Pile 2. I disliked because 1) one time you say one thing and next the opposite 2) you need to have responsibility in what you are saying, you can't encourage when it is bad for us. I'm not a psychologist to call it trauma bond or whatever, but when something is bad for you, it is bad and you need to stay away. Yes he's an aries and player, with a wondering eye, money orientated and superficial. Half year he travels by himself, bad mouths his ex and presents himself as a casanova. Yes, he's very attractive, successful, confident, and even though we couldn't be more different (and i basically find him annoying as a person), i feel very comfortable around him, experience absolute joy and to be honest happiness and too much sexual attraction, off the charts. We met last year and because he didn't treat me right i left him. It really didn't bother me (for the first time in my life) and wasn't thinking about him for a year. To be more specific he was part of a good memory, the best holidays that i have ever had. The holidays was something that crossed my mind, but again i wasn't feeling really bad about us, because first i was grateful for what i lived with him, and second i wasn't invested because it happened in summer and was restricting myself from the start. A year later, when i was out of job, broke, suffering the longest heatwave, i was reminiscing like crazy my holidays and how i felt with him, putting aside the reasons i left him. I had never in my life initiated communication with an ex, but it was a need that i couldn't stop. Enormous mistake. While i thought that i had the upper hand last year, he revealed to me the truth about why he treated me badly on the island. I couldn't handle the truth. He hurt me so much. I had to leave him one more time. And as usual i was the only in love and heart broken. And imagine that before i wasn't in love with him. And no i didn't fall because he hurt me, again we lived some beautiful moments first. Because i can't have them anymore, because he was something so unattainable to me, something that yes was so close to what i wanted in some aspects, and because once again i lose them because as always they are stuck on the past, i cannot handle this pain. Whatever i try it doesn't go away. No we can't give anything to ourselves. It's absolutely natural and human to need love, a touch, a hug. And not by anyone. I am not a superficial person and i have fallen for absolutely ugly-broke guys, why not fall for someone that at least is attractive and successful? I just needed to get it all out. I need to stop the tarots, delete his number and never think about him ever again.
50:37 This person is not bad but the time in my life extremely bad that even codependency won’t blur the current situation. Any kinda intimacy is not possible for me because I feel extremely dead and he is not even a reason for this anymore.
Free will trumps tarot for me. I listen to readings to gauge my triggers and better understand the psychology of others. Thank you for the insight! ❤️
Your really good aren’t you!!? Pile 2! Deep!
#3 dont see ur partner as ur teacher..see them as ur equal..dont treat a relationship as if u got treated at school..😌
Pile 4 is like a personal ❤ I'm just preparing to message them to apologise for blocking them + pushing them away. ❤ mirroring big time. Thank you ❤
Pile 3 resonates so well. Thank you, still healing!
Pile 3 yes ❤ spot. On!
thank you so much for pile 2💜💜💜
#4 thank you!
pile 1 is on point!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you the best!
Pile 1. Thank you. Much love. God bless.
Thank you ❤
Pile 4 warm hugs to u as well ❤❤❤❤❤
#2 amazing ❤
2 and 4❤
Pile 2. I disliked because 1) one time you say one thing and next the opposite 2) you need to have responsibility in what you are saying, you can't encourage when it is bad for us. I'm not a psychologist to call it trauma bond or whatever, but when something is bad for you, it is bad and you need to stay away. Yes he's an aries and player, with a wondering eye, money orientated and superficial. Half year he travels by himself, bad mouths his ex and presents himself as a casanova. Yes, he's very attractive, successful, confident, and even though we couldn't be more different (and i basically find him annoying as a person), i feel very comfortable around him, experience absolute joy and to be honest happiness and too much sexual attraction, off the charts. We met last year and because he didn't treat me right i left him. It really didn't bother me (for the first time in my life) and wasn't thinking about him for a year. To be more specific he was part of a good memory, the best holidays that i have ever had. The holidays was something that crossed my mind, but again i wasn't feeling really bad about us, because first i was grateful for what i lived with him, and second i wasn't invested because it happened in summer and was restricting myself from the start. A year later, when i was out of job, broke, suffering the longest heatwave, i was reminiscing like crazy my holidays and how i felt with him, putting aside the reasons i left him. I had never in my life initiated communication with an ex, but it was a need that i couldn't stop. Enormous mistake. While i thought that i had the upper hand last year, he revealed to me the truth about why he treated me badly on the island. I couldn't handle the truth. He hurt me so much. I had to leave him one more time. And as usual i was the only in love and heart broken. And imagine that before i wasn't in love with him. And no i didn't fall because he hurt me, again we lived some beautiful moments first. Because i can't have them anymore, because he was something so unattainable to me, something that yes was so close to what i wanted in some aspects, and because once again i lose them because as always they are stuck on the past, i cannot handle this pain. Whatever i try it doesn't go away. No we can't give anything to ourselves. It's absolutely natural and human to need love, a touch, a hug. And not by anyone. I am not a superficial person and i have fallen for absolutely ugly-broke guys, why not fall for someone that at least is attractive and successful? I just needed to get it all out. I need to stop the tarots, delete his number and never think about him ever again.
Hello everyone ❤❤❤
4 thank you!
Pile 4 ❤ thank you
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can u pls help me choose?
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50:37 This person is not bad but the time in my life extremely bad that even codependency won’t blur the current situation. Any kinda intimacy is not possible for me because I feel extremely dead and he is not even a reason for this anymore.
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