Amazingly perceptive and insightful. She has the uncanny ability to verbally project living *imagery* of her concepts. I listen to her first before anyone else..
Disagree. She focuses on unidimensional characteristics whereas every aspect is more complex than just "these ppl are constantly triggered" - pop culture use of heavy diagnoses like narcissism or toxicity are a real problem. Pseudo knowledge-bearers do not a doctoral expert make. Be careful there, in glorifying any given TH-cam astrologer
I have this placement. I struggle with control issues. But, also like you mentioned I have struggled with feeling extreme powerlessness. Long before I found astrology I have been working on myself, not only to heal from a complex trauma but also to ensure that I minimize any unintentional harm to anyone else. You are an excellent astrologer, if I may share… If I would have seen this video earlier in my journey I would have really internalized feeling like a bad person, a feeling I’ve had much of my life with no understanding of why.
I have Mars and Saturn in tight conjunction, and I recall having certain shades of this throughout different parts of my life. I can't quite place if I was given all the power early in life (it feels likely given my codependent family of origin), or if I was highly controlled by my father (also very probable). I've undergone a lot of transformation but can see how this still appears in my life. There does however seem to be a blockage of some kind that's still tripping me up, and no matter how subtle I think this may be the culprit. Very illuminating, many thanks to you as always, Jewel 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
OMG this video made me ball my eyes out... I have mars Saturn conjunct in Scorpio in my second and third house... I was abused as a child raised by the state two failed marriages and I am a tattoo artist.... I thought I found my power in my job bc I've always had to be the best and had control of my life but really I lost myself in my job and sense of identity... I'm 33 and been single 3yrs bc I'm detached from relationships or feelings... And I was a cutter in my younger highschool and early 20's... I also have Pluto on my ascendent at 00° I watched your other video about that and after seeing this one it's really helped me understand myself... Thank u for the work u do...
I literally cried with this video, not because I was offended or anything, it was because everything it says is so true. Thank you so much for this beatiful video, it was really helpful . ♥
This is the most I've ever connected to a video. I used to want to be a cardio thoracic surgeon, then I told people it's too much school and pressure and work to go through if I wanted a family. People would say, "be a nurse or a pa" and it just doesn't fit in my brain. If I'm going to be in the medical field I want to do something of importance at the top. Not to say nurses and pas aren't need or aren't important because they are I just would always feel lacking. Gosh that sounds so narcissistic when put into words... This video is like a mini therapy session, I'll leave before I rehash all of my issues! Thanks Jewel!
Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel what can I do? I’ve got Saturn, Mars and Pluto all retrograde and all in conjunction in Libra...I can feel that detachment and power from within but I struggle with finding my path in life after moving abroad. Don’t have job or friends and before moving in a foreign country wasn’t a problem (I had a job and friends, now I’ve got nothing...not even my husband who’s working day/night). I’m 36
HOLY. FUCKING. SHIT. This is revelatory. Revelatory. My Dad has this conjunction on the MC. This has validated me in a way that I can’t currently express; I’m so blown away. Thank you, Jewel. So much.
I'm very insecure but I don't feel entitled to anything. I feel guilty and ashamed of my depression and spending so many years doing nothing. I feel powerless often. Idc about monetary success or anything like that I just wanna be happy, I just don't wanna cause myself suffering anymore. I could see how my life could've went in this direction but I'm extremely emotional so it must be the other stuff in my chart. I feel like I should still look for shadow aspects like what you've stated here inside myself. I feel suppressed. I love other humans so much though, to the point that I've preached ab pure love since I was a teenager. I want true emotional freedom for all. I feel very frustrated when I feel like someone is getting in the way of me finding peace or progressing. My only desires that are important to me at this point are happiness and freedom and passion bc I've felt nothing but suffering for so long. I definitely don't feel like I'm better than other people.
Very accurate. I have this aspect and I have been diagnosed with Borderline Disorder not surprisingly. I have been able to reflect on these negative stuff when I started healing from past lives traumas, and this life childhood trauma too. Being raised by a narcissist, becoming a robot was the best solution to cope indeed.
Thanks for sharing this...I think I may be a Covert Narcissists and I couldn't believe she mentioned narcissists and you saying you're borderline helps me acknowledge this aspect much deeper
Did you know that every cancer patient who has Saturn & Mars conjunction fought it off and recovered? This explains how much rock solid a person is made with this conjunction. I have it in 10th house aspected by Jupiter. I love competition, war zones where I am questioned to prove myself and win. Another thing I noticed is, when someone needs to take the first step in unknown ground, I don't hesitate at all. I am obsessed being courageous.
This is crazy that you say that! Never connected this. I have Mars Saturn conjunction in Virgo. I do connect it with health issues as they are both Malefics obviously and in the sign of Virgo of all places. And i did have cancer maybe 13-14 years ago and I cured myself. Even now I have it in my head that I will never ever die of cancer and because of this strong belief I know I will not. I feel and am convinced that I am very strong and am proud of that to be honest, i don’t like physical weakness or people acting as if they are dying because they have a runny nose. I never go to doctors even as a small kid when I felt unwell I would lock myself in my room and didn’t come out until I was better. I hated people giving me pity or this look in their eyes „oh poor little girl“. Also I can take a lot of physical pain. Have to check also if my father had this aspect. He was always a tough cookie as well. I remember once when cutting trees in the forest he slipped and the Motorsaw cut off few of his fingers they were just hanging from the bone. All he did was pour alcohol over it ripped a sleeve from his flannel shirt and tied it all over the hand and then he continued working lol. Despite of having a complicated relation with my dad I always admired how strong he was. Very interesting indeed what you said!
I was intrigued by what you said so I did some research. Actually not entirely true. But I believe you that it makes the person more resilient and tough compared to others. But if you take the Shah of Iran for example.. he had this conjunction close orb in Virgo. And he did have cancer and died from it. Just wanted to let you know
You give such raw, unadulterated information that absolutely resonates with me and my experiences.I find myself clicking on your videos for breakdowns of aspects time and time again... I love & appreciate your astrological perspective. As an budding astrologer, you are one of the few fellow astrologers i feel i have actually learned from. thank you, xo.
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How can we overcome this aspect? in my natal chart, my sun in Virgo is associated with my Mars and Pluto in Libra, which are found in the sextil of my native Neptune. Scorpion is my asc. In his natal chart, Pluto is in trine with his conjunction Mars / Saturn in Gemini, 8th house, which is in front of Neptune. His Pluto falls on my conjunction Sun / Mars / Pluto. We have been divorced for 13 years, he remarried; he lives abroad in the country of this woman. But he always tries to put me in trouble with the law, trying to force them to keep our daughter away from me. He looks so angry at me, and his father encourages him ... I do not know how his current wife saw all these dramas, but 7 years of legal proceedings ... I would be her, I would start thinking ... If I was this dangerous mother, why the judge never ordered to put our daughter in foster care? 7 years that our daughter is forced to go to court to deny the accusations of abuse that her father carries against me ... During those 7 years, he used all he could to discredit me: my skin color (he is White, I'm Black), the fact that he earns more money than me, while he left by emptying our bank account and we had no news for 1 year. The fact that I had just been diagnosed with thyroid cancer and was no longer working ... In short, I do not know what we still have to work for things to finally subside, but I forgave him for our daughter. Will he have the same wisdom now that Uranus has come out of Aries and should stop making it warlike? Now that Uranus in Taurus is going to pass on his Venus to the trine of my Venus and my Sun? Will he finally be a father of whom my daughter will be proud? Will this end one day? My poor daughter and I are exhausted by 7 years of lies, 7 years of abusive litigation! Thank u again and sorry for my english : i'm french ^^
I feel like I have attracted narcissistic partners, I know we all carry narc traits but I’m more empathic than anything. I am very kind by nature but I am very abusive to myself in my own mind, and I seem to attract or be attracted to emotionally or psychologically abusive relationships where there are power struggles. I want a new reality.
This made me realize so much, honestly you changed my life with this one video. I am a Flamenco dancer but have been so obsessed with having a medical degree that it makes following my heart difficult. I also feel responsible for my family's well being and it is so difficult and confusing at times. I have Mars, Moon Saturn and Uranus all conjunct my 7th house in Sagittarius. Phew, this too was a mini therapy session for me, thank you!
Sounds like a potent combo for a flamenco dancer 💃 indeed Jewel is such a gem. My girlfriend has this aspect and Im trying to understand How to flow with it
My mother has this in the 4 house. She is a narcissistic/borderline monster. I am her only child. I had to fight to get away. Even as an adult I had to fight legally to get her to leave me alone.
Woooooow!!! Just, WOW! This is Divine timing... especially since I just caught a glimpse of 11:11 on the clock! I just happened to see this video in a thumbnail and blindly clicked on it (or so I thought!). Without telling all of my business, I have Saturn AND Mars in my 2nd house! You put these concepts into such great perspective that I now have some direction in what I need to do in order to make some upcoming decisions that will be life changing in the long run! I also have great achievement/career in healthcare! You are SO spot-on with this video! I technically didn't see it in my chart until AFTER watching your video (I'm a newbie and haven't memorized it yet) but I connected with every single thing you said from start to end! Well, minus the serial killer part lol. But you have wowed me with this vid and I just HAD to subscribe! Thank you!
Wow. That was very very helpful. Wow. You definitely snatched my wig multiple times in this video. I have this placement in Aquarius and I did successfully perform minor medical surgery which involved cutting the skin and I would love to do it again. I am definitely very achievement driven and because I am so focused on what I want it does make it hard to have intimate relationships with people. Most of the time I only relate to other people when they are helping me get to my achievement. I know I need to work on this, it is quite narcissistic. My mind is like a laser and it is solely focused on getting what I want, anything else gets deemed unnecessary and cut away just like cutting away what isn’t necessary from the skin. I prefer other people to fear me so I don’t have to be afraid of them. Aquarius rules the circulatory system and I think because I have Saturn there that is why I have poor/Slow circulation. Very slow beating heart, prone to fainting, and sometimes I do struggle with the mundane stuff, getting groceries in particular.
such a good interpretation! I know a few people with this aspect. Really difficult, I've seen it in come out in small detailed ways and big life decision ways, manifest for these folks that I've loved and wanted to see prosper, flourish and content.
I will say having this conjunction in Scorpio in the 4th house and being a Leo rising it can be difficult. I have found as you grow with this energy and learn to NOT let your fears of failing stop you from trying it will help you to let go of this need to be the 'best'. I have found my mother is the trigger for the bad side of this coming out...with it being in the 4th house I found she is ALWAYS trying to control me and that makes me so irritated and it makes me so unwilling to deal with her. I have found the further I am from her the better things are. I think the distance takes some of that Saturn energy down. I am a HR manager so I guess that power point of having control over others in this way makes me feel like I'm in control but ironically I left a job because I wasn't willing to use my power in a bad way.
So, Saturn beats the Scorpio! Thumbs up (for the last bit)! Saturn (Asc ruler here...hi! :-) ), as heavy as it may be, is constructing - oriented and, thus, constructive! Unlike Mars and Pluto that are just plain psychos! :-)
I had a falling out with a friend, almost lover who had this aspect. I think the conflict came when his Mars-Saturn touched my Moon-Ketu, happening in Virgo. The way you described detachment from emotion is similar to my coping mechanism, but I don't have the vengeance component. I can go full spock and not give in to any to any major emotional reaction. His reaction was vindictive, spitefulness acts that were meant to deliberately hurt my feelings or let me know just how much control he had over my surroundings. We had so many other positive aspects that confirmed the attraction, desire and our deep intensity to one another, but this-- there was no going back after each of us were in our survival modes.
I’ve been sitting with childhood feelings the last 2 years. It has been very difficult. I’m a cancer primarily. It’s very hard to feel safe in the world. I have gotten better at letting go of control. I identify with 6th house (health and work) and when I’ve lost health and lost work due to health I have lost myself. In eastern it’s in my 7th house. So I lose myself in relationships. I want to trust a partner, I really wanna relax and trust I’m safe.
Not all the way thru the video, but gotta comment. I'm at the part that you're talking about cutting thru skin as a profession. Whoa! I've got a one degree conjunction in 10th house Cancer and I've been a dermatology nurse for more than a decade
Mind blown, tear ducts emptied, the timing of watching this..just ahh, wowza, thank you. This really really landed. And that click you mentioned, it happened today in therapy BEFORE i watched this video. Gah, thanks to you and thanks you cosmos. Ahaha, add Uranus conjunct + ASC and damn.
THIS. The experiences I’ve had with a family member confirmed. Their natal Mars conjuncts Saturn conjuncts Pluto and UNFORTUNATELY conjuncted my natal moon in the 8th house squaring my natal chiron. I have taken many years healing from this dynamic that was emotionally traumatic. Thank you for this video. Amazing insights 🙏🏼
By God you are good, Jewel. I have a near perfect Mars-Saturn conjunction in the 4th house in Aquarius (3 minutes away from being a perfect conjunction), and I have never heard anyone describe me as well as you have. I also happen to have the most perfect fan pattern I've ever seen, with Jupiter being the handle. Self-entitlement and a large ego don't even begin to describe me. Thank you for this video, I appreciate the depth and accuracy of your knowledge.
My ex has this conjunction in aquarius, 5th house, he is a libra, we had a misunderstanding when we used to live together, he used to have someone that helped him with the house chores like every 2 weeks so he just did the superficial cleaning but when he invited me to live with him, he asked me to split the chores and asked me to do the mopping because he is to tall, he is around 6 feet, I also had to do some daily cleaning but I hurt my back and told him I was having a bad time, he never offered me help when I told him I was hurt, it's crazy how this video literally describes our situation. He works at a car body shop. He also has mars square pluto in scorpio and saturn square pluto. I was just so afraid of him. Great insight!!! Tysm
There is a model who has Aries Mars conjunct Saturn who indeed has a god complex and struggled with self harm. I can definitely see myself have a complex and entitlement, I was just thinking today that entitlement is double edged sword. It has harmed my relationships but it is also why/how I have achieved so much so young. I am still learning that it is ok for me to slow down and just relax, and yes! other people's emotions are not my responsibility. I can just let someone self destruct and not have it effect me and that is truly so freeing. When we live in a comfortable and safe environment we tend to ease up a bit.
I have Mars and Saturn in Aquarius in my first house. I've been controlled since childhood. Being perfect was my link to getting approval from my mother. I've certainly felt powerless most of my life. It was taken from me at a young age. I have CPTSD so I'm constantly triggered and I can get mean. I feel like a dormant volcano. I've been humbled over and over again. Am I entitled? I'm bossy but I'm open to learning new info. I've been trained to be more open minded over time. I dislike hand washing dishes and i want a personal chef lol I also have Mercury in Aries in the second house. I can be a bit domineering. I have Chiron in Leo in the 7th house. This aspect may or may not have saved me. It's the worst. I keep telling myself that I'm not carrying the pain of others any longer. It's not my fault. It's not my responsibility.
Well i love this conjunction , its true all of that you said . Childhood experience need to be perfect and best etc. Yet with years , and by the way i m only 20 , you realize this things . Yes i have still held pain but i came in stage to be conscious about it . It's not only factor in chart , look whole chart one aspect do not say all . However this one can block your actions and make it push-pull , your actions can fail cause you think ! Shut your thinking with acceptance not with fight with it and you can realize that this aspect give you unlimited energy to use . You can be powerful and achieve all you want , this is it . Go to any astro consultation about success and money and professional life , all will say : Mars and Saturn determinate your motivation to get things done , don't be bored with do this or that for anybody , other peoples opinion never force you to succeed but your motivation . Major thing to get out of that very frustration position of Mars-Saturn on low frequency is to realize that you are good enough even if you do not do anything . If you can come to that place you can use this aspect for anything . Analyze you childhood , i did that for whole 1 year and yet i will do it . This can help you so much about this aspect , specially relationship with father '' What does he wanted from you to be or do or how to behave '' -> Let all that go BY acceptance not by like '' i gonna let this go ! so you still think of it and you still picking it up '' I write this from my own experience - Sorry i m pretty subjective , but every persepctive can give you some insight , so search more about this aspect not just read this and watch video go deeper into it , you don't know it all so i dont to . There is not truth about this aspect it can be good or bad depend of how you use it , good side is to achieve anything and become very powerful ; bad side is to be frustrated and limit your self with fear , so your actions become weak and you feel weak and you think '' That should not be done that way '' WHo said ? Your father or mother or anybody ? Is not you you pick up that belief and now you act on it as ''You are that '' we are all created same , some work harder in preseason , if you have this aspect you will understand it easier . Peace
I agree. Its entirely dependent on how you use it. I am in mid 30s. I mastered using this to my benefit between 28-32. I feel unstoppable. I just need goal after goal. I start working for it 24/7 and I do it. Never failed in any short term goals I set for myself.
This is so true! My ex is natal Mars conjunct Saturn in the second house of Pisces.... Talk about entitled, he's a banker. The part about sex, omg, yes. Cruelty, yes. A complete control freak, yes. Cold-blooded mother, yes. The belief that he must be successful came from his very competitive mother (Aries mother and Cancer father). Narcissistic...yes, both he and his brother are wildly financially successful. The part about needing control and being calculating is astonishing...a machine, yes. The competition between him and his brother and their parents is remarkable, and quite disturbing 😳 The controlled agitation is also true, and it's scary...so I stayed away from him...and he kept his distance from me. Now I understand why he wouldn't open up or get close to me. This has removed a huge burden of guilt from off my back. Thank you for making this insightful video and sharing it with us.
This is my only Mars aspect. In Pisces in the 4th house. Ugh. I very much relate to the starvation and need for control. Its true though, if we stop trying to control everything and everyone around us, things can flow more freely and we might even get what we need.
I do it in excelling sports and academically in the hope that my mom would look at me for a second. To care about me for a second. That I am a good enough and successful enough to deserve her time, attention and love. I finally exploded myself to my mom in my 30s, things got better. Late but better than nothing .
You are amazing thank you for this i have been looking for this understanding my entire life, I am bless Time to start living my new life with the strength I accumulated over all of this years. Thank you
I have this conjunction to the degree opposite Pluto and growing up, I was incredibly lucky that my parents invested so much of their time and money in me, but it was always with the expectation of having to be the best and to pay them back some day by becoming successful. It’s still hard to think of my value as deriving from anything other than accomplishment. Thank you for your insight on this!❤️
Thank you for sharing your advice for free, it seems like you really want to help in some way. I have this aspect exact, also have venus square pluto 0 degree orb and I have moon square mars, all of these in the 4th house.... I am so tired. I've only just come to realise now that I am not emotionally stable and need help. I always thought I was in control and not as bad as other emotionally challenged individuals, always thought I did well for what I've been through, but now it's catching up with me. I hate responsibility for others though! That scares me 😬😓
Mars conjunct Saturn in Virgo by 1° in ninth house, square ascendant and descendant. Huge inferiority complex, lonely childhood, fear of abandonment. Worked hard my entire life. Personal relationships have been dreadful.
I have the conjunction in virgo too, in 9th house Placidus or 10th house whole house. Had a very controlling father growing up. The inferiority complex rings true but the rest not too much. I always thought the fact that I can easily disconnect myself from my emotions was that I have an isolated aqua moon. But seems that this conjunction might have its influence.
I have this conjunction in the 7th house in Scorpio. I don't relate to the very dark aspects of this conjunction. Perhaps that is because Jupiter in my 9th house (Capricorn) is Sextile this conjunction? Instead of controlling people directly feeling superior, I lean on my spiritual outlook that I am meant to learn a lesson through my experiences with them. However, I am very quick to cut off toxic relationships of any kind. I can act like everything is okay one day, and be gone the next. I pride myself on that ability to play it cool and I enjoy watching my "opponent" squirm while I pretend to be oblivious to their behavior. I am quite easily triggered but take time to internalise my feelings before I decide on the correct strategy to act on them. I have an Aries Rising so this aspect does play an important role in my chart. I don't enjoy feeling powerless at all.
Old best friend had Sun, Mercury, Venus in Aries and Mars conjunct saturn in taurus. So spot on. Most noticeably, when it was time for him to leave my apartment, he was entitled to my HOME. HE WOULDNT LEAVE. how insane i will never let him in my house because i can’t get him to leave
Mars conjunct Saturn in 7th house Virgo. Alcoholic/drug addict mom. Absent father. Sexually abused throughout my teens. Yeah, my need for control is absolutely rooted in deep feelings of powerlessness.
I have this conjuction in my ascendent. It's mostly accurate, but I disagree with some of the statemts. I never have issues witj completing house tasks. Quite the opposite. I love doing house chores because it required moving, spending physical energy. I have problems with focusing on admin tasks at work when I nedd to do something purely admin, not challenging while sitting on bum 😅
I'm an Aries with this aspect in my Gemini 1st house square my 10th house Mercury. You nailed the driven, being first and controlled explosion part. This aspect is also part of a grand trine. The past few years life (with the help of Pluto and Uranus) has forced me to take a hard look at how I connect with people in my personal life and work and how I manage my emotions. And yes deal with my sense of entitlement, :-p
A lot of it I very much agree with, looking back for me particularly there was a lot of sexual abuse and I was quite literally bound and of course figuratively as well. Ultimately it does lead us to control our environment because if you can control who comes in and out, or what those people are about, or the amount of knowledge you have, ultimately you can control being hurt. At the very least, there is a sense of security and feeling as if you can control being hurt. I believe at the root that is what this aspect is mostly about. Feel free to give me pointers or advice. Saturn conjunct Mars in Scorpio 9th house. Regards.
My sister and my uncle both have this conjunction and you described them perfectly ! I do think that Mars conjunct Saturn is just as difficult and problematic as the square, the quincunx and the opposition, but, to you think that Mars in a sextile or trine aspect to Saturn can show up in people who share the same traits ? My boyfriend has the sextile between these two and although not necessarily cruel or evil, he could be very callous and harsh at times, and he had a lot of insecurities and need to control his immediate environment and as much as I love him I do think he’s a little bit narcissistic, entitled and with a “king complex”
My spouse has this in his 4th house along with mercury and uranus. His dad died when he was 3 and he was forced to live with his grandmother because his mother was on drugs and no capable of taking care of him. He hated living with his grandmother. She kept several of his cousins around the same age as him. I think that was the loss of power this aspects shows up as. You explain it so well.
I have this conjunction in Taurus wich is my acsendant with Jupiter in the conjunction mix. Jupiter is actually the apex of a yod I have there but that's another story, but it does affect my mars and saturn in a way, a way i still don't know 😀. Idk how these factors would play out or the nuances and what changes but listening to this, i realized all the progress I've made while I'm still young. And I'm grateful for that. I've dealt with entitled ppl so much throughout my life, the only person that isn't so much like that is my mom. And sometimes as a defense mechanism i act that way too but then i realize it's wrong and i shouldn't treat ppl the way i was treated, and it does no justice. I've also heard Saturn is a servant. I was raised like a kid that couldn't do anything on her own, like a "princess" but later on I've found I'm slowly serving ppl in some way and at times it makes me feel frustrated and other times I'm makes me feel the most fulfilled. I do have control issues, I'm currently learning how to go with the flow. I remember when i was little i did literally think i could do anything, heck, i remember i thought i could breath under the water if i put work into it and beat bad guys, nothing could physically stop me. I think what traumatized me was that time i almost drowned but i don't remember, i was told that happened. Also my parents doing everything for me and never teaching me how to do stuff on my own. When i realized i couldn't do anything bc i didn't know how, i developed control issues and fear. I can be pretty egotistical but i think what saves me is my moon in Libra (i think). I'm insecure af, i can't talk in an authoritive way even if i tried, it only mostly happens when I'm mad. I don't remember if i was abused as a kid, but I'm extremely afraid of being r*ped i can't trust most men and I'm getting buff at the gym and doing push ups and pullups like crazy and all that fun stuff (yes my guy, only what my "female" biology permits me, chill) just in case there comes a time i need to hit hard and run. Something I've noticed abt this conjunction is dark thoughts, in my case they're intrusive thoughts that i don't identify with, but if someone did identify with them, you'd have a serial killer with this conjunction like you said. I am pretty in touch with my feelings tho except i try to balance them out sometimes and some ppl would say that's invalidating them to an extent, wich it can be. But i try to feel it out a bit and analyse what I'm feeling until i feel i had enough negativity. Wow this got bloody long srry lol. Anyways, if it weren't for astrology making me self aware, who knows if I'd even be putting the effort to change like I'm doing now, i feel like a fucking butterfly breaking from it's old cacoon. Marvelous!
Thank you so much♥️I have this aspect in Taurus, but my Venus in Aries 30 degree from Mars in a mutual Reception. Yes, I was athlete, now I use this aspect for sculpturing...IT helps me to work hard with patience for a long Time, Mars gives the passion.😍🙏♥️and art helps me to heal.♥️
I have this in 🦂♏ in the 5th house. Mars rules my moon and this conjunction is also in an quincunx aspect to my moon.This is dark, dark, dark. I think I've been projecting this onto people I dated - all very dark - but now I am coming to terms with this, with my own shadow, because I realized the power and self-mastery that lies in the dark.
Sat n Mars are two opossite Forces, will try to pull native on their side, Mars says let's do it now where as sat wants things in structure ethical way. Saturn thought native implication of being impetience, therefore there would be delay in action n results which cause frustration, mood swings, some cases depression. Things will not come easy but with hardship, I have seen people have miserable life with Sat mars conjunction. No matter how much they put efforts 50,% is the only granted. This conjunction cause native to disconnect from material, it forces native to believe material world is full of illusion and he should not attached with it otherwise he may suffer from prolong sadnesses.
Nice one. I am really happy I discovered your channel :) I have Mars/Saturn 3d house and yes I work! I retired last year and still work 40 hours a week !
I never really knew who I was until I became extremely suicidal and depressed and seek help and address my traumas. I didn't even know what my tastes were, what I needed. I wud always say yes to anything lol
Thank you! This is really great so helpful and revealing to the core. I understand so much more this than before. As I am the Queen of of my Queendom.haha
Sometimes their belief in their own personal power tricks them . Then they are caught. They understand shame. I gave her some social embarrassment. It’s seems to work for now.
I'm extremely unsuccessful currently. Never enjoy or don't do fun. Have Exalted Saturn Conjunct Detriment Mars(5 Deg Orb) in Libra 5th House natal chart. Also have Mars Conjunct Pluto,Saturn Parallel Pluto,Pluto Conjunct Jupiter(Scorpio 6th). Mars ,Pluto,Jupiter all Conjunct to Vertex(in Libra) too.
My ex has this placement and I always felt he had this “god complex”, he wanted to know everything about me so he could feel in control. He always wanted to be in control. It made me feel invaded many times.
I have the conjunction on the ic 3/4 house, in Pisces. For me I feel like I'm always driving with my brakes on. I have a very controlling mother and had a difficult childhood. I always felt defeated and hated myself. I attracted emotional immature/cold partners and friends. Finally I have found more peace in my heart and now I feel so deeply that sometimes it is too much. I always felt small dealing with other people, but after a major betrayal I became very angry and that was the moment I recognize the detachement of my feelings. In the end after a long period of feeling a victim I felt nothing for those people and became cold as ice....
Brilliant insight for this conjunction. If possible also elaborate more about effect of this conjunction house wise like, having this in 2nd house or 6th house etc. Also looking forward for insights on natal moon conjunct saturn. How about saturn sitting alone in sign of scorpio different from this conjunction with mars?
I had to do so much healing in order to overcome the most negative sides of these combined energies and I am only Cap rising ( Saturn in the first house/Capricorn stelium in the first house), so the Aries and Capricorn energies are very strongly fused for me. I have experienced the themes that you have spoken about. I am here because I am meeting someone ( on a romantic level) with the Mars and Saturn conjunction , and needed to know if it was similar to my first house energies , and voila , it is....
I have Mars and Saturn conjunct in the six house and I don't recognize none of the things above, narcisistic, calculating manipulator, fierceless...there was a feeling though of never beeing good enough and constantly being crushed by anything and everything.
I agree with you. Aspects can be viewed from different angles. In fact they're like a hologram. They can changer over time, depending on your attitude, beliefs and actions.
@@Applepie910 yes powerlesness that's the word, for me also "never beeing good enough" or working so hard to achieve even the smallest things...but somehow now in my late 30's I feel like I can do anything, but not by manipulating or cheating, that has never worked for me (always got caught or called out as a child) but because I know how hard I can go and how strong I am.
I feel superior because I am in many cases! LOL... Seriously, I have this in Cancer 4th house and I think my Pisces ascendant sandwiched between Venus (1st) and Jupiter (12th) greatly softens my openess about it, but not so much for my (very few) close friends and family... I've definitely wallowed in my Victim mentality, but quickly return to the knowing that it's all gonna be ok. I have the very capable garbage can that can hear other people's problems and find Solutions. With a Taurus sun and a (0*) Gemini moon, I am often a reliable ground for others to vent to, lean on (or even walk on). Thanks Jewel, I can hardly wait for the day when I can book a reading with you for me and my girlfriend.
If Mars is debilitated in D9 as well, it would be tough on few physical aspects - might suppress testosterone. But Jupiter & Venus in such a great dignity will probably save you.
Mars and Saturn conjunction in cancer 1H but I don’t understand if this means I’m a bad person or not cuz I wouldn’t want to deal with someone like that either so I wonder if people feel a certain way abt me
Time. Saturn teaches patience, and this conjunction is about learning to use the Mars energy in a disciplined and controlled way. For me things got easier post-30, and now approaching 40 I am much more comfortable with where I seek to direct my energy.
@@jesskallia9563Martial Arts training may help. It teaches discipline and patience, while also giving Mars lots of room to unleash his power. A very strict and traditional school would be best because they also include spiritual practices like meditation and place some emphasis on humbling one‘s ego. I have Mars-Saturn tightly conjunct and found martial arts to be tremendously helpful to harmonize that aspect.
Im going through a long and hard dark night of the soul. After going over all my aspects that have a stellium.. or cluster in the 4th house in Pisces (Sun, Saturn, Mercury, Mars), i have come to an alltime low where ive accumulated so much self disappointment, shame and anger, low self esteem and guilt. This is from my (only) 21 years of experiencing hurting others and getting hurt in return. Ive never had such a bad impression of my person, and now its like im trying to undo all my bad aspects if possible. For the first time ive considered suicide, though i did not go through with that yet. Its so hard though because its always in my face, and ive been told i give up too easily or im always stressing myself out, and i know i am. Its not easy is all. Plus i have Pluto on my ascendant so its like my "mouth"/body is wide open for crap and to exude scary and difficult things. I dont know for sure if i can verify that this aspect separates me from my emotions, because i always feel consumed by them for being heavy Pisces. A bad mix here..
I am ASC pisces and can relate with many of the feelings you are passing through. I have had two major depression episodes in my life, where I also have had compulssive suicidal ideas and impulses. After going through psychoanalytical therapy, and in my case, the help of antidepressant medication (the mix of medication and therapy) I have been able to overcome these intense episodes. I am also a clinical psychologist myself, and treat patients. It sounds that you may be passing through a depressive episode, and I would recommend you seek help from a certified therapist. So many planets in the 4th house in pisces sounds that there may be a lot of suffering since your childhood, and you may feel hopeless. I sincerely recommend you try therapy, it may help you a lot, and I sincerely hope you rise from this difficult part of your life.
Wow, Jewel. Just wow! I have so much to say about this aspect and I also want to know about this aspect when Sun is conjunct these planets as, well. My mom has sun conjunct Saturn conjunct mars. Let me give you some background. She was groomed by my father when she was 14 and he was 27. He was a youth leader at her church and manipulated her into marrying him at 19. Then they had me and my siblings. We were all abused since birth by our mom and dad. My mom was the main bully, even though she was groomed initially. She, to this day, is abusive towards her pets and her own mother. Her pattern is that she abuses anything that can’t stand up for itself - children, pets and the elderly. I was abused severely for the first 13 years of my life. My therapist says it sounds like a story she would have heard on a child abuse documentary on tv. My life didn’t even really start till I turned 13. I always wonder what happened in her childhood.
Great video. This resonate's with me!!! I have this aspect 1st house in Capricorn, Saturn 22 degree, Mars in 23 degree!!! Thank You for video's, they are really helpful!! And your great at what you do!!!!
I have mars (aries) /saturn (pisces) in my 9th house conjunct my sun & mercury in aries in my 10th (those all also conjunct my midheaven & oppose chiron in libra in the 4th; my north node in libra is also in my 4th but a couple degrees away from aspecting all of that) Anyway what I've noticed is that a big goal in my life has always been to be very financially stable (maybe cause sun rules 2nd??) and that that can interfere and cause problems with people around me if i start working so hard because i just get so involved in working and in my own little world, despite whatever i might be doing at the time just to make some extra money that i start ignoring the people around me in my life which obviously has its repercussions. I'm guessing my south node in the 10th doesn't help with that, I'm slowly but surely learning to balance that with my 4th house north node, discovering a life with my girlfriend (since it is in libra cx) and hopefully being able to overturn a lot of feelings i had as a kid in my early environment with chiron also there by building a new one with her cx but thats not for at least another 10 years XD WELL that was probably a lot more information than everyone needed thank you for making this video jewel, i've watched it several times and its one of the astrology videos i connect the most to out of the ones I've ever seen cx have a great day!!!
So I watched this about 5,6 years ago. It felt dreary and did seem true but at that time I was not able to think outside of the abused child mindset. My relationship with my mother still reflected that. I’m not sure I can ever reconcile with my sexual abuser. That aside I have grown, my relationship with my mother is dif in that she acknowledged it was hard for her to draw close to me as a child and I always felt unwanted. I feel like I may deal with that for a long time because the sexual abuse and my mother’s approval are closely related and sadly it was my identity for so long and what shaped me. I went through my Saturn return as well so overall I feel I’ve been thrusted into a new land as if I’ve been exiled from my homeland. Which would generally kill someone but it’s what Saturn does. All that to say that I do not remember points vividly from this video, I had grasped the gist and moved on. It was dark. The one thing I do remember that struck me when I rewatched this was that Saturn is also the skin as a boundary. Great point. In this time now, I do appreciate this in depth explanation as many of your aspect explanations are not this long, I’d LOVE to hear the higher perspectives of this aspect. All in all it brings about an exacting energy and that is 100% true. I want to learn how to make my Mars obey Saturn lol. My Ascendant is 1 degrees Pisces, Saturn 3 degrees, Sun 10 degrees, Venus 21 degrees. My Mercury is 23 degrees Aquarius, Mars 25 degrees. Mars conjuncts my ascendant as well as Saturn. Over all I can’t tell what’s what but I would like to learn how to make Mars obey Saturn. Just for more context lol I have a Libra moon in the 8th and Jupiter in Scorpio at the end of my 8th. I also have Mars Mercury, Saturn, and Ascendant squaring Pluto in Scorpio. I’ve watched all your videos relating to my aspects and some of my family’s aspects. I really appreciate your gentle yet deliberate approach. It’s like mama bear energy but mama has needs too! Thank you Jewel 💎 I probably need a chart reading.
What orb do you use for this conjunction? Is 3 degrees too wide? As then I would have it but somehow doesn’t ring overly true. Few bits maybe but not the majority. Interesting nonetheless.
Amazingly perceptive and insightful. She has the uncanny ability to verbally project living *imagery* of her concepts. I listen to her first before anyone else..
frank xaidam I could not agree more..
She's very wise.
Disagree. She focuses on unidimensional characteristics whereas every aspect is more complex than just "these ppl are constantly triggered" - pop culture use of heavy diagnoses like narcissism or toxicity are a real problem. Pseudo knowledge-bearers do not a doctoral expert make. Be careful there, in glorifying any given TH-cam astrologer
I have this placement. I struggle with control issues. But, also like you mentioned I have struggled with feeling extreme powerlessness. Long before I found astrology I have been working on myself, not only to heal from a complex trauma but also to ensure that I minimize any unintentional harm to anyone else. You are an excellent astrologer, if I may share… If I would have seen this video earlier in my journey I would have really internalized feeling like a bad person, a feeling I’ve had much of my life with no understanding of why.
I have Mars and Saturn in tight conjunction, and I recall having certain shades of this throughout different parts of my life. I can't quite place if I was given all the power early in life (it feels likely given my codependent family of origin), or if I was highly controlled by my father (also very probable). I've undergone a lot of transformation but can see how this still appears in my life. There does however seem to be a blockage of some kind that's still tripping me up, and no matter how subtle I think this may be the culprit. Very illuminating, many thanks to you as always, Jewel 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
OMG this video made me ball my eyes out... I have mars Saturn conjunct in Scorpio in my second and third house... I was abused as a child raised by the state two failed marriages and I am a tattoo artist.... I thought I found my power in my job bc I've always had to be the best and had control of my life but really I lost myself in my job and sense of identity... I'm 33 and been single 3yrs bc I'm detached from relationships or feelings... And I was a cutter in my younger highschool and early 20's... I also have Pluto on my ascendent at 00° I watched your other video about that and after seeing this one it's really helped me understand myself... Thank u for the work u do...
I literally cried with this video, not because I was offended or anything, it was because everything it says is so true. Thank you so much for this beatiful video, it was really helpful . ♥
+Mashiris 💓 I’m glad it resonated. My 💓 to you.
She nails it 100% every time, doesn't she? She's a beautiful communicator.
This is the most I've ever connected to a video. I used to want to be a cardio thoracic surgeon, then I told people it's too much school and pressure and work to go through if I wanted a family. People would say, "be a nurse or a pa" and it just doesn't fit in my brain. If I'm going to be in the medical field I want to do something of importance at the top. Not to say nurses and pas aren't need or aren't important because they are I just would always feel lacking. Gosh that sounds so narcissistic when put into words... This video is like a mini therapy session, I'll leave before I rehash all of my issues! Thanks Jewel!
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Truth In Aspect Astrology/ Jewel what can I do? I’ve got Saturn, Mars and Pluto all retrograde and all in conjunction in Libra...I can feel that detachment and power from within but I struggle with finding my path in life after moving abroad. Don’t have job or friends and before moving in a foreign country wasn’t a problem (I had a job and friends, now I’ve got nothing...not even my husband who’s working day/night). I’m 36
HOLY. FUCKING. SHIT.
This is revelatory. Revelatory. My Dad has this conjunction on the MC. This has validated me in a way that I can’t currently express; I’m so blown away. Thank you, Jewel. So much.
you are a truly gifted Astrologer. Love your channel!
I'm very insecure but I don't feel entitled to anything. I feel guilty and ashamed of my depression and spending so many years doing nothing. I feel powerless often. Idc about monetary success or anything like that I just wanna be happy, I just don't wanna cause myself suffering anymore. I could see how my life could've went in this direction but I'm extremely emotional so it must be the other stuff in my chart. I feel like I should still look for shadow aspects like what you've stated here inside myself. I feel suppressed. I love other humans so much though, to the point that I've preached ab pure love since I was a teenager. I want true emotional freedom for all. I feel very frustrated when I feel like someone is getting in the way of me finding peace or progressing. My only desires that are important to me at this point are happiness and freedom and passion bc I've felt nothing but suffering for so long. I definitely don't feel like I'm better than other people.
Very accurate. I have this aspect and I have been diagnosed with Borderline Disorder not surprisingly. I have been able to reflect on these negative stuff when I started healing from past lives traumas, and this life childhood trauma too. Being raised by a narcissist, becoming a robot was the best solution to cope indeed.
Thanks for sharing this...I think I may be a Covert Narcissists and I couldn't believe she mentioned narcissists and you saying you're borderline helps me acknowledge this aspect much deeper
Did you know that every cancer patient who has Saturn & Mars conjunction fought it off and recovered? This explains how much rock solid a person is made with this conjunction. I have it in 10th house aspected by Jupiter. I love competition, war zones where I am questioned to prove myself and win. Another thing I noticed is, when someone needs to take the first step in unknown ground, I don't hesitate at all. I am obsessed being courageous.
This is crazy that you say that! Never connected this. I have Mars Saturn conjunction in Virgo. I do connect it with health issues as they are both Malefics obviously and in the sign of Virgo of all places. And i did have cancer maybe 13-14 years ago and I cured myself. Even now I have it in my head that I will never ever die of cancer and because of this strong belief I know I will not. I feel and am convinced that I am very strong and am proud of that to be honest, i don’t like physical weakness or people acting as if they are dying because they have a runny nose. I never go to doctors even as a small kid when I felt unwell I would lock myself in my room and didn’t come out until I was better. I hated people giving me pity or this look in their eyes „oh poor little girl“. Also I can take a lot of physical pain.
Have to check also if my father had this aspect. He was always a tough cookie as well. I remember once when cutting trees in the forest he slipped and the Motorsaw cut off few of his fingers they were just hanging from the bone. All he did was pour alcohol over it ripped a sleeve from his flannel shirt and tied it all over the hand and then he continued working lol. Despite of having a complicated relation with my dad I always admired how strong he was. Very interesting indeed what you said!
I was intrigued by what you said so I did some research. Actually not entirely true. But I believe you that it makes the person more resilient and tough compared to others. But if you take the Shah of Iran for example.. he had this conjunction close orb in Virgo. And he did have cancer and died from it. Just wanted to let you know
wow so tru. I had cancer many years ago and went against medical advice and cured myself with alternative medicine
This doesn’t sound like me in the slightest. In fact, my health issues are taking me over and I have mars conjunct Saturn
You give such raw, unadulterated information that absolutely resonates with me and my experiences.I find myself clicking on your videos for breakdowns of aspects time and time again... I love & appreciate your astrological perspective. As an budding astrologer, you are one of the few fellow astrologers i feel i have actually learned from. thank you, xo.
+Nelle4HighVibe Nelle Nichole If you email me I will add you to my private teaching group. I think you will find it helpful as a Astrologist who wants to learn more. trruthinaspectastrology@hotmail.com
How can we overcome this aspect?
in my natal chart, my sun in Virgo is associated with my Mars and Pluto in Libra, which are found in the sextil of my native Neptune. Scorpion is my asc.
In his natal chart, Pluto is in trine with his conjunction Mars / Saturn in Gemini, 8th house, which is in front of Neptune. His Pluto falls on my conjunction Sun / Mars / Pluto.
We have been divorced for 13 years, he remarried; he lives abroad in the country of this woman. But he always tries to put me in trouble with the law, trying to force them to keep our daughter away from me. He looks so angry at me, and his father encourages him ...
I do not know how his current wife saw all these dramas, but 7 years of legal proceedings ... I would be her, I would start thinking ... If I was this dangerous mother, why the judge never ordered to put our daughter in foster care? 7 years that our daughter is forced to go to court to deny the accusations of abuse that her father carries against me ...
During those 7 years, he used all he could to discredit me: my skin color (he is White, I'm Black), the fact that he earns more money than me, while he left by emptying our bank account and we had no news for 1 year. The fact that I had just been diagnosed with thyroid cancer and was no longer working ...
In short, I do not know what we still have to work for things to finally subside, but I forgave him for our daughter. Will he have the same wisdom now that Uranus has come out of Aries and should stop making it warlike? Now that Uranus in Taurus is going to pass on his Venus to the trine of my Venus and my Sun? Will he finally be a father of whom my daughter will be proud?
Will this end one day? My poor daughter and I are exhausted by 7 years of lies, 7 years of abusive litigation!
Thank u again and sorry for my english : i'm french ^^
I have never seen someone who understands this on such a deep level. Truly remarkable. Thank you!
I feel like I have attracted narcissistic partners, I know we all carry narc traits but I’m more empathic than anything. I am very kind by nature but I am very abusive to myself in my own mind, and I seem to attract or be attracted to emotionally or psychologically abusive relationships where there are power struggles. I want a new reality.
just check if you have square or opposition neptune to your personal planets...
This made me realize so much, honestly you changed my life with this one video. I am a Flamenco dancer but have been so obsessed with having a medical degree that it makes following my heart difficult. I also feel responsible for my family's well being and it is so difficult and confusing at times. I have Mars, Moon Saturn and Uranus all conjunct my 7th house in Sagittarius. Phew, this too was a mini therapy session for me, thank you!
Sounds like a potent combo for a flamenco dancer 💃 indeed Jewel is such a gem. My girlfriend has this aspect and Im trying to understand How to flow with it
My mother has this in the 4 house. She is a narcissistic/borderline monster. I am her only child. I had to fight to get away. Even as an adult I had to fight legally to get her to leave me alone.
I have this natally and I see the same thing with my mom. Its either her way or the highway.
Woooooow!!! Just, WOW! This is Divine timing... especially since I just caught a glimpse of 11:11 on the clock! I just happened to see this video in a thumbnail and blindly clicked on it (or so I thought!). Without telling all of my business, I have Saturn AND Mars in my 2nd house! You put these concepts into such great perspective that I now have some direction in what I need to do in order to make some upcoming decisions that will be life changing in the long run! I also have great achievement/career in healthcare! You are SO spot-on with this video! I technically didn't see it in my chart until AFTER watching your video (I'm a newbie and haven't memorized it yet) but I connected with every single thing you said from start to end! Well, minus the serial killer part lol. But you have wowed me with this vid and I just HAD to subscribe! Thank you!
+The Remnant 💓 Synchronicity
This video is a blessing - thank you
Megan McCarty I also have those exact natal placements and I know first hand how painful it can be
My bf has Saturn and mars in Scorpio... I can’t figure him out and I’m trying to help him...he’s totally detached, how can I help him to open up?
Wow. That was very very helpful. Wow. You definitely snatched my wig multiple times in this video. I have this placement in Aquarius and I did successfully perform minor medical surgery which involved cutting the skin and I would love to do it again. I am definitely very achievement driven and because I am so focused on what I want it does make it hard to have intimate relationships with people. Most of the time I only relate to other people when they are helping me get to my achievement. I know I need to work on this, it is quite narcissistic. My mind is like a laser and it is solely focused on getting what I want, anything else gets deemed unnecessary and cut away just like cutting away what isn’t necessary from the skin. I prefer other people to fear me so I don’t have to be afraid of them. Aquarius rules the circulatory system and I think because I have Saturn there that is why I have poor/Slow circulation. Very slow beating heart, prone to fainting, and sometimes I do struggle with the mundane stuff, getting groceries in particular.
Mars, Saturn, Pluto in Scorpio. Yay.
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Wow... i always called myself a robot jokingly, & then you bring up the machine reference.
Man, I have this aspect. I have done so much work on myself. Gosh I hope I am getting better and I’ve caused no one harm.
I'M GOING TO CRY OMG!!
This is such a personal shredding of old things that I don't need anymore. I relate deeply to this.
Amazing insight-this lady is truly gifted. Thank you and God bless!
such a good interpretation! I know a few people with this aspect. Really difficult, I've seen it in come out in small detailed ways and big life decision ways, manifest for these folks that I've loved and wanted to see prosper, flourish and content.
I will say having this conjunction in Scorpio in the 4th house and being a Leo rising it can be difficult.
I have found as you grow with this energy and learn to NOT let your fears of failing stop you from trying it will help you to let go of this need to be the 'best'.
I have found my mother is the trigger for the bad side of this coming out...with it being in the 4th house I found she is ALWAYS trying to control me and that makes me so irritated and it makes me so unwilling to deal with her.
I have found the further I am from her the better things are. I think the distance takes some of that Saturn energy down. I am a HR manager so I guess that power point of having control over others in this way makes me feel like I'm in control but ironically I left a job because I wasn't willing to use my power in a bad way.
So, Saturn beats the Scorpio! Thumbs up (for the last bit)! Saturn (Asc ruler here...hi! :-) ), as heavy as it may be, is constructing - oriented and, thus, constructive! Unlike Mars and Pluto that are just plain psychos! :-)
consistent love and gentleness is the best thing for ur dog...after he knows ur the owner....
I had a falling out with a friend, almost lover who had this aspect. I think the conflict came when his Mars-Saturn touched my Moon-Ketu, happening in Virgo.
The way you described detachment from emotion is similar to my coping mechanism, but I don't have the vengeance component. I can go full spock and not give in to any to any major emotional reaction. His reaction was vindictive, spitefulness acts that were meant to deliberately hurt my feelings or let me know just how much control he had over my surroundings.
We had so many other positive aspects that confirmed the attraction, desire and our deep intensity to one another, but this-- there was no going back after each of us were in our survival modes.
Your Mars Opposite Jupiter shows greatly in this video.
I’ve been sitting with childhood feelings the last 2 years. It has been very difficult. I’m a cancer primarily. It’s very hard to feel safe in the world. I have gotten better at letting go of control. I identify with 6th house (health and work) and when I’ve lost health and lost work due to health I have lost myself. In eastern it’s in my 7th house. So I lose myself in relationships. I want to trust a partner, I really wanna relax and trust I’m safe.
I wonder what Jewel natal chart looks like. I normally set people videos to 1.75x but I actually love listening to her talk.
I have this aspect in scorpio and 10th house, have been doing child and shadow work which has really helped, what u said resonated with me, thank you!
Not all the way thru the video, but gotta comment. I'm at the part that you're talking about cutting thru skin as a profession. Whoa! I've got a one degree conjunction in 10th house Cancer and I've been a dermatology nurse for more than a decade
This was more therapeutic than therapy
Mind blown, tear ducts emptied, the timing of watching this..just ahh, wowza, thank you.
This really really landed. And that click you mentioned, it happened today in therapy BEFORE i watched this video. Gah, thanks to you and thanks you cosmos. Ahaha, add Uranus conjunct + ASC and damn.
THIS. The experiences I’ve had with a family member confirmed. Their natal Mars conjuncts Saturn conjuncts Pluto and UNFORTUNATELY conjuncted my natal moon in the 8th house squaring my natal chiron. I have taken many years healing from this dynamic that was emotionally traumatic. Thank you for this video. Amazing insights 🙏🏼
Best interpretation of all other astrologers. Really entertaining and enjoyable! I loved it!!! Thanks !
By God you are good, Jewel. I have a near perfect Mars-Saturn conjunction in the 4th house in Aquarius (3 minutes away from being a perfect conjunction), and I have never heard anyone describe me as well as you have. I also happen to have the most perfect fan pattern I've ever seen, with Jupiter being the handle. Self-entitlement and a large ego don't even begin to describe me. Thank you for this video, I appreciate the depth and accuracy of your knowledge.
+Jon Makack I really appreciate that. 💗
Ok, South Park reference...you are awesome ( 13:25 )
My ex has this conjunction in aquarius, 5th house, he is a libra, we had a misunderstanding when we used to live together, he used to have someone that helped him with the house chores like every 2 weeks so he just did the superficial cleaning but when he invited me to live with him, he asked me to split the chores and asked me to do the mopping because he is to tall, he is around 6 feet, I also had to do some daily cleaning but I hurt my back and told him I was having a bad time, he never offered me help when I told him I was hurt, it's crazy how this video literally describes our situation. He works at a car body shop. He also has mars square pluto in scorpio and saturn square pluto. I was just so afraid of him. Great insight!!! Tysm
There is a model who has Aries Mars conjunct Saturn who indeed has a god complex and struggled with self harm. I can definitely see myself have a complex and entitlement, I was just thinking today that entitlement is double edged sword. It has harmed my relationships but it is also why/how I have achieved so much so young. I am still learning that it is ok for me to slow down and just relax, and yes! other people's emotions are not my responsibility. I can just let someone self destruct and not have it effect me and that is truly so freeing. When we live in a comfortable and safe environment we tend to ease up a bit.
Jewel I have a question would this show suppression in ones sexual nature. Especially if it’s in the 12th house (Mars and Saturn)
I have Mars and Saturn in Aquarius in my first house. I've been controlled since childhood. Being perfect was my link to getting approval from my mother. I've certainly felt powerless most of my life. It was taken from me at a young age. I have CPTSD so I'm constantly triggered and I can get mean. I feel like a dormant volcano. I've been humbled over and over again. Am I entitled? I'm bossy but I'm open to learning new info. I've been trained to be more open minded over time. I dislike hand washing dishes and i want a personal chef lol
I also have Mercury in Aries in the second house. I can be a bit domineering.
I have Chiron in Leo in the 7th house. This aspect may or may not have saved me.
It's the worst. I keep telling myself that I'm not carrying the pain of others any longer. It's not my fault. It's not my responsibility.
You just became my favorite astrologer.. I'm happy I found your channel! You have an amazing detailed approach ❤
Well i love this conjunction , its true all of that you said . Childhood experience need to be perfect and best etc. Yet with years , and by the way i m only 20 , you realize this things . Yes i have still held pain but i came in stage to be conscious about it . It's not only factor in chart , look whole chart one aspect do not say all . However this one can block your actions and make it push-pull , your actions can fail cause you think ! Shut your thinking with acceptance not with fight with it and you can realize that this aspect give you unlimited energy to use . You can be powerful and achieve all you want , this is it . Go to any astro consultation about success and money and professional life , all will say : Mars and Saturn determinate your motivation to get things done , don't be bored with do this or that for anybody , other peoples opinion never force you to succeed but your motivation . Major thing to get out of that very frustration position of Mars-Saturn on low frequency is to realize that you are good enough even if you do not do anything . If you can come to that place you can use this aspect for anything .
Analyze you childhood , i did that for whole 1 year and yet i will do it . This can help you so much about this aspect , specially relationship with father '' What does he wanted from you to be or do or how to behave '' -> Let all that go BY acceptance not by like '' i gonna let this go ! so you still think of it and you still picking it up '' I write this from my own experience - Sorry i m pretty subjective , but every persepctive can give you some insight , so search more about this aspect not just read this and watch video go deeper into it , you don't know it all so i dont to . There is not truth about this aspect it can be good or bad depend of how you use it , good side is to achieve anything and become very powerful ; bad side is to be frustrated and limit your self with fear , so your actions become weak and you feel weak and you think '' That should not be done that way '' WHo said ? Your father or mother or anybody ? Is not you you pick up that belief and now you act on it as ''You are that '' we are all created same , some work harder in preseason , if you have this aspect you will understand it easier . Peace
I agree. Its entirely dependent on how you use it. I am in mid 30s. I mastered using this to my benefit between 28-32. I feel unstoppable. I just need goal after goal. I start working for it 24/7 and I do it. Never failed in any short term goals I set for myself.
This is so true! My ex is natal Mars conjunct Saturn in the second house of Pisces.... Talk about entitled, he's a banker. The part about sex, omg, yes. Cruelty, yes. A complete control freak, yes. Cold-blooded mother, yes. The belief that he must be successful came from his very competitive mother (Aries mother and Cancer father). Narcissistic...yes, both he and his brother are wildly financially successful. The part about needing control and being calculating is astonishing...a machine, yes. The competition between him and his brother and their parents is remarkable, and quite disturbing 😳 The controlled agitation is also true, and it's scary...so I stayed away from him...and he kept his distance from me. Now I understand why he wouldn't open up or get close to me. This has removed a huge burden of guilt from off my back. Thank you for making this insightful video and sharing it with us.
This is my only Mars aspect. In Pisces in the 4th house. Ugh. I very much relate to the starvation and need for control. Its true though, if we stop trying to control everything and everyone around us, things can flow more freely and we might even get what we need.
Deep. Heavy and true but powerful when you peel each layer and become more than what hurt us.
I do it in excelling sports and academically in the hope that my mom would look at me for a second. To care about me for a second. That I am a good enough and successful enough to deserve her time, attention and love. I finally exploded myself to my mom in my 30s, things got better. Late but better than nothing .
OH DEAR!!! His Mars/Saturn conjunction in Cap is exactly opposing my lonely Venus in Cancer!
You are amazing thank you for this i have been looking for this understanding my entire life, I am bless
Time to start living my new life with the strength I accumulated over all of this years. Thank you
I have this conjunction to the degree opposite Pluto and growing up, I was incredibly lucky that my parents invested so much of their time and money in me, but it was always with the expectation of having to be the best and to pay them back some day by becoming successful. It’s still hard to think of my value as deriving from anything other than accomplishment. Thank you for your insight on this!❤️
Thank you for sharing your advice for free, it seems like you really want to help in some way. I have this aspect exact, also have venus square pluto 0 degree orb and I have moon square mars, all of these in the 4th house.... I am so tired. I've only just come to realise now that I am not emotionally stable and need help. I always thought I was in control and not as bad as other emotionally challenged individuals, always thought I did well for what I've been through, but now it's catching up with me. I hate responsibility for others though! That scares me 😬😓
Mars conjunct Saturn in Virgo by 1° in ninth house, square ascendant and descendant. Huge inferiority complex, lonely childhood, fear of abandonment. Worked hard my entire life. Personal relationships have been dreadful.
I have the conjunction in virgo too, in 9th house Placidus or 10th house whole house. Had a very controlling father growing up. The inferiority complex rings true but the rest not too much. I always thought the fact that I can easily disconnect myself from my emotions was that I have an isolated aqua moon. But seems that this conjunction might have its influence.
Wow. Such an amazing astrologer. Speechless.
My ex had this placement. I had to get out or die.
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I have this conjunction in the 7th house in Scorpio. I don't relate to the very dark aspects of this conjunction. Perhaps that is because Jupiter in my 9th house (Capricorn) is Sextile this conjunction?
Instead of controlling people directly feeling superior, I lean on my spiritual outlook that I am meant to learn a lesson through my experiences with them.
However, I am very quick to cut off toxic relationships of any kind. I can act like everything is okay one day, and be gone the next. I pride myself on that ability to play it cool and I enjoy watching my "opponent" squirm while I pretend to be oblivious to their behavior.
I am quite easily triggered but take time to internalise my feelings before I decide on the correct strategy to act on them.
I have an Aries Rising so this aspect does play an important role in my chart.
I don't enjoy feeling powerless at all.
can disconnect from their feelings and be machine -like in their approach to their goals!
Old best friend had Sun, Mercury, Venus in Aries and Mars conjunct saturn in taurus. So spot on. Most noticeably, when it was time for him to leave my apartment, he was entitled to my HOME. HE WOULDNT LEAVE. how insane i will never let him in my house because i can’t get him to leave
Mars conjunct Saturn in 7th house Virgo. Alcoholic/drug addict mom. Absent father. Sexually abused throughout my teens. Yeah, my need for control is absolutely rooted in deep feelings of powerlessness.
Sorry 😔
I have this conjuction in my ascendent. It's mostly accurate, but I disagree with some of the statemts. I never have issues witj completing house tasks. Quite the opposite. I love doing house chores because it required moving, spending physical energy. I have problems with focusing on admin tasks at work when I nedd to do something purely admin, not challenging while sitting on bum 😅
I'm an Aries with this aspect in my Gemini 1st house square my 10th house Mercury. You nailed the driven, being first and controlled explosion part. This aspect is also part of a grand trine. The past few years life (with the help of Pluto and Uranus) has forced me to take a hard look at how I connect with people in my personal life and work and how I manage my emotions. And yes deal with my sense of entitlement, :-p
A lot of it I very much agree with, looking back for me particularly there was a lot of sexual abuse and I was quite literally bound and of course figuratively as well. Ultimately it does lead us to control our environment because if you can control who comes in and out, or what those people are about, or the amount of knowledge you have, ultimately you can control being hurt. At the very least, there is a sense of security and feeling as if you can control being hurt. I believe at the root that is what this aspect is mostly about.
Feel free to give me pointers or advice.
Saturn conjunct Mars in Scorpio 9th house.
Regards.
My sister and my uncle both have this conjunction and you described them perfectly ! I do think that Mars conjunct Saturn is just as difficult and problematic as the square, the quincunx and the opposition, but, to you think that Mars in a sextile or trine aspect to Saturn can show up in people who share the same traits ? My boyfriend has the sextile between these two and although not necessarily cruel or evil, he could be very callous and harsh at times, and he had a lot of insecurities and need to control his immediate environment and as much as I love him I do think he’s a little bit narcissistic, entitled and with a “king complex”
My spouse has this in his 4th house along with mercury and uranus. His dad died when he was 3 and he was forced to live with his grandmother because his mother was on drugs and no capable of taking care of him. He hated living with his grandmother. She kept several of his cousins around the same age as him. I think that was the loss of power this aspects shows up as. You explain it so well.
It was so helpful and i appreciate the work.
I have this conjunction in Taurus wich is my acsendant with Jupiter in the conjunction mix. Jupiter is actually the apex of a yod I have there but that's another story, but it does affect my mars and saturn in a way, a way i still don't know 😀. Idk how these factors would play out or the nuances and what changes but listening to this, i realized all the progress I've made while I'm still young. And I'm grateful for that. I've dealt with entitled ppl so much throughout my life, the only person that isn't so much like that is my mom. And sometimes as a defense mechanism i act that way too but then i realize it's wrong and i shouldn't treat ppl the way i was treated, and it does no justice. I've also heard Saturn is a servant. I was raised like a kid that couldn't do anything on her own, like a "princess" but later on I've found I'm slowly serving ppl in some way and at times it makes me feel frustrated and other times I'm makes me feel the most fulfilled. I do have control issues, I'm currently learning how to go with the flow. I remember when i was little i did literally think i could do anything, heck, i remember i thought i could breath under the water if i put work into it and beat bad guys, nothing could physically stop me. I think what traumatized me was that time i almost drowned but i don't remember, i was told that happened. Also my parents doing everything for me and never teaching me how to do stuff on my own. When i realized i couldn't do anything bc i didn't know how, i developed control issues and fear. I can be pretty egotistical but i think what saves me is my moon in Libra (i think). I'm insecure af, i can't talk in an authoritive way even if i tried, it only mostly happens when I'm mad. I don't remember if i was abused as a kid, but I'm extremely afraid of being r*ped i can't trust most men and I'm getting buff at the gym and doing push ups and pullups like crazy and all that fun stuff (yes my guy, only what my "female" biology permits me, chill) just in case there comes a time i need to hit hard and run. Something I've noticed abt this conjunction is dark thoughts, in my case they're intrusive thoughts that i don't identify with, but if someone did identify with them, you'd have a serial killer with this conjunction like you said. I am pretty in touch with my feelings tho except i try to balance them out sometimes and some ppl would say that's invalidating them to an extent, wich it can be. But i try to feel it out a bit and analyse what I'm feeling until i feel i had enough negativity. Wow this got bloody long srry lol. Anyways, if it weren't for astrology making me self aware, who knows if I'd even be putting the effort to change like I'm doing now, i feel like a fucking butterfly breaking from it's old cacoon. Marvelous!
Thank you so much♥️I have this aspect in Taurus, but my Venus in Aries 30 degree from Mars in a mutual Reception. Yes, I was athlete, now I use this aspect for sculpturing...IT helps me to work hard with patience for a long Time, Mars gives the passion.😍🙏♥️and art helps me to heal.♥️
I have this conjuction in Aries but i have my moon and mercury there too, what does it change? (I'd like to know about the moon especially)
I have this in 🦂♏ in the 5th house. Mars rules my moon and this conjunction is also in an quincunx aspect to my moon.This is dark, dark, dark. I think I've been projecting this onto people I dated - all very dark - but now I am coming to terms with this, with my own shadow, because I realized the power and self-mastery that lies in the dark.
Sat n Mars are two opossite Forces, will try to pull native on their side, Mars says let's do it now where as sat wants things in structure ethical way. Saturn thought native implication of being impetience, therefore there would be delay in action n results which cause frustration, mood swings, some cases depression. Things will not come easy but with hardship, I have seen people have miserable life with Sat mars conjunction. No matter how much they put efforts 50,% is the only granted. This conjunction cause native to disconnect from material, it forces native to believe material world is full of illusion and he should not attached with it otherwise he may suffer from prolong sadnesses.
Nice one. I am really happy I discovered your channel :) I have Mars/Saturn 3d house and yes I work! I retired last year and still work 40 hours a week !
I never really knew who I was until I became extremely suicidal and depressed and seek help and address my traumas. I didn't even know what my tastes were, what I needed. I wud always say yes to anything lol
Thank you! This is really great so helpful and revealing to the core. I understand so much more this than before. As I am the Queen of of my Queendom.haha
Sometimes their belief in their own personal power tricks them . Then they are caught. They understand shame. I gave her some social embarrassment. It’s seems to work for now.
I'm extremely unsuccessful currently.
Never enjoy or don't do fun.
Have Exalted Saturn Conjunct Detriment Mars(5 Deg Orb) in Libra 5th House natal chart.
Also have Mars Conjunct Pluto,Saturn Parallel Pluto,Pluto Conjunct Jupiter(Scorpio 6th).
Mars ,Pluto,Jupiter all Conjunct to Vertex(in Libra) too.
My ex has this placement and I always felt he had this “god complex”, he wanted to know everything about me so he could feel in control. He always wanted to be in control. It made me feel invaded many times.
I have the conjunction on the ic 3/4 house, in Pisces. For me I feel like I'm always driving with my brakes on.
I have a very controlling mother and had a difficult childhood.
I always felt defeated and hated myself.
I attracted emotional immature/cold partners and friends.
Finally I have found more peace in my heart and now I feel so deeply that sometimes it is too much.
I always felt small dealing with other people, but after a major betrayal I became very angry and that was the moment I recognize the detachement of my feelings. In the end after a long period of feeling a victim I felt nothing for those people and became cold as ice....
Brilliant insight for this conjunction. If possible also elaborate more about effect of this conjunction house wise like, having this in 2nd house or 6th house etc. Also looking forward for insights on natal moon conjunct saturn. How about saturn sitting alone in sign of scorpio different from this conjunction with mars?
I had to do so much healing in order to overcome the most negative sides of these combined energies and I am only Cap rising ( Saturn in the first house/Capricorn stelium in the first house), so the Aries and Capricorn energies are very strongly fused for me. I have experienced the themes that you have spoken about. I am here because I am meeting someone ( on a romantic level) with the Mars and Saturn conjunction , and needed to know if it was similar to my first house energies , and voila , it is....
I have Mars and Saturn conjunct in the six house and I don't recognize none of the things above, narcisistic, calculating manipulator, fierceless...there was a feeling though of never beeing good enough and constantly being crushed by anything and everything.
I agree with you. Aspects can be viewed from different angles. In fact they're like a hologram. They can changer over time, depending on your attitude, beliefs and actions.
I resonate a lot with a huge feeling of powerlessness during my childhood. It took me nearly 40 years to overcome this feeling
@@Applepie910 yes powerlesness that's the word, for me also "never beeing good enough" or working so hard to achieve even the smallest things...but somehow now in my late 30's I feel like I can do anything, but not by manipulating or cheating, that has never worked for me (always got caught or called out as a child) but because I know how hard I can go and how strong I am.
@@sibilidiot Happy for you! 🙂I can totally relate to your experience.
It’s amazing how u go in depth into the subjects you are talking about. Also ! I have this aspect in my 8th house..
Thank you for helping me understand myself. I have this conjunction in 7th house in Taurus.
I feel superior because I am in many cases! LOL... Seriously, I have this in Cancer 4th house and I think my Pisces ascendant sandwiched between Venus (1st) and Jupiter (12th) greatly softens my openess about it, but not so much for my (very few) close friends and family... I've definitely wallowed in my Victim mentality, but quickly return to the knowing that it's all gonna be ok. I have the very capable garbage can that can hear other people's problems and find Solutions.
With a Taurus sun and a (0*) Gemini moon, I am often a reliable ground for others to vent to, lean on (or even walk on). Thanks Jewel, I can hardly wait for the day when I can book a reading with you for me and my girlfriend.
If Mars is debilitated in D9 as well, it would be tough on few physical aspects - might suppress testosterone. But Jupiter & Venus in such a great dignity will probably save you.
Mars and Saturn conjunction in cancer 1H but I don’t understand if this means I’m a bad person or not cuz I wouldn’t want to deal with someone like that either so I wonder if people feel a certain way abt me
Loved this,
How does one create a release for this pressure cooker and manage this agitation in a healthy way?
Time. Saturn teaches patience, and this conjunction is about learning to use the Mars energy in a disciplined and controlled way. For me things got easier post-30, and now approaching 40 I am much more comfortable with where I seek to direct my energy.
@@M0ebius Thanks for the response. Any ideas for how to teach my impulsive Aries son with this conjunction, about patience, time, and discipline? 😭
@@jesskallia9563Martial Arts training may help. It teaches discipline and patience, while also giving Mars lots of room to unleash his power. A very strict and traditional school would be best because they also include spiritual practices like meditation and place some emphasis on humbling one‘s ego.
I have Mars-Saturn tightly conjunct and found martial arts to be tremendously helpful to harmonize that aspect.
Im going through a long and hard dark night of the soul. After going over all my aspects that have a stellium.. or cluster in the 4th house in Pisces (Sun, Saturn, Mercury, Mars), i have come to an alltime low where ive accumulated so much self disappointment, shame and anger, low self esteem and guilt. This is from my (only) 21 years of experiencing hurting others and getting hurt in return. Ive never had such a bad impression of my person, and now its like im trying to undo all my bad aspects if possible. For the first time ive considered suicide, though i did not go through with that yet. Its so hard though because its always in my face, and ive been told i give up too easily or im always stressing myself out, and i know i am. Its not easy is all. Plus i have Pluto on my ascendant so its like my "mouth"/body is wide open for crap and to exude scary and difficult things. I dont know for sure if i can verify that this aspect separates me from my emotions, because i always feel consumed by them for being heavy Pisces. A bad mix here..
NamiBurger DM me if you want I can relate Amygeorginahowell
I am ASC pisces and can relate with many of the feelings you are passing through. I have had two major depression episodes in my life, where I also have had compulssive suicidal ideas and impulses. After going through psychoanalytical therapy, and in my case, the help of antidepressant medication (the mix of medication and therapy) I have been able to overcome these intense episodes.
I am also a clinical psychologist myself, and treat patients. It sounds that you may be passing through a depressive episode, and I would recommend you seek help from a certified therapist. So many planets in the 4th house in pisces sounds that there may be a lot of suffering since your childhood, and you may feel hopeless. I sincerely recommend you try therapy, it may help you a lot, and I sincerely hope you rise from this difficult part of your life.
my boyfriend to the T... so scary sometimes... his saturn and mars are both in the 29th degree and in strong conjunction
So this aspect creates an enneagram 3w4 basically
Or a 4w3?
I am a 4w3 with this aspect, although I used to think I was a 3w4 until I took the test.
@@tlhogid663 Either or. Basically a desire to prove your worth to everyone and feeling like you're the best. Sexual 4w3 or 3w4
This is so healing watching this. Thank you 🙏❤️🪐
Wow, Jewel. Just wow!
I have so much to say about this aspect and I also want to know about this aspect when Sun is conjunct these planets as, well.
My mom has sun conjunct Saturn conjunct mars. Let me give you some background. She was groomed by my father when she was 14 and he was 27. He was a youth leader at her church and manipulated her into marrying him at 19.
Then they had me and my siblings. We were all abused since birth by our mom and dad. My mom was the main bully, even though she was groomed initially.
She, to this day, is abusive towards her pets and her own mother. Her pattern is that she abuses anything that can’t stand up for itself - children, pets and the elderly.
I was abused severely for the first 13 years of my life. My therapist says it sounds like a story she would have heard on a child abuse documentary on tv. My life didn’t even really start till I turned 13.
I always wonder what happened in her childhood.
Thank you for the wonderful way you explained this. You made things very clear to me.
Great video. This resonate's with me!!! I have this aspect 1st house in Capricorn, Saturn 22 degree, Mars in 23 degree!!! Thank You for video's, they are really helpful!! And your great at what you do!!!!
I have mars (aries) /saturn (pisces) in my 9th house conjunct my sun & mercury in aries in my 10th (those all also conjunct my midheaven & oppose chiron in libra in the 4th; my north node in libra is also in my 4th but a couple degrees away from aspecting all of that) Anyway what I've noticed is that a big goal in my life has always been to be very financially stable (maybe cause sun rules 2nd??) and that that can interfere and cause problems with people around me if i start working so hard because i just get so involved in working and in my own little world, despite whatever i might be doing at the time just to make some extra money that i start ignoring the people around me in my life which obviously has its repercussions. I'm guessing my south node in the 10th doesn't help with that, I'm slowly but surely learning to balance that with my 4th house north node, discovering a life with my girlfriend (since it is in libra cx) and hopefully being able to overturn a lot of feelings i had as a kid in my early environment with chiron also there by building a new one with her cx but thats not for at least another 10 years XD
WELL that was probably a lot more information than everyone needed
thank you for making this video jewel, i've watched it several times and its one of the astrology videos i connect the most to out of the ones I've ever seen cx have a great day!!!
+PopMusic Thanks for watching!💕
Mars and 🪐 conjunct both in a ♐️ stellium. Saturn first house. Mars second house. ♏️ ⬆️. ♓️ ☀️ square 🪐
i have this aspect with the sun in the 7th very difficult, im in therapy at the moment to connect with my feelings
Patricia Davies I have this as well. How are you coping? Is it all about financial insecurity for you as well?
So I watched this about 5,6 years ago. It felt dreary and did seem true but at that time I was not able to think outside of the abused child mindset. My relationship with my mother still reflected that. I’m not sure I can ever reconcile with my sexual abuser. That aside I have grown, my relationship with my mother is dif in that she acknowledged it was hard for her to draw close to me as a child and I always felt unwanted. I feel like I may deal with that for a long time because the sexual abuse and my mother’s approval are closely related and sadly it was my identity for so long and what shaped me. I went through my Saturn return as well so overall I feel I’ve been thrusted into a new land as if I’ve been exiled from my homeland. Which would generally kill someone but it’s what Saturn does.
All that to say that I do not remember points vividly from this video, I had grasped the gist and moved on. It was dark. The one thing I do remember that struck me when I rewatched this was that Saturn is also the skin as a boundary. Great point.
In this time now, I do appreciate this in depth explanation as many of your aspect explanations are not this long, I’d LOVE to hear the higher perspectives of this aspect. All in all it brings about an exacting energy and that is 100% true.
I want to learn how to make my Mars obey Saturn lol. My Ascendant is 1 degrees Pisces, Saturn 3 degrees, Sun 10 degrees, Venus 21 degrees. My Mercury is 23 degrees Aquarius, Mars 25 degrees.
Mars conjuncts my ascendant as well as Saturn.
Over all I can’t tell what’s what but I would like to learn how to make Mars obey Saturn.
Just for more context lol I have a Libra moon in the 8th and Jupiter in Scorpio at the end of my 8th. I also have Mars Mercury, Saturn, and Ascendant squaring Pluto in Scorpio.
I’ve watched all your videos relating to my aspects and some of my family’s aspects. I really appreciate your gentle yet deliberate approach.
It’s like mama bear energy but mama has needs too! Thank you Jewel 💎
I probably need a chart reading.
What orb do you use for this conjunction? Is 3 degrees too wide? As then I would have it but somehow doesn’t ring overly true. Few bits maybe but not the majority. Interesting nonetheless.