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2:13

i dont know what to post so here is a slightly old rec

3:23

im lost

2:51

comforting nightmare

0:49

lil improv for you to enjoy

2:58

gender dysphoria will be the death of me

6:00

i am yet to solve my problems

i have problems, like everyone does. i'm currently in therapy and blah blah blah i dont wanna write about that here. what i wanna say is that i'm happy being with the people i am with, i have developed an anxiety for messing up with how i explain myself and today i made a mistake like so, i didn't really know how to explain myself so i just said what i had in mind at the moment, which was wrong or at least caused a minor issue trough communication. anyway... this is all to say that my life is still going and it's starting to get better, i like sharing these thoughts and my music even if without expertise. thank you for reading ◄3

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2:13

clickbait cat thumbnail (music)

มุมมอง 20หลายเดือนก่อน

me playing pino :P

i dont know what to post so here is a slightly old rec

3:23

i dont know what to post so here is a slightly old rec

มุมมอง 18หลายเดือนก่อน

pretty much it

2:51

im lost

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i dunno, its been a wild couple of days. i met a girl, spilled my heart out and she loves me ig. it has stunned me, i dont know what to do, another one more time... she and i have problems to solve, ones that come before an intimate relationship... and i have to admit i dont feel like she does towards me... im flattered and for the rest i wanna help her how i can... support her while i learn to...

0:49

comforting nightmare

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dullness of nightmares

2:58

lil improv for you to enjoy

มุมมอง 403 หลายเดือนก่อน

hope you enjoy :3

gender dysphoria will be the death of me

6:00

gender dysphoria will be the death of me

มุมมอง 603 หลายเดือนก่อน

i've been feeling dysphoric for a while now, more than i'd like to admit. i've felt strange since forever but i never really knew how to approach the feeling... courage and time have brought me to suspecting suffering from gender dysphoria and maybe even being trans. i have no idea, thats all i've come to, i have no idea of what i want but im also terrified by everything. the 24 of this month i...

0:47

lil thing - ver. 2

มุมมอง 875 หลายเดือนก่อน

it doesnt have a name yet ;-; , but its cool!!

3:33

‎the mouth

มุมมอง 375 หลายเดือนก่อน

‎the mouth

t̷̥̝̃ř̵̨̹̘̼̌̎y̷̗̤̼͌͒̚͝ì̵̞̏n̸̳̏̈́́͌g̵̩͓̾̈́̊ ̵̨͆͐̐͘t̶̝̝̉͛̏o̴̱̦̊̿ ̷̫͝h̵̪̉͋̐e̸̝̼̹͝a̷̠͕̦̥̅l̶̟͐͂́͝

8:29

t̷̥̝̃ř̵̨̹̘̼̌̎y̷̗̤̼͌͒̚͝ì̵̞̏n̸̳̏̈́́͌g̵̩͓̾̈́̊ ̵̨͆͐̐͘t̶̝̝̉͛̏o̴̱̦̊̿ ̷̫͝h̵̪̉͋̐e̸̝̼̹͝a̷̠͕̦̥̅l̶̟͐͂́͝

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i forced my own hands on the keyboard hoping to free my feelings trough it... this is just another mostly failed attempt... alt title: t̶̝͈̎r̵̛͉͈͎̦̄̎̐y̵̻͓̾̕i̸̞̋̃ͅņ̶̕͘g̸̗̳̼̮̋̈ ̶̨̤̅̚̕t̴̻̒̕͠o̴̳̬̟̟̾͗̍ ̴̯̳̀̊̅̋g̶͚̝̩͌̂e̷̘̹̠̟͗̀͝ť̴� ̵͍̲͖̌ḅ̸̡̭̋̓͘̕a̴̢̛c̴̣̽́͗k̴̼̝̼̃̀ ̵̗̖̩̀o̸̮̙̬̟̿͝ň̵̛̹͙͑̀ ̵̰̽̒̊t̶̩̻̝͇̀́ŕ̵̳͖̟͍̑͆a̵̹̼̪̝͒̆č̵̮̰͜ͅk̴̙̯̤̋̀͒͘

5:38

lonely birthday

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i passed my sixteenth birthday with only one friend that remembered my birthday. that "friend" is the only person thats left for me to have as company, i dont have a say in my life but i dont care enough to do something about it. i still wanna die huh?