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I love the Lord Jesus and His Father despite the fact that I too grew up in s cold, narcissist religious family (Roman Catholic). Loce was very conditiinal. Gross hypocrisy was the accepted norm. Jesus had a very dim view of hypoctitical religious people (the modern day Pharisees and Sadducees). I was 46 when Jesus called me home and began to seek him with all my heart. I now evangelise to my father (I was "preached at" with absolutely zero biblical understanding and LOVE at the core) and for the first time in 76 years he's reading the New Testament and seeking to know Jesus and His Father for the first time. Satan loves how these religious Christians are succeeding in turning people away from Jesus and His true character and Gospel. So sad. I ask that you seoarate Jesus from your wordly experiences.

Okay, I was already subscribed, about 3 weeks ago. Good luck with your channel.

Really appreciated this. I’m undiagnosed, but I finally figured out several years ago that I’m definitely in the spectrum. And you were right, it doesn’t get easier with age. I’m 75. I could relate to everything you said and am going to subscribe. It’s been tough and hard to talk about-like the time I missed my plane in Hawaii; I was 20 years old and on my way to Vietnam. Sometimes I excel, but mostly I don’t know what the hell I’m doing. I survived Vietnam, survived the post office, survived 2 divorces. My Korean wife who I literally rescued in Korea couldn’t understand or handle me. I now have PTSD over this, even though I am married 37 1/2 years to a Filipina. Lol, she puts up with me. I hate phone calls, going to the store, parties. Sorry if I ramble. I have no sense of direction. In ‘76 I drove from California to Ft Polk, Louisiana, but I missed a turn and was driving along the coast in Big Sir. I was with my Korean wife who I miss terribly. She died in 99 married to another guy, an ass named Bob. Same as me. I apologize for rambling.

I completely refuse any other human the power to diagnose me or label me. I label me.

Yes me too, my cat is such a good friend. Your dog seems like a solid dude. He has two different colour eyes, cool

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Honey, read about Narcissistic personality disorder in mothers toward their daughters, specifically, or women in general. You might find some answers there.

My religion is unconditional love and I'm so proud of your strength in escaping

The power of forgetfulness is something I've been attempting to master.

Nice telescope! I'll check for a more recent video later. I really hope you forgive your mum in a newer video. Thank you for sharing your pain.

I don't like friends interfering with my alone time. I LOVE being alone. The older I get, the more I like being alone. I don't have many friends. LOL :) Oh, but yeah, I guess I can't answer your questions too well. Maybe say things like: I need lots of downtime. My social battery runs down quickly. I'll need to leave early. I usually don't reply to texts, it's not you. Though, usually I'll reply with a quick thumbs up emoji or something. My phone, I'm not sure about other phones, doesn't show a read receipt.

Nazuca is sooooo chill. What a good boy. Sorry if I spelled your name wrong Nazuca... what am i saying, hes so chill, he don't even care. Internet belly rubs and ear scratches to you.

I relate with a lot that you said ! thank you for these videos :)

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Best thing you can do is take a real good step back and take the role of Lord who decides what is the best position possible that you can take in the world and tell yourself that you will observe what others do, find the very best person that you think you can emulate and would enjoy patterning your own life in their "path" and just focus on developing your creativity and knowledge in that direction. People will eventually come to you!!! Oh, and if you don't do that, don't be surprised if you end up in more serious trouble.

Hello I am a 42 year old male diagnosed last year and you described a lot of characteristics i have as part of my Autism.

Good lord, this is not autism. This is just having an independent mind. Your mind is elsewhere working, you don't want to commit the mental energy, or you don't give a dmmn... I wouldn't give a dmmn about making macaroni either...

Is just my brain are did your lips become unsynched with your voice?

I would have loved to be your friend ,,,,, some people call it weird but you are "my people" ,, keep up the good work

You are so beautiful!

Amazing to know your mom didn’t protect you. 💗

Some parents are just victims of their own bad childhood and then they can not become healthy mature people. They could look narcissistic, but they never saw a better example. My mother often would say "things are not done that way" or "that is unacceptable behavior" or stuff like that. I never wanted to have my surroundings decide for me how to live, think or to be dressed up like a doll just to show off my mother's designing and sewing skills. I wanted long dresses, modest clothes accordind to my standards, which were not required of younger children who could still go in "cute" clothes. On the other hand we were not allowed to raise our voices because the neighbors would hear, and things that looked unimportant to me, then, like our plans to fly overseas, which might have been logical if only explained. Later as a mother I could not comand even important instructions without overexplaining, because I couldn't do to my children what I hated for myself, which also mixed them up to some point, but most came out better than I was at balancing, since they grew up with empathy and understanding what I didn't like in my childhood and totally avoided. I think what helps break this chain of bad childhood being passed on is doing your best at self awareness. Today, once it is all over I can see things with much more self-awareness than when I was in the midst of a sort of storm.

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Ok i cannot believe the things people say to u in the comments. I'm on your side ❤

You go girl ❤

Interesting! I have an idea... I'd love to see you do a video just fishing and talking about whatever comes to mind. Hearing more of your thoughts on anything. I just found your channel tonight and find you fascinating. Maybe because we seem similar in some ways haha Just a thought. Fishing/talking videos are actually quite popular. Maybe you'll catch that native species!

You are so sweet for opening up to and sharing all of this with us!! Thankyou for doing this. It's very illuminating!

Very good video diniel and very good advice for people to try and make things easier for autistic people in life🦮🙋‍♂️

Diniel, I've had the same life experience, not understanding why most of my friends were group friends and not personal friends.

I once smiled when a woman groped my breast without permission, even though it made me deeply uncomfortable. Fear of triggering others and causing a screaming match may be what causes the “inappropriate” emotional displays. (And actually, I don’t think it’s only NDers who do this? Like, I find the reactions you get when you, say, accidentally stub your toe to be teeth-gnashingly frustrating. People think it shows care and concern to immediately come over and ask if I’m alright with a smile on their face, and it makes me want to gnaw their face off; I wish they understood that experiencing a sudden and intense pain like that fills me right up to the top with anger, and what I need is to be left alone to fully process it and calm myself down. Attempts to stifle big feelings seem to be the norm in a culture that fears and shames emotion.) ND folks tend to be much more sensitive to energy exchange than NTs, and we’re also criticised, corrected, and bullied much more often as children for our “odd” behaviour, making us eager to fit in and more likely to tolerate being treated poorly. We’re accused of being unemotional when, actually, we’re doing all the emotional labour for everyone else. That combination of traits makes an ND person an absolute magnet for abuse. I no longer allow others to make me uncomfortable to protect their feelings. I will allow myself to be “rude” if it’s for the sake of defending myself from an abuser, and I don’t care about being liked by people who look on me as subhuman.

I went through some religious searching. Grew up in the ecangelical world, learned history, became Eastern Orthodox. Orthodox Christianity is ancient, has a set calendar, no crazyness in the services, predictable. The priest is more than a pastor, its like having a second "daddy" to some degree but in a good way, not creepy, if I expressed it wrong.

I can relate to a lot of things you said here. A lot.

You need to stop self deprecating. You are fine. You have normal speech patterns. I speak like that too. When you are young, people will bully you. Please understand what thoughts are your own and what aren’t. You are not just a product of Austim. I can understand that living in an overly religious family with a critical mom can be hard. I’m in that situation too. At least you understand how important it is to hang onto your peace. I like to socialize with people at church and similar settings. But it’s also ok, to be an introvert. I guess that in a social introvert. Anyway, I liked hearing you talk about this topic. I’m glad I’m not the only one who feels this way. Thank you for sharing your experiences. That was very brave of you.

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I live with 2 autistic females and I'm ASD too! We can fully identify. Good list of traits that apply to ASD men as well as women. Thanks.

Lovely video! ☺

Since you don’t have an overwhelming amount of comments here like some creators I will add one to show you some support. Late last year I was diagnosed. Just to relate to what you said, I hear appliances that are turned on like TV even if the volume is off. It has a buzz. My diagnosis went fine but I’m not sure I’d recommend it to everyone because my self diagnosis was much more thorough and well rounded than the professional report I got which emphasized just a few social differences and left out so much. It didn’t make me feel warm and fuzzy for sure, but it gave me a little more insight to how others may see me. I’ve usually been lucky to work and study related to a special interest but hit some burnout and difficulties parenting that led me to get diagnosed. My kid is adjusting to their own challenges with therapy and helpful activities, and those challenges have calmed. I’m getting closer to finishing a postgraduate degree so that’s starting to calm down. So I think now that I know why I have certain limits I’ll manage better going forward and just accept certain boundaries and why I need them for myself.

Thats cool. I’ve never been but a few years ago I was really interested in the Flagstaff/ Sedona area. I was looking to possibly move. But the cost of land around that area was out of my budget. Im still amazed at how that whole area looks when I watch videos. I’ve been in the pool industry for 18 years so I was looking at AZ because it’s one of the larger pool ownership states. But I think it’s more in the southern part of the state. So moving to the north end probably wouldn’t work out well. And I’m also kinda looking to possibly change careers.

The bridge is a great feat of engineering . Congrats on making it to a thousand subs. You deserve thousands more🥶🥶

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