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I hate Overwatch (+ why I quit)
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ʚ 𝘋𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ɞ
Hey birbs! ^^ I've had this video planned for MONTHS. It's been something I wanted to talk about for a while now of why I have been avoiding playing overwatch lately and eventually quit (again). If you enjoy videos like this where I'm just yapping about myself for a couple minutes let me know and I'll try to make more content like this! I also tried to include pink mercy gameplay to celebrate the return of pink mercy (which I did buy the bundle :P). Anyways, enjoy!
Also here's the link to both of skiesti's mercy vids!!
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th-cam.com/video/41Afx7Lhv18/w-d-xo.html
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ʚ 𝘚𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘦 ɞ
❀ Arni (Another World) - Chrono Cross OST ❀
❀ Arni (Home World) - Chrono Cross OST ❀
❀ Balamb Garden - Final Fantasy VIII OST ❀
❀ Breezy - Final Fantasy VIII OST ❀
❀ Thoughts Straying as Clouds - HOYO-MiX ❀
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ʚ 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘴 ɞ
0:00 Intro
0:14 Disclaimer
0:58 My Passion (how I got into Overwatch)
2:29 My Passion (why I started maining Mercy)
6:16 My Passion (switching from xbox to mnk)
7:40 The Barrier (Overwatch 2 release)
9:30 The Barrier (how numbers affected my mental)
10:37 The Barrier (starting to take more breaks)
11:24 The Barrier (missing Overwatch 1)
12:55 The Barrier (not having fun with friends anymore)
14:18 Relapse
15:33 Relapse (entering a new environment)
16:07 Relapse (I stopped caring)
20:39 Present Day
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ʚ 𝘛𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘣𝘯𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘈𝘳𝘵 ɞ
❀ Made by me! ❀
❀ 𝘎𝘰 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮(𝘴)! ❀
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ʚ 𝘛𝘢𝘨𝘴 ɞ
#overwatch #overwatch2
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Why I LOVED (and hated) playing Kiriko
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3 WASHED apex players play the April's Fool patch
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  • @thecomplainingraccoon5366
    @thecomplainingraccoon5366 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Ow1 is very much a nostolgia trip, used to play on xbox, and recognizing names like hxvoc and feenix reminded me of one of my duos who went on a 10 minute rant at like 2 am about hxvoc just because we lost like 4 games in a row to him, and that he was the reason he dropped a rank. i dont get those moments anymore. Not in ow2 atleast... gaming as a culture changed, sometimes for the better but also the personalities of people just isnt the same, i dont get those moments where 6 random people were comming in a game good or bad, its all keyboard warriors nowadays

  • @SantosSilva9901
    @SantosSilva9901 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I played it on PS4 (still have the physical disk of the game) OW1 back 2016 and this game is a tragedy saga. Everyone knows it, i won't touch it but i enjoy watching streams of it even to this day, time by time not often, i enjoy watching a streamer like Metro who always rage on people or get tilted by them because it's something the game makes the player FEEL, unlike other "polite" streamers blindly playing it and forcing themselves to stay "cool", the thing is that the game nowadays is dead, the viewers decreased a lot, could have grown even more by people who just quit the game but still watch it like me but wasn't the case. Everyone literally like moved on and NOTHING gonna change it, this game to change need a full team of devs REDONE which is impossible.

  • @htfcm
    @htfcm วันที่ผ่านมา

    The game is trash! I NEVER liked ow2. When they first released the closed beta or alpha I played it a few times then immediately stopped and continued to play ow1. Now, I can’t even launch the game without feeling dread about the upcoming bullshit that this game puts me through. Once I uninstalled my life has honestly improved so much that I’m so mad at myself for not quitting this hot mess two years ago.

  • @creepypato3984
    @creepypato3984 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Honestly I gotta stop watching mid-video because the lack of awareness and mention of many, many things from somebody that has had to grind HARD for GM as a Mercy OTP _(since Mercy has been coinflip for 75-90% of the metagames)_ during the run of OW1 is wild. The only diff here seems to be that you started playing again on PC where the competitive side of things was much stronger, during the opening weeks of OW2 with really shifting metas _(that weren't more or less shitty than the ones around the end of OW1 tbh),_ noticed, got burnt down, and your friends too. That's why you started by swapping to Kiriko _(was strong on release, has self-peel like Moira which is necessary when people can actually aim...)._

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Well tbf the focus of this video isn't really about my progress and competitive experience with grinding on mercy, but more of my passion for playing in general... It's just who I played the most and enjoyed throughout my entire time playing ow. And I didn't "swap" to kiriko, I played both mercy and kiriko equally in every season (like their hours were literally practically identical), but I didn't mention that bc that's not really entirely the point.

  • @gumball2312
    @gumball2312 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Honestly I think the reason we feel this way is not having 6v6. You just have to counterpick everything or you can’t play, so you end up playing characters you don’t want to, leading to not having fun.

  • @repeatingimp7229
    @repeatingimp7229 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Allow me to introduce you to the Team Fortress 2 Medic

  • @trinityhenderson9523
    @trinityhenderson9523 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It's really sad to say that paladins is more fun to play than overwatch 2.

  • @joelkarito7572
    @joelkarito7572 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It comes full circle tank needs to open path for team healer needs to sustain dps and tank and dps needs to take out other dps and healers while trying to stay away from tank.

  • @marshmallowmarshes
    @marshmallowmarshes 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Mercy is comfortable, because you aren't proactive. That's it. And yes, that inherently makes you a worse player, because proactivity is essential base for any competitive game including real life sports.

  • @josephdavis3472
    @josephdavis3472 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I think this last update has made people realize the game doesn't have the right stewardship to direct it into a fun and balanced state. They prioritize the wrong things and stifle criticism.

  • @smol_croc
    @smol_croc 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The self worth being attributed to numbers on a screen I felt WAY too much. Has been the biggest hit to my mental health, to the point where that’s all that mattered to me for a bit, both my stats and my teammates

  • @toxiczombeez5332
    @toxiczombeez5332 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    My YT feed is boring. My fucking day lit up when i see more people hating this game. I love it.

  • @pumpkiinguts
    @pumpkiinguts 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i do really miss ow1 :,( i won’t pretend that i haven’t enjoyed ow2 but it was just so different. i felt way less stressed playing the game, and 6v6 was far more fun

  • @flameprincefinn12Games
    @flameprincefinn12Games 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I hate hate hate how much I can relate to this, Overwatch is so close and dear to me...yet has been going trough the same motions as you. Thank you for being vocal about such a human thing, I shed a few tears bahaha

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      aww :(( my heart goes out to you! I'm glad you could relate to it ^^

  • @Strife1425
    @Strife1425 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I miss when there was a tank that could peel for me, and also miss when the hero you picked didn’t determines who wins the fight by default and that you can still outplay anyone with any character and not have the game itself take that away from me and outplay me like its a fast paced chess game I want the skill expression and the old 6v6 format back, until then i am not even having fun knowing the game is extremely low on the skill ceiling Oh and i do have the game uninstalled since season 7 or so i believe, no point to it unless they drop the 2 branding and go back to our roots especially with Marvel Rivals coming out I am a roadhog main and always liked when he was niche and not gigabuffed, and now i will just main Venom to fill that hole in Marvel Rivals

  • @MuscularAlligator420
    @MuscularAlligator420 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Yeah overwatch is just isn't the same anymore it lost it's identity

  • @jaredreed8144
    @jaredreed8144 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Me and my son would duo tank in comp everyday after school no clue why they made these decisions for the game.

  • @scarlet8216
    @scarlet8216 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I play ow time to time but I started playing ow 2 I was addicted. I was determined to get better at mercy and climb ranks as her but then I realized I didn’t have the skill enough to branch out to better supports and playing other roles felt stressful because of the stat board that everyone could see if I was doing bad or good. The only times I enjoyed playing was with my friends since we all could laugh and have fun but by myself I just preferred to play other games. Hopefully the game gets better soon especially with solo queuing and being able to play as characters you’d want to play as

  • @real_chichicherry123
    @real_chichicherry123 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    At this point I am starting to regret having received Overwatch 1 as a gift and addicted to it in late 2018... (2.5k hrs time) and had too much hope in OW2... I am going to cry

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      No I totally get that :(( I spent so much time and energy into this game when I was addicted, but sometimes we just have to move on and reminisce about the good ol days 😔

    • @real_chichicherry123
      @real_chichicherry123 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive "the parties eventually end" I was delulu to think it wouldn't happen, now it's painfully clear...😭

  • @__Jah__
    @__Jah__ 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    they lied, stuffed the game full of monetization, lied some more, underdelivered, and power crept the whole roster because they are incompetent and don't actually understand the core issues with the game because their massive egos will not let them admit they fucked up going to 5v5 worst part is they know there's a whole swath of useful idiots like Jake who will go "well you have to play it for a few weeks (now LITERAL years) before you know it's bad" Same flawed logic people use to shit on people who don't watch a show or movie they know they won't like "Just give the company your time and attention anyway so you can confirm you don't like it" *No* Us overwatch OGs told everyone 5v5 was a bad idea, Jeff Kaplan flat out said they tried 5v5 in Overwatch's original development and that the game and original roster were designed for 6v6. Look like people are *finally* coming to that conclusion on their own. It wouldn't be as frustrating if Jeff didn't tell us all these things; but he did...and Aaron Keller and Jared Knuss ignored it all because they "knew better"

    • @__Jah__
      @__Jah__ 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I've also been fine with the death of the game; been playing Sea of Thieves with friends or single player games in my Steam backlog instead

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Yeah no, they messed up BIG time with ow2 bc they decided not to take the words of people who ACTUALLY knew better. It's so frustrating to see such a mistake cascade into the mess that is this game :) I'm glad you found a new enjoyment in sea of thieves tho!

  • @Seokune
    @Seokune 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I think we used to play a lil bit together? I had rose and seokune as my gamertag

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      :o did we? it doesn't ring a bell for me tbh ㅠㅠ

    • @Seokune
      @Seokune 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive maybe? I could be trippin but the rank matches up and stuff, I'm not sure how common your name is tho

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ooooo i'd say my name isn't that common? but idk lol

  • @Talcio
    @Talcio 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    watching this video after playing the game since launch makes me sad how much from grace this game fell off for a lot of people. not only that but i remember buying this game with my own allowance and was so excited and to see it just be this pile of dumpster doodoo makes me sad. i now switched to tf2 and never looked back ever since the bot crisis got fixed. I hope overwatch manages to fix itself but with these current changes they want to do to tanks I will leave my roses to it's grave and only remember the good times.

  • @Aikorns
    @Aikorns 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I quit too. (Check comments for full rant)

    • @Aikorns
      @Aikorns 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      One thing that left me with a bad taste, I dropped my controller and accidently bought a cosmetic with the gold coins and wanted a refund for the cosmetic and didn't even use it in a match. They wouldn't give it back. Took a month break. Then got back on and I played two games won first and lost sending and then got cursed out for how bad I was.

    • @Aikorns
      @Aikorns 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Deleted right away.

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Ugh that sounds horrible, I'm sorry that happened to you :( I don't blame you for leaving at all

  • @heartgold7973
    @heartgold7973 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The recent patch notes are definitely NOT going to help you in returning. Not that you are anyway but if you had seen it you’d just instantly lose too much hope in it. Even as a tank player I certainly didn’t ask for the amount of buffs tanks gotten.

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Omg I've heard about the patch notes holy idk what they were thinking 😭

  • @Chickensea10
    @Chickensea10 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Rip overwatch 1. Stacking 6 v 6 bastions vs. Mei If you are looking for other games here's some! #blud, bo:patj of the teal lotus, bleach: rebirth of souls (BANDAI HAS POSTED BLEACH CONSOLE OST!), legends of runeterra, PROJECT 2XKO, dragonball sparking zero, black myth wukong, unbeatable, titanfall 1 and 2, assassins creed black flags multiplayer still works!, etc. Good luck with finding a new game!

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you for the recommendations :D if I ever get the time I'll definitely check em out ^^

    • @Chickensea10
      @Chickensea10 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive go for it! Happy summer gaming. Also EVOS coming up soon so expect more games there!

  • @colesonveigar
    @colesonveigar 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    As a Grandmaster Mercy/Moira main who's been that rank since OW season 4, I 100% agree with your opinion about Mercy's appeal. She's such a mechanically stressless, relaxing hero to play, and that's one of the best things about her. Not everyone wants to manage mechanics and game sense like you can with other heroes like Ana. I'm writing this 7 mins into the video, but Overwatch isn't fun anymore due to 5v5. The only reason the game even IS 5v5 was just so they could help market the game as a sequel, which we all know it wasn't. Everything in Overwatch, except for like 6-7? New post OW1 heroes and maps were designed for 6v6.

    • @colesonveigar
      @colesonveigar 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I never thought about things that way when it came to scoreboard statistics. I originally thought that the reason there was never a scoreboard in Overwatch because Blizzard was being lazy, but you make a great point about how everyone's stats can be viewed at any time. It is cool in the sense that you can see other's statistics in-game, but now that I think about it, it causes a lot of problems too, being able to easily justify blaming others by just reading out their stats that you don't approve, or just comparing them to others, etc. People can say an opinion like that is being "sensitive", but if you think about it, the scoreboard really doesn't add much besides the fact you can see it. People mostly use it to just blame others, or justify toxicity. Another great example is League, the game I moved to. In that game, everyone rushes to the scoreboard stats anytime any statistics. Scoreboard visibility lowkey only incites toxicity and is used to justify toxicity or make us compare ourselves to others. One could make the argument that people could point out teammates' areas of struggle by comparison, but given the gaming community, that'd just start shit most of the time. One could also make the argument that comparing your own stats might help you better improve your gameplay in-game, but eh. Imo, they should revert it to how it was in the first game, or make it possible to disable stats for yourself.

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

      YES another mercy main who gets me 😌 ugh, it sucks the game was never meant for 5v5, but they pushed it out anyways, and it's kinda fallen apart ever since. The statboard is ngl another "tool" to be toxic to your teammates, especially bc of the whole comparison thing that can happen, which you have mentioned. If there was a setting to disable seeing everything about it, I would've absolutely turned it on. Thank you for your thoughts tho ^^

  • @Kawabongahlive
    @Kawabongahlive 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Chrono Cross soundtrack on the background. Always good to listen to.

  • @hollowgisbeginwithin578
    @hollowgisbeginwithin578 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Will never be game of the year again 😢

  • @asdfadfafsdfa
    @asdfadfafsdfa 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    SAME! such a great memory of how good the game was and trying to force myself to play has gotten to point where I dont even want to boot it up.

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Ugh it honestly sucks so much. I'm glad you could relate tho :D

    • @asdfadfafsdfa
      @asdfadfafsdfa 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive def fond memories of ow1! Hopefully you found some other games you love!

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      absolutely! same for me hehe. and thank you!

  • @axcey
    @axcey 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    you made a good choice qutting again before this latest patch LMFAO game is cooked

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      LMAOOOO omg I saw a glimpse of the patch notes 💀 what were they trying to cook

  • @asdfadfafsdfa
    @asdfadfafsdfa 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The game feels terrible if you played ow1...the hitboxes really killed that last little bit of fun for me. now mid players just get pocketed and slap you around

  • @glass1337
    @glass1337 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    That intro and disclamer in perfect mercy main voice

  • @morezombies9685
    @morezombies9685 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Your story really mirrors mine except I went from gold to masters instead of plat to gm. Really the soul just feels so sucked out of the game now... i miss ow1 so much...

  • @brycegill7542
    @brycegill7542 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Dammit, now I just want to play Chrono Cross again.

  • @Noobish_Camper55
    @Noobish_Camper55 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'll play the game again when 6v6 returns. I think it will return at some point, maybe a few months, maybe a few years. Not touching it until then.

  • @Zoulz666
    @Zoulz666 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Started playing OW1 as well. Like when it was in closed beta. But i've never been competitive and never cared about numbers. I just play unranked a few times per day. Try to get my challenges done. And it's fine, though it feels pretty harsh sometimes. I think it's worst when you go against premade teams, since I play solo.

  • @Freeseraphim
    @Freeseraphim 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    That sounds a lot like my rainbow six experience strangely enough

  • @truthfuldrake278
    @truthfuldrake278 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Never played OW1, seeing the old UI is weird to me, almost like a alternative timeline to me (a little surreal idk how to explain), it also makes the OW2 UI look like a optimized marketing style. I wish I got to play 6v6…

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hehe that's really interesting to hear actually! Who knows, maybe you'll play 6v6 again if the dev team allows :)

  • @felipecustodio8564
    @felipecustodio8564 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You are not alone.

  • @zenheretic
    @zenheretic 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Me too, revisiting this game is like visiting your old best friend only to find out they sold all their belongings to feed their heroin addiction

  • @jimmyjab8744
    @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Good video :) Hope your getting away from overwatch is and does goes well too

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you thank you :D

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive :) and yea if you do have more stories or things you wanna yap about you should make more videos on it if you enjoy it ofc tho

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      hehe ofc! will do

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive :3

  • @huuREG
    @huuREG 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    ow 2 is good guys TRUST ME

  • @jimmyjab8744
    @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Kinda unrelated sorry but hearing you talk about wishing you had that old passion for overwatch reminds me of my own expectations on how I should feel about things in my life, which idk i'm a bit too tired at 1 am rn to tell if this is nice to hear someone else also having a similar ish feeling (ik its not thatt similar but you get what I mean). Those expectations have made my mental health worse and make it hard for me to do things as simple as play through a video game and just be ok with me having conflicting not just good or bad feelings on something like a boss for example. (sorry for the essay I'm bouta dump, I like to talk way too much) I can't remember when you mentioned one tricks or why but hi yes I'm a doom one trick. I personally was playing overwatch a lot in the first couple years of it being out and then wasn't active much for another couple years after becoming superrr deep into platforming games. I think I got back into it after goats and then started learning doomfist in the last year of overwatch 1 and started to see some pretty big progress i think in my skill even if I never ever touched ranked (i was a silver or bronze player in the rank i actually did have from playing it prolly early on in overwatch 1). Rip dps doomfist and beta ow2 doomfist techs as well. They really had to rework my boy and then do it near perfectly in movement, and then ruin it. Rahhh. I did have a big compeititive drive early in ow2 and in the beta's. I found tankfist to be pretty fun and kinda natural. I remember finding a few new movement techs in the beta before quakedon made a video on all the ones he had found so that was helllaa cool. I think I took ranked particularly seriously in season 3 of overwatch 2 but I can't remember about the previous seasons. I managed to go from in season 3 starting at I think silver 5 on tank, within two weeks climbing to masters 5, without a single derank (I did I'm sure not move up or down in rank, such as I remember speciifcally my first rank updated in masters 5 I stayed masters 5 which ti me proves I did at the time belong between high diamond and low masters), and before this my peak rank ever in ow1 and ow2 was gold lmao and low gold at that. So I'm very proud of that, though my compeittive drive for some reason faded quickly after that, I'm not really sure why but I think it was a combination of a few things. As I said, tankfist techs being entirely ruined and only a few of them being brought back though they were brought back about as well as brining a dead person back to life as a zombie would be, clunkier and worse. Rip stair slam, rip slam bhop or whatever it was called yknow. I didn't even get enough time in the beta's and with his techs functioning properly to get as good at them as I know I could have, in general in fights and also with rollouts out of spawn you could do some crazy stuff. It's something I should be used to and I guess have become more disappointed and numb to over time being disappointed by blizzard. I know doomfist is just one of many heroe's and gets often a lot of hate but I hate how he's treated by blizzard. His techs and bugs don't get enough attention even if they shouldn't be a top prioirty and they probably don't have a large enough dev team to fix or improve on every hero and do what all the one tricks of each hero want. Also to do with techs I remember seeing a clip of a ball clip that was posted on tik tok that showed a new ball tech, which I think then got removed immediately, which is so sad. It wasn't even that crazy either. Movement techs aren't taken care of very well it seems.

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Another important part, since doomfist became a tank I became a tank main. As I've said to my friends who play overwatch before, if they made doomfist a support, I'd become a support player. Healfist or something lol. Tank felt pretty good in the beta but I'm guessing its around about after season 3 where the pressure and pain of playing tank started to take a toll. My own mental health being in a rough spot around these times doesn't help. I can't remember much between season 8 and 3 of ow2. I just know seeing tank diff in quick play and comp frequently and being told to swap all the time was really really not a good time. I know yeah you should swap if your getting messed up but also, I'm so much more experienced in doom to the point even if swapping orisa is easier, i'll prolly still do worse lol. I can only recall swapping when I asked prolly a couple times it happened but the only one that comes to mind in on rialto, which is an unimportant detail but funny that I remember it. I think I swapped sig and we still lost, I think. Reminds me of another totally unnescary detail uh I remember at school playing a specific sport that I dunno if it's well known in different countries or if it's just a school thing or what but it's danish rounders, basic hit and run to a base, try to get a home run if possible, using a tennis racket as well. I remember I for some reason always tried to catch the ball with one hand when I was fielding. Idk why I started doing that but I actually got good at it to the point I'd be more confident at my ability to catch it with on hand than two hand a by a lot. People did ask me to catch with two hands sometimes which is understandable, it wasn't an ego thing for me at that point though I genuinely just didn't like catching with two hands because I hadn't practiced it and one hand was more fun toooo. I forgot what my point was, and I'm writing so much lmfao. Over the past few seasons in a particular with it being debated so much I've found switching to 5v5 (along with the frustrastion with even more immortaltites and heroe's like release mauga) were really making the game feel, bad, I guess. At this point I'm kind of numb and sick of the game. For the past couple weeks I've only hopped once or twice a week. Even with friends it's sometimes miserable. The tough thing is I can't tell anymore if it's my sensitive mental health or if it's the games (I've also been playing soulsborne games so that's uh, been tough in that same regard). If the devs come out and say 6v6 is never coming back I don't think I'll be able to play anymore apart from friends and I wonder if I'll even be able to do that. Even just two months ago my passion for overwatch was possibly a the highest it's ever been but the misery of actually playing the game has somehow drained me from that to what I'm guessing is numbness. I still have some passion in particular for 6v6 coming back, but even that idk, might be fading. I've tried 6v6 customs, they were pretty damn good sometimes but even when I won or ajaxed a lucio with blade, or got a 4k blade, with some people in the lobby being like top 500s which I'm proud I managed to get anything done with and against those players, but me living in Oceiana I had terrible ping. Constantly 230 sometimes more. It wasn't unplayable but it didn't feel good. Probably the most sad part being that doomfist was the only hero I tried that felt unplayable, like fully cannot do anything or hit any punches practically. So I have the choice of playing doomfist with reasonable ping overwatch 2 5v5 misery, or high af ping doomfist in 6v6 customs against a mix of different ranks including a signifcant amount of gms when I'm rn a diamond or so player. Which another thing, playing with high ranked players in that discord server after they added a ranked system and bot, became quite painful. Playing ranked with gm's expecting me who is generally unconfident and not a leader despite being a tank player, to be using comms not only a lot but well, and expecting me to get kills when I'm on high ping. I sometimes did well, pulled my own weight surprisingly, mostly just on venture and genji since tank was too hard to play in the leader role by such a large amount better to what I'm used to (doesn't help that people ((I am people) don't use voice in regular ranked so I'm not used to it). And people who weren't masters and up pretty much made matches in this ranked custom game system dependant as I heard people in voice say on who had the better plat. I know it ain't personal but god the things they said hurt and the pressure I couldn't take it. My mental health really could not handle that. I think I forgot something related to that I was going to say as well.

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I wish overwatch didn't feel like a job to be passionate about. I've started overanalyzing games I play more than usual (even though I like game design to be fair to mysefl) prolly due to how much brain power I've invested into trying to in my head and in this community try to solve this game even though I have no power over what happens to it. I wish this game felt like a game. I wish doomfist was taken care of properly. I wish I didn't make this game half of my personality for some of my life. A little bit of me wonders if I should wish I never played it because in the end there's been so much disappointment. I really really wanted to take doomfist all the way to top 500 too. I even adjusted my username I use for everything on twitch to replicate the same sort of vibe the name GetQuakedON has. Somehow climbing to masters 5 without deranking once, it really feels like maybe I can or could have but this game is too stressful. Too much pressure for me to be perfect and not play too aggressive because I'm a solo tank where if I die we lose the fight and I get yelled at or see tank diff in chat. Then there's the fact I had and have so much desire for what tankfist could be with his techs fixed. I really wish things got better for overwatch but even if things happen perfectly I don't know, my competitive drive might take a sec to come back. I don't know if I should come back properly if that happens, though really I know I would try to at the very least. Oh yeah another little thing I guess, I did try to get into tf2 which actually was the game I almost got into but couldn't because of the blood I wasn't allowed to by my parents. So I got overwatch, after convincing them, because they're christian and didn't like zen or Reaper. Crazy to think how different my life would be if I didn't manage to convince them. My main point though, I thought tf2 would be fun goofy and I could finally get into it like I wanted to before. Other than the bot issue they were/may have again if it comes back, somehow I've found out tf2 has a pretty toxic community. When I tried silly strats or was underperforming I got called out in chat multiple times. It really sucked and hurt because I haven't even played the game much so like duh I'm not gonna be as good as yall. And let me do my silly strats who cares if one of the what 12 people on our team isn't playing optimally. I'd understand more if the game were something like 7v7 or less but like, it casual, in a game with so many hats an goofy weapons, why must gaming communites, overwatch tf2 and more take CASUAL, SO SERIOUS. I even think I played less ow at the time specifically to do with quick play complaining people, so it was kinda heartbreaking to go to tf2 and feel the same way. Gaming has been such a huge part of my life, prolly my main and most consistent passion, and I've had most/many friendships built from or made stronger with video games. It's hard when it feels like gaming isn't fun consistently anymore. I can't tell like I said why that is. Is it me expecting myself to feel stuff so then I overanalyze and feel bad? Is it poor mental health in general? Is it teen moodswings? Is it the games I'm playing? Is it the communities? Is it burnout? I forgot what the last one of those I thought of was. I wonder if I need a break from games, but with me doing so little unrelated to video games I feel like I'd be lost without it. My other passions came and left or faded. I know I should prolly just get off when I'm feeling bad but my compeitive side doesn't like getting off and giving up even for that good reason a lot of the time. To be fair actually getting off and doing other things more and getting off quicker when I feel bad may be the solution but damn it's hard to do. Other than that I feel like if I were to quit games fully for a bit, that I'd like I said be lost and not know what to do with most of my time. So then I'm in a constant state of playing games, feeling bad either from sensitive mood swings, poor mental health, and the expectations on how I should feel, like right now thats happening as I play through elden ring dlc. Completely forgot a small detail. I played ovewatch yesterday for like two matches or something of quick play and one match of doomfist broke me a bit. First round busan I actually did CRAZY good time talking one or two punch predicts on a tracer, which I forgot I was going to clip but ay its fine. And then after that idk what happened but it felt like I couldn't kill anything in the next rounds. It became so miserable. My skill and mayube even enjoyment still shows it's there, at least I think so. I don't really get much satisfcation anymore in overwatch and maybe that's just from having played it off and on for 6 or maybe around 7 years by now. I also had a bit of time in custom games by myself a few weeks or maybe 2 months ago where I was just learning and practicing a couple doom techs I hadn't done much of. Like the tech where you cancel punch with space bar into some objects that then lanches you upward, like in particular it's really easy and fun on kingsrow little bushes with the black metal fences or something that are below high grounds first point. I hope one day I can play beta tech doomfist in 6v6 and get to consistently have and get rewarded with enjoyment instead of disappointed by having this passion Apologies for the long sharing of my own story. I should sleep soon as it is 2 am. Considering how much of my emotion I'm spilling out into this I'm adding the not necassary detail of this is also my last year of school and I'll be an adult soon so that's cool. Currently on a 2 week school holiday. Got a lot of work to catch up on though and I procrastinate so badly. Gonna go try make myself go to the gym tomorrow. Thank you for reading this if anyone actually read the entire thing lmao.

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      had to split that up into multiple comments, hopefully I copy pasted it all alright

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you for taking the time to share your story :) I totally get the whole mental health thing affecting your enjoyment with the game and how if you took a break from games, you would feel lost without it. It's kinda where I am rn where I'm struggling to get motivated to play games LOL. I definitely say try to separate the two as best as you can and take care of yourself :) I guess it goes without saying that ow, even if you have a sprinkle of fun, it has a way of completely taking it away from you and making it absolutely miserable, whether in a competitive or casual scene. Your hyperfixation on a character ends up fading bc of the sheer amount of impact you feel like you're not bringing, therefore forcing you onto a "stronger" hero, even if you absolutely suck at them LMAO. Good luck adulting o7 I'm still figuring things myself being an "adult." :)

    • @jimmyjab8744
      @jimmyjab8744 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive yeah thank you and good luck with “adulting” too (no clue if i used “ “ correctly but yknow). Also not sure what you mean by separate the two but I’m guessing it means if and when it’s affecting my mental health to keep away from it as best I can whether it be short or long breaks. Definitely tough to do. Appreciate the time you took to write a kinda long reply btw. Woke up too late and now gonna go prolly play elden ring and do school work. Also gonna check you your channel since I forgot to do it last night and this is the first I’ve seen of you. Was a vibe to watch and listen to the vid

  • @bennettstokes195
    @bennettstokes195 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The games in a great spot but I too get burnt out on the toxic players and frustrations due to lack of progress

  • @johnb2001jb
    @johnb2001jb 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have a pretty same-same story as that beginning half, even as far as avoiding mercy, I picked up the game around the time Ana was coming out and the game was “free to try” on Xbox and was hooked since, I started out very casually and never with much dedication in mind, it was just one of the few games in my rotation and honestly I don’t know what kicked it off but I got heavy into it! Started out LOW silver and a DPS main. Eventually like you I succumbed to Mercy and over the year I made it to GM and the following seasons Top500 on Xbox, I picked up more characters and Tank role and was even high ranked there too! (#2 mercy for a few seasons, #34 Lucio, #48 Zarya) eventually I moved to PlayStation and did it all over again climbing back to GM, and (as I check my instagram post rn) on July 16 2019 I quit. I made LOTS of friends and even two girlfriends, the latter of which I’ve had a kid with and enjoyed these happy few years we’ve been together, but the online community was my big issue. Through social media I’ve experienced a lot of bad people and even things I’d have to put TW’s on (mind you I was a minor if that’s enough of a hint). But after all that, my current girlfriend dragged me back into the game after having quit cold-turkey for 2 years, now I’m on PC, I have a HUGE hero pool (JQ, Zar, Hog, Ana, Bap, Kiri, LW, Ashe, Cas, Echo, Mei, and Widow). I get to play a few hours every 1-2 weeks now that I have kids but recently just got all my roles to diamond and steadily climbing them all to Masters and I’ve been enjoying learning so many new heroes, yes the game isn’t in the best of states and never enjoyed many metas but I ALWAYS played what I wanted and I. MADE. IT. WORK! No matter how many counterswapped or flamed me I would always be determined to overcome against any and all odds and I really and addicted to the characters. The game, meh, BUT THE HEROES, I LOVE them! Nothing plays or feels the same to me as these do, nobody does a hero shooter like this and through all the pain and frustration the game may throw or change into, I just love being my little ol’ grandma Ana or flirtation Life weaver or game dominating Cas or beautiful JunkerQUEEN any chance I get

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      omg what a cool story! thank you so much for sharing! i'm glad you ended up enjoying learning more characters even if the game still kinda sucks lolll

  • @ManaBurn808
    @ManaBurn808 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Ahh, yes, chrono cross music, a woman of culture I see 👌

  • @jamie-ov4dp
    @jamie-ov4dp 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I stand with you

  • @rewanderers5049
    @rewanderers5049 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Overwatch 2 has only one problem: It does't Overwatch. I understood it when Jeff have left. No PvE, no PvP (cause obsiolsy characters and mechanics based on 6v6 won't work on 5v5, I have no clues who the fuck think that it is possible), no lootboxes, no nice look UI. Just a fucking piece of garbage, which Blizzard names Overwatch. That's all. Thank you for video. I totally agree.

  • @ryanwoods9608
    @ryanwoods9608 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can't stop coming back to this video, I even went and watched ur gameplay videos on ur other account and I'm kinda sad I never got to know you on this game. Your movement is so elegant I can tell you were a very high IQ player. It's also why I understand you hate the game now :/

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Awww thanks I appreciate it :D Who knows, maybe when the game starts restoring itself back to its former glory, we can play some day :)

    • @ryanwoods9608
      @ryanwoods9608 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@feenixsarchive dare to dream 😔(that it's ever gonna get better)

  • @pointedmammal29
    @pointedmammal29 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    same. still play it with friends on comp because it's a hilarious experience

    • @feenixsarchive
      @feenixsarchive 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Hehe, friends always seem to make it better