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Tea for therapy! (session 185)
มุมมอง 9914 วันที่ผ่านมา
solo therapy #autism #autistic #therapy
Have tea with me, for therapy… (session 184)
มุมมอง 3728 วันที่ผ่านมา
solo therapy #autism
Have tea with me, in autistic burnout… (session 183)
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solo therapy #autism #autistic #therapy
On the cost of (suspected) implicit communication… (session 182)
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solo therapy
ramblin’ on! (session 181)
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solo therapy
… oh and i’ve graduated. (session 180)
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solo therapy
8e adult! (session 179)
มุมมอง 102 หลายเดือนก่อน
solo therapy
…before the eggs are laid! (session 178)
มุมมอง 102 หลายเดือนก่อน
solo therapy
Thesis-film Ben_Jay for B.A. Film und Motion Design
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(2024-08-11-13-35) shot using schlieren photography digital production using blender 3D post processing done using ‘dobe CC and Topaz Labs suite the thesis title and subtitle are: Phenomena of Applied Physics as motifs of video art: A case study of Daniel Craig era James Bond title sequences as to their use of phenomena of Applied Physics as motifs.
…other waffling! (session 177)
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solo therapy
…though I “know”, I should NOT! (session 176)
มุมมอง 202 หลายเดือนก่อน
solo therapy happy to help strangers, struggling with accepting this to be a good deed also reaping the rewards of self medication
… having “good” little laughs! (session 175)
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solo therapy
…update and general life! (session 174)
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solo therapy
… ‘cos they may sue you! (session 173)
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… ‘cos they may sue you! (session 173)
And what IF I am NOT? (session 173)
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And what IF I am NOT? (session 173)
… Inexcusable! (session 172)
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… Inexcusable! (session 172)
steady cruisin’… (session 171)
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steady cruisin’… (session 171)
…and i can’t even meet that! (session 170)
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…and i can’t even meet that! (session 170)
I trust people, I do not know… (session 169)
มุมมอง 63 หลายเดือนก่อน
I trust people, I do not know… (session 169)
… great success! (session 168)
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… great success! (session 168)
… on giving up one’s privileges! (session 167)
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… on giving up one’s privileges! (session 167)
…built different! (session 166)
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…built different! (session 166)
…compromise its works quality! (session 165)
มุมมอง 113 หลายเดือนก่อน
…compromise its works quality! (session 165)
Adul7! (session 164)
มุมมอง 83 หลายเดือนก่อน
Adul7! (session 164)
arbitrary rule enforcement… (session 163)
มุมมอง 183 หลายเดือนก่อน
arbitrary rule enforcement… (session 163)
Writing away… (session 162)
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Writing away… (session 162)
…different pleasures! (session 161)
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…different pleasures! (session 161)
… so takesies backsies should equate to self-unalivement (session 160)
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… so takesies backsies should equate to self-unalivement (session 160)
[rant] If rules are NOT enforced… (session 159)
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[rant] If rules are NOT enforced… (session 159)

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  • @mdobr
    @mdobr 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thanks for sharing this update. It’s great to hear about the progress you’ve made. These may feel like small steps, but they’re stacking up to real momentum. You’re finding ways to chip away at the tough stuff, even when it’s tempting to pull back. That's a win. As for the career coaching, it’s a resource you’ve got on the table. They seem ready to guide you to a real solution, but it’ll only pay off if you commit to doing the work on your end. You’ve got a strong head on your shoulders, Ben, and a sharp eye for details. Lean into that, trust the process, and give it the best shot you can. It’s tough, but remember, the road ahead is just made up of one small step after another. Keep going - no one’s going to make this happen but you.

  • @mdobr
    @mdobr 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hey Ben, Thanks for taking the time to read my message and for sharing your thoughts in your latest video. I appreciate your openness and willingness to engage - it's a testament to your reflective nature and skill with language. I can see you've been making strides lately - applying for citizen's money, setting up appointments with organizations that support autistic adults, and working on your film project "Falling Perspectives." These are significant steps forward, and they show your determination to move ahead despite the challenges. Your self-awareness and ability to reflect deeply on your experiences are real strengths. Your creativity shows through in your filmmaking, and your desire to help others - whether it's informing drivers about their brake lights or considering volunteering with the THW - demonstrates your empathy and community spirit. I know it's not easy, but establishing a daily routine might help provide structure and a sense of accomplishment. Even incorporating light physical activity like walking could boost your mood and energy levels. Connecting with support groups for autistic adults might also offer understanding and shared experiences that can be really valuable. Volunteering, like you're considering with the THW, can build confidence and expand your social network. Remember, accepting support when you need it isn't a sign of weakness-it's a form of resilience. You're not a burden; everyone needs help at times. Your worth isn't determined by employment status or financial independence. You contribute meaningfully to the lives of others simply by being who you are. You're not alone in this, and there are resources and people ready to assist you. By taking proactive steps, no matter how small, you're moving toward a brighter future. Believe in your ability to overcome these challenges, and don't hesitate to reach out to people around you for help when needed. Keep pushing forward - I'm rooting for you.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hey Michal, Thanks for taking the time to watch and write the message in the first place (I feel to read and give an adequate response is the minimum “I owe”). I appreciate your engaging (perhaps even mentoring (is this to continue)) with me, man //sex indiscriminate use of the term//. Though I can (and gladly do) accept these compliments cognitively, I’ll still have to fight my inner demons to wholey accept/know them to be true, I appreciate your patience with me. <3 //the language bit I even have measured data for (WAIS-IV (test) protocol from 2020-03-25 with speech understanding as personal best) and still struggle to “know”, fighting MY demons is something I do not believe I can be helped with (sadly)// I can proudly say, your previous comment, in combination with the passing of time, was a bump I needed. So yes I have been making strides, in part thanks to YOU Michal. I have been steadily (and slowly) chipping away at the rough edges of my current issues. Thanks, they truly are strengths; I do also have the weakness of not being able to sell (myself), it’s not looking like any amount of self-awareness will change that; ¡luckily time will! (eventually) My aid to others (and the aspirations of aiding) may appear to demonstrate empathy and a community spirit, they are in no way of an altruistic nature though: -with the break lights, it is in the interest of participants of traffic, of which i happen to be one **shrugs -the idea of joining the THW was planted (in my head) by a tutor, who’s part of the organisation already, and i like the idea of the kit (big-boy toys) and operating this. no doubt there is some community spirit in me //look at my trying to rationalise away my qualities. yay, self-awareness it is!// Oddly enough, this go around (first unemployment, not first time with no professional responsibility, as i was a student previously), I’m not struggling with a routine thusfar. At this time, I needn’t add onto my “social-workload”, nor do I need more dependencies, so I will have to pass on support/self-help groups for now, though (having been part of one such group in the past) i do see the value these offer. //besides the point, I know, but they are few with very far between for autistic adults// I certainly hope volunteering would help with confidence, social networking and qualifications to “play” with kit, I reckon I must get my own sh*t sorted first though, in form of economically sustainable independence. With your (and others’) writing I can hope to one day accept support without “feeling” a burden. Thanks for saying/writing me not being a burden! <3 I say/write this heavy-heartedly, though in theory I do not just accept contributions not having to be economically viable, I agree. A sad reality is that we (humankind at large) live as parts of a capitalist society, there is an external pressure to be economically viable. //I do not like this, but understand why (considering the human variable) we do.// That is ultimately what wealth is to me, the ability to act meaningfully, EVEN if this may not be profitable. I have a lot of levels of capitalism ahead of me before I reach this position (IF I ever do). “[…]Fifty thou a year Will buy a lotta beer Things are goin' great And they're only gettin' better[…] -Patrick Lee Macdonald in “The Future's So Bright, I Gotta Wear Shades” I hope I can one day believe in my ability to overcome these challenges, for now others will have to believe in me, as I appear to not be able to, I’ll keep trying in hopes of others believing in me keeping me afloat. YOU are one of these “others” (you are not me!). THANK YOU Michal <3

    • @mdobr
      @mdobr 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@O2O514-Ben_Jay Thanks so much for your response - I appreciate you taking the time to share all that. It sounds like you’re making steady progress, and that’s what matters most. Remember, moving forward doesn’t mean having everything sorted right away. Sometimes it's enough just to keep pushing, even if belief in yourself isn't fully there yet. I'm glad to be one of the people believing in you right now - keep at it, one step at a time.

  • @swingforthefences777
    @swingforthefences777 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You have a good head on your shoulders. Thanks for sharing and giving your perspective. I appreciate you. First video here, I’ll be back

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thanks for watching and responding! Though I believe you to mean that figuratively, lemme point out a not insignificant portion of my head being an implant, just in case you weren’t being figurative after all. Glad to do so 🤗 definitely taking that as a compliment, thanks kind stranger! <3 Will see you around ☺️

  • @brnnntrnt
    @brnnntrnt 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Fingers crossed things will get better soon!

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thanks for your wishes and having expressed them. “This too, will end.” Luckily this proverb is not just applicable to ‘good’ times, but also the ‘not so great’ times. Thanks for watching and engaging ♥️

    • @brnnntrnt
      @brnnntrnt 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@O2O514-Ben_Jay As my therapist said, whether good or bad, "this too shall pass"

  • @MultiTsbaby
    @MultiTsbaby 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I like you. You seem like a good bloke

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thanks for watching and engaging. I’ll defo take that as a compliment, though my self-esteem does not concur. Thanks for the compliment kind stranger! <3

    • @MultiTsbaby
      @MultiTsbaby 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@O2O514-Ben_Jay all good mate

  • @mdobr
    @mdobr 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Hey Ben, thanks for sharing another candid and thoughtful video. I really admire your openness about your struggles and how you navigate through them. I’m sorry to hear about the job offer falling through, but I couldn’t help but notice how you’re already finding a way to see it as a potential opportunity rather than just a setback. Have you had a chance to reflect on what an ideal work environment might look like for you, or is that still something you're exploring?

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hey Michal, thanks for watching and engaging yet again ☺️. Such kind words from you and still, I am having a hard time accepting them emotionally. Don’t be sorry; as first off, it’s not your fault and further, as you have recognised, I’m iffy on the loss that it is. I have since wondered what’d’ve happened had I accepted the offer a month ago, and come to the conclusion that I would have been let go during/after my probationary period. ¿As apparently at this time the firm is not looking for anyone to do any work?, for they have let go my former/previously potential future chief, whom they’d invested in heavyly. We can’t control what the universe (not to force my spirituality upon anyone) through at us, even if we could, life’d be kinda boring. //Facts are given: my neurological structure diverges from the norm, imho there’s no point in asking why, as it can not be changed (independently on if one would want to, or would lose the "self")// What we can control is our own perspectives on things, this is where I have to continue to fight my inner demons! I have had the opportunity to reflect on some aspects of an ideal job: -I would want hierarchical bilaterallity, not manglement that think they could do my job, if they aren’t doing it. //mutual respect// -I don’t think a desk job would suit me, as my (perceived) time passes to slowly when facing buerocracy. If a 40 hour week feels like 200 hours, I can not be competitive for an adequate compensation. //no desk job// -With my elevated sense for justice, I can not continually "look away", though i am willing to implement compliance myself. I cannot have a workplace that is intentionally breaking standards, such as helath and saftey standards e.g. DeutscheGesetzlicheUnfallVersicherung Vorschriften (e.g. GermanRequiredAccidentInsurance Regulations). //compliance// Thanks for reading this "essay" and thanks Michal for prompting me to type it up in the first place!

    • @mdobr
      @mdobr 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@O2O514-Ben_Jay Hey Ben, I’ve been watching your recent videos and they resonate with me a lot. I went through a lot of similar struggles earlier in life, and because of that experience, I wanted to offer you some additional observations and perspectives. I think they could be helpful, but I’d prefer not to post them publicly as a comment unless you’re okay with it. Would you be open to me sending them privately, like via email or DM? Or if you’d prefer, I can share them here as a comment under the video. Let me know what works best for you-I’m happy to share in whatever way you’re comfortable with!

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @mdobr Hey Michal, thanks for watching and I’m sorry to hear about the recent sessions having resonated with you. Considering your use of past tense I’m glad to hear you having overcome your struggles which were similar to mine. please do give any and all observations and perspectives! I am very ok with them being public comments, should you not be open to post some things I shall also accept emails at (for you): mdobr[at]020514[dot]com I am very open to them being public comments under these videos, in hope of them having the potential to serve others the same purpose as the shall me. Thanks ahead <3

    • @mdobr
      @mdobr 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@O2O514-Ben_Jay Ben, I can see you’ve put a lot of thought into what’s happened and what you’re looking for in an ideal work environment. You’re absolutely right that we can’t control everything the universe throws at us, and as someone who’s neurodivergent, you’re dealing with unique challenges that others might not fully grasp. But here’s the reality: you’re in a cycle that’s hard to break, and it won’t get easier unless you force a shift. Your self-awareness is sharp, but it’s not translating into consistent action. Recognizing the effects of burnout and reflecting on past decisions is only useful if it fuels change. I understand that the sensory overload, the bureaucracy, and the endless job rejections hit harder for you than they might for others. It’s exhausting, and there’s no denying that the world isn’t built to accommodate you. But as harsh as it sounds, you have to take on the responsibility of pushing through, even if it feels impossible. Every time you defer handling the things that stress you out-whether it’s job applications, bureaucratic tasks, or social engagements-you’re reinforcing that avoidance pattern and making it harder for yourself in the long run. The truth is, no one else is going to make things easier for you or reduce the mental load. And the more you wait for your energy to align or the conditions to be right, the more you’ll stay stuck in this limbo. Given how stressful and draining typical job searching is for you, maybe it’s time to rethink your approach entirely. What if you focused on identifying specific accommodations or environments where you could thrive without it costing so much of your mental and emotional energy? That way, you’re not repeatedly putting yourself in situations that are more damaging than productive. It’s brutal, but you have to stop waiting for the right conditions and just tackle things head-on, even when it feels unbearable. Take on each task one agonizing step at a time, without worrying about perfection or the long-term. You won’t conquer everything at once, but by pushing yourself through each uncomfortable step, you’ll start chipping away at that wall. You’re already fighting with yourself to stay afloat, and I respect that-but now it’s time to channel that energy into small, concrete actions. Cut out the noise, simplify your tasks, and get relentless about making progress, no matter how slow. You have more control than you realize, but you have to take ownership of it, one brutally honest step at a time.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thanks the sad reality is: I know you are right <3 do I have your blessing to read the above in my next session?

  • @mdobr
    @mdobr หลายเดือนก่อน

    Well, this is an interesting recommendation by TH-cam. I never considered storing my tea in a freezer. Is it safe for the flavor? I just wanted to say that I really appreciate your honesty and vulnerability in sharing your journey. It sounds like you’re going through a lot right now - between the burnout, job search, and just dealing with everyday life - but I want to remind you that you’re showing incredible strength just by acknowledging where you’re at. It’s okay to feel low energy and to prioritize self-care, especially when it feels like the world is asking for more than you can give. Your awareness of how burnout affects you and your ability to navigate society’s demands is admirable, and the fact that you’re still finding small moments of peace, like making tea, is a testament to your resilience. Taking it one step at a time is perfectly okay, and I hope you can find some relief in the fact that it’s okay to not have it all figured out right now. You’re also so thoughtful about your future, and I believe that in time, the right opportunities will come to you when you’re ready. Your value isn’t defined by a wage or a job - it’s in how you approach life and the care you put into everything you do. Keep taking care of yourself, and know that it’s okay to rest and recharge when you need to. You’ve got this, even on the tough days. And if the world feels like too much sometimes, just know that it’s okay to lean on others when you can. Stay strong, Ben - better days will come.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks for watching and responding, i shall honor your response with a proper written response to your questions/comment(-s). I believe i may not have stated, but the tea i put in the freezer is already vacuum sealed before I do so; my tea dealer (not a euphemism) recommends so, I believe the taste to not change through the process! //as I’ve the opportunity to, at the time of writing, I asked my tea dealer (not a euphemism), they state for freezing of the vacuumed tea to affect the flavor of the tea, as this does not deteriorate as quickly as it would otherwise. (as there will always be residual oxygen, even in a vacuumed bag)// I believe there to not be any point in dishonesty, in the way that (as analogy): ¡in the prisoner’s dilemma, everyone wins if no one talks!; so why waste energy coming up with something removed from ones reality. Thanks for the reminder, I’m’ana definitely make use of it! ♥️☺️ Sadly this also means I do not live in the "now", as I would like to at times 🫠. As to the opportunities, not to force my spirituality upon anyone, I believe the universe to work in mysterious ways, let’s our hopes/opinions are as aligned with the future as the appear to be with one another. My value is beyond capitalism, but how much an employer values me is shown by their (financial) compensation for my time and effort; The less our opinions (employer vs. me/employee) align, the less bilateral our relationship will be🤷🏼‍♂️. Thanks for the kind words! Aye, this to will pass/end will always remain true, no matter how ¿good/bad? the times are! Thanks, man(sex-indiscriminate use of the term here)/Michal, it helps to have someone else (not in my head(I hope so, no offence intended)) say/write this. <3

    • @mdobr
      @mdobr หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@O2O514-Ben_Jay I completely get where you’re coming from about honesty and reality. Your analogy with the prisoner’s dilemma is spot on - it’s always refreshing when we can be real, especially when there’s so much energy spent in the world on pretense. Ben - whatever happens next, it sounds like you’re on a meaningful journey, and that’s something to be proud of.

  • @AncarrDR
    @AncarrDR หลายเดือนก่อน

    Nice having a wee tee with you. :)

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay หลายเดือนก่อน

      🤗🍵 thanks for the watch ♥️

  • @neonliberal7420
    @neonliberal7420 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sehr coooool :)

  • @Blayzeing
    @Blayzeing 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is pretty cool!

  • @worldhello1234
    @worldhello1234 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Slavery is abolished but this man invented a new currency to keep the spirit alive, "words". 😁

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks for watching and engaging❤️ well, If one can’t believe a word you say; it’s not like one can trust a party as such a lot of our system is built on trust so someone whom have historically proven to be untrustworthy are not worth my association, unless I’m stuck with them, in which case they are still not worthy, but necessary 🤷🏼‍♂️

  • @stevebaker6711
    @stevebaker6711 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Fair play to you mate.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks @Steve Baker ☺️🤗

  • @neonliberal7420
    @neonliberal7420 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'll have your plants!!! :)

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      thanks, though for now I’m keeping them🫣 even then I don’t know if at the time I’ll be willing to let them go, they’ll be legal enough to be only “vermehrungsmaterial”, if they qualify “cannabis” i don’t think passing them on would be legal 😔🫠 thanks for watching btw. ♥️

  • @worldhello1234
    @worldhello1234 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    @22:50 That may be the case but keep in mind the catch is huge. AFAIK selling is illegal. You cannot smoke in front of kids, etc. That is how you know there is a huge interest in boycotting a full-fledged legalization. You can smoke cigarettes pretty much everywhere outside, even in front of kids - legally - which pose serious health risk but "weed" that isn't even poisonous or carcinogen is treated like the biggest danger to minors. Find the error.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      First off, thanks for watching♥️; Secondly thanks for engaging in dialogue🤗 I do have this in mind, though the legality of selling will have to change eventually. ⏱️ The current legal wording translates approximately to: “…in immediate proximity of minors…” added on to the not in sight🪬 (at-most 100m as the crow fly) of kindergartens, schools, etc. it is restrictive, how much so depends on the executable (policing), imho it shouldn’t have been up to the Länder🤷🏼‍♂️. 🤔My understanding of smoking tobacco, social norms equate to roughly this (for in my Voluntary Social Year (in a (middle-/high- school), I regularly walked, ~70m away from school-grounds, to behind a parking deck, to smoke tobacco cigarettes🚬). I also understand, social norms are not laws, but (more) freedom will in most instances come with some concessions; They are in this case to make social norm (for tobacco) a legal norm (for Marihuana). To my understanding smoking anything will cause ingestion of carcinogens. For avoiding(¿or reducing?, for I am not a medical doctor🧑‍⚕️) people do vaporise both tobacco products and marihuana. Any substance use can be dangerous, particularly to minors; imho even things such as caffeine☕️ (from coffee or energy drinks) are sth. one, particularly with minors, should be careful with. As I understand it, developing humans are particularly fragile. As for the boycotting of a fully fledged legalisation, wherever there is a grey- and/or black- market, there will be incentives to continue the market at the status quo, for all those that benefit of such 📈(this can be tradeshumans, for having to pay (increased) taxes as much as it can be consumers, for having to pay increased prices (due to ¿proper? taxation). IMHO the delta between socially acceptable (right/good) and legal should be aspired to be minimised at all times.🫠🙃

  • @neonliberal7420
    @neonliberal7420 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Rainbow land 4eva :)

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🌈would be nice, wouldn’t it!🌈 good news! if you don’t like a particular service, there is others one can use🤗 thanks for watching/commenting ♥️

  • @neonliberal7420
    @neonliberal7420 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I've spent hours watching these :):):)

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m glad you are enjoying them.🤗 crazy to think I must have sat in that passenger seat for more than a few hours 🫣

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks for watching ♥️

  • @honigimtopf9325
    @honigimtopf9325 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hallo 🙋🏻‍♀️ bin neu hier, new subscriber. Habt ihr in Deutschland auch schon heißes Wetter?

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Willkommen 🤗 zeitweise yup (wobei heiß sehr subjektiv ist) also 25+ Celsius mit 50+% relativer Luftfeuchtigkeit dazu kommt halt noch das Stadtklima… wird allerdings eindeutig noch (um einiges) heißer

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      oh, und danke für das Abo ☺️

  • @blubglub
    @blubglub ปีที่แล้ว

    revolutionary content

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay ปีที่แล้ว

      thanks, I’m particularly proud of the shades/sunglasses

  • @foreignproductions
    @foreignproductions ปีที่แล้ว

    Happy to see your consistent uploads

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay ปีที่แล้ว

      thanks, glad you like it my effort to keep myself accountable, I guess

  • @Laichyu.
    @Laichyu. ปีที่แล้ว

    Love it, great video.

  • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
    @O2O514-Ben_Jay ปีที่แล้ว

    turns out, I was mistaken with the tee-joints reopening; It’s been next week all along

  • @Laichyu.
    @Laichyu. ปีที่แล้ว

    Nice Video i liked the part where you were in the forest. I hope you make videos in nature more often.

    • @O2O514-Ben_Jay
      @O2O514-Ben_Jay ปีที่แล้ว

      thanks, yea i should go to the sticks more often in general 😔

  • @Laichyu.
    @Laichyu. ปีที่แล้ว

    Great Video!

  • @foreignproductions
    @foreignproductions ปีที่แล้ว

    lets gooo