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Its sadly comforting to know i am not alone

Does anyone else touch themselves daily but are disgusted by the idea of someone else touching you?

Am I the only one here whos not hypersexual, I mean I'm pretty much fine, at least almost because I got ADHD so yeah but it doesn't really affect me except that I have so god damn much energy that I'm starting to wonder if I'm as normal as I thought because I remember when I was in highschool everyone else looked like they were dead in the morning and I was the only one that wasn't half asleep I mean the moment I wake up I literally jump out of my bed like some kind of monkey, but I checked this playlist because I thought it could have some songs for sertain parts of a story that I'm working on and I did add some of the songs

Iove how sunny is there. very fitting.

not hypersexual but this playlist is really cool!!

chat am I overreacting ??

I don't objectify myself in a sexual way but more in a "I'm not a human being" way. I force myself to keep a straight face even when I'm in pain physically and mentally. I do everything, studying, exercising, cleaning, for hours with little to no rest, only stopping once I'm on the brink of passing out. I struggle with eating food, with water being the only thing I drink. I feel like I became this way ever since I was a kid. I was always praised for being a hyper clean, "good" kid who got straight A's and barely lashing out or letting myself play or talk with other kids. My teacher was worried but who cares? As long as my family was proud of me right? I'm unhappy. I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my teachers, I hate my friends, I hate my classmates, I hate everything and everyone I know. Praises feel like nothing to me. Insults sting harder than a bee does. But whatever, if I stop now they'll be disappointed. I have to keep going. I must be perfect.

I’m hypersexual, likely due to discovering nsfw art at a young age. Im Addicted and relate to a lot of songs such as “wet” and “p3t”

Hypersexuality is such an annoying thing, it's not fun and yet so romanticized (am guilty). As a YOUNG child, I was m0lested and got introduced to adult content at like 6. My beginning relationships only taught me that relationships are about sex. It really hurts when they only wanted you for your body, as a female especially. It feels so degrading but good to be seen, even if it's just for your body, and especially since that's personally all I've known. When getting into new relationships, I throw my body at them and assume that's what they want, and to be honest, I'm almost completely sex repulsed but am still okay with masterbaiting. It's so hard to understand, and it feels so disgusting.

MAJOR TW for odd/noncon s3xual fantasies, hypers3xuality, overs3xualization im hypersexual to a BAD extent, like not super bad but still pretty bad. Because of this, i tend to fantasize about nsfw situations, some consensual, most not. And it's not in a "oh i wish this would happen" kinda way, its in a "if this does happen i can know what its like" kind of way. I also just overall am very sexual with myself and others that are close, we make jokes all the time and all that stuff. Its so conflicting because like i love the feeling and knowing how to potentially make my partners feel good if we ever do smthn like that, but i hate it, its so intrusive and stupid. I havent been S/A'd or anything, i just feel this need to sexualize myself yk? like im also afab so its like if they dont like my body do they really like me? sorry for all of this (and im EXTRA sorry if you can relate) i js needa get it out. ty for reading all the way, ilyasm /p <3

I've been dealing with cocsa since i was 6 and it ended when i turned 9 But the dirty thoughts stayed and i feel so disgusting.

Muito obrigada pela playlist:) adoraria mesmo você postasse mais videos

i was viciously assaulted during quarantine . at a time where my mental development was critical . while my sexuality gives me a chance to take back what was stolen from me , my consent ; its still such a problem . i feel horrible for my boyfriend because my personality is 99% sexual . if he ever asked me to chill it down , i would . but he hasnt asked or seemed uncomfortable by it once . i still feel guilty , i make jokes about showering off my "sins ." im not religious , i just feel tainted . i have a voice now . i feel empowered , safe , comfortable , cared for , and listened to . i love it . but theres still that voice that wants to rip my skin off , wants to get rid of every cell thats been tainted 4 years ago . not enough showers will get rid of my guilt over my sexuality .

When I was really little I got taken advantage of. On top of that I’m also trans. I’m so disconnected from my body that it doesn’t even feel like my body. It feels like I’m a ghost inhabiting some human form, and it’s so uncomfortable. I’m so disconnected. I’ve been evaluated for DID as well, and honestly I feel lucky that I might have it sometimes because I get to disappear for a bit. I constantly hear a voice telling me I’m just an object. I’m just a toy. I’m an ugly disgusting thing that only creeps and predators find desirable. Why would I want to heal from dissociation when being fully awake makes me want to injure myself? It feels safer and more comfortable being a ghost.

Im hypersexual and depressed so this helps to cope with it so thank you for this playlist (: ♡

there's alway sth wrong with people who play onori i play omori

i have thought i had hypersexuality but i mean i don't know i definitely love adult content and watch it at least 5 times a day but i am not nearly as bad as a lot of people in here so idk, I mean i do sexualize myself a lot but i don't think its that bad compared to others.

Womp womp

Derealization...I don't know if I have that....but I always feel like...I'm just lone person in a game my parents aren't my parents but just a parents... nothing more.....even my grandpa died I don't feel anything...I feel like..I'm just by myself...and sometimes i feel like..im not alone in my body .. even tho i know im fine...and sometimes i just dissociate and let my whole body feels heavy ...I feel like..im living in vr...but i guess not...

When you're trying to cry to a song but it's actually kind of a bop>>>

I don't really know if I'm hypersexual, but I understand the feelings of the songs. The first time I was exposed to sexual content, I was 9-11. I was so innocent, and so when I'd seen this new Gacha Life movie, I was interested. But there was something different in this one. The characters were touching each other, and the had such intense reactions. What was that about? And after that I.. spiraled. I kept getting recommended more and more, and I was so curious. Now, at 15 years old, I'm always thinking about sex. Whether it's smut fanfics, sexual songs, or straight porn, it's always there. I get aroused so easily, and it's shameful to me. Embarrassing. I have thoughts about the people close to me, and it disgusts me. And I mean *everyone* around me..

I was exposed to adult content when I was 4 or 5? I dont remember, all i remember is finding my dad's "collection" on the phone I used to always play with. And now I've still been battling this addiction but it slowly becomes worse and worse, i feel disgusted, i'm just glad I'm not alone. I know there is still hope for us just keep trying 🥹

Guys looking at a mirror doesn't feel like looking at me anymore (Idk who "me" is now)

Objectifying myself just makes my life easier. I'm just a stupid thing. Not a human being, nothing sentient. Makes the pain a bit for bearable, yk?

its all about acknowledging that it *isn't your fault*

ive been hypersexual both due to being groomed online at 10 and being exposed to porn since 7, im reading the comments and i dont feel so alone about it all :')

I have been harassed multiple times by multiple people and touched in places no one should be without my consent, but I still feel like this is not enough. I want something worse to happen. I sexualize myself and romanticize gross things about myself that I shouldn't. I feel disgusting, I'm not even 17 yet :/

I was really scared of people toching me not so much women but it makes me unconfortable i am more scared of men even though at that time nobody had ever touched me. and now nobody has touched me like alot but a boy was really touching my leg and i am a person that hits so i hit him hard for jim to stop and got angry so he stopped that gave made me relaxed and nothing else happend until one day i was on the bus and another boy that i fighted a lot and decided to give him a chance as a friend was sitting next to me and everything was normal sice i fighted a lot with him i always carry a box cutter (because i can get in trouble for having a little knife) so i was talking to my friend when he sarted touching my arm and talking about which was unconfortable but i told him to please dont tpuch me and when back to talking to my friend then out of the blue he touched my waist (i have a small waist because i am kinda small) and he was trying to grab it and i got angry and hitted him hard and he stoped for a while but then he started grabbing me and trying to touch me and i kept hitting until i got my cutter and try to cut his leg other people tryed to catch me because i was decided to watch his blood spill but i only made a cut before they caught me now i cant sleep in a public place and i am alwys aware so yeah

Praying he's not js using me for my body and to get free vodka and pills..

I’ve been hypersexual since 3 my step dad interdouced the things of sex and touching urself to me he had touched me before and is now in jail thankfully, for child porn he got arrested for, I’ve been touching myself since 3 it started as watching sex on TH-cam turning to watching it turning to reading smut turning to reading Bl manga or stuff like that. And I touch myself where it feels good (I’m so sorry for the descriptive ness) and after yk doing then thing I would stop I feel disgusted by myself but it’s been so long I’ve been doing it I stoppped for a year once but it started again I feel disgusting and weirded out by myself I feel so dirty minded and it’s to the point where anything is sexual to me sometimes, and sometimes at certain times of days I have to um… touch myself, and when school starts idk what I’m gonna do it’s def gonna become less addictive but I’ll do it after school it’s like I can’t escape I don’t know what todo anymore I can’t tell my parents bc their Christian and would’ve disgusted by me I pray yet I feel so innocent I just feel like a sin of a person I can’t do this anymore sometimes

Literally me

I was sexually assult. This casue me to start sexualising myself. I tried convincing myself i enjoy it. My dad found out that i was talking to older men and he screamed at me that he didnt believe taht i was sexually assulted because i wasnt avoiding sex. Am i wrong?.....is this weird?...

I'm a hypersexual and in past i was so disgusted by myself, but now I'm okay with that. Like, yeah, it's kinda weird but i can live with it and enjoy my sexualiti. Maybe that's a little bad cuz I'm practically a child, but romantisation helping me to not hate myself and my body. Hope all those people on comments would get better. Love yourselves!

Ngl, im EXTREMELY hypersexual and im disgusted in myself.... I was exsposed to sexual assault and touches when i was 4.... I was sexualily abused for YEARS by this person... They just recently stopped bothering me... And i keep getting looks from older guys and i get scared so i end up wearing baggy clothes and i make myself look like a boy not only because im trans but because i hate the looks and stares... But i still get them... But whenever i get comfortable enough to wear something feminine around my mother she calls me one of those tramppy girls (mind you she knows im trans :( ) and stuff so i feel even worse... But all i want all the time is sexual stuff and its so gross and i hate it but its like i cant control myself... I honestly hate myself everyday bc i feel like a dumb addict... But i enjoy the feeling so much but i also hate it??? I dunno... Sorry for this vent and ranting

I’m only a kid and I’ve never in my entire life have I been assaulted,but since the internet I saw prn and because I saw it I became addicted to older people like men to be touched and loved because I never felt enough for people then I started to get on a dating app and saw older men and I got on discord and got into a relationship with an older man who was 6 years older than me then started to exploit my body and gained weight from how stressed I was and how disgusted I was of my body and how I felt about my body then I just now cry and about it

I'm never been touched or assaulted. But i still am hypersexual. When i was little i saw stuff like gacha "corn" on the internet and i watched it then years later i ended up downloading wattpad and was reading NSFW stuff. Now i always have the urge to touch myself and i can't stop thinking about sexual stuff. I don't sexualize myself, that i know of. But i get a urge to touch myself in public(i do not dw). I feel so dirty and like a slvt, i hate this so much. I hate it.

I clicked on this video because I saw basil from omori(at least i think that’s him) in the thumbnail. I stayed for music and to read the(unfortunately)relatable comments.

Since people understand my hyper sexuality started at 6 with gacha heat started touching myself cant stop and not even now i cant tell anyone im only 12 im scared only thing stops me is other people around :3

I feel disgusted by myself because I can't stop sexualizing myself and its got to the point where I'm being groomed and want it to stop but I just can't stop myself.

I lost yesterday...

reading these comments is making me realize that looking at someone and instantly thinking of them assaulting me is not normal behavior and idk how to feel about it..

Im hypersexual to the point its an annoyance. I want sex way to fucking much. This hit sucks

The numbing of the senses which leads to a lack of color in life. The joys and sorrows all feel so hollow now.

i hate being hypersexual so so fucking much, i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. between the sexual abuse i got, taking it because of impulsive decisions, feeling guilt and disgust, everything about it makes me hate myself so much. </3

Remider: asexuality does not negate hypersexuality or vice versa. Hypersexuality is a coping mechanism and defense mechanism caused by trauma. Asexuality is a lack of sexual attraction, not sexual desire in general. Basically not feeling any sexual attraction to a specific person but maybe stillwanting some form of sexual relationship. They're different things and can exist simulatiously.

Being hypersexual rlly destroys me. I usually objectify ms a lot, and it's hard to see ms as human due to my disorders. These songs are extremely relatable and fun, yet they always leave me more empty than before.

I would always be exposed to sexual and fetishy videos at the young age of 7 and eventually it became an addiction and then it turned into constant dirty thoughts and an addiction to touching myself. I hate that I’m like this and it’s so hard to hold back on making any sort of sexual joke but I still somehow manage to hold back on it. But when it slips I feel so gross for it.

As someone with hypersexuality I really liked this playlist :) I was never abused or touched in a sexual way but my mom never monitored what I was exposed to, so I gained hypersexuality maybe a year before my period?

Tw: Gro**ing My phone had parental controls, I was still around 11 years old, it was shortly after I ran away from my fathers home to live at my mothers home however child protective services put me soon back into my fathers home, I soon found a way to get out of the parental controls which made curios little me explore everything I haven’t seen before, I had free internet access now. I soon discovered Omegle, I went on Omegle at night so my father won’t see what I’m doing since my phone would normally be locked at night and he didn’t know I found I way around parental controls. It started normal, I saw some other people and adults they were nice but skipped after a while. A few minutes later I found someone who was just sitting in the dark, he didn’t speak. He just wrote in the chat. He said something along the lines that i was cute for my age and asked me if we wanted to be friends. I said yes. He later convinced me to send him some pictures of my chest and kitty. I didn’t know it was bad, i thought it was weird but just thought some friends do that. He send me a pictures of “his one” too. He continued asking me for pictures and kept asking about my day, what I’m doing. he later asked for video calls where i touch myself. So i did. I would like to think I didn’t know any better however I think deep down I knew that this wasn’t normal but I was already to far into it right? He also once said something about us going to a water park, he asked where I lived so he can pick me up. I luckily haven’t agreed to send him my address as I haven’t had a swimming suit at the time. Around that time I found another man on Omegle, he introduced me to adult site. He said that he wants me to recreate some of the stuff on there with my hairbrush… so I did. I regret it. Later my father caught this after I left my phone at home while I was outside. I needed to tell everything to the police, I was dumb however and kept denying everything that happened. I never saw that phone again. A few months later I was allowed to continue living with my mother instead of my father. I tried forgetting about it. I got curios after a few years though, I tried guessing my old Passwort to the insta account. After a few tries I got in and the guy that I first met on Omegle was still free, he tried messaging me a few weeks ago from when I looked in the account again. To this day I haven’t touched this account or Omegle ever again. I was hypersexual ever since this happened. I should have just never even broken the parental controls, if I hadn’t been so curios this all wouldn’t have happened. I would still be so innocent… Sorry btw if my English is bad. It’s not my first language.

I was exposed to sexual content from a young age. I was allowed and kind of encouraged to watch adult movies and things of that sort for some reason. By the age of 10 or 11 I found ways to access sexual content and it became an addiction. I’ve always felt so disgusted by myself. It made me very paranoid to the point I’d have anxiety attacks. I felt like every day I woke up everyone would know. I thought someone would see me through my phone and tell everyone. I felt like Gods eyes were everywhere (I guess technically they are). I’m very disgusted with things I’ve done and how much joy I felt in doing them. It’s an addiction. I started sexualizing myself. I have always been chubby, and wearing short clothes and revealing clothes made me feel flattering almost. I have a therapist to talk about things of anxiety, divorce, family life, and school pressure. But I’ve never talked about these types of things with her and I’m scared to. I don’t know what to do.