For anyone who has a feeling of grief in their chest that seems to be inexhaustible, you arent alone. You will move forward, be patient. And if you have been patient already, keep going. I love you. I dont care who you are, love means you want someone happy and care deeply about them. So, I love you.
Billions of people.. yet we're still alone listening to this late at night♡ Hey guys it's been a while and I'm here to vent my sadness again, thanks for the comforting words, I hope that some of you here guys will have a great day/time and have a successful life :,)
Hey, you! Be strong, be brave, you can do anything you want. Stop living in your own world, show your happiness to each and everyone. I love you! (for: myself)
How those moments turned into memories is heart breaking. I'm glad that now I'm living moments consciously. Cuz these can't be revived with any amount of money or anything ❤
As gentle mist hides my tears from the moonlight, I settle into the throne beneath me. It is cold and deep. And my heart it weeps. Rain falls, filling any wells of worry and any pit of despair. But it is here where I drown. I stretch out among the stars, feeling for that moment I finally feel like me. For the moment I finally feel free. But until then my heart weeps, and the mist hides my tears from moonlit nights. Hoping one day I wake up taken away like the mist
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength re-steeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... Before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
GOD is always with you. I am not trying to push my beliefs on you. I just want you to know that I believe he is watching over you. I don't know you, but I love you, my brother!
Getting away from social media and connecting back to where you truly are, is probability the best therapy you can offer to yourself. We are still a part from the real world, atoms from the stars and living being bounded by the rules of our sun, earth and moon. Internet is really a strange place when you think about it. Nothing of this doesn't really exist... maybe that's why a lot of us are lost and disconnected to the real world
To the reader, this world is not spending your life for some particular thoughts, there is so much to explore, so many peoples to meet, enjoy every day, encourage yourself and others , dont depend on anyone. Make others feel happy of your presence . Its upto you how your days were gone ,and Its not too late to enjoy your precious time.
I have flashbacks of my grandfather's death and how I was woken up 3 am to a thunderstorm and a message saying he was murdered. My insomnia got worse over the years but calming music truly does help❤God bless
I know how you feel. A couple of my cousins got shot a couple weeks ago, and one of them died. You will make it, you are strong and a warrior. God bless your soul.
Care for without knowing anyone here & watching my comment, being care for someones happiness will makes more happy..Don't be afraid, always think yourself how to be happy, be more positive, face the situation and think yourself who am & make yourself comfortable ,make peace to your mind and hear this music in calm..😊
Sometimes being alone is the best teacher. Other times is breaks you. Your not alone ever the people with the biggest minds suffer the most. Some minds are beyond the understanding. You are loved. You are never alone.
Through The Gate In truth, We are hateful creatures Because suffering Is too often our teacher. We fight, steal, And murder, So rarely deterred. We lie about how we feel, Cheat what is real, And stray further and further. We'll abandon our innocence, And abandon ourselves, In a sense. We'll break down, And betray what we were. Shatter on hard ground, And grow unsure. We'll blame each other For the worst of us. Shame one another, With frenzied lust. We'll bow to internal desire, Happy to fuel hate's fire. It will build and build in size, And we'll dance gleefully In the flickering light; Too late to realize We were taken prisoner Without a fight.... And yet, There will be a moment of stark understanding. A moment to be possessed By each of us. Whether at the brink Of our eternal rest, Or somewhere along the way. We'll realize That we were never meant to stay. This was always going to drift away. Flawed are we, Who are charged with life, Yet live so blindly. Tis a relentless march upon death, But we still so easily forget; We are not owed every breath. And ye though there be no victory O'er the silent guardians of this keep, Tis no rightful cause to weep. For the dust will settle, And this ceaseless animosity May finally sleep. But perhaps, before then, We can learn to point our spears In true direction. To live in light, And master our fears. To revel in right, No matter our tears. And as we deftly guide ourselves By our internal stars; Suffer new wounds And turn them to scars; May we always remember That even when our steps do falter, Our noble course shall not alter. For ours is the greatest path, As we dare believe That we will be what we see In our dearest dreams. That we will be free. Free from the chain that binds us, And from all that reminds us Of all that we left beneath. Free from the fire, And from the teeth, And free from the struggle That we have yet to meet. And then when one day Is no longer an idle fantasy. When we laugh and love in ecstasy. When we come from the darkness, And see that the sun is still shining. The birds still sing. And though weathered, We still breathe. After all that life has managed to bring, We're still here with life yet to lead. Maybe that's the day we'll finally see That we can shape our own reality. Where we go, We do not know. What we'll be, We cannot see. But who we are... That will always be ours, Even as we walk among the stars.
it's weird how we all forget how grief was once we heal. I want to remind my future self that i was actually trying to not destroy myself, even if i was literally doing it. I just wanted to find me and it was too blurry to know if i was in the right place
My head resting on my childhood blanket, a little too sore the way my neck is lying. The comforter under my calves is halfway uncomfortable but i let it. My soft sheets and borrowed mattress topper over the basic form of a dorm room single fit to be a double. Yelling out in the hallway at almost midnight though there is class tomorrow. My phone feels heavy in my hand and i have to remind myself to let my muscles go. Ive been holding onto the past few months and it’s aching in my bones. I miss home, not the house and the streets i got so used to i needed a change. I miss my bestfriend who always knew me better than myself. I miss my mothers soft hands and my father’s comforting hugs. I miss knowing i can walk into the carpet hallway and ask them for anything. Now it is only laughter and hardwood. I miss a soft embrace or a loving laugh. A comforting presence of my bestfriend as we sit in silence for no other reason than complete contentment. I’ve started to grow old but not grow up. I just want to be held again. Like im a child being carried back to bed after falling asleep in the car. I miss the soft whispers of my brothers talking on the other side of the wall. I miss the smell of a warm afternoon. Now when I walk out the air is thick. Heavy like my heart. I can’t find what i had so i have to find something new. Though i have to tread carefully with her. And i have to let the bad ones go though all i want to do is hold onto them for I fear if i don’t i wont have the feeling of someone’s warmth next to me while we sit and talk. The sigh of relief we could share. I always want what could be and cant handle what is. Ive only been away from home for 3 months. My 18 th birthday passed me by without my parents smiling faces as they say happy birthday. I can’t get my only comfort from my childhood blanket. Its not warm enough.
Reading this made me tear up...I know your childhood blanket doesn't keep you warm enough anymore, and everything familiar to you is far away for now. I hear this. I'm sorry you feel such weight and ache at this time in your life. Our pain may not be the same, but I am here on this path as well. May you find wonder in the unfamiliar and peace with those around you. Good luck ❤
Something switched on inside when listening to this, i felt like i let something go.. the pain and burden of a beautiful angel.. my love.. my pangaaa, its been over a year now and im still haunted by you're beautiful voice.. i broke down and let it all go finally, but know one thing.. i will always love you so dearly, i have to move on now my baby.. may we meet again in another life. 😔 goodbye.
I want to find meaning in my existence, but it seems that I came to this world just to suffer. I don't want to continue like this... I'm extremely alone.
Hi not sure this will comfort you but it works for me so.. the way I see the things is you are not here for a specific reason, you have nothing to accomplish, you're not a special being... you are just atoms of a star billions of years ago. You're in fact very old, you actually lived a lot of things you can't imagine because you weren't conscious. That being said you can do whatever you want. Whatever your goal is there might be a way of reaching it. If your goal is being happy or in peace or idk finding true friends you're comfortable with, you'll do it. Sometimes it will be painfull, sometimes pleasant. But remember time takes everything with it. It won't stop going further, whatever you do times will passes and so do your suffering, unless you hold them back. Don't lost your time with people that takes you down they are not worthy of your time and energy, better save that for the one you love. Or don't, do whatever you want in the end x) See, life is about choices, if you don't want to suffer no more and find friends, you will. It doesn't mean you will never feel pain ever again because it would be sad. It's a good thing to feel pain, it means you're alive. But I have to agree it's not pleasant, so we're going to try to avoid it. Now you are feeling this way, and that's ok but then ask yourself how can I make this situation change or how can I feel better about this. If the answer is getting a hot chocolate that's fine (yeah it's random but why not ?) Anyway I hope you'll find what you're looking for, see you in a billions of years probably. While we wait here's a hot chocolate 🥛🍫(sorry I just had the ingredients. And pancakes cuz why not) 🥞
Sensibilité accrue d ouvrir tous ses sens à ce que la meilleure des bonnes énergies s instauré en nous et y demeure pour le bon qu en ressentis cela nous procure🙏🙌🌅🪽🕊️🤗👐👌✨💓
Broken glass and blood flood the floors of his bedroom boards. A burden he has long endured has caved a hole in through his chest. Out of his eyes, his teardrops pour. No longer does he wish to endure his torment. Pain and anguish and grief outrun a fading sense of relief he wishes for so dearly. His vision for himself is on the other side of this mirror, but they no longer reflect clearly. The broken shards of treated glass reflect his shattered sense of self, that has long sat atop a shelf, untouched collecting dust, gathering rust and decay only to be washed away by the sands of time, and the sour sting of pain.
empty. i feel.. empty. what if they never actually loved me? i wanna close my eyes and fall in the deepest sleep, from which i'll never wake up. go to the place where it's always snowing, the endless forest with no traces of civilization.. only a small, cold cabin.
Lifes been hard I pray i can finish highschool this would be my last year and im on edge I'm trying to have a positive mindset but its hard i feel lost and tired im struggling to stay up but i keep feeling like im being pulled. When will i be happy for once just when will it all be okay😔
Oh hold on tight soon your morning will come try to breathe, find the light inside of you and hold on tight to it. It will guide you home. Trust the universe, be patient, you ve achieved so much already. You re not alone we are right beside you, cheering for you to go on, don't let go. ❤
You will be ok. I promise life will get better and better. Look forward, not back. Sending you love, light and positive vibes. Be grateful for everything, even the little things.
All I ever do is watch. All I ever did was watch. I feel so many things but one in particular being… I feel like my life was ever only just a movie, a show. All I ever did was watch my family fall apart in their world. It was too big. Fathers and sons having their troubles arguing when they were drunk, Moms and Dads arguing even separated. Mothers and mothers fighting whenever they felt the need to. My father at his lowest self while his parents are in graves and his sisters betray him, sending him into darkness. They sold the house they lived in, leaving my father living in a trailer and at his workplace, while they took the money. All I ever did was… Watch. All I ever know is… “I don’t know this.” - “I don’t know that.” They have their crisis on their world, but I have mine as well. Because I really didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know how to fix this family, put it back together the way it was when my grandfather was alive 13 years ago. Or the way it was when my grandmother was alive 4 years ago. I dealt with their lives being taken away, being the only one to cry as she speaks her final words in her bedroom. I kept her pillow. The one she laid her head on, the one she laid her tears on. I didn’t know what to do. We held parties at family houses to remember her but all I ever felt was her loss, I didn’t remember her, I just remembered her being lowered into the ground of the Earth, the very ground I stand on today. But that day or the days before weren’t the hardest, it was finding my own love. I have something to admit and admittedly embarrassing to admit; I kept a secret from everyone including my family, I found love in 2021-2022, an online love where we met on Twitter. I asked her to be my girlfriend and stayed that way for 9 months. Enough for a baby, almost enough for a 1 year anniversary. But we never got to that point because…Because she left me out thinking we’ll never actually meet in person. She said she can’t vision the future of me visiting her in some airport. She couldn’t vision having the kids we happily visioned together and named together on Discord, Caden, a boy. Eden, a girl. I always wanted a baby girl. I had many girl names, but Eden was my favorite. I guess it’s true; Long-Distance relationships never work out. It’s been a year since she left. I never got to say goodbye, because I was too afraid to. Not a few weeks ago, I had my first panic attack because of my family crisis and this love. Because today, I will truly never know anything anymore. Just know I’ll never find the love I had a year ago. Wish you were here to save it all, gramps. Really wish you were. But hey, I’m still watering the grass for you. Just for you. And grams, sorry for not staying out of the second living room you always told me to stay out of.
Partner said they didn’t want to see me on Thursday evening. I feel so bereft and nothing but grief, they made m so happy, and gave me a newfound happiness in life. They made me look forward to each day, and now they’re gone. I haven’t talked to them since, and I know I’m supposed to give them space, should we get back together, which I hope could happen, but it just hurts. It hurts like nothing els, because of all of these memories. Barbenheiming, our first kiss, and I just want her back. Fuck.
I didnt get to watch the whole thing, but the song at 2:13 and on is amazing, what is it called? This is great for sleep not depressing and/or inconsistent like the other ambient song videos. Very nice sleep playlist song thing. Edit: all these songs are amazing and this playlist is great.
I'm just so tired of always being the perfect child and living up to everyone's expectations all the damn time. Get good grades, be the best at this and at that, all I want to do is just sink into a world of fantasy in the pages of a book where I can escape this world... being a student these dayd is hard 😢 My dream is to write books and become a writer, I feel like I'm losing my grip of it everyday because of my schedule😢 It's a suffocating feeling to not be yourself. You wear a mask for so long, even you forget who you really are...
I felt this way to during my years at college from 2016-2020. Ive had to learn it the hard way that only you are in charge of you. Do not let people pull you into believing that you need to prove anything to them as long as you are happy with yourself and the direction your going thats all that matters. I hope you are feeling better regardless there are people out there that will not judge you and one day youll be able to tale off that mask!! Be yourself! Be weird, find other weirdos because us weirdos have to stick together!!
Ohhhh please don't give up hold on tight dear one. You re precious beyond measure, you re never alone open your heart and feel the energy I'm sending you way. Hold on to it let it guide you home. Morning will come soon and all will be well, ❤
Allá por los viejos tiempos cerca a un paso de encontrar a un amor de vidas pasadas sólo me queda el recuerdo o tal vez fue sólo un sueño pero tengo el anhelo de vivir ese momento una vez más y de sentir ese amor tan profundo en los ojos de aquella mujer, una verdadera historia de Amor que sobrevive la prueba del tiempo 2:29
..'you gotta be clean..neat..look good for her..And she doesn't like pulling..that..guys and men do ..compliments..'know..?"...someone told me ..that 1989..I said ..It's..not 1989..but..it's..the future..and I'm neat.."but it's cheap..?"..."cheap..?....I can..maybe correct that..suppose..".."what suppose..she see you 11 seconds...minute 15 minutes..and..it's..over.."....'and you are ..slim..like...you gotta look fresh..enthusiastic.."...'I'll fix my..hair..."
Closing one's eyes isn't for everyone. Especially when it doesn't really mean anything in the long run. "The eyes are useless... if the mind is blind, Jackralvian." --Artemis (DD1) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength re-steeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... Before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)
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For anyone who has a feeling of grief in their chest that seems to be inexhaustible, you arent alone. You will move forward, be patient. And if you have been patient already, keep going. I love you. I dont care who you are, love means you want someone happy and care deeply about them. So, I love you.
Thank you 🥺
@@itsthegoose11 Thank you 🥺
Thank you for calming this old spartan tatertots
🙏🏼bless u
I love you too, whoever you are. I care for everyone as a human being and I'm always here for anyone no matter what
Billions of people.. yet we're still alone listening to this late at night♡ Hey guys it's been a while and I'm here to vent my sadness again, thanks for the comforting words, I hope that some of you here guys will have a great day/time and have a successful life :,)
You will make it❤
One day you will look back on your struggles with a smile, so glad to have endured them. Keep going, you will get there.
Hey, you! Be strong, be brave, you can do anything you want. Stop living in your own world, show your happiness to each and everyone. I love you!
(for: myself)
You can do whatever is in the will of the Father. The rest is not up to you to aspire to
How those moments turned into memories is heart breaking. I'm glad that now I'm living moments consciously. Cuz these can't be revived with any amount of money or anything ❤
As gentle mist hides my tears from the moonlight, I settle into the throne beneath me. It is cold and deep. And my heart it weeps. Rain falls, filling any wells of worry and any pit of despair. But it is here where I drown. I stretch out among the stars, feeling for that moment I finally feel like me. For the moment I finally feel free. But until then my heart weeps, and the mist hides my tears from moonlit nights. Hoping one day I wake up taken away like the mist
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
"Before I start, I must see my end.
Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins.
Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed.
In time, all points converge, hope’s strength re-steeled.
But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain,
We must see all in nothingness...
Before we start again."
🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨
--Diamond Dragons (series)
❤❤❤
I am the great cornholio
Dios t cuide y proteja
I'm sure this isn't an original thought but I don't feel alone, I feel unaccompanied.
What a fucking poet
You’re the first person ever
You speak me.
GOD is always with you. I am not trying to push my beliefs on you. I just want you to know that I believe he is watching over you. I don't know you, but I love you, my brother!
Yes. This makes sense to me. I'm surrounded by people but I feel completely unsupported and alone
Getting away from social media and connecting back to where you truly are, is probability the best therapy you can offer to yourself. We are still a part from the real world, atoms from the stars and living being bounded by the rules of our sun, earth and moon. Internet is really a strange place when you think about it. Nothing of this doesn't really exist... maybe that's why a lot of us are lost and disconnected to the real world
To the reader, this world is not spending your life for some particular thoughts, there is so much to explore, so many peoples to meet, enjoy every day, encourage yourself and others , dont depend on anyone. Make others feel happy of your presence . Its upto you how your days were gone ,and Its not too late to enjoy your precious time.
I have flashbacks of my grandfather's death and how I was woken up 3 am to a thunderstorm and a message saying he was murdered. My insomnia got worse over the years but calming music truly does help❤God bless
So sorry for ur loss,
But Did u/ur family found out who was murderer?
Pee
I'm really sorry, may he R.I.P
I know how you feel. A couple of my cousins got shot a couple weeks ago, and one of them died. You will make it, you are strong and a warrior. God bless your soul.
Care for without knowing anyone here & watching my comment, being care for someones happiness will makes more happy..Don't be afraid, always think yourself how to be happy, be more positive, face the situation and think yourself who am & make yourself comfortable ,make peace to your mind and hear this music in calm..😊
❤❤❤
The one place I can find peace, my world of illusions.
Yeah I like mushrooms too
Corn chips
my savior Jesus Christ can give you everlasting peace.
Sometimes being alone is the best teacher. Other times is breaks you. Your not alone ever the people with the biggest minds suffer the most. Some minds are beyond the understanding. You are loved. You are never alone.
I wish prosperous & happy life to everyone here.
Please stay safe and take care guys.❤
And a Chinese New Year
Through The Gate
In truth,
We are hateful creatures
Because suffering
Is too often our teacher.
We fight, steal,
And murder,
So rarely deterred.
We lie about how we feel,
Cheat what is real,
And stray further and further.
We'll abandon our innocence,
And abandon ourselves,
In a sense.
We'll break down,
And betray what we were.
Shatter on hard ground,
And grow unsure.
We'll blame each other
For the worst of us.
Shame one another,
With frenzied lust.
We'll bow to internal desire,
Happy to fuel hate's fire.
It will build and build in size,
And we'll dance gleefully
In the flickering light;
Too late to realize
We were taken prisoner
Without a fight....
And yet,
There will be a moment of stark understanding.
A moment to be possessed
By each of us.
Whether at the brink
Of our eternal rest,
Or somewhere along the way.
We'll realize
That we were never meant to stay.
This was always going to drift away.
Flawed are we,
Who are charged with life,
Yet live so blindly.
Tis a relentless march upon death,
But we still so easily forget;
We are not owed every breath.
And ye though there be no victory
O'er the silent guardians of this keep,
Tis no rightful cause to weep.
For the dust will settle,
And this ceaseless animosity
May finally sleep.
But perhaps, before then,
We can learn to point our spears
In true direction.
To live in light,
And master our fears.
To revel in right,
No matter our tears.
And as we deftly guide ourselves
By our internal stars;
Suffer new wounds
And turn them to scars;
May we always remember
That even when our steps do falter,
Our noble course shall not alter.
For ours is the greatest path,
As we dare believe
That we will be what we see
In our dearest dreams.
That we will be free.
Free from the chain that binds us,
And from all that reminds us
Of all that we left beneath.
Free from the fire,
And from the teeth,
And free from the struggle
That we have yet to meet.
And then when one day
Is no longer an idle fantasy.
When we laugh and love in ecstasy.
When we come from the darkness,
And see that the sun is still shining.
The birds still sing.
And though weathered,
We still breathe.
After all that life has managed to bring,
We're still here with life yet to lead.
Maybe that's the day we'll finally see
That we can shape our own reality.
Where we go,
We do not know.
What we'll be,
We cannot see.
But who we are...
That will always be ours,
Even as we walk among the stars.
If I close my eyes, I see rainbows, princesess on unicorns, I see happiness....only if I close my eyes
😔😊
My mom is raping me
The mist or fog is rolling in beautiful to see in person
There's someone out there for everyone. Maybe, if we keep our eyes open, we'll find each other.
❤❤❤
Mabye we will
Hopefully 🖤
it's weird how we all forget how grief was once we heal. I want to remind my future self that i was actually trying to not destroy myself, even if i was literally doing it. I just wanted to find me and it was too blurry to know if i was in the right place
My head resting on my childhood blanket, a little too sore the way my neck is lying. The comforter under my calves is halfway uncomfortable but i let it. My soft sheets and borrowed mattress topper over the basic form of a dorm room single fit to be a double. Yelling out in the hallway at almost midnight though there is class tomorrow. My phone feels heavy in my hand and i have to remind myself to let my muscles go. Ive been holding onto the past few months and it’s aching in my bones. I miss home, not the house and the streets i got so used to i needed a change. I miss my bestfriend who always knew me better than myself. I miss my mothers soft hands and my father’s comforting hugs. I miss knowing i can walk into the carpet hallway and ask them for anything. Now it is only laughter and hardwood. I miss a soft embrace or a loving laugh. A comforting presence of my bestfriend as we sit in silence for no other reason than complete contentment. I’ve started to grow old but not grow up. I just want to be held again. Like im a child being carried back to bed after falling asleep in the car. I miss the soft whispers of my brothers talking on the other side of the wall. I miss the smell of a warm afternoon. Now when I walk out the air is thick. Heavy like my heart. I can’t find what i had so i have to find something new. Though i have to tread carefully with her. And i have to let the bad ones go though all i want to do is hold onto them for I fear if i don’t i wont have the feeling of someone’s warmth next to me while we sit and talk. The sigh of relief we could share. I always want what could be and cant handle what is. Ive only been away from home for 3 months. My 18 th birthday passed me by without my parents smiling faces as they say happy birthday. I can’t get my only comfort from my childhood blanket. Its not warm enough.
Reading this made me tear up...I know your childhood blanket doesn't keep you warm enough anymore, and everything familiar to you is far away for now. I hear this. I'm sorry you feel such weight and ache at this time in your life. Our pain may not be the same, but I am here on this path as well. May you find wonder in the unfamiliar and peace with those around you. Good luck ❤
Something switched on inside when listening to this, i felt like i let something go.. the pain and burden of a beautiful angel.. my love.. my pangaaa, its been over a year now and im still haunted by you're beautiful voice.. i broke down and let it all go finally, but know one thing.. i will always love you so dearly, i have to move on now my baby.. may we meet again in another life. 😔 goodbye.
I feel so desperate for love yet so unworthy of it..
I hope you will find someone who will show you how worthy of love you are soon
I love you my friend. Be at peace. Its ok to put yourself out there. Hugs
Спасибо большое за эти прекрасные 3 часа спокойствия ❤
Go back to Checkleslovakia
Gratitude for this video. Been a long hard road
After writing a essay at like 2am this is what I needed
Doing good, keep it up king
You need to go to bed
I want to find meaning in my existence, but it seems that I came to this world just to suffer. I don't want to continue like this... I'm extremely alone.
You are not alone. We all love you and only want the best for you.
We are with you and giving you a million hugs.
Hi not sure this will comfort you but it works for me so.. the way I see the things is you are not here for a specific reason, you have nothing to accomplish, you're not a special being... you are just atoms of a star billions of years ago. You're in fact very old, you actually lived a lot of things you can't imagine because you weren't conscious. That being said you can do whatever you want. Whatever your goal is there might be a way of reaching it. If your goal is being happy or in peace or idk finding true friends you're comfortable with, you'll do it. Sometimes it will be painfull, sometimes pleasant. But remember time takes everything with it. It won't stop going further, whatever you do times will passes and so do your suffering, unless you hold them back.
Don't lost your time with people that takes you down they are not worthy of your time and energy, better save that for the one you love. Or don't, do whatever you want in the end x)
See, life is about choices, if you don't want to suffer no more and find friends, you will. It doesn't mean you will never feel pain ever again because it would be sad. It's a good thing to feel pain, it means you're alive. But I have to agree it's not pleasant, so we're going to try to avoid it.
Now you are feeling this way, and that's ok but then ask yourself how can I make this situation change or how can I feel better about this. If the answer is getting a hot chocolate that's fine (yeah it's random but why not ?)
Anyway I hope you'll find what you're looking for, see you in a billions of years probably. While we wait here's a hot chocolate 🥛🍫(sorry I just had the ingredients. And pancakes cuz why not) 🥞
Sending you love and light, beautiful soul ❤
I think like you, just see all around everyone in tnis world came to suffer 😢
You are not alone 💜✨
Thank again
so sad .. i love this song .. sometime broken heart :(
just close your eyes.
Oh this is beautiful😍
Sensibilité accrue d ouvrir tous ses sens à ce que la meilleure des bonnes énergies s instauré en nous et y demeure pour le bon qu en ressentis cela nous procure🙏🙌🌅🪽🕊️🤗👐👌✨💓
😴good sleep
Broken glass and blood flood the floors of his bedroom boards. A burden he has long endured has caved a hole in through his chest. Out of his eyes, his teardrops pour. No longer does he wish to endure his torment. Pain and anguish and grief outrun a fading sense of relief he wishes for so dearly. His vision for himself is on the other side of this mirror, but they no longer reflect clearly. The broken shards of treated glass reflect his shattered sense of self, that has long sat atop a shelf, untouched collecting dust, gathering rust and decay only to be washed away by the sands of time, and the sour sting of pain.
ohh wow! what a masterpiece. thank you.
Bungholio
Everyone here feels alien to 🥺
When everyone is a alien what does that make me, damn I’m a alien too
Fecharei por um instante. Muito obrigado por mais um mix. #autismo
You mean to tell me where all on this huge rock just flying through space & all feeling the same way?!
Clerk- sir this is a target
This kind of music helps me during mourning the death of my cat
My heart goes out to you. My love to you and your furr baby
I feel for you. May you find peace
empty. i feel.. empty. what if they never actually loved me?
i wanna close my eyes and fall in the deepest sleep, from which i'll never wake up. go to the place where it's always snowing, the endless forest with no traces of civilization.. only a small, cold cabin.
Then we'll light a fire 🖤
Lifes been hard I pray i can finish highschool this would be my last year and im on edge I'm trying to have a positive mindset but its hard i feel lost and tired im struggling to stay up but i keep feeling like im being pulled. When will i be happy for once just when will it all be okay😔
Oh hold on tight soon your morning will come try to breathe, find the light inside of you and hold on tight to it. It will guide you home. Trust the universe, be patient, you ve achieved so much already. You re not alone we are right beside you, cheering for you to go on, don't let go. ❤
You will be ok. I promise life will get better and better. Look forward, not back. Sending you love, light and positive vibes. Be grateful for everything, even the little things.
All I ever do is watch.
All I ever did was watch.
I feel so many things but one in particular being… I feel like my life was ever only just a movie, a show. All I ever did was watch my family fall apart in their world. It was too big. Fathers and sons having their troubles arguing when they were drunk, Moms and Dads arguing even separated. Mothers and mothers fighting whenever they felt the need to. My father at his lowest self while his parents are in graves and his sisters betray him, sending him into darkness. They sold the house they lived in, leaving my father living in a trailer and at his workplace, while they took the money.
All I ever did was… Watch.
All I ever know is… “I don’t know this.” - “I don’t know that.”
They have their crisis on their world, but I have mine as well. Because I really didn’t know what to do. I didn’t know how to fix this family, put it back together the way it was when my grandfather was alive 13 years ago. Or the way it was when my grandmother was alive 4 years ago. I dealt with their lives being taken away, being the only one to cry as she speaks her final words in her bedroom. I kept her pillow. The one she laid her head on, the one she laid her tears on. I didn’t know what to do. We held parties at family houses to remember her but all I ever felt was her loss, I didn’t remember her, I just remembered her being lowered into the ground of the Earth, the very ground I stand on today.
But that day or the days before weren’t the hardest, it was finding my own love. I have something to admit and admittedly embarrassing to admit; I kept a secret from everyone including my family, I found love in 2021-2022, an online love where we met on Twitter. I asked her to be my girlfriend and stayed that way for 9 months. Enough for a baby, almost enough for a 1 year anniversary. But we never got to that point because…Because she left me out thinking we’ll never actually meet in person. She said she can’t vision the future of me visiting her in some airport. She couldn’t vision having the kids we happily visioned together and named together on Discord, Caden, a boy. Eden, a girl. I always wanted a baby girl. I had many girl names, but Eden was my favorite. I guess it’s true; Long-Distance relationships never work out. It’s been a year since she left. I never got to say goodbye, because I was too afraid to. Not a few weeks ago, I had my first panic attack because of my family crisis and this love. Because today, I will truly never know anything anymore. Just know I’ll never find the love I had a year ago.
Wish you were here to save it all, gramps. Really wish you were. But hey, I’m still watering the grass for you. Just for you. And grams, sorry for not staying out of the second living room you always told me to stay out of.
Oh, so poetic
So deep😢😢😢
I wish it was all just a dream
I wanna sleep n never wake up again🚶🏾♀️….
Many such cases. Have you heard of Canadas medically assisted suicide? They’ll make sure you never ever wake up 🇨🇦 😴
Why would you say that to them!!! Geez!🤦
Partner said they didn’t want to see me on Thursday evening. I feel so bereft and nothing but grief, they made m so happy, and gave me a newfound happiness in life. They made me look forward to each day, and now they’re gone. I haven’t talked to them since, and I know I’m supposed to give them space, should we get back together, which I hope could happen, but it just hurts. It hurts like nothing els, because of all of these memories. Barbenheiming, our first kiss, and I just want her back. Fuck.
I didnt get to watch the whole thing, but the song at 2:13 and on is amazing, what is it called?
This is great for sleep not depressing and/or inconsistent like the other ambient song videos.
Very nice sleep playlist song thing.
Edit: all these songs are amazing and this playlist is great.
Right?! It was fire 🔥 but that track can be for whatever type of emotions you're feeling, sleepy, depressed, sad, now that you made it, and so on
Yep , you are very right about that .
3am - Azure
Now wondering, is there a list of the songs here? The one from 14:35-15:35 (not specific) sounds good for a cinematic
It’s calles poop
I'm just so tired of always being the perfect child and living up to everyone's expectations all the damn time. Get good grades, be the best at this and at that, all I want to do is just sink into a world of fantasy in the pages of a book where I can escape this world... being a student these dayd is hard 😢 My dream is to write books and become a writer, I feel like I'm losing my grip of it everyday because of my schedule😢 It's a suffocating feeling to not be yourself. You wear a mask for so long, even you forget who you really are...
I felt this way to during my years at college from 2016-2020. Ive had to learn it the hard way that only you are in charge of you. Do not let people pull you into believing that you need to prove anything to them as long as you are happy with yourself and the direction your going thats all that matters. I hope you are feeling better regardless there are people out there that will not judge you and one day youll be able to tale off that mask!! Be yourself! Be weird, find other weirdos because us weirdos have to stick together!!
Don’t mask up or take the jab. Masks are for Halloween
I don’t know why I am here and crying can someone please help me out 😭😭
I just want to close my eyes for good….. I can’t deal with this pain anymore i don’t want to suffer again…. I’m giving up……
Ohhhh please don't give up hold on tight dear one. You re precious beyond measure, you re never alone open your heart and feel the energy I'm sending you way. Hold on to it let it guide you home. Morning will come soon and all will be well, ❤
36:55 , i love that song. What is the name is that song ?. I want to add it at my spotify
"I hate this place" by Azure.
I read this and I'm 😢
I closed my eyes, and then there was an ad.
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why are these comments solely good feelings? like are these bots??? nobody genuinely cares about others in this quantity so consistently
It’s just a social thing they do, one idiot said “ if you’re reading this you aren’t alone” and another sap felt good so he copied them
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Allá por los viejos tiempos cerca a un paso de encontrar a un amor de vidas pasadas sólo me queda el recuerdo o tal vez fue sólo un sueño pero tengo el anhelo de vivir ese momento una vez más y de sentir ese amor tan profundo en los ojos de aquella mujer, una verdadera historia de Amor que sobrevive la prueba del tiempo 2:29
The title😭
i have not to much to say. Just fight 4 love.
16:27 why does this part feel as if im playing hyper light drifter? 😅.
But the rest gives me some cry of fear vibes
Does anyone know the name of the very first song? 0:01 because time stamps usually get noticed more often lol
I just dealt with a break up feel awful and I think i dont deserve anything anymore
1:14:44 müziği bulamıyorum yardım eder misiniz? Ayrıca bunu şu an dinlediğim için teşekkür ederim. Harika bir liste. 🤜🏼🤛🏻
1:45:23
Can someone send me the link to this video please? This song is really good I would love to listen to it 🥰
Yes... But. . . U found something to else that. I wish to stay... I will pay for all I promise... I will pay for my mother, like a good gentleman.
@@madefromdream1 thanks for that :)
The point isn't that you're right and I'm being stubborn. The point is that you're wrong and I'm not complying. Good talk.
1:16:42〜
This was a great 'scape to work majik to, this eve! Purrrfect for pulling from The Tarot and casting spells! ^..^
Are you fucking speaking English
Can PLEASE someone let me know the track at 29:10????❤❤❤❤❤
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First song name please
i was driveing when i started this video, i closed my eyes, now im in the hospital
😅😂😂😂bad luck
Many such cases
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Please Guys Tell Me The What First Song Called PLEASE 🙏
And then I rode Yoshi to the mushroom kingdom
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After dark
Hay everybody, does any one knows the music name started on the 2.11 ,
Does anyone know the song that starts at 2:17:36
56:00 what's song?
why the loud dialing lmao i jumped out of my bed
What is the name of the song at 9:58 ??
How about at 9:01 ??
Hi @made from dreams can you assist with the tittle of the song at 24:50
Thanks 🙏🏾🫡
Honestly you doing great job brother…. Keep it up 🔥
..'you gotta be clean..neat..look good for her..And she doesn't like pulling..that..guys and men do ..compliments..'know..?"...someone told me ..that 1989..I said ..It's..not 1989..but..it's..the future..and I'm neat.."but it's cheap..?"..."cheap..?....I can..maybe correct that..suppose..".."what suppose..she see you 11 seconds...minute 15 minutes..and..it's..over.."....'and you are ..slim..like...you gotta look fresh..enthusiastic.."...'I'll fix my..hair..."
The ads are distracting
Anyone know a name of the song at 2:13 ?
No you cant tell me what to do
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I call bs 😂❤
1:47:20
Hello, it's me
I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
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An overrated video, thank you.
No.
🔫 Bitch, they said close 'em
To what?
Closing one's eyes isn't for everyone. Especially when it doesn't really mean anything in the long run.
"The eyes are useless... if the mind is blind, Jackralvian." --Artemis (DD1)
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"Before I start, I must see my end.
Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins.
Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed.
In time, all points converge, hope’s strength re-steeled.
But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain,
We must see all in nothingness...
Before we start again."
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--Diamond Dragons (series)
@@Novastar.SaberCombatdragons are COOL! 😎