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Good for you Poet! I started following you awhile back, because you were grieving as I was--my husband passed in late January last year. This whole past year has been a nightmare, but I was--and still am--encouraged by your determination, your attitude about life and living--and I'm glad I "stopped" by today and listened to you. It was exactly what I needed to hear. Best of luck to you and your new adventures. ❤

I just hope your son is not someone who's prone to violence as far as the whole communication shutdown situation.

Don't feel bad none of us understand the antics of Kanye West. 😉

With your income you probably would have qualified for a Medicaid/Medicare combo at no charge and been able to keep the $185 per month.

Happy for you Poet!! Your gonna live till 100❤❤❤❤

Singing songs🎶🎼 and out for dinner Mexican that is! Agree the news is horrible, glad you are feeling better. I missed you! Have a wonderful weekend! You and George are blessed to have found each other!

Oh... Singing the songs for sure and going out to eat!!! 😊. Sounds wonderful to me!! 🥰

Good for you Poet! Sometimes times get hard, happy for you! ❤

Dancing onto a Plane

You look good Poet keep shining your light my friend ❤

thank you Poet! I appreciate it!

not doing so good Poet. Hope to see you on messenger

I've been on Reddit and various videos that have popped up on youtube. Other than yours, no channel in particular. For a while I also watched loss grief therapy vids which I think helped a lot since I didn't do therapy. I probably should have but just couldn't bring myself to do it. The name change thing didn't even cross my mind until I saw a few posts on it on Reddit. At some point, I had to turn to Copilot AI because I was flabbergasted that technically I'm no longer a "Mrs."?! Still not wrapping my head around that one as I've been "Mrs." for 42 years. Ugh. I have several boxes of papers to go through. I tried but at the time it would just put me back too deep in the grief. I've managed to clear out some of the clothes. Quite a bit but still not nearly enough. Still so much to do. But I've been waking back up, coming out of it. Not even close to what it was. This is the most bitter sweet month for me. Our anniversary, his illness and time in the hospital, his death. My theme song that I grasped onto last year, out of the blue with no reason was Bee Gee's Stayin' Alive. That's how I felt for months. The driving push to survive was more important that all else. Day. At. A. Time. I couldn't do the whole whirlwind thing like you have done but I totally get it. If I could make a quantum leap, I'd do it. I'd jump through that window and not look back.

I would rather sing to every song and the free meals

I would most definitely dance😊

You could not pay me to get on a plane right now but I could sure enjoy a good meal that I didn't have to cook. :) Good to see you! I have just started the video but you sound SO much better!

So good to see you

Hi ! I’d pick the singing of the songs ( even though my voice is bad! ) I’d also pick unlimited restaurants. My anxiety doesn’t like flying !

Sending you so much love

I just watched your video about your son..I just want you to know how much it helped me. I am 60 and my son is 36 and has bi polar disorder. Everything you said resonated with me. I had to evict my son because he abused me for the last time. I hope things get better for you . Just know you are appreciated here and im grateful for you

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I just found your Chanel and I really enjoy you. I'm 60 and have a 36 year old son that was diagnosed with bi polar. I Did everything to help him , but he refused his meds and went into mania ..he destroyed my neighbors property and ultimately assaulted my husband...long story short I had to evict him and I don't speak often to him....I understand your pain...sending love your way

Thank you Poet, I really needed this❤

Grief. All of it. I wish there was a way to control it. Schedule it or something. It's like the worst roller coaster you could ever imagine in some kind of wormhole universe. Even when you think you understand it and have a grip on it, the most minute thing can materialize from absolutely nowhere. Sweetie, there is nothing wrong with you although I fully understand too well what you mean. You will get better once you are beyond the overload mountain you are under right now. Notice I didn't say great. You won't feel great but certainly better from where you are now.

Hugs to you Poet. My thoughts and prayers are with you . 🫂🙏

Just the fact that your riding this wave is I feat in itself! You’re making it through. There is so much change happening right now I wouldn’t expect anything less honestly. I’m sure it’s an awful feeling. I just went through a situation and it was such an emotional awful feeling that I did not like at all. And remember it might not feel like a depression but it can be a depression. It’s unfortunate but I had to go back up on my antidepressant but I’m still tapering my benzo so that’s good. At some point I will go back down on the antidepressant and try again. Hang in there , listen to your body and be gentle with yourself. I couldn’t imagine dealing with what you’re dealing with . Why can’t these therapists offer more advice smh 🤦‍♀️ ❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🩷🩷🩷🩷❣️❣️❣️❣️🌺🌺🌺🌺💕💕💕💕 I would love to go back 10 yrs to be with my mom again . She’s been gone since 2005. I know you miss Sky very dearly 😞

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Sending much love and many many hugs Poet! Please hang in there dear lady. You have helped me so much in the last few months. My heart is with you!!💝💝🫂🫂 Geri

Thats easy 10 year's into the past. I would be with my Husband. I would hug him and never let go. I miss him more as we grow further apart in time. Its been 2 years 1 mth and is actually getting harder.

Moving house is one of the most stressful things ever. It's completely overwhelming. Plus combined with Skye's anniversary and your son's situation and possibly a little losing yourself in a relationship situation. Hang in there. It seems overwhelming now but things will all fall into place. My sister has a Medicaid/Medicare combo and never has to pay for a thing except a couple small prescription co-pays.

Sending you love, kindness and I am thinking of you 💐💐💐

I’ve heard of anticipatory grief. That’s when you watch a person gradually decline . I had that with my dad . So I was prepared for that. I still miss him greatly. I took care of my youngest son’s dad for years before he died. I also lost my adult son in his 30’s & I helped & cared for him as much as I could but he took his life last summer. I’ve never heard of relief guilt but I think of all the guilt I feel that is one of them . Ty for explaining it. My life will never be the same after the loss of my son. I loved him so dearly.❤ I would gladly go back in time so my son would be with me again.❤

I would love 10 minutes into my future. I would love to have my dogs bark translated. Sending positive vibes. I'm believing you will be feeling better soon.

I care about you Poet❤

I’m praying for you Poet.💕

Hi Poet, I love to listen to you.:My husband is gone 25 years. He saw our two children get married and our first grandchildren. My husband was from the beginning of our marriage that he was I’ll. He had diabetes since he was 21. He passed away when he was 53. I too felt relief when he passed. He went blind in his late 40’s. He had open heart surgery at the end. He lasted one year. I too felt guilty but knew he wasn’t in pain anymore. I was a widow at 51. When he passed I went a little wild. I met my husband 13 years ago and we’re married 3 years on December 5th.

Prices on everything has already been going up rapidly since the alleged C word thing March 2020 and 4 years of Biden did nothing about it. Since everyone want to blame all the ills of the world, the prices and uncertainty on Trump, just sayin'. Egg prices doubled long before the election. There is a word that perfectly describes what you are going through. Grief. You are overloaded with changes in a short amount of time and all of it including the empty walls and feeling empty is because of loss. Car, home, way of life, belongings, relationship. Best you can do is try to be gentle with yourself and don't push it. There aren't any magic wands to be found on Temu or Etsy to make it all go away:( You will get there!! All you need is some time.

I would rather go back 10yrs in time

I would absolutely travel back 10 years in the past. To see my late husband again would be wonderful.☺️

Take care of yourself 💖

Prayers friend! 🙏❤

Your sparkle will come back. We will be here when it does , just as we are here now. I understand the change thing. Anxiety and change aren’t friends, even good change can be scary.

Go back to the past, and translate the dog bark, ❤I hope you feel better soon.

The, what I call the "purge" is a challenging time for us to clear out everything and anything that doesn't serve us. Its painful and disorienting, but necessary, in order for us to change and grow. Big hugs to you Poet. Give yourself grace and remember, that, this too shall pass.❤

I'm so sorry you are going through this...sending you many hugs and much love to you!!💔💝💛 Geri

Hi dear poet. I totally understand where ur at!!! Sometimes i feel like im trying to run through quicksand. Hang in there. Prayers to you

FEBRUARY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE ( including me !) 😂 🥳 HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎂

Social Security should hv sent you a letter with a premium amount ( if u have one ) It also should tell you name of Medicare Plan / Medicaid plan . You would hv chosen the plan after recertification through JFS

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If you cry it’s good to get the hard stuff we bury out. When you get your insurance all done you will feel better. I’m rooting for you, the necklace George gave you is so sweet. I wish I could translate my two pups barks! I pray you figure out a car so you will have more freedom, I’m sure once you are settled it’ll happen! Hugs.