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you need to leaveeee

It's sad how I found this song in a very dark time when I was so suicidal it was all I can think about needing help was hard to admit but I'm getting better slowly I now somehow find this song a good comfort now

I remember the original version when I was alone and thought I didn't matter. Jesus pulled me from my fleshy tomb and saved me. I live for him now and not the world. I have been forever changed. And the same is waiting for you. He is the way, the truth, and the life. You are worth everything to the Lord. He would be born again and die to save just you. Amen.

Ive been thinking of ending my life. Ive been hurting for so long and no one cares. Im tired of suffering

This song accompanied me for well over 10 years. Lost count on the amount of times i was admitted at psych wards, years of therapy tryig to find a way to live life despite multiple childhood traumas. It took time. Every now and then life still hurts, the very core of ly being hurts. Ive learnt a lot surviving years of abuse among other things but mainly in therapy and self reflections. Weirdly enough, accepting the datker times in life and that they still might come back, cuz they do, thoughts looping and the will to not love anymore... gave me control over the situation. To stop expecting getting out at the other end of the tunnel and everything would be different, that i would be a completely different person, reset and like a clean slate.. i did grieve that itself for quite some time but those dark thoughts hace no control over me anymore. I acknowledge them and the feeling following them, I let myself feel, cry, hide or whatever i need to do to ride out the storms. I can't promise anyone anything. Just share my story, i never thought it could get better. I even have old diaries from wheb i was 5-10 years old where i woshed to die. I was bot gonna make 30 I was so sure. And i almost didn't, thankfully medicine and antidotes prevented that. It got better. My history and memories will always be with me. But. They lost their "power" over me. You canr choose your biological family but as a grown up you can chose you real emotional family, people who treat you well, with respect and love. They might be hard to find. But they're put there. Its often a lonely road cuz we can never ever share what were going through fully with anyone in that very moment, no one can enter my mind and body. But. Little by little. One step at a time. You can get better. Get stronger. Im no religious and ill never be but i stil found faith in that there must ve something else. Life just cant be ltjat bad pr death, there must be some other option. I passed 30, tirning 36 this year. My heart goes out to everyone suffering. Its not fair, and there are some many evil people in this world. But there is also so much else. I hope you all find it like I did and can learn to love with your inner demons but not being afraid or scared anymore.

Goodbye, Brent. Fuck, dude. You were wrong - I am crying.

Last year on 1/9/2023 at 4:34pm walking out of work, I got a phone call that my wife of 20 years cheated on me at work (we got married really young). For some reason this song popped up on my Spotify playlist. Boy did it seem like the whole world was crashing. Many times at work I'll sit with the song playing on repeat. Being a veteran, I own many firearms at thst time and sat looking at them many times ready end the pain with song playing...but life went on slowly. Wounds turn to scars.. but hearing this song again after almost 2 years, makes me feel like I want to cry.

I was extremely suicidal when i found this song, id advise to stay strong mofos it’s absolutely worth it trust me

This song sums up my teenage years...

When I was suicidal I listened to this song as an anthem. On repeat for hours... all day long. I am no longer self-destructive, but it still calls to me. I am in a good part of my life, but I feel comfortable listening to this for hours... Cool experience...

I'm done. I'm done..... I AM DONE CAN YOU HEAR ME?!?!?! GOD????????? IMA SEE YOU. I HAVE MAAAAAAAANY THINGS TO SAY TO YOU. YOU SON OF A.....

Mike u do not have to let what happened to u during your childhood at home affect u today. WE have had this discussion many times. Pull yourself up by the bootstraps and live your life like nothing happened. I know being a Leo u r very sensitive and I have known u most of my adult life. Buckle u p buttercup Sometime when Kim is not home and it is somewhere between 12 noon and 3 pm give me a call at home. Call when C is taking his nap and kim is working. If u let me know when u r going to call I will get the phone. Take care. The shooting and killing of police officer made me think about u. U r not a Kansas person but born here in NC. Take care.

Any god kill me. I prey to you. I can't live without my love please

When your family hates you and fake friends hates you all you can do is try.

Is anyone else disappointed, that i woke up. I am

I'm ready now

yes

I have conquered my depression. Comment below if you would like to know how as I want a one on one conversation witj whoever I can help

This is the last video I'm sharing to my Facebook

Cut out the cringe ass shit in the beginning and this will be a great lyric video

This hits so close to home right now im so ready to go and feel me being gone will make mo difference

I can’t take it anymore. I’m doing it tomorrow night, I’m only waiting so that I can hug my boyfriend one last time. He’s been the most amazing person I could have asked for and he’s tried so hard to help me and I know it’ll hurt him so bad but I can’t take it anymore. I’m sorry Evan, I’m so sorry

I'm writing this with my tears to everybody feeling painful, don't be said remember that you worth a great life, god will give you the right persons 🌸🌸 you're worthy 🌸

I've found myself not able to trust women anymore. The lifelong years of rejection then I found someone I really liked and connected with, everything was great I was the happiest I ever was in life. We had a date and it went great. She worked two jobs and eventually told me she didn't think she could give me the attention I deserved but we continued talking weekly for a year but now she won't even open my messages and it's been over two months yet she's been on Snapchat. I'm just not worth her attention anymore. When we started talking she said she doesn't ghost people but that's exactly what she is doing. I've been rejected my whole life. I can't find myself to trust women anymore. This one really affected me. I'm very irritable, hurt, depressed and socially withdrawn. I'm disabled with a spinal condition but I have full function of everything and I appear normal when people look at me. Whenever I've come out and said to other women I am disabled their demeanor changes and they loose interest and some have even said rude things to me about it saying no girl wants a man who can't work. This girl was different though, she told me me being disabled didn't matter to her but in reality I suspect she found another guy who has a job, money, their own place and I can't compete with that. I don't know what I was thinking to even try or think anyone would want me. I thought she was different than all the others who rejected me but I guess not. I'm not even worth talking to anymore. I'm in my late 30's and I feel like I am done trying. I feel some days I just want the pain to end. It has sucked every little bit of energy out of me and I no longer have any drive or desire to do anything. I've been beaten too far down to recover. This girl is the last draw. I've given up trying. I have no friends either. I just stick around for my pets. My family doesn't know any of this they just think I'm hateful to them because I'm depressed, withdrawn, and irritable because of this girl. But I understand, I'm not worthy of any girl's love, affection or attention so I guess I can't really blame her, it's me. I wish the pain would end.

it’s crazy how i used to think i’d be gone by 16, i’m almost 20 now. thinking about my past trauma and SH. it’s crazy how strong we can be when our minds are against us the most.

If you are reading this. You are worth it! You are loved! Please seek help. Please tell a family member. Please tell a friend. Please tell someone. I lost my only sibling in 2011. He was bipolar & attempted many times before he completed. I just lost my youngest child 8 weeks ago. He was silent. I live with the guilt of not knowing every single day. Why as a mother did I not know?! I thought he told me everything. My life will never be the same. I cry when I wake up. I cry when I go to sleep. His siblings cry for him too. And his favorite niece. And all of our family. And all of his friends too! He was loved by all. He was exceptionally gifted & smart. Funny. Generous, kind & loving. Helped anyone who needed it. But none of us knew to be able to help him. Now I look back & wonder if certain things were a silent cry & I didn’t know. Breaks my heart every day. I relive my loss of him & the tragic way I lost him every single day. I dont know how to live the rest of my life without him. I am currently on a heart monitor to make sure that the constant strain & stress is not affecting my heart. There really is such a thing as Broken Heart Syndrome. I hope mine comes out negative because it’s a serious & deadly medical issue to have. Emotional pain takes a toll on the body. I mourn every second that I am awake! At least I know that he is ok. Although I am not. I know he is at peace. Is happy & feels an abundance of love. And I will see him again when I go home. We will all be together again one day. Sending much love & blessings to all. Someone loves you. Please keep trying to get help until you find what works.

I'm literally bawling over this song rn, because it describes EXACTLY where I am at this point in my life, after years of being traumatized, suffering, pain, loneliness, fear, etc. Hits me right in the heart and soul.

I had a best friend named Maggie. This song gave wonder to our childhood. Now we have our own kids and family. We no longer talk. She's married and I am too. In case you're reading this Maggie I wanna tell you that you're still in my heart the same way we met many years ago. You're still my best friend and I don't care if you no longer see me the same way you did before. Thanks for all the wonderful moments we shared together. You showed me how to be strong. I always wish I could go back to cherish the moments that I took for granted. We were so young and time is not on our side. We had little moments together yet I could go on for days talking about us without repeating a single story. Wish you well. My best friend. I miss you.

It has been 5 years since when I almost died in December because of one bad decision and due to a drastic turn of events in my life (after graduation was still unemployed, had family problems throughout the year, and got abandoned by someone who I loved dearly at my lowest). Hold on! even if it doesn't feel like it is getting better, you will learn to deal with the pain better as life goes on. You will meet some wonderful people and find strength within yourself if you just push through the day, that dark day, I promise you whoever is reading this and going through it. Every now and then it bothers me but I'm far better than I was in 2020. So please hold on! Don't be like me, talk it out with your loved ones, and open up to someone close..... No one should go through it alone ❤ Please try once more, you matter! 🫂

4 months ago I put my gun in my mouth and pulled the trigger. And misfired. So thought i was saved for something. After therapy these last 4 months and pills they got me on. I can’t get over the fact I’m still here. I’m tired, I’m ready and now getting things in order that I didn’t the last time. No pity needed. Just heard this song tonight for the first time and really pushed me off the fence. Now it’s time to make sure everything’s in order and hopefully find peace

Sad and true. Life is abuse.

Trying to hold on but the days keep getting tougher my light is fading I am crashing hard

Time never runs out.... I've tried back when was in my teens. But fuck back then there was a lot of us just didn't want to be here anymore. Confused, no explanation of why we were being raised the way we were. Parental love?? Fuck it keep it. No one in the family did a fuckin thing. Aint scared to die. But if wasn't meant to live for what ever reason.. I'd be long gone any one of the 5 times I tried. Fuck it ya know.. its like the lyrics say... I ain't worth any tears. Aint worth a shit either... Mothafuckers act like i took a blade to them..😡

I'm not worth any tears. I'm about to walk 1550 miles to get away from a toxic situation. I have a note in my pocket, to let police know who to call, to get my body back home. The "I wish I was never born" is very real.

If its not today it bw tomarrow everyday i think of suicidal im just to much of a p@&&y to pull the trigger

Yo this song sucks

Why would someone publish a song like this? I'm sorry but imo this is very irresponsible. When people are at their most vulnerable they listen to these words, and they echo the harmful thoughts and they ruminate in a very unhealthy way. Its like the song is egging them on. This is a horrible place to be and my heart goes out to anyone suffering. It helps to find a community of others who feel similar but that can help lift you up. While i do see some of that in the comments I also know that it can be used to go further down the hole of despair. And for that reason, I dont think its right to have this song posted. Love to all. There is light on the other side of what you are going through now. 🌈 ☀️ 🌤 🌅 🌴 🏝

If you’re reading this. Please keep reading. That person you want to hear this song wants you to be here. whatever personal circumstances apply to your own situation please know that nobody wants to walk up to your casket and say goodbye. If it’s the boyfriend/girlfriend that you’ve been arguing constantly with or the parents you think hate you or old friends….. nobody and I mean nobody wants you to leave. Relationships can be healed and friendships can be rekindled. You are loved. You are wanted. You are here and I’m glad you are. You are worth it. YOU are worthy. I wish songs like this didn’t have to exist but they do and that’s because of the pain we inflict on one another. Purposefully or not the ones you love most will feel the daggers from time to time but you know deep down that even the people you say mean things to or do mean things to are the ones you care for. My girlfriend and I were arguing about something so minuscule and while I was at work one day she had left her work and went home and sent me this song. I left work early and came home to find her limp body in her car with my gun on her lap. She passed out from heat stroke before she pulled the trigger. I never screamed so loud in my life. The cpr I gave her saved her life. This happened about a year ago. I don’t know what I would’ve done if she did it. She means the world to me and even though her and I were arguing about whatever she still meant more to me than anyone or anything. She had to go to an inpatient care home for a short while. During that time I stuck that same gun in my mouth and pulled the trigger. The safety was on. I never told her about that. She came home and her and I have committed ourselves to finding true happiness and growing together into a couple who can experience life together. I’m going to propose soon. Please don’t do it. Even when you feel the loneliest, someone is thinking about you. You are so fucking loved

ive had this on loop last 4 hours... i think about it all the time.. all the time..

I always wondered that there is anyone to tears on me. I always wrote a note to send my friends and family. I don't no how to live. Living is scared but death is also scared. I don't know what should I do. I don't know it is okay to live. I want to live but it is too scared to me..

The thoughts won’t leave my mind and I want to leave this world even if I don’t today the thoughts will remain tomorrow

Definitly not my view on things but the result is the same..one day..one day the fear of living will beat the fear of death..it only needs to win once.

This is truly the mind of someone trapped here. Fleshly tomb above ground. No one wants me to stay, no1 will cry. Anyone who has been her or lives here understands completely. Ppl who don't will never understand. It's torture wanting so much to not be here but holding on for whatever small reason.

I hope my ex fiancé sees this oneday when I’m gone…. I miss her to death and I love her it’s hard to live without her waking up everyday is a challenge now and without her there it’s worse. I feel like I’m living a nightmare. My hearts slowly failing and I just don’t care anymore

this song is exactly how I feel…

I want this played over and over when I take my life and who ever finds me can hear this.

I'm just tired of all the hate.

I always wonder what is wrong with me? I post the same kind of response on several videos and I barley get a like. People say they know and understand but they can't because they would be crying with me. I hate living this life it's sad and patheti and it's not fair.

I was 5, my first time and now I'm 26. I tries really hard but nothing changed at all

Found this in 7th or 8th grade im a senior in high and still listening