I only 14 I don't want my heart to go cold, but Jesus it feels like I already lost my soul, staring out the window and my feeling just crawling. Memories catching up to me 24/7 I remember when I grandpa died , daddy was crying I was only 7 so I was scared and confused. Other side of the family my mama been getting abused I'm only 9 years old I cant protect no body laying up in my room just waiting just plotting, back track to his dad we sleeping on floors he ain't gettin enough to live on his own, we eating everyday but barely enough. When he go to school see the kids with all the new stuff. He just watches in the distance tryna play by the rules But at times it feels like he needs to be rude
Everyone knows its hard when you having beef, So don't get caught lacking in the streets or the field, They wanna kill you with that steal better keep a shield, Everybody wants a deal we just hope it's real, And we know that it hurts to take the hard way, Trying to trap it in the hallways always broad day, Because when you in the night you be far away, They won't catch you and drop you off at the walk way,
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I only 14 I don't want my heart to go cold, but Jesus it feels like I already lost my soul, staring out the window and my feeling just crawling. Memories catching up to me 24/7 I remember when I grandpa died , daddy was crying I was only 7 so I was scared and confused. Other side of the family my mama been getting abused I'm only 9 years old I cant protect no body laying up in my room just waiting just plotting, back track to his dad we sleeping on floors he ain't gettin enough to live on his own, we eating everyday but barely enough. When he go to school see the kids with all the new stuff. He just watches in the distance tryna play by the rules
But at times it feels like he needs to be rude
I need this beat
Everyone knows its hard when you having beef,
So don't get caught lacking in the streets or the field,
They wanna kill you with that steal better keep a shield,
Everybody wants a deal we just hope it's real,
And we know that it hurts to take the hard way,
Trying to trap it in the hallways always broad day,
Because when you in the night you be far away,
They won't catch you and drop you off at the walk way,
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twin dis mf so raw, ima drop link when i drop my song
They ain’t believe in me ts hurt me the most off social media I got my times were I go ghost
what’s the og song ?
andromedik - your eyes
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I got something for thid
Give me a week or 2
Listen to my song to this beat. Lil jk - letter to tony ( official audio)