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ive been suffering with these thoughts for about a month now, tomorrow im planning to finally call a therapist but idk if i can even bring this subject up. when i was a teen i did go through something horrible. my parents showed me things no child should see and ever since ive been struggling sexually bc ive been addicted to porn. that addiction led to me looking up weird art online and i feel so quilty and ashamed like why didnt i think anything of this sooner. it made me so anxious and question myself all the time. it took me almost a week or two to confess to my bf and to some of my friends, and im still not sure that they fully grasp on what im dealing with. it comes back in waves. at first these thoughts werent just about kids but i managed to some how get a grip on that sorta. i really hope i will recover from this. i really want to. i regret going on rule34 and ever being on there for porn.

Not sure if I've been suffering from psychosis or suffering from a narcissist... nothing makes sense anymore

POCD Does not stand for pedophile OCD. It stands for pure OCD stop calling it pedophile OCD. Pure OCD can include themes of fear on an intellectual level of pedophiles or being a pedophile, but pure OCD does not stand for pedophile OCD. It can include a lot of things. I don’t know why I have to explain this. Jesus fucking Christ get a hold of yourselves. POCD stands for pure OCD not pedophile OCD get a goddamn grip.

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Thank you for sharing this! I find it very useful! Do you have to be very proficient in data analysis and SPSS, or is your dissertation experience enough? I am currently doing my master's and hoping to get a research assistant role after my graduation, but I'm not sure if they need very advanced data analysis skills...

I went on lexapro for some minor anxiety and burnout symptoms 10mg I lasted two weeks and am quitting . I made me so sick and extremely anxious all the time . I had hot flashes chills, I couldn't eat or sleep ... my head hurt all the time my hands would shake I had the runs all day.... sore throat it felt like covid . I don't know why but this medicine I could not tolerate. I also had mood swings

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This "society", Amerika, is TOXIC, toxic to one's Mental Health, protect yourself accordingly!

Thank you, Ava. Totally agree with previous comments. Your short videos are great. It will definitely help me with my presentations. I'm very grateful 🙏

I dont get it. Is the prolonged thought and feeling of wanting to die/losing hope/giving up itself able to kill you if it gets too intense? Or it needs to be followed by bad habits like not sleeping/eating/hydrating or generally neglecting yourself? I only know that I struggled mentally for years now, those were always different things like nostalgia, depressive epizodes, panic attacks, health anxiety, GAD etc and in last few months I just felt so weird thinking I will die, cant tell what In feeling I just dont feel good

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Trigger warning - hahaha - destruction of free speech.

Trauma I would explain as an event taking place during an individuals life that is extremely unsettling in outcomes, when similar possible reoccurrence happens in the future, hypervigilance is definitely present, due to the individuals resistance from reoccurrence. With having ADHD, I'm naturally more impulsive prone with hyperactivity and therefore tempted with initial reasoning to choices. Now when it comes to psychosis, my experience with an event comes from a series of triggering events, that unwanted outcomes are occurring in repetition, giving a sense of doom outlook from a perceived period of time being "draining and overly "negative" in outcome. This was mostly exacerbated with substance abuse, mostly in the form of opioids in the substance (which at the time, wasn't specifically seeking opioids (it was a cutting agent)). Which resulted in insomnia, racing thoughts, irrational decision making when it came to simple tasks. I remembering for budgeting, my rational thinking was gambling alot of money to try to "have a chance for freedom", from financial burden. Or like hyper sexuality and very strong impulses to do self destructing behaviors. This was a constant loop of keeping myself in a series of negative perceived outcomes, while emotionally dysregulating from said outcomes. Which further and furthered paranoia and looking back at it now, self destructive behaviors. Which when faced with for a series of time, becomes full blown derangement and acceptance of negative behaviors and projection of negative behaviors. It was like i knew during the timeframe that I was constantly not "happy", but instead of making hard choices to change, I just continued to cope with substances and snapped. Which recovering now and feel much better! But, it can be seen as the continual self destructive of one self until intervention, or a unwanted outcome. If you notice a trend of constant misery or like never ending anxiety/panic, the environment you are keeping yourself in, but coping, is what you need to address and make positive changes or more self reflection of triggers and find acceptance/avoid environments that will spike a traumatic response. My doctor helped me out of a psychosis state, with weekly visit and helping me hold myself accountable for making positive changes a habit and it was much easier after that.

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The youtube algorithm is fascinating. If I was religious, I'd say these random videos were a message from a devine energy. I have had the most random and unexpected journey with unpacking my tauma this year, and just last week, I was suggested a video...from out of no where, mentioning that psychosis can last for years, and somatic psychosis is something that deeply resonates with my current journey. It's really difficult to trust anyone nowadays, so it is super helpful having these videos available. Thank you.

Pedophiles called me skitzo when I found out they were pedophiles.

It’s early life trauma to the child….. or even baby that they were overwhelmed by. Now manifesting as chaos.

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thank you for this. what are some examples of trauma focused therapies?

Thank you for explaining such a model. How the past trauma effects our current behavior and a possible psychosis. I was able to plot what lead to my psychosis on it. Although a bout of epileptic fits one evening is what actually gave me the psychotic episode.

Traum fitsst then psychosis follows trauma in mental health symptoms.😊

I'm so confused by the specification for ASD. Like why? It's not as if people with Autism regularly have psychosis or something. I'm an autistic therapist who's had a singular stress-related hallucination (extremely brief), but I work with tons of other people with ASD and psychosis is definitely not a thing most of them bring up?

"Professionals", especially those who don't have personal experience with or study in depth qualitative data have both misconceptions and misconception diagnosis. The first 2 combined mistakes are the failure to recognize or disclose that "disorders" are based on population normalizes and in relation to supposed popular societal expectations. More important and glaring is the major mistake and misunderstanding is that if symptoms and processes are due to circumstances and trauma, the person is not experiencing a "disorder", in fact, the system is in perfect and expected working order. The simplest example, if a person is I. A depressing situation, it is normal and healthy to be or feel depressed. The opposite reaction couod be seen as abnormal.

of course its trauma. most things people say whilst psychotic has reality in it.

I like t his style of dialog please keep it up

Definitely sounds like someone observing psychotic patients wrote this down. From what I understand "catatonic" and "negative" behavior isn't really often lack of action, on the contrary there might be an entire storm going through their head which takes all the attention away from the outside world. Also, they might be paranoid or over interpret everything that is happening around them and too scared or confused to interact.

Was abused pretty bad during the first 11 years oft my life. Apart from seeing and hearing my parents scream absolute hate at each other while they threw things or broke things usually culminating with my father cornering my mother and getting physical in various ways, there was also physical abuse form both of them. The worst was when I was 10 and my father had mother in a corner I'd do something to make him come after me and I've been knocked out and choked out several times. When they got a divorce my mom would often hit me telling me I was just like my father When I was 20 my aunt and mother sat me down and told me they thought my dad had sexually abused me. I had no memory of it so I dismissed it, until about a year later when our of nowhere a memory of hin sexually abusing me popped up. A year after that I was basically living in a psychotic episode. Had auditory hallucinations, plenty of paranoid delusions where I would draw up charts showing how everything was connected, I thought there was messages for me in the radio and TV, I had thought broadcasting, I thought I'd died and gone to hell, thought I had a microchip in me and other things but that covers it. This lasted for years and for some reason all but stopped one day. I'll have episodes on occasion but nothing like how I was.

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Thank you. This makes a lot of sense.

Too late to try & push the psychosis angle. I'm very in touch with reality. No delusions or hallucinations. Even an attempt to label my speech as such is criminal. I would stop poking the bear with your pseudo psychology...

Thank for your contribution with your informative videos. Although your videos are factually correct they lack cultural and personal context as well as consideration of alternative interpretations. To explain: 1. Cultural context: I heard once, a long time ago, that people with schizophrenia, may listen a voice in their head (in western industrial societies) but in some other communities some of which can be found in Africa, the voice(s) comes from the belly. I would expect that in different cultures the locus of the voice is different (internal vs external for example). 2: Personal context: how come and you are interested in the subject of schizoaffective spectrum disorders? Making your interest more relevant to your experience might have some benefits. Secondly, I am wondering if the voice(s) should be given a personal context such “las “according to THIS or THAT theory, the voices are internalized heuristics, beliefs and statements from a person’s familiar environment”. 3: Alternative interpretations. How about this: Could it be the case that there might be indeed a spiritual mafia? How come and some people hear voices and some not? Schizophrenia is a poorly understood diagnostic label, the interpretation of which, as a form of disease from the (psycho)medical community, might not be the best one. Our society accommodate for specific forms of experience.

Betrayal trauma means bad things happening to you. Your ex betrayed you, that is the bad thing has happened to you. How to come out of betrayal trauma that I will see tommorrow. Let's enjoy now

Any thoughts on trauma and accountability?

I had a weed over dose....( It was like being a very young child again Involuntarily and Not being able to. Speak properly )On top of that, I had to deal with three narcissistic idiots going at me at one point in time... And extreme ptsd... the flash backs were really bad.

People who never had it can never understand... every doctor and expert talking about it have no fucking clue at least in the west...

I’m really grateful for educators like this person, i never comment this enough but I’ve spent years on the internet looking for ways to cope and I’m always able to find people spreading helpful information in the muck

Thank you. I wish at least one of the numerous therapist's or counselors I saw in my youth and early adult life had at least attempted to explain what was actually occurring inside my mind. Unfortunately my aversion to feeling vulnerable at all prevented me from really opening up to any of them. I had no interest in sharing my vulnerable emotions, thoughts, or experiences with anyone, in my experience doing so resulted in your direct, overt, and overwhelming humiliation. Giving someone else, with any amount of power over you, felt too weak, too pathetic, to close to the way I had felt my entire childhood. I learned very young that anything that felt good came at a price, joy came only at a price. Comfort, nonsexual intimate touch came at a disgusting price. I think I tought myself to feel disgust at the thought of intimacy or joy, due to the combining of my religious education, the sexual molestation, and my desire to be a moral, decent, and admired person. I really tried HARD to be a person I could admire and respect, for years. Unfortunately due to my trauma I failed to properly vet those I allowed into my life. I thought I had though, I allowed myself to feel safe, vulnerable, open, and trusting of my husband. I actually really wanted to trust him. It is now apparent that I actually built him up, fantasized him like sort of created a persona for him, jn my head, one that he was not. Even after he lied to me and betrayed me, I still pushed ahead because by that time we were already married with a child. Then we were hit with my AVM and year's of brain surgeries, then college, home purchasing, life with a busy family, then caring for my dying father, keeping up with the Jones's etc. It hit me all at once when I found the evidence he failed to hide. All those weird inconsistencies, all those things I couldn't bare to think about... they ALL smashed into me like a freight train. I realized that the last twenty years has been one long escapism episode. I never knew my husband at all, not really. I knew the person I had hoped he was, failed to see who he really was. All those small things that hurt me throughout, the ones I didn't really know why they hurt me... they were all massive red flags that I failed to recognize. No part of our "love story" was real, he had never really loved me, not in the way I defined love. I was never safe, not at any point, and that in itself is traumatizing for me. I really had believed that I was safe. The amount of resentment I have towards my own self for feeling safe is unbearable now. I HATE that I allowed myself to be happy in the midst of this fake marriage is sickening, especially after I had thought I had learned my lesson in childhood. I thought I had figured life out. Now I know that I cannot have intimate relationships. I can not connect to other people, especially a man again. It is so sickening that all my children's childhood memories are now perverted traumatizing nightmares, because now all those little hurtful things make sense, I know what they were hiding now. Ugh. Its so sickening that I allowed myself to be fooled again. All I can say is NEVER again.

I heard voices when I was going through my psychosis... Like everywhere I went, work, stores, home. Just evil voices man I thought my neighbors were going to kill me and impale me on the gate at home. Pretty wild sh*t tbh. Couldn't sleep for 4 days and then the voices got even more evil. Was admitted to the mental ward soon after that. I'm better now and understand my truama is what brought it on.

Once again the dislike feature does not work. You need to research this properly before you beleive any of it.

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It is just a memory stimulus response arc effecting the endocrine system. You will have to give it up with the "psychobabble" it holds no credibility with those above A level and working class families are making political use of it when they fall out with one another. I see you are young and possibly don't know any better. Any kid can get a psychological dictionary and look up what you are saying. It will have the word 'psychobabble in it.

It is just a memory stimulus response arc with an endocrine system dynamics. You will have to give it up with the "

Psychiatry is a scam. Cointellpro and electronic weapons.

Are there any SSRI’s or antidepressants in general that have a positive effect on cognition?