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I'm 19, finished school this summer. Now I work fulltime. I had no idea what I wanted to study for years, but I finally know I want to go to medical university. But I have to finish this work year first, then get another 3 diplomas for biology, chemistry, and physics which will take another year and then I can finally go chase my dream. But right now is such a weird phase in my life. I have the motivation and ambition to do great things, but right now I just can't, yet. So every day feels the same. Work, come home, do nothing but exercise and play videogames, sleep, repeat. I have some really good friends but we don't see each other a whole lot so it gets incredibly lonely sometimes. My parents aren't home a lot, so I only have my brother to keep me company. Some days are amazing tho, it's usually the days where I either do go out with friends, even if it's something simple like going for a drive, or the days where I text/call with my friends. It feels great, but I don't wanna become dependent on them for my own joy. My summer was literally the best few months of my life, so feeling down right now feels so weird when I compare it to the summer. I'm way less confident now, which is weird because I finally know who I am and who I want to become and have quit many bad habits. But I give it time. I just need to get through the winter and everything will be great again, because I will start to work hard on my dream

Privileged white boy yapping

This is powerful stuff

*you're

🔥

Wow I don’t even know you yet I am really proud of you. I am 18 and just started uni. This is exactly how I feel and I don’t think that I can express how inspired I got by you through text rn. Thank you so much and wish you a great life.

Trying to give us advice and can’t even use the correct “you’re”

shuttt uppppp

There is a typo in the title, but since I'm 22 I guess I'm out of here

Rocks for brains

One thing I wasn’t ready for was how much I’d physically change. When I was 18 I was really fit and had great hair, now at only 22 I’ve gained weight and my hair is already receding, one thing I wish I’d never taken for granted was my looks.

Ur not a vibe bruh 😂

Learn how to spell first maybe...

the goal is to live

I never have been this focused on what a person in a video says. You really built a connection of some sort to carry the information given. This video was so inspiring and very important to say the least. It was so good listening to someone who actually comes from real experiences. Thank you a lot!

I agree with you entirely.

36:30 Rick Rubin just posted the exact same quote you came upon when you opened the book on his Instagram page, that is insane

Deep peace brother, so glad we got to step into this new experience of sitting down & free flowing together - looking forward to the next one 🧘🏽❤

You look like a young Cillian Murphy

22 year olds: "Am I a joke to you?" 🤡

this is so strange but i met you once in London and seeing this come up on my feed is insane because i moved home and things have just changed immensely for me and it looks like we're both on the same positive journey, so its refreshing to see ! :)

Can you make a self improvement video like in appearance

This guy is totally worth listening to! Also if you're 38 :)

i loved this video :)) i agree so much with the drinking thing. its an incredible feeling to feel in control of your emotions and actions, and the discipline that follows the day after! id love to see you do a video on building discipline, as i feel like that is the key to life. choosing yourself always.

Santiago Weppler impact this is beautiful

This is maybe my first negative comment on TH-cam ever, or one of the few... I watched the whole thing and it was boring. I learned nothing except what you have done. And you haven't done much except talk for 22 minutes into the camera with no point. The vid is clickbait, it should be named something like my experience doing this or that, not please watch. Why would I watch it? It's just you and you didn't seem to ask for any help or thoughts it's just you venting in a very quiet and boring way.

i’m 19

''Self destructive behaviour'' lmao

Dumb people only focusing on his appearance!

your words are so beautiful

"I was saying yes to others but no to myself" thank you so much for sharing this and being so vulnerable especially online, it might not have been easy to but that within itself and your video is beautiful. I speak for not only myself but maybe some others, but you have shifted my perspective on life, this helped me immensely because, I am also someone that is doing art at uni, and I feel some dread that I may not be able to be on the right track in life at times, but this gave me hope. Thank you so much.

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ur cool bruv keep grinding

Im 15 and its crazy how much i relate to your beliefs at the end. Its really been this year were ive reflected on my wants, my dreams and what causes me to live as i do and feel how i feel, and while im still going through a hard time, ive come a long way from how i used to treat myself when down. Ive moved country twice in my life and i lost years of it, the first time, being heavily depressed and mentally ill at 12. I had also gotten into very bad habits becuase of this and i really neglected myself. I recently moved again and I learnt what respecting myself looks like only a few months ago! I can see so clearly how different its made my experiences when comparing to how i used to deal with feeling out of place, losing myself and losing all that i love. I guess what im trying to say is, it feels relieving to affirm what i know through your experience; that im not alone when it comes to this, a lot of us are all trying to guide ourselves through life even if for some this reflection comes earlier or later than others.

I’m 18 and felt lost for a few years. I’ve always had an interest in art, but never took it seriously as a form of expression. It has become a great source of catharsis for me, and I someday hope to make a living out of selling my work. Before I had wanted to study biology at university, and then work on studying parasitology, but I found the biochemistry on the A-level course too much for me, so I dropped it. It would’ve been a much more reliable career path, but I know I’d feel far worse if id never at least tried to pursue my dream as an artist, even if it does leave me with less money

Jesus Christ every word you’re saying is hitting me right now. You’re making me aware of how destructive my ego is sometimes, it can be like an enemy living inside you which NEVER serves you but always invokes bad feelings or disingenuous behaviour.

Dear Alex, You have a powerful gift of communication and are doing a service to the world by sharing your authentic self with others. Continue trusting in your intuitive spirit and seeking the good in all things. God recognizes your endeavors and brings enlightenment during tumultuous times. I wish you the best in all your creative efforts. Sincerely, Seb

If you have the wish to do something, then you have everything. Keep on following in your wish (and wishing is a process, not an end goal) and you will live the life that you wish to live.

omg you are the guy from Seven sister with Girl bestfriend ( I asked you to take some pictures of me)

Get out of here if you're 22 guys. He didn't say you can watch it

me watching this even tho i just turned 23 too

what's 9 + 10

its been a while mate take care bless ❤

This video was cool an all but TH-cam, why did you recommend this video to me!? 😭

Very well spoken, your awareness is very inspiring to me, cool to see someone a bit older talking about and valuing this journey.

Amazing video. Being a filmmaker I’ve went thru pretty much all of these emotions too. Wouldn’t change the journey for anything, film has taught me how to face fear in the face and now I embrace all of the difficulties and wonderful things that come from it❤❤ if u love it without thinking abt the money or fame u will succeed

such a beautiful soul, I’ve just started being sober and I’m loving it, it’s nice to hear this vulnerability it feels scarce nowadays. feels like there is a lot of performative vulnerability but less real vulnerability. It’s refreshing and connecting

I’ve almost watched all your videos in one sitting, and I’m truly inspired by you and your words. There’s something so intimate and authentic about the way you speak-it really resonates. I admire how openly you share moments of fear and sadness. It’s a beautiful reminder that these emotions aren’t things to resent but to learn from, as they shape us into better versions of ourselves. So if you haven’t told yourself enough lately: be proud of your journey. You truly are amazing:)

Funny how you kept pointing out this lingering thought that this might not be a good video while I felt seen and that it spoke directly to me. Sometimes we don’t understand why god wants us to do or say something but it’s important to honor your intuition and keep it pushing just like you did, your people will find you and resonate not only with your words but especially with the vibration you’re forecasting. One of my fav parts was when you said that the things we admire in others are usually what we judge in ourselves, I never thought about it in this perspective and I think it will be pretty helpful on my self inquiry. Also while you said this I immediately thought that I admire you for posting these videos and I believe it’s linked to me judging myself for not posting an episode on my podcast in months, I’ve been feeling guided to switch to TH-cam but been lowkey dismissing the change. For what it’s worth, I’m proud of you brother 🙏

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