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I grew so much in 2024
2024, for me, was a year of growth, and it was such a fulfilling one. Makes me think that measuring my fulfilment was not based on the achievements I've had but on the growth I've had.
Happy 2025 everyone!
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before 2024 ends...
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Songs used: Hear The Bells - John Patitucci
i was breaking down so i dyed my hair
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I am so sorry for the changes in the audio quality T T I did not charge my microphone
a week in november
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Becoming an academic weapon and girlbossing for midterms
brain rot or bed rotting
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Brain rot and fried dopamine I just noticed I wore the pink shirt twice. I did my laundry, okay?
social anxiety sucks
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Filming in public to get rid of my fear of being perceived and social anxiety
why is adulting so hard? | lost in my 20s
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I have yet to experience more in adulthood but I wish there was a cheat code to this. Timestamps 0:00 - 0:09 = preview 0:10 - 0:16 = revisions 0:17 - 1:53 = job-hunting update 1:54 - 2:18 = relaxing and watching from 2:19 - 3:13 = library and mall 3:14 - 5:45 = reflecting on my 20s 5:46 - 7:48 = laboratory worksheet and last yap Songs Used Fresh Fallen Snow - Chris Haugen Communicator - Reed Ma...
21 and unemployed
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Spend a day with a homebody and unemployed 21-year-old Songs used: Ferry inst - mimi bay New moon new start - mimi bay
feeling bad about being unproductive
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Being unproductive, sluggish, and basically running out of creative juice Music used: 9AM - VGM Planet bonnie - Vacant Kids
if you are an overthinker, watch this
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From my experience, this is how to stop overthinking and how to deal with anxiety. Remember that you can let things be out of your control because that's how some things go. 0:00 - intro (yap) 1:24 - what I overthink about 2:08 - comforting words 2:56 - wanting control 4:34 - how I deal with overthinking 7:58 - yapping conclusion
feeling lost in my 20s
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are you feeling lost? me, too. let's talk about it 🫂
why starting a youtube channel is a BRILLIANT idea (even if no one watches it)
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start a youtube channel and have fun! who cares if they see 🤷‍♀️ timecodes: 0:00 - intro 0:38 - document your life 3:31 - get rid of fear 5:57 - gain skills 8:56 - closing statement Music Used: The Roost - VGM Planet new moon new start inst - mimi bay
14 things to do when you're bored ♡
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14 things to do instead of scrolling through your phone all day ♡ Music Used: 9AM - VGM Planet sweet so sweet inst - mimi bay soup inst - mimi bay
trying to stop my social media addiction
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trying to stop my social media addiction
spend a boring day with me
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spend a boring day with me
midterm exam (study vlog) - procrastination, studying in cafes, academic burnout
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midterm exam (study vlog) - procrastination, studying in cafes, academic burnout
first week of uni
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first week of uni

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  • @hhpelixx
    @hhpelixx 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

    One of your reflections made me remember a quote I love from my favorite artist! He's brazilian, so here is a free translation from his song "A balada de Tim Bernardes": the more I get ahead of myself, the further the point where I want to be gets; so I always end up late and with nobody by my side to go along. I think a lot about this, because I'm always eager to grow in life, which causes a lot of anxiety when things don't go as planned - I always feel terribly late, but that's a collateral damage from my ambitious dreams.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 วันที่ผ่านมา

      That is such a lovely quote, thank you for sharing it here!

  • @Jfkfo-58fdi
    @Jfkfo-58fdi 8 วันที่ผ่านมา

    ❤❤These were my exact plans to achieve and i a preciate u sharing ur stort😊😊❤god bless

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you! You got this!

  • @Shokoslife
    @Shokoslife 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    keep going!!! I too make videos, and I can see the vibe and effort that you put into them. Just keep going, love your videos. Have a wonderful 2025.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much! Good luck with your videos and have a wonderful 2025 as well!

  • @inaya738
    @inaya738 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

    this is so cute 💝

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 15 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you!! <33

  • @adityabaniwal5797
    @adityabaniwal5797 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    another great video. happy new year and merry christmas!

  • @pauldenham9406
    @pauldenham9406 19 วันที่ผ่านมา

    very nice video and good words, salamat for sharing, God bless,MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR

  • @adityabaniwal5797
    @adityabaniwal5797 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

    looks great!

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you!!

  • @adityabaniwal5797
    @adityabaniwal5797 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i love your videos and i’ve been subscribed for a couple months now. i was wondering if you’d ever think about creating a instagram account for all of these, i honestly feel like you could reach a larger audience and perhaps grow quite a tightknit community. i don’t mean to instruct u i was just thinking me personally i would love to see these kinda videos while im scrolling.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@adityabaniwal5797 thank you so much for sticking around! I'm also planning on having an Instagram account so thank you so much for the push, I might do it this week 😊

    • @adityabaniwal5797
      @adityabaniwal5797 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @ that sounds great! please if your able to reply to this comment when you do make it, i’d love to be one of your first few followers. good luck with everything.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much! I'll let you know 🫶🫶

    • @adityabaniwal5797
      @adityabaniwal5797 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@hanschapters haha thank you i'll see you then!

  • @pauldenham9406
    @pauldenham9406 หลายเดือนก่อน

    this is the 2nd of your videos, i watch,and i can understand some of what you say,i am not really an overthinker, but sometimes too much imagination and curiosity,and yeah a little overthinking,sometimes impossible to sleep,always so many things in my head,so i try to give in to the imagination,and change it into creativity,it is very interesting your video,and i am a new subscriber for you, have a happy weekend,and thank you again for this,

  • @tjastec5124
    @tjastec5124 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This was SOOO kute. This a U school? I hope you lock in> _>

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you! And yes, it is <3 I do hope so, too 😵‍💫

  • @aisjdneneisj696
    @aisjdneneisj696 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i dont know you, i dont know why i was recommended this, but i know i struggle with the same problems. i hope you can figure this out for yourself <3 best of luck

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much, I appreciate it! I hope you are doing well <3

  • @MellowMarmaladeMurmurs
    @MellowMarmaladeMurmurs 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    SUBSCRIBED !! 💞🫂, I wish you all the best 💞🙏🏻

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@MellowMarmaladeMurmurs aww thank you! I wish you all the best as well 💖🫂

  • @PotValiants
    @PotValiants 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Try not to burn out!

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yeahh, I've been trying to be kinder to myself 🫂

  • @ereh25
    @ereh25 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    She cute

  • @eiternity_v
    @eiternity_v 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    good luck with your channel ! 😊

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!

  • @tarasmandi1966
    @tarasmandi1966 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's So Relaxing to Watch

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm glad to heart that! <3

  • @motherpearl5792
    @motherpearl5792 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Well said! 😊

  • @Saetchel
    @Saetchel 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Videos like this, I have saved specifically just so that I could come back to and remind myself that I’m not the only person who feels like they’re always overwhelmed of every little thing. Thank you

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I hope you feel better 💗 sending hugs!

  • @lyssnicole
    @lyssnicole 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Your channel is really comforting, I love how open you are and I feel like you are so able to articulate this feeling so well. Thank you Hana 💕

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much 💕 I'm glad I'm able to give you comfort 🫂

  • @ShreyaShankarr
    @ShreyaShankarr 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Heyy..I come across your videos when I need it the most..I was stuck in this loop of negative thoughts today...thanks for this

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ShreyaShankarr I hope you're doing okay and just know that you will end this loop of negativity ✨️ I'm glad to help 💕

  • @Domitious
    @Domitious 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    came back to ur channel after finding it yesterday and i relate to this sm 😭 when i was consistently making content like 2 - 3 years ago i would shift what i was doing every month or so, it'd get me views, most viewed video was like 77k and i was averaging 10k to 14k which is crazy to look back on, but it burnt my out quickly i also hopped on some shorts trends but that also burnt me out so yea stay authentic, that's what i've been trying to do now and it gives me a genuine sense of enjoyment when i do things that i like now

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Omg yes! I used to force myself to make content that did well to some people but it burnt me out because I wasn't being real with myself. I was doing it for the sake of rapid growth.

  • @rlam86
    @rlam86 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi mom! OK, I'll get moving... 😮‍💨

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That's more like it!

  • @kireiTVstudio
    @kireiTVstudio 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    damn this hits hard. i am feeling the exact same way, it sucks. i hope we overcome this feeling of lost one day. it won't be easy, but taking small steps will get us there. thank you for making this video! sometimes these kind of videos are what we need to hear. ❤

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm glad you loved it! Best wishes to all of us who are dealing with the feeling of being lost. We'll get to where we want to be in life, just trust the process 🙏

  • @beatrizxa
    @beatrizxa 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I agree with you about the baby step thing, healing is a journey, not a day to night task.

  • @beatrizxa
    @beatrizxa 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    be kind to yourself, forgave yourself, I started to have mercy with me because Jesus forgave me first, i found His love and now i'm no longer incapable, and my future is Him. i was dealing with really bad mental issues, feeling lost, but when i found Him, everything started to be better.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for this, God is always listening and help ease the journey.

  • @Domitious
    @Domitious 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    yea i can definitely see you getting more attention in the next few weeks

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Domitious Thank you so much! This means a lot ✨️

  • @postmeridiemm
    @postmeridiemm 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hey! I hope you find hope. Not just happiness but pure unshakable hope and contentment. Only through this hope will you find your place. For me that hope is found in the freedom of God. ❤

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much! Sending love! 💓

  • @Phanniesays..
    @Phanniesays.. 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We have our own paces, but still feels like I have to win the race And i'm just in my first year of my 20s, feel you. uu Send u love <3

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know exactly how you feel. I can't help but compare myself to peers who I think are doing well in life but again, we have our own paces and we should focus on our journey instead. Don't pressure yourself, you're doing well! 💓💓💓

  • @joelstazFTW
    @joelstazFTW 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    27 here and going through the same struggles & sentiments as you. It is indeed a never ending cycle. It’s oddly comforting to know others are struggling with the same thing I am as sad as that sounds. I’ve been like this for a while and there are moments where I break out of the rut just to fall back into the pit eventually. But I do learn a lil more each time. I just got out of one a few days ago and things have been good. I’m optimistic about life despite my failures to act, and you seem to have a good head on your shoulders as well as great wisdom. May we both achieve what we want in our time, because it’s our journey. God bless

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much 💓 I hope we get out of anything that holds us back from who we want to be and be more patient with our growth. ✨️

  • @lwaistyping...
    @lwaistyping... 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi, I think I might start drawing soon❤❤

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lwaistyping... that's great! Have fun drawing! 💓

  • @kilpyy
    @kilpyy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    2am algorithm got me here lmao

    • @kilpyy
      @kilpyy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      im 24 and resonate with A LOT of your topics. im at the age where the default question is “hows work?”. ive always struggled with getting that entry level tech job to BEGIN, nonetheless GROW. a few months ago by complete luck i found an hourly “job” training AI, but its completely dry now. i had to sign an NDA and i have no ties to a supervisor to list as a reference. im struggling to override the feeling that im right back where i started. this upcoming week is pivotal for me applying for a masters program in AI for the fall.

    • @kilpyy
      @kilpyy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      BUT what gives me solace: trust in the hana who wants you to be a better woman. a lot of my discomfort is i wish i didnt take so long and make so little progress. as much as i wish my progress came in a big, lifestyle changing leap that gave me the different days i look forward to, youre right, the only failure is to fail getting back up. im finding that after those 2 years and 2000+ job apps, “putting yourself out there” revolves more around luck than discipline. my years and applications are just numbers, but they’re also experiences and emotions that i just had to go through to be closer to who i want myself to be. ive had to accept that the job i had was temporary and only a stepping stone. growth is being purposeful in how you spend time with yourself, for yourself, to better be yourself. im not who i want to be yet, but the keyword is yet. i cant wait for the end of this week. then i cant wait for september when classes start. sure, i might get denied, but ive gotta atleast try my best for the me i want myself to be. and i guess a part of being youthful is continuing to aspire to building better days, even if the path isnt so straight forward, theres a little bit of wisdom in everything. give yourself credit for making the most out of the brain youve developed so far, you show a lot of depth.

    • @kilpyy
      @kilpyy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      BUT what gives me solace: trust in the hana who wants you to be a better woman. as much as i wish my progress came in a big, lifestyle changing leap that gave me the different days i look forward to, youre right, the only failure is to fail getting back up. im finding that after those 2 years, 2000+ job apps and 20 interviews, those are just numbers to a lot of ppl, but they’re also experiences and emotions that i just had to go through to be closer to who i want myself to be. ive had to accept that the job was much more temporary than i hoped and treat it like a stepping stone, not the leap i crave. growth is being purposeful in how you spend time with yourself, for yourself, to better be yourself. im not who i want to be yet, but the keyword is yet. i cant wait for the end of this week. then i cant wait for september when classes start. sure, i might get denied, but ive gotta atleast try my best for the me i want myself to be. and i guess a part of being youthful is continuing to aspire to building better days, even if the path isnt so straight forward; theres a little bit of wisdom in everything. give yourself credit for making the most out of the brain youve developed so far, you show a lot of depth. trust yourself in carving out who you want to be!

    • @kilpyy
      @kilpyy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      BUT what gives me solace: trust in the hana who wants you to be a better woman. as much as i wish my progress came in a big, lifestyle changing leap that gave me the different days i look forward to, youre right, the only failure is to fail getting back up. im finding that after those 2 years, 2000+ job apps and 20 or so interviews, those are just numbers. but they’re also experiences and emotions that i just had to go through to be closer to who i want myself to be. im not where i want to be or who i want to be yet, but the keyword is yet. i cant wait for the end of this week. then i cant wait for september when classes start. sure, i might get denied, but ive gotta atleast try my best for the me i want myself to be. and i guess a part of being youthful is continuing to aspire to building better days, even if the path isnt so straight forward; theres a little bit of wisdom in everything. give yourself credit for making the most out of the brain youve developed so far, you show a lot of depth. progress will come no matter what you do when you spend time with yourself, for yourself, to better be yourself. trust yourself incarving out only who you can be

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I wish you well on your journey and thank you for sharing it here. It takes courage and willpower to keep pushing oneself despite the struggles and the delays. I hope you are proud of your persistence, it will all be paid off 🏆

  • @stalkermin
    @stalkermin 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hey Hana! the exact same was happening with me, but my life has changed so much in the last 3 months. Look Hana, let the bygones be bygones, try to escape this mental block with ease and by not over pressuring yourself too much. Make a good friend, who understands you genuinely. Try spirituality, that's literally the best thing that ever worked for me. I had no friends, no family support, no money, was in p*rn, slept all day, but after finding religion and adhering to it, I am so better and motivated. I have left every bad habit, and I'm growing gradually. Look, the place where you wanna be requires effort and TIME, you won't there quick if you want to achieve something big. Start small, do a little daily, BE POSITIVE, don't overthink, find spirituality and practice gratitude daily. Believe me you'll be changed in the next 3 months. Ibrahim.

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@stalkermin thank you so much for sharing your story and for your words, truly inspiring! 💗

  • @famaniang5579
    @famaniang5579 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You got this, babe. I was feeling the same way but through patience and faith it all gets better. Just stick it out for your future self. You got this!<3

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@famaniang5579 Thank you so much! It does get better in time 💗

  • @arirusan2428
    @arirusan2428 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i already have one but i deleted it 😢

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It's never too late to start again! 🙌

  • @prinsess.
    @prinsess. 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This video is very inspiring and useful! Honestly, this should have more views 🥲 Also, your voice is so calming :)

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Awww thank you so much! I'm glad I inspired you ✨️

  • @hackerratnadiamond1975
    @hackerratnadiamond1975 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    nice video

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you! I'm glad you liked it 😊

  • @JehovahsWrath
    @JehovahsWrath 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Cool youtube channel :)

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!

  • @lunereau
    @lunereau 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    don’t give up

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much! It means a lot ✨️

  • @Xomaheaalanii
    @Xomaheaalanii 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love this keep up the good work !

    • @hanschapters
      @hanschapters 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!