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he loved me. i didn't. we weren't supposed to be together in the first place. and yet, we were together for a brief amount of time. that's why i'll never forget him. that's why i'll never stop feeling bad about him. to him, i was the entire world. he gave me everything. and i left him behind. i'm sorry, D.

DAMN "Yes, I would have called it love, It wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't." is actually a CRAZY line, holy.

"Watching the sunset.. it feels nice." "..But, we both know that it cant last forever." "And as humanity fades from the world, youll see that too."

undertale vibes

minor 4th is just so beautiful 🥲

I kept asking myself ‘was it even love?’. Struggling with my feelings, trying to get rid of them, I found lots of other names for it. Attachement, delusion, trauma bonding… Now, as I do not feel that anymore, I know for sure. It was love.

i have hollow knight, city of tears vibes (or whatever its callled)

This reminds me a lot of music from Joe Hisaishi

Wow!!! I got this on my recommended and this was such a good experience! This is seriously so beautiful!

Gives Fontaine Vibes from Genshin Impact 🩵

cubone starin at the moon type shi

Take the time here and I would be happy for you to listen to a story of mine. Had this person I met through a mutual back in the pandemic era. I didn't think much at first when we first chatted, she was nice and honestly we became friends from that point. When covid had subsided a bit enough for us being able to attend high-school, we finally met in person. It brought us closer, really. Even though we were in different classes, we were close friends and occasionally would play badminton during PE at the time. We were prefects in a certain department in school. I introduced her to the teachers to get her in. We began to talk more from there and I would see her smile and hear her voice greeting me as I greeted her back. I felt this thing in my chest where something just wanted to jump out. I considered maybe I felt a certain affection towards her. It was a big decision if it is, and for that I would need time to organize this feeling of mine. Every time I see her, there is a sense of ease in my mind no matter what happened that day. Like the sun rays parting the dim blue clouds on a rainy day. She would prance around in the baggy jeans she wears and the metal band shirt she loves. I see her smile to anything or anyone and it would be the most beautiful thing I've seen that day. I wanted to protect that smile, as cheesy and cliche that saying goes. I wanted to grant her comfort in our everyday life. I finally realized that, maybe this feeling of mine is considered love. Maybe that was what I was feeling this entire time, and to think that I would had fallen this much for someone is honestly something I never thought possible. I thought romantic scenes in movies and comics were exaggerated but I was wrong. As I figured this out, I started showing more of the affection I have towards her. We have the same birthdates, so I would get a handwritten birthday card ready and crocheted a round cat ball because that's the best I can ever do currently. She loves handcraft items. She was overjoyed. She loved them and the smile of hers beamed under the night sky. I felt happy because she did. Then she texted me the night after that day, asked me if I had feelings for her. I noticed the mood shifted from the day before, and even after all the times I've pondered about her response, I didn't think I was fully ready to hear either answer head on. I told her my answer, and she didn't feel the same way. The world around me felt fake. I didn't feel like the walls of my bedroom was supporting me when I read her response. She didn't want to have to say it, but I suppose I budged her enough with my imaginations, with what I thought we could have been. I didn't know how to respond in a way where it would comfort us both and make both of us feel reassured; I didn't want to let go even though I have to now. I responded, with words stringed onto another that had become a jumbled of messes. I'm sorry for having you to say this, and I'm sorry for being oblivious to what you could have felt when I felt this way. Now a month later, I'm still thinking about her sometimes. Our relationship is loose now, I don't know if it could ever be tightened again. If the ends of it are too far apart for me to rectify what I've done, but I don't blame myself... because it was something new that I felt. Something that was not easy to navigate for the first time. I don't think I'll ever move on, but I think I'll be able to accept it in a few months from now. I found this song again in my recommended, I actually listened to it before when I was going through the consideration phase. It brought be comfort then, and memories now. Thank you for composing this, I've dabbled in the ways of song composing and at times it's hard to capture a certain feel we want to convey, but here I think you've done it perfectly. Again, thank you. You have my gratitude. I wanted to write more about my conflicted thoughts of whether she liked me or not, but I don't think it fits here. I think it being sweet until the end is a better fitting narrative than the other thoughts I have lingering in my head. I hope whoever reads this enjoyed this story. I did when I relived it as it was still beautiful in a way.

My phone is broken all of my tears went spiraling into my screen and it was so powerful that it burst a hole through my screen, im writing this message as its slowly turning off, this is beautiful

Oh man did I need to see this now ..

can you send the file?

Love? Yeah it WAS... It could've been "is", but i had to mess up. Anyway, the piece is awesome...

“Is it so bad to stay loyal to you even when you aren’t mine? You were my world and yet how much a shattered dream that is, I was yours, in perhaps another time. Different universe or maybe my sick twisted dreams. You were just there for me and yet I called in the part I’ve been missing out.”

I love you so much mikehy. I’ve been really sad recently but your pieces make me so peaceful and filled with joy. Please keep sharing your beautiful work and I pray for your blessings and happiness from the bottom of my heart. ❤️

It probably was? I can’t seem to feel it now. It’s likely that I probably never will again either. So much darkness to be exposed to in the world. Such a great soul to be trashed into reclusiveness. All it took was a friend but now it’s too late. Hopeless? Words mean nothing to me now. Not even the good ones.

I'm listening to this daily. Thank you.

This feels like it SHOULD have lyrics, so I'm going to write it some in the replies: (If the lyrics are incomplete, it's because I'm still in the process of making it)

I really like this music... I'm with my friends during new year's eve rn but I feel really depressed and sad even tho they try to cheer me up, I just staying a bit alone in my room without the noise and only me, music and my thoughts Depression is ass don't ever think that people lives with it just to be "edgy" Happy new year everyone.

I'm not crying, I just got a piano roll in my eyes

bro thinks he's Debussy 😲he really cooked 🤯

Nah

There are few things that are certain in this world, but one thing that was certain was that it truly was love, even if it was short. I really wish I could have her again, I miss her so much even though it was all my fault for what happened

Was that Barney the dinosaur hiding amongst the notes? Caught me off guard

This song makes me happy. I dig the movie feel

thank u for this master piece you're really underrated!!

man i love these comments man, good work on the beat bro

this is making me feel things i have no reason to be feeling rn

Gonna put this on for Christmas eve. This is really nice for a cozy ambiance.

1.5 x speed trust :d

good ending aah music

beauty of music... it gives some nostlagia of minecraft.... as a producer i've never seen this chords... that beautifull chords....

Can I use this in my game? I think it would be cool in it. I will give credit to you. Thank you!

I like it so much, from Taiwan.

wow this made tears come down my face, beautiful piece

relatable thought, take care

The word “love” alone is an understatement. Expressing that fact of it being an understatement through music helped in expressing why so better. I rally loved her. I do love her. I’ll always love her.

This reminds me of the friendship I had before, it was amazing and I actually told them I liked them, we didn’t date or anything but it felt like we bonded more, then we just stopped talking more and more, and we just never talked to each other after. Recently.

and a bit of pokemon

Broken hearts, for seven years. A thousand miles apart. I've had my stay, no longer with you.. I just want to say... Could you ever called it love?

after hearing about the recent actions of youtubers and the new ceo himself, this hit hard like a lead pellet from a 9mm bullet from a deagle because its the last beautiful thing ill actually see on youtube before it is consumed by the community of infants and such. i wish you a great future, as well as your colony of fans.

yes :(

i have to believe and hope and call it love for the sake of it. what we had wasn't even remotely special, it didn't even last a year before I broke up with her. yet I regret it, and I wish it wasn't so hard to tell myself it was the right choice. I miss her smile, I miss the way she used to laugh, I miss how she covered me in kisses. I miss the innocent moments we shared when it was just us two and we had each other. that had to be love, right?

can i use this in a video?

I feel like i would hear this in the game Hollow Knight

This is so lovely.... And a question I am familiar with xD💚 thank you for this!

WHOA THIS IS AWESOME! Really giving me the OTGW vibes here just like you said in the description... Great work!