2 am around here and I really need to sleep but as soon as I got the notification that Annemarie posted, I HAD TO CLICK ON IT. I love how calming her voice is and how her whole aura is very peaceful. Keep doing you little human!
aww seeing you and your sister interact together really made me smile :)) as always, lovely upload annemarie. i especially love how reflective you are as a creator and individual - it shows true depth and maturity
thank you so much for this thoughtful comment, i appreciate it so so much. really need to do more videos with kali she has the best energy hehe. thank you again
When I lose someone who I wasn't close to enough, I sometimes become emotional, but if I am not informed about it, I'll not get anything emotional instead, I feel confused. Stay cozy, warm, and healthy, Annemarie! Taking slow days is always needed!
its so weird seeing you show a vulnerable side of you but I am glad you did because at the end its proof that we are all human. good advice on seeing people so you can bounce each other energy. love always from a fan in malaysia.
@@annemariechase Wow, you are tooo beautiful!! whomever see you should believe that God is surely true and whenever I see you I'm always in a dream and when we wake up, we all will realize that this whole life was nothing but a dream and that only God is whats true and real. I don't know how atheists can believe that such a very attractive beauty queen like you came from monkeys hahaha 😄 There was a teacher who did not believe in the existence of God, he said to his students, do you see God? the students answered no we don't see God, so the teacher said if you don't see God it means there is no God. then a smart student stood up and said to the other students hey guys can you see the teachers brain? then the student answered no we don't see the teachers brain, the student then said the teacher is crazy he has no brain :0) God started everything, and God also repeats things, and it is clear. God is one, one God for all of us, The universe didnt always exist science said it was not always existing, so it was created, they say it was through the big bang, and we say even that was created and initiated by God, & whatever got a beginning meaning whatever was proven to not have existed but then existed must have a creator, on the other hand whatever is proven to exist but was not proven to have had a beginning point by scientific facts and evidence and not logic alone, may have existed forever and thus has no creator, The universe proves the existence of God, but God not proven by scientific facts and evidence-¬ logic alone-to have had a beginning point, Thus if God had no beginning point and had always existed it means that he has no creator, again, because the universe had a beginning point it means the universe was created it means there must be a God, The universe proves the existence of God, but God on the other hand not proven to have had a beginning so God had no creator. another thing, the universe shows unity although it shows diversity, meaning there are different things, different creatures and different materials, but they are all made of particles and atoms, that proves the capability and unity of God, that there is only one God not 2 or three!! or three in one!! or one in three!! or in four!!, one capable God. God started &initiated &created everything, and he repeats things too, and that is clear, there are cycles almost for everything in life, water cycle, animal &plants food chain cycle, oxygen and carbon dioxide cycle, reproductive cycle. and so on... Also, this life is temporary, while the next-the hereafter-is forever, either in heaven or in hell fire, Therefore, let us all try to be good and not bad humans in life, and be kind and follow the words of God and the good teachings of his great messenger to mankind, the prophet Mohammed and his supporter imam Ali and his good pious kind descendants whom are an extension of God's messenger and his light. Shine and spread the light sunshine
Chris Evans now you be back right after the first one me next week how big is the best news thanks you and me and the best of you guys you can do it like that you me and the day
I'm sorry about your friend-she seemed like a very interesting and kind person. On another note, I love your videos, they're super chill. I can't wait to see what you do in these 2 months
annemarie. what is this title bruhhhh 😭😭😭 seriously though, this has got to be one of your best videos to date -- i love how there was an exact physical manifestation of what you felt inside of your head, like i saw the analogy and that made me smile. it's so important to have people around you that you can be yourself around despite the craziness that is life. it's really cool to see you, ryan and chris seemingly sharing such a close bond. hope you're having fun at creator camp with simon and the rest of them; i'm from nyc and coming back in may (finally graduating from umich!!) and hoping to catch myself in the rising success of the #youtubenewwave and the whole burgeoning nyc youtuber scene with my own content coming soon, so if you're in nyc again in the summer, i do hope i'll bump into you on the streets sometime! your content is amazing, keep up the great work :))))
Thank you for making this video! It feels like I'm having the same struggles right now and you've set me up to pick myself up again! Amazing editing work as always! Greetings from a fan :)
Hi Anne, I love your videos based on NY. I am thinking of moving there by next month. I am still searching for apartments. Are any of your friends subleasing their place next month? Thank you.
Firstly, thanks being so raw with us in this video, it helps viewers truly resonate with creators when they show their vulnerable side. Life ain't all sunshine n rainbows and i'm glad you consciously reflect that in your content. I couldn't relate more to your feeling of being in a vortex as recently i escaped one that just kept getting darker and darker to the point where ending it all felt like the only solution as i thought id be doing the world a favour. Thankfully, a beacon of light shone so bright that the vortex had no choice but to collapse and i've never had a healthier view of life and what's to come. And of course, the light arrived in the form of human connection, so if anyone relates to my comment and sees no way out of the darkness, please cling onto the people in your life that genuinely care. Connecting with them and even helping others that are struggling can benefit your own mental health in indescribable ways. If you don't have any, actively go and find some and watch how beautiful of a place the world can be ❤
I appreciate you sharing this. These are very beautiful words and thoughts. And so so true the vortex can seem endlessly dark but you can always find light at the end of the tunnel. Light begets light, just need to be willing and open to it 🤍
We put up in Long Island & move around in S Bronx & Queen's. But we are leaving forever for another low populated area up North outside U.S. But anyway we are in our mid 50 & 60 year. That's old school.
Omg! I pooped my pants in NYC too bc I was walking around Harlem, and there are NO public bathrooms. The bathrooms at the park had drunk/high/homeless people living/sleeping in them. It was horrible. Wow, I can't believe I found this.
The first New York New York song was actually created by my friend Joel with the trumpets! @dapperschanper on IG. The rest are all from Epidemic Sound: share.epidemicsound.com/annemarie
There is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words.. if I was to see YOU.. and meet you face to face.. how am I going to tell YOU with those words.. I want to tell YOU with my lips how much I love YOU.. and tell you so that it is Not only by the letters of writing.. but I am imagining when I see you.. will I tell you the right words.. will I scare YOU.. will I push you away because you say.. and for a long time.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I been here.. telling YOU.. telling you how much I love you.. letting YOU know the shape of my Heart.. how much My Heart truly loves YOU.. because I will never stop loving YOU.. as I would sit on the floor.. I would get up slowly.. leaving the Glass Jar on the floor and I see the Sun above me and It is so Hot out here.. sometimes I wonder why do I come to this Tree when it is in the Middle of the day.. when it is the Most hottest of the day.. But.. I have Your Picture with me.. I just love looking at YOU.. the Most Beautiful.. and before I came to this Tree.. I saw a field.. full of flowers and I would stop by to see this One Flower.. the Sun Flower.. and I remember I had to go and grab it.. before someone else can grab this Flower.. walking down.. I would start to sing.. I don't know where the song comes from but as I was walking.. holding the Sun Flower.. holding the Empty Glass Jar.. and I was told that there is a Big Heart.. it is sitting on the Top of a branch.. and told me to go and see it.. I wonder whose Big Heart it is.. but.. I received a Picture of YOU.. and it was a Drawing on a Piece of paper of a Big Heart sitting on top of the Branch.. I received it on the mail box and when someone told me about the Big Heart sitting on the Top of a tree on the Branch.. I smiled and knew whose Heart it is.. SO I would come to this Tree.. Before I was stopped by the Tree.. the field and the Sun Flower.. in the Room I had to go and grab the Empty Glass Jar.. just in case if The Big Heart falls off.. I want to use this Empty Glass Jar to catch Your Heart.. I have placed soft cottons.. many many around.. so fluffy and so soft so that the Heart will not get hurt.. I have come to this Tree.. I know if someone has spotted the Big Heart.. I am sure more people are able to see this Big Heart.. I don't want any one to take Your Heart.. But.. I can't believe it.. I see few people surrounding the Tree.. Cameras are flashing.. finger points at the Big Heart and I would hear some boys talking about getting to that Big Heart.. I am wondering.. there is a large numbers of people here and more people are coming to this Tree.. I turn and next to me is another man.. He has a empty Glass jar and turns and looks at me.. I am holding the same glass jar.. I smile big because I have placed a SUN FLOWER inside the Glass Jar.. so I know that when your Big Heart is able to look.. YOU can look at the Head of the Sun Flower.. so that YOU will know that it is me.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. in the middle of the day.. more people comes to this tree.. but many just stand around and complains it is so hot.. and starts to leave.. I am waiting for the people to leave.. I just want to be here alone and I will wait until all People goes.. people are talking.. and hungry.. I am waiting still.. as I am waiting for the time for all these people.. fifty people.. and I see the numbers goes down.. and It becomes Night.. I see the Moon comes UP.. and I see the stars shine.. I can't believe it.. the Man with the empty glass jar is still here with me.. I think He does not want to leave.. what am I suppose to do.. He keeps on looking up.. waving the Empty Glass jar around.. I smile because the Big Heart.. YOUR Big Heart is still sitting on the TOP of that Branch.. He be waving all through the day.. and I see that He is tired.. and he looks at me.. puts his head down and starts to walk off.. I am so glad.. so happy that everyone is gone.. I am able to take out the Picture of YOU.. Paste it and stick it on the Tree.. I am able to look at your picture.. do I get inspired by your Beauty.. I do love that YOU are so Beautiful.. I am Not going to lie to you that YOU are so amazingly Beautiful.. so Beautiful that I would walk close.. and press my lip on the Picture of YOU.. I will say.. MY MY.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY do you have to be this Beautiful.. what if my eyes decides to leave me.. my eyes can cry looking at your picture and will ask my Hand to open wide and both eyes can fall off crying because when I look at YOU through the Picture.. my Heart catches on fire.. it burns me from the inside.. I feel so Hot suddenly because my eyes look at your picture and I would say MY MY.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I would be looking at Your Picture.. I would place the Glass Jar down.. PULLING out the Sun Flower and I would be looking at you through the Picture.. I want to give you this flower.. How can I give you this Flower.. Please tell me How.. I been waiting out here.. I been waiting where it be YOU and I alone.. in the middle of the Day.. it was pretty crowded.. and many people were waiting too like myself.. wanted to see Your Big Heart.. wanted to get close to Your Big Heart.. I know that Your Heart is sitting way up on the Top of the branch of this Tree.. I would look around.. I saw many people come.. even people would be leaving.. another group of people comes.. every time I wanted to pull out Your Picture and paste it on this tree.. I would hear group of people.. voices talking.. I would grab Your Picture pulling back to the pocket.. and I had to just stand here all day.. the SUN had to go down because people still came around.. and at last.. all of the people are gone.. but.. all the eyes were looking at.. It is Your Big Heart.. I even brought the empty Glass jar.. do YOU see it on the ground.. when I received a Picture of YOU.. and also a sketch drawing of Your Big Heart sitting on the top branch of the Tree.. I was so excited because I knew that YOU were telling something.. I would be standing by the window of my room in the House.. asking for Your Heart.. I be asking and asking.. begging for Your Heart.. I been praying if I can have Your Big Heart.. of course I would always ask.. never stopped asking.. keep asking until the answer would be answered.. so I would keep on trying.. asking.. give me a sign.. send me a miracle and I guess YOU must heard me.. I am here by this Tree.. and you gave me the answer.. telling me where Your Heart is.. but Why did you choose on this tree.. this tree is so Big.. I am so small compared to the size of this Big Tree.. I am thankful you gave me a sign.. But look at how tall this Tree is and how short I am compared.. I don't want to just stand here and look UP.. just wondering how I can get to that Big Heart.. as I am looking at your Picture pasted on this Tree.. I am holding the Sun Flower.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. But How.. if YOU are not here.. but Your Big Heart is way UP sitting on the branch of this Tree.. I want to give you this flower.. Tell me How can I give You this flower.. this SUN FLOWER first.. My next is.. I want to touch Your Big Heart.. is there a way I can touch and Hold your Heart.. my hands wants to touch and feel.. the warmth of Your Big Heart.. and My Arms wants to wrap around Your Big Heart.. I want to put my ear next to your Heart.. can I please listen to the beating of Your Big Heart.. I want to hear How Your Heart.. Your Big Heart sound.. I am here so I can ask YOU.. I want to get close to YOU.. I want YOU to know that I really want to get closer to YOU.. but Your Big Heart is sitting on the top of the Branch.. it is on the Highest Branch way UP there.. and YOU know that I am way down here on the ground.. so How do I get to that Big Heart.. It looks so beautiful.. I needs to Hear YOU.. I needs to tell YOU.. I want to talk to Your Heart.. but if Your Big Heart cannot hear me because I am way down here to the ground.. and Your Big Heart way UP on the top.. the highest branch of the Tree.. when I am looking UP.. do you know that my neck hurts.. that is How High it is for me to LOOK at Your Big Heart and yes.. I do see Your Big Heart.. it is so Big.. I am spreading my arms wide.. I want to hold Your big Heart.. and Hug Your Heart and say to Your Heart.. I been waiting for this day for a very long time.. to tell Your Heart How much I love YOU.. I want to bring Your Big Heart closer so that I can tell Your Heart.. speak to Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I wonder will you accept my words.. I am I allowed to tell YOU this to Your Heart.. that I do love YOU.. what would happen if I get Your Big Heart closer to my lip and I can whisper to Your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I know for me.. on my part to able to tell you these words.. I am going to be hopping around like a big kid.. because to able to tell YOU these words.. It is a miracle for me.. How can a person like myself be able to tell YOU.. that I love YOU.. the I love YOUR BIG HEART.. will you allowed me to speak these words to Your Heart.. that is why I am here.. I am here at the bottom.. at the ground.. I am looking UP.. but I am able to look at your picture because it is pasted on the tree.. Showing Your Picture I am holding something in my hand.. a Flower which I want to say it came from the Middle of the day at the hottest.. the SUN.. can I please give YOU this Flower.. I want to give you to tell you where my Heart is.. why I am giving this flower to YOU.. I know that when I do give you this Sun flower.. I know I be at the most happiest place.. and for YOU to receive it.. the JOY that YOU give me just to give it away.. as I am looking at you through this Picture.. why can't you answer me.. Oink
Oink Oink.. Maybe I should of brought me a Camera.. Did not expect to see YOU here.. As I watch YOU.. I see your smile.. Where is a camera.. so I can take a picture of YOU and show YOU what My eyes has to see.. and the Picture will tell YOU no lies about How truly Beautiful You are.. I find myself.. it is kind of hard to breathe at this Point.. Leaving me Speechless.. leaving me to feel numb in My Heart.. as I see YOU holding both hands a Heart.. I wish that Heart is for Me.. can YOU not just give that Heart to me.. I want to tell Your Heart.. that I too have a Heart and My Heart wants to say.. YOU are such a Darling.. YOU are so Beautiful.. why do you have to just stand there.. and hold that Heart.. give me that Heart.. so that I can tell Your Heart How much I love YOU and your Heart.. Please come a little closer.. I want to see Your Heart closer.. I wonder How YOU would feel.. if I can Kiss Your Heart.. give it a peck and say.. YOU are so Lovely.. and So Beautiful.. If YOU are only standing at the Center of that Room and not get closer.. how can YOUR heart hear My voice tell Your Heart.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. do you not want me to say these words to YOU.. to your ears and let Your Heart knows.. I love you.. Please come a little closer so I can tell YOU.. I put my ear on the side of the Glass wall.. I want to hear Your Voice.. I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. since YOU are holding that Heart.. I am sure YOU can hear the Beating of Your Heart.. so Let me Hear it.. Let me hear How Your Heart can beat.. maybe whistle or sing.. Not sure but I want to hear Your Heart.. I pull away.. looking at the Glass wall.. what is this.. I can't hear anything here.. but I want to hear YOU and Your Heart Beat.. Can YOU please come a little closer.. I want to see that Heart.. let me see Your Heart.. if YOU just stand at the center.. I can't really see it clearly.. because YOUR Heart seems so far and so distance from Me.. My Love.. Baby Bear.. Baby Tiger.. will YOU not get any closer so that at least.. My Eyes can take a picture.. and save it in my head instead.. I have Not brought the camera.. maybe my eyes and saving it by looking at YOU and your heart.. I can save it inside My head.. Come a little closer.. if you are able to come to this Room and able to walk out.. and Holding that Heart with your both hands.. I am sure YOU are not just showing to me for Nothing.. But I want Your Heart.. What good is it if YOU are holding your Own Heart.. you can at least show it to me closer and can share Your Heart with me.. I am only here to Love You.. I am only going to show YOU how much I will love that Heart.. but if YOU keep a distance like this.. How can I tell YOU anything.. I can't even hear the words or your voice because of the Gap distance between us.. SO come closer.. let me show you that I am very gentle at Loving YOU.. I won't scare Your Heart.. but just gentle pass that Heart to Me.. I am not asking YOU to be with me.. only give me YOUR HEART.. tell me that I can really have Your Heart.. come and show me your Heart closer.. so that I can say something to YOUR HEART.. I am waiting for YOU.. Now I hear a foot steps walking and stops Next to Me.. I look down.. I see Me Heart Heart looking through the Glass wall.. and tells me.. I wonder why there is a distance between us.. I am sure YOU know How much I love You.. but why do YOU act like YOU don't know me.. ME Heart Heart looks UP.. I am sure.. SHE YOU knows that I love YOU.. but why.. and I am looking through the Glass wall.. Just because SHE YOU knows.. I guess just waiting for the right time.. and I see you looking at Your Heart.. and I see a smile across the face.. like YOU are teasing me.. and knowing I am here on the Other side with a wall but knowing I am looking at YOU.. it is such NO fair.. I want that Heart.. but YOU keep on telling me.. there is the Heart.. I see it.. I see YOU smile.. I see you holding with both hands YOUR HEART.. and YOU know how much I want Your Heart.. I wonder if there is a Door.. I am sure there must be a door here.. if there is a door.. I know that I can go inside.. and I will come.. and WILL grab That Heart out of Your Hands.. I will snatch Your Heart and the first thing YOU will see.. MY lips kiss Your Heart.. I will kiss that Heart hundred times.. too see if YOU will smile.. I will kiss Your Heart even thousand times.. too see if you will cry.. But I want Your Heart.. How am I suppose to get Inside this room.. I want that Heart.. GIVE me Your Heart.. Now Me Heart Heart speaks.. Look.. She you are walking.. see it for Your Self.. and Can YOU not see what I am looking at.. DO YOU SEE.. and I am sitting Down.. Me Heart Heart sits next to me.. Looking at the Big Glass Jar.. I want that Heart Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I want to touch and See if It is really Your Heart.. Can I please See that Heart.. I turn Me Head.. Looking at My Heart.. ME Heart Looks at Me.. I want to Hold That Heart.. I want to wrap my arms around that Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I am laying on my bed.. I sit UP.. I am missing YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. I hear a Door Knocking.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing here.. Next to me is My Heart Heart.. CHAM.. WHO is Knocking at this Door.. Wasn't it I.. who was the One Knocking.. But Now.. What is THIS.. DOK DOK DOK.. I get near to the Door.. Turn and Put my ear against the Door.. I was Knocking at this Door.. But YOU never answered this Knock.. WHY are you Now knocking at this Door.. Is it truly for me YOU are knocking.. Is it suppose to be me.. finger points to my chest.. Am I the One.. DO you know that it was I who started to knock First on this Door.. But.. DO you know that it is I who is standing here on the Other side.. WHO kept on knocking.. Knocking for a long time.. Just waiting for YOU and just missing YOU.. is it really for me you are knocking.. the Door Knocks.. DOK DOK DOK.. I want to answer it.. I want to open this Door.. but what if this is Not for me.. what if YOU are thinking about someone else but thinking that this DOOR belongs to HIM and not for me.. IT is going to end UP Heart cracking on my part.. Please let this be for me.. Please.. let it be sure.. I am the One who is standing on this Side.. if YOU know who it is on this Side.. will this be true.. will it be for reals you are knocking for.. I have been here.. waiting and waiting.. Knocking and knocking.. Knowing in my mind.. Knowing in my heart.. I was knocking on this door because I believed that IT is YOU on the Other side.. on the Other side by the DOOR.. I have never regretted of waiting for you.. I am the One who Loves YOU.. I am the One who has been waiting all this Time for YOU.. I am the One who has been missing YOU.. looking at your picture.. Drinking Bottles.. walking in the rain.. sitting by the shore.. looking at your picture.. Just loving YOU as YOU being who you are.. just loving YOU and wishing that YOU can love me back too.. WHY is Love so complicated.. why is Love can be so Hard.. sometimes it is so hard.. I want to cry.. just cry my heart out and let my Heart flood and drown in the pool of Blood because waiting for YOU can be hard sometimes but just loving YOU brings the true joy into my heart.. Is it really YOU at this DOOR.. are you standing there at the other side.. IS it YOU who knows that I am here has been knocking at this door.. I hear the Door knocking.. DOK DOK DOK.. But I do not hear any voice.. I wonder who it is knocking.. I open my Mouth.. Is It You.. I roll my hand and hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I am answering you Back.. But I needs to know that it is YOU who is also knocking at this Door.. can YOU say something.. or DO I needs to share YOU my Prayers.. I want YOU to be the One here.. I want it YOU to be the One who knows and understands my heart.. are YOU answering my Prayers by Knocking.. knowing that it is I.. I stand there.. I turn around.. ME HEART HEART.. I look at him.. He Looks UP.. grabs the EMPTY GLASS JAR and LIFTS Up.. I bend over.. grab both hands and I turn.. I have here with me.. the Empty Glass jar.. Can YOU hear me.. the reason WHY I have this Empty Glass jar.. I want you to show me YOUR HEART.. CAN YOU Please show me Your Heart.. CAN I please have your heart.. I want to keep YOUR HEART forever.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. Dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.
@@Thunderchild-gz4gc Nobody had too: Jesus Said to Preach everywhere in the World: Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature. Mark 16:15 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. Matthew 24:14 What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the HOUSETOPS. Matthew 10:27 In and out of Season: Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. 2 Timothy 4:2
2 am around here and I really need to sleep but as soon as I got the notification that Annemarie posted, I HAD TO CLICK ON IT. I love how calming her voice is and how her whole aura is very peaceful. Keep doing you little human!
This is the sweetest thank you so much from this little human 😭🥹🤍
@@annemariechase You're welcome ❤
Meee same time iam about to sleep frm india here 2:20 am .your vedios are funny and calm
aww seeing you and your sister interact together really made me smile :)) as always, lovely upload annemarie. i especially love how reflective you are as a creator and individual - it shows true depth and maturity
thank you so much for this thoughtful comment, i appreciate it so so much. really need to do more videos with kali she has the best energy hehe. thank you again
Very nicely edited, thanks for sharing
Thank you for this
When I lose someone who I wasn't close to enough, I sometimes become emotional, but if I am not informed about it, I'll not get anything emotional instead, I feel confused.
Stay cozy, warm, and healthy, Annemarie! Taking slow days is always needed!
its so weird seeing you show a vulnerable side of you but I am glad you did because at the end its proof that we are all human. good advice on seeing people so you can bounce each other energy. love always from a fan in malaysia.
Annemarie, you are a breath of fresh air on this website! Thank you for sharing your insight and for keeping it real 💙
Thank you for this!!! I really appreciate this so much 🤍
@@annemariechase Wow, you are tooo beautiful!!
whomever see you should believe that God is surely true
and whenever I see you I'm always in a dream
and when we wake up, we all will realize that this whole life was nothing but a dream and that only God is whats true and real.
I don't know how atheists can believe that such a very attractive beauty queen like you came from monkeys hahaha
😄
There was a teacher who did not believe in the existence of God, he said to his students, do you see God?
the students answered no we don't see God, so the teacher said if you don't see God it means there is no God.
then a smart student stood up and said to the other students hey guys can you see the teachers brain?
then the student answered no we don't see the teachers brain, the student then said the teacher is crazy he has no brain
:0)
God started everything, and God also repeats things, and it is clear.
God is one, one God for all of us,
The universe didnt always exist science said it was not always existing, so it was created, they say it was through the big bang, and we say even that was created and initiated by God, & whatever got a beginning meaning whatever was proven to not have existed but then existed must have a creator, on the other hand whatever is proven to exist but was not proven to have had a beginning point by scientific facts and evidence and not logic alone, may have existed forever and thus has no creator, The universe proves the existence of God, but God not proven by scientific facts and evidence-¬ logic alone-to have had a beginning point, Thus if God had no beginning point and had always existed it means that he has no creator, again, because the universe had a beginning point it means the universe was created it means there must be a God, The universe proves the existence of God, but God on the other hand not proven to have had a beginning so God had no creator.
another thing, the universe shows unity although it shows diversity, meaning there are different things, different creatures and different materials, but they are all made of particles and atoms, that proves the capability and unity of God, that there is only one God not 2 or three!! or three in one!! or one in three!! or in four!!, one capable God.
God started &initiated &created everything, and he repeats things too, and that is clear, there are cycles almost for everything in life, water cycle, animal &plants food chain cycle, oxygen and carbon dioxide cycle, reproductive cycle.
and so on...
Also, this life is temporary, while the next-the hereafter-is forever, either in heaven or in hell fire,
Therefore, let us all try to be good and not bad humans in life, and be kind and follow the words of God and the good teachings of his great messenger to mankind, the prophet Mohammed and his supporter imam Ali and his good pious kind descendants whom are an extension of God's messenger and his light.
Shine and spread the light sunshine
thank you for this video annemarie
Chris Evans now you be back right after the first one me next week how big is the best news thanks you and me and the best of you guys you can do it like that you me and the day
I'm sorry about your friend-she seemed like a very interesting and kind person. On another note, I love your videos, they're super chill. I can't wait to see what you do in these 2 months
such a good video! the editing, the camera work, the story line!!! always love getting to follow ur journey & seeing u find ur style
Thank you so much! It's been a rewarding little journey so far and I'm forever grateful for ya'll
I love your blogs girl you're so realistic and humble personality. Realistic bloggers are rare these days.. more are show-off's 😎
Annemarie these video transitions are a breath of fresh air! And your editing is becoming more and more 'you'
annemarie. what is this title bruhhhh 😭😭😭
seriously though, this has got to be one of your best videos to date -- i love how there was an exact physical manifestation of what you felt inside of your head, like i saw the analogy and that made me smile. it's so important to have people around you that you can be yourself around despite the craziness that is life. it's really cool to see you, ryan and chris seemingly sharing such a close bond.
hope you're having fun at creator camp with simon and the rest of them; i'm from nyc and coming back in may (finally graduating from umich!!) and hoping to catch myself in the rising success of the #youtubenewwave and the whole burgeoning nyc youtuber scene with my own content coming soon, so if you're in nyc again in the summer, i do hope i'll bump into you on the streets sometime! your content is amazing, keep up the great work :))))
Crisp editing Annemarie! Feels like I'm watching some coming-of-age film about a girl from Anchorage with big dreams!
Dang thank you! I kinda love this
I can just listen her voice over n over and not get tired😩❤️🥺✨
Lysm>3
SO GLAD YOURE BACK!!!! I WAS MISSING YOU
THANK YOU IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK!!!!
i have depression and Annemarie's videos make my day so much. Love the vibes of the videos and how peaceful they are. Thanks Annemarie
Welcome back to NYC, hope everything goes get better for you. Stay strong 💪🏽
I always appreciate your comments and support!! Thank you! 💪🏼
thanks for sharing this. super relatable atm
Thank you for making this video! It feels like I'm having the same struggles right now and you've set me up to pick myself up again! Amazing editing work as always! Greetings from a fan :)
Hope you reach 300K soon!
This was so we'll made🥺 and I loved the ideas and concepts that you brought up....plus it was super entertaining.
Good job Annemarie ❤️
hello from india 🇮🇳! so you finally remembered the password haha. welcome back, missed you:D
Yes finally remembered 🤪 I’m back!!
Great Vid ! Been following you fora min. NYC is the best
Always learning something valuable from ur videos! Truly an inspiring woman❤
Hi Annie happy Sunday afternoon and I just wanted to say that your vlogs is amazing and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you
The artists way is my favorite book!! You goo!
An amazing video !! enjoyed watching every second of it :) keep up the hard work
I’m moving from Alaska to New York this summer and this video got me so excited :) love ak but absolutely agree that change is necessary for growth
No way!! That's so exciting. I'm tryna be in AK for the summer hehe. Wishing you the best of luck! AK and NYC are the best complements :)
the content and the story line of this vlog is very interesting and somehow motivating and inspiring to continue living the present
Just a straight up compliment. You and your sister are absolutely beautiful
I Love that you both sound the same. Especially you both have the same laugh. ❤
wow so many cameos from amazing people
also Rick Rubin & Julia Cameron - you love to see it
Danny cameo soon? 🤪
I hope things only become better going forward and my sincere condolences for your friend. Keep up the excellent vlogging
Hi Anne, I love your videos based on NY. I am thinking of moving there by next month. I am still searching for apartments. Are any of your friends subleasing their place next month? Thank you.
I love the editing ❤
What a nice video, I'd like to be able to enjoy and laugh like you and your sister with every little thing
ugh the editing and the shots♥
I’ll be in New York in September! You make it look interesting 😂
Firstly, thanks being so raw with us in this video, it helps viewers truly resonate with creators when they show their vulnerable side. Life ain't all sunshine n rainbows and i'm glad you consciously reflect that in your content.
I couldn't relate more to your feeling of being in a vortex as recently i escaped one that just kept getting darker and darker to the point where ending it all felt like the only solution as i thought id be doing the world a favour. Thankfully, a beacon of light shone so bright that the vortex had no choice but to collapse and i've never had a healthier view of life and what's to come. And of course, the light arrived in the form of human connection, so if anyone relates to my comment and sees no way out of the darkness, please cling onto the people in your life that genuinely care. Connecting with them and even helping others that are struggling can benefit your own mental health in indescribable ways. If you don't have any, actively go and find some and watch how beautiful of a place the world can be ❤
I appreciate you sharing this. These are very beautiful words and thoughts. And so so true the vortex can seem endlessly dark but you can always find light at the end of the tunnel. Light begets light, just need to be willing and open to it 🤍
@@annemariechase 'light begets light' is wonderful. gonna remember that one ❤️
Awww LOVED the storytelling!!
what is that north face jumper you wore throughout the beginning of the video??? i love it its so cozy looking
I'm happy that you had the NY fam help with the vortex and the loss of your friend. Sending you and the NY fam lots of love from LA ❤
i love seeing you IN NYC!!!!
Ur book choices tells me we would be friends. Uni (universe) loves u!! Also im a new vlogger :) u give me inspo
I love this so much ✨ you got this!! :)
We put up in Long Island & move around in S Bronx & Queen's.
But we are leaving forever for another low populated area up North outside U.S.
But anyway we are in our mid 50 & 60 year. That's old school.
the rick rubin book!
I love this video. Thank u 🌀
Psh. This human be throwing out Maslow's Hierarchy of needs like it's nothin. I see you, gurl.
I almost shit my pants riding on the subway in new York
Omg! I pooped my pants in NYC too bc I was walking around Harlem, and there are NO public bathrooms. The bathrooms at the park had drunk/high/homeless people living/sleeping in them. It was horrible. Wow, I can't believe I found this.
3AM is the best time to bike, don't let anyone tell you otherwise 😮💨😮💨
Hard agree
i love you bb annemarie!
🥰🤍
Very entertaining!
Missed u Annemarie ❤:))
Good vlog. You should do more.
Now thats a title
Shes so pretty
Very charming video. You got a sub
lol your sister and you have the same laugh
great vid!
next video: "my last day in NYC"...
I actually pooped in my pant twice in my adult life in the street of nyc…no joke
r u being fr...
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kay ive seen the whole vid, man i thought u actually shit urself 😭 this vid was awesome n cute, missed u lots 🫶🏻
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we all did!
So real
Not the physical manifestation of the vortexxx ~_~ It's wild how manifestation works sometimes. Positively and negatively.
Learning this more and more lately!! Thoughts become things
@@annemariechase exactly! Putting little positive or 'redirecting' notes and signs around areas I frequently look helps 😅
You prefer NY to LA?
bruh the intro felt like your mom's house had only elliot and you
The gorgeous Annemarie
Thank you 🥹🫶
Easy does it; simplicity, too.
There's no sales tax on clothing in NYC under $110 per item. So you should really learn more about NYC
What songs were playing?
The first New York New York song was actually created by my friend Joel with the trumpets! @dapperschanper on IG. The rest are all from Epidemic Sound: share.epidemicsound.com/annemarie
I dont think you are single
Black poop sometimes means that there is blood in it but no pressure😂
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wb its lit
I'm from NYC and I poop my pants everyday here
Hi Annmarie Chase. 😍🖤🇺🇸🍄🍻🍺🥂🍷🥃🚬
That is 100% gross food and I'm not kidding
10:10 he’s cute Annmarie 😊
Hi anne
U been missing for 2 month
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lmao!
Are you still talking to your old roommates?
I feel like no one says this on your videos, but I think therapy should/will really help with stuff like this, if you aren't already.
That’s disgusting
Da fork
There is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words.. if I was to see YOU.. and meet you face to face.. how am I going to tell YOU with those words.. I want to tell YOU with my lips how much I love YOU.. and tell you so that it is Not only by the letters of writing.. but I am imagining when I see you.. will I tell you the right words.. will I scare YOU.. will I push you away because you say.. and for a long time.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I been here.. telling YOU.. telling you how much I love you.. letting YOU know the shape of my Heart.. how much My Heart truly loves YOU.. because I will never stop loving YOU.. as I would sit on the floor.. I would get up slowly.. leaving the Glass Jar on the floor and I see the Sun above me and It is so Hot out here.. sometimes I wonder why do I come to this Tree when it is in the Middle of the day.. when it is the Most hottest of the day.. But.. I have Your Picture with me.. I just love looking at YOU.. the Most Beautiful.. and before I came to this Tree.. I saw a field.. full of flowers and I would stop by to see this One Flower.. the Sun Flower.. and I remember I had to go and grab it.. before someone else can grab this Flower.. walking down.. I would start to sing.. I don't know where the song comes from but as I was walking.. holding the Sun Flower.. holding the Empty Glass Jar.. and I was told that there is a Big Heart.. it is sitting on the Top of a branch.. and told me to go and see it.. I wonder whose Big Heart it is.. but.. I received a Picture of YOU.. and it was a Drawing on a Piece of paper of a Big Heart sitting on top of the Branch.. I received it on the mail box and when someone told me about the Big Heart sitting on the Top of a tree on the Branch.. I smiled and knew whose Heart it is.. SO I would come to this Tree.. Before I was stopped by the Tree.. the field and the Sun Flower.. in the Room I had to go and grab the Empty Glass Jar.. just in case if The Big Heart falls off.. I want to use this Empty Glass Jar to catch Your Heart.. I have placed soft cottons.. many many around.. so fluffy and so soft so that the Heart will not get hurt.. I have come to this Tree.. I know if someone has spotted the Big Heart.. I am sure more people are able to see this Big Heart.. I don't want any one to take Your Heart.. But.. I can't believe it.. I see few people surrounding the Tree.. Cameras are flashing.. finger points at the Big Heart and I would hear some boys talking about getting to that Big Heart.. I am wondering.. there is a large numbers of people here and more people are coming to this Tree.. I turn and next to me is another man.. He has a empty Glass jar and turns and looks at me.. I am holding the same glass jar.. I smile big because I have placed a SUN FLOWER inside the Glass Jar.. so I know that when your Big Heart is able to look.. YOU can look at the Head of the Sun Flower.. so that YOU will know that it is me.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. in the middle of the day.. more people comes to this tree.. but many just stand around and complains it is so hot.. and starts to leave.. I am waiting for the people to leave.. I just want to be here alone and I will wait until all People goes.. people are talking.. and hungry.. I am waiting still.. as I am waiting for the time for all these people.. fifty people.. and I see the numbers goes down.. and It becomes Night.. I see the Moon comes UP.. and I see the stars shine.. I can't believe it.. the Man with the empty glass jar is still here with me.. I think He does not want to leave.. what am I suppose to do.. He keeps on looking up.. waving the Empty Glass jar around.. I smile because the Big Heart.. YOUR Big Heart is still sitting on the TOP of that Branch.. He be waving all through the day.. and I see that He is tired.. and he looks at me.. puts his head down and starts to walk off.. I am so glad.. so happy that everyone is gone.. I am able to take out the Picture of YOU.. Paste it and stick it on the Tree.. I am able to look at your picture.. do I get inspired by your Beauty.. I do love that YOU are so Beautiful.. I am Not going to lie to you that YOU are so amazingly Beautiful.. so Beautiful that I would walk close.. and press my lip on the Picture of YOU.. I will say.. MY MY.. YOU are so Beautiful.. WHY do you have to be this Beautiful.. what if my eyes decides to leave me.. my eyes can cry looking at your picture and will ask my Hand to open wide and both eyes can fall off crying because when I look at YOU through the Picture.. my Heart catches on fire.. it burns me from the inside.. I feel so Hot suddenly because my eyes look at your picture and I would say MY MY.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I would be looking at Your Picture.. I would place the Glass Jar down.. PULLING out the Sun Flower and I would be looking at you through the Picture.. I want to give you this flower.. How can I give you this Flower.. Please tell me How.. I been waiting out here.. I been waiting where it be YOU and I alone.. in the middle of the Day.. it was pretty crowded.. and many people were waiting too like myself.. wanted to see Your Big Heart.. wanted to get close to Your Big Heart.. I know that Your Heart is sitting way up on the Top of the branch of this Tree.. I would look around.. I saw many people come.. even people would be leaving.. another group of people comes.. every time I wanted to pull out Your Picture and paste it on this tree.. I would hear group of people.. voices talking.. I would grab Your Picture pulling back to the pocket.. and I had to just stand here all day.. the SUN had to go down because people still came around.. and at last.. all of the people are gone.. but.. all the eyes were looking at.. It is Your Big Heart.. I even brought the empty Glass jar.. do YOU see it on the ground.. when I received a Picture of YOU.. and also a sketch drawing of Your Big Heart sitting on the top branch of the Tree.. I was so excited because I knew that YOU were telling something.. I would be standing by the window of my room in the House.. asking for Your Heart.. I be asking and asking.. begging for Your Heart.. I been praying if I can have Your Big Heart.. of course I would always ask.. never stopped asking.. keep asking until the answer would be answered.. so I would keep on trying.. asking.. give me a sign.. send me a miracle and I guess YOU must heard me.. I am here by this Tree.. and you gave me the answer.. telling me where Your Heart is.. but Why did you choose on this tree.. this tree is so Big.. I am so small compared to the size of this Big Tree.. I am thankful you gave me a sign.. But look at how tall this Tree is and how short I am compared.. I don't want to just stand here and look UP.. just wondering how I can get to that Big Heart.. as I am looking at your Picture pasted on this Tree.. I am holding the Sun Flower.. I want to give YOU this Flower.. But How.. if YOU are not here.. but Your Big Heart is way UP sitting on the branch of this Tree.. I want to give you this flower.. Tell me How can I give You this flower.. this SUN FLOWER first.. My next is.. I want to touch Your Big Heart.. is there a way I can touch and Hold your Heart.. my hands wants to touch and feel.. the warmth of Your Big Heart.. and My Arms wants to wrap around Your Big Heart.. I want to put my ear next to your Heart.. can I please listen to the beating of Your Big Heart.. I want to hear How Your Heart.. Your Big Heart sound.. I am here so I can ask YOU.. I want to get close to YOU.. I want YOU to know that I really want to get closer to YOU.. but Your Big Heart is sitting on the top of the Branch.. it is on the Highest Branch way UP there.. and YOU know that I am way down here on the ground.. so How do I get to that Big Heart.. It looks so beautiful.. I needs to Hear YOU.. I needs to tell YOU.. I want to talk to Your Heart.. but if Your Big Heart cannot hear me because I am way down here to the ground.. and Your Big Heart way UP on the top.. the highest branch of the Tree.. when I am looking UP.. do you know that my neck hurts.. that is How High it is for me to LOOK at Your Big Heart and yes.. I do see Your Big Heart.. it is so Big.. I am spreading my arms wide.. I want to hold Your big Heart.. and Hug Your Heart and say to Your Heart.. I been waiting for this day for a very long time.. to tell Your Heart How much I love YOU.. I want to bring Your Big Heart closer so that I can tell Your Heart.. speak to Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I wonder will you accept my words.. I am I allowed to tell YOU this to Your Heart.. that I do love YOU.. what would happen if I get Your Big Heart closer to my lip and I can whisper to Your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I know for me.. on my part to able to tell you these words.. I am going to be hopping around like a big kid.. because to able to tell YOU these words.. It is a miracle for me.. How can a person like myself be able to tell YOU.. that I love YOU.. the I love YOUR BIG HEART.. will you allowed me to speak these words to Your Heart.. that is why I am here.. I am here at the bottom.. at the ground.. I am looking UP.. but I am able to look at your picture because it is pasted on the tree.. Showing Your Picture I am holding something in my hand.. a Flower which I want to say it came from the Middle of the day at the hottest.. the SUN.. can I please give YOU this Flower.. I want to give you to tell you where my Heart is.. why I am giving this flower to YOU.. I know that when I do give you this Sun flower.. I know I be at the most happiest place.. and for YOU to receive it.. the JOY that YOU give me just to give it away.. as I am looking at you through this Picture.. why can't you answer me.. Oink
Oink Oink.. Maybe I should of brought me a Camera.. Did not expect to see YOU here.. As I watch YOU.. I see your smile.. Where is a camera.. so I can take a picture of YOU and show YOU what My eyes has to see.. and the Picture will tell YOU no lies about How truly Beautiful You are.. I find myself.. it is kind of hard to breathe at this Point.. Leaving me Speechless.. leaving me to feel numb in My Heart.. as I see YOU holding both hands a Heart.. I wish that Heart is for Me.. can YOU not just give that Heart to me.. I want to tell Your Heart.. that I too have a Heart and My Heart wants to say.. YOU are such a Darling.. YOU are so Beautiful.. why do you have to just stand there.. and hold that Heart.. give me that Heart.. so that I can tell Your Heart How much I love YOU and your Heart.. Please come a little closer.. I want to see Your Heart closer.. I wonder How YOU would feel.. if I can Kiss Your Heart.. give it a peck and say.. YOU are so Lovely.. and So Beautiful.. If YOU are only standing at the Center of that Room and not get closer.. how can YOUR heart hear My voice tell Your Heart.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. do you not want me to say these words to YOU.. to your ears and let Your Heart knows.. I love you.. Please come a little closer so I can tell YOU.. I put my ear on the side of the Glass wall.. I want to hear Your Voice.. I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. since YOU are holding that Heart.. I am sure YOU can hear the Beating of Your Heart.. so Let me Hear it.. Let me hear How Your Heart can beat.. maybe whistle or sing.. Not sure but I want to hear Your Heart.. I pull away.. looking at the Glass wall.. what is this.. I can't hear anything here.. but I want to hear YOU and Your Heart Beat.. Can YOU please come a little closer.. I want to see that Heart.. let me see Your Heart.. if YOU just stand at the center.. I can't really see it clearly.. because YOUR Heart seems so far and so distance from Me.. My Love.. Baby Bear.. Baby Tiger.. will YOU not get any closer so that at least.. My Eyes can take a picture.. and save it in my head instead.. I have Not brought the camera.. maybe my eyes and saving it by looking at YOU and your heart.. I can save it inside My head.. Come a little closer.. if you are able to come to this Room and able to walk out.. and Holding that Heart with your both hands.. I am sure YOU are not just showing to me for Nothing.. But I want Your Heart.. What good is it if YOU are holding your Own Heart.. you can at least show it to me closer and can share Your Heart with me.. I am only here to Love You.. I am only going to show YOU how much I will love that Heart.. but if YOU keep a distance like this.. How can I tell YOU anything.. I can't even hear the words or your voice because of the Gap distance between us.. SO come closer.. let me show you that I am very gentle at Loving YOU.. I won't scare Your Heart.. but just gentle pass that Heart to Me.. I am not asking YOU to be with me.. only give me YOUR HEART.. tell me that I can really have Your Heart.. come and show me your Heart closer.. so that I can say something to YOUR HEART.. I am waiting for YOU.. Now I hear a foot steps walking and stops Next to Me.. I look down.. I see Me Heart Heart looking through the Glass wall.. and tells me.. I wonder why there is a distance between us.. I am sure YOU know How much I love You.. but why do YOU act like YOU don't know me.. ME Heart Heart looks UP.. I am sure.. SHE YOU knows that I love YOU.. but why.. and I am looking through the Glass wall.. Just because SHE YOU knows.. I guess just waiting for the right time.. and I see you looking at Your Heart.. and I see a smile across the face.. like YOU are teasing me.. and knowing I am here on the Other side with a wall but knowing I am looking at YOU.. it is such NO fair.. I want that Heart.. but YOU keep on telling me.. there is the Heart.. I see it.. I see YOU smile.. I see you holding with both hands YOUR HEART.. and YOU know how much I want Your Heart.. I wonder if there is a Door.. I am sure there must be a door here.. if there is a door.. I know that I can go inside.. and I will come.. and WILL grab That Heart out of Your Hands.. I will snatch Your Heart and the first thing YOU will see.. MY lips kiss Your Heart.. I will kiss that Heart hundred times.. too see if YOU will smile.. I will kiss Your Heart even thousand times.. too see if you will cry.. But I want Your Heart.. How am I suppose to get Inside this room.. I want that Heart.. GIVE me Your Heart.. Now Me Heart Heart speaks.. Look.. She you are walking.. see it for Your Self.. and Can YOU not see what I am looking at.. DO YOU SEE.. and I am sitting Down.. Me Heart Heart sits next to me.. Looking at the Big Glass Jar.. I want that Heart Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I want to touch and See if It is really Your Heart.. Can I please See that Heart.. I turn Me Head.. Looking at My Heart.. ME Heart Looks at Me.. I want to Hold That Heart.. I want to wrap my arms around that Heart.. Is it Your Heart.. I am laying on my bed.. I sit UP.. I am missing YOU.. I keep on missing YOU.. I hear a Door Knocking.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing here.. Next to me is My Heart Heart.. CHAM.. WHO is Knocking at this Door.. Wasn't it I.. who was the One Knocking.. But Now.. What is THIS.. DOK DOK DOK.. I get near to the Door.. Turn and Put my ear against the Door.. I was Knocking at this Door.. But YOU never answered this Knock.. WHY are you Now knocking at this Door.. Is it truly for me YOU are knocking.. Is it suppose to be me.. finger points to my chest.. Am I the One.. DO you know that it was I who started to knock First on this Door.. But.. DO you know that it is I who is standing here on the Other side.. WHO kept on knocking.. Knocking for a long time.. Just waiting for YOU and just missing YOU.. is it really for me you are knocking.. the Door Knocks.. DOK DOK DOK.. I want to answer it.. I want to open this Door.. but what if this is Not for me.. what if YOU are thinking about someone else but thinking that this DOOR belongs to HIM and not for me.. IT is going to end UP Heart cracking on my part.. Please let this be for me.. Please.. let it be sure.. I am the One who is standing on this Side.. if YOU know who it is on this Side.. will this be true.. will it be for reals you are knocking for.. I have been here.. waiting and waiting.. Knocking and knocking.. Knowing in my mind.. Knowing in my heart.. I was knocking on this door because I believed that IT is YOU on the Other side.. on the Other side by the DOOR.. I have never regretted of waiting for you.. I am the One who Loves YOU.. I am the One who has been waiting all this Time for YOU.. I am the One who has been missing YOU.. looking at your picture.. Drinking Bottles.. walking in the rain.. sitting by the shore.. looking at your picture.. Just loving YOU as YOU being who you are.. just loving YOU and wishing that YOU can love me back too.. WHY is Love so complicated.. why is Love can be so Hard.. sometimes it is so hard.. I want to cry.. just cry my heart out and let my Heart flood and drown in the pool of Blood because waiting for YOU can be hard sometimes but just loving YOU brings the true joy into my heart.. Is it really YOU at this DOOR.. are you standing there at the other side.. IS it YOU who knows that I am here has been knocking at this door.. I hear the Door knocking.. DOK DOK DOK.. But I do not hear any voice.. I wonder who it is knocking.. I open my Mouth.. Is It You.. I roll my hand and hits.. DOK DOK DOK DOK.. I am answering you Back.. But I needs to know that it is YOU who is also knocking at this Door.. can YOU say something.. or DO I needs to share YOU my Prayers.. I want YOU to be the One here.. I want it YOU to be the One who knows and understands my heart.. are YOU answering my Prayers by Knocking.. knowing that it is I.. I stand there.. I turn around.. ME HEART HEART.. I look at him.. He Looks UP.. grabs the EMPTY GLASS JAR and LIFTS Up.. I bend over.. grab both hands and I turn.. I have here with me.. the Empty Glass jar.. Can YOU hear me.. the reason WHY I have this Empty Glass jar.. I want you to show me YOUR HEART.. CAN YOU Please show me Your Heart.. CAN I please have your heart.. I want to keep YOUR HEART forever.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. Dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.
Me love you ❤️ 🎉
For God hath not called us unto uncleanness, but unto holiness. 1 Thessalonians 4:7
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Jesus Said to Preach everywhere in the World:
Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature. Mark 16:15
And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. Matthew 24:14
What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in the light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the HOUSETOPS. Matthew 10:27
In and out of Season:
Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. 2 Timothy 4:2
I'm sorry to say but I majored in culinary arts, I subconsciously judge everyone's cooking 😅
Pure Asian persuasion....cos that's what i'm into
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When you edit that much in 5 seconds, you’re not being as genuine as you think
Next video will be unedited!! Stay tuned
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Next video when?
Tomorrow!
@@annemariechase whenn? 😭