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I rather think the Gospel of Thomas can be thrown on the trash heep just because of the end. "What about Mary (Magdeline )" "She's a woman we could kill her". Never gonna fly.

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Discernment is very important. We must learn from the Lord Jesus Christ and do His commandments. He is the firm foundation. I hope to see you all in heaven. God bless everyone through Jesus The Redeemer ✝️

Has Jesus freed everyone from Hell? Hell the most evil concept ever held. God could never torture how have Christians been indoctrinated into absolute evil. There was nothing in scripture that prevented this evil. We're not worshipping God if we are endorsing something so totally abominable.

There is no God like the God of Abraham. Everything that Jesus Christ said was good.

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You put in a lot of good inner work. I myself found so much peace doing so.

The gospel of Thomas Feels like those Freemason books You know where 1's useless without the other 2 To fill in all the missing blanks. Gospel will fill up that's where it's at

Sabrina F. you would be the greatest thing to ever happen and have happened in my life if you were mine. Paris 2024 Olympics they forgot you but i didn't 😉 gold medal in most admirable 🥇 you are the best by far the greatest of them all !!!!! A new world record in thinking about you. How do you do it? I eat lentils hopefully they are better than magic beans. Sabrina i wanna go for the gold but i am in no shape i just need a little bit more time to improve. Gotta make those changes you know. I have to shave more often too. My beard turned white damn it. A long way since high school.

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To really sync with a female. Agreeing on what may uplift a person. It's those things that make life easier for them to achieve whatever could be a reason to achieve anything. Even be a purpose to do something that wasn't evident in their lives. Or just being happy. Sometimes we are on a path of happiness that we want to change for the serious nature of why we had to become happy. Knowing that happiness would have always been in our lives otherwise. Sabrina F. to me you are happiness of what happiness could possibly be in the form of what happiness would be if happiness had to be what happiness can be seen as. You make me happy knowing how happy you are. That means that hypothetically i believe that you are happy and if you should be single and unhappy or not aware of being happy maybe i can amuze you by telling you why you are happiness. Now me trying to think of this as being anything more would mean that you are already happily married and i would decline in my thoughts of happiness in the true meaning of it. In other words i would be happy to know if you are single or married and still be happy knowing if you are not married and not single. You don't even have to say a word. I don't want to make you unhappy. Or disrupt what would be your happiness. Like i said i don't want to bring you down this is my brain just trying to have an idea of what new neural networks can establish from old ways of unhappy thinking based on unfavorable stimuli imposed onto my life. If you view this as the little engine that couldn't then thats what it would be. I just want to have some class thinking of what classiness it takes to think of someone as classy as you. And without the right lifestyle that doesn't come easy. Because what class really is is the ability to do something proficiently and to do it with a sense of style. Whatever it could be in the sense of style i may lack it myself. In hopes that i may achieve a greater sense of it because it is required to do things effortlessly in order that grace may be understood. You are more graceful than i would think you are. The graceful girl you always were. The one I could only dream to imagine.

I think I said as much as I could about how life changes what is a more promising future for others and this has a domino effect. That is why I directed all my thoughts and feelings towards Jesus Christ so he knows I tried to explain exactly what I tried not change because of it. This is reality. Not only for me but how this is understood in the big picture. It is so important that influences that change the path of others not that a person has to say no because that should not even be a question. You understand? It's the environment of people and children who grow up in the environment of people. If what is smart and good is communicated then the group would be smart and good. If not the group sabotages the others based on what they deem is right. This needs to change. Society can only raise children to be good by providing the environment best suited for them and how they were "planted" so to speak. Looking at schools assessment of intelligence and geographical location. The assessment of intelligence and geographical location is not fair in the sense that there is also another intelligence called sustainability and how to prosper by doing good for society. To say that school is the best way to measure intelligence for the benefit of society is not 100 percent correct. It really has to do with what it takes to thrive and get the most in a certain period of time or timeframe. We need to take a more demographical perspective in how we are to grow in society with a smaller radius that can pertain to all areas. I am not a medical doctor I never went to medical school I never had the grades. This could have been different if the environment which we are subjected to by law would have been more geared in promoting the academic potential of each level of intelligence in a given radius of the elementary schools. This way all students have a better idea of where they came from and how they are to sustain what would be their future. They know the responsibility that comes with knowing where they come from because of the dynamic in which they are born in. Yes the rich are better. Because they earned it. And help Canada's social security network. Because of the taxes they pay. Ultimately for all this to make sense for Canadians we need to know what is best for us by creating this geared education system that is much needed and better than the one today. Would it be wrong to have dated Sabrina F. if she was interested? No. That is not what I am saying. If people find people attractive let's say if this was the case then the relationship would be whatever it would be. What I am saying is if it was or were to be at least I would have reached my academic potential in order that the relationship would have been better and one without spite or regrets because of what was an injustice prior to coming together. Let's say then I became what I was destined to become then that would not be an issue in the relationship that would compromise what is fair for both people. Ultimately knowing that I would be so lucky anyways plus the fact she is beautiful if my life was not affected by unwanted circumstances. That if I did become an architect at least it was the most I could have been in order that the credibility I possess through education is something that we all can agree on to admire and respect. That the decision she would make would also be because of that factor. It doesn't even mean architect it could mean any other academic discipline that shows effort that one could have made for a higher standard of living. That sacrifices are understood based on personal growth and achievement. That morals and values are promoted and passed on to future generations based on this idea that society has and believes that is beneficial in human development. Like I said if I was successful in this regard I can create a better environment thus equating to a better lifestyle one that she is more familiar with. See Sabrina F. Although you are desired by many just for the obvious fact that you are very beautiful there is the reality of the reason why you should have the happiness that comes with it. That is the freedom of doing and having the ability to live a life without the possibility of a lower standard of excellence. Money can't buy you love but it would compliment you in having the love that you are most familiar with. That means that your efforts and sacrifices for your own future that you have made are not taken for anything less than the perfect woman you are. That is the most I can say. Anyone can tell you that they love you but maybe they don't know the reason why. Sometimes it's because they think that they know better for themselves without knowing any better. Is it wrong? Maybe not at the time. Because you are a good person and it all sounds too good. Marriage is not dating. It may lead to marriage if there are the right circumstances. But it is not an easy decision not even for me. Although people do get married and it all appears like the right thing to do there is the component of honesty that accompanies the philosophy of how we are invigorated by what we also know as how we feel as to what is wrong. It's that path I think we lead and follow that also makes us right in the way we are to decide. It's not just knowing what is good that determines a good relationship but how we deal with what is wrong or can be wrong or what is understood as wrong. Would I choose and accept a path in life in which I would potentially bring down another person from reaching their potential thinking I can do better than them. No. What or who then would be my ideal spouse other than you? I would have to make great strides in my own life and she would have university education. This is my personal preference not what is right for anyone else I mean it could be but it is not at my discretion because. People want to understand what could be best for others sometimes because of what is missing in their own lives because of circumstances that didn't permit them to take their own medicine. Maybe this is the reason why as a generally understood principle of how we understand a person based on what is or can be understood. How are we to understand? Sometimes we don't. Sometimes it doesn't even appear to be that way. Maybe it's because we don't know because of experience? Or because the opportunity was never there to understand? So we make assumptions or hypothesis based on what could be the easier way to understand. Being on the same page in this regard requires to maybe have the same book as a figure of speech. Sometimes we want a better story. Without understanding the words that comes along with the better story. See all this reasoning could be bullshit itself. If someones feelings surpass all logical reasons based on this notion of what usually happens and is not created in the spur of the moment. Love at first sight? Can mean two people agreeing to go on a date. There really is no such thing. You can observe a woman for a second time and you can think to yourself no she is not the one. Love at first sight comes with many years of marriage to reiterate that truth. Am I Doogie hoser ? That I write what I think about what you can only personally come to the knowledge of? No I am Phil Parisi and I am doing this for many reasons. One of them is this that accompanies the big picture of important decision making and thinking and reasons for what I thought and think is the best I could have done or do. I would have never written this because I would know that these challenges wouldn't have been a factor in who I would have wanted for a wife. It just delayed the logic needed and made it inevitable. You think I wouldn't have succeeded in every way that I Already did? I would have done what I thought would have made me true and better to myself regardless. I still see the dentist and I would have still seen a dentist regardless of the unwanted circumstances that happened. I would have gotten haircuts regardless of the unwanted circumstances. You understand? Sometimes when we get a haircut we believe that we are a person that we never imagined we would be. But that could be short lived based on if we feel comfortable with it. Ultimately life really is like a haircut. We change when we learn to adapt. Sabrina F. Your hair is beautiful in many ways. The many ways you are beautiful. That is something only at your discretion. And whatever you decide is the beautiful decision you make. If one needs to be made at all. You are wonderful remember? Watch TH-cam video Bif Naked song called I love myself today

Yeah Sabrina F. Definitely someone to think about. Ok education and the credibility when going for a job interview. Wait a minute im a genius. Put that aside for a minute. How would you describe Sabrina F.? You can create a work of art about her. Of course i want to see her but i can't see her that way until i find out if she is single. What do you think of her as? Whatever it would take to look straight into her eyes. Man if she was mine i can't see myself as being anything other than the guy pressed right up against her. I know that sounds a little bit insecure or to wanting or overbearing or whatever it seems like to her or others but i tell you Sabrina F. Other than that moment it would be really hard to focus on anything else. I remember history class even if you don't. Oh i got a post it waiting for you. You know what is says? You are going to think a girl wrote it. It would have a drawing in the middle of something that is essential. Phil tell her some stuff. This would be your future wife. Earn the credit Phil. When there is no one in the class including the teacher? Yeah. When Sabrina F. Is the subject? Who else silly? Ok. The greatest mental imagery to tell her what i feel and think about her. It all has to equal Sabrina. You are like a California cologne that i remember having as a kid. It was California something it was a yellowish liquid. It smelled like nothing else i have ever smelled before. It truly was a young boy's cologne. How can you describe something that you have one memory of? I have one memory of taking that Cologne out of my dresser drawer and putting it on. It didn't have an atomizer. I applied it with one finger at a time strokes on my neck. It had a sunset on the bottle's sticker. Palm trees that were black an orange ground with yellow sky. You are like that fragrance. You sparingly use that it not waste. Hidden out of plain sight. No one knowing of it. Watch TH-cam video Global deejays song called the sound of San Francisco(official music Video) 😎 i am not implying anything other than its a cool song in an artistic way. It is very inappropriate. But it is because it mentions san Francisco California. And you are a very beautiful female. You are Sabrina F. The school system should have all students in each grade at least meet themselves one time. Did you know in four years of going to that school i still didn't say hi or know a lot of those students. What would it have taken for one day where each student at least introduces themselves. You know? Maybe i could have said hi then. Damn i held you valuable in my recollection of special girl. You know the one im talking about. Hi nice to never meet you if that day comes i guess i wouldn't know. Gees Sabrina you know you were that girl didn't you? Ah ah ah don't lie now. Saw-breen the scene. Do you know really how amazing you are? You are real and unreal in my life. How i want you really Is very unreal. I want to be number 1. It's going to take a lot of work Phil and chances are you might or can't. I know Sabrina F. I know.

I'm ready to make the diet happen. I'm ready to slowly get some exercise. Hopefully I will fit back into my dress pants. And who knows Sabrina F. might be single? And maybe even interested in getting married. If she is willing to settle for a guy like me boy did I win in the game of life. I got me a real fine woman. I'm talking top of the pecking order of women. I'm talking real top man. Shhh don't think too loud Phil. Ok this female is so good I feel like I known her since high school. I mean you take a look at this girl and it's like yeah we been through a lot together. Meaning I don't even know what I mean. It's like she is very wonderful. You know what a wonderful girl is like? One who is everything you see on tv about a wonderful girl. She could probably make the conversation of moist toes seem like something to leave you hanging on. 😅And you were saying.... Really she is like the relationship every guy would dream to be in. You know about the guard guys put up to seem cool or macho when with someone that all goes down the drain with her. I know that she is out of my league realistically but I don't care. Lover on the line can you reach me reach me with your mind? Watch TH-cam video The free song called lover on the line 1994. I'm not being overly confident or having a whatever it's called about what comes really easy for some guys. All I am saying is that if there was a slim chance I would be really open about stuff with her. Meaning I wouldn't care what we would talk about. Eh Sabrina why would they use the word corky to describe something? I don't know Phil are they talking about you?real funny Sabrina. That would be private talk in a long car ride. She wouldn't embarrass me in public conversation. Some guys get pretty roasted by their partners. 😅 I swear man if I had a girl like Sabrina once we get over the hurdle of the initial awkward shyness oh man there would be a lot of catching up to do about catching up to do. Does this seem weird ? With her I don't want to make reservations or go through all the hassle of being on time. I want to have fun. Be my high school girlfriend fun. What do you want to do Phil? I don't know what do you want to do? Go to a playground and swing on the swings. See a movie. Oh I know bowling alley. I wanna go bowling Sabrina 😅 let me make a list of things. Go to the mall at square one in Mississauga and Yorkdale Mall. Go to a protest rally and watch. Be amongst pigeons in a square made of all concrete and giant fountain eating french fries 🍟 maybe bring a Bluetooth speaker. Go to a place where bands play on stage in a small club. But bands like the tragically hip. Go see comedians on stage at yuk yuks. Drive on a long straight road in my mustang when I buy it. Eh Sabrina I couldn't be happier. Wanna flippin get married? 😅 Phil you are nuts but sure why not? Imagine? 😅

What car would you show up in for a high school reunion? But it can't be a rental it has to be yours. A helicopter like in that movie 😅 post it's she invented post it's?😅 Roomy and Michelle's high school reunion movie. Alright Phil put on your thinking cap.Domestic, Asian, European, English or Italian vehicle?🚗🙋 Go get a job Phil😅 Domestic= Mustang, challenger or Camaro? Probably mustang. Asian = FR-S, BR-Z, eclipse , accord coupe or Altima Coupe? Probably Altima Coupe but maybe accord. European= Volkswagen CC, Passat or Jetta? The best deal one. English= Land rover LR2, Land Rover evoque, Jaguar XF or Jaguar XK? Probably land rover LR2. Maybe evoque I would have to think about it. Italian= Maserati quattroporte maybe granturismo if a really lower better deal price. Overall of the cars mentioned which one would it be? The mustang. But then I would think about the Chevy Volt. Just because it has both gas and electric motors. Eh Sabrina F. What do you think? Land Rover evoque? The Sabrina F. E-vogue edition? What car would be exciting to drive, easier on the wallet to maintain and women wouldn't mind to be seen in? The mustang right? On the flip side the Chevy Cobalt managed to be a very economical vehicle i drove. BMW i3? Kia optima plug in electric vehicle? Phil cool remember? Ferrari, Lamborghini, Bugatti, Pagani, Zonda, Maclaren, Aston Martin, BMW i8, Porsche, Corvette, Acura NSX-T, Toyota LFA Audi R8 . Mustang is still cool they don't make them anymore like they used to but the 2011 and newer are pretty good. Because if you think about it what sports car is there? That you can drive in the winter too? The mustang. And chevy volt if you don't want to buy gas🤔 and cigarettes. Something to think about. Of course gently used.

High school reunion? For singles only? Would I go? I don't know. Eh Phil what's up? You are the only single guy still😅 oh gees maybe it's not funny. What does a person have to do to be more integrated into society that he or she may be known as available? There are a lot of pretty girls just waiting to be married but who knows them? I want to give my grade a chance or at least I get a chance for me because there is a sense of history? Or the notion that I have some knowledge of how proper girls are because I know where they are coming from. Do I have to prove that I am greater than they would imagine? Maybe I would need to hit the gym more but that comes in time. First I need to say some stuff. I remember.😏 I have a desire to really remember. I want to live some new memories of a time when I couldn't say hi. 🙋 The hi I always wanted to say but always kept on a low. A-low how are you Sabrina F. I see that you have become such a wonderful woman.😅 What made you want to go the the singles reunion? I wanted to show our grade what a real woman is. 😮 Sabrina F. That is very unorthodox of you being all mature like that. I never knew me when I knew me understand? Oh Sabrina I understand you deserve so much more recognition it is true. You are so much more than just a girl in the class. You were magnificent just a real pleasure to be around. May I Sabrina F.?🙄 Only if you are sincere about it Phil I don't like sarcasm or fakes. Sabrina you should have been carried to class on a bamboo chair with people fanning you. You should have been given white elbow length gloves so you don't get germs. Maybe a special hat for knowing something a little bit more special. Here's looking at you kid 😉👍 oh Sabrina F. is very beautiful. She is lovely Phil. I know. Is there something you like to share with the class? 🧑‍💻 Sabrina F. you are so amazing. Just like a new development that is phasing. I am so stunned by you as if you are a tazing. I can watch you all day long in a field like a sheep I would be grazing. Yeah Sabrina F. is amazing 😅 really Flambazing. Is she a work of art in a grass field on a sunny day Phil? Is she holding a white umbrella? Yeah. Are there a few white ducks following her? Yeah do they have baby ducks too? Yeah. Is she smiling at the ducks? Yup. Is she wearing a long white to the ankle ruffled dress. Uh ha. Is she holding a metal bucket in the other hand that is overflowing with water for the ducks? Yeah. Is she in a cleared area with long surrounding grass in the background? Yup. Does she have long hair? Oh yes straight long brown hair. Is there a breeze? No very still sunny afternoon. The sky is clear blue with clouds far far off in the distance. Is there a little white puppy dog by her feet? Yeah. Is the puppy happy looking at Sabrina with his tongue out? Yup. It's just another beautiful day of chores on the farm for Sabrina. Is there a blonde young boy peeking his head through the tall grass in the background wearing only blue jean suspenders? Yeah that's Sabrina's neighbour. He is a shy, curious mischievous boy. But she doesn't mind. Sabrina sings along the way la la la la. The painting is called Beautiful female on the farm. Who is it by? Nevermind who is it by.😅

Health and society degree read about it in the university program book. What is mentioned is very true. You have to understand about illness . I'm not saying to discredit medical doctors by no way am I saying that. But understand about the nature of how illness manifests. Where does it come from? The social causes of illness. Habits, speech (bad words) dirty environments, all the things that cause depression, God wants you to be a master of your domain. Take care of those things that can be taken care of he says but don't be taken for a fool. There are people who want to take away your good nature. And sometimes there is nothing you can do about it. They make you misable they ruin your social circle I'm just saying this in general because we all watch TV. We see have seen it in tv shows. Why do they do that? Because they shouldn't be amongst you or the people they are trying to win. There is no need to win people if people are your friends. I am not a friend expert meaning sometimes things come up or happen that prevents us to understand how to be friends the way friends usually are. I'm not trying to justify a misable life. That is why sometimes people need to be alone. They don't want to put a damper on things. They may make excuses or little lies in order not change the mood of things. Ultimately health and society degree I guess teaches about people healing people without the medical aspect of illness as well as people making other people sick with or without substance abuse. Sometimes we are not all aware of the big light. We ask ourselves what is mentally disordered? Mental disorders have many different origins. When someone or something is disordered there is an underlying reason. Sometimes the person is wrong and sometimes the person is right. You understand stupid people? You understand what provocation is? You understand victimisation? The vast majority of people don't know shit about anything. They cause disorder in the classroom and then they commit the crime to pass on the disorderly conduct as a form of organized crime. What they are doing is they create this false sense of their internal peace by means of external violence. That the method is the orderly conduct of their disorder. Why would a teacher scold a student? For being disorderly. The retards forgot how many times the teacher tried telling them to fuck off in an orderly way. To the point that they recieved an F for fuck because they wouldn't listen. What is mental disorder? People get pushed to the brinks because they are unable to communicate due to the absurdity of how to understand what caused the disorderly conduct. Anger, depression, reoccurring thoughts of the injustice, anything that would otherwise go against the grain of what appears to be the calm demeanor needed in order to think rationally. Injustice just doesn't stop with the actual event of disorder or victimization. The repercussions of the incident that is internalized to be later understood as irrational. The doctoring profession can diagnose or suppress or treat disorders but they will never understand the thought process of what has been altered by the time that has gone by to voice the injustice. And sometimes people don't get a chance too and never improve or die because of the inability to cope. Not all people are able to handle the idea of how they are put in a position contrary or contrasting that of the doctor. greater than the doctor even. Imagine a judge or a medical doctor life was altered to be on the opposite side of the spectrum. They are the defendant they are the medical patient of disorder. They can't envision that. Let me tell you in another way. You have a cure for a disease or have witnessed a crime and know who the perpetrator is and people are pleaing for help. Are you going to voice that for the benefit of others? Would you voice something for the benefit of your own life? If someone would voice the cure or the perpetrator he is a hero but if he voices to save himself through homeostasis he is a criminal. Or classed under the umbrella as mentally disordered. You understand the nature of the repercussions of victimization it is not just the pain that one suffers at the time the injustice occurred. You understand how our religion suppresses the injustice and causes self destructive behaviors? The response to a stimulus even if the response is delayed. A negative stimulus would create a negative response. Psychology is the study of how human behaviour matches intelligence. By categorizing intelligence environmentally we are able to isolate what is the disorderly conduct. Because we know that it takes a great deal of paying attention and listening to the teacher for a student to become a doctor. Ultimately by isolating the unknown variable or what causes the disorderly conduct we have suppressed the Expression of it. Where it is replaced with learned behaviors that would be deemed as intelligent. Because the environment doesn't stimulate any lack of utility of the curriculum because of what a person is capable of understanding and the norm created by what is easily understood by peers in the environment. Ultimately depleating the need for psychologists , police officers, legal counselling and tying up the legal system because crime is prevented. Therefore doesn't exist. Tweaked anagrams is disorder. As the evasive tactic is considered organization of how disorder is communicated as crime. What is the general sense of awareness needed to be deemed orderly? The classification of or taxonomy of carl lineaus and Benjamin bloom of intelligence furthered by evolutionary biology. Into what is prominent genetic engineering. Promoting the true nature of an individual in a non hostile environment. Hostile being understood on many different levels. This environmental solution is what is needed in elementary and high school because it is true about university college apprenticeship and work. We need to classify earlier on thats all. The umbrella of metal disorder cases has become minimized. Due to nature of what propogates them. Very simple. This is nothing more that people become who they are most likely to be because children have matured and grown up to understand when they are ready to love and be loved. Nobody wants to talk about this because it is in human nature to be. its just sometimes difficult when people don't understand. And not everyone is made to either in the way we think love is supposed to be. That's why there are laws. Some people need love as an evolutionary requirement for higher learning and some people can obtain the higher learning while still being reserved until evolutionary goals are met. People have different ideas in which they should be married too. Some people want to have certain things first and some people want to obtain them together as a couple. It's hard to understand what is required of ourselves in the pursuit of others. We want what we think might happen to be. But we must be mature and humble in our pursuit in order to respect the sacrifices made by others to be who they have become or have been made to be. Not everyone is smart enough or well behaved enough or mature enough or law abiding enough or true enough Or even rich enough.

Jesus Christ I believe that you are the son of God. I always had you in the place of my God. Although at times it was hard to believe you know why. To understand why I believed is to understand why you are the son of God. As it was your mission on earth to lead us to salvation it is our mission as Christians to follow you. You wouldn't lie because you died for a purpose that you lead us to everlasting life. I know that what you were trying to say was true. That there is heaven. You are Jesus Christ. That God your father is greater than you as you mention it in the bible. Why do I need to bring it up or Admit it? Because God is the source of creation. Listen carefully reader. That you take care of yourself. Jesus Christ was and is real. Listen carefully reader. It is a battle for your soul here on earth. You need to read or listen to the bible very very carefully. Take Breaks if it is too much. Just listen as much as you can grasp in a sitting. When it is hard to pay attention then sleep. That Jesus Christ will not be on the side of those who work inequity. He knows why. That you are more than a sheep. If you know the bible you know the bible understand? If any book has to be important or audio book that would be it. Just listen with a clear conscience of the story. Don't let your mind be anything other than a listening instrument. There is nothing you have to think about to prove or put together as a missing puzzle. All you have to do is listen from genesis all the way to revelation. I would rather hear it because it has more significance that way, those who have an ear let them hear. You need to understand how to listen to the bible. Lie down on a couch with earphones that you are totally relaxed. Let the words overpower your senses. That it may sink into your head. Just think of it as your private sessions. I don't know why God wants us to believe. But it has to mean something about being human. I can't tell you More than that . What else can I say? Jesus Christ knows what he is doing. He is a very powerful God. In heaven. And upon his resurrection. It's true he is a supernatural being. You need to invest in your lifetime as much knowledge and faith about Jesus Christ. But be smart about it. That if you should lose it all it would matter. Not everyone is that kind of person you understand? So that is why you need to be smart. Jesus Christ was no fool. Would it make sense to write about a fool? Let alone pay attention to one? That means that there was something bigger at stake. The population of Hebrews themselves. You understand? Their God is the one that Jesus Christ calls father that he is greater than him. You must not forget that. That the point of Christianity was to fulfill the texts in the old testament prophecy. That he was the prophesied messiah. Because you wanna know something? The Christ they are waiting for hasn't shown up yet. Jesus Christ was him. Why would God do that when Moses specifically gave the people the 10 commandments? Don't worship any other God. God allowed Jesus Christ because of the persecution at the time of the Jewish people (Hebrews) it is a very difficult thing to understand even today. You need to overcome the devil in this world. Jesus Christ knew that too. When tempted by Satan. You say why is the bible important though? It is the reality. Don't tell anyone I told you that. That when you question your reality you are very lucky to ask that question. Not everyone was born into this world. That God sent his son to save all the Hebrews and those that are called his people. Listen that was very important at the time. God has done many many signs with Jews(Hebrews) Moses, Noah, Jeremiah, Isaiah etc. Jesus Christ is included but was the son of God. It's not like he was not their kind. He was their kind. The people didn't agree with Jesus Christ for some reason. They never sided with him. The high priests didn't understand or think that a person like Jesus Christ could be the messiah. Why didn't they doubt Moses for making such a claim as to the burning Bush? Why would everyone believe Moses and not Jesus Christ? If the God of Abraham is God. Why would Moses be believed and not Jesus Christ? Because in order to go to heaven you must believe in Jesus Christ. That is your job. Moses wasn't made to be believed or worshipped. He was a bringer of news as well and a leader like Jesus Christ. Listen carefully reader. It was the time that the messiah came. Look what he says in the new testament. You say yeah Phil but I have my own life to live. I don't want to lose what is very hard to keep up with. The bible is true. According to what you know or how much you know or all those things that talk about riches and money God can discredit and take it all away. overnight. What is the purpose? is not to fall in the trap. It's hard not to because it's a trap. But there is a way out. You can only find it with Christ. But you know the cost of being in the trap. And then getting out of it. That this world works no other way. See Satan? Came to woman first you must know that. DONT think women are innocent and harmless they are the fuckin devil. You hear me? Listen to me carefully. They need to be smart. If they are not smart they are the devil. They are sneaky kiniving creatures. They need to be smart intelligent about themselves and others. They gossip they back stab they even have magazines about that. Don't fall in the trap. You need to be smart and beautiful yes and all those things. Wear make up sing beautiful music but most importantly you must be educated or know how to be smart for the right reasons of being smart. Or else you are Satan himself. Listen to me. This is true. Eve wasn't very smart. She was told she would be smart and her eyes opened but that came with a price after God said not to eat from the tree. You must know that. Then God says her lips are like honey in the bible you have to be very attentive around woman i tell you. Friends too. These are the people who know you best they are your friends but don't think they won't back stab you. What i am trying to say? This school system is garbage. I don't trust the love of anyone in this town at all. And believe me i stay away as much as i can. Over here in west Woodbridge Ontario is the garbage of society. You need to know that. That i never sought out the garbage. You need to understand. Because now i understand. That alone is the best way to be in this fuckin town.

I just want someone that is true. And truly for me. Now that I am aware of what is true. May Jesus Christ grant me someone I can truly love. That's all i want today. Lord Jesus Christ Please keep those who don't have that intention away from me.

I have put many things into perspective that i leave only for peace of mind. And if life permits that i am able to know what i wanted then i guess i have done what i could and was able to figure out. ~Phil Parisi ~

The ultimate service of humanity was then demonstrated by Jesus Christ that we may have a glimpse and a shimmer of hope of a greater reality. That being the kingdom of heaven. Sometimes its hard to believe because of irrevocable truth created or imposed onto others. Who is right? Well it all depends. Those who seek the kingdom of heaven and those who seek it well. Those who lay stones in the way and those who remove them. Those who create probable unwanted circumstances and those that prevent them. Those that tear down and those that build up. It really all depends. How people feel about others and the rewards in achieving what would be happiness. Its not me trying to discredit anyone of what they worked hard to achieve or may be entitled too that is not what my purpose is or was knowingly or unknowingly directly or indirectly. its not that anything would have been for my own good because i wanted only what i could have understood to be my or a reality. I don't like playing detective especially when i am the victim and haven't got the proper instruction on how to deal with it. This was never my intention or purpose or reasons for going to school. I think it is not the intelligence that is intended to be discovered on earth it is man made. Although it is required for the unwanted circumstances that it be brought to the light of day it is to serve a lesser truth. To get to the point quickly no one is to blame that i don't get married. It may be that it is just the way it is. That if there was a better society then that would definitely not be the case. Regardless of whom i would have chosen by mutual agreement. What ifs? Or how comes? Choices on why people marry and the certainty that follows the decision before and after it is made. How would i have known who to marry if the unwanted circumstances never happened? I cannot really say but i can tell you i would have had more pride about myself. I would have been a better man in every way a better man would need to be. Maybe not every way. I wasn't born into royalty. I am me. I wanted the best. Knowing of the best is important because it helps put things in a better perspective about many factors. That i may have 1/10 of what is the best found in another person? I know that is wrong to say. it should be equivalent. Because why would i want anyone less than perfect? Everyone has a perfection about themselves its just that we get attuned to some more than others for longer periods of time in the presence of or even far away. Sometimes we fantasize about being perfect ourselves. Especially when we are not made to be that way intentionally or unintentionally. Maybe that my future wife should not find me at my best? Maybe i should be my best to find her. There are times in life when we are ready for certain things and not ready for others. Sometimes the notion evades us altogether because of challenges that were unforseeable or unbearable or just a distraction. What makes us the best? Who really knows? When to do better? I don't know after we realize where we went wrong? That we learn from our mistakes? What would I want then ? Many things of course. Even though it may appear that i am not obtaining them i still am a person who wants. Let me take a step back for a minute because i have been always trying to put my best foot forward. How can i put my best foot forward towards how i am able to understand that this is not how it was supposed to be about life. Except for wanting Sabrina F. As whatever a wife or girlfriend can be because most people would. And not all people(men) are the same or good enough and maybe even better that want to love her. That i guess would have no change in my interest for her. Genius or no genius i liked what i saw. What am i trying to say or get at? Ultimately she knows what she wants and or has wanted. There is a great truth in that. A truth that i would have to accept as well as the rest of the world even though its no ones business as maybe she tries not to make anyones business of it. What am i trying to say or get at? That the idea i have about her that is represented by how i would feel is how i want to think and feel about a special someone that could be in my life as a girlfriend and or wife. Am i not worthy or good enough yet for choosing a wife? Maybe not for her. And thats ok and i would understand because look come on man be real no seriously ok im not just saying that either. Maybe she is missing out on a deeper feeling that can accompany someone in her league. Maybe its not there? Maybe she wants or thinks she can find that deeper feeling for someone less the standard of excellence, who knows?. Because her standards that are less Excellent would be pretty damn good😅 and come with a lot of reasoning.

Scholarly genius university entrance examination? This 1 to 2 semester application for recognition allows a student prior to deciding to enroll at the university an opportunity to showcase their work for merit. If accepted and deemed a true work of genius then the student can bring prestige to the university by affiliated him or herself with the university. How is this a win win scenario? The student would correct the curriculum taught or add new insights to the perspective students may have in regards to the field in which they pursue. How can i study physics when the perspective or what is generally understood is wrong? How can we get a better idea or grip on generally understood knowledge without the proper logic ? In other words how far can a mistake lead us in the wrong direction? How is our understanding of reality just a false illusion of many perspectives? How has it stood the test of time? Well Filippo Parisi came along and he had to check things out. Watch TH-cam video George Bernard Shaw praising Albert Einstein. Since this would be the greatest use of human logic on the basis of a creation story then how many other applications of logic is incorrect or not apparent? That means an evaluation of each academic discipline is in order. That a title be given in likeness to ones given by the monarchy of England if one shall garnish the interest of his Royal Highness. The most desirable genius of the polymath style philosophy, great master genius loci. The order of? It is not my discretion. If all this was already known and i was not made aware what or who is the greater genius? That i had to even overcome many obstacles set forth by injury initially equating to other instances of sabotage over time. How great i am? That i would have to praise myself this way? What is a monumental or mammoth task? Not tusk but task. Neuroplasticity? How can a person shape anything he or she can't physically feel or see? Ahhh it takes memory, greater accounts of memory called history, and even greater accounts of history called documented history to the point of ancient history to creation stories. It takes the environment a person occupies and having it organized. Ultimately a basic run down repeatedly until one incorpoates the run down to what is a greater concept of ones own reality. What is the protocol for true genius? Mind mapping? You have to be able to make certain how to function with ease with the current methods in society that are available. I don't know if method is the right word but means could be. Knowing the many areas in which current ways can be much improved. We haven't reached that level of civilization yet. What is the purpose of art? To communicate the frustration by means of non verbal language. To say i can perfect this as a structure. Because it is within my power or grasp. Ultimately trying to get right the current one an individual may be dealing with. Im talking about the processes. Or circumstances that creates unfavorable conditions or reality not made by the individual but imposed. This could just be how we are pushed to our limits not that genius would or could be demonstrated but how life and the possibility of greatness is taken away. Because of the illogical reasons of others. You ask Jesus Christ how? The bible tells you. Most people have no idea of because it is not read front to back or not listened to on audio from beginning to end. Me? How would this be expected of me? Because i was great from the beginning. Something they tried to change which they were successful in doing. Until i found out how it was done because of the ongoing sabotage. How am i wrong? When the majority of dummies think they are right and think they are right about me? Does that create the reality? That changes the narrative. Because an extrapolation of the truth finds me out to be a genius. As their most learned ones are probably wondering why intelligence is respected? Because ultimately it is for the good of humanity not selfish gains of or for recognition.

Eh Sabrina F. Your are miiiiiiiiiiiiint!!

Will I ever get the starring role in my own life? You know the big I do at the alter? With someone who I can really want to love. And feels the same. Why can't two people just love each and live away from everyone else? Because Phil you are too great. Really you think so? You think in time I will be recognized as the genius I am? That I can have a relationship based on what can be true about me. That life doesn't have to be so complicated. That with me and her we can just be us. A textbook and a binder. Forever? What is the starring role? It's the people on TV da. Would she mind thats what would be all we do? What do people want to do? People want that special connection with a woman. Something that they can feel is real in their life. It has to be from high school. Even if not the real me the me I can be. Even if it's just me. I need someone who is going to throw in the towel in their own life for what they think is real. Like how I think it would be real. Even if it's just the fact of finding one another regardless of being successful. The success is that it is something that we can agree to be true. Why why why why did you leave me!!!!!! Because of the future. But I am leaving behind the best women I have ever seen how does that make sense? That's the way it is. Is that what the purpose of life in high school is? But I knew you existed for 4 years. Phil life hasn't been on your side. How would my life be unfair growing up here? A+ student as a kid. Honestly. I should have the best Damn woman. They should all want me. They should have been tripping over me head over heels. You understand? You see sabotage how it works? They ruined my life in Woodbridge Ontario. In 1992 elementary school. And for who?

Sabrina F. Oh you are so very sweet. Phil show her that you are more than just a regular guy. Show her how smart you are. The most smartest I could ever be? A grain of sand vs. the whole universe? Half a grain of sand Phil. You wanna share right? I guess. Ok Phil really let her know. 🤯 Brains, brains, brains. See how technology exists like the internet you need to be smarter. Than the whole computing environments 😮 you mean beat the system? Yup. You have anything to contribute to humanity Phil that is not already known? You mean I could have invented the internet? Like an online digital encyclopedia? Like an online digital yellow pages? Like an online digital mailbox? All those plus everything.🥱 A new process? A new processor? You mean a cyborg? A human that is able to communicate no matter what the conditions are through mental telepathy? to really listen? 🙏 A parallel dimension? Phil skip all the hoopla. An occhio fino🧐 make the computer obsolete? Abacus, adding machine, calculator, computer, cellphone, smartphone, wearable devices....human implantation 😮 that no ”sheep” is lost? And no crime is unsolved mmmm? That all humans are on a grid. Represented by the demographics. An earring tag maybe? No. Osteoimplantation. Periosteal implant? Why not? A tooth tracker device? No. A cranial implant? Behind the ear? At birth? There has to be a better way. Do it yourself 😮 how is one known? What is the truth about a person? Who holds the truth? When does it exist and for how long? How to be an all-star in time? DNA sequence? Evolutionary biology? Genome sequencing? Less the goalie stick attack injury against me in 1992. Because that was a premeditated violent crime. Involving a group. West Woodbridge Ontario. 1986-1992. 1978-1986? 1962/1966-1978? Bb? Grade 9 science? What is the perfect dialogue? One can have with themselves? What makes someone intriguing? That a person wants to be with them? Honestly. Besides physical attraction. Lifestyle choices. Attitude? Mutual wanting? Confidence? Intelligence? Monetary resources and stability/sustainability? Determination and ambition of the individual? A good nature? Ancestral History? A compliment? Part of a winning team? A winner themselves? Being cool? 😅The right attire at the right place? That fact that these questions are asked? The fact that we don't want to be strangers? Just to see what a person can possibly think? We care what people think or what we think of people. when we think that something or someone should matter or make a difference. It really doesn't make a difference. Maybe for a while? Maybe a long time? Maybe forever? Maybe not at all? We have an instinct sometimes its right and sometimes its wrong. Sounds pathetic Phil. That you shouldn't care much. Why should I? About what Phil? About life. About everything. Who gets the girl, the good job, the star on the Hollywood walk of Fame. Sure it all matters to those who work to achieve greatness. The real question is how and why ? People like to feel special. To the point that they believed they are loved. Seriously or not the idea others have counts. My ideas counted but to a lesser extent of the meaning i have for life. Sometimes the meaning of life changes when we know the truth or how the truth is handled. And who may be telling it too. About people? How they are understood not all people have the same logic. Not all people are in tune with the same level of awareness or consciousness. I was attacked with a goalie stick so i don't give a fuck about if people are trying to justify themselves. The onus of life comes with your own ideas. Compare to mine and you are part of the investigation. Ultimately there are people in this world who have an intention that is criminal for reasons that are iligetimate or assinine. These are the stupid people. Because everyone knows that they are fuckin wrong. What is normal? We all know what it is for the most part. Sometimes abnormality is inherited from others. And sometimes normality is learned by others. The only reason why i am saying all of this is because of the stupid logic of the sabotage against me. Plus the fact that Sabrina F. is beautiful regardless of what i think or not and regardless of what she thinks of me or not and whatever the case could possibly be that i don't matter or make a difference im just saying. And i really don't know why. And if this would even be fully understood the right to be impartial to anything wrong. I think she would make someone a great wife. Because i myself am thinking that its time for me to find one. Do i want to marry Sabrina F.? 😅in a second man. Joke or no joke that would be an honest answer. Im sure that i am not the only one who would want to or already has wanted to. I just am saying that there are many difficulties in life and there shouldn't be that many. See people? They make things difficult even myself if it may be but i try not to because of the teachings of Jesus Christ right here. I want to come across as understood that she and people would understand what would be best for her primarily and based on that decision i can realize a good judgement. That i have to learn about myself in this way about being a victim of crimes? Are you people in this town retarded like you people are and those affiliated with it? Seriously? Whats my problem that i should be given problems? Is there like i said some fuckin retarded governing notion of who is who over me? You understand why i am single? The path i had to walk is not funny. Because initially i was on a promissing one with a bright future. Watch TH-cam video Brad Pitt on ”true romance” and ”troy”.

That i would present myself with problems in life? Ones that were not supposed to be even mine. That i say something to get my mind off the issues that i have to deal with in a way that is understandable. That i think about life in a more pleasant way. Trying to remember something good about what could get me in a better mood. Sabrina F. in the key of if you were never married and are single. And if you are married that you find it amusing. And it be taken in good humour. That i would delete these comments if thats the case when i find out. A high school memory of a boy's ambition. Further reminded by your greatness. Just to be certain that life is all that it can be. 🎼🎵🎶 That i wouldn't let words hold me back. Lets try. Sabrina F. To tell you in the form of a treble clef. That i pitch my notes higher than a middle C that i would be recognized more than just a G.🙋 Sabrina F. you are more harmonious than anything that would leave me deaf. If i had to have a stage name i would be a Jeff. When i see you in class i wanna marry you that the letter P changes the letter F. Yeah Yeah the former letter F. was once a letter in your name but now it leFf.(Silent missing t) What can i say but to catch my breaF(silent missing th) Sabrina all i wonder is if you are thinking the same thing do we need a ref? Sabrina can i it be you are a silent letter F? Give me your silent letter F that under your mattress there is a Pea. And all your dreams you had were thinking of me. A high school boy's ambition to start a family. The end. What could i possibly do to get on the right track again? Rhyming words is not going to pay the bills. Eh Sabrina what should i do? Get in shape and get a job Phil. Meet someone and get married 😉 University certificate? 1 year direct entry? Management, marketing or logistics? That the credits can further lead me to a 3 year business and society degree? That i become an entrepreneur? Sounds all too good. But you know what sounds even better? You Sabrina F. Stop making excuses Phil. I like doing shit on a stick. I just have to find someone to do shit on a stick with 😅 Can that last forever? Eh Sabrina? Me personally i wouldn't mind if it was with you. Man you are so amazing that everyday would be better than the last. We could have ant races😅 maybe snail races too. We could watch TV until the TV is watching us😅 eh Sabrina you know that look you have in the 1993-1994 yearbook is like hi my name is Sabrina F. is there something i am waiting for? Me Sabrina its me that you are waiting for 😅 are you for real Phil? What are the odds you are single? We are 45 years old. Gees man i got to make my life happen. One day at a time i will accept the truth with acceptance of the truth. Because I don't know shit on a stick. Maybe enroll at the college for liberal arts university transfer after 2 years transfer to a 4 year BA program and graduate from the university in 2 years. Urban studies or business and society. What is social inclusion and how does society benefit from the smorgasbord of diverse excellence? You mean i could be excellent at what i do?🤔 Mmmm? Watch TH-cam video Popeye the sailor man theme song. Below the frost line farming spinach? Crops all year round multiple guaranteed harvests no machinery no GMOs no pollination no pesticides. Sounds good to be true. In city farms low transport costs no refrigeration built on the former school grounds creating the new school system rural farmers can do the same? Hear that olive oil? I am excellent and it hasn't been the first day of school. If Sabrina F. Was mine? Boy would i be excited. Going back to school? Would be remembering Sabrina F. to see if she is single. I wouldn't want to go to school literally. I would have her. That would be school. OMG 🙋 Sabrina the never ending high school class. 😅 🙇 101 ways to be a successful student. Pay attention to the teacher. I have 10 bucks for that chin what would you like to chow on? 🍔 Always complete assignments. This is a sign meant for you 💝 never be late for school. No belated birthdays because I would always remember them.🎈 Sabrina imagine we would be in our uniforms? But we are wearing them for each other?👔👗 That was a very special part of my life Phil. I know does that special part ever have to end? Can it begin again with just me and you? Watch TH-cam video Alexia song called me and you. Do you know what shyness is? It is the inability to communicate something that is personal and true if it were to be shared as personal truths with the person that the truth is kept from. 😏 It is both an inability and ability really but takes time before a person can think that they would be able. Ultimately it is a personal secret that wants to be told to another person. Why are people shy? Because they are aware of a person's greatness they don't want to lose their own greatness or forget about their own. If they don't even think they are are good at anything to begin with. I am very shy!!! Sabrina I am very good at building birdhouses. Ya And how is that relavant to anything? Oh gees that was the best I could do 😅 talking to girls takes a lot of know how. Eh man you know how to talk to girls? Sure man all you have to do is say hi and introduce yourself. Really man then what? I don't know man just be cool. Be cool man? I gotta know how to be cool too? If being cool is hard and talking to girls is hard what's the point? Because that's what you want. Ohhhh that's right. Why man? Because you are a man, man. Ultimately that's the normal thing people do man. They try to make a good first impression. Just don't make things hard man🤦 😎 sometimes being good to people is a hard thing to do. Why does this school system exist for? Who does this school system exist for? The ones that care to get an education. Really?

Why are the best things in life that are free so hard to get? Nothing is free. Even trying to detach yourself from things isn't an easy process. And I don't mean because they are hard to let go off or do without. Its hard to explain everything. The more i try to do without the more instances that i am realizing that are prolonging the process. How much does a person have to do without in order to focus on oneself? I blame people. I blame the system. I blame history. I blame everything but me. Because i know what i want and know what i am doing. And i am aging in the process which should not have taken that long. Do you understand that nothing wrong is supposed to happen to me or of my household? WTF is the fuckin problem? 1986-1992 initially

All this bullshit? The government is going to know. Who gets perfect on the test. And when im right everybody fuckin knows. This was not supposed to be the way it is for me. That there are people in society who do create these conditions of unwanted circumstances for people purposely. Those people will be found out and brought to justice. That we will create the environment and social arena that they will be identified. They will no longer victimize the innocent good people of society with their tactics. That the laws they think they can elude from wil be staring right at them. Data analytics, cognition, documented history, the truth, all the things that they will not be able to escape. That this would only be the earth sentence not the final judgment in store. That is the one Jesus Christ has. That mill stone is fuckin waiting.

What is right ultimately? That we reach our Academic potential in the way we are to learn to understand what we are able to understand and challenging ourselves to apply what we know in order to learn better ways in doing it. That we are not limited by what we know. This can apply for everyone that everyone would agree. That if i went to university for visual Art i can be a residential painter if i want is an example. That if i took an apprenticeship as a painter at college i would know how to establish and run a small business. That skill is matched by service performed. That the application of paint on a wall takes more than skill but being able to be competitive in the market. When we are able to create these environments that lead to the path most suitable for us we are more successful in staying on that road. That if the school system separate the classes into different school buildings based on advanced general basic and special needs students we create those comfortable environments that we are able to evolve in with ease. This would be in elementary school that students move up or down a level based on previous year grades. Starting in grade 4.

Building a new society looks at every possible new innovative solution to increase what is a more dynamic way that is more effective and efficient. Limiting the areas of vulnerability. Spending the money in areas of importance and saving the money in areas that can be saved. This then asks ourselves the question how are the people's voices reflected in the place in which they live? If the government is the people then how can computerisation reflect how property taxes are allocated to the needs of the public? I think there is something called perfect politics. Perfect politics is about maintenance. Covering all areas of societal concerns. That each individual in a demographic is represented. Since each member plays a pivotal role in which creates a thriving city. Politicians can then create environmental solutions and opportunities for a more geared society. Evolving the potential of each citizen as a contribution factor. That if one person is a minority then that minority will count. How you say? Creating perfect budgets. Regional budgets. We need to take a look at us in a country that we get the standard right before we look abroad for a while. Once we create this perfect society based on the structures that reflects the right way. Don't start doubting and scratching heads because there is no need to. There actually is a perfect way to do things that all citizens can agree upon. That favours what is right. Including indigenous class as part of the curriculum mandatory from grade 1 to grade 10. And as an elective in grade 11 and 12. English, french, indigenous classes. Thats it no other heritage class in the school system. That business/private institutions are established that reflect cultural and religious needs run by citizens. I have the solutions for what is perfect for Canada. That i don't even have to make a career out of it. What are societal needs and concerns? There is the natural environment and the social built ones. Earning revenue for cities while saving our wilderness. The citizens will then adjust accordingly with the ease. Understanding that property taxes shares burden by eliminating the old way expenses households had. The right way. The right way doesn't limit or punish any segment of the population just because they are able to advance more than others. It takes financial engineering. That the changes equate to greater rewards for all citizens. We can look at what needs to be built and then look at how it is financially beneficial on macro and micro scales. Promoting our industry leaders and creating new ones in the process. Because of need for change. The need for a less burdensome way of incurring expenses and emploring laborious efforts. We can no longer be in a society that creates vulnerability and uncertainty. There is another way to look at what we do and still succeed in doing it. We want what is right and right for all !!!

Uber/lyft small ford transit vans or any other approved vehicle for to the door drop off. contract with school sustained by property taxes eliminating school bus services expenses by the government. Fixed rate for the year. Uber/lyft drivers have abstract submitted for police clearance. This would be more feasible for the city that the vehicles are maintained by the owners and are inspected at reputable facilities periodically at their expense. Would this be less expensive? Eliminating the need to purchase and maintain school buses. It would be more safe.😓

I am a good student. I always was. When I am the best student all students know why. I am not your master. I am my own master that I mastered the art of everything. And you don't know why. I am number 1. Lifestyle animator? Computerisation in 2024? Cyber city? Global village? Environmental solutions for a more animated life? Lifestyle vacation? Mature student? A Guidance counselor is not a teacher. A Guidance counselor is a lifestyle coach. After each year in high school appointments with the guidance counselor is mandatory. Tutor services available by other older students for extra curricular activities for transcript merits. Guidance counselor degree program at university. Student evaluation services file based on grades and peers(anonymous or not) a personal grouping of university degrees/college diplomas/apprenticeship/work regardless of facilities based on the students perspective and prerequisites required /considered. Student online account with password, transcript pdf. School newsletter, honour roll, students awards history, elementary school origin and transcript. post secondary tuition account. Cafeteria services menu plan(optional enrollment with prices updated by term) uniform availability with prices. Locker assignment #. Method of transportation to and from school. Student clubs list and enrollment. Made private or not. Students sports team and enrollment. School music program(extra curricular activity) enrollment and music appreciation club. ☺️📢 Environmental hazard awareness (submit comment) all clubs and committees listed. Guest speaker dates. Visits from professionally designated/licenced professionals from each occupation, time scheduled during class of particular subject. Hi I am your teacher day. The homeroom teacher talks about themselves and how they became a teacher, why and what they enjoy about life as a teacher. Some student credentials are public on school website page like previous elementary school.

Kinesiology? Health science? The demographics in which creates the reality. Overcoming the reminder of how we know what we are faced with. Tai chi? Meeting the sun as it rises? Telling the day we are a force of nature. Telling the day we count on ourselves to see the day through. Not letting the day rule our lives but our lives owning the day. Understanding the Balance doesn't weigh us down but how we come to know the balance. I am energy and I use it so that others may have it. That if I store it it was like I never had it. That we can be a symbol of who we direct our energy towards. I am a human and I want to use my human nature that I may enjoy all human things possible. That it is good to be a human and be good to humans. I will tell human how much it is to be appreciated by humans. I am good human being. And it is good being human. That one day I will have a human baby with a female human. That this human female and baby will come from me and my energy will be remembered as good.

How would i come across? Or introduce myself to be or seem ? Without looking anxious about the past. If the past should suffice to be a reason that would diminish or she be intrigued by my interest or curiosity about the one i once saw to be something to see? Sabrina F. The never ending conversation? Sabrina i can't believe after many years you look the way you do. OMG how have you been? I am Phil we had a class together back in high school. Whats the story are you married? Ya i know it seems like one of those startling questions but why do you think i asked?😅 You wanna know something Sabrina? Standing right here in front of you is a milestone in my life. I am talking to the most beautiful woman I could have ever known. I never really said that to anyone else before and chances are like one of the chances I have now is that this moment is going to end. If it does for whatever reason I want you to know that if I could have been anything to you that would have been really something. Have you ever thought of the last time you tried something in life just for the sake of trying? I don't want to try anymore and I am really tired of trying to say something that might lead to something else. What do you say Sabrina? You wanna just be together? That's only if you are not married. I mean really be together. This may seem a little bit too forward and it might just catch you off guard but I wouldn't miss this opportunity this time around. To be honest I think about you often but those thoughts don't last long because it's been so long since the last time I saw you. Sabrina F. are you the sweetheart I once remember you as seeing in our class together back in high school? If life hasn't been that way and you found someone already I would understand and please forgive me for this awkward moment but I wanted not to miss this chance at something that I have lacked in my life ok. You would be the fullness of measure to fill the void I had and only had for you. I never knew any other space that any other time can fill. That time has an expiration date Sabrina and it's here now. I can't afford to have that vacancy anymore. I need to know if that seat next to you is taken. That I could be the one closest to you ok. Sabrina F. I know sometimes life allows us to focus on the path less walked that we tread our own legacy but what good is any legacy without your legs to follow? Come with me Sabrina that we make this journey in life together. That we do a U turn from this very moment together for something I so desperately wanted to say from the first time I saw you. Sabrina F. you look good from that far as you do now up close. Sabrina F. Let's marry our lives together that you would be allowed an equivocal wanting in the matter over time. That although you might be put on the spot now I want you to want that spot for me being the one you stand next to. Sabrina F. you have been the test of time and this surprise pop quiz would come with no surprise. I hope we pass once again. That i would be able to know the answer since you are a teacher. Teach me Sabrina how to spot a beautiful female and I will tell you that you are out of sight. You are the woman of my dreams Sabrina F.🙋

What do i really want to be? In a hassle free, stress free, easy going, loving, truly meaningful, honest, faithfully committed reciprocated relationship with a beautiful female. For marriage and forever. The list can go on about how to further describe the good nature of how to be together but without anyone it is hard to find the Criteria required of the subject in question. Imagine if there was a way of knowing who would be interested in you without any effort? And you say to yourself OMG really is that true?😮 Brittany spears would have left her career for me?😅 Sometimes people might have an impact on others for reasons they can't really explain. Not even love at first sight. A growing notion of an idea that they overlooked too. Who do we hold or think something greater of ? Its really hard to explain that even words are not to be intended for how they are spoken. Even our actions don't really reflect how we truly feel or how they can be interpreted as. For example a guy or girl wants to be with someone they think is amazing but has never kissed anyone. So they don't want to get it wrong because they are shy so they end up kissing someone they have no feelings for just for the experience. But the other person that they think is amazing catches them or finds out. Just because they thought they had to know without really knowing how important it was to get it right. Sometimes how we feel for someone makes us do the wrong thing. Just because we forget how we feel is the right thing to do. Its really hard to explain or express. Sometimes it is a delayed response. Which brings me to ask imagine if we knew who would have true feelings for us? On the level we hope that a person would. You know in that way people would like to have them. It could just be that something about a person that it appears to make no sense to others too. That unique character quality that defies all logical explanation. Its like a bottle of perfume that smells good and is even better than some of the more expensive ones that you don't care it only cost 10 bucks (adidas fresh impact Cologne) it is desired for its novelty. Spray away its ok. Would or could i be viewed that way? Phil you are cheap but man do i like that skate you make. Ti piaci la picharella ahhh. Sabrina F. You are so amazing. i wish you were mine. Why Phil? Watch TH-cam video bodyrockers song called i like the way. You are scrumptious didaly umptious. Oh man i know this seems immature. Its this moment in Time that has to be. Its like how i wish i could have told you sooner. Its something i have to go through. That the time makes sense. Big time or small time in order to have anytime. That would be the time of my life. Watch TH-cam video the twilight zone opening credits

What can i be without post secondary education without a professional designation? Author(staying within privacy laws), social media blogger, playwright, film maker(documentaries), artist, designer, actor, musician, translator, tutor elementary school students, handyman, body builder, investor, entrepreneur. A good one? I don't know if i don't try right? I am going to really make a better list just to see.

If I knew the truth about who would be not just the one but the one . How would anyone know the one? I mean look who could it have been? When does a person realize it's Time for the one? Is Sabrina F. the one? Imagine Phil if she was? Hello one how are you? I don't know if this would sound to twoish but you are second to no one. You have been one all my life. And that one is the one and only. The one and only is the one. The one and only what Phil? The one and only one liner. Are you serious Phil? Hook line and sinker captain 🙋liner? Is she going to make your favorite fish sticks? Like when you were like a little boy ? Filippo come to the table your fish sticks are ready. There was two kinds the one like a triangle and the other ones like skinny rectangles. Those were very very very very very very good. I remember the flyer that came $2.99 700gm on sale. Man I loved those. With mayonnaise mixed with ketchup too and mustard. 🤤 Who is the woman who is going to pull the baking sheet out of the oven? Sabrina is it you? Oh sweetie you look so nice in that apron. Are you really mine? I wouldn't believe it. I would have to ask her everyday just to make sure. OMG that is like really its just remarkable that's all. What a sight to see. Why did it have to take this long for me ? Ohhhh I know. Forget about it for a while. Back to the remarkable female. My classmate? I need a different car I know. I need to make a few changes in my life for the better I've been a little bit too stagnant. I don't use that word when I talk, stagnant. Sabrina F. You Would really make those fish sticks taste good. Better than mamma used to make. Go do your homework Filippo. Ok after home improvement. Over here we have a Philips screwdriver just waiting to get at this hot rod. RuRuRuRuR. Sabrina F. You think we would be like the couple in that show? I don't know Phil. I am a pretty handy guy around the house. I just need my own. And with who better than you? RuRuRuRu😅 oh Phil you can be so sincere at times. I thought I was being smart. You did win me with that one liner highliner. Oh yeah hook line and winker😉 oh Phil come here 🫂 let's set the table one more time. I thought you would never ask. I didn't 😅

Girls? You know 😉 the S&P 500 composite index fell 10 bases points today closing at buhhh🤷 man I need to get in shape. If I was in shape I would go and say knock knock. Who's there? Phil . Phil who? Phil me in with the news. Is she? Or she not? Why do you want to know? I have some unresolved issues in my life. Aaaand? This is not a clinic. I never said it was. Is there something you are in need of? Maybe we can point you in the right direction maybe mmmmm? What's your name sugar?😅 I'm just kidding I'm a one woman kind of guy. I don't even know how this looks. But I do know one thing. And what's that? I remember. Remember what? I remember when. When what? I remember when a long time ago there was a time when a guy could just get a haircut. I'm sorry but we are not a barbershop. I never said you were. Okaaay. What about a haircut? I used to have a good haircut one time a long time ago. What happened? Time happened. What about the Time? It passed . And when it did it was very nice. It moved like it was just the time moving. Did the time stop at any time? How I wish it did. It was such a beautiful time going by. Can you say anything anytime ? It all depends if you have the time. Do you know where the Time went? She went to find some. Yeah and where did the time go? The time went where the Time counts. You mean in circles? No in triangles. Watch TH-cam video Pink Floyd song called time.

Transportation? What is the right car? You mean daily driver leisure? Less than $15,000 purchase😅There are all kinds of used cars that would do the zoom zoom job. Maserati quattroporte, Jaguar XF, Volkswagen CC or Passat, Tesla model S.(F).😅, Chrysler 300, Hyundai Genesis sedan. I'm thinking about Uber more and more. Think about it do you want to drive? The thing is with your own car you can go anywhere anytime no waiting. Phil's picks? I like Camaro, challenger, mustang, Corvette and electric cars too. Chevrolet Volt, BMW i3

Urban planner (environmental arts and justice) = Science technology and society, history, urban studies, sustainable environmental management = health and society, law and society, business and society, educational studies = Genius Loci = global geography, international development = mathematics anyone? 😅

Lord help me overcome my addiction with tobacco. Knowing that I did it before for 6 months. I can . It takes effort. I will change it with healthier alternatives. Keeping in mind that my will for a better lifestyle will come through patient planning. Knowing that this is a state of thought management. Grant me the peace in this life that i much need. The peace that comes with knowing i am smarter than this and the truth shall set me free of it. I will be a non smoker as i am making the right changes and choices for accepting that i have these challenges that i create the better environment by being the better environment. That of a non smoker. That any potential health risks be eliviated because of it. I am ahead of the game keep me there oh lord. Amen. June 18, 2024

I am a good person. I always was. Thats the difference. And the difference makes me a genius. That this even would not be a competition for Sabrina F. Because she is smarter than all of you. That i don't compete for her either. She knows what she wants even if i am on the other end of the spectrum and choses someone else. Why would anyone be criminal about it? Because you think she is your people? Is thst why? That me mentioning this is absurd? Then Chi voli? I tried to think about how beautiful she is knowing that these comments are going to be deleted when i find out if she is single or married. And i am not being stupid about it either. If you love her so much see if she wants to marry you. Be a gentleman about it too have some class.

I can pride myself on my academic achievement in the sense that I am a genius despite the worst odds. You know it really is an apex and pinnacle and climax. The sabotuers must be really thinking about what a monumental task it was. Trying to change the narrative of my life. They did but really they knew who they tried to fool and how they are wrong that I know. They never liked the idea of me being number 1. You know if i knew this was going to happen what would you have done anyways Phil? What i am doing now. You see they think they can dictate my future. They think that this is some kind of fuckin joke. I don't have to explain what garbage is. It will always be someone's garbage. Thinking that this is the attitude that i was to have. This was never supposed to happen. That is why i am very smart trying to sort this shit. Knowing adults are involved when i was 14. Thinking that their garbage for whatever reason is better. How the fuck does anyone measure up to me in this world even according to what genius is and the amount of ingenuity i have. You are not even that disciplined in your field. That you missed the biggest projection of logical evaluation. Every academic discipline. Including the bullshit you sabotuers are trying to muster. Ahh ahhh thats not right. You fuckin idiots who the fuck are you in this world? What good were you people to yourselves even before i could have done anything wrong before the age of 14. You were wrong then and you are seeing the wrong that happened that we all are learning about. That you are some kind of judicial body? You people should be beaten with a stick right? You garbage that exists. Look at yourselves all the resources and this was your mission. And for what ? What could you have gotten that this would happen to me? Or not have gotten? The satisfaction that you are the pile of shit that stinks? Whats the matter? You think you know more or better for this shit you do? You wanna create this attachment to my name? Who do we blame? The ones who created the sabotage against me. The school system that exposes these people. What else? The church that tells us to put up with this garbage. What is it about people rights, social obligation, what is this all about? Who gets married to each other? How people handle their problems? How people are dragged down? Who is a downer?