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thank you so much for your video. can you tell me more about the questions they asked in the interview?

Thank you for your compassion and common sense. For a boy who has his sexuality scarred with a scalpel (by the NHS) only to then be treated as a criminal for his unchosen attractions, might suspect the Human Rights Act has failed him. David Cameron had "pae*do*philes" officially equated to "te*ror*rists", and the government have not yet retracted or reversed his persecutory legislation. Oh yeah, the same man who announced how "proud" he was that people can "practice their religious beliefs".

Hey Ava, I've been missing your TH-cam videos! I hope you're doing well and that everything is okay. I'm looking forward to seeing your next upload!

Allow people to live

I had trauma at school it was an unreality prelude to later mental health problems.

It's Fight, Flight, O Or Freeze; Not Fight or Flight.

Murder is the unjustified or unlawful killing of another person. If it's in Defense of Your Country; IT'S NOT Murder. If it's to Defend Your GOD GIVEN Rights That are Protected by The Constitution; IT'S NOT Murder. If it's in Defense of Yourself or Another Person; IT'S NOT Murder. Therefore a Murderer is someone who unjustified or unlawfully the Life of Another person.

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Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia say Goldingtss

i grew up in an extremely abusive foster home surrounded by Pedophiles and predators and experienced CSA and other types of abuse all my life. in the past few years,i had an ex partner take advantage of me when i was feeling safe enough to try and help heal my trauma through voluntary age regression(i also have ASD and cptsd. so i'm naturally a bit more childlike espeially in my special interests,fashion etc and in my personality anyway and can age regress involuntarily too) anyway. He consistently made me uncomfortable by sending me explicit photos and he also got aroused while i was regressed. After that i stopped doing anything like that voluntarily because i felt uncomfortable and yuck. He explained it away and not long after that i found some horrible things he was hiding. The police cleared him of any wrong doing..SOMEHOW???? wtf. but he 'blamed me' for all of it and blamed me for what i had found,because he supposedly 'couldn't talk to me'. This dude knew what i had been through as a child and my biggest fears and i had processed so much trauma with this persons 'help' and now i'm even more traumatised and broken. i already had ocd before all that happened but now my ocd is SEVERE and my ocd likes to focus on pocd/harm ocd and i feel like i must be a horrible awful person. its terrifying. i'd never fucking hurt anyone ever and the thought of any of this makes me physically sick and its disgusting and im in no way attracted to any of it. but he blamed his fucked up shit,on me? i dont know how its my fault.. i feel like i can no longer be myself and have the same personality i did as i fear others will either take advantage of me again or think i'm a creep. I've tried to self delete from earth due to all of this because i was so so scared. It doesn't help when people have this sort of saying of 'most people who were abused will become abusers'. when i see people say that my ocd convinces me that i 'must be an abuser' although i have never ever done anything and will never do anything to hurt someone else. its really debilitating.

Thank you very much. Can you suggest just one book about the topic? I would be glad to read it.

howdare you say that things in ypur body like a scanner or things in your body that asisst you. aids like a robot legs when they wear out. so get it exacatly right. exactly. u m f.

There is something being put in the weed that is causing this. Trust me. Yo girl, do you have a boyfriend??

Are there any negative effects?

Schizophrenia say AMATEUR ,4.20

Hi Ava! I've been enjoying your videos lately:) How come you are doing 2 PhDs at the same time? I think that is kind of intriguing as it is rare?

I see so many people being labeled as “groomer” or “pedophile” and treated as if they’re lowest form of life possible, over an age gap no higher than 3-4 years (EG 16-19) and its doing alot of damage to me, I am unable to stop thinking about it sometimes

Awesome video! Very helpful for my research. I'd love to learn more about the benefits of volunteers with similar experiences. Do you have a resource on that?

Thank you so much for this video it’s hard to find a good Vivek talking about this topic i had something bad happen to me last week and I live in fear thinking I’ll happen again and it’s killing me emotionally

Say va Sunday's

Schizophrenia say va @ Sunday $Betpatgoetz.

I have possible narcolepsy and i can't begin to tell you how many medical professionals think i have psychosis. There's patterns to my hallucinations. Before and after sleep. When tired... dr doesn't belive me

Wtf is wrong with you? You must share the same ideas as these sickos! How about normalizing serial killers? This is 🤢 as a victim I say, SHAME ON YOU!

Hi some of the symptoms described sound similar to adhd types. That given, do they interpolate?

This is literality the worst worst life that can happen to someone.

I really liked this video. I rarely comment but I'm glad to find literature on this topic as well as your outline of how trauma and psychosis can be related. I'm interested in creating a therapy group related to these topics and your comment about trauma informed care vs processing symptoms in the here and now really changed how I may look at doing this group in the future!! I'm a masters level counseling student looking forward to what might come out of this topic for me in the future thank you!!!! :)

So right wingers then!

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I recall starting my phd at the same time as you and only found the channel again just now. What a fucking journey dude, my viva is tomorrow, over it!

I've had on and off pedophilic obsessions in the years since my first experience with POCD(though I'm mostly past it these days because I've gotten past the mental stigma of pedophilia itself and can properly separate ppl with pedophilic disorder from predators, so the fear is lesser now), but actually my first and worst experience with POCD happened when I was only 12 years old, and lasted three hellish months until I very nearly killed myself and had to be admitted to a mental hospital for two weeks(and somehow was not diagnosed with ocd then and there). Ofc I knew I was a child myself but my fear was of either being attracted to children younger than myself or of growing up to be an adult attracted to children. I was lucky because when I tried to get myself to attempt suicide I hesitated and couldn't do it, and I chose to tell my mom about my plans. But I'm sure not everyone who has OCD was as lucky as me. People without OCD don't realize I that it's a disorder that can literally KILL.

I have psychosis and trauma and this was extremely helpful for understanding it better! Thank you!

It’s funny how the the DSM boxes trauma into schizophrenia rather than considering CPTSD like the ICD. In America, if you have CPTSD and go to psychiatry, you’re fucked. Be careful

I've struggled with pocd since I was 9. I just want to know if I'm one of those monsters or not... I hate these thoughts. I hate them. I would rather be abused than be the abuser. I was fine for a while, but this anxiety became worse. I'm 15 now and I just seriously hate myself. I can't even look at a picture of a random kid because I'm afraid I'll feel aroused. I hate it...I hate it. I just want a permanent solution to this. I don't even know what my true feelings are anymore.

Really informative thank you

Yes it has I had really bad depression ware I did not want to do anything and tired to kill myself took pills to I fund out I have to use marijuana every day because it makes me healthy it limits my depression ware I can cope can talk for everyone but it has worked for me but I fund it's not the weed it's ware it comes from I fund the native people has the best and that's ware I buy it from

Thank you for your valuable insight. It helps me to prepare my application to UCL😊

incredibly in-depth and informative espescially compared to the other videos that i have seen

Does she have an only fans ?

I have two family members that have undergone severe problems with this. And the way cannabis has been legalized and determined safe is very concerning. And then of course, you have a huge percentage of high school and college kids addicted to Adderall. Our society is doomed.

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2:13 Experienced all sensory versions. I have witnessed deep immersion toward a belief but it was entirely false to me, and quite frankly off putting.

Simply being classified as "mentally ill" is shameful & stigmatizing in & of itself.

Put a vibrating b*ttplug up your @$$ next video?

It seems they fall into two major groups: formerly s-abused children who repeat the cycle who need to be able to be rescued & given treatment ; & adult-mostly male-who never had any of these feelings but are intentionally addicted via social media mainly, by the organized purveyors of s-child abuse. It follows the same brain changes as any other addiction and the incidence of this is increasing. Pushers & addicts. Trauma based behavior and addictive behavior requires treatment. The purveyors who take photos or videos of child abuse and who traffic children are the root cause of the increasing numbers of the second group. There needs to be a safe path toward treatment right when people have the thought before it turns into action so they do not turn into preditors. It is in everyone’s best interest. Jailing people does not cure them though society must be protected from the direct abusers of children. If we are not proactive as s society the numbers of these people will continue to grow because the causes are un-checked.

Hey ava, you should put a vibrator on you and try to act normal next video :p

Trauma is often one of the main causes of psychosis as well. All it takes is a gun to a person's head and bam 6 months later - full blown schizophrenia; due to genetics.

I’m clinging on to what’s left of reality, I’m in need of a full time rest. I’m scared of what lies beyond and the pain it would put on others

Very very helpful!!! Thank you! Please continue to share videos such as this… The link between trauma and psychosis is something very important for people to be aware of! Thank you!