Sylvester Alexander
Sylvester Alexander
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it bothers me that I can't control what people think of me
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it bothers me that I can't control what people think of me
reasons why I complain
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I don't complain THAT much, I feel like I made myself seem worse than I actually am
why mentally ill people are scared to ask for help
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#mentalillness #mentalhealth
I was psychotic, but multiple psychiatrists refused to give me anti-psychotics (why, though?)
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#mentalillness #fight #mentalhealth #psychosis
Trump is attaching trans youth (& it angers me)
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#trump #trans #transgender #protecttransyouth #protecttranskids
taking a quiz to find out which member of BTS I am
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#buzzfeed #quiz #bts
why I love BTS (storytime)
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#BTS #story #mentalillness #mentalhealth #psychosis
why I regret going to the hospital when I was experiencing psychosis (storytime)
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my camera battery actually lasted long enough to film this whole video! I'm shocked. the camera battery is somehow healing itself lol I don't know what's up with that, but I'm happy about it #story #storytime #psychosis #mentalillness #mentalhealth
getting harassed by transphobes caused me to quit my job (storytime)
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the song is by Twisted Sister #story #storytime #trans #transmasc #transgender #2slgbtqia #transphobia
how I would talk to Tyler Durden (if I was a character in Fight Club)
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how I would talk to Tyler Durden (if I was a character in Fight Club)
my name is a little problematic
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#sylvester #culturalappropriation
trying peanut butter puffs
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#tastetest #peanutbutter Music: Boom Bap Flick by Quincas Moreira
trying Flying Monkeys IPA
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this was a mistake. this video is (obviously) not sponsored. please drink responsibly #tastetest #beer #flyingmonkeys Song: Boom Bap Flick by Quincas Moreira
trans man reacts to Pierre Poilievre’s recent comment on gender
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#pierrepoilievre #conservative #canada #politics #trans #transgender #nonbinary
video in HD, but don't get used to it (mental illness vlog)
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video in HD, but don't get used to it (mental illness vlog)
rating my feet because I can
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rating my feet because I can
Love Poem for a Badass
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Love Poem for a Badass
Old Wolf Tavern
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Old Wolf Tavern
ASMR telling you how much I like you
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ASMR telling you how much I like you
I got my MRI results back & there's some stuff wrong with my brain (mental illness vlog)
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I got my MRI results back & there's some stuff wrong with my brain (mental illness vlog)
My Favourite Outfits Worn By The Members of Blackpink
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My Favourite Outfits Worn By The Members of Blackpink
feeling sexy as a plus size trans man
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feeling sexy as a plus size trans man
I was the Canadian version of Chip-Chan (kind of)
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I was the Canadian version of Chip-Chan (kind of)
Trump's attacking trans & non-binary people & I'm so sorry
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Trump's attacking trans & non-binary people & I'm so sorry
my thoughts on unlicensed Indigenous cannabis dispensaries
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my thoughts on unlicensed Indigenous cannabis dispensaries
Jenna Marbles looks like Jisoo from Blackpink (change my mind)
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Jenna Marbles looks like Jisoo from Blackpink (change my mind)
I'm obsessed with making YouTube videos, I'm sorry (mental illness vlog)
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I'm obsessed with making TH-cam videos, I'm sorry (mental illness vlog)
how I was treated by men before I came out as trans
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how I was treated by men before I came out as trans
what I’d say to Eugenia Cooney if she were my loved one
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what I’d say to Eugenia Cooney if she were my loved one

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  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Stigmas are just used to keep people down. Keep up the good work brother

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    so I spoke to my therapist and she says that psychiatrists don't like to give out anti-psychotics at the hospital because they can't follow-up with you to see how they're working, so they expect people to get prescribed through their family doctor. but what if someone doesn't have a family doctor? that's so messed up, man

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I sadly think that she genuinely does not know who the authentic 'her' is, which is pretty common for child stars. Developing a strong internal sense of self kinda requires a developmental stage where you can get lots of validation from authority figures that whatever you do, you will be loved, and child stars get the opposite, they get a lot of messages that you must be a certain thing or else you lose all your attention/love. I think that's also why she has this child like quality to her....she got developmentally stuck in a younger age. LOTS of therapy can help with these issues, they are not unique to her, and I hope she heals like she deserves to. 🙂

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 2 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      good observation, I hope she's able to heal as well

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    The people who just resent other people's happiness are just not good people, and we should not cater to them. Plenty of people will try to tear you down, but if you modify yourself to appease such folks, they are successful in tearing you down. Don't let them!

  • @FerventGrey
    @FerventGrey 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Absolutely loved the messages in this. Great video man :)

  • @BelugaGuy-ks5mp
    @BelugaGuy-ks5mp 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I could also be that some of them think you aren't trans, as "trans" for them would mean full on medical transition.

    • @FerventGrey
      @FerventGrey 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Yeah I think that's a good point. Some people just don't understand that there a varying levels of everything. And also that it's not a body thing necessarily, it's a personality thing.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      people don't realize that transitioning doesn't happen overnight. I was on a waiting list for HRT, so what was I supposed to do? and some trans people don't require medical transitions to treat their gender dysphoria. some people do medically transition and still aren't able to pass. I get what you're saying, but it's still frustrating

  • @kellyrodriguez3915
    @kellyrodriguez3915 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I feel you on all of your reasons for complaining. People used to complain about me being complainy and whiney, and in retrospect, the people that accused me of that the most were the most abusive/neglectful to me and I'm serious...didnt reach this conclusion for a few decades. What helped me realize this, like really begin to, was when I lamented to my psychiatrist , that I wished I was less whiney and complainy; too many people told me I'm whiney and complainy, and she looked at me with a serious face, and literally said, 'maybe too many people you surround yourself with are assholes'. SHE WAS RIGHT. These people included family members, and 'friends'. I still spend too much time waiting for assholes to not be assholes anymore but I've culled most of them out of my life. It may be them, not you! You're pretty down to earth, it's refreshing.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I'm sorry you had to deal with that, that really sucks. I don't think I complain as much as I made it seem like in this video, but I just feel like I need to be more positive overall. no one's really telling me I'm compliany, I came to that conclusion myself. thank you for the compliment, I appreciate it :) I hope you're doing well

  • @RubbiDuckiLuci
    @RubbiDuckiLuci 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I'll never understand why people take so much time out of their day to hurt people who haven't done anything wrong.

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    content warning: eating disorders

  • @UMAIII-r9i
    @UMAIII-r9i 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I support you and I agree that Blake could still be a victim. Everyone is gonna be sorry if she releases evidence. I also agree with everything you’ve pointed out in this video

  • @fbisurveillancevan2254
    @fbisurveillancevan2254 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Sending hate :)

  • @hatinacat7344
    @hatinacat7344 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Holy crap that Montreal story at the bar was so terrifying… I hope you got better friends after that

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      thank you, yeah those people aren't in my life anymore. it was pretty messed up of them to just leave me

  • @Luvesehk
    @Luvesehk 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It’s odd how personally offended some people get when you want to make changes to your own body… Sometimes it’s hard for me just to go out in some of my fits, so I can’t imagine transitioning and for a portion of that being on display for people to judge, *sometimes always! It’s brave for sure

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      right? like how was I hurting anyone by just existing as a trans person who didn't pass? my heart goes out to transfeminine people because I know they get it so much worse

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I have also certainly felt like my humanity was being taken away from me in my interactions with the medical community in the US

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      oh I can't even imagine. at least I didn't have to pay for my hospital stays, I imagine a lot of poor people in the US without health insurance wouldn't even have the option of going to the hospital. it must be terrible. and I'm sorry you've had bad experiences with the healthcare system, I hope you're okay

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm sorry you had that experience and glad you are recovered from then. Thank you for sharing your story.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      thank you for this comment, I really appreciate it

  • @stacey-annspencer2639
    @stacey-annspencer2639 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    How is Nicki problematic when all she does was speak out against the industry? If it wasn't for Nicki some of these girls wouldn't chart, thanks to Nicki for fighting for streaming rights. That's the reason why the industry went against her. Boy shut up Cardi isn't intelligent and no one is racist against her. Cardi is racist towards black women. Cardi causes the fued so stop acting like Nicki started it.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I mean, I never said that Nicki started it. and as far as Nicki being problematic, she's associated with some people who have done some problematic things (like her husband who is a convicted attempted rapist and who was convicted of manslaughter), so that's why I had an issue with her. she has done a lot for the industry, I will admit that. she is a legend, no one can deny that

  • @Davey_Da_Vinci
    @Davey_Da_Vinci 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm not a huge IPA fan, but Flying Monkeys is pretty decent. Hope you had a good saturday mate!

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    my camera battery actually lasted long enough to film this whole video! I'm shocked. the camera battery is somehow healing itself lol I don't know what's up with that, but I'm happy about it. I also forgot to mention that the second time I went to the hospital, they assigned me a counsellor who I would visit once I was out of the hospital at a later date. I was scheduled to have 8 sessions but I walked out during the first session because he was the most smug, rude man I'd ever met. he wouldn't let me talk, he constantly cut me off and he was just very rude to me. it pisses me off thinking about it. what a freaking jerk ugh. ALSO, I forgot that the first time I went to the hospital, they actually did tell me why they wanted to keep me there. they said they wanted to put me on medication. but they still never told me what they thought was wrong with me or what the medication was for. but they at least gave some kind of explanation for why they were putting me under a Form 1. credit where it's due. One more thing: the police didn't actually say, "right, the Freemasons" to me, they were just quiet as I told them what I thought was going on, but I didn't feel like they were judging me. they were very professional and nice.

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    the song is by Twisted Sister

  • @achillin
    @achillin 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

    You are loved :)

  • @Durzza
    @Durzza 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    incel

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    apparently Blackpink has not disbanded. my bad. I'm a fake fan, apparently 😬

  • @dollsunitedcovenofkingssec6558
    @dollsunitedcovenofkingssec6558 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    sylvester is not an italian name it's an English name and it's also fairly common among Danes and Germans

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      fair enough. but it does come from Latin and when I Googled "is Sylvester an Italian name" the answer that came up was 'yes'. lol idk

    • @vegandolls
      @vegandolls 3 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Latin is the mother language for all the romance languages ie Spanish, Italian, portugese, french, romanian but it's also greatly contributed to the English language. And sylvester stallone is only half italian just fyi

  • @khalidadan7668
    @khalidadan7668 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    There’s no form of member there is still a group. They are coming back this year and they have a stadium tour are coming too. The group still active

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      oh lol apparently I'm a fake fan. I really thought they split up. thank you for letting me know!

  • @charge202
    @charge202 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

    first

  • @peachysara
    @peachysara 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I am from the US and am concerned about trans and nonbinary individuals. Especially since Trump declared there are only two genders. As a species, I thought humanity made so much progress in regard to gender, sex, and sexuality. Why are we digressing?

  • @eadiebrown7510
    @eadiebrown7510 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Nine days later and all the snotty blake supporters are suddenly quiet

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I'm not

    • @eadiebrown7510
      @eadiebrown7510 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ I said the snotty blake supporters! You were polite in defending her

  • @comalab2387
    @comalab2387 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    the government doesnt care about your identity. ill tell you a little secret. the gov database which stores ur birthday, gender, social security number etc. still records you as female. your official documents merely contain a separate cosmetic entry so you "feel represented". you honestly think if cops find a raped body with dna samples and court orders a mass test in the area, theyre gonna come to you? (they actually might because a target can be narrowed down via ancestry but u get the point).

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Lovely poem, who is the author?

  • @dorothyparsons4582
    @dorothyparsons4582 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    That's a really nice poem did you write it

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I wish there was full federal legalization instead of what currently happens, which is different states have different rules and the Federal government just turns a blind eye

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Well now that you've said this, I can't unsee the similarities, lol

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      thank you haha I knew it wasn't just in my head lol

  • @lexigiovanni
    @lexigiovanni 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Awwwww....So Precious! ❤❤❤❤

  • @vbonifas
    @vbonifas 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I can't believe that you're right

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

    BTW to the trolls on here; comments GROW a channel. So every comment you leave here supports this gentleman. Hence me commenting a lot. So if you claim to NOT support his take, you're boosting it by watching and commenting, lol. 🙂 It doesn't matter what you say in the comments, every comment you leave is a WIN for Blake supporters.

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I am so sorry too. I am an attorney and I stand with you and will defend your rights. Sending strength.

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I'm so sorry and hope you work through the medical issues. Hugs!

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    BTW, I'm an attorney and legally Blake has an extremely strong case. The internet chatter is way off, don't listen to it. Keep doing the good work.

  • @FishareFriendsNotFood972
    @FishareFriendsNotFood972 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you so much for standing up for what is right, and I'm proud to say I'm a new subscriber. Please continue the good work, sir.

  • @fadalerabrasool3563
    @fadalerabrasool3563 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Jenna is jisoo with blonde with blue eyes

  • @FejiroAbraham-i6n
    @FejiroAbraham-i6n 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Talent speaks alot

  • @ettyclaret
    @ettyclaret 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    i wish i had any ground to stand on but i have prosopagnosia so i am inclined to believe you since you have your reasons. good work

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      thank you. I'm sorry you have prosopagnosia that must be hard (I had to look it up, I didn't know what that was). I appreciate your comment!

  • @icethepolarbear
    @icethepolarbear 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I just had this thought yesterday while watching an old video of Jenna. Not only in appearance but also a little regarding their personality too. TH-cam is reading my thoughts, apparently.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I really thought I was the only one. thank you for confirming my weird opinion and I'm glad TH-cam read your thoughts and sent this video to you lol

  • @guila3993
    @guila3993 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    as a long time fan of both... you might be onto something?

  • @caroharader4895
    @caroharader4895 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Crazy thing to say..::you’re 100% correct

  • @MrMoviemaker05
    @MrMoviemaker05 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    …aight, I see the vision. Glad you could get that off your chest

  • @calling_miss_gaby1292
    @calling_miss_gaby1292 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    People don’t bash her/hate her because she has an ED. People don’t respect her because she flaunts her ED like it’s cool. She flashes her under age audience and panders to pdf files. She begs for money as is incredibly toxic. If she would be upfront about her illness and not gaslight, maybe people would respect her.

    • @SylvesterAlexander452
      @SylvesterAlexander452 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I get what you're saying, but she's not begging for money, she's doing her job. her job is to be an influencer and that means asking for money from your audience. and a lot of people with mental health issues lie about it because they just don't want to talk about it and I think that's okay. it's not any of our business at the end of the day. but that's just my opinion. I respect your opinion even though I disagree with certain points

    • @calling_miss_gaby1292
      @calling_miss_gaby1292 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @ Thank you, I’m glad we can all talk about this subject and respect each other. I am glad you shared your experience with us, I can imagine its not an easy thing to share. 🙏🏽🩵

  • @michellesui374
    @michellesui374 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    fully agree

  • @SylvesterAlexander452
    @SylvesterAlexander452 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Correction: if there is a hormone imbalance & my doctor gives me hormones, it might help with the lack of sex drive, so that rant I went on about how there's no way to treat my lack of sex drive is potentially incorrect

  • @cloudycolacorp
    @cloudycolacorp 9 วันที่ผ่านมา

    The line "I'm a gender-challenged male" lives rent free in my head. Truly the transphobia in this film was ahead of its time. Need to watch it again lol