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mayoafterdark
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 13 มี.ค. 2023
make yourself at home
the anime avatar
TF2 philosophy ep. 3
whats the big deal with these anime avatars!? anyways yeah this is gonna be the last of these i do for a while since i wanna get a video done for the main channel done before christmas... my holiday special... besides i wanted to leave off something more lighthearted since the last one was a bit dark.... time to get jolly...
main channel: @spicymayo310
whats the big deal with these anime avatars!? anyways yeah this is gonna be the last of these i do for a while since i wanna get a video done for the main channel done before christmas... my holiday special... besides i wanted to leave off something more lighthearted since the last one was a bit dark.... time to get jolly...
main channel: @spicymayo310
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dealing with narcissists
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TF2 philosophy (?) ep. 2 this is how i sound after 2 gin & tonics! anyways in this video i talk abougt my narcissistc uhhhh person and how to deal with these kinds of people and some other stuff main channel: @spicymayo310
trans & identity
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TF2 philosophy ep. 1 this is basically just a ramble video. this one is unscripted hence why i'm stuttering like a dummy and messing up my speech the entire time. it's also late and i'm a bit tired lol. i'm considering making future "tf2 philosophy episodes" scripted if the stuttering is too disruptive so let me know... tf2 schizosophy.... main channel: @spicymayo310
i hate numbers and decimals!
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i drank a bit of cough syrup before recording this
finishing projects
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i have an RSI please don't bully my bhopping im trying my best
i put a razor blade under my toenail and then kicked the wall
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i cant sleep
scrapped half life video (unfinished)
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an unfinished video i worked on back in july of last year, only got this section done and scrapped the video. i dont remember the reason as to why i did and tbh i thought i totally lost this render so im glad this was saved. unfortunately the project files are gone so this render is the only thing left of it aside from the script. perhaps ill revisit this topic and remake a revised version for ...
halfquakw
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halfquake section of basesk8er's indie game video, again this is without the audio glitches. (november 21, 2023) this sections editing was rather rushed however the difference between the voiceover of this video and the iceberg video is pretty crazy, u can tell i got a lot more comfortable with doing voiceovers which i consider to be a big accomplishment as that's my least favourite part about ...
EC section (banned twitch games iceberg)
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just my part from basesk8er's twitch game iceberg video made August 9, 2023. in retrospect i had a ton of fun with this video, it was my first ever collab. even though this was like 6-8 months ago it's still nostalgic going back nonetheless. its weird how intense (and amateur) the editing is on this video, most notably the overuse of sfx which i find to be particularly distracting and disorient...
I love your videos bro, you're great to listen to
12:40 it's called Xenophobia, in general, all ras/sex-isms it's just Xenophobia in another form. Called it Avatarism if you will
I expected at least some examples... Not a speach about basicly racism going on or something like that.
"masculine-presenting" Liberal attracted to conservative Japan, a tale as old as time.
pederasty and schlocking
Cool video. I don't even know what my profile is I don't remember where or when I found it but I really like him, he's me asf.
Wut?
i use one because my wife likes matching and i love her
My attention span is too low for this video. WE NEED A CAT CAM!
12:42 call it profile profiling because it sounds funny idk
Interesting. I have to disagree on the "pure identity" bit, though. Those things that we do not control are indeed part of our identities. We wouldn't be the same without them, so I don't think it makes sense to call the part that we do control the "true" or "unaltered" one.
As a trans person, I agree with there being way more options when it comes to female clothing. Male clothing has like 0 variety or options :(
WTF YOU'RE HALF FILIPINO!??!!? ME TOO!! I'm half filipino and half swede, super weird mix
5:16 Chad Casual Bison Soldier
Okay so what do you think I am, based on my avatar?
wtf is bro waffling about? lmao touch some grass pls
Judge the person,not the pfp.
100% pure unadulterated, unhinged lunacy in video form.
yeah this ones pretty bad looking back
You made some great points but I still think anime avatar racism is justified
delete your rym account
Clicked bc of stocking, also the part about cropping is accurate af
About the association between a person and their profile: the opposite happened to me, one of my childhood friends has always used Brook (from one piece) as his profile pic. When I tried reading the manga my brain would always imagine Brook's lines sounding exactly like this one friend.
some good points about identity here, reminds me a lot of serial experiments lain with how people choose their online representations.
12:42 it's called ad hominem
I thought this was a fuckin doomentio video XD (He is a mexican neo-nazi, white supremacists while being brown af and is also a pedo. He used that stocking art in the thumbnail as pfp for years)
I was listening to this while making food. Agree with most of what you have said on this video, but reality is very interesting bro, and I think this applies to every person no matter what type of place they came from.
this is actually so true. bonus points goes for some niche reference in your avatar or nametag. I put "tulpa" as a fake clan tag in my steam username as a joke but consistently at least once every two weeks I'll get someone who actually knows what it means add me just because of the clan tag..
Those who are not gay and embrace chinese proverb profile pictures:
Lose weight buddy
I'm glad you don't have a goku pfp because then I would never see a take as good as this.
mr. talk
padntry and sctocking
Pastry & stockolm with conveyor belt
pancreas and stockholm syndrome
Poultry and Striking with gutterbell
these mfs always play either sniper or pyro and are only on ugc/skial/that one 48 player 24/7 2fort server these mfs also usually have porn on their conscientious objector either that or their chill demoman/scout mains this is from personal experience
i didnt watch bleach if it was azumanga i'd add you as welll
Gay
max stirner much?
This honestly sounds like my older brother. He's been a huge narcisist and has been an asshole towards me my whole life. He always thinks he's better than most people, always deflecting criticism and lashes out whenever the consequences of actions get him in trouble. He acts like he's a tough dude bro gangster, but in reality he's just an oversized toddler. He has hurt me physically and psychologically several times. Always threatening to assault me and sometimes straight up did, make me feel insecure about myself through insults, also sexual harrasing me by making weird comments and slapping my ass "as a joke." I always tried to tell him to stop and forgive him for these things, but he would not change. I've even had other people come up to me and tell me how much of an asshole my older brother is! But one day, after he threatened to beat me up for the billionth time, he broke my bedroom door and that pissed me off so hard I threatened to kill him (which I regret doing). This resulted in only ME getting punished by mom, not him, who started it! Which i understand threating to kill someone is bad, but he got of scott free! His only punishment was a stern talking and thats it! I got my phone taken away! That was the moment I realized he was never going to change. After that, I refused to talk to him, haven't been friendly towards him for over 2 years now, and I don't care how many times my mom or other family members tell me to be cordial with him or whatever, its over. If he dies I'm not showing up to his funeral!
I like your insight and the weight you put upon understanding. I think it's incredibly important to have a mindset such as this. There is a quote from Dune that I really like that I use as a system to understand people and where their morality lies. It goes: "respect for the truth comes close to being the basis for all morality... This becomes profound thinking when you realize how unstable 'the truth' can be". Family will send some flowery texts misleading their intentions and the truth and urge you to do things for them "because that's what family does" while twisting their knife in it simultaneously and it disgusts me. There is no rationality or reasoning to be had with some of these ppl either simply because they don't have the capacity for it. Ignorance is fucking bliss and hell's favorite contributors are those who think like this. I'm sorry you had to deal with such a nasty case. It's especially unfortunate if it is someone you have to interact with frequently, as the obvious solution is just distancing yourself ofc. I'm glad I can distance myself mostly from this family manipulator of mine but I hope you can do the same for your case.
I relate to what you say at 2:08. There's nothing wrong with just being a somewhat gender non-conforming cisgender man, but are you sure you wouldn't consider yourself agender?
man you got hurt, take a breather and step away from it for a bit
STOP YELLING
i like the yapping
Gay
Gay
7:35 yes indeed society hates the trans people, but i dont think being trans is natural OK. If it is natural how has the amount of trans poeple increased by 2000% in the last 10 years. That doesnt make sense OK if it was natural it would be a steady and normal increase
you talk very well for a non scripted video u are a good speaker even if it was just rambling everything u said had meaning wery mnoce
i see medic gameplay, i know fruitiness is present
For me im still questioning my identity. I'm a cis girl, but sometimes i think that i might be a transman due to me always like masculine things and relating to men more, but also i don't actually want to transition. Im ok with just wearing masculine clothes. But other times I do like femenine things and clothes, I just hate it when it forced upon me everyday. Idk. I don't think about it a lot so just I slap the genderfluid label onto myself and call it a day. Maybe one day I'll figure it out but for now im pretty cool with the way i am now.
I think as long as you remain comfortable who you are, why care if your physical identity reflects your interests or not? No need to apply labels for the sake of others. Respect and love yourself!
I enjoyed your perspective, there are some parts that need attending as it feels very dissonant in it's cohesion & perspective in the determinism + identity. but we work it out as we get older. we all have to tackle the mysteries & purpose, ultimately it doesn't matter whether we're here, nor there. whether we think there's meaning or not. all we need is simply ✨Love, Peace & Double Cheeseburgers. ✨bbyyyyy
I love this speech <3 Also (read the description), your stuttering is not disrupting at all; outmost, I think it makes the video feel organic and genuine.