an personal update, 8 months later !

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ต.ค. 2024
  • Hi guys, first of all, I missed you.
    second of all, i hope this video will make sense!
    Healing, growing, self-esteem, how my haircut affected me, self-love, the death of my ego, illness, heartbreak, travels….
    if you watched it whole, thank you.
    I want this to be the intro to my series “all gloom, but all warmth”
    There is so much left unsaid but I had to start somewhere, right?
    i have so much to share about all those topics listed above…
    Please comment questions or anything that sparks curiosity in you. I’ll happily start creating based on those questions. They might inspire me to create and talk about certain things.
    ahhh posting again makes me so happy!
    anyway, love you always, bye xx
    Support me on instagram and on tiktok to follow my daily life:
    / virgomartinez
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  • @sadgirlhours222
    @sadgirlhours222 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    virgo your videos feel so therapeutic!! always look forward to them, they're like a hug in the form of a video :,)

  • @mariekepage6791
    @mariekepage6791 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    the new hair is cool af

  • @rainbowunicornninjas
    @rainbowunicornninjas ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I absolutely loved this! It was like reading a journal entry. I’m happy for your growth & self discovery. Like you said, it’s a beautiful thing.

  • @Charlotte-br1cs
    @Charlotte-br1cs ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just found your channel and this vid at the right time bless. I also went through heartbreak and sickness shortly after. Ended up spending months alone in my apartment recovering and completely alone. I was like a little caterpillar resting in her cocoon and I'm finally entering my butterfly phase now that I've recovered from the illness and heartbreak. So nice to hear someone who went through something similar

  • @clawatch
    @clawatch ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Oh Virgo, je t’envoie toute la lumière que tu mérites ✨ Merci pour ton honnêteté et ta sensibilité, tu rayonnes

  • @5amWalking
    @5amWalking ปีที่แล้ว +5

    We missed u too u have no idea, i specially love ur content here on yt, and thank u so much for sharing this with us, i am too on my own journey of healing and i think i went thro it all I swear.

  • @pialuisa8871
    @pialuisa8871 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m 22 and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis three years ago. Somehow it feels comforting to hear that other people go through similar struggles. Thank you for talking about it and being honest! I’d love to see a video on your journey and especially what has helped you. Wishing you well🫶

  • @megbay4276
    @megbay4276 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    this made me so happy to see you again! I’ve followed you for years and you’ve always made me smile Virgo. It’s good to see you’re in a better place than you was a few months back. ❤ sending you so much love! Hope to see more videos of you soon

  • @aureseternesw
    @aureseternesw ปีที่แล้ว +6

    contenta de verte mejor, y que hables de todo tipo de momentos; feels real to show how have you been feeling these last months, showing your highs and lows ❤❤❤💐 seguro que no ha sido fácil pero ver vídeos así ayudan mucho a sentirse acompaña🌷

  • @Jessica24Valentine
    @Jessica24Valentine ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thank you virgo for this video. ive been watching your videos for 5 yrs and its just been really amazing to watch you grow while i grow too. i've been struggling mentally which has impacted my health so this video really made me feel seen and heard.
    idk if you remember but i stayed in madrid for a couple months last year and met you on c. del barquillo with my gf. it was really amazing to see you and felt very surreal to me. but i just wanted to say thank you for existing. you have really helped me throughout my life. youre incredibly kind and i am excited to see what's to come for you
    xx

  • @Lamards
    @Lamards ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Loving your hair and style girly!! I am so glad to see you get real with us and no Bs. Thank you for sharing all of this and being open and honest about it all. Truly dig that in a person. Hope that your journey keeps on getting better and better.

  • @Laura-hr7xy
    @Laura-hr7xy ปีที่แล้ว

    Girl I'm going through heartbreak right now and it's so frickin painful.. gosh it's really good to hear you talk about it, and how there's a lot of beauty in it, in the pain, the sorrow, the frustration and the numbness of it all; finding deep places within yourself, allowing yourself to really feel and not push it down (VERY important)... just going through the motions. And it's so precious that you're vulnerable while filming this and showing it because you know, others could have edited it so much so that it's barely present. I just wanna say thanks for existing

  • @nataliaorenes6894
    @nataliaorenes6894 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank u for everything u have shared, I feel ive grown with u and your content. Thank u for discovering me art, artists, thoughts, emotions to empathize with, your world... I feel u like another person in my life. Your content and presence has always been a safe space for me especially in bad times.
    I feel like ive grown and reflected with every video of yours since 2019. i love the way you express yourself, is very fearless and im sure you've helped a lot of people, at least thats my case. Im so glad you're better. Thank u 🤍

    • @VirgoMartinez
      @VirgoMartinez  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      love u so much, thank you ❤

  • @FreakingCodee
    @FreakingCodee ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm really happy that you are better and that you've come to yourself. We need to make ourselves the home we seek in others. We love you Virgo, and I wish I could meet you in person one day :)

  • @elsaworks
    @elsaworks ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Fellow Virgo here! Rare to see Virgos opening up like this. I love it! You’ll Get better! ❤😅

  • @paulineanadacruz8950
    @paulineanadacruz8950 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is one of the best genuine video i've ever watched on this app, i've never felt this related thank you

  • @meditateformoney1591
    @meditateformoney1591 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    First of all, thank you for sharing your life stories with us. We really appreciate it. Secondly, i am so proud of you by seeing someone to get help. Bravo! To me, thats the 1st step to healing process. Thirdly, I went thru almost similar stuff as you. And at that moment it made me realized who my true friends were. You are blessed to hv such wonderful friends looking out for you. This vlog is also a self reflection of what i had gone thru last year and certainly a life lesson to learn. I love this vlog because it kinda gives me a reminder of some sort. Love you Virgo, even tho we dont know each other, but i do hope i get to meet up with you someday...before i get too to travel..hahaha kidding! *hugs* ❤

  • @juliewendy9595
    @juliewendy9595 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you thank you and thank you for being so relatable.

  • @yaracernich6409
    @yaracernich6409 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Yo tbn soy sensible y estoy pasando por el peor bache de mi vida 💔 a veces pienso, ay ojalá quedar así con la gente que ves en los vídeos y conectar, desahogarse ❤️‍🩹🤧 Porq siento q estoy sola en el mundo siendo hipersensible 😅

  • @winstonmiller9740
    @winstonmiller9740 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Tbh all your hair styles looked good on you but personally I feel dark hair suits you best. Your strong with a good heart and as long as you try and hold on to positive thoughts you'll be even stronger and happier 😊

  • @lindseymccartney9870
    @lindseymccartney9870 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lovely video. Thank you for letting us in just a little. I’m so happy that you’re doing so much better. You’re hair looks great the color looks great you look gorgeous. Much love virgo ☺️🫶🏾

  • @tias78
    @tias78 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So happy to see you're still full of love ❤️ missed you and your beautiful soul

  • @ankhdavinchi2028
    @ankhdavinchi2028 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can tell from the songs, posts and stories you've shared that the past eight months have been really tough. Indeed, hard times can make you stronger, and it's important to seek help when needed. I love your vlog so much. We are happy to see you are feeling better and loving yourself more❤‍🩹! Thanks for sharing! Can't wait for the next one! btw, I like your jacket! Sending love! 🍀❤❤

  • @cfumarino
    @cfumarino 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you Virgo - I’ve have two girlfriends in my life and my last one was a really bad heart break which changed me I understand everything you said and thank u for saying it

  • @3000NaniNicole
    @3000NaniNicole ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Love the pokemon reference 😂 but i get what you say about the mirror part. I’m there now sorta. Idky I used to like looking at me but now the recent years I just idk who she is. Same with the hair situation. I constantly hate it and love it but now i just needa deal with it and have patience

  • @Belli96
    @Belli96 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for your honesty, that really helps

  • @00anap
    @00anap ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Siempre llegan estos videos en los momentos que más lo necesito. Comparto tu sentimiento y te mando un abrazo❤

  • @judithchilcoat5852
    @judithchilcoat5852 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I send you many many tight hugs to let you know how much I have always cared about you. I love you back.

  • @rebel_born_free
    @rebel_born_free ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Welcome back, we really missed you❤️ And this hair is soooo good btw

  • @sinaglayaramos
    @sinaglayaramos ปีที่แล้ว +1

    solid video my love ❤ take care, always!

  • @paularamos1223
    @paularamos1223 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    loving this

  • @ellendl3536
    @ellendl3536 ปีที่แล้ว

    Proud of you V!!

  • @paulagallego4396
    @paulagallego4396 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Te mando mucho amor❤así de alguna manera me lo envío a mi misma también... hemos pasado un proceso muy similar. Me emociona escuchar:) abrazo enorme

    • @VirgoMartinez
      @VirgoMartinez  ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️❤️❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 gracias mucho amorsin de vuelta

  • @vflorez
    @vflorez ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for everything you shared 🙂

  • @sofs994
    @sofs994 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    ahhaa we are very similar... i also cry and i say '' maybe im getting my period ''

  • @cinder3
    @cinder3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your new energy 🌈

  • @tarak3756
    @tarak3756 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so happy to hear that you are feeling better now! 🫶🏻

  • @AnneArceo
    @AnneArceo ปีที่แล้ว

    Here since the good old tumblr days, gracias por seguir compartiendo con nosotros ❤

  • @--Singularity--
    @--Singularity-- ปีที่แล้ว

    There is no accidents. Lucky you.

  • @itscrisx
    @itscrisx ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’m also a New Pokemon🫶🏻🫣

  • @AdrienneDAgostino
    @AdrienneDAgostino ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you don’t need the rings to have gay hands i was actually looking at your hands like omg they’re perfect gay hands before you said that 😂👍🏼

    • @VirgoMartinez
      @VirgoMartinez  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hahahahah thank you? i guess?

  • @jeanpaultongeren125
    @jeanpaultongeren125 ปีที่แล้ว

    stay strong

  • @carcanela
    @carcanela ปีที่แล้ว

    i love u veryyyy much

  • @claudiasantiago1273
    @claudiasantiago1273 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @pb-cw9lb
    @pb-cw9lb ปีที่แล้ว

    Why is the sound so low ?

  • @AnnaKahlo
    @AnnaKahlo ปีที่แล้ว

    la natalia lacunza

  • @ayoolukoga9829
    @ayoolukoga9829 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Place your faith on Jesus. Jesus died so that you can have everlasting life. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one gets to the Father but by him. Trust Jesus. Repent. Call Out to Jesus Now
    Have a good day.

  • @lupegeorge
    @lupegeorge ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Peor es tener inflación y dólar a $450 … come on!

  • @LauraGarcia-oj5mt
    @LauraGarcia-oj5mt ปีที่แล้ว

    Tienes un aaaaalma preciosa tía and you are a pibon en mayusculas

    • @VirgoMartinez
      @VirgoMartinez  ปีที่แล้ว

      gracias laura❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹🫂

  • @THISNAMEISNEVERKNOW
    @THISNAMEISNEVERKNOW ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hope you find a nice young man. I'm telling you, 100% of problems is because dating women is impossible and soul crushing.

  • @cabroness1
    @cabroness1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow.... increible como expresas sentimientos tan complicados y cómo haces que lleguen a la gente que te vemos...This video was much needed, thanks so much for putting into words feelings I cannot even describe! 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @vishnuvijwani
    @vishnuvijwani ปีที่แล้ว

    I first came across your channel for the first time in 2019 and you were speaking in Spanish and I liked the way you spoke Spanish and that literally made me learn Spanish a bit. 🤣🤣 Damn 2019 and i never thought that I'd remember something so small hahaha. Anyway, how are you doing? 😄