your videos! xo
I’m three weeks clean but I’ve been feeling really down lately as I do, plus my moods tend to be all over the place which makes it hard to function and my friends say some of the things I say about how I feel scares them. I wish I could talk to someone but I stopped therapy because they think I’m fine. I guess I’ll wait till I turn 18. It’s only just less than 4 years anyway.
I was really reluctant to use CBD but I was told it doesn't interfere with meds so I used it and OMG the difference is staggering!! I went from having multiple panic attacks a day, feeling so sick and drained to NOTHING it's like magic!
I really don't know who I am anymore. I lost myself in the darkness that is depression. I really wish I could just be normal and not have MH problems. It's ruined my life and I've left it! It may sound weird but without MH I don't know who I am. Mental Health team is rubbish and don't want to know. I've had the worst support worker all year and I just got a new one and now he's off on holiday. I just give up. I've lost everyone....not even got 1 friend anymore. I barley leave my home, I feel scared of the outside world. I really hope everyone else is doing better than me. Feel so isolated and lost and so alone and invisible.
I feel the same because I’m self studying after leaving college last year cuz of psych ward but I think I just try to socialise when I can and believe one day I will hve a gd person to trust
I am doing very badly atm.. am on so much medication but just getting worse and worse and am losing hope completely. has anyone here ever been a day patient at a hospital? As I have just been referred for this. what do you do and is it a good thing to do? xx
I'm doing mostly okay I think, tryna heal mostly Ooh I made myself a positive affirmation advent calendar for December and I added 1 Christmas song and 1 positive song for each day and it's really nice to like start my day with some warm happy thoughts and songs.
Great to see you back again, love you're video's, they make me feel like someone 'gets' me. Life's hit the skids, I feel myself falling into that hole but dragging myself back out is getting harder and harder, I wrote my goodbye note. I saw my psychiatrist and all he's done is add meds (which now makes 7) and referred me to PALS as he doesn't know what else to do. If he doesn't know how to help, how can I begin to help myself?
I highly recommend going into inpatient if you can, it really helped me (granted I'm in the US so it's a different system sometimes so idk how much help you get there). And try to do some research on other therapy or doctors you can see because that's a lot of meds and I can't even begin to imagine how they're all mixing together. Remember that one psychiatrist is not the end all be all for mental health support. I've had probably over a dozen really awful doctors and therapists until I found one that is a genuine help. And I know how defeated it feels every time you gather up the energy to try to get help and then get shot down. I know. I've been there so many times. But eventually something has to go right, right? You'll get there someday I promise, you just gotta keep fighting til then
Hey guys 👋🏼 does anyone of you struggle with the fact that you are completely identifying with your illness? If so you have any tips how to get through that ? My boyfriend and family told me that I talk about nothing else than my illness, there is not one day I can go without talking about BPD. But I don’t know how to stop talking about it, I feel like borderline is everything I am, I feel like I can’t have a conversation without mentioning it cause It’s just my whole identity. I don’t know who I am without it. Help anybody ?😔
Hope you don’t mind me asking, the CBD oil, when you say it helps your anxiety, so you suffer with panic attacks when you’re anxious? I’m wondering if it will help that. Thank you xx
R Bear I have had panic attacks multiple times a week for over 1,5 year. This month i have been taking CBD Oil every day, and it has really helped me with my panic attacks, i am less anxious and have only had a few panic attacks. I hope you dont mind me answering, and i hope my answer helps
I just read my psychiatrists records yes all 208 pages and really wished i hadnt 😭 it has broken my last straw and i cant tell if im going depressed or snaped into mania (bipolar 1, bpd and apparently like 17 diagnosis)... And xmas sucks because im expected to spend it with my extended family one of which is one of my former sexual abusers...what do i do 😭
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Sometimes I feel like a part of me doesn’t want to recover, I guess I am fearful of the unknown or the uncomfortable 💔
perfettamentee completely relate to this, it’s scary not knowing what you’re actually like without mental illness when you’ve struggled with it for so long
Omg same :(
I relate to this so much! Recovery is not an easy road but trying little by little is important.💕
really feeling this lately. It's like I've built so many things around my issues that I forgot to build up myself too.
A coping skill I've heard for dealing with this is to try to detach yourself from it so it's not part of your identity. So list out the things you are and enjoy and do and the more you add the more you realize your illness is just a small piece of the pie and if you recover and lose that piece it's not going to change your identity so much.
Easier said than done but I hope that helps some
perfettamentee I was like that, but then I realised that it’s time to start living again. Living is scaring but as much as it’s scary it’s beautiful. Take the leap, you chose to keep going or to go back 💓
when u hugged the camera i literally gave my phone the biggest hug back i look like an idiot rn
needed that hug tbh
elliemariexo me too! Sending hugs your way x
This is exactly what I needed today. My depression has made me unable to leave the house for 3 days now. So thanks for the hugs ❤❤❤
Rachael Steele I hope your okay x
@@hopebashford2645 aww thank you x
Take it one day at a time
@@sarahjo5570 thanks for the support
@@rachaelsteele9177 💕💕
I’m 100 days clean today!!! Thank you Marie! 💖
congrats!! keep going 💘
aminah thank you!!! 💖
Yessss congratulations I'm so proud of you sending soooo much loveeee💕💕💕💕💕
mabel horn I am proud to say that I am a month clean🥳🥳
your hair looks so pretty like that omgg xxx
omg Marie, the part you mentioned about 'not knowing who you are' is one of the most relatable things you've ever said that I really felt that. It was so confusing and so overwhelming at the time and its a symptom/effect of mental health that I don't think is mentioned enough. I think it's a matter of time taking and like you said starting from the basic objectives you want and starting from there to slowly break everything down. so glad you mentioned it, from the bottom of my heart,I LOVE what you do Xx
In a psych hospital for fourth time this year , the place I started the year and will now be ending but thankfully I will be discharged next week. I really want to fight against my bpd like so badly I don’t know how long the fight is going to last the past week I’ve been super motivated but hopefully it’s not just the effect of bpd. But this video has answered so many questions I had and I’m actually going to try cbd oil thanks for the voucher code.
Hey guys. I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe PTSD and anxiety disorder and depression. It’s been a hard time cause I’m really struggling with self harm n attempts n I’m too scared to go to the hospital about it. I’m really struggling and I don’t ever comment but I love how much support I feel from the comments and videos so I just want to say thanks for all the encouragement n love 😭❤️
Marie you truly don't understand how much your videos help. They make me feel like not such an outcast, it's so hard to find someone to talk to that truly listens and understands. Even though I can't talk to you, I feel comfort through the screen. You are a beautiful person inside and out!!
The last time i went to a and e for my mental health I was very distressed in reception, i banged my head on the wall, fell to the floor and was screaming. A nurse told me to to stop being silly and showed me the way out. Luckily i wasn't suicidal that day, but if i was then I don't think I would be here today
your content calms me down and makes me feel like I'm not alone
I'm dong really well. In the last eight months I've gone from being suicidal to being able to find a teaching assistant course with a placement in a primary school. Its been the best thing I've ever done :D
James fennell that’s amazing, you deserve it! x
i watched this video last night when i was in a really bad headspace & i honestly felt so much better, i was distracted, what i was feeling didnt hurt as much. thank you marie🧡
Like two weeks ago I was wearing long sleeves and my mom asked me if I was cutting again I am trying my hardest not to I have been feeling empty and having mental breakdowns almost everyday these past weeks but I am proud to say that I am a month clean and my therapist said that if I don’t do what he says I will be put in a psychiatric hospital so I have to tell my mom every time my mood drops or I feel anxious I have to tell my mom and I try and find a trigger but the thing is is that it’s hard for me to find a trigger because my trauma is when I was born I was born three months early and I died more than once meaning my heart stopped I had to be attached to a bunch of machines and I was taken away from my bio mom so that’s the reason why I am but I am trying I fight the suicidal thoughts so I am trying😊
Do you have any idea how many people you have helped? You are so funny too yet so open. Thank you.
what you said about going back to school reminds me of something i heard from a speaker recently. she said “just because something is hard for you doesn’t mean it isn’t right for you” and that’s helped me a lot with school
i love that ☝🏻
i think i hug at the start of the video is necessary because it feels like we are a family and makes me feel wanted and appreciated. i love you marie you give me such inspiration. cant wait to meet you one day 💜💜💜💜
that intro was so cute and u look stunning in this video !!
Marie, thank you thank you for saying to do the opposite of what your illness is telling you and that you are now doing things that you could only dream of when you were in hospital. That gave me so much hope. I think someday I will see that persisting was worth it all the while. Sometimes having the energy to move past the old ways is very hard, but I have hope that some day the change I am striving for will yield such a better life than carrying on the way I have been. Sending so much love ❤️
love how u only answer a few questions but go super in depth!!! loved this video man
also u look like a pretty forest fairy 🧚♂️
i love uuuu !!!
you are such an inspiration ! - i am really struggling right know i’m barely getting out of bed, i relapsed after being one month clean from self harm and i stayed inside for a week now (i still have to go to school so skipping so many classes is a problem for me) and i just feel like i’m hitting rock bottom right know.
you really give me hope & i’m so proud of you 💖
Just sending you lots of love and hugs xx
Best antidepressants are your vids ❤️
I‘ve just one question, is there a reason for your hands shaking like this?
xx
It's a common side effect from psych meds. And it can sometimes last even after you stop taking the one that caused it. Also potentially anxiety because she said she was nervous
Oh okay, thanks :)
I found your channel a few weeks back and I can’t even tell you how much it’s helping me right now. I’m currently going through an episode of psychosis, which I started medication for last Friday, it’s literally the worst thing I could ever imagine to be going through, it’s petrifying. But it’s so nice to know I’m not the only person to experience this, although it very much feels like it right now. It’s all come off the back of depression, an eating disorder, self harm etc so things are definitely difficult at the min.
I just wanted to thank you for the effort and time you put into tour channel and your videos ❤️ xxx
So good to see you back Marie. Missed you loads. Literally so happy when I saw you posted a video 🥰
Marie,, i love you so so much and I'm so proud of you!! your honestly so inspiring, amazing and just generally perfect, your the best person on this earth in my opinion, you have helped me overcome so many obstacles in my life that i never thought I would overcome. Thankyou for being one of the reasons I chose to live. Your perfect never change for anyone! - mariesinspire🌺💘x
So glad to see you doing well Marie!! :') It's been coming up on a year since I was really ill, and I feel like I have just very recently started emerging back into life. There's a quote from my therapy program that I keep thinking about, which is basically "After something traumatic happens/being ill, you have to retrain your brain and relearn how to have fun and be silly." And this has really stuck with me as I try not to be so hard on myself, because we are literally relearning from scratch!!
This came at the perfect time. i’m going through some stuff and i really needed this. you’re so amazing Marie and i’m so happy i found your channel. you also look stunning! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
This came at a strangely coincidental time - went to A&E last night for the first time for self harm, it wasn't even that bad but my anxiety kicked in and I was so scared of it getting infected. It was fine in the end, the doctors were understanding and encouraged me to get help - but it was scary as I had to tell my parents, and my brother found out. Loved this video Marie, thanks for being such a bright light. Your videos help so much xx
Thank you for just making these videos. It makes me feel so much less alone where I’m struggling with self harm and my counselling isn’t working. xx
I feel this, my therapy isn't going super well either and it's a struggle.
Keep trying though
your answers are always so well put-together i don't understand how you're so intelligent, gorgeous, funny, inspiring, and entertaining at the same time??? like how. i love you and your videos so much, my heart honestly skipped a beat when i saw that you uploaded! hope you have a wonderful week babes x
Made my day as always, love you more than anything I can’t describe how proud I am you’re so so strong and genuinely an angel!!💗💗
I died when you couldn’t think of that word 😂 it’s TREATED Marie ahhaaaaaa😜 your so funny, ily ❤️
I completely get the not knowing who you are, I've lost myself now.
I'm not doing well at the minute, I've been going through crisis after crisis, and I've been in hospital again ☹
Sending love to those who need it 💗
Big hugs❤ please don't give up on hope that it will get better, you'll find yourself again xx
Anya sending love & positive thoughts your way, hope things start to get a lot better for you x
NEVER clicked so fast... Hehe I feel special😇😇
I’ve been going to CAHMs for soo long now.. I don’t feel like it helps me at all. I really want medication because I feel like I need it and I’ve tried everything else but they aren’t listening to me.. :(
The progress with CBD we love to see it
Last weekend I went to ER for self harm.. and I got sent to a psychiatric hospital for 1 night. I got advice for getting my life back together.. It's not going to be a easy road but I'm going to try
love this- recently got diagnosed with what they think is clinical depression. really needed to have something to ground me and remind me that I'm not some anomaly :)
OMG I SAW YOUR VID PU AND JUST STARTED SMILING. INSANELY. YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY. SO SO HAPPY :))))
I so appreciate your vulnerability and honesty in your videos. You're doing such great work!
Thankyou Marie for being such an important role model and inspiration to others in the MH arena sending Best Wishes
Ayyy Marie’s back with another Mental Health Monday’s, I’ve missed you girl ❤️ Plus i really needed that hug today, cause things haven’t been great lately but I’m gonna push through. I love you Marie x thank you for this video, it’s so helpful and I’m so grateful for you- your my forever inspiration 😍x
I honestly love you. You’ve helped me so much and I’ve fallen in love with you and your channel. You are such a gorgeous, amazing individual and whatever you go through, people have to realize you’re still human with feelings. Keep on going and I hope for the best for you ❤️
I couldnt watch this because of my own experience of going to A&E about self harm, and I didn't want to be reminded of the experience, but I do adore your content and i have no doubt that this video will help thousands xx
that’s so responsible of you. i’m really proud of you for doing that. i’m sending so much love and totally understand where you’re coming from. lots of love 💓
@@marieroseeee ❤🖤
Love the word bubbles. When I went (2:30 am doesn't have a shorter waiting time...) the joke "I slipped and fell on my knife" didn't get the laugh I had hoped for though :-)
your videos make me so happy
Love love love the hug! I missed you! You look like you are doing well. I hope you are. I was starting to worry! But i love this video, very informative and helpful! You look amazing.
For me, i have officially been diagnosed with BPD. And I’m trying to start my recovery but there are some things i find really difficult or i find myself pretending to be better. Its hard to know how i am actually doing because i feel like I’m faking it all. Its weird.
I missed you! Hope you are doing well! I really hope to see you on Thursday!
For anybody suffering mental illness/depression. Meditate, practice positive affirmations, express what you’re grateful for everyday, even if it’s something minor. Also practice the law of attraction! I promise you’ll feel better.
It's my birthday today and I've felt horrible all day long for relapsing...so I really needed this! thank you, marie xxx
i’m sending you so much love. Happy Birthday!! they can be a very tricky time, but it’s over soon! big hugs 💗
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Also that intro made me happy🥰
Marieeeee you seem so happy and bubbly in this video, I hope it sticks with you!
I'm really stressed bc next semester I am taking off of classes (not my choice) and I am terrified bc I get so bored and in my head when I have nothing to focus on, so wish me luck 😭
Alexandra Laudenbach good luck, you can do it!😃
I’m actually feeling a lot more stable just a tad pissed off that my care co was meant to see me today and never showed up, been 3 months since seeing someone now ☹️. Not
Gonna let that get me down though going to take my anger out in writing a well thought out complaint with my spare time 😂🤷♀️
I really wanna see your drunk video you've filmed recently. I voted 'yes' on your IG💕💕💕
I´m 2 weeks clean today!! And thank you Marie, you are such an inspiration
Well done on 2 weeks clean 💗
I’m also 2 weeks clean today! Well done ⭐️
Have you thought about doing an access course instead of A-Levels? Xx
love u sm marie! your videos help me so much💗
thank you so much Lilly, sending big hugs
I love youuu!! thank you for being here and helping me through hard times ✨💗
BPD is a mother. 10 years with my undiagnosed wife. It was rough.
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Your such a lifesaver ilysm your videos help me through the dark times 💕✨
Omg I love you
I went to hospital for self harm
Was your experience scary
hey:) please do a room tour i love the blue 🥺💗😂
Wow. What a babe. My inspiration ❤️🥰 Love youuu
love you!
So important!!!! Exactly what I needed to hear xx
What is your diagnosis my dear? It will help with my understanding of my symptoms.
I really wish that was the way I got treated in A&E....I got blue lighted there a little over two weeks ago and got treated with so much disrespect, they refused to dress my wounds and left me in a corridor crying for hours without checking on me. Also left with the advise from the crisis team of “keep self harming if it helps you cope, there’s nothing I can do for you” 🙃
oh bethany i’m so sorry. that honestly sounds like the worst experience ever. i can’t even comprehend why professionals would act that way. just remember that they are ignorant and it is not a reflection of you in any way - you did nothing wrong. i’m sending so much love your way. please keep safe 💗
marieroseeee thank you so much for replying 😭❤️ honestly means the world, I hope you’re doing okay 💖
On Thursday I self-harmed at school and they had to take me to the hospital... Leave a heart for support lol i’m THAT desperate
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im so earlyyy ily. such an insporation xx
I got so happy to see the notification on my phone that you posted ❤️
You look so much happier! So nice to see :))
Your such an inspiration for me and I'm sure there's many others. I'm so grateful for the videos. If it wasn't for you and some other mental health TH-cam channels who knows where my mind would be. I don't find it easy to talk to others so these channels are all I really have for support. Thank you so much.
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I don’t know how I’m doing I feel numb and I know that I’m just going to break down into tears especially because someone in my form is in hospital and it’s really serious (I don’t know them that well and there is a Language barrier but his smile lights up the room and makes everyone else smile back) I’m a day clean and I’m struggling to find myself but I’m working on it as best as I can
Self harm is truly an addiction no matter the day I ha e to do it I have no ontrol
Love you, really nice to see you back 💙
I’m actually doing alright I think.
love you!! that’s so good to hear xxxx
Ah thank you! xxxx
your smile omg :)
Your skin looks so glowyy 💕💕
I got like that with clonazepam. Benzos are super habit forming it really sucks
Love all your videos so much!!
Omg i love this video! Also love you sis! You always get me trough hard times so thank you❤
oh girl!! i love you!! 💗
This video was very helpful!!! I’ve just had to leave my second job because of my mental health and I feel like I’m never going to be able to hold down a job. I’m not diagnosed with anything as referrals take so long so I feel people think I am making it up and being lazy.
Chloe Easton I totally understand that. Just remember that you know you and how you are feeling. I’m struggling with feeling like people don’t understand why I can’t get up and do or go to things, but if you need time off, take it.
Jasmine C yeah thank you I suppose I’m just getting used to other people knowing as I’ve only just opened up about things properly. Wish the best for you xxx
Chloe Easton I’m glad to here that. Thank you, and you xxx
Love you sm Marie, good to see you back :)))
I'm in a very similar situation as you are. I dropped out of school too and then i tried doing my Abitur (german version of a-levels) online, which was horrible for me cause they didn't give me any deadlines or anything so I just got lost and moved forward veeery slowly. It was very bad for my mental health as well, cause at the same time I was putting myself under so much pressure, so then my illness got even worse and I did even less for school. But now (I'm 24 now) I am doing a six month access course and if I pass my exam in march I can FINALLY apply for university! My difficulty is that I live in Spain now (random I know) so I do it in Spanish which is hard. And I struggle with my mental health a bit more again because my classes are stressful, but I try not to pressure myself. If I don't pass the exam next year I'll just repeat the classes and the exam. We can both make it Marie!
And I totally relate to having to find out what you like and what you dislike. I feel like I'm still doing that. My psychiatrist from when I was a teenager told me that with mental illness the development of children/teenagers can be paused and I feel like that's true to an extent. My life was very bad between the ages of 15 and 20 so i feel like in lots of ways I am the teenager now, that I didn't get to be in the past and finding myself is part of that.
I hope everything will go well for you and I love all your videos! xo
I’m three weeks clean but I’ve been feeling really down lately as I do, plus my moods tend to be all over the place which makes it hard to function and my friends say some of the things I say about how I feel scares them. I wish I could talk to someone but I stopped therapy because they think I’m fine. I guess I’ll wait till I turn 18. It’s only just less than 4 years anyway.
I was really reluctant to use CBD but I was told it doesn't interfere with meds so I used it and OMG the difference is staggering!! I went from having multiple panic attacks a day, feeling so sick and drained to NOTHING it's like magic!
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I really don't know who I am anymore. I lost myself in the darkness that is depression. I really wish I could just be normal and not have MH problems. It's ruined my life and I've left it! It may sound weird but without MH I don't know who I am. Mental Health team is rubbish and don't want to know. I've had the worst support worker all year and I just got a new one and now he's off on holiday. I just give up. I've lost everyone....not even got 1 friend anymore. I barley leave my home, I feel scared of the outside world. I really hope everyone else is doing better than me. Feel so isolated and lost and so alone and invisible.
I feel the same because I’m self studying after leaving college last year cuz of psych ward but I think I just try to socialise when I can and believe one day I will hve a gd person to trust
I am doing very badly atm.. am on so much medication but just getting worse and worse and am losing hope completely. has anyone here ever been a day patient at a hospital? As I have just been referred for this. what do you do and is it a good thing to do? xx
I'm doing mostly okay I think, tryna heal mostly
Ooh I made myself a positive affirmation advent calendar for December and I added 1 Christmas song and 1 positive song for each day and it's really nice to like start my day with some warm happy thoughts and songs.
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Hahahah that intro was so funny I love it 😂
Great to see you back again, love you're video's, they make me feel like someone 'gets' me. Life's hit the skids, I feel myself falling into that hole but dragging myself back out is getting harder and harder, I wrote my goodbye note. I saw my psychiatrist and all he's done is add meds (which now makes 7) and referred me to PALS as he doesn't know what else to do. If he doesn't know how to help, how can I begin to help myself?
I highly recommend going into inpatient if you can, it really helped me (granted I'm in the US so it's a different system sometimes so idk how much help you get there). And try to do some research on other therapy or doctors you can see because that's a lot of meds and I can't even begin to imagine how they're all mixing together.
Remember that one psychiatrist is not the end all be all for mental health support. I've had probably over a dozen really awful doctors and therapists until I found one that is a genuine help. And I know how defeated it feels every time you gather up the energy to try to get help and then get shot down. I know. I've been there so many times. But eventually something has to go right, right?
You'll get there someday I promise, you just gotta keep fighting til then
@@sarahjo5570 just thank you 🙏❤
I really want to try the oil. Which one is it that you use? There's so many different ones on their website?x
Whoop whoop another videooooo ❤️❤️
You look incredible! Glowing 💖
awh thankyou so much 🥰🥺
In Belgium, they just make sure you're in therapy and send you home after the treatment lol
Hey guys 👋🏼 does anyone of you struggle with the fact that you are completely identifying with your illness? If so you have any tips how to get through that ? My boyfriend and family told me that I talk about nothing else than my illness, there is not one day I can go without talking about BPD. But I don’t know how to stop talking about it, I feel like borderline is everything I am, I feel like I can’t have a conversation without mentioning it cause It’s just my whole identity. I don’t know who I am without it. Help anybody ?😔
Hope you don’t mind me asking, the CBD oil, when you say it helps your anxiety, so you suffer with panic attacks when you’re anxious? I’m wondering if it will help that. Thank you xx
R Bear I have had panic attacks multiple times a week for over 1,5 year. This month i have been taking CBD Oil every day, and it has really helped me with my panic attacks, i am less anxious and have only had a few panic attacks. I hope you dont mind me answering, and i hope my answer helps
Your so inspirational xx
Generally okay but a bit lonely as I struggle to make and maintain friends which gets me down sometimes :(
I just read my psychiatrists records yes all 208 pages and really wished i hadnt 😭 it has broken my last straw and i cant tell if im going depressed or snaped into mania (bipolar 1, bpd and apparently like 17 diagnosis)...
And xmas sucks because im expected to spend it with my extended family one of which is one of my former sexual abusers...what do i do 😭