John Ashbery reads "Self-Portrait in a Convex Mirror" (full poem)

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  • @olajohansson1678
    @olajohansson1678 7 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    One of the greatest of our time, rest in peace John Ashbery. Just saw an interview where he explained he could never become economically independent with his poetry but had to teach. What a joke of a society where this poetry is not enough as labour - what's more laborious? And valuable...

    • @markfuller1914
      @markfuller1914 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      pppp

    • @chrishitchcock7977
      @chrishitchcock7977 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Good sentiment, but a lot of things are more laborious. Poetry is important and needs more place in society, but it loses itself if trying to compare. Poetry is in itself different, and shouldn’t be compared to labor; it’s unfair to both parties

  • @phoesmi
    @phoesmi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    As Parmigianino did it, the right hand
    Bigger than the head, thrust at the viewer
    And swerving easily away, as though to protect
    What it advertises. A few leaded panes, old beams,
    Fur, pleated muslin, a coral ring run together
    In a movement supporting the face, which swims
    Toward and away like the hand
    Except that it is in repose. It is what is
    Sequestered. Vasari says, "Francesco one day set himself
    To take his own portrait, looking at himself from that purpose
    In a convex mirror, such as is used by barbers . . .
    He accordingly caused a ball of wood to be made
    By a turner, and having divided it in half and
    Brought it to the size of the mirror, he set himself
    With great art to copy all that he saw in the glass,"
    Chiefly his reflection, of which the portrait
    Is the reflection, of which the portrait
    Is the reflection once removed.
    The glass chose to reflect only what he saw
    Which was enough for his purpose: his image
    Glazed, embalmed, projected at a 180-degree angle.
    The time of day or the density of the light
    Adhering to the face keeps it
    Lively and intact in a recurring wave
    Of arrival. The soul establishes itself.
    But how far can it swim out through the eyes
    And still return safely to its nest? The surface
    Of the mirror being convex, the distance increases
    Significantly; that is, enough to make the point
    That the soul is a captive, treated humanely, kept
    In suspension, unable to advance much farther
    Than your look as it intercepts the picture.
    Pope Clement and his court were "stupefied"
    By it, according to Vasari, and promised a commission
    That never materialized. The soul has to stay where it is,
    Even though restless, hearing raindrops at the pane,
    The sighing of autumn leaves thrashed by the wind,
    Longing to be free, outside, but it must stay
    Posing in this place. It must move
    As little as possible. This is what the portrait says.
    But there is in that gaze a combination
    Of tenderness, amusement and regret, so powerful
    In its restraint that one cannot look for long.
    The secret is too plain. The pity of it smarts,
    Makes hot tears spurt: that the soul is not a soul,
    Has no secret, is small, and it fits
    Its hollow perfectly: its room, our moment of attention.
    That is the tune but there are no words.
    The words are only speculation
    (From the Latin speculum, mirror):
    They seek and cannot find the meaning of the music.
    We see only postures of the dream,
    Riders of the motion that swings the face
    Into view under evening skies, with no
    False disarray as proof of authenticity.
    But it is life englobed.
    One would like to stick one's hand
    Out of the globe, but its dimension,
    What carries it, will not allow it.
    No doubt it is this, not the reflex
    To hide something, which makes the hand loom large
    As it retreats slightly. There is no way
    To build it flat like a section of wall:
    It must join the segment of a circle,
    Roving back to the body of which it seems
    So unlikely a part, to fence in and shore up the face
    On which the effort of this condition reads
    Like a pinpoint of a smile, a spark
    Or star one is not sure of having seen
    As darkness resumes. A perverse light whose
    Imperative of subtlety dooms in advance its
    Conceit to light up: unimportant but meant.
    Francesco, your hand is big enough
    To wreck the sphere, and too big,
    One would think, to weave delicate meshes
    That only argue its further detention.
    (Big, but not coarse, merely on another scale,
    Like a dozing whale on the sea bottom
    In relation to the tiny, self-important ship
    On the surface.) But your eyes proclaim
    That everything is surface. The surface is what's there
    And nothing can exist except what's there.
    There are no recesses in the room, only alcoves,
    And the window doesn't matter much, or that
    Sliver of window or mirror on the right, even
    As a gauge of the weather, which in French is
    Le temps, the word for time, and which
    Follows a course wherein changes are merely
    Features of the whole. The whole is stable within
    Instability, a globe like ours, resting
    On a pedestal of vacuum, a ping-pong ball
    Secure on its jet of water.
    And just as there are no words for the surface, that is,
    No words to say what it really is, that it is not
    Superficial but a visible core, then there is
    No way out of the problem of pathos vs. experience.
    You will stay on, restive, serene in
    Your gesture which is neither embrace nor warning
    But which holds something of both in pure
    Affirmation that doesn't affirm anything.
    The balloon pops, the attention
    Turns dully away. Clouds
    In the puddle stir up into sawtoothed fragments.
    I think of the friends
    Who came to see me, of what yesterday
    Was like. A peculiar slant
    Of memory that intrudes on the dreaming model
    In the silence of the studio as he considers
    Lifting the pencil to the self-portrait.
    How many people came and stayed a certain time,
    Uttered light or dark speech that became part of you
    Like light behind windblown fog and sand,
    Filtered and influenced by it, until no part
    Remains that is surely you. Those voices in the dusk
    Have told you all and still the tale goes on
    In the form of memories deposited in irregular
    Clumps of crystals. Whose curved hand controls,
    Francesco, the turning seasons and the thoughts
    That peel off and fly away at breathless speeds
    Like the last stubborn leaves ripped
    From wet branches? I see in this only the chaos
    Of your round mirror which organizes everything
    Around the polestar of your eyes which are empty,
    Know nothing, dream but reveal nothing.
    I feel the carousel starting slowly
    And going faster and faster: desk, papers, books,
    Photographs of friends, the window and the trees
    Merging in one neutral band that surrounds
    Me on all sides, everywhere I look.
    And I cannot explain the action of leveling,
    Why it should all boil down to one
    Uniform substance, a magma of interiors.
    My guide in these matters is your self,
    Firm, oblique, accepting everything with the same
    Wraith of a smile, and as time speeds up so that it is soon
    Much later, I can know only the straight way out,
    The distance between us. Long ago
    The strewn evidence meant something,
    The small accidents and pleasures
    Of the day as it moved gracelessly on,
    A housewife doing chores. Impossible now
    To restore those properties in the silver blur that is
    The record of what you accomplished by sitting down
    "With great art to copy all that you saw in the glass"
    So as to perfect and rule out the extraneous
    Forever. In the circle of your intentions certain spars
    Remain that perpetuate the enchantment of self with self:
    Eyebeams, muslin, coral. It doesn't matter
    Because these are things as they are today
    Before one's shadow ever grew
    Out of the field into thoughts of tomorrow.
    Tomorrow is easy, but today is uncharted,
    Desolate, reluctant as any landscape
    To yield what are laws of perspective
    After all only to the painter's deep
    Mistrust, a weak instrument though
    Necessary. Of course some things
    Are possible, it knows, but it doesn't know
    Which ones. Some day we will try
    To do as many things as are possible
    And perhaps we shall succeed at a handful
    Of them, but this will not have anything
    To do with what is promised today, our
    Landscape sweeping out from us to disappear
    On the horizon. Today enough of a cover burnishes
    To keep the supposition of promises together
    In one piece of surface, letting one ramble
    Back home from them so that these
    Even stronger possibilities can remain
    Whole without being tested. Actually
    The skin of the bubble-chamber's as tough as
    Reptile eggs; everything gets "programmed" there
    In due course: more keeps getting included
    Without adding to the sum, and just as one
    Gets accustomed to a noise that
    Kept one awake but now no longer does,
    So the room contains this flow like an hourglass
    Without varying in climate or quality
    (Except perhaps to brighten bleakly and almost
    Invisibly, in a focus sharpening toward death--more
    Of this later). What should be the vacuum of a dream
    Becomes continually replete as the source of dreams
    Is being tapped so that this one dream
    May wax, flourish like a cabbage rose,
    Defying sumptuary laws, leaving us
    To awake and try to begin living in what
    Has now become a slum. Sydney Freedberg in his
    Parmigianino says of it: "Realism in this portrait
    No longer produces and objective truth, but a bizarria . . . .
    However its distortion does not create
    A feeling of disharmony . . . . The forms retain
    A strong measure of ideal beauty," because
    Fed by our dreams, so inconsequential until one day
    We notice the hole they left. Now their importance
    If not their meaning is plain. They were to nourish
    A dream which includes them all, as they are
    Finally reversed in the accumulating mirror.
    They seemed strange because we couldn't actually see them.
    And we realize this only at a point where they lapse

    • @phoesmi
      @phoesmi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Like a wave breaking on a rock, giving up
      Its shape in a gesture which expresses that shape.
      The forms retain a strong measure of ideal beauty
      As they forage in secret on our idea of distortion.
      Why be unhappy with this arrangement, since
      Dreams prolong us as they are absorbed?
      Something like living occurs, a movement
      Out of the dream into its codification.
      As I start to forget it
      It presents its stereotype again
      But it is an unfamiliar stereotype, the face
      Riding at anchor, issued from hazards, soon
      To accost others, "rather angel than man" (Vasari).
      Perhaps an angel looks like everything
      We have forgotten, I mean forgotten
      Things that don't seem familiar when
      We meet them again, lost beyond telling,
      Which were ours once. This would be the point
      Of invading the privacy of this man who
      "Dabbled in alchemy, but whose wish
      Here was not to examine the subtleties of art
      In a detached, scientific spirit: he wished through them
      To impart the sense of novelty and amazement to the spectator"
      (Freedberg). Later portraits such as the Uffizi
      "Gentleman," the Borghese "Young Prelate" and
      The Naples "Antea" issue from Mannerist
      Tensions, but here, as Freedberg points out,
      The surprise, the tension are in the concept
      Rather than its realization.
      The consonance of the High Renaissance
      Is present, though distorted by the mirror.
      What is novel is the extreme care in rendering
      The velleities of the rounded reflecting surface
      (It is the first mirror portrait),
      So that you could be fooled for a moment
      Before you realize the reflection
      Isn't yours. You feel then like one of those
      Hoffmann characters who have been deprived
      Of a reflection, except that the whole of me
      Is seen to be supplanted by the strict
      Otherness of the painter in his
      Other room. We have surprised him
      At work, but no, he has surprised us
      As he works. The picture is almost finished,
      The surprise almost over, as when one looks out,
      Startled by a snowfall which even now is
      Ending in specks and sparkles of snow.
      It happened while you were inside, asleep,
      And there is no reason why you should have
      Been awake for it, except that the day
      Is ending and it will be hard for you
      To get to sleep tonight, at least until late.
      The shadow of the city injects its own
      Urgency: Rome where Francesco
      Was at work during the Sack: his inventions
      Amazed the soldiers who burst in on him;
      They decided to spare his life, but he left soon after;
      Vienna where the painting is today, where
      I saw it with Pierre in the summer of 1959; New York
      Where I am now, which is a logarithm
      Of other cities. Our landscape
      Is alive with filiations, shuttlings;
      Business is carried on by look, gesture,
      Hearsay. It is another life to the city,
      The backing of the looking glass of the
      Unidentified but precisely sketched studio. It wants
      To siphon off the life of the studio, deflate
      Its mapped space to enactments, island it.
      That operation has been temporarily stalled
      But something new is on the way, a new preciosity
      In the wind. Can you stand it,
      Francesco? Are you strong enough for it?
      This wind brings what it knows not, is
      Self--propelled, blind, has no notion
      Of itself. It is inertia that once
      Acknowledged saps all activity, secret or public:
      Whispers of the word that can't be understood
      But can be felt, a chill, a blight
      Moving outward along the capes and peninsulas
      Of your nervures and so to the archipelagoes
      And to the bathed, aired secrecy of the open sea.
      This is its negative side. Its positive side is
      Making you notice life and the stresses
      That only seemed to go away, but now,
      As this new mode questions, are seen to be
      Hastening out of style. If they are to become classics
      They must decide which side they are on.
      Their reticence has undermined
      The urban scenery, made its ambiguities
      Look willful and tired, the games of an old man.
      What we need now is this unlikely
      Challenger pounding on the gates of an amazed
      Castle. Your argument, Francesco,
      Had begun to grow stale as no answer
      Or answers were forthcoming. If it dissolves now
      Into dust, that only means its time had come
      Some time ago, but look now, and listen:
      It may be that another life is stocked there
      In recesses no one knew of; that it,
      Not we, are the change; that we are in fact it
      If we could get back to it, relive some of the way
      It looked, turn our faces to the globe as it sets
      And still be coming out all right:
      Nerves normal, breath normal. Since it is a metaphor
      Made to include us, we are a part of it and
      Can live in it as in fact we have done,
      Only leaving our minds bare for questioning
      We now see will not take place at random
      But in an orderly way that means to menace
      Nobody--the normal way things are done,
      Like the concentric growing up of days
      Around a life: correctly, if you think about it.
      A breeze like the turning of a page
      Brings back your face: the moment
      Takes such a big bite out of the haze
      Of pleasant intuition it comes after.
      The locking into place is "death itself,"
      As Berg said of a phrase in Mahler's Ninth;
      Or, to quote Imogen in Cymbeline, "There cannot
      Be a pinch in death more sharp than this," for,
      Though only exercise or tactic, it carries
      The momentum of a conviction that had been building.
      Mere forgetfulness cannot remove it
      Nor wishing bring it back, as long as it remains
      The white precipitate of its dream
      In the climate of sighs flung across our world,
      A cloth over a birdcage. But it is certain that
      What is beautiful seems so only in relation to a specific
      Life, experienced or not, channeled into some form
      Steeped in the nostalgia of a collective past.
      The light sinks today with an enthusiasm
      I have known elsewhere, and known why
      It seemed meaningful, that others felt this way
      Years ago. I go on consulting
      This mirror that is no longer mine
      For as much brisk vacancy as is to be
      My portion this time. And the vase is always full
      Because there is only just so much room
      And it accommodates everything. The sample
      One sees is not to be taken as
      Merely that, but as everything as it
      May be imagined outside time--not as a gesture
      But as all, in the refined, assimilable state.
      But what is this universe the porch of
      As it veers in and out, back and forth,
      Refusing to surround us and still the only
      Thing we can see? Love once
      Tipped the scales but now is shadowed, invisible,
      Though mysteriously present, around somewhere.
      But we know it cannot be sandwiched
      Between two adjacent moments, that its windings
      Lead nowhere except to further tributaries
      And that these empty themselves into a vague
      Sense of something that can never be known
      Even though it seems likely that each of us
      Knows what it is and is capable of
      Communicating it to the other. But the look
      Some wear as a sign makes one want to
      Push forward ignoring the apparent
      NaÏveté of the attempt, not caring
      That no one is listening, since the light
      Has been lit once and for all in their eyes
      And is present, unimpaired, a permanent anomaly,
      Awake and silent. On the surface of it
      There seems no special reason why that light
      Should be focused by love, or why
      The city falling with its beautiful suburbs
      Into space always less clear, less defined,

  • @ryanjavierortega8513
    @ryanjavierortega8513 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I was fortunate enough, during the time I worked for a Major Poet who lived in New York though teaches in West Philadelphia and runs our University's Poetry Archive (which is an Audio/Visual treasure trove), to have gone to one of Mr. Ashbery's residences to pick-up a package of previously unreleased (they were circulated privately, though not many people had heard them, as only a fraction of these particular recordings were from College Radio at Harvard and Columbia in the pre-Pulitzer period) recordings that included nearly all of the work that had been written in the time - and this is hard to imagine ever have existed - before Mr. Ashbery was a household name.
    It was the best job I've ever had.

  • @martinkennedy2400
    @martinkennedy2400 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    ...very powerful piece
    luminously read
    a big thanks
    for upload

  • @dion1949
    @dion1949 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I needed this in this time of quarantine.

    • @lowercasehill5351
      @lowercasehill5351 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      me as well. one month later..

    • @connorveach5986
      @connorveach5986 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same! This has easily become one of my favorite poems to listen to, if not just my favorite poem. Certainly the best about art that I know of. I pick up something new every time

  • @gitfidla
    @gitfidla ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ll return to this recording from time to time, but I’m always surprised. I’m drawn to his descriptions of the space and sounds between our fingers and thumbs as we search for ways to articulate what’s between them.

  • @jonwomack1682
    @jonwomack1682 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Rest in peace John. Glad to have read your work.

  • @bbilltthompson
    @bbilltthompson 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Possibly the greatest poem of the last 70 years.

  • @fgiord8fgg
    @fgiord8fgg 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    gentlemen,poetry is not a prizefight.one does not win or lose on knockouts or points. every serious poet writes (hopefully)
    in his or her own style and with his or her own perception. this poem
    is difficult because Ashberry never
    compromised with popular culture. some of his poems are
    brilliant, others are tiresome.
    I prefer William Carlos Williams,
    because I find him easier to read.
    however,both are first rate poets.
    it's just a question of one's taste.

  • @tattoofthesun
    @tattoofthesun 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It reads as an essay when aloud. Ashbery’s voice reminds me of an audiobook but there’s no story being told, just a monologue of deeper thoughts and conclusions of the guy. My opinion

  • @williamhatzidis9240
    @williamhatzidis9240 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm new to John Ashbery's poetry. (Yes, ... I'm the one). He's not looking for bells and whistles to create the sentiment but rather shows, even for someone with as great word control as he, that you have to work hard to create the precise sentiment and nuance of meaning you intend. A meaning here that takes a full 4265 words to tell and yet, as the poem laments, can never fully be told (at least through words alone). I suspect the reading here suits his persona and the style of his writing, adding weight as marker of authenticity, regardless of degree of oratorical expressiveness. Perhaps Cicero, too, would have embellished the reading but this mode of delivery, audio recording for later audience review at their leisure and in their solitude (and perhaps with a view to posterity), was a medium not available to Cicero. I liken the reading to an intimate concert of an established musician who jettisons any reticence to naked authenticity and any pretense to appearing more than they are.

  • @desipoet08
    @desipoet08 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    RIP .... ..End of an era. :(

  • @pierremariejeanahlstrom7714
    @pierremariejeanahlstrom7714 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ashbery is so accessible

  • @PaddedCellStudio
    @PaddedCellStudio 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this.

  • @stourleykracklite7663
    @stourleykracklite7663 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ashbery ends as if cut off mid poem.

  • @Buskerz-qw9us
    @Buskerz-qw9us 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    💥

  • @andrewfoster883
    @andrewfoster883 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Perhaps the last great long poem. In English, anyway.

  • @augustjoys
    @augustjoys 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    TRUUUUUUUUU

  • @iainrobb2076
    @iainrobb2076 10 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    One of his only good pieces of poetry. But he gets no prizes surely as a reader of his own work.

    • @TockTockTock
      @TockTockTock 8 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      His poetry can stand on its own without needing any vocal embellishment.

    • @davidb.livingstone7785
      @davidb.livingstone7785 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      bloody moron.

    • @theodore6548
      @theodore6548 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yours is the pathetic mewl of a drip who can't write a grocery list much less a masterpiece like this. What are you, an adjunct instructor in a community college someplace, or just some envious creep?

    • @iainrobb2076
      @iainrobb2076 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Theodore - My poetry is better than John Ashbery's. fictionaut.com/stories/iain-james-robb/on-the-rocks Envy has nothing to do with it.

    • @theodore6548
      @theodore6548 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      What an arrogant turd. And your "poem" is doggerel.