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I'm feeling the same way now. Hope you're okay

It's not the answer, I can tell you that from experience. The moment you do it. you regret it. I couldn't do that to my children. I had this very vivid dream of them being informed of my death. I felt their pain . I don't think children really recover when a parent commits😢 suicide. This happened before I had children. You absolutely have a purpose here. You just don't know it yet. There is light at the end of the tunnel, and recovery is possible. With the right medication. And other means of dealing with it, you can have a happy, successful life. 😌🙏💫⭐️💜🇨🇦

Sorry to hear this

I dont see myself making it passed this year. I feel so worthless and useless. I have days where i dont even get out if bed. I am really in a bad place. I understand what you feeling because i am there too

100%

You’re welcome 😊

❤me too

Same here, are you still alive?

Hey there. Yeah it’s been a minute. A loooong minute. And yes. I’m literally gearing up to shoot more content of which I’ve been saying for years but this time it’s happening. Should be posting something in the next couple of weeks maybe sooner.

@@RJHen I'm so glad! Your video was incredibly moving and important. I've dealt with major depression for years and have been there myself. Like you said, it can go from 0-10 in a short period of time. I'm certain there's a genetic component in my family tree. My Grandma ended her life in 1951 on my dad's 17th birthday; and my sister in 2015 at the age of 56 (she had classic and severe BPD). My entire family has had mental health struggles (addiction, PTSD, alcoholism, hoarding, etc). Then my precious daughter developed schizophrenia in 2013 right after graduating high school. She had just started Bible college, but came home after 2 mos. and it has been devastating ever since. I worry about her constantly. As a Christian, my faith is everything to me and has sustained me in my darkest hours, but that doesn't mean it's easy. We must remain vigilant. Videos like yours will change lives and give others hope. So glad you survived. Keep on going.

Hi RJ, I came across your video tonight as I search, like most nights to find out about suicide. You see my husband of 18 wonderful yrs committed suicide July 28,23. I found him and I have been devastated ever since. I want to understand what happened, why he didn’t talk to me. I often wonder if it was my fault,something I said or did? It is horrific for me to realize that he actually took his own life and is no longer here with me and our family. Thank you for speaking out and reaching others in need who struggle with suicide!!

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I care. Can i be your friend?

It can feel like this. I often feel like that. What makes you feel loved? ❤❤ Share what you feel ❤❤

I am just finding this to be true😢😢 4:24pm

Playing my cello and my daughter makes me feel loved

Agreed

So brave you are. Keep living. Sending you a big massive hug ❤

Maybe it helped him to express how he was feeling

That sums it up. 😉

be strong...we with you

Your not alone, remember that

I also have been struggling with extreme depression and suicidal thoughts and I attempted suicide in March 2024. Hope you know that I actually know how you feel. Good luck 👍.

Stay strong guys 🙏

It's not so much that they don't understand but Ive learned that they do not care about those of us who are struggling and sick

I understand

@Skye75 Thank you for understanding. Life is a struggle right now and hearing your heart felt comment is appreciated. It's nice to know that I'm not alone.

Yes absolutely why take your own life just to reincarnate here on earth again rather just be patient cuz sometimes suicide thoughts is temporary until things get better again remember life is short and everyone will pass sooner or later .just hang on

Ugh. Flexx! You got this! Survive survive survive. I know I know I know… easier said than done. As much as I know and as many ways as I’ve learned to get bk happy again it all mostly still goes out the window when I’m in that dark place. Please try to find that light, that thing that reduces the “funk” and “cloud” and use it to come out of that low place. Hit me up on Instagram if you want to connect and share.

please don't give up...if you need to talk, I'm here

you are not alone....it hurts a lot....I know

You absolutely will make it through it. Very tough for our loved ones to truly get it. Thank you for the kind words and please hit me up on instagram to connect and share more.

You are not alone… breathe. You are worthy ❤

Hey there Hadi. I’m glad my video resonated with you. Really helps to know you’re not alone and that others are surviving. Gives hope that we all can survive and continue surviving. I’m sorry that you’re alone and struggling. Feel free to hit me up on instagram at iamrjhen if you want to share more.

Thank you for sharing this.

A friend mentioned ect treatments worked n meds didn't

True. It's about human emotions and brains. I have strong depressed feelings from certain area's or locations. Pretty weird but it suddenly overwhelms me. Same feeling when I think of office buildings. Rationally I know it's in my head, my brains, my feelings about a location but it's very intense.

@@peaceofmindofpeace1650 i share the same feelings...even smell,certain words too

You might be right. - Thank you.

I did many years ago but no difference. I set a final exit date of May 31 2024.

Love yourself because ,Jesus loves you❤

God is deaf to suffering

I relate. I really need ppl. If only a few. I have been alone to many days. We need love. We all need love like deserts need water Sending you a hug ❤ stay around.

Hope a miracle meds can help

Selling your soul is just a figure of speech. If you take the money and status away from those celebrities, they'd be living a similar life to yours now, just think about. I've said the same thing myself, because it seems like they get to live so freely and abundantly, but if all the things that God gave us for FREE, wasn't taken away years ago by wicked people who told us everything now has a price, we wouldn't need to "sell our soul", that should tell you that you're not the problem, we're not the problem. We THINK we're the problem, it's all a game and that's the depressing part about it.

always find a good project to do, I suffered deep depression and turned to drink. I then found gardening and it turned my world round. Nights are hard for me!

Im with you bud. It’s the first thing that comes to mind when I wake up. Everyday is a fight to stay alive.

😢😢😢...I can't believe there are so many people that suffer with this. oh my God!!!

don't bro...give me shout

He said 800,000 per year. Not 800. Listen again 0:31

bro, even if he said 800, why is that a bother compared to all that is happening to people...people like you unfortunately make people think the worse. Please, bro, don't be like that, let's help each other, because people are dying, bro.

Please listen to what he said.

I pray you get the peace you desire ❤

Time heals. I wanted to kill myself around 25 years old... I'm now 38 and left a girlfriend of 6 years because I don't think I'm strong enough to have kids down the road. I loved her and she loved me deeply... she was giving me all the signs of wanting to live with me until death... and beyond. I regret my decision of leaving her, but I can't stand hurting her. I think I have to let go, but the pain is so strong that I thought about killing myself again... You are not alone, but because of my last suicidal period, I know there is more. I would have never seen her face, seen her laugh, her dance, her studying, her playing games with me... I don't know your situation but there is more coming to you, some bad, but a lot of good. There always is, no matter how hard it is right now. Hold on a bit more. Summer is coming. From my heart to yours, I understand.

@@ThomDion Time heals. It's been 44 years and time ain't healed shit. Time just makes the wound hurt less.....then someone triggers you and the wound opens up with a newly acquired wound. Can't tell me that shit. I'm living the contrary.

@@ThomDion you should choose love over fear of “not being strong enough.” isolation kills. Call your girlfriend back and get back together. The other thing I wanted to tell you is that sometimes the children you bring into the world HELP you and it doesn’t have anything to do with you “being strong enough;” they are gifts from God. So, please rethink your decision to break up with your girlfriend of six years. You broke her heart and now you’re breaking your own, and ours 😢 by reading about it. Please make up with her and choose love. ❤️ 💕 😢

I know what youre feeling and trust me ive been there, bit you have to remeber that god loves you and theres hope in youre future. Your life matters and if you feel like you have no one just turn to jesus in prayer, fasting and reading the word and let him transform you. Youre life matters, dont do it

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