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Of course gerrydookie listens to NF 😭😭

Gerrydookie bringing the community together 🤝

gerrydookie

I ain’t never seen anything this united on one thing ever ngl

Gerrydokie

Gerrydookie ruined this song for me

I'm here because if gerrydookis

I did.I created you. Thank you Lord. Imma do something

gerrydookie laced up my candy

Don't give up. Stay strong and involved@

Broken legs but I chase perfection....

god is good

Ya man love your songs God bless you! Just keep right on going for God's glory ❤

I love it ❤❤

This song puts into words my battle with my past, my depression and a TBI

You guys feel it

Yes God ❤Amen

Those battling with PTSD depression schizophrenia this is for yawl!!! FOR ALL OF US!!! TRAMA SURVIVORS!!!💖💖💖

Do it at 1.5x

my friend leland's awesome videos goes to ramona covent secretary school ramona my baby noah gonzalez butler was twelve years old I was in sixth grade orchestra class ale class hallmark channel original series of the way home season one comic books dora the explorer night light disney frozen sticker box packages one sticker 36

Lord is good 🎉

Tried my best ... To feed myself nd my kid.. i was unemployed nd no one gave a shit...

Lately I feel like everytime i talk to someone they seem to be trapped in time loop but u keep on saying move walk never...Look back keep walking oh lord this song is a proof im not losing my mind😅thank u..

2024 anyone

i cant hear it right what did you do but i love the song its so good

do you have anu on tonight yall woke me up love you

i want a taste my love

Struggling with my religion and these lyrics describe it perfectly. I lost my parents suddenly in a car accident right before thanksgiving of 22. Before that I lost my brother to a car accident in high school. I feel so conflicted on believing that this all was supposed to happen. PTSD, grief, anxiety and depression hit me so hard and this song and others help so much. Thank you for making relatable songs and showing us your life regardless if it’s pretty or not. 🖤

Pls make a 1 hour

This helps me when i am sad for some reason

How do I do something? When everything is said and done?

I’m not a big rap fan but as a man who struggles every day and is not perfect. I serve a God Who is.

This song helped me

KING QUEEN U S A

I can relate to this song so much

Well now y'all know what someone,that you respect and lots of us actually live too...Past iKNOW ME NOW.HUG THAT LITTLE BOY MF.

I love NF. And I can't believe I've never heard this one. Wow. This is a REALLY DEEP SONG I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT. (Like most of his music...) ❤❤

hello

I have anxiety and depression so I feel like I can’t reach out cuz I don’t want to vent

Thank you for savjng me, wish I got to got to go your show, I couldn't but my friend did in Melbourne recently, just glad my friend saw you, you saved him Your lyrics are amazing and true, line that it's real and from the heart, hope I get to see you next time your In Melbourne, my boys love you to, thank you NF, Nate your amazing mt boys want it be just like you , Take care enjoy Australia 😊for you and your family🎉

Your so strong 😢

I love you Jesus I want love with you when broke through

Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics, they're all over the place There's songs in the mirrors, written all over the floors, all over the chairs And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let out the version of NF you don't want to see I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now So now this memory for some reason just won't come down You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in pain See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Cover 'em up, like it never happened Say I wish I could change, are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller, it seems The moment I walk into it is the same moment that I wanna leave I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive And at the rate I'm going, they'll probably still be there when I die Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside So I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside so stop watching I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em I built it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in the position, it's either sit here and let him win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore Lonely (lonely) it's lonely Oh yeah, it's lonely Inside this mansion

these hands are tired Oh this heart is tired Oh this soul is tired But I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on Faith is something I am not accustomed to And trusting other people's something I don't really love to do I've never been a fan of it, I act tougher Really my shoulders they ain't built for this and I don't have nothing It's like I'm standing in the rain and you offer me a raincoat But I would rather stand there and get wet than take the handout What's wrong with me? You said, "you've always got your hands out And I cannot continue on my own so take my hands now" I give you everything, God, not just a little bit Take it from me, I am nothing but a hypocrite I hate sin, but I built a house and I still live in it Afraid to open up the door to you and let you into it My soul is lost and what it needs is your direction I know, I've told you I do not need your protection But I lied to you, this thing is tiring And man was not created for it, God Please retire me now Oh these hands are tired Oh this heart is tired Oh this soul is tired But I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on Trust is something I am not accustomed to And I know the Bible says I should always trust in You But, I don't never read that book enough And when I have a question I don't take the time to look it up Or pick it up It collects dust on my nightstand I'm just being honest Please take this outta my hands I have no control - I am just a person But thank the Lord that I serve a God that's perfect I do not deserve the opportunity you've given me I never knew what freedom was until I learned what prison means I am not ashamed, I don't care if they remember me My life will always have a hole, if You are not the centerpiece Take me out of bondage, take all of my pride If I don't have a Savior, I don't have nothing inside Take all of my lust, take all of my lies There's no better feeling than when I look in the sky, in your eyes It's amazing Oh these hands are tired Oh this heart is tired Oh this soul is tired But I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaah Woah woah woah I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaah Woah woah woah I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaahh Woah woah woah Woaah Woah woah woah I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on I'll keep on

What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in lyrics, they're all over the place There's songs in the mirrors, written all over the floors, all over the chairs And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release And let out the version of NF you don't want to see I put holes in the walls with both of my fists 'til they bleed You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't want to be in That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't want to see 'em But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now So now this memory for some reason just won't come down You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Then took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion Yo, my mind is a house with walls covered in pain See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Cover 'em up, like it never happened Say I wish I could change, are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean This room's full of regrets, just keeps getting fuller, it seems The moment I walk into it is the same moment that I wanna leave I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom And one of the first things I wrote was I wish I would have called But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive And at the rate I'm going, they'll probably still be there when I die Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? Insidious is blind inception What's reality with all these questions? Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in (slept in) And slept in Broken legs but I chase perfection These walls are my blank expression My mind is a home I'm trapped in And it's lonely inside this mansion Inside this mansion So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside So I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside so stop watching I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience I know that shutting the wall down ain't solving the problem But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em I built it because I thought that it was safer in there But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's living in here Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in the position, it's either sit here and let him win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore Lonely (lonely) it's lonely Oh yeah, it's lonely Inside this mansion

This song is so good to listen to if you don't believe in Jesus it changed my life

Wow that is cool

I love nf this song particularly. This song describes what I went through and going through still.

I've never met or heard anyone that their mind works exactly like mine. I try to explain but they'll never understand. But now I know there is someone who does..

I'm someone who can relate to being psychically abuse.