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I highly recommend a book called 'no bad parts' by Richard Schwartz, it is about the inner family system method of treatment and has proven to be very effective. The great thing about it is that you can apply it to yourself, no doctors needed! He also has plenty of videos on YT explaining the method. I wish you all the wellness in the world, you deserve a happy life 😘😘😘

Dot's original seasoning blend is kinda high calorie, but tastes good and no sugar!

i never comment, but i just wanted to say i missed you so much and i'm wishing the best for you!! i hope things continue to get better and you get the treatment you deserve and are able to go home soon <3

I struggled too this week. I’m not in such a great home and it caused me to go downhill. All I have is myself and my body. I don’t deserve to do this to it. Pls find the strength to fight and overcome your demons. I’m rooting for your recovery. Life is always hard but don’t make it harder on yourself. You deserve to see the best version of yourself.

YOU GOT THIS!!! I’m sending so much positive energy and thoughts and from a graphic designer to a future one I’m truly wishing u a beautiful future and know that u are loved and people are rooting for you (ps. The porridge does look ew 😂)

So happy to know you're still here 💜💜💜 I hope things get a little easier for you soon. Stay strong!

love you Eli, thank you for this. today's bad, but atleast I've got you. and I hope you know how many people you're helping doing this. I'll always be indebted thank you.

You can get through this.

get well soon and take care, eli! we love you🥺🤍

To answer the title, you’re malnourished.

You've got this! Hope you can get home soon, stay safe!

Its ok❤ Its more than enough to just hear from you, pls dont put too much pressure on yourself.

I am so happy to see you.

Sending love and support ❤️🤗

missed you so much Eli i wish you all the happiness in the world because you deserve it so much. i’m thinking about you all the time and was wondering if ur okay… i was relieved when this video came up. i’m so happy ur alive❤️ love u.

Hi Eli, I'm so glad to hear from you, I'm proud of you so far, you're so strong and I know you can get through this. But no matter what I will be here to support and comfort you as you've done for me with your vlogs. I love you ♡

Speaking as someone who's been round the system many times, you're not getting therapy yet because your brain functions differently below a certain bmi, making it impossible for you to truly engage with therapy. I know you hate the thought of gaining more, I know it's terrifying, but to truly give therapy a chance your bmi needs to come up further. I hope you're able to stay safe too. You worry so much about others, but you never seem to give yourself the same care and grace. Hang in there, and try to be honest if you can. They can't help you if you don't let them in. Sending you a ton of love and strength 🫂🫂🫂❤️

Your videos are so comforting to me I relate so much with what you're feeling, I hope you stay safe 🥺❤

I'm so glad to hear you're not as sui.. anymore, I hope things continue to get better for you <3

We missed you too <3 I hope you can get the help you need, and I wish you the very best in your healing. You've got this <3

Just knowing that you are alive is enough ❤ Take as much care as you can, we all are here for you. Thanks for existing, Eli, you've been so brave to live this long 🍀 See you soon

i couldnt watch the video because it got age restrictions, but i just wanted to say that i missed you and your videos so so so so much and i wish you all the best, the strenght, the love, everything you'd need <33 Love you so much

hang in there baby! it has gotten better before and it will again❤❤

Missed u a billion

Sending so much support, you've got this 🙌❤️‍🩹

Get well soon, dearest ❤

Much love to you Eli 🫰🏼You're never alone! I know we all think the world of you and want you to feel your best. We believe in you. I'm glad you're still here with us.

sending you lots of love ❤stay safe & strong

We missed you too! Please take care of yourself 💯♥️🙏

Ily ❤ Keep your head up! It will get better!

youve got this Eli! We believe on you and everyone loves you very much, you can do this!!

I hope you’ll get well soon :( we believe in u 💗

Your feelings are VALID and you're NOT useless! You're in a bad place right now and honestly that's okay, don't be sorry, what's important is your mental and physical health, don't give up love. I've been there and please believe me it gets better, don't give up on yourself you're very strong. Sending you much love🌷

need the recipe to the lunch meal

If you don’t allow yourself foods that you crave, you will end up failing. You can still restrict calories without restricting foods that make you happy. Just allow yourself a portion of foods you crave. You will feel much more satisfied with your diet and will have much less chance of binging.

I hope you are able to reach out and find a therapist and a doctor!

please don’t push yourself for the sake of others… rest well and remember that you’re only human <3

"so much has happened but at the same time nothing" - probably the most relatable line ever.

Please turn to Jesus he loves you so much and wants a relationship with you <3

ik this is an old video, but may you share what music you used in the vid?

I hope you doing better now and u can do it I believe in you and I missed you so much Plz take care of yourself please Ily🫂

Its okay♡ I think posting should primarily be for your own happiness and entertainment. And If youre already not feeling well, its not worth blaming yourself for that too. It will only get you in a wicked cycle where you set expectations for yourself that you cant uphold and end up disappointing yourself. Please dont be too harsh on yourself and give yourself the time you need. Its the only solution to make things better anyway ♡ wish you the best, Im rooting for you!!

can i ask for the protein oats recipe?

Your body is so pretty and not big at all!! Dont think youre fat or big. Youre slim and skinny and i recommend telling your dad about this ED bc when my family found out about mine, i got a psychologist and im eating normal at the moment. I do feel a bit guilty but it has gotten much better trust me. Feels good to eat and ik its scary but in the end you will be happy.

Even though I don't have an ED anymore i like to watch ur content bc its so aesthetic :)

i love hearing you talk, it makes me feel safe and less guilty :) thanks

omg! this is the first time i’ve seen someone else who gets triggered into binges bc of protein bars! twinsies 🎀

i love this video, it feels so casual! the "why did i eat that" is sooo real lol

I’m late but I gotta say I also love walking in grocery shops, I don’t even feel the need to buy anything it’s just comforting 💗