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Wow! I feel exactly like you and I am a physics student.

Ya, I have extensive experience with Tantra. 🔺🔻🕉️🙏

Sam Harris is awesome!! There is only an illusion of an illusion of free will within our minds. Determinism is the real reality…. The quantum realm and sex, my obsessions, well that and going super deep into the psychedelic state.

When matter meets antimatter they destroy each other. What we seek through sex is the oblivion most call god. Absolute stillness in super position with infinite possibility, the alpha Omega, the singularity. This is why attraction is inherent to existence, and why desire is a powerful tool🙏 We have somewhat malleable will, it's not as simple as black and white 🙏 Jai Maa Neela Saraswati 🔻🔥🔻🕉️

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An interesting reading about the diverse dimensions of realilty and the articulation between them (to a certain extent) is "Toward a comprehensive theory of subtle energies" by Ken Wilber. It's also possible to delve into its sum, “Sexuality, ecology and spirituality”, but it takes a little longer to read. 😊

your not shy to talk about sex? waaaoooooouuuuuuuwwwww🤩🤩

Everything you're saying sounds connected to neurodivergence. Look to your genetics, your parents, your lineage and you will find the answers about this.

Watching the walls of perception melt away to reveal..................................

love it! haha. I feel like we have free will to the extent we are aware of the totality of all that we are. But mostly we are governed by forces outside our control. We can shift the sails to tack to the wind and surf with it but we can't control the direction of the wind. And the more awareness to be able to shift the sail the more so call free will we have or an illusion of it, idk. lol. love your content.

uhhhh i thought u were 19 ???

Wana make content?

i love my first comment; even tho i tried to avoid too much stereotypical simping; it proves that i'm not a narcissistick prick; so now i can go in for the endgame; being sucked into infinitii; with a disciplined fierce/soft woman-like energy of such a delicious flavor as i interpret you to be; if only my premature orgasm syndrome wouldn't lead to certain cuckoldry; no/yes my anus knows how to feel pleasure; why did you axe?;:

well well well; i would have put more wells in there; but i got lazy; doin' nothin'; for so long; and the algorithm continues providing; food/medicine; entertainment/psycho-social lab rats; no way out of infinitii;

I am a proud bisexual man.... I"m not sure if it was psychedelics but sometime between my teenage years and adulthood I became open about my bisexuality. I think it was psychedelics which allowed me to become more open about who I am as a person. I like your talks, and I often feel misunderstood because bisexuality means I still am attracted to women and I don't know how to explain that to people because it feels awkward. People assume I am indecisive or "must choose a side" and it's a lot of pressure. I feel like I am a highly sexual person, which is why I get tested for std's regularly and am lucky enough to have not contracted any. I like your discussions though and I love psychedelics. Ps. you're cute.

Good for you... Reality is what you belive it is! If you never allow yourself to belive you close alot of doors... Being a rational psychonaught sounds rather boring lol

With Ayahuasca yea ...dmt usually produced colorful flying insectoids for me

Bingo!😊

Also some say people crave sex in order to make their sensory body more than it is because outside of meditation, sex is the only other thing that can expand your sensory self

Are you your desires?

i like your content and i like psychedelics

My own combination: regular psychedelics, meditation, understanding consciousness/non duality, conscious sex, physics/mathematics and cosmology. Despite not studying math beyond 16, I started on the math of quantum mechanics right up to proving Schrödinger’s equation. Using psychedelics with sex is a great lead in to tantra. Psychedelics with meditation a great way to understand non duality (especially 5-meo-dmt but any of the ego dissolvers). Psychedelics with cosmology to help you live in total awe of what conscious life in this universe means. Love your channel. Keep up the incredible content ❤

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Have you read any OSHO? He said the ultimate truth that Tantra provides about the Self is only glimpsed when one goes through sex; sex not being something to master or apply technique or mind to but as a meditative aid. A Self is only making Love when they are present during Sex. Most people are in the mind while having sex, therefore they're not fully loving the moment open. Mind is either judging the juiciness of a kiss 3 seconds ago, fantasizing about more tongue or even another person, or worrying/praying for orgasm 5 seconds from now. The mind is quite literally never in the now. Osho says that through Tantra, through the practice of having sex meditatively, presently, the immediate experience of your true self is glimpsed. The OMG thought-destroying climax of orgasm is a teaser trailer for the full-feature film of sex without thinking.

it's fun, more than once i've launched a music playlist whilst on lsd, and out of nowhere it glitches out and start playing songs that are not in the playlist.

i can relate very much. though has it caused issues in your personal or romantic life due to unfulfilled / repressed desires etc?

sex on acid is amazing

You Really Are Such a Beautiful Soul 👌❤️✌️💙⚘️

Honestly, there's nothing like having sex whilst tripping or on some Psychoactive trip. The amount of Love, the Fluid connection and the everything else including the orgasmic orgasms. There's Really Nothing that Compares and although you may have only met someone 2 hours deforehand, even the Mental Mindgasms. To have been in Love, like literally a handful of times, that's the internal effervescent feeling really that nobody can explain but to see someone and 2 or 3 hours later have that "Absolute" Loving feeling and touch or be touched like you'd been together for 15 years and ALL You wanted to do was give so much Pleasure to that "person/s", Now that I find is Absolutely Amazing. I was just lucky there was more than one female there and both Bi, very lucky that they liked each other as much as I did them. It's Magical. Really, that's the only word I can use to describe apart from maybe Heavenly. Even though they started without me, though I was right there, the Mindgasms hit before I was invited into the situation and even then I said, just give me a few more minutes because my mind was Going off within itself with so much Blissful, Magical feelings and then again, to be so in tune and so mentally deep in each others minds was just THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE. Thnak You for sharing Your thoughts on this. You do Remind me very much like one of the women that were there and those occasions continued for hours on end every time over the course of say a year and a half. To a Young Man, that was more educational than any book I've ever read and due to that experience, I found out so much about the Female Anatomy that for years, I've been well ahead of people my own age and I guess maybe, Trendsetter is the word for it but I'm sure this would've happened many many times over the previous years like the 60's or with people on any psychoactive plant or drug for that came around in the land of the Inca or Egypt, Babylon. Who knows BUT there's Always room for a Resurgence right. Anyway, I totally understand where you're coming from and Lots of Love and Plenty of Bliss from Me Down Under here in Australia Beautiful✌️❤️✌️💙✌️❤️‍🔥✌️💚

Wow, you just described everything I've been thinking for the last decade. Well done, either we're honing in on something real, or we both just happen to have the same delusions lol. I'm a physicist who researches consciousness, and yes, I'm convinced this is it. Also, David Deutsch proposed an idea that really struck me, what he calls the Universal Virtual Reality Generator, a universal computer that can simulate every possible experience to arbitrary accuracy. Deutsch is too much of a materialist to realize that Consciousness itself is the UVRG. I would argue that the UVRG is what is real, and all experience is "dream" or "simulation" being run on the UVRG. The laws of physics simply describe how information is transformed from one time slice to another. The "physical world" has one set of rules, "dream worlds" have other sets of rules. The UVRG can simulate any information and evolve it according to any rule set.

i think you would like this channel @astral doorway

How come the video of my experience 6 years ago got taken down? Wtf

MEOW 😺 I think you just broke a small percentage of the Internet. Congratz on the Super Thanks Button too! Society does a great task of subduing our need to understand and learn. Sure we can all gain something new from a TV show or having conversation with friends. Except, those things don't normally draw deep questions. Without those deep intricate questions about life, there is no need to create a quest to find the answer. That all comes from within. Otherwise it's "does it come with Apple Carplay?" which has no real meaning at all. It's just more nonsensical programming to subdue the mind. Our organs are what make sex possible. You rub two people together long enough and it will happen eventually. Sexuality is a little different as it depends heavily on the mind. That's why humans can develop interesting sexual tastes. Sometimes it's a different age group or the same gender. Sometimes it's with multiple partners or being in obscure locations. Sometimes fantasies can get pretty far out there. For some people those fantasies can even become illegal. It's normal for all of us to wonder what sex is and what to use it for. Evolution has made it into something more than only procreation though, that I can assure you.

Ahaha, that might be my favorite quote this week "I like chess in the same way I like sex" :") This made me laugh on so many levels, haha its basically just mental masturbation , and boy do we like to play with ourselves! Haha, anyways, genuinely found this video interesting and I appreciate your thoughts. :) keep sharing, be safe too <3

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I'm here, and just wanted to say this is fascinating to me. I have never heard that quote before, and actually am unfamiliar with Schrodinger, or physics and wow this is awesome. Your perspective is really neat - also wow that is a weird synchronicity!!!! I also,... when I was in college, used to just look around and sort of , feel out of place because I WANTED to be there learning, and all around me looking at everybody they weren't there for that, you know? They were there partying or whatnot, not thinking about , yeah, learning, and what it's like to be a SOUL. Keep sharing your perspectives and thoughts, they're really interesting to hear :) And hey, thanks! <3

I don't get notifications, but I always seem to catch your videos within a minute of them dropping! 🤩

Blessing you with meaningful financial prosperity at this turning point in your life, and may it emerge from a soul-centered elevated authentic place, Amen ❤ you're incredibly inspiring and you deserve it

Hi, thanks for sharing your experience :) In my case I can confirm that telepathy exists and unfortunately it is true. I say unfortunately because it has become an inconvenience for me for many years now, as I constantly receive unwanted messages from people and animals, which disturb me night and day, waking me up even at night, sabotaging my brain frequencies. I sincerely wish it were reversible, but I have no idea if that's possible or not. I don't know if there are positive versions of this ability, in my experience I can only strongly advise against the use of psychedelics which caused the onset of telepathy in me, if you don't want to ruin your life. I say this as a philanthropist, even if humanity doesn't seem to want me anymore, at least it won't have been a wasted life. :)

I’ve not taken DMT, but other trips like mushrooms, LSD tabs or liquid, I find it better to get up and be active. Be with good friends in nature, be prepared with what you might need. Perhaps breathing would be more natural if you were moving, but maybe moving is not easy. I find talking on trips difficult, like I have to manually engage thought to speech.

Don't do it. Try hypoxima, get into hyperbaric oxygen chamber that will change your decaying DNA and you will be high.

It's your mind trying to break through, You'll hear a ring that gets loud then lights out.

I know exactly what you mean about the stopping breathing thing. I’ve experienced it In a trip where I was laying down in some nature area and it’s like one moment I’m breathing and feeling everything and then the next I’m just exhaling out sooo slowly. Almost like It was “my last breath” and then I stayed without breathing for what felt like a really long time but it was just pure peace in that moment. And then the next moment I put my head up, and I see the life around me on the ground and leaves that are dying , leaves that look so green, then it’s like I remembered to breathe in deeply because that was the circle of life. And I could stay here and slowly decompose or I could get up and start inhaling the fresh air of life. Kinda sounds funny to type out but in that moment everything made sense.

How did it go !??

Thanks for sharing...these plant medicines are there to be utilized..it's fascinating 🙏💥

16:20 "I think they're trying to help us" REAL ✨

I took 2 tabs before and had time loop , also mind swap with my old best friend at that time who supplied us with the lsd tabs , we each took two, i threw up like the exercism the objects that were in my hands switched with the objects in his hands we were full on tripping . We are not our selves thats the first thing i learned

I like that you ask valid questions why does this space exsist why is it so big!?!

Shortie whyd you do it by yourself? Please find a trust worthy trip sitter someone with experience !!! I care about you !

Honestly I just go into dmt no meditation, nothing just smoke her up still much respect for the chemical but its nothing to be feared as much as people make it out to be yknow? Just step in if it seems scary take a step back you don't need to prepare I promise you DMT is an experience that is majestic it is something you suddenly do no expectations you go into substances like this with expectations of a certain something it turns out differently but we all are different people :) im not trying to be rude or anything just my personal opinion fellow psychonauts!!