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Talespun Storytelling Game (Simultanious Acting Way to Play)
I recently performed at an open mic night hosted by 13 Pratt Theatre Co-op with a giant version of my Talespun game! With one of the variant ways to play, we simultaneously told and acted out stories, competing between story-teller and actor! The open-mic part was out of my comfort zone, but a whole lot of fun! Check out my Kickstarter -- kck.st/3zrCKCl -- to try this variant way to play and many others! In the next two weeks, I only need 101 more people to pre-order the most popular game option to reach my goal! Please be part of making this exciting fun game a reality! ❤️
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Talespun - A Storytelling & Fibbing Game!
มุมมอง 31ปีที่แล้ว
Please help to spread the stories and joy of this game at my Kickstarter, to meet the goal of $6000 in 30 days: www.kickstarter.com/projects/talespungames/talespun-dare-to-spin-your-story Talespun is a story-telling and fibbing game... great at a party, as an icebreaker, or at a more intimate gathering. As you play, you'll learn more about your friends, family, coworkers, romantic partner... as...
Why Safe Autonomous Queer Spaces?
มุมมอง 1282 ปีที่แล้ว
Speech about the importance of safe autonomous spaces to queer people focusing on the benefits of refuge, belonging, discovery, and support (touching lightly on organizing as well). For the full UU service this was part of check out: th-cam.com/video/yejUoPKv93Y/w-d-xo.html Personal update: I have missed posting regularly. For the past couple years, I have been working on some other projects wh...
40 Days on Vraylar, What next w/ YouTube? - Reflection
มุมมอง 5K4 ปีที่แล้ว
It's been a while since I've just talked. Here's how I've been doing, including: what's been up with this new medication (Vraylar, which I've been taking 1.5 mg/day for 40 days on posting this video), the current minor down I'm in which followed a minor up, and what I'm planning on doing with my TH-cam channel
Nonbinary Emojis?!?!
มุมมอง 3214 ปีที่แล้ว
Check out the 78 Apple and 55 Android non-binary emojis (shown in the center column in the video). This is about 1 in 4 of the approximately 278 Apple gendered emojis (counting just the racially-neutral ones). And this is about 1 in 5 of the approximately 255 Android gendered emojis (again just counting the racially-neutral ones). There are limitations to these new emojis (including the fact th...
Mood Bananagrams
มุมมอง 1334 ปีที่แล้ว
My brothers and I play Bananagrams with words that relate to mood and/or mental health. Banagrams is copyrighted by Banagrams, Inc. bananagrams.com/ Our Rules for Bananagrams over Zoom: 1a. Divide tiles into two piles. 1b. One pile is your peel pile (whenever someone "peels" draw a tile from the peel pile). 1c. One pile is your dump pile (you may "dump" by declaring "dump" and putting one of yo...
Gardening Mental Health Benefits Research Review (+ near-unrelated garbage home-planting experiment)
มุมมอง 584 ปีที่แล้ว
Can gardening help depression, anxiety, stress, self-esteem? And a mostly unrelated question: if you're stuck inside and can't get to the store to buy seeds/soil, will food scraps and dirt from outside work close to as well [4:43]? Care instructions: ALL PLANTS: There are only certain times of year that you can transplant to outside or sow outside (this varies depending on where you live, see: ...
Tarot Reading during a Tough Time
มุมมอง 494 ปีที่แล้ว
Full Moon 4/7/2020. My friend and I pulled cards to get some perspective on this difficult present (amid COVID-19). I hope you find our interpretations insightful. And I hope this video gives you some ideas of how you could use tarot or other tools to view circumstances from a different angle and/or to help you decide how to move forward. Please check out my collaborator/friend's art: Instagram...
Bipolar and Relationships - Communication & Balance of Support/Autonomy
มุมมอง 654 ปีที่แล้ว
My good friend Mina and I made a video about relationships and bipolar disorder. We discuss our experiences, preferences, and what we've learned to tell our partners to set up a healthy dynamic before the shit inevitably hits the fan.
CDC & NAMI - 10 Tools to Manage Anxiety/Stress/Isolation
มุมมอง 1014 ปีที่แล้ว
These practices have been recommended in the context of COVID-19. For me, when this started, I could see myself becoming anxious and depressed, and implementing these things has made a huge difference. CDC: www.cdc.gov/ www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/prepare/managing-stress-anxiety.html NAMI: nami.org/ www.nami.org/getattachment/About-NAMI/NAMI-News/2020/NAMI-Updates-on-the-Coronavirus/COVID...
Welcome to My Neurodivergent Queer Channel
มุมมอง 2284 ปีที่แล้ว
Hi. It's Vee. Welcome to my channel where I make videos about mental health topics and LGBT topics; and every once in a while, there’s a unicorn video about both at the same time. In this intro, I’m going to tell you why I make these videos, why I cover both subjects in one channel, and what you can expect to see if you subscribe. If you take nothing else from this channel, I want you to know, ...
Mind Palace Meditation - Tapping into Subconscious State &/or Wisdom, Calming, Focus, Imagination
มุมมอง 1.9K4 ปีที่แล้ว
Skip to [2:30] if you are extra eager to start your meditation journey. Thought I'd share this meditation technique that I use for a variety of things... including healing/calming, tapping into subconscious state and/or wisdom, anti-anxiety, storing memories, surprise experiences, focus training, imagination/visualization training. (I don't use it for all of these in one go; rather, I focus on ...
Mental Health Month, Prevention/Mitigation, Resilience Building
มุมมอง 434 ปีที่แล้ว
These are the techniques and resources I utilized in a month I devoted to serving my own mental health in the midst of a difficult transition. BIG DISCLAIMER: All the positive habits and techniques in the world can sometimes fail to prevent or alleviate depression (just as all of the positive lifestyle changes, nutrition, exercise, stress-reduction can also fail to prevent or alleviate other di...
My Limerent High School Memoir "Alcohol and Coffee Beans"
มุมมอง 244 ปีที่แล้ว
Here's a recording of my high school memoir "Alcohol and Coffee Beans" (written in my senior year ['08-'09] about my junior year [07'-08']). One could say this story revolves around a friendship, a crush, or just limerence and insecurity. If one reads into the subtext, it's also a window into the adolescent stages of my mood disorder, and struggles with my sexual and gender identities (although...
Depression Self-Sabotage - Squirrel-Talk Reflection
มุมมอง 334 ปีที่แล้ว
Things have been a little crazy and I wasn't able to make a proper video. So this week, I am just chatting about something I've been thinking about: self-sabotage of recovery from depression. These "bad habits" I've had, for the most part, can also be needed and helpful coping strategies... until they're not. It's largely individual to each person what hurts and what helps. I'm not sure what th...
TERFs (Forstater, Rowling?) - What do we do about them?
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TERFs (Forstater, Rowling?) - What do we do about them?
Reckless Spending - Bipolar/Mania - Symptom Sundays
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Reckless Spending - Bipolar/Mania - Symptom Sundays
Bipolar Mania Vocabulary - 13 terms you should know
มุมมอง 714 ปีที่แล้ว
Bipolar Mania Vocabulary - 13 terms you should know
Why I Stopped Taking Estrogen
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Why I Stopped Taking Estrogen
Bipolar Diagnosis Anniversary - How I got there
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Bipolar Diagnosis Anniversary - How I got there
What Inspires You? (Blue Hills Mania - Act 3)
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What Inspires You? (Blue Hills Mania - Act 3)
The Gate (Blue Hills Mania - Act 1, Song 2)
มุมมอง 214 ปีที่แล้ว
The Gate (Blue Hills Mania - Act 1, Song 2)
I Think I Know What I'm Doing (Blue Hills Mania - Act 1, Song 1)
มุมมอง 944 ปีที่แล้ว
I Think I Know What I'm Doing (Blue Hills Mania - Act 1, Song 1)
"I'm a fake" - CBT Technique for Bad Thoughts
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"I'm a fake" - CBT Technique for Bad Thoughts
5 Fall Mental Health &/or Queer Shows/Movies
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5 Fall Mental Health &/or Queer Shows/Movies
Coming Out Stories - Woods, Dorm, Paper, Car - Happy National Coming Out Day!!!
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Coming Out Stories - Woods, Dorm, Paper, Car - Happy National Coming Out Day!!!
Antidepressant Review: Prozac, Celexa, 5-HTP, Marijuana...
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Antidepressant Review: Prozac, Celexa, 5-HTP, Marijuana...
I'm Depressed, Now What? - 10 Daily Guidelines
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I'm Depressed, Now What? - 10 Daily Guidelines
First Estrogen Pill (The Other Blue Pill)
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First Estrogen Pill (The Other Blue Pill)
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  • @thestarseeker178
    @thestarseeker178 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just curious.. what other medications are you on? I am bipolar and I just started vraylar, but I am also on 2 mood stabilizers. And the mood stabilizers are what were a game changer for me (which I started about 4 years ago)

  • @matthewwalker3131
    @matthewwalker3131 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    part of the freedom of lgbt+ identity is the decision to choose, but also the decision to change your mind

  • @rosebud97044
    @rosebud97044 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I was on 3 mg Vraylar for a few years and then due to blunted affect my Dr Lowered it to 1.5 mg.I've been on vraylar for a little over 3 years now and it's helping alot. Try taking it at night. Makes alot of the side effects not as bothersome

  • @Blahajisgod
    @Blahajisgod 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Man bro four years an I am the first like I hope your journey was a good one

  • @Nostra1-p1f
    @Nostra1-p1f 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Vraylar has killed many people

  • @Nostra1-p1f
    @Nostra1-p1f 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Vraylar will destroy you and give you Parkinson's

  • @Nostra1-p1f
    @Nostra1-p1f 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Vraylar is poison get off it and dump it down the toilet

  • @Thomas_Paine1286
    @Thomas_Paine1286 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    😂😂😂😂

  • @marcielynn4886
    @marcielynn4886 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It did not work on you?

  • @marcielynn4886
    @marcielynn4886 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Cause you have up on happiness?

  • @paulflur4519
    @paulflur4519 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Taken daily it can cause that initially. They usually scale back the dose to every other day because the half life is so long.

  • @davidmicheletti6292
    @davidmicheletti6292 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hello My identify is nonbinary and the reason is that I was born with a intersex body development. I attribute this as the cause of my gender dysphoria. I am a older, male looking adult, this and many other issues has caused me a great deal of life long health issues. Ive really wished I could start estrogen and move toward being more female but cancer related to my intersex stopped that. My cancer was based on ovarian cancer even though my DNA is male. As a result I cannot take estrogen for the risk of bringing the cancer back. In my case like yours estrogen will do more harm than good. You have found your way of dealing with it. Find comfort in being the best of what you wish for others. I really feel for you but I can see you are dealing with your situation in a logical way. It was inspiring to hear your story, be well.

  • @Mudkip106
    @Mudkip106 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Already lemme explain why microdosing is just not it. I found this from somewhere else with a person using it to describe taking Testosterone. But I will replace the terms to make it make since for taking Estradiol. Well you see,Estradiol is Estrogen which is a FEMALE sex hormone. If you are not a female identifying person, you should NOT have be taking or even be given Estrogen. You haven’t became some androgynous creation,a mixed bag per say. You will slowly turn you into a WOMAN, you will look,smell and begin to physically resemble and have the emotions of a FEMALE. I don’t care if this is unpopular. If you don’t identify as a TRANS WOMAN, you should have not been given hormones but instead intensive therapy because there’s clearly something going on that just isn’t right. I respect trans people but this is just wrong. If you are against this fact then you can reply here. Bye.

  • @ismiregalichkochdasjetztso3232
    @ismiregalichkochdasjetztso3232 ปีที่แล้ว

    We should normalize that experiences are individual, that transition and transition goals are individual! You should be proud of yourself to have listened to your feelings and corrected your path. Should go without saying that this is valid. I do have enby friends who decided to not go down the HRT route. I'm very happy myself to have started HRT, and when I look into the mirror, I finally feel good about my body, this was the right choice for me. But I absolutely understand why it can be the wrong choice for others.

  • @Callmeveexoxo
    @Callmeveexoxo ปีที่แล้ว

    Im contemplating to stop the daily use of estrogen.. im pretty sure one can use blockers and be fine with that.. estrogen makes me gain weight 😩

    • @vadim.watchme
      @vadim.watchme 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Having a little more fat adds to your femininity. It makes your body rounder, softer, hides your bones, adds cute cheeks, bigger breasts, bigger butt.

  • @krzysztofgowka9412
    @krzysztofgowka9412 ปีที่แล้ว

    SERM use has probably grown over the last few years, maybe that's something worth trying? Assuming irreversible breast growth is the biggest issue here, which I'm not sure.

  • @Preciouspink
    @Preciouspink ปีที่แล้ว

    Weight gain loss of physicality and return pain of old injuries. Youth and or high fitness E would be amazing.

  • @danielleowen540
    @danielleowen540 ปีที่แล้ว

    I. So tired of people putting down Adderall.

  • @danielleowen540
    @danielleowen540 ปีที่แล้ว

    You need Adderall.

  • @danielleowen540
    @danielleowen540 ปีที่แล้ว

    So do you like the vraylar

  • @iiGORO333
    @iiGORO333 ปีที่แล้ว

    <3

  • @rossfricke2010
    @rossfricke2010 ปีที่แล้ว

    Moonlight hikes in the middle of the night? I thought I was the only one 🤘

  • @syntext
    @syntext ปีที่แล้ว

    So excited for this! Coolest game in a long time

  • @slickandslaycious6579
    @slickandslaycious6579 ปีที่แล้ว

    You were good before hrt, your good now, and will be good later. #RespectingYourChoices Best wishes

  • @TheMattJacks
    @TheMattJacks ปีที่แล้ว

    I know EXACTLY how you feel. I love you, my human brother. Keep that chin up. Stay present. Life IS a gift, but don't compare yourself to others who are probably NPCs anyway. Lol. Love.

  • @ireneedmonds4712
    @ireneedmonds4712 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are a light 💡

  • @EatDeadBatteryz
    @EatDeadBatteryz ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for posting this. It's the week of Thanksgiving two years later, and I'm having my own conflicting feelings after two months of hormones. I am debating stopping them as well, and doing what I can to address other underlying body image issues before I revisit the issue. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you're letting the side down. The non-binary community is a vibrant spectrum of experiences, not a series of neat archetypes we have to embody.

  • @johnbarleycorn9683
    @johnbarleycorn9683 ปีที่แล้ว

    There's not a problem in the world that alcohol can't make worse.

  • @Gothick49
    @Gothick49 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was so well stated, Vee. Thank you!

  • @syntext
    @syntext 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this so much, so proud of you for talking about this 👏

  • @scarrasquillotorres
    @scarrasquillotorres 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I buy a lot of stuff from Ulta and Amazon 😫 the thing is I never wear makeup but when I’m manic I want to wear makeup specially bright colors. I’ve spent approximately $4,500 in two weeks.

  • @IpodAdvance
    @IpodAdvance 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    hi that was a good video chat

  • @ajscarecraft5560
    @ajscarecraft5560 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    People are calling forstater an inspirational women, when she’s just another one of those annoying bigots who make big deals out of trans people trying to live normal lives, and think they shouldn’t have rights

  • @moarroz
    @moarroz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Remember the race in life is only within yourself. You being personally fulfilled is all that matters. Don't worry about where others are at. Love your hair btw!

  • @MaffyTaffyHaffy
    @MaffyTaffyHaffy 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Are you an Aquarius ?

  • @jocelynbade
    @jocelynbade 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m watching this literally with estrogen in hand wondering if it’s something I want to continue. I’ve been on and off for a few years and I’m finally at a place where I’m relearning how to enjoy my body. I never regret my time on estrogen, but it finally came to a point for me it became regressive. You are the first video I’ve seen of someone not going at this in a negative way. I appreciate u

  • @StevenStock
    @StevenStock 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This meditation sent me so deep. Thank you for sharing

  • @laurasisson9175
    @laurasisson9175 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think it’s time to “complexify” the narrative. If we’ve only won rights for a single trans narrative, we haven’t won freedom. So I appreciate your story.

  • @Lanark-iy4mt
    @Lanark-iy4mt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    She’s not a TERF. she’s just sane. Get over it. That anyone who questions your ideological identity politics should be labelled a TERF, is fascism. Pure and simple. Freedom and sanity prevailed today. Thank Christ!

  • @mo0n.childd
    @mo0n.childd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey, I have a question: does the queer flag exist?

  • @meremortal
    @meremortal 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It would be a very long reply if I had to point out how utterly delusional and nonsensical your hand-wringing, pearl-clutching, whingy drivel is... elevating your straight Autogynephile men into ultimate victim status. So I tell you what, lets have some fun. Make a statement that you believe to be true about these men you are protecting and I'll show you why you're both wrong and your opinion is protecting these predators. Go on, shoot.

  • @evastephan9441
    @evastephan9441 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Karen White.

  • @Hey-hc7hh
    @Hey-hc7hh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Although I already new some of these things I learnt a lot

  • @djamburere
    @djamburere 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just want to tell you thank you for doing this video. I needed this help today. God bless you, get better soon!

  • @filthycoffinfrankenstein6469
    @filthycoffinfrankenstein6469 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi are you better now? I hope you got on a med that works for you🏵

  • @filthycoffinfrankenstein6469
    @filthycoffinfrankenstein6469 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hi are you still on this? I got the same way with latuda. My pdoc gave me samples of this but I had bad anxiety with latuda. I hope you’re doing well I am going to be praying for you too

    • @veenbpolar8879
      @veenbpolar8879 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am no longer on this medication. I've just been on Lamictal for a while, which isn't always enough to keep me out of pretty depressive periods, but I'm managing well enough with trying to employ as many other strategies as I can that I find helpful besides medication. Hope you're doing well too (I know it's been a long time since you commented, but thank you for taking the time to comment, and your well-wishes are much appreciated)

  • @cortezrange5950
    @cortezrange5950 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I think she's a brilliant writer I enjoy her books and the movies of Harry Potter

  • @cortezrange5950
    @cortezrange5950 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes we should not bully each other or try to harm each other but it's a difference when you're asking someone to go with a lie or a opinion that they don't think it's right For me I will never think it's right for a male that was born at birth to that body type to be allowed to go into the woman's bathroom But I don't think a transgender person should be beat up or killed because I disagree with that person

  • @cortezrange5950
    @cortezrange5950 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    A woman should have the right to not be pregnant or if she doesn't want to be involved in that action that includes her body just like a organ donor can't be forced to give a person his organ is the same thing But when you're talking about recognizing someone's expression of their-self It should be a choice from the other person That's in the moment with the other person to choose to Honor the request I know some people might find me Disgusting because I'm saying that As a group of people living in society we can't Legislate another person's opinion of another person And once again certain areas in certain times need to be for females or males it can't be at the same time because we don't live the same Life experience with the functional capabilities of our body That is a male types of life or a female types of life

  • @cortezrange5950
    @cortezrange5950 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Listen you are talking about the topic all wrong No one's telling someone else they can't be gay they can't be transgender But what we are pushing back on is the idea that someone can take chemicals to affect their hormones or they can go through surgery To become a man or to become a female In that statement is not true We are all born with our body function already determined At birth the only thing a doctor does is look at your body to determine your functional capability I think it's fine to have female spaces and to have male spaces for those two different body types that we are born to Now I can say it can be some difference of body types And different levels of chemicals that can be in people But like the same goes a path can be crooked and winding to be walked on by a person but still has a direction