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emili0x
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 8 ก.ค. 2009
reflecting on my failure as a creative. - new years eve vlog. (unscripted)
word vomit video.
"I am here as a fake. A loser. A failure. If I am an artist, I am a con artist. This is my starting point, not only in this particular moment, but in all social interactions - work related or otherwise."
- Terre Thaemlitz
"I am here as a fake. A loser. A failure. If I am an artist, I am a con artist. This is my starting point, not only in this particular moment, but in all social interactions - work related or otherwise."
- Terre Thaemlitz
มุมมอง: 512
วีดีโอ
Time Of Orchids - What You Hold (LYRICS!)
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i was learning how to use davinci resolve so i made this. rest easy, chuck. 1979-2023
Stabscotch - GREED IS ETERNAL
มุมมอง 1104 หลายเดือนก่อน
one of the rarer songs from the Prison Jar lemon egg USB's, 2022
Kolya - A Demonstration (no skips, high quality) * 1999
มุมมอง 2037 หลายเดือนก่อน
Download and info here, this has been encoded from a lossless copy. archive.org/details/Kolya-A-Demonstration-1999/ The Story Becomes A Vehicle 0:00 Jet Lagged 5:07 Cutting Apparatus 11:33 An Encounter With Logic 17:41 Conversations And Smokescreens 22:55
City Of Ifa - The God Damn Point (2010 Demo)
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i'm probably the only person that tries to document this band lmfao
![im being good - poisonous life [1998]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/RZQhHR7NLTw/mqdefault.jpg)
im being good - poisonous life [1998]
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0:00 momo won't eat 2:15 what is phonewolf 5:53 blackbelt@cold.hands 8:15 safety without numbers 10:59 mute spotting 14:14 country boy on the sniff 18:43 villagers 20:12 poisonous life 23:07 special propaganda elephant 26:20 hangman 32:35 finger to other bands tags / math rock, noise rock, post-hardcore, mathcore
Dilute - Live At Bottom Of The Hill (May 24th, 2000)
มุมมอง 338ปีที่แล้ว
drive.google.com/drive/u/3/folders/1azAydWUaaYARztoPfiw7zT4lL2NLkJRz 0:00 vs 1 14:13 Sold 32:28 Teabag Sickroom
Dilute - Smile (Jay + Marty)
มุมมอง 325ปีที่แล้ว
Originally from marty's bandcamp. i'd wager it was recorded sometime circa 2000
Dilute - Live At Edinburgh Castle. July 28th, 2000.
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0:00 Queer Dork Song 6:45 Sold 27:36 Sickroom 36:05 0 vs 1 drive.google.com/drive/u/3/folders/1-hdpQVs_qB6iGCurszU64yxZQ-T9FS7q
Clarence Clarity - (I'll Be There) in A Heartbeat (yeah) (unreleased)
มุมมอง 2.1Kปีที่แล้ว
will take down if it's a bad idea to upload
then who
มุมมอง 21Kปีที่แล้ว
i got tired of working on this. not happy with it but it's my first animation in a year. just to counter my pedantic standards. play pseudoregalia.
Chris Cunningham - Spectral Musicians (Soundtrack reconstruction)
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Chris Cunningham - Spectral Musicians (Soundtrack reconstruction)
Sweep The Leg johnny - Sometimes My Balls Feel Like Tits [HQ]
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Sweep The Leg johnny - Sometimes My Balls Feel Like Tits [HQ]
I'm Being Good - Kill Him With War Savings
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I'm Being Good - Kill Him With War Savings
Minnomou - Screensaver Paralysis (Instrumental Demo)
มุมมอง 5022 ปีที่แล้ว
Minnomou - Screensaver Paralysis (Instrumental Demo)
me&u2 - Large Song (Minnomou Remix, Unmastered. 2021)
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me&u2 - Large Song (Minnomou Remix, Unmastered. 2021)
Dilute - Live 18/10/2000 @ Bottom Of The Hill (AUDIO ONLY)
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Dilute - Live 18/10/2000 @ Bottom Of The Hill (AUDIO ONLY)
Speedpaint 3 : Does youtube even allow this?
มุมมอง 6232 ปีที่แล้ว
Speedpaint 3 : Does youtube even allow this?
Minnomou - Assorted Failures October 2019 January 2021
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Minnomou - Assorted Failures October 2019 January 2021
Jacques Kopstein - Blood Drip Stained Love
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Jacques Kopstein - Blood Drip Stained Love
Duck. Little Brother, Duck! - Tour Demo 2011 (full demo)
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Duck. Little Brother, Duck! - Tour Demo 2011 (full demo)
Duck. Little Brother, Duck! - Live @ PSU (2013) (reupload)
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Duck. Little Brother, Duck! - Live @ PSU (2013) (reupload)
Koenjihyakkei - Nivraym (2001 version. Magaibutsu, MGC-18)
มุมมอง 5223 ปีที่แล้ว
Koenjihyakkei - Nivraym (2001 version. Magaibutsu, MGC-18)
this is the most bopping pro-life song ever, or possibly the only one ever
I like how the little dude is just standing there
so experimental love it!!
what the fuck jumpscared by seeing you in my recs hi. the subject of this is very helpful to me right now thanks remi <3
I just came across this... This is a really thought-provoking video, and if you call yourself a fake then I must be lower than fake. Worst than a con artist. You are very skilled at art and maybe in music (I wanna listen to it first), more than me. Yet you don't even have an album while I've released a bunch of music that I felt so embarrassed on releasing but I did it anyway. Your talk of fear and the fear of approval/reception really gets me thinking about what I've posted online. But I guess it's much more tamer than yours. I am wayyy younger than you, so it seems my journey of being a creative is still at its beginning. Happy new year!
i guess my point got like swallowed under a barrage of fear (which proves it, ironically) - in any case, more than worrying about reception, my point here is that it's better to release, make really embarrassing shit and power through the inevitability of feeling fake than to not do anything at all and wait until the day you feel like a "real artist", in my case that day never came after all these years and i'm not counting on it anymore, but i believe there is a purpose in any sort of creative work. granted, i hope this video didn't discourage you, it's just me rambling about having feared doing bigger things and it catching up to me, i've had the algorithm pick up old ass animations i've made outside the intended audience and yet 15 years later i still treat youtube as a video dumpster (most of my channel is uploading music i like, but anything "minnomou" is my music). ig i could work on the presentation if i make another one, happy trails.
looking forward
*A RACIST SCHIZOPHRENIC IS TALKING* _listen and learn_ 🗣️🚫 🤫✅
i look up to you a lot, your art skills are incredible and your music production skills are also amazing... u put your whole self into the act of honing your skills, and it makes me want to light a fire under my ass and keep learning and getting better and keep perfecting the craft Thank u for making this video it feels like a guiding light of sorts. sincerely a fan!!!!! i will be tuned in for when you drop an album!!!!!!!!!
How’s it feel to have a sibling that annoys you
Hell yea
It's time to drink water
Drake😮😮😮
😂😂
weenier
I was looking for more Pseudoregalia content, and I see the TH-cam algorithm gods have chosen you. Do not resist the wave of views. 😅 Capitalizing on them may prove beneficial, if you choose to do so. 👀 ... Also, I can't shake the feeling that I've seen this somewhere before, but I can't tell if I'm just tripping. It can't be from this video here on TH-cam, because I've only discovered Pseudoregalia a few days ago and just now watched this video here and gave it a Like. So I'm not sure why I'm experiencing déjà vu, with this video specifically. Then again, it IS 5AM for me... 💭
This is the version I will be "barrowing"
How is this a year old but these comments recent?
youtube algorithm picked it up for some ungodly reason
Might have something to do with the recent Atlyss boom
these comments are oedipal city
"Then who" -Goat mommy, 2023
sybil saturday i guess...
I'm surprised I got this recommended but I've never seen this before nor your work but wow this is amazing is an artwork of her, I really hoped you finished this but my goodness them thighs are killer.
Yippee :D
This is hot
Man. She's almost as thirsty as me. _Almost._
10:49am (GMT+11, AEDT) 7/12/2024 This video has 11,350 views with 1,234 likes and 6 dislikes. There are also 385 subscribers and 34 comments. This was recommended.
I’m putting this video on repeat
Such a lust for hydration... WHOOOOO?
hey whats the soruce of this meme :(
gooner bait
we downgraded an incredible term like coomer for gooner, i hate all of you.
the idea of channeling all your energy into your peanuts while browsing furry corn for hours on end rather than blowing it everywhere instantly is funnier though
how the water at 2 am hit also youtube algorithm be upon ye i guess
Oh.. i.. uh.. alright
what was in that glass
‘Hear us out’ The Void plead
apple
😳🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Damn, nice artstyle- Oh fuck it, who am i kidding... PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
her
This is peak :3
THE ALGORITHM GIVETH I like the animation!
I'm looking respectfully
I'm gonna boot up Pseudoregalia again!
Oof
Oh i seee I love it
I'm not a furry... but Sybil makes me feel something...
Yar Har, fiddle de dee Being a furry is alright to be Do what you want ‘cause a furry is free You are a furry
nice
cool
Damn. God damn. Oh me oh my
Great job! Keep it up, bright future aheah! -Wanted paws, tho-
Would be a perfect fit for total bugs bunny on wild bass.
yeaaa, it's so not 666 at all. i cant even imagine aaron ross singing over this.
this shit is so scary i hope it drops someday
good art