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Glad to see you back, You look great! I wonder if I could do with some shadow work.. In the last few months after being an incredibly outdoorsy person all my life I've become an incredibly indoors person. Really not wanting to go outside and be in nature, Preferring to seclude myself. On a positive note I am connecting to myself very spiritually and creativity. I just feel like nature doesn't want me outside lol 🤷‍♂️

keep posting love ur vids helps so much

thank you for this. i just had my first bad psychosis episode last night due to so much building and snowballing. I couldnt control thoughts and my mouth was stuck on auto pilot for 4 days in a row. i was repeating the same things about why i felt this way and how i claimed i knew how to fix it. lucky for me my roomate had a similar experience and stayed up all night to make sure i was okay. the things i was hearing and seeing were so vivid and i was convinced everyone was plotting on me because i was acting so crazy. TO ANYONE FEELING LIKE THIS ITS ALL TEMPORARY AND YOU CAN BE OKAY REACH OUT

I recently quit Adderall cold turkey and switched to Wellbutrin. Since then, I’ve been experiencing nightly anxiety that wakes me up in the middle of the night, sending me into panic mode. I’ve realized it’s withdrawal symptoms from Adderall causing this. The first few nights were rough-I honestly felt like I was losing my mind. Now, when it happens, I focus on calming myself down. I do breathing exercises, take a hot bath or shower, and massage my neck to relax. Most importantly, I pray to God for strength to get through it, and I usually manage to calm myself. I’m not sure how long this will last, but I truly hope it’s over soon.

i noticed u look away every few seconds, i do the same! it makes it less intense for the viewers as for u too.

u are such a badass!

I think i fell inlove with you,,opps...!

if im honest, i have the fake pill sright now , i bought them for 7$... im really disappointed at my friend who sold me. its way more addicting then actual Adderall. please be careful

My one and only withdrawal effect is sleepiness. It is insane. I literally just want to sleep forever. Nothing is more important than sleep. Sleep itself feels like a drug. Ironically I don’t ever fall into sleep. I just lay there for hours with my eyes closed.. fully aware of every breath. But putting in effort to do anything more than that is agonizing. Even just sitting up is a chore. Ironically no sadness or depression. While on the drug, my blood pressure remains low, sbp 90’s, however my heart rate is always atleast 90bpm.

I feel better when I'm off caffeine.

Literally same thing happened to me few years back, i took adderall and tums which apparently potentiates it. Ended up punching a cop during my psychosis. Had to leave anesthesia school, 160k in debt, a month in a psych ward forced on antipsychotics, and a felony from that punch. Had to literally convince everyone i was baseline sane and didnt need the antipsychotics. Was on invega, gained like 60 lbs and was attached to my bed. Long story short came off of all the meds, the adderall/ antipsychotics/ and anti depressants. Was suicidal but took some time to get better. beat the felony, started working as a ICU nurse again, and reapplying to school now. Still gotta lose the weight but one thing at a time. Peace of mind is everything and just being off everything and sane for a few years has been a victory in itself. That being said im happy ur in a better place as well, hope ur out in the world thriving.

Thank you soooooo much ❤

Thank you so much for sharing your experience with coming off of Adderall I take four 30 mg tablets a day. And I'm scared but your post gave me hope because I can't wean off of them it's like all or nothing with me I'm just scared of the depression and anxiety cause I already suffer from depression and anxiety but really thank you for sharing what you shared❤

So you quit taking Adderall, what happens next? The return of severe ADHD! That's about it.

There still unfortunately an Adderall shortage,the pressed fake pills unfortunately now look less rigid and harder to tell the difference between actual ones .Very sketchy

I was rx 80 mg of adderall for 5 years and I went misdiagnosed as bipolar 2 the whole time. I was on lithium to combat the mania + antidepressants to help the depression crashes. I’ve been off of them for 2 years and I’m not bipolar either.

I was misdiagnosed with social anxiety, dependance and avoidant personality disorder, borderline, autisme, now I have schizophrenia.

I'm on Vyvanse. I'm cold turkeying it. It causes me anxiety. I'm fatigued. Restless leg. It takes times but you got out of it. Thanks for the video, I'd love your advice :)

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My symptoms are tremors and general brain fog. Please let the madness end, god!

Thank you for sharing your story! It is very very relatable. You are not alone!

just found your channel, really enjoy the content you make! Adderall and Coke were never my main drugs of choice but i’ve dabbled with them. currently on suboxone for opioid use disorder and wanna get off the meds so bad ):

Wait, so weight gain is a symptom of adderall misuse, or of being off the adderall?

Thank you for this video and sharing your experience 🙏🏽

so happy to see you shining brightly my friend

Not to be racist, but some people have more privileges than others. Imo, nice vid tho

I wish you were in San Diego. We have so much in common and way of being... I am learning that this duality is kind of a secret language that the neurodivergent / eclectic types have. If you ever go out on a date and feel like the communication flows effortlessly, that is good sign. Hope you are well dearest! :)

I relate so much to this. I was on adderall for 18 years. Been off of it for almost a year and I am so much happier without it.

Thank you for sharing. You're amazing. Xoxo

A doctor put me on adderall because he said I “looked like add walking thru the door” I said I have bipolar my other doctors said I couldn’t take a stimulant or I’d go crazy” well, this doc assured me I was “immune to schizophrenia” and wouldn’t go crazy. Well, six weeks in on 60 mg a day never abusing it I hit psychosis when I was on a flight to Zurich. I believed I was microchipped. There’s a lot more to the story but the point is the addy did this. I went against my gut accepting that doctors adderall.

I loved this video. You real for that. You did it!!! I have sat in 2nd tooo. Similar experience.

8 months in when am I going to feel some kind of energy?🤟 yes, everything you are saying! Please help!

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I have both and I'm sure my Psychiatrist has it right because I get paranoid dilusions without the ADHD meds too. The other meds treat the bipolar well. Everyone is different. Thank you for sharing your story!

Adderall drove me crazy and caused social issues. I had super severe ADHD and the change the adderall did was made it where I went from losing 40 things a day to losing nothing at all, but the other effects were beyond what I wanted to bare. Vyvanse made me live the life that I had wanted to live and never could because of the crippling effect of the ADHD in my life, but with neglect-able side effects . Every one is different and not everyone has ADHD as severe .

Glad to see you posting again. I hope you keep going with this channel!

Encouraging video.

My theory is because you and I abused adderall so much, I also did cocaine towards the end of my addiction which was the ultimate rockbottom. I think we overused our dopamine receptors that it’s damaged and therefore it’s super sensitive to caffeine which gives us energy and focus. I’m 100% sure had I not abused adderall and cocaine, caffeine wouldn’t have affect me the way it does now. Unfortunately or maybe fortunately I have to rely clean eating and exercise for my source of energy and focus which is healthier overall but it’s not a quick fix like coffee or energy drinks etc.. I do think in the long run we’re better off not taking caffeine. Just my opinion 👌

I’m the same way .. so funny I thought I was the only one. I’m 7 years sober from adderall addiction and alcohol. I do think adderall changed my brain where I’m super sensitive to caffeine and even tea to a lesser extent .. your story resonates with my mine 100%. This evil drug stole 8 years of my life. 6 of it while addicted and other two because of the withdrawals.. I would love to message you privately if possible! God bless

Thanks for being honest, some people are like "i just quit and it was easy, no symptoms and loved life immediately with extra energy" ... Liars Honestly in my mind its scary cuz Adderall helps me ALOT with not being messy, being on time, not loop in endlessly idiotic stuff i do when im off meds, but i need to quit at least for a while (i do stupid stuff without meds, crash car Windows, bath in fountains, play videogames for 24 hours) Its hard coming to terms with stopping and being a idiot again

Back in my day, "emotional support animals" were boyfriends. You should get one. You know what you shouldn't have? A college degree.

I have never tryed Adderall mostly because my country does not have it. I have adhd and have been using Concerta and Vyvanse for little more than year. I mostly take them in the weekdays and have weekends off from those. My grades are much better and my work is going much better than before those meds. Because i take only 40mg of Vyvanse (and when i was with concerta i took 36mg) i don't have any problems when i don't have them. Then again my adhd symphtoms are much worse those days. I am gland that i never tryed street stimulants such are cocaine or speed. I am 100% sure that i would be hooked on those drugs. They are also much more different than adhd meds even thought the active substace is same. Also if someone does not have adhd i would recommend to stay away from adhd meds. The biggest problem with Adderall compared to Vyvanse is the shorter half life and i don't see any benefits from L-amphetamine compared to D isomer

Is it possible that the dose you were taking was too high. Also, were you taking it on an empty stomach? I'm not saying adderall could've ever worked for you, but I'm curious if you were taking it in the safest way possible.

Been off Adderall for 4 years and i never returned to my old self. The withdrawal never ended. Went back on it and was happy and back to myself within 20mins of taking the pill. Never getting off it again. I’d rather be called a speed freak my whole life than to live the only life I have depressed getting nothing done. So fuck it. Do what’s best for you.

You should try Jesus, he heals all of you have to do is call on him with all your heart.

Appetite null for me, end of the day it’s insane though. I’ve gone from 280 at the beginning of last summer, just before I prescribed.(when I got into daily mdma use). Current is 185. Motivation is hit or miss, I think that’s dependent on me. I certainly notice myself being more motivated due to the Adderall, quite often. Adderall also has taken away my anxiety big time. I think mainly my MDMA misuse and then replacing it with the meds. Mental health has become frozen due to MDMA abuse last summer, literally -20 degrees, can’t feel the feels. Just my experience, I have only been prescribed for about a year. Time will tell if it worsens, 20mg ER, 5-30mg IR. I piss like a racehorse 20+ times daily. Also require 1-3 gallons of water a day though. I never knew the bladder thing. Wonderful video!! Got my sub for sure, hope all is well!

It’s incredible to see the way you’ve gone. Keep it going

I did online shopping as well. Now that i look back. Now im addicted to podcast or TH-cam videos. Some days i dont go on TH-cam

My son had to go to in home daycare because my withdrawal off prescription meth had me sick. I could barely take care of myself.

I spent like some weeks eating every 2 hours. Finally that has stopped.