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เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 6 ก.ย. 2018
⠀ ˛ hi im angie! 𓂃 𓈒 野々. ༄\u2028❏. - ( 2000 ongoing%ny ) ⠀➪ ⠀#* if u have any requests lmk !!
listen before i go but you’re on a rooftop taking your last final breaths
listen before i go on a city rooftop where you’re dying, enjoy
ALL CREDITS TO RIGHTFUL OWNER OF MUSIC, I DO NOT OWN ANY SONGS
ALL CREDITS TO RIGHTFUL OWNER OF MUSIC, I DO NOT OWN ANY SONGS
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i know im really getting bad again when i come back to this, always this.
call my friends and tell them that i love them
I came from a Vigilante!Deku fanfic and returned a changed man
I always listen to this song to imagine that I am doing everything in this song, but in reality I am not going to do anything.
Man I’m just trying to find something to sleep too
"Your life will change when you let it change" Sometimes you actually don't want to change your situation bec you feel the most at home in that situation but please don't change your situation by offing yourself. I know it seems like the only option but offing youself isn't an option its a permanent solution to a temporary problem so please for the love of god DON'T OFF YOURSELF IT WILL GET BETTER.
thank you so much for this.. im listening to this on a rooftop.. and listening to this felt like i can finally go in peace good bye 💗💗
no.. please..
are you okey?
I’m not depressed or anything I just really like the city noises
oof i use to listen to this on repeat
Ikr the flashbacks
its hard.
its not that i dont like my life... its that i dont disserve it...
Can’t even cry I just feel empty…what’s the point
No one will even care if I die
I don't think I can ever listen to this song without tearing up I skip this song on my playlist because I tried to take my life to it
I am gonna listen to “Tsubasa by Nanahoshi” on my last day. I recommend you to listen to it.
hopw u guys doing good
I wanted to let you know that you are worth it, you are enough, and you deserve to be happy, loved, and you deserve to live. The world is a much better place with you in it, and you will get through this. I’m proud of you no matter what. You might not be perfect, but no one is, and you’re you. Being you is more than enough, and there’s only one of you in this whole entire world. Losing you would be losing something incredibly special. Suicide might seem like your only option, and though it might get rid of your pain, all it does is pass it on to the people who love and care about you. (It might be hard to feel this way but people do love and care about you, I know we haven’t met but I love and care about you.) And this is hard to see, but you have so so much to live for. You’re going to have so many good opportunities in the future and I know one day you’ll be able to look back on this and think: “I’m glad I never gave up.” You are strong. You are beautiful. You deserve everything good in life. I believe in you with all my heart, and hope that one day you’ll be able to say and believe I’m proud of myself, because you deserve it. <3
You too
Life is just unfair , idk if im in a better situation today but i always have this feeling this heavy feeling in my chest , and to that one person i share this all to , thinks its nothing and calls it “overthinking “ Idk where else to go . Yt community was my support two years back and today as well . I hope everyone who is going thru one or the other thing learn to cope with it some way , just dont leave this place because trust me to atleast one person in this whole wide world you do mean smth to them .
I rock my brother to sleep to this song .
I have been clean for a year and a half, why am I still upset my scars still remain as fresh as when they first formed?
set your heart ablaze- Kyojuro Rengoku
I was 13 and suicidal listening to ts 💀💀💀💀I still am but god was I cringy
where did it all go wrong
It's been 4 years, but I still feel like this....
“I am waiting to live, waiting to die.” - Charles Bukowski
girl tf i was sucidal at 10
I’m slightly drunk and drinking more rn, not in a good state of mind. Life hasn’t given me a break lately. My car broke down, my ex kicked me out of the house, my cat just passed away in my arms a week ago. I’m struggling to focus at work and my job is at risk. On top of the hell I’ve already been through. I feel foolish saying I’ve had it hard compared to some but I’ve just always wanted to be loved the way I love others and maybe I’m lying to myself and I’ve just never been good enough, that’s why they leave. They all leave me in the end. I’m so tired of this and I just want out. I don’t want to leave my mom but I don’t know how much more I can handle. The past 24 years has been constant pain.
It'll get better, I can't promise or give any false hope, but let us just keep faiths in ourselves. Everything will be alright one day
I'm really sorry to hear about the tough time you're going through. It sounds incredibly challenging, and your feelings are completely valid. You've been facing so much, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed by it all. It takes immense strength to share these feelings, even in difficult times. Please know that you're not alone, and there are people who care about you, even if it might not always feel that way. It's alright to seek support and help during these moments. Talking to someone you trust or reaching out to a professional can make a significant difference. Your worth isn't defined by the people who leave; you deserve love and understanding just as much as you give to others. If you feel comfortable, consider exploring resources or speaking with someone who can provide guidance and support. Taking small steps to care for yourself can gradually help ease the weight you're carrying. You're important, and your story matters. Sending you strength and warmth during this challenging time.
póngala en mi funeral
It hurts
I’m so tired of existing. I want to disappear so bad. I wish I could be someone else. I hate myself so much. Even in my happiest moments I feel out of place and like I don’t belong. I hate that I can’t be myself. I’m so scared of being judged. My life is falling apart and I don’t know how it fix it or how to move forward with life. My little sisters are the only reason I’m still alive. The thought of how they would react hurts my heart too much to commit. Even though I so badly want to just stop existing. I don’t want to do this anymore but I can’t leave my sisters behind. I’m so tired I don’t want to do this anymore seriously.
I can imagine what you feel. To make me feel better i like to listen the other people, my Friends feel safe when they talk to me because i'm here for them. I do that because i know how good it is to have someone to listen you. If you want i'm here for you too, just to listen, feel free to release all the pain and the feelings 😊
I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds incredibly tough, and I want you to know that your feelings are valid. It takes a lot of strength to express how you're feeling, even when it's this difficult. It's okay not to feel okay, and you're not alone in this. Have you considered reaching out to a professional for support? Talking to someone who can offer guidance and help you navigate these emotions might be a positive step forward. Your little sisters love you so much, and your care for them is admirable. Remember, taking care of yourself is important too. If you ever need someone to listen or support you, I'm here for you.
I'm not sure if my mental illness or my physical illness will kill me first, but eventually one of them will.
love you guys
shit man
stop thinking i love you head to toe
guys tomorrow is my birthday im turning 15 but my mom doesn't want me to celebrate it because she thinks its a waste of time and money
Take me to the rooftop I wanna see the world When I stop breathing, turning blue. Tell me, 'love is endless' Don't be so pretentious Leave me, like you do If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry, 'Cause I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now. Sorry, I don't know how Sorry, there's way out Mm, but down mm, down Taste me, The salty tears on my cheek, Is what a year-long headache Does to you. I'm not okay I feel so scattered Don't say, 'I'm all that matters.' Leave me. Deja vu If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry, 'Cause I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how Sorry, there's no way out Mm, but down mm, down Call my friends and tell them that 'I love them' and 'I'll miss them' But I'm not sorry. Call my friends and tell them that 'I love them' and 'I'll miss them' Sorry.
do things get better?
No... you just get stronger/use to it
yes. they actually do.
it's so hard to explain this to your family or your friends..it's so hard to talk about these hard stuff becuase i'm living it..i guess they will understand it after i die..i just wanna tell you guys"while you are reading my comment" that i'm dead know even if i didn't ki*ll my self..but i wnna ask u to tell me how to stop my selfharmin*g * I’m not glad i still here...take care of your selfs guys..becuase i didn't
Hello friend...
Thank you
2 years ago I listened to this song when i was depressed and ready to end it all after a couple of tries and the last one ending me in a hospital. Knowing my comment from 2 years ago is here and wanting to read it again.
i was reading a heart wrenching webnovel yesterday where the mc jumped to her death while listening to this song and just sobbing 😭😭
crazy how strangers online keeping you alive all this time :>
Two years later since my first comment here. Something has changed... my sadness not.
Why do I choose to stay quiet? I have friends that would listen to me... or at least a friend. But. I am the therapist friend, I can't be weak. Why do I choose to stay quiet? To anyone else struggling through this, though, I advise you to open up to someone. Or use an anonymous vent. I don't know.
This song and ocean is perfect for just feeling numb and giving up on what little you were able to make for yourself while the world is tearing you down. I hear my best friend calling me to come home. "But he is dead." I know. ☺
Im embarrassed... Im sitting here feeling sorry for myself when I did this to myself. I a monster I hurt so Many people. Im a slave to my selflessness. I cant die because my own selflessness keeps me here. I wish I wasn't so afraid
i did my best man
Why are people online that I've never met so fucking nice and help so much. Like, bro? You don't even know me.
Hits so different with the wildfire smog all in the air rn:(
I cant do this anymore bro im so tired
Stop listening to music it's gonna do nothing but make you more sad, music rises sadness, Instead try to figure your situation out and try to make your life better.