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I am grateful to be able to watch recovery vids and not cry because I am recovering! ❤

We support you!!!! Stay sober!!!

I’ve been on meth and opioids and opioids are still my drug of choice not the really strong ones but the actual perc 30s and Vicodin but it’s a struggle on top of the meth and I’m 17 only

Why no new latest videos you still clean pray to god you are ....

There's lots ov people who care and want to see you doing good because if you can doit so can they .......

Brilliant 👏

Jeasus that's the first video I seen ov ya husband in the height ov it 😢 fck ...

She looks so good clean 😍 your a lucky guy😅......

NicE ❤

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Fairplay to this woman you have to respect her bigtime to pull threw it she's got clean and she did it in the usa wear the quality ov the drugs is proper good not like the poor joke ov the shite they sell in england ent worth peanuts I don't even think it's heorin nomore just some makeup bash rubbish to all heorin addicts in the uk the game is over time to except it your a fool to be giving the dealers your money 💰 for that jank risking your freedom for that 😂 get help...

True you have to be a warrior 💪 to pull threw it .......

Ya lucky you have a beautiful looking woman she' sure looks worth getting your life in check .....

Your a really nice looking woman I was on heorin for 14yrs in the uk 🇬🇧 then the gear got so poor quality I gave up I'm on subtext now I'm happy for you now your clean you look really happy good on ya it's not easy to stay away from it.......

You got to be ashamed to say that God gave you this lens to see through. U think God has anything to do with your meth use are anyones meth use? What a fool.

I did to. I would repent and seek Jesus forgiveness when I would be on day 3 and wanting to come down. My mind and spiritual antenna were in hyper drive . I desired God's mercy more sincerely on the back end of meth binges. I have to agree that I've had many spiritual encounters seeking Jesus while under influence of Meth.

Who are u guys? Please help if possible.

Maybe gangstakers are just regular criminals, invadeing privacy

Please don’t let anyone or anything get in your way of your sobriety 🎉congratulations 🎊

That’s wild, I thought everything was like the Truman show and I was the main character lol. It’s not funny but I can’t believe he had that experience also.

God, the devil and me: Into the unknown I will go, I hope to lose my mind and find my soul. At every turn there is misery and sadness, it’s a thin line and it borders on madness. I feel like I’m slipping further and further away, I tried crying out but there was nothing Left to say. Things here are so strange, I tried to stay the same, but I feel a need to change. I am looking for the place that it hides, behind my eyes is where I think it resides. It keeps me as its prisoner, but I long to be free. I am now aware of the monster that I search for, and that monster is me. It has kept me alone in the dark, it has wounded me deeply, it has left its mark. And It was then, during my darkest hour, there seemed to be this ever present controlling power. A force that I cannot explain, it was everywhere, yet nowhere. It consumed my mind and my energy it would drain. Leaving me weak and afraid, and on my innermost secrets and fears it prayed. It tormented me day and night, an invisible enemy that seemed impossible to fight. Deep within there is anger and frustration, was all this real, or just my imagination. Did I manifest it from my trauma and pain, or was I losing my mind and going insane. The only thing that remains is emptiness and sorrow, I need to leave yesterday in the past and forget about tomorrow. Because there’s nothing left for me accept here and now, I’m trying to love myself but I forget how. I don’t know who I’m supposed to be, everything that they told me I was is not me. I have heard it said that he who looks outside dreams, and he who looks inside awakes. But When I look in the mirror, all That I see are my mistakes. It hurts to see what I have become, I could not face the pain, so I just went numb. Where did my soul go? Where did my spirit hide? Why won’t they rescue me from the pain in my mind. I need to find the strength to leave all my anxious fears behind. And then I heard a wise man say, knock, and the door shall be opened to you. I will soften your heart and make everything new. He said it was all up to me, it was my choice. He spoke in a whisper, like I still small voice. But to me that voice was so loud, he told me just to be myself, and don’t follow the crowd. And When the monster speaks, don’t listen to what it has to say, just fall to your knees, and to me you should pray. He said I am the truth and the way and the light, I will destroy the monster that you’ve been trying to fight. What else could I do but obey, and now the darkness has gone, it’s a bran new day. - [ ]

I’m grateful to hear others admitting the demonic entities that are 100% real. They try to call it delusions or psychosis of whatever word they try to use just not to say what the reality of it is. It is demons, not delusions. In four years clean from 25 years of addiction. I wrote a poem about meth addiction and getting clean, I’m going to post it here. I know you guys will get it

I have a question. I was addicted to sex, and drugs. I’ve been under warfare for a long time. The intrusive thoughts are terrible. I know Im covered. However, I want to know if psychological meds can cause this too?? I guess me and the enemy are going toe to toe.

I am a user of over 30 yrs. I Feeĺ god has brought these videos to me...help me i just took my last hit and wants god take my bondage by the devil its time to live my life for god i have lived in ďelusions god let me see the truth..drug has me alone keeps me imprisoned even though god has told me to stop how he has chosen me for greater things how i am to tell my story to help others pls pray for me that today a new me a new life starts...god bless ya keep it up for ya are making a difference in ppls life and i am one of those..god help me to release this burden from devil and set me free...amen

3 steps of breaking addiction on qoura is good too.

These guys are killing me

I'm being gangstalked in New Zealand and trust me the church is one of the last places you can go . I've heard pastors gaslighting me

V2k Mind control. Its a technologi. Not a demon.

This crazy person roger wood is a walking demon he targets people to harm them hes evil

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Just like DMT breaks downs the veil more often than not " not always" but more often than not to a positive outterworldly dimension, METH does the same in the polar opposite direction. NOONE will ever convince me otherwise. I saw, I felt I KNOW

Not reading your thoughts, they watch everything you do all day everyday and can use the data collected to predict your behavior/routine/state of mind

Good stuff

Seems like only a couple guys talk about this. Is there another person who gets down to facts right away?

I have never did drugs, but as a christian I really appreciatte your testimony and your ministry. Thanks for sharing!

I am in " meth hell" right now dealing with alot & absolutely it is a very real thing. I am also being gang stalked in my own house, i just realized everything that i think is going on really is. Because their are sick mfs that screw with peaples minds and torture them for no good reason,they want everything i have since there screwing my boyfriend & will just take whatever they want out of my home,i am a 50 yr old granny &these girls are all very young & are driving me out of my own home because i cant take it anymore, i am also a strong empath &feel the negative energy &ive been feeling strange lately, not feeling well, my hands going numb &sick for no reason, meth is really the gateway to hell and im going to pray to jesus for the strength to get away out,i am being watched im sure, these peaple are poisoning me. I am being serious. I quit using recently for nearly 2 months & going to church, doing well &they cant control you sober so they do everything in their power to trap you, make you sound crazy, then turn around and blame their victim, they are psychotic narcasistic, sick peaple. I needed to see this show so thank you& be careful out there, evil & demons do exist. Never thought id say that. Peaple do some messd up shit on meth,i saw 1 guy talking to his shoe like a phone cuz he thought it was bugged, its bad shit. Ive been doing it near everyday for the last 3 & i think i have literally seen everything strange & eerie( skinwalkers, demonic possessions, witchcraft, a giant UFO) im not jokng&i am really not delusion i know this because i wasnt the only one to see it) and once during a friends dmt experiences " the creator"came to visit. That night every battery in 2 houses flickered and were all completely drained on every single device. Alot of people are going through some really tough times and that is when he strikes,at our weakest. I have seen nothing but darkness and its all steal,kill &destroy because he takes away everything that gives you joy &he is the master of deception. Sorry im probably rambling 😂lol. But thanks &good luck. Jesus saves!

Hello Beautiful lady

The weather man thing happened to me too!

no doubts yes all compromised so obvious 🤡 my conscious is clean … can you all say the same?

I wonder what the Mom would have done had she not been worried about the boys. Would she still have enabled? Not saying at all that its easy to know what to do. Just asking as im not quite sure what the benefit of these videos are supposed to be. No disrespect to her or the Mom as clearly they got out of this very difficult situation somehow but lots of important things that could actually belp others is glossed over. What is or more importantly was her relationship with ber Dad. The mother mentions she was on a date so obviously she was no longer with the Dad. Was she married to the Dad? Divorced? How did tbe divorce go? How soon were the parents online looking for someone else to validate themselves instead of being their for their daughter. Divorce impacts children very much. People are reluctant to say this bc we don't want to make people feel bad but that doesn't change it. It doesn't matter that she slept through the.night as a baby or that she was a great student when she was a kid. Rhe teenage years is really when things can go off the rails if the earlier stuff wasn't done right and sometimes even when it was. Even the fact that she was getting involved with the wrong guys is probably Daddy issues n that is huge. Even before the drugs. Then the Mom acts like doing cocaine is not a huge deal. Too much laughing in this video though i imaginr for the Mom its more of a nervous laugh. Hope they all do well especially her boys. Im just concerned that too many of these videos are almost glorifying addiction n short of actual tips. I agree with the Mom that its best for people not to remind them that even though they are clean 4 months still have to worry. Yes of course this is true but its probably best never to say this to someone unless you know them very well or there is very good reason. Those sober living places can be veru difficult for addicts as so many arent sober at various times. The Mom certainly went through alot especially since also taking care of her own Mom. Raising her grandchildren during all this must have been overwhelming. Most parents are beside themselves with grief,worry n anger just when their grown kid is in addiction. The idea that they had to re learn a relationship that eas healthy for both of them is such an important aspect. Wish all parents even those blessed with children who choose never to use drugs so never became addicted would be willing to create a healthier relationship with their adult kids based on mutual respect. Too few are.

Congratulations girl august 4 I celebrated 10 years clean and it feels amazing but my journey there was also hard to losing everything while trying to get clean to falling off and getting back up and now here I am the only one left that is still here

Please pray for my Father. He has been on that mess for a while now. I’ve tried to talk to him about it but he doesn’t want to hear it. He gets really crazy and angry on it. Not to mention it’s killing his body. He now has a pacemaker but still does it. I cant do anything else about it. I’ve tried and it gets me nowhere. I’ve had friends get killed or go to prison over it. He has told me that he has been so high that he has seen shadow people. I have had friends die or go to prison over it. So please pray for my dad. I don’t want him to end up like my friends I have lost over it.

He looks like Chris Benoit.

Nobody will ever understand any of this until they have lived it and you all speaking out makes everything all validated . 💯🙏❤️

I love you both so freakin much !! #Bostonthatbooktho

You 2 are gangstalkers youselfs

Was wondering where you went.. glad I saw this post!

This subject is very interesting. I read that occultists specifically use meth in their rituals. There was a dog the bounty hunter vid in hawaii where he goes into a house and find a secret pasageway leading to a series of corridors or small rooms and finds a book something like “the dark secrets of meth”. I have been trying to find it again but never could.

I know I’m not crazy but I feel things in my car and see flashes of light and I’m not afraid but it has been going on almost 1 2/ and I want my life back . And be normal . I pray alll the time and don’t stay negative and say positive affirmations but sometimes it literally feels like I can’t breath . There’s a huge heavyness and then almost like something stinging me at times in my car . And I just try to ignore it