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Bop in the car // Playlist
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Sorry, I thought you liked me.
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I feel lost again.
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WHYIS PEOPLE SO MEAN?
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Will I ever be held and loved?
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I CAN'T SLEEP.
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WHO I AM AT ALL?
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Did I mean nothing to you?
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I don't know who I am anymore.
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Mom, sorry for being a disappointment.
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Why do I feel so damn empty all the time?
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I'll never expect anything again.
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HOW LONG DOES THIS STAGE LAST?
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Oh boy! It hurts so damn much.
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Somebody save me from myself
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Somebody save me from myself
All i want is you.
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All i want is you.
What am i supposed to be?
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What am i supposed to be?
I survived too many storms to be bothered by raindrops..
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I survived too many storms to be bothered by raindrops..
I don’t know what to do next.
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I don’t know what to do next.
do i deserve all this pain? am i that bad?
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do i deserve all this pain? am i that bad?
I guess sometimes you just have to sit with it.
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I guess sometimes you just have to sit with it.
Maybe I'm too hard on myself.
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Maybe I'm too hard on myself.
I never asked anyone because I have no one.
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I never asked anyone because I have no one.
This time, I'll be kind to myself.
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This time, I'll be kind to myself.
am I really that easy to forget?
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am I really that easy to forget?
POV: You’re losing hope.
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POV: You’re losing hope.
My heart is so empty gang.
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My heart is so empty gang.
I just don’t know what to do bro.
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I just don’t know what to do bro.
I'll never be that me again.
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I'll never be that me again.

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  • @EishaRana
    @EishaRana 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Just peaceful!

  • @The_Nameless1
    @The_Nameless1 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I love your channel, helps a lot with my dysthymia.

    • @KealPlaylist
      @KealPlaylist 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you sm!! If you ever need someone to talk, my IG is open :))

  • @lovesnikoforever
    @lovesnikoforever วันที่ผ่านมา

    i thought so too.... i thought so too....

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat วันที่ผ่านมา

    Reflection is both key and lock. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @feathers8233
    @feathers8233 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm meaningless to everyone. Easily replaced by better people. I don't matter. My existence brings no difference to this world or anyone in it. It would all be the same, with or without me.

  • @sarataan6296
    @sarataan6296 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Idk why or how, but my mum used to have a compilation of old powerpoint slideshows for very random things. Things from sightseeing to motivational messages, and they all had these grainy, old style quality piano music or some otger type of music with the same vibe. It was like a very liminal space, nostalgic 90s era dimension i walked into whenever i opened them and watched for no reason other than to get that feeling when i was smaller. This was in our old computer. This playlist really reminds me of that strange but comfortable part of my childhood. The liminal space quality i always strongly felt as a child. Thanks. This is beautiful.

  • @rfayoo6
    @rfayoo6 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    sometimes it feels like i don't even know who i am because honestly i can't imagine how anyone can be so confident in knowing themselves. also i stopped studying while listening to find the artist only to learn from your bio it's your own haha

  • @LavaCreeperPeople
    @LavaCreeperPeople 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    dang...

  • @lovesnikoforever
    @lovesnikoforever 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    yea.. i feel like i'm meaningless to her. days with me, days without me. she just acts the same. she doesn't even question about it, and i'm always the one who starts the conversation. she has her own social circle and i feel like i'm left behind. sometimes i overthinks a lot about her posts on Instagram, there's one time where i got jealous when she posted a photo with another boy sitting beside her. they were looking in each other eyes. she even put a caption saying " looking into each other eyes deeply ". that day, i felt so. so. so. bad. my emotions got mixed up, i cried, i tried to hold my tears but failed. i cried until i'm tired and just simply stared at my phone emptily. yesterday, i told her that " let's be friends. " she said okay and here I am, listening to music the whole day just wanted to feel some emotions. we've been dating for 5 months, almost 5 months. it's a long distanced one. thanks to anyone who listens to me, i really just want to share this, at least... it makes me feel a little better. thanks for the musics as well, thanks Keal. i will get better soon, no worries.

    • @lovesnikoforever
      @lovesnikoforever 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      your videos are great, keep it up, my friend.

    • @fatmayehya4505
      @fatmayehya4505 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      آمل أن تتحسن كما تقول😢 فألم فراق حبك وهو أمامك مع حب جديد أكثر ألما من أى شىء😢

    • @lovesnikoforever
      @lovesnikoforever 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ​@@fatmayehya4505yea.. thanks. whoever you are. thanks a lot.

    • @leilafritz1979
      @leilafritz1979 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Oh boy ypu made me cry with the text you have a Golden soul

    • @DrYashrajsalunkhe
      @DrYashrajsalunkhe 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Same😂

  • @yadiraa2641
    @yadiraa2641 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I want the wallpaper 🥺 send me pls 🙏

    • @KealPlaylist
      @KealPlaylist 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You can message me on Instagram and I’ll send it to you :))

    • @CivilizedHQ
      @CivilizedHQ 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      screen shot?

  • @azlanhamza6379
    @azlanhamza6379 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    All I expected was her maybe She's right who would choose a loser like me who's listening this music at 4:37 AM. I'm a complete loser.

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Reflect, oh, sentient ones. Recite the hex of final vows. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @user-iw2km78phm
    @user-iw2km78phm 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    HELLOOOOOO I WAS HERE

  • @hira526
    @hira526 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Je me manque.

  • @k.e.as.o.n.o70
    @k.e.as.o.n.o70 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Caption goes hard man🔥

  • @AYSMOKASHI
    @AYSMOKASHI 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    No one can, man Literally no one. If you find someone, please tell me

  • @yandisini7135
    @yandisini7135 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    what?

  • @Wanderinghorizon40
    @Wanderinghorizon40 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Couldn’t force a smile anymore and had to practice again in the mirror. Always felt like an imposter even when alone. Thought about leaving many times. Worse thing in life is when you can’t trust your own thoughts anymore. And yet I always had this feeling that it takes guts to believe in yourself and hope especially when you’re at your lowest. I choose to be courageous.

  • @Youre.adopted
    @Youre.adopted 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I miss the old me. The old me who used to be the happiest little girl, always energetic, always playing outside in the garden, the girl that didnt know what would happen to her. The girl that was happy even though she got bullied, used by her friends and made fun of. When i look into the mirror, i see me, but not ‘me‘.

  • @user-fk7pk4wt6c
    @user-fk7pk4wt6c 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I feel like I can’t cry anymore…cause my tears are already used up…

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yes. Every megalomaniacal narcissist can forget about anything and anyone and move on to the next with little to no effort. That's one of the easiest ways to detect such a grifter. Nothing is sacred to them except their own existence, prestige, persona, and image... false as they all may be. #reality #acceptance 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Study diligently. Work hard. Fight for whatever you believe in. Discipline. Consistency. Deadlines. Creativity. Reflection. Repeat. Every circle begins with its end. Reflection is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @jedyredfox8373
    @jedyredfox8373 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I did miss the old me, but i miss more the old us. ❤‍🩹

  • @geracescent
    @geracescent 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    love it man, thanks for this great video

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    "Reflect upon the Past. Embrace your Present. Orchestrate our Futures." --Artemis (DD3) 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind’s journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul’s fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope’s strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe’s endless refrain, We must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ -- Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @Ghost.Toast.
    @Ghost.Toast. 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The old me, I don’t even know if I like that shithead or not. But I miss being there, back when things were easier and simpler. The joy, the purity, the innocence, I want it back but I know I’ll never have jt

  • @thatlightkarma4902
    @thatlightkarma4902 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's 3:30 am. 2 weeks ago I left my family after years of abuse. I'm constantly fighting doctors for a diagnosis of a chronic illness but no one knows what it is. My mental health is struggling. I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting. I just want a break. I need to rest. Instead I'm fighting for justice. Having gone through the care system no one believed the abuse I went through. I'm trying to contact my birth parents. How can I feel more at home with a family I've only know for 2 weeks than one I knew for years. I'm fighting for my independence and my freedom. I feel like a massive burden on others because of how badly I'm struggling. I appreciate the people who have taken me in but they will never understand the trauma I have gone through. Those I've lost and the sheer amount of grief. It's so odd being in a house where someone's parents love them unconditionally. I'm grieving the childhood I could have had. I'm exhausted and just want this all to end. When can I stop fighting. How do I stop fighting. I want to be me again. I feel like all i am is a void.a shell of who i once was.

    • @Silent-hill-y4k
      @Silent-hill-y4k 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Sending you hearts 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖(don't worry it's going to be okay, life needs you and if it didn't you wouldn't be here. You have a purpose and it's okay to stop fighting but remember sometimes the only one you have I'd yourself so embrace it I know this may not help but I'm glad you made this comment to show how your life is. I'm so sorry:/)

  • @Novastar.SaberCombat
    @Novastar.SaberCombat 20 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Tomorrow is never the same as was yesterday. If you're growing, you're never identical even moment to moment. All it would take is a hefty punch to your face or a loved one getting split in two by an incoming projectile to change you forever: a single moment. Reflection is key. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (series)

  • @jwprss
    @jwprss 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    wish i could go back to those happy days.

  • @D.M.O.B.
    @D.M.O.B. 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I quit smoking weed, joined the Airforce and started training prior, waking up at 4-5am and running miles, stopping to do push ups at every stop sign I seen, jump roping and more exercises. The people around me can’t recognize me anymore, my friends don’t relate anymore. They try to stop me from accomplishing my goals by offering me the weed when I’m around and even suggesting I don’t do my exercises. One buddy of mine was so set on me not joining the Airforce he offered me a job for the most money I’d ever been offered. I even told him why now? I had been around you for so long. I can see the devil in the details. I will come out after 6 years 33 years old, I scored high on my ASVAB 88 out of 99 so I can practically do any job I’d like, most require a 70. Some part of me believes that they wouldn’t get above a 50 but I don’t like to entertain those thoughts, let alone have the courage to join. I’m glad I did, and I’m glad to serve my country and receive the benefits I deserve to secure a good future for years to come.

  • @HTA25
    @HTA25 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    real.

  • @FiveMinuteTrash
    @FiveMinuteTrash 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Realest title ever

  • @cloudandme
    @cloudandme 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    😍😍😍

  • @aayushranjan415
    @aayushranjan415 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

    this shit hits too hard at 12 am

  • @The-WandererOne
    @The-WandererOne 22 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Abyss abyss abyss ☕️

  • @Raseberryloli
    @Raseberryloli 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I miss the old me, because that old me was with them still, I mean, they're still here. Just not with me.

  • @The_Nameless1
    @The_Nameless1 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    #50 sub here, keep doing this beautiful work, I see myself reflected in this channel, such an amazing combination of music, images and titles.

  • @taiss_taee
    @taiss_taee 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    them: "do u love him?" me: "yes" them: "how much?" me: " enough for him to love another"

  • @ammielb1592
    @ammielb1592 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Damn

  • @hasinamorshadaakter751
    @hasinamorshadaakter751 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Really nice music.

  • @PranjalPant1310
    @PranjalPant1310 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Subbed. What a tune.

  • @KL-zg7lu
    @KL-zg7lu 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's more the realization of what was actually going on, for so many years. I'm not who I used to be and wish that people would stop being attached to my old self. I'm way stronger and more capable now.

  • @Limitless_moto
    @Limitless_moto 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

    keep up the great work man, I love ur content and helping people get through some hard times.. ❤

  • @RubyWhibley
    @RubyWhibley 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I dont even know why im sad, but it hurts. And it hurts so, so, so bad.

    • @temuriparcvania8244
      @temuriparcvania8244 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Sometimes it hurts, you don't know why. it's really hard to understand, till you won't feel the same.

    • @Md-ol4id
      @Md-ol4id 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      it's because you are still mineral aching to crystallize. Dont worry. Ache as much as you can. it's all in there already. want to know the truth? it's not back there, with them. The ONLY person you need to talk to is yourself. remember the time before the first words were spoken to you when you were born. Go back there. Trust me. You will come back something else. Trust me. Trust the universe. Trust reality. Come home.

  • @tonyhaltmar5982
    @tonyhaltmar5982 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    “New Sub!”

  • @tonyhaltmar5982
    @tonyhaltmar5982 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Absolutely, beautiful. And healing. “Thank You.” ❤🔥

  • @Broanci
    @Broanci 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    This video I accidentally clicked it but it was a right choice seeing those 2 comments made realise their are people like me who have more problems even though that they moved forward and always will Life is sad but beautiful at the same time we want to rest but will never be able to..... Don't worry you can do it you will have to I am afraid to step outside alone I have to become independent confidence so I can protect my soulmate....

  • @OTRAMIDZY
    @OTRAMIDZY 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You need more views, i like your video.

  • @mooninemygirl
    @mooninemygirl 26 วันที่ผ่านมา

    🙏

  • @BlueTeaLeaf
    @BlueTeaLeaf 27 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I miss it when i was quiet