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Hi I'm Chris would you like to have story time me because I would like that allot

Thanks, boss. Informative & relaxing

thanks for the video and the prompts, my first time watching

Yeah yeah got it TTYL

You would make some friends if you took that enormous piercing out of your nose. Its a huge red flag.

these were so good omg

The legend returns! Welcome back, Coffin! Hope all has been well! 🖤

Nothing is ever gonna be ok, never was

Hey coffin have you been looking for a job?

Where is your cat

Very good book enjoy

I feel lonely and isolated. I'm always on my room 24/7 , always wake up all night, and not taking care of myself that turns my teeth into yellow. I think i need psychologist. 😓💔

I love the style they draw eyes!!

You are just incredible. Wish you were my girlfriend.

Coffin!!! 🖤 I hope you’re doing well for yourself! Always love a good read!

i just turned 19 like 2 months ago and i relate hella but bro as cliche as it may sound, nobody really cares. like at all. yeah u might get a few stares but at the end of each day you’ve got to realize that no one is watching your every move nor do they care what you do unless it effects them. like my anxiety from elementary to the end of high school was so unbearable like i couldn’t even hold conversations for long or keep eye contact with random people. let alone being on crowded places without wanting to jump out my skin. until i came to the self realization that literally nobody cares. the mental “torment” of others judging you is all in your own mind. it’s humans nature to subconsciously compare ourselves to others. bruh i relate and understand u when u said that people wernt there to teach you correctly how to go about life but remember u just have to make the effort to see yourself in a better position like changing ur habits and what you let yourself consume everyday . if you don’t absolutely nothing will change coffin. :v i promise it can only get better if you can open your mind to change :)

Is there a place I would be able to talk to you? You just seem super chill and I want to be friends

What's up, Coffin?

Life, a labyrinth of moments caught in bliss and chaos meant to break and adore us as if life and death fell in love. Every morning I wake up in spaces between light (the sun's gentle glow) and the unknown darkness (the clouds distorted in my mind, ready to burst with rainy tears held in too long). But it is not the entity of darkness that defines our lives. It is the angel who reminds us to breathe (a very soft spoken angel if I may add . . . ) When life is hard and unfair, sometimes death seems to be flirting with us with its convincing plea. A plea of peace eternal and sleep forever without wake. But when life is fine and well, then death is but a lover we remind who we are not ready to be with eternally, that we would like to enjoy our life first. A life, of course, filled with temporary illusions. Sometimes it seems like the world in our eyes is better than the world out there. In our eyes, the world seems so different. Because without our eyes that sees the flowers as beautiful dancers, dancing to the melody of the wind, then it is just...well....."Kinetic energy of moving air currents that cause mechanical displacement in the flexible structures of the flowers!?" Yeah, let's be honest, the scientific explanation doesn't sound as beautiful as our shattered minds make it to be. And I say shattered because, well it must be, to see things so beautifully as we do. Broken pieces of a glass shows so much more beauty than a glass that is still in one piece, because the pieces of broken glass reflects and shines in so many directions, allowing us to see so much more than we thought we ever could... Being in one piece would have never shown us that beauty. As a believer who witnessed a moment so divine and felt so... in love... in shattered beauty, distorted reflections and the sharp cuts felt from holding on to some of those pieces too tightly. Memories that hurt to remember, and many that make us smile. It hurts to be alive, because being alive means you feel so so much already. And whatever those feelings are, you felt them, even the shattered ones. Being so sensitive, that even the gentle breeze in a meadow filled with roses cuts our skin and bruises our bones, yet still so strong that even the seas of death doesn't dare to touch us. We can only hope to be able to look away ever so slightly into the distance knowing that we found a peace within this labyrinth of bliss and chaos. A place between heaven and hell and darkness so profound. Remember, it is not the entity of darkness that defines our lives, but the angel who reminds us to breathe... a very soft spoken angel . . . if I may add . . .

i've been feeling similar. i'm glad you got to take some time away from your chaotic household. the universe has a way of laughing at goals and plans. once you've settled back into this living arrangement, i hope you can make progress toward those goals. i also hope you can take some of the things you enjoyed from your grandparents' house (like routines and structure) and find a way to apply them in your home for yourself. one day we'll be ok. i love you. take care.

Yay

Hi coffin if your feeling like you need your own space that’s quite I would suggest try being positive while your not were you want to be and get a job as soon as possible to be able to afford moving out it will be hard at first but you’ll be thankful later

"morose" "maudlin" "aslant" "off-kilter".... I myself am at grandparent's(mine), in a blue room. I firmly believe, and I might video a long form this day, that wherever the universe has put you, at any time, is where you are supposed to be, at that moment. Therapy? They always say therapy is "help", but ya know, its really a sort of guidance that steers your progress as you help yourself. I recall one of your goals at the other place, and mercy, have I been in that position myself. Much respect for the sentiments expressed in your work!

Reading is what improves a person's intellect, especially if it is a true book, such as the book ( THE SEA LEAD NECTAR BOOK ) which narrates the true accounts of the life of the greatest human being who ever walked on EARTH KEEEEEEEP GOING😊😊.

Nothing wrong with the dark, Coffin! I appreciate how open you are. And how supportive your comments sections tend to be! 🖤

washing the face as a self-care hack? Yes!!! I second that! It really works. I suggest a vid or short about that.

I really don’t like “hustle culture”. I don’t like “the grind”. Tbh, I don’t like capitalism in general. It pushes people against each other and causes self-hatred for taking care of oneself (though primarily if lower class). Self-care is one of the most important things ever, and we’ve demonized it for most of the population because it’s “laziness”. Love ya, Coffin 🖤 we’re all in this together!

Love you too!

you can do it ;D

Wow! This is great! I’d love to see more of your drawings, Coffin! :)

As an artist myself i just want to say, i love your art style!!

Hope all is well friend 🙏🏾

Don't let THEM, let me!!

Wu Wei this is called. Alan Watts shit

08:07 Love you too <3 I like watching your videos. Makes it feel a little like I have a friend who sends me video messages lol

This "Let Them Theory" is essentially a form of self preservation, to disengage with trying to control other people and their behavior. We must also recognize that their behavior is sometimes a reflection, a mirror, of them and not us. Their actions may stem from their insecurities, biases, or experiences. This theory is NOT about giving up or letting people walk all over us, it's about releasing the need for external validation and putting our focus on people who see and appreciate us and our authenticity. (The following is a complete digression from your core message but it's just an observation that I've noticed) This idea of "letting them" can also extend to disengaging from toxic online behavior, where people use cruelty as a way to seek validation or conform to toxic social norms. This means that when someone makes a negative comment, it's because their own mind is distorted in some way, either through emotional immaturity, social conditioning, or even an "online dis-inhibition" effect (a concept in which someone may behave more freely or more aggressive online then they would in person). They could also be participating in what is called, "toxic conformity" or an online form of "herd mentality." These are the people who would aesthetically craft a comment in a specific way with a condescending/sarcastic tone, or in a kind of "performative cruelty" way. Meaning they know their cruel and "shock" comment is bound to get likes or stir up some heat in the media, because shock content is a kind of bait within itself. They could also make a comment filled with "able-ist humor" or "casual humor", which means they would reduce a persons behavior or expression to a stereotype or condition, usually in a sarcastic way. You see this in some social media platforms, such as Instagram. As well as here, on youtube. For example, if a person in a video is talking fast or ranting in a seemingly disjointed manner, then a commenter might say something like, "typical adhd case." They are not only being presumptuous, they are also trivializing a very real condition and neurodivergent behavior in which the person may or may not have. Either way this reinforces a toxic stigma, and after awhile you start to see a lot more of these "performative venom spitters" who appear simply because they are conforming or just because they are complete morons who don't understand any CONSEQUENCES FOR THEIR ACTIONS. Again, this is a complete digression from the main point, however it's something that I have noticed occurring within social media. I agree, we do need to disengage with people who can do us absolutely no good. I already disengaged a long time ago. Not only with the people who did me no good, but also humanity in general. I find humans to be the most destructive and sick species on this planet. Prove me wrong. I already gave up in trying to connect, in trying to be a part of this sick and vile play. There seems to be a dissonance between society and people like me, hikikomori, recluses, hermits... We feel we are not compatible with society and we understand, deep down, that things will not get better. That humans are disgusting things who only learn when it's too late. We could have had it all, a society built on interconnectedness and love. We could have had a society in which we truly cared for one another and didn't care about the most superficial and vain garbage. A world where no one is hungry and everyone is loved. Where animals weren't slaughtered and abused because of our blindness and greed. But these things can only happen inside a dream and not reality. No. Not this reality. It appears that the coordinates are locked, that the monster is too big to slay. And it will only get worse. The best we can do now, is take care of ourselves and those who love us and who we love, to lessen the suffering as much. as. we. can. In this, we find purpose, we find resolve ... to have stillness in life, and stillness in death.

don't let anyone ever tell your not beautiful...cause you are!!

I appreciate your re-upload, thank you :)

Tbh they always say we can’t control others and can only control ourselves, and the way we react. This is true but I also think it kinda absolves others in a way of their behavior. Calling changing the course of human behavior futile and just saying “oh well” is definitely one way to not do anything about it. (I made a previous comment on here but realized I have a million tabs open rn and commented on the wrong video xD all apologies, Coffin).

You make some good points

Think about what you want to say before making a video about it.

From my experience, and I think this is universal, we can't correct or control human behavior without supernatural means. It is best simply to 'let them' and instead focus on how we react, and hopefully not in destructive or harmful ways.

HOLY NOSE RING!!!