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me vs me
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 22 ธ.ค. 2013
My name is Ren. I have had M.E. since i was 18 years old, I am now 23 and have lost most of my young adult life to this condition. Over the years i have tried countless things to get better with no luck. I am documenting the next 60 days of my life with M.E. to show people just what it's like trying to undertake a protocol to cure this condition
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If your interested in buying my music to help me with private medical tests and treatments for M.E. the page that you can do so is here - www.gofundme.com/13xkiw If you want to follow my blog on face book or catch up for a chat you can do so here - mevsmeblog
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I hear everything you have said, knowing how it feels having been there from the age of 21. It’s criminal how there is nothing in the nhs for this condition. So many lives wasted. So much love for this beautiful young man who managed to accomplish such amazing songs years later. 👏👏👏👏👏👏❤️
Get on to medical marijuana or hempseed oil research has proven that it helps and possibly cure the fucked up disease. COULDNT HURT TO AT LEAST TRY
Please please try medical marijuana they have done studies to prove that it can actually help if not cure it. I hope you get this text.
Keep speaking out Ren, 8 years on and the 10 year prediction is coming true....
OMG! The Aunty in me wants to travel back in time & Aunty hug him. 🥺❤️🤗
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Beautiful baby Ren.
Wish we mett before :(.. i know pain... :(.. dont like 2 see you like this... i see.... plz keep believing. .. you watch this for you show. . Now i understand beter .... you always can come visit me in zwitserland if you want a way out ♡♤◇♧ live the zwits life hahahahaha 100 strong never forget.
Ren, I so wish I could show the Ren in this video where life wound up taking you. You made it through, man. You made it through.
Haha. You think you only took 8 min of our lives.. fast forward 2024 and you have an entire community of renegades that have spent thousands of hours completely consumed by you! You are such an amazing person and truly have the heart of a lion! You give hope to the hopeless and inspiration to the uninspired! ❤
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This just shows the wisdom and strength he carried and still does. He is my absolute favorite and someone I hold in high regards!
FUCK! The irony of him talking about the tests that NHS will pay for, MENTIONING LYME DISEASE, having never been tested for it.
Sadly still spot on and imho worse today! Keep sharing your wise words .... too many of us doing DIY medicine looking for root causes as we decline these money making side effect causing prescriptions !
It is quite excruciating to see that he actually talked about ruling out that bloody Lyme disease - just some 5 months before finally finding out that it was exactly what he had had all the time...
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Did you ever think that you’d become such a beacon of hope for a community made up of 1M+ people, from all walks of life, all ages, from literally all around the world, and… BONE BROTH IS #trending lo.😂. You, even though going through literal hell, still manage to put a smile on other people’s faces. And at such a young age … turning into your mum with the soup vat and concurrently into a dad with the dad jokes. YOU ARE A PRICELESS GIFT TO SO MANY OF US. AND WE FUCKING LOVE YOU!
You are the mountain and the lion. I wish I had a Time Machine so I could go back and show this beautiful child (you look 12) what he has come to mean to so many. Thank you for letting the stars that shine in you shine on all of us. Your talent is MASSIVE, but your gorgeous soul is what knocks people on their ass, it shines through every smile and every tear you show us. Thank you for giving us all permission to be vulnerable. Thank you for shining a light on the things that need to change in our world, and thank you for not being just another self-serving ‘brand.’ And best of all thank for being a real human being. From an old human to a young one.🙏
Already liked, subscribed - now a little comment for the algorithm! May 2024 month of awareness! 👏👍🤝🙋♀️
And here we are in 2024 and it’s the same story and I’m still in bed and still suffering for 30 yrs. Now I’m in this phase of getting multiple infections and can’t get out of bed tho I’ve been treated w every antibiotic Known I believe. I pray for you Ren . I pray for all who suffer including myself 🦠💚
Yes and yes 🙌 and yes 🙌 It is pure hell - ty ty ty @RenMakesMusic - This is my life and near death over and over - by the grace of God am I even here. 🦠💚🦠💚
❤ Nam Myoho Renge Kyo did have some comfort, didn’t it? As does Namaste, on to one more day
This is heartbreaking witnessing this beautiful soul suffering so profoundly. He bares his self to us all. It makes my heart even happier in seeing Ren healthier and touching so many lives.
"truth is less important than the money that we designed?" "We could build utopia's if individuas were taught to use their brains"
Listening to you describe how hopeful you get and determined you are to reach the top of the barrel only to get knocked back down…I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia & I spent 15 years on meds & one day said no more. Idk if that is relevant to the fact that I also experience life in that regard. I have always been the happy, outgoing, strong person that people enjoyed, until I ended up losing faith in myself. I simply couldn’t understand how I was constantly getting shoved back into the barrel even tho I did everything I could to be a good person & do things right it never mattered, the result was always the same. Today the only thing that is different is the severity of losing hope after so many positive hopeful attempts. So many things I’ve wanted to be a voice for to help others only to wind up isolating myself and wishing I mattered to someone bc the feeling of being alone and never good enough is really crippling. Even tho I know how amazing I am and how beneficial of a person I could be to others, I can’t get up the courage to climb to the top again. So I stay at the bottom & hope for my days to pass quickly so that I don’t have to stay in the dark alone anymore. My voice has always been a whisper in the grand arena of screams. As I continued on for so long never being protected I realized that my idea of a God keeping me safe and loved was only a way to have control over individuals while those that tell us are fighting one another for all the riches we feeble watch them collect from the sidelines of fear.
I use odd names on the social platforms bc in the off chance that my name is recognized, I don’t want to admit to the suffering bc I don’t feel that I have the right to complain. In addition to the fact that I don’t want people to know how defeated & depressed I can be. Maybe I’m not as real as I believe I am since I’m faking my happiness. Although when I’m really down-I’m never in public bc I can’t bring myself to get out of bed. So is it really fake, or just disguised. The amount of love I have for the human race is not a healthy trait when the human race is as poisonous as it is. I do know there are some that aren’t, but I’ve not been lucky enough in my lifetime to find them. So I keep my distance and find solace in a hidden identity behind the keyboard. What a waste of a beautiful person inside & out. Doesn’t seem right. 💁♀️
Sending love from what feels like a million miles away. But love knows no distance
@@francesdoll4039 great appreciation for you & your kindness 💛 i felt the energy behind your words & it is genuine. I hope this finds you well.
Because its all down to Money, drug companies control our medical development!
Its makes me sad 😢 watching this now, and what you put yourself through and knowing that you was just failed for soo long 😢
Following your back story, and after years of living with CFS, plus other conditions. I know exactly how it feels,
This was such an important message. I live in NY and I have a son with Down syndrome. When he was 4, he became extremely sensitive and anxious when around spinning fans, elevators, wipers and other things. It got to a point where he refused to eat in a room that had a ceiling fan. I brought him to a neurologist to look for answers. We waited for over a 1/2 hour in the waiting room and I was able to entertain him with books and toys they had in the room. Once we saw the doctor, she spent about a 1/2 hour asking me questions confirming answers that I had already filled out in the questionnaire. Because I wasn't paying attention to him and there were shiny dangling objects in the room, my son became restless and could no longer keep still. She examined him for about 5 minutes and pointed out features he had related to Down syndrome. She seemed overly focused on those features and dismissive when he answered some of her questions correctly (e.g. colors, animals, body parts, etc.). Next she stated that he was too young to be diagnosed with ADHD, but she recommended treating him for it. She told me to choose between clonidine or risperdal because "we have to slow him down". And to expect severe weight gain as a side effect. She never explained what caused the issues I originally went there for, so I pushed to see if there were any other options before putting him on medication. After pressing her for answers, she blurted "Don't you want to make your life easier?" No, that was not why I was there. I wanted to help my son get better, not turn him into a zombie to make my life easier. I'm not against treating ADHD with proper medication, but this did not seem right and I lost trust in this doctor's intention to actually help my son. Sadly, we all need to question more, because doctors aren't necessarily trying to help us get better. Some are just trying to just mask symptoms so that patients are easier to deal with. And, yes, there are profit motives for prescribing medications before exploring other options. My son is in his teens right now I'm glad he is not on any meds and is doing pretty well right now. Just goes to show you the suggested drugs would have caused more harm to him than good.
I appreciate this so much every single time .... Thank you, young Ren .... Older Ren is saying ... You got this! 🪽🤍🪽
Watching this, having just turned 23 and this age marking 10 years of struggling with chronic nausea everyday with the doctors not knowing what's wrong with me, i do feel hope. I just really feel what ren is saying in this video. Countless tests. Medications. Drs visits. I missed out on so many of my teenage years because of whatever is wrong with me. I just hope i start to get better soon. I would love to meet ren and just tell him how much his music means to me.
I have twin 24year old both with complex needs and disabilities. I have so much empathy with REN both in the past and his present. Thankfully we know it gets better for you Ren and that by making this video it is the catalyst for change. 😘😘😘😘
I need this song on replay through hard times. Please release this song in a full version or if it has been please tell me where to download it load it.
The song is called Patience and a full version is available on the soundtrack to the movie 'Unrest' by Ren Gill & Bear McCreary. It's on most streaming platforms!
Ich hoffe auch sehr für dich. Ich habe es auch, Gruß aus Deutschland. Es kann besser werden. ❤️👍
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This makes me think of the poor man’s delicacy here in Canada “wiener water soup”. Never had it myself, but I hear it’s the best in the world of disgusting.
I don’t know of ME same as fibromyalgia but if you want to feel better take these three supplements 1. Palmotoylethanolamide (PEA) for body aches every 6-8 hours. 300mg 2. 5-htp two times a day morning and before bed 50mg-100mg this is antidepressants. 3. Melatonin 3mg before bed. And for energy D-Ribose , this will raise blood sugar. All start working after two weeks. Hope you feel better soon. 🇦🇪 🙏🏼
I love that you made it through this rough spot. You got this, Ren!
Thank you Ren.. I’m so sorry you suffered so much to be here but it wasn’t in vain.. you are making lives better one at a time with your talent.. thank you!🎶♥️🎶x