Drunk Again - Song House & Maria Rose (Official Music Video)
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Written by: Anthony Chetta, Dennis Cook, Emmy Russell, Maria Evans, Tyler Ward
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This is the most beautiful depiction of the Christian struggle against addiction I’ve ever seen.
I 1000% agree!
So very close to capturing it! I couldn't relate to these lines:
"They call me a daughter but I don't believe them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know, it's a sign and so I lift up my hands"
For me, that would read something like (if I were female):
"He calls me a daughter but I am not worthy
Baptized in the water, why am I so dirty (or "why am I no different")
As I falter all I know is to lift up my hands"
@@nathanlogan4585 I think she’s speaking of the doubt that can sometimes plague a Christians mind when we struggle with the same sin over and over again.
@@KB-gd6fc yeah, I definitely get that - and have experienced it. This just felt so distant and hopeless that it's nearly indistinguishable as Christian. But perhaps I'm being too critical.
Addiction is not beautiful in any fashion. Co dependency on a God is not beautiful.
I want to run to her, hug her, cry with her, and let her know this pain she has for seemingly failing god is unnecessary. If she is addicted to drugs or alcohol, god/jesus could /should cure her if god wanted to. She is beating herself up for no reason, or at least for the wrong reasons. Addiction is horrible, and shaming yourself for failing a perfect god isn't going to help- it will only further the depression.
She IS beautiful and has an amazing voice and, as an exchristian who has also gone through addiction, this song F*cking breaks my heart. If the idea of Jesus as her fortitude helps her overcome addiction, the AMEN. Let this happen, but I am not hearing it in this song. And I sure as hell don't see it when I read comments from Christians encouraging the "beauty" of the cyclic struggle she is trapped in. This is why theology should never be used to help psychological issues.
SHE CAN overcome this. SHE WILL overcome this. I care for her as she is, who she was, who she will be.
This was me for a decade. I've been sober for 13 years now and have so many hallelujahs that I lost count. I just stumbled across this song and I've been listening to it over and over in tears. Remembering this is exactly what it was like for me when I was lost and searching. But strangely I don't regret any of it, because in hindsight it took all of that pain to get where I'm at now. A beautiful song that helped me through my darkest of days was (By Your Side) by Tenth Avenue North. I'm sure anyone that enjoys this song will greatly enjoy checking it out. And if there's anyone reading this comment and is struggling with anything. Please don't hesitate to reach out and i would be open and delighted to talk or listen to anything and everything you have on your heart. Please, never believe you're alone. "I might not have it all together, but together, we have it all" you are loved and worthy.
17 Months and not a Drop Amen I Feel This. After 20 years of daily drinking I Prayed for Years for God to take it away. But I had to Quit myself and change my mindset. Then God took all the desire and urge away. Now it's Easy Thanks to Jesus!!!
This is EXACTLY what has been missing! Jesus went to the left out and broken and in my humble opinion….REAL and not superficial. Thats why the Bible says the TRUTH will make you free. And He is the TRUTH!! Thank you sooooooo much for this TRUTHFUL message. I love you agape!❤
My husband of 30 years finally quit drinking and celebrated 6 months sober this past weekend he had been drinking for over 40 years. I prayed everyday for the Lord to touch his heart and help him stop. My prayers were answered! Praise Jesus 🙌
My youngest daughter sent me this video today. She has 3 small boys and doesn't want the. To grow up and repeat the cycle. She has been struggling to quit the last year. The longest she has gone is 9 days then slipped. Please keep her in your prayers!🙏
How did you start? I'm a daily drinker of around a 5th and have quit for a month but I always get "bored" or start sobriety but am not fully in. Seems like I lie to God each time I ask for help and actually don't want to stop subconsciously. It's confusing how I want to stop but also just don't want to. Idk if I need purpose or what but any advice helps. Also good ass song
@@nettles1nt 💚🙏
We don’t change us, He changes us. Only grace and mercy sets us free. If we could do it we wouldn’t need Jesus! Keep seeking and the rest will come, that’s how I got set free
I thought my captivity was mine and it would never depart from me. This put me back to that time and the praise erupting from my heart for my saving is immense. I didn’t think I was savable and here I am living it. Thank you Jesus.
This is the most real song I have heard in a very long time. I can relate to it so so so much. We all go through those valley's, doubts, fears, etc. just know you're not alone. ❤
God is saving me in little doses. I hang on because I know the reward is going to be eternal peace
@@Julian-vd3oo ♥️♥️♥️ its always something we never expect.
Thank you 🥺🫶🏼
I’m a Christian and I have never heard someone talk about this, about this feeling. Feeling too far gone, feeling nothing and still trying to reach out. Thank you.
You are worth the love of Christ. Even the vilest demon cannot separate you from his love!
Rise up! CLAIM HIS strength and TRUST, just trust. Its so east but so hard.
Proud to see Maria touching on a subject that many, many would prefer not to talk about.
I used to sit in the shower and cry over how much I hated who I’ve become. I would drop to my knees and beg God to release me from grip I had on the neck of that bottle.
“Bibles and bottles..” my room was full of them. By the grace of God, the bottles are all gone.
I’m so grateful for every experience I have ever gone through. My relationship with Jesus would not be what it is today if it wasn’t for the struggles. Grace… such a beautiful thing.
As a songwriter who has been fighting addiction, this song is everything to me.
This might've saved me. I've found the Lord during my alcoholism. I've had bottles and bibles by my bed. I am drinking bc of my scars. I am looking for my hallelujah. This is how I've been feeling for the past 3 months atleast(been trying to get sober). I didn't know this was a thing. I didn't know other Christians went thru this/felt this way. Ik I shouldn't be doing this and ik I have sm more potential. I always feel bad ab myself the morning after I blackout I cry to God saying I'm sorry y did I do this please forgive me, let me forgive myself. I'm trying to do good, I'm trying to be better but it's so hard. I just want to stop being addicted to chaos and alcohol but it's so hard. I just want to be happy with peace and safety but it feels so boring. The more I read my Bible pray and journal I feel like my relationship with God does become stronger but I want to be there for myself love and forgive myself the way God does instead of hurting myself over and over again doing the same thing. Ik I shouldn't do it ik what's going to happen but each time I always think it's going to be different and it never is which hurts too. Thankyou for this, this really did help me, like I said I think this might've saved me, at least for the moment. Baby steps:))
Every Christian goes through a process hence why God calls us to come home as we are because through him, he will slowly start changing our wants and needs to be more in his will
I’ve struggled with a different kind of temptation for literal years and I’m so tired of doing it, and don’t even want to do it anymore but I keep going back. However I’m reminding myself every day multiple times “resist the devil and he will flee from you” and this is the same for every since addiction, temptation, anything the devil tries to get us to do. We can get through this with the help of God, and only his help
How have you been?
Play lots of worship music, cry out to him to take the addiction away but most importantly tell him you SURRENDER to him. It helped me. Lots of love your way, don't give up
Hey, God's got you. Even if you don't "feel" Him, He's there, working through you and around you. Just stay in His Word and keep pressing into Him. Faith isn't about a "feeling", it's about believing. Truly *believing* in Christ compared to just knowing you should believe in Him are 2 different things, and it's a massive part of every Christian's walk in faith. You've got this. God's got you. Praying for you!
1 year Sober from alcohol September 19,2024! I knew I needed to quit this toxic loop! I wanted to quit. I couldn’t do it myself. I had the will and God made the way! A lesson I had to learn before receiving the blessing! God is so good and change can happen!!! Lean on God with all you do!! Where there is a will there is a way! NEVER GIVE UP! You are so so loved!!! God is always here for us!! ❤️✝️
Congratulations 🎊 let’s go 👏
It’s okay to feel this way sometimes. As a Christian who have saved by God. I used to suffering with these stuff. You can pray and tell Him all your feeling even when you angry Him or hopeless . Keep you head up guys our prayer take time sometimes. And walking with God you get a little better every single day. Remember that He never late and His timing is perfect . Don’t lose your Faith. You are saved and loved by God.
Dare I say the best song released in the last decade in my opinion… I can’t get over it….
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God’s grace is sufficient. Keep crying out to him! He will heal you!! Never stop telling Jesus about your weakness that you have failed to overcome. He will save you!!
As a Christian,I know I've been falling again and again tired of myself, again and again Starting from zero ,your words touched my heart.thanks for the encouraging me🙏
The first line always gets me. “I didn’t ask for the scars I’ve been given. That’s the price you pay for someone else’s sinning.” I was in a relationship with a man who cheated on me for the entire time we were together. And I’m still living with these scars. I try sk hard to heal from the past, but there are days where the pain is overwhelming.
Yes, I took him back every time he cheated on me. And it broke me down every time. To this point where I hate myself for ever allowing a man to hurt me the way he did. Every day, I punish myself.
Thank you for sharing that, I also went through something similar like this the worse part is I went back after he raped me I went back but thank God that the Lord rescued me from him.. You're very strong God bless you
If you didnt ask for the scares you was given its true you didnt ask for the salvation too but got it.
Focus on the Lord. He already set you free.
Wow! This song is something!!!! This doesn't just explain a Christian addiction struggle, but it explains the Christian struggle in general. ❤
I’m a 30yo man. This touched my soul. Ty for raw truth and pain behind this song. Amen
Oh I didn't ask for the scars that I've been given
That's the price you pay for someone else's sinning
The preacher said that I'll find a reason
Don't have the heart to tell him I don't believe him
Oh I don't beleive him
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
Tell myself I'm a little too hard to save
Tired of waking up in my own grave
Bottles and Bibles next to my bed
Chasing the demons out of my head
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
I'm looking for my hallelujah
Oh a hallelujah
I'm looking for my hallelujah
I'm looking for my hallelujah
Some call it a habit, some call it a sin
Some call it a pattern
I don't know where this ends
They call me a daughter, but I don't beleive them
Baptized in the water, don't feel any different
All I know it's a sign, and so I left up my hands
Worshipping Jesus
But I'm drunk again
I'm drunk again
But I'm drunk again
I'm relating and resonates completely with me... i feel so seen here, humbled and real... glad im not alone now.
Vaped for 2 years am clean for almost a week, self harm and vaping are my addictions. It's so hard to quit but I know it's worth it in the end
I’m currently struggling to quit vaping and smoking pot haven’t got there yet sadly but I have faith that Jesus will help Bring me out of this addiction
This song is so heart wrenching, I can feel her broken heart, as someone who came out of drinking to numb the pain of broken world. I feel for her.
But I also pray that she knows it's not being "Baptised in the water" that changes her, but only drawing close to Jesus and trusting Jesus that His Love and sacrifice was/is enough.
Jesus paid for all her sins so that she could go to God, and He could help her heal. God wants us to trust Him for healing.
This is everything God taught me and I can say I am testimony of God's grace and want others to know the truth about getting the healing He wants for you.
The closer we draw near to Him, is when He does His best work of transformation. He is the One that gives us new desires, helps us to trust Him and love Him more and its then and only then we find comfort in Him more than the things we use for temporary fix that never satisfy. The song is beautiful and raw tho.
I used to have an eating disorder. I can relate to this feelings so much. For me it ended after Years when Jesus healed me. He still heals. He has more grace with us than we do. In all this painful process he was there with me. Most of the times people judge more than God does.
Wrong song to run into when your drinking... this is my new motivational song❤❤❤❤❤
4 years ago I decided to give up drinking bc it was ruining my life as well as my husbands and daughter. I was her in the song, praying to be sober, praying God would pull me out this mess and eventually he gave me the strength to put the bottle down and find myself again through his love. Some days is harder than others but I know I’ll never go back to being the mean abusive (to my husband)drunk ever again. He pulled me out the water and saved me forever ❤
This song hit me, and hard. I'm a long-term struggling IV fentanyl addict who found Jesus a few years ago..but I still put the needle in my veins daily. I'll have my recovery bible next to me at night..just feet away, you'll see the drugs. Knowing full well getting sober is the answer but i dont feel strong enough and ik its bc i alone, am not..but with Jesus i am. Still, here i am, over 60 inpatient, outpatient and sober living treatments later. Gosh when she says "so i lift up my hands, worshiping Jesus...but im drunk again. Tell myself im a little too hard to save, tired of waking up in my own grave, bottles (heroin and needles for me) and bibles next to my bed chasing the demons out of my head"..i cannot explain how much i relate..to an unspeakable level. This song, the instrumentals and the entire feel to it says it all. The absolute torturous battle between active addiction while knowing who Jesus is. Some time, some day, i have to believe that God will break through these evil demonic strongholds and help me to believe I too, am worthy and enough for Jesus to save me from this. I am entirely grateful and eternally grateful for the gift God has given me throughout this battle..though small but just enough..and that is hope, something that is only 4 letters but can move mountains. I WILL get better soon and i WILL serve the Lord the way i have always dreamt of..and so will anyone else reading this who doesn't fully believe they're enough or fully believe in any of it for that matter. Know that its ok, and that so many people have and will say things that arent loving, supportive and even cruel all while claiming to be a follower of Jesus..just know that they are no better than you and they are lost as well but dont know it or wont show it. Keep talking about it guys! You are STILL a believer and a daughter or son of our incredible Father. 🙏
I believe in you and so does God no matter what the fact that you know you Jesus that’s all you need me and God love you ❤
Ive fought a different type of addiction for years and this still hits my very soul 🖤🙏
Amazing. Goosebumps every time . Now I’m patiently waiting for “hate to admit it”
same here
I NEED "Hate to admit it"
This is my life on repeat every day. I love Jesus so much but I don’t see a way out
I also struggled with addiction, specifically sh. Today I relapsed, but this song gives me strength. I know God sees me.
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Stay strong love Gods got you, baby ❤
Yahweh hears the worship, the praise and the lament.
These lyrics just hit home. ❤ her rawness is what makes this song special. Thank you
We were created to be accepted, the search for fulfillment is real in every human being. Religion makes it difficult for people see truth. We all have a vice, drugs, alcohol, food, sex, religion, etc. The real call is to rest in Christ, to know your God. Because you are Accepted by Him. Man will always fail you and you will fail yourself. This is a beautiful raw honest song. #Jesusisreal
This song never fails to leave me with goosebumps. Thanks for the full live music video as requested!!!
I’m delivered!!!🎉
This song messed me up in all the right ways man. This woman is TALENTED.
I would love to see a pastor used this song in a message! Its time for the church to get real about our feelings. I'm so tired of pastor who dont understand real struggles. Its ok in my book to say I'm hurting Jesus and I'm stuck. Lots of Christians like to put on masks and say quote "everything's fine." But when they get along by themselves The Mask come off in quote the song "Drunk Again" comes out. Its OK to have pain. Its ok to struggle. A lot of Christians need to embrace their pain and their struggle. And be honest with Christ and not be like an ostrich with its head stuck in the sand pretending like the hurts are not there. And for those people who are reading this and that are struggling I want to say this. Yes, Jesus sees those pains. I don't know why God allowed whatever happended, happended to you. But Jesus is the only one who can take away the pain the hurt. Alcohol, drugs, and sex are like mascara over the face. It covers it for a time. But eventually it wears off. Jesus is the only thing that doesn't wear off. RUN! TO HIM!
Yes. I immediately sent this song to my pastor.
Our pastor did use this song in his message tonight. 3.30.24 Heart of the City Church, Coeur d'Alene, Idaho. The message was about "scars" and in the message, this song was played while an expressive dance was done by a woman on our creative team. It was powerful. There were about 20 people who gave their lives to Christ tonight at the conclusionof his message. 🙌
I agree whole ❤ Ly
The pastor at Coast Life Church in North Port Florida is doing a sermon on abuse, trauma and addiction, and he is using this song in his sermon. This girl is not alone in her struggles, and the church needs to know how to navigate it
Our pastor did a sermon on the song yesterday. Not yet on TH-cam but should be in a few days. I will post link when it does
Keep making anything this woman sings!!!!!!! This has been the most heartfelt relatable music I've heard in YEARS. I only heard a snippet of this on IG and HAD to find this song immediately.
Happened to me too!!! Immediately captivated
The voice, the lyrics & the music is really an amazing combination for my heart to cry out and having a slow tears on my face!
Do you believe him now? Look how much this song has blessed so many lives, including mine 💜🙏🏽 This is what some SPIRITual fights/battles look like. God bless you all
in the song she says "i'm looking for my hallelujah". I took it to mean, "i'm looking for a personal reason to praise God." And by saying what I'm about to say, i'm not implying that i don't have struggles myself. But basically, you don't need to be given a reason to praise God (like he doesn't need to do anything for you). You praise him because he's worthy. He's my hallelujah.
I felt this for years no one understand till it was almost to late,9 years sober waiting on transplant. It's never easy 😢but God saved me
you are not alone, thank you for sharing
Yeah I’m bawling walking the path of God is not easy but we will get through this keep with God ❤ God bless you’re not alone
This song saved my life
Praise Jesus 🙏🏾
I love this song so much! It’s worship music for me.
Love the full song I just wish it wasn't buffered out so much. Her raw, real voice is amazing and more than enough. We need a full live version.
Whatever you call it. I just lift up my hands. I'm drunk again. Beautiful song ❤❤❤
This song is breathtaking. So real and raw, thank you maria for this masterpiece and being so vulnerable. ♥️
Praying to a God you don’t believe in. Carrying chains not knowing why you. Crying and pleading to believe to know that God is real. Giving God everything, is to breakdown everything you are and know and allow him to rebuild you as a new creation. ❤
This is a masterpiece.
I'm a songwriter & damn the lyrics gave me goosebumps...this is incredible...I love how painfully beautiful this is...Hits a lil too close to home 🖤
Love this for people who struggle with ALL versions of self sabotage. Such chilling vocals too. Much love. ❤❤❤
Absolutely. I feel like I fall into sabotaging myself over and over and over again. There's always another shame spiral waiting for me just around the corner to bring me down. I wish you all the best on your journey, it's a climb.
This can relate to any sin any of us struggle with. Man, this girl has me crying. What a real song. Please put out more. I wish I could have shared this with my mother-in-law, who struggled with drinking and passed four years ago.
I can’t stop listening to this. Just found it today. One of the most beautiful songs. Beautifully sad and just,,, I’m praying
Well done everyone. Lots of hands involved in completing this I’m sure. Beautiful, powerful, and relatable to many. You’re a vehicle of healing through real and honest music. 💛
I saw the clip on IG, got notified of this drop and I'm here for it. The honesty, the pain in her voice, the subtle vibrato in the lower register. Use it. Keep it up!
Beautiful, beautiful song with so many simple truths that very few relate and understand. Glad to relate❤
It’s not truths. It’s lies and I am sorry for that! Jesus is alive! Pray!! Give it a try… challenge Jesus!!!
On another note, her acting ability is really good 🔥
I just admitted to myself that I am an alcoholic. Praise Him! ✝️
To every CHRISTIAN!!! Dont give up!!!!!!!!! There is freedom in Jesus!!!!!!!! Dont give up!!!!!
To every human being. Do not give up. There is freedom. I choose Jesus. You can too. But even if you dont. There is still hope. Do not give up.
This isn’t song about the Jesus … it’s about his absence
@@agsm9806it’s about dealing with guilt, self-doubt, and longing to be redeemed of how she’s longing for spiritual salvation but is in an ongoing battle against addiction.
Why restrict to Christians? It's mentioning Jesus, I know, but this song should be for everyone who's ever experienced substance abuse and depression and the loss of everything in life and despite it all managed to survive!
@@agsm9806 God's silence doesn't equal his absence. Read that again ♥️
Story of my life!! I believe,but help me with my unbelief!! Bottle's and Bibles next to my bed is me !! Help me Lord Jesus
I’ve never found a song or even an artist who gets it. I was sober from alcohol for 2 years and made some decisions that led me to fall back into drinking (yes ultimately my decision) a temptation I wasnt ready to face bc fell right into that temptation of sin. Cutting them off, allowing them in, letting them take control of what they never had.
Proud of you and so is God keep going ❤
Kinda gives me goosebumps
Love this song second on my spotfiy warp!!!!!
Genuinely moved by this song!
I'm commenting so much so it'll get a boost from the algorithm hopefully cause its so beautiful and its what the world needs. More vulnerability 🙏🏽
God uses the people who have been through the absolute most in order to spread his word and this is exactly what he’s doing in this song!
Makes me cry it’s so beautiful. Great song Great voice
These are some of the most emotional vocals I've ever heard in a song👏
I gotta say this has to be one of the realist songs I've heard in a good minute. I love your voice and the lyrics to this song. If it wasn't for this song idk how id be managing right now. God bless your soul.
WOW, that was absolutely beautiful. This song reaches in a rips my heart out - for all those out there fighting the good fight, never give up. Way to go Song House!!
Thank you lord for delivering me
This song hits hard
I wonder if I'll ever be able to hear this song without crying. ❤
You just peered into my soul and idk how to word it. You’re amazing
I love this song! I've listened to it so many times, repeating again and again while dancing.
Absolutely love this song. Have it on repeat
Alcohol keeps you in chains, thank you for this beautiful song of real hope for those struggling.
I really needed this song. I have been struggling with my faith and myself
My god, this is SO GOOD.
Chilling. 😢
Pure 🔥
Felt this on another level . ❤️
Magical voice and lyrics so captivating ❤❤
This song needs a movie and a part 2
🥺😭love you Jesus.....be With me ...i need you 💗
Her voice though!!! Truly chill bumps! 🤍
Absolutely breathtaking.
Thanks!
This song's message is so beautiful and so real it really made me shed a tear. Hearing the message in the song pulled me in and the strength in the voice helps to deliver that this battle is very strong and powerful.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE release the live performance in full!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have been waiting for the full song... Thank you
this song touched parts of me even I don't wanna think I have. I relate
Same .
I've never heard something so beautiful that I can listen to again and again and not get bored of. This is a masterpiece! ❤
This is beautiful, heartbreaking, and everything I needed to hear today. Thank you Maria Rose
Goosebumps!
Blessings to you and family for 2024
The realest of song I ever heard 💪😊
Absolutely beautiful. This song hits home so hard
Such a beautiful song ❤
That was both powerful and beautiful.
Goooooo maria!!! ♥️
I freaking love this song its the best song i ever heard in my entire life i feel all the lyrics !! 🫶🫶🫶