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POS!TIVE
France
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 3 เม.ย. 2019
trying to get it right since 2016
POS!TIVE - My World
(edit 29/09/2022: I apologize for this description, I didn't expect it will be noticed by so many...)
I was never meant to be a music producer or an artist, idk why I keep doing this stuff, because with each passing day I feel worse and worse. This project was started around March 2021, and yes, I was sitting in it and working on it up until today with maybe 2-3 months break (while also working on other stuff).And YES, im using this caption as opportunity to adress my mental health in all this. Im not a special case or anything but I can't cope with it for much longer, I no longer enjoy the process and I'm too dumb to understand all the technical stuff like mixing and mastering.And I feel like a clown sometimes for taking SO long working on this while Im mostly free with no job. All the young producers around me are getting better than me, understanding better, and making a name out of themselves, while Im struggling to finish one mid-sounding track. I have this cancerous habit of comparing myself with others in anything I'm doing, be it producing or drawing and Im ruining my works by over adding stuff to make it sound perfect because Im desperate and I can't no longer see what Im missing in my works. The short of it is that, at the moment, I feel traumatized because of music and I REALLY don't want to deal with it any longer because of so many factors I described above...
I have a lot more to say about it, but in the end I will just say thank you for the people who support me and appreciate my work despite of it sounding bad, and thank you to Verdant, Thexta and Target Oblivion for helping me cope with this and giving me constant feedbacks on this, pls show these guys some love. (I know how everyone are struggling as well and is all part of the journey but I don't understand how to cope with it)
Idk if I will quit or not, because music is such an annoyance that I can't even rid myself of it. Enjoy this thing I call "complextro" for now...it ain't much but IT IS honest work.
Artwork by me: www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101467088
Instagram:
official.positive
Soundcloud:
soundcloud.com/positivehuman22
I was never meant to be a music producer or an artist, idk why I keep doing this stuff, because with each passing day I feel worse and worse. This project was started around March 2021, and yes, I was sitting in it and working on it up until today with maybe 2-3 months break (while also working on other stuff).And YES, im using this caption as opportunity to adress my mental health in all this. Im not a special case or anything but I can't cope with it for much longer, I no longer enjoy the process and I'm too dumb to understand all the technical stuff like mixing and mastering.And I feel like a clown sometimes for taking SO long working on this while Im mostly free with no job. All the young producers around me are getting better than me, understanding better, and making a name out of themselves, while Im struggling to finish one mid-sounding track. I have this cancerous habit of comparing myself with others in anything I'm doing, be it producing or drawing and Im ruining my works by over adding stuff to make it sound perfect because Im desperate and I can't no longer see what Im missing in my works. The short of it is that, at the moment, I feel traumatized because of music and I REALLY don't want to deal with it any longer because of so many factors I described above...
I have a lot more to say about it, but in the end I will just say thank you for the people who support me and appreciate my work despite of it sounding bad, and thank you to Verdant, Thexta and Target Oblivion for helping me cope with this and giving me constant feedbacks on this, pls show these guys some love. (I know how everyone are struggling as well and is all part of the journey but I don't understand how to cope with it)
Idk if I will quit or not, because music is such an annoyance that I can't even rid myself of it. Enjoy this thing I call "complextro" for now...it ain't much but IT IS honest work.
Artwork by me: www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/101467088
Instagram:
official.positive
Soundcloud:
soundcloud.com/positivehuman22
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pos!tive - dreams & thoughts
มุมมอง 2.3K2 ปีที่แล้ว
pos!tive - dreams & thoughts just a quick ambient tune I made. A lot has happened recently, listen to this, maybe it will make you feel better idk... In any case, enjoy... Follow me on the other platforms: Instagram: official.positive TH-cam: th-cam.com/channels/Kg3-KVL.html…Ae3MB3TqvqA/about Newgrounds: positiv3.newgrounds.com/ Spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/4PbzW2cwTaAYM3LdE1J...
POS!TIVE - Virtual Love
มุมมอง 4.3K2 ปีที่แล้ว
POS!TIVE - Virtual Love Here I am, finally uploading something I was supposed to finish years ago. I have to apologize for being inactive these years, I am sorry. The thing is that this track is about 2 years old, it started out really nice, the intro, the build and the drop, but after I finished the drop, I have realized how messy it sounds, and there it started, all the struggle and frustrati...
Domiray - Your Eyes (POS!TIVE Remix)
มุมมอง 2.7K3 ปีที่แล้ว
Happy birthday m8 🎉🎉🎉!!! Here is my long-promised remix of one of my favourite tracks by you... I tried to give it a glitch hop vibe and then turned into electro house.. I apologize for the quality i ended up with, but i really did my best and I hope u like it, and I also hope I can hear from u more. U can check his original track here : soundcloud.com/domiray/your-eyes?in=domiray/sets/memories...
POS!TIVE - things that I would change ft. WithoutMyArmor
มุมมอง 6684 ปีที่แล้ว
Well, here is an attempt of me doing melodic riddim (that's how I like to call it). I've just encountered, again, this magnificent voice and I just had to do something, and the conclusion is that creativity hit me well this time xddd... I hope you will leave your feedbacks in the comments...I would, really, appreciate it :3 -much love and stay safe
POS!TIVE - are you listening ft. WithoutMyArmor
มุมมอง 8024 ปีที่แล้ว
had fun making this one,just because of the fact that it's the first time I worked with the vocals,which are super dope by the way. WithoutMyArmor is an amazing vocalist that gives his acapellas for unknown producers like me to test their creativity...as u see...this is the result :) Check WithoutMyArmor and his work here: www.looperman.com/acapellas?mid=WithoutMyArmor Wallpaper from the video:...
This... Is so different... I really like how you made it... When I was listening music of artists like chiru-san, it felt so boring and repetitive so I just abandoned this genre. But after like half of year, today, spotify gave me this and it's SO BANGER. Everything feels right in this one, thank you Of course I'm kinda sad now, because you stopped making music, but I can understand so it's alright. The fact that you didn't like the process of making music, but you kept on making it, that's too bad But I would actually be more happy with my results if I were a composer and less comparing myself to others. And also wouldn't try to blame myself for not being able to do something cool in the here and now, as I can came with it in any time. So here's a tip or wth I just said Anyway, hope you're okay rn, and have a god dayyy!!
This is depressing acounting your current mental state.
dont worry too much about it
I'm going to listen to this song everywhere and recommend it to my friends. I have no idea how this song isn't famous. It's unique. What inspired you to create this beautiful melody? ❤️❤️☺️
it was long time ago, i no longer remember, i think the vocals themselves inspired me
Está hermosaaa
So good
Wow, I appreciate this song you have put together, it's up lifting and i can't explain it but it just does something to my brain that makes it go in a happy mood❤🎉
Amazing
i love this track!
Amazing song, But remember, Newgrounds is not dead :)
Mid sounding track? Bro this song is absolute banger, it's literally so good dude, you nailed EVERYTHING and i love it.
I'm so glad this song got 50k views, it definitely deserves more though! Hope you're doing good
i am doing well, thank you (i think it has gotten enough 😅)
@@official.positive Hell yeah that's what I like to hear! Good shit man!
so glad the youtube music algorithm recommended this song to me, i genuinely think you're underestimating yourself because this has to be one of the best songs i've listened to this whole year. I hope you're doing better now, and don't give up on music, even if it'll take you months or even years for another song
still good
THIS SONG IS GREAT ISGT, YOU CANNOT BE PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN LIKE THAT!!! This is by far one of my favorites this year! Something about it has me coming back to it. I hope you can find your passion with music again and I hope your MH is a hellauh of lot better!
your music has been part of my apple music playlists for a year, I cant believe you only have 1k subs. I bought the bandcamp versions too! I love it all
thank you, i am very grateful you like them so much!
This song is I randomly found in TH-cam music, and I immediately loved it！ Hope you can make more stuff like this in the future! Love from Taiwan🇹🇼
thx for the support
I hope to see your return in future! You was creating truly awesome music <3
Cuando nueva música?
cuando tendré más tiempo libre
@@official.positive Oohhhh hablas español????
still good.
I have never actually listened to your older songs but this is great 🖤
thank you, it was back when i still had clear innocent mind, and love towards my works, i consider the older songs more precious because of that, i had real fun working on them, i just hope this feeling will be felt again some day
@@official.positive I hope so too
hehe i never thought ill listen to one of ur music again and here TH-cam got me here to tell you continue with success in ur live my fav artist in the world 🙃
1:45 to 2:30 best part fr
Good music 💯👍
Rly good song, sorry to hear about your mental state hope you are feeling better bro
much better compared to when i uploaded the song yes
thank you 💛
@@official.positive that's nice to hear
Your out here beating yourself up while i'm wishing i had talent even close to yours. Keep it going, this stuff's great.
Your stuff is amazing in my eyes. I've always found it very hard to find someone that makes this type of music. It sounds different to me compared to other edm genre's. I have continued to check your youtube and soundcloud weekly hoping for more news or a sudden song release. Hopefully you come back one day. You don't need to make songs that compare to others, just make songs that compare to yourself. Stop looking at others, and think about what you yourself want to do with your work, and not trying to copy others success. You do not need to be super talented to find success, you need to believe in yourself the most. Good work
thx 💛, every single day i can't have enough of these comments tbh, i always need them, im still here at least 😭
and sorry for making u check my youtube and soundcloud so often, i don't really leave many news 😅😅, only on instagram sometimes
❤
Thas rlly gud ^3^
🎶 🎵 🪕 🎼 💿 🎸 🎶 🎵
Pizza Time x12 🍕 all songs are in Esgoo Playlist
I just wish all of your other songs got more attention. Your songs have found them a permanent spot on my playlist. They deserve some love too, people!
it's the cover art probably xddd