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Ketamine can cause Telogen Effluvium, which is not a permanent hair loss but causes a hair shed, which does return to normal.

2 years later, or even more than 3 weeks later, have you noticed any improvement? I went though hell and back for about 5 weeks after my 3rd session (3 weeks for all 3 sessions), but starting after the second week. That chunk was way worse than i was before i started the ketamine. Thankfully things started shifting for me (felt the change physically and mentally) and I've been doing much better for the past almost 2 months. (I am questioning that if i did it one more time i wouldn't be in this pit im sort of in now but i would have died most likely in the in between limbo. Its honestly a miracle im alive now)

Thank you for sharing this. I was looking everywhere for research about hair loss from ketamine. Its been 3 months since my last session and its starting to go away. I would comb my hands through my hair and clumps were falling out. It was not normal. And not much has changed since then, so i feel like it has to be from that! My hair is so thinned out and gone. But i guess id take the happiness and real changes ive seen in my body and life over the depression. (Another side note- the ketamine caused me to be extremely suidical and i couldnt trust myself to be alone with myself. I wanted to harm myself for almost 2 months ... something i didn't struggle with prior to the ketamine as intensely, and im sure also not talked about enough)

What're you talking about? Vids all over the place

Finasteride has been known to cause tinnitus as well. Ive had debilitating tinnitus 3 years now.

I relate to a lot of what you're going through, and appreciate your updates. It may be weird, but sometimes when I'm going through a particularly rough time, I'll watch your check-in videos to remind myself that hope and optimism can prevail even though it may not feel like it currently. Although I wish it on nobody, there is oddly some comfort in knowing I'm not in it alone. Thanks for your candidness, persistence in exploring the state of your health and its treatment, and for seemingly never losing faith in identifying effective health-promoting habits.

Always love hearing about improvement boost. Saw many of your videos --don't recall you ever say you tried Low Dose Naltrexone..... If you don't already know at low doses Naltrexone works like an antidepressant. I have been on it for years and it does (did) improve my mood. It also increases endorphines and improves sleep. Just curious if you heard of it and / or tried it ever. I know you tried many things so far. ....Your Kitty rocks.😺😺😺

Have you tried medications that increase dopamine like agomelatine? I'm considering it since it increases libido and the creation of new brain cells (neurogenesis). I wish you all the best in this battle I suffer from too.

Thank you brother 🙏

And is dpdr when you feel like you’re not in your mind or body and everything around you and the world doesn’t look the same ?

How come it doesn’t go away even when I take a benzo ?

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hi man! again, i beg you to do the stuff from jordan, if you want i cant even give you my stuff to entry the course for free (this is no joke) i fucking know how it is, and i thought my life was literally over. im 101% back to normal and 101% anxiety free. but yeah because people with dpdr have tried so many fucking things they understandably veeeeeery hesitant when it comes to what helps and what does not.

I was wondering how much tension you feel in you body? Like shoulders raised or holding yourself in certain ways without knowing. I think we have similar stories on how we developed this

Been struggling with faces/people and places..they seem unreal or erased; something feels off, and I'm not sure if this is, a visual processing disorder or something else, such as dissociation or derealization...

I just want everyone here to know but One of the best people I have seen explain and help people recover is Jordan Hardgrave or Trauma Free Academy on TH-cam you should definitely check him out.

This is very strange. You just randomly appeard in my feed. And your story, the way you talk, think and reflect upon life and the entire DPDR case, is so similar to me, it's beyond worlds. DPDR is so fun, isn't it? xD I've been in this hell for about 6 years. And DPDR really just makes you question about every single aspect of your life. The consept of self and no self, meaning of life, purpose, reality, human biology, traumatology, emotions, spirituality, somatology, brain chemistry and it really just forces you to dive deep into every aspect of human psychology. Now i've been pretty much in every nooks and crannies on this earth when it comes to the topics of DPDR, Depression, anxiety, supressed emotions and the whole 9 yards on human traumatology. I even traveled across the entire globe and became a buddhist monk in hopes to resolve, fix, heal and hopefully overcome it all. But thats a whole different story. I always love seeing every single person that is part of spreading awareness about DPDR. And you and everyone that shares insightful and helpful information that helps everyone on the recovery journey. DPDR can be very complex and there is a lot of different factors at play. But what is without a doubt, at the very core of DPDR, is Trauma. And trauma can be complex. But it dosen't necessarily have to be. Simply said, it's just a place in time where we mentally and emotionally reach a point of complete overwhelme and shutdown. I've realized that 1 of the most important steps to healing is setting a strong foundational routine of safety, security and relaxation. Combined with the implementation of some deeply going, emotional release techniques like TRE (trauma release exercises) and somatic breathwork, where you might end up finding some deeply stored emotions/trauma, which can be fully released in a safe environment. Where you can scream, shout and let it ALL out. Anger, fear, sadness, laughter and excitement. To CONNECT again, instead of disconnecting. And to fully connect to your most real, alive, authentic self again. Some supplements can be really helpful as well. Like fish oil, magnesium, Vitamin D, L- Tyrosine for dopamine and Tryptophan for serotonin. Green tea and rhodiola can be really good too. For mental clarity, more focus and wellbeing. This condition can be really confusing and terrifying and i wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy. One minute, one hour, one day at a time in the right direction and DPDR is defeated in no time. Happy reconnection!:)

The cat is so cute 😍

Victory Mindset helps people get out of this with hypnotherapy

Take it offshore . I mean buy it Somwhere

hope all is well, let us know how the course is going!

Just wanted to say thank you for making these ketamine videos. Really important to hear from people that did not respond and/or had negative side effects. I’m still probably going to try it, but I’m really glad to know beforehand that it may not work. Keeps expectations in line. Also, you seem like such a nice person, and well spoken, and cute :). Such a shame such good people have to have depression. I hope you find some real help. Keep trying.

Awesome channel to check out! You're right. I definitely wouldn't have found it. Glad to see you're finding work that move you towards recovery brother.

Im 18. Had derealization since I was 12 due to loneliness + being forced to attend tutoring classes. Ever since then I had not made a single friend because I can’t socialize. Wake up tired everyday, can’t get good sleep. I fell into victimhood, existential crisis, more loneliness. If I keep the trajectory I’m on there is very little chance I’ll ever become successful man if I just fuck around in my 20s. after watching your videos Im gonna try to identify areas in my life that cause stress (although making friends is impossible for me at this point. I literally dont feel connection towards anyone not even my family). But the least thing I can do is stop watching porn, study more efficiently, and get good sleep (even though ive tried forever and never done it) thanks for the videos man I hope life gets better

I have vision problems wich makes it worse

Did you ever try keto, or carnivore?

Do you drink coffee or other stimulants?

Can't wait to see how you're doing man - good or bad. Miss you!

I have had two IM injections for PTSD and major depression/ chronic SI. The day after my first injection I felt like absolute shit. The day after my second injection I had a panic attack that lasted over 8 hrs. But this is not unheard of for me. From 2017-2018 I had 6-8 hr panic attacks about 4-5 days a week. I get them rarely now but my other symptoms from PTSD and depression remain. I'm debating on whether or not I should go back for the third injection. If K brings back my 30+ hr a week panic attacks it will be hell on earth.

Loneliness not helping me.. i went off benzos .. work ..traveling the bus.. not helping

I would literally kill a baby in order to alleviate my tinnitus. I contend that it's the worst thing that can happen to a person and nobody even fucking talks about it.

Try BJJ. There is something primal about it that helps men with depression and PTSD. Trust me on this.

Hi I remember I used to suffer from anxiety, I became anxious about anything and it was going on for a long time, I was always worried and I remember I was watching horrific clips on TH-cam for a long time because I love scary clips and scary movies Suddenly I started to see reality differently and feel that I am far from reality and separated from reality and the people I love DPDR؟

It can happen after panic attacks and high anxiety but it resolves after days

Hi what about meditation inducing depersonalisation? I had this and am suffering with severe dp ,disconnect from self,memory disturbances and headaches.It specifically started after Joe dispenza's meditation breath meditation. I am sick of this!!

Im 21. Been in a 3 year severe depression with severe anxiety with also dpdr. With depression being the absolute worst. It all stems from a traumatic event in the beginning of 2020. I failed all antidepressants. I am going to try emdr and if that does not work I will try ketamine or try to find other psychedelic treatment to try to resolve my trauma. Hang in there man, only thing we can do right now.

I have chronic migraines and dizziness. I also have a hiatal hernia on my esophagus. I stress daily. I am a single mom and I work 45 minutes away. My stress is crazy!! I just recently started experiencing depersonalization. It's scary!!

Is this like border line personality desorder? Or is it called a different name in other countries?? Thank you to any1 who can help with an answer 🙏🏽

Structure my whole day and have an activity that can put me in a flow state for a few hours seem to really help.

I got dpdr from a bad weed trip. What is here the conection to Maslow?

I’m getting my 5th ketamine infusion today. The 6th is the last scheduled one. I’m gonna hold off for weeks to decide if this has been worth it but at this point it has not really been anything close to what a folks describe it to be. I knew going in this wasn’t a magic bullet but damn…folks talked so highly of it. I don’t even enjoy the treatments. I actually feel relieved when the infusion is over and I feel myself coming out of it. I think my body just doesn’t like the stuff. I would not recommend to anyone to purchase additional treatments in advance. I purchased the 6 at once. Good folks at the clinic…but so far this seems to be a waste of $$.

I need to contact Ben, please.

Someone like you just watched your video.

i have dpdr for maybe 10 years ... and i did neve visit a doctor .....will i be ok ?? 🙄

Have you ever tried sleep deprivation/wake therapy for your depression?

How do you form relationships if you can't feel love...

I see it at my awareness is somewhere else. I’m hyper aware and notice little things that not everyone does.

My brother I have dealt with crippling depression for 6+years. I am 24 now. Unfortunately for myself anti-depressants didn’t work. My cure and current system to beat the crap out of depression is; Pro-EPA fish oil (Nordic Naturals), vitamin D, Probiotics, Very low dose Lithium( 1mg). And also Magnesium Glycinate. I take the fish oil, vitamin d, and lithium everyday the others I use 3/4 time a week. It’s been working miracles for me and life-changing etc. This was just my personal experience, it takes time at first but within couple months the change is undeniable and growth upstream.

I've heard that listening to music after ketamine treatments help alot.

I had my last one may 25 and it's 6/9 now and my depression has came back..I paid 2400 for 6 treatments..and I have ringing in my ears but I worked in a factory..my anxiety has came back. But also know I needed more treatment my body is just different. So I called them today..good luck to everyone