*I have been fatally depressed for the last two years. I DON'T believe in suicide. It's NOT an option. I have been under spiritual attack and spiritual warfare does indeed exist. Protect. Protect. Protect self... yes I am medium, intuitive and empathic. Yes I have been wanting to go back to my Heavenly home but God still has me here for my elder mother. So I live one day at a time. Nothing more, nothing less. I've been so lost recently not having a clue where I'm going at this point. I know that Queen of Pentacles, she is my new case manager that I have such an intense connection with. I'll be her master card reader, will read cards for her... wow I'm glad you gave this message. Thanks a trillion, much love and peace be with you. It was your name that attracted me since I'm a Scorpio ♏️ rising... God bless you for your gift!!! 💜💯*
LadyHavana I am so sad to hear all you have been, and are still going through. My heart goes out to you and I have said prayers for your uplifting and healing. Thank you for sharing your story and your kind comments. Knowing I help people in some small way encourages me to continue doing this. Thank you again and I wish you many blessings.
Please just trust yourself enough to deliver the messages you receive. I experienced the most painful anxiety just listening to you hesitate, pause and re explain yourself. Those who trust you will listen and be grateful. Your messages were undoubtedly true and accurate. Thank you so much.
Thank you Y Breeze for your comments and encouragement. I don’t often censor myself when I read. And I do not even edit my videos, they are what they are. But that particular image was too disturbing for me to share. I will only share that it involved doing unimaginable things to a baby. Not an image anyone wants in their minds. My struggle was genuine as I am dedicated to giving these messages as accurately and as truthfully as I can, but balancing that with not bringing bad energy in and leaving living people with an image they cannot forget. That would be bad karma for me, and simply not the kind and loving thing to do. I want to add good energy to the world, not negative. If I had been in a face to face reading with the family this reading was for, I would have delivered what I was seeing straight up, as horrible as it was. I very much appreciate your comments and take them to heart, and I appreciate you watching my videos. I wish you many blessings!
Hi, I feel like this reading was meant to get to me in some way. It popped up on my recommended randomly and I've never seen your channel before, I wasn't going to click on it but something kept telling me too and I'm sobbing listening to this, I can't express how much I resonate to this... I'd hate to "claim" this reading if it isn't mine but even if it isn't you still touched me deeply, 100% of it. I've struggled so much with this all my life and my guides keep telling me exactly what you did though reading tarot for myself. I just don't know how to go about this, where to start or anything like that and it's so overwhelming for me and I'm terrified of it. Sometimes I think something is wrong with me. Thank you so much for this, this meant a lot to me.
Dear Spiderling, I am so very sorry this sad story is yours, I know yours has been a very hard journey to walk and my heart goes out to you. Please believe me, nothing is wrong with you. You have been imprinted and damaged and wounded by others actions. That in no way makes you in the wrong or “bad”. I am speaking from my own personal experience and journey with a very abusive parent myself. Thankfully I had some very good counseling and support to help me along the way. It is important to be able to separate who you are…from what happened to you. Please find a good counselor, therapist or psychologist to help you and support you. It is a tough place to find yourself, but you ABSOLUTELY CAN get yourself out of it and heal. It doesn’t mean you will ever forget what you have been through. But it does mean you can move on and not let it affect your everyday life and relationships, etc. Please reach out and get some help, you will be glad you did. Thank you for watching my video and commenting and I wish you many blessings!
@@Scorpio1111 Aww thank you so much for the kind words! I'm so sorry you went through that too, it really does leave you broken. I've been meaning to get into therapy, it's just hard to make myself actually do it. Thank you so much again really.
I think I've got the gist finally. And I would like to commend you for being who you are and who she the young lady was to you the fact that you can even speak at all is phenomenal just know that I know that she loved you to the ends of the Earth and I've always loved her
And I fully understand what woman you're talking about which kind of leads me to wonder where the hell actually came from but that's beside the point not worried about that just understand that I am 1,000% against everything that hurt those that I love and I think you know exactly what that means you might say Jason's back on the warpath but this time he's on a holy warpath you've known me long enough to know exactly what I'm saying
I know what you talking about you're so right on for this massage dearly yes I am very sensitive yes I don't know what to to with the gift I had from when I seen things from 4,5 years old people say that I am crazy that no one has gifts from being born I use to go screaming to my mom then my sister and she said oh you see them to I said yes she said come seat up on the bed they aren't going to hurt you now lay down go sleep I will protect you Kim I will never will allow anyone to
No my mother told me after I had my first child I thought she came down stairs to take care of her grandchildren but she said I just came downstairs because had C-section can't claim the stairs now was sleeping hard because they gave me pain pills and I her someone talking next to my baby saying oh look how beautiful my granddaughter Kim is and my great granddaughter Sarah how they knew her name I don't know I woke up after that happened
Well thanks for trying anyway. Are you are saying you can’t get a reading from these, meaning you can’t get your loved ones to speak through readings like these?
My adoptive mom was always terrified I’d be a witch . I had write scripture verses for days when I was as young as even eight I always have had gifts , but I was always afraid to develop it Because my family is so religious And they are the only people that know where I really come from. So if I make them mad , even though I’m an adult . I don’t think they will ever tell me the truth. Before I watched this video I literally was saying make it stop .. Wild
Kelly, thank you for sharing your story, it is sad to not know where you come from. But it is heartbreaking to not be able to be yourself and own your gifts 😞. I hope the video at least brought you a little comfort, and thank you for watching. I wish you many blessings.
@@Scorpio1111 you are a blessing . I know more than you realize how hard what you do is .. I admire and respect you and your gifts Thank you bless you sending you light and success :)
@@Scorpio1111 it did , you do . Thank you thank you. You are living your truth, and that vibration will strengthen others vibrations :) That are chickens like me ! Bwaaaaak! :)
Kelly, your comments are so encouraging and inspiring for me. I do have days when the "hard" of what I do gets the better of me. Thankfully, that isn't often. And I have to be vigilant with balancing my energy and keeping the vibes high. But it is what I signed up for. I feel that your journey with your abilities is a matter of timing...divine timing. Just keep being you and if you are meant to do this work, it will be a draw you cannot resist. Just ask Spirit to show you how, and bless those around you who do not understand or embrace what you do or who you are...they simply can't. We are all where we are individually on the Spiritual evolution ladder. We were once where they are now, and one day they will understand. Many blessings!
Thank you for your comment. This was one of the toughest readings I have done. I am very glad to hear you are not in complete depression. I hope you can find balance in your life and I wish you many blessings.
I'm not sure about his past. I didn't want to know. I know, I have had years of trauma as a child. First 7 years. and lol you said call suicide hot line! Ok, funny not funny, but I was put on hold a couple years ago! Since '91 I've attempted 8 plus times... Yes, and my questions were why not?! Lol, My daughter lives with us, and I stay put because of her and her only. My niece passed in January, and she was literally (spiritually) (4.5 empath traits, claircognizants, clairaudience clairvoyance (not all that clearly, see them occasionally never anything constant..there has been time I heard clearly, it's sporadic these are occurrences that happen a few times a year) she disconnected from me two days prior to her passing. I couldn't get a medium to give me answers, I was in a panic. Kinda the same way she felt when she found out in Sept she had cancer. She left behind four children. Her anxiety, her fear, her pain, tiredness. I asked for them to take me instead! I felt all her ailments 2 weeks prior to diagnosis. I would of taken that place for her, for her love of her children. ...I'm a path, I guess.. I feel, Ive seen, I hear, feel physical ailments and emotional grief. It was the most profound experience of my life. Not sure if this was pertaining to myself. Thought I'd share. Thank you , for your special gift! ♥️ I'm trying to figure what all that business was about the lady on that elephant, a guy named Tom and the lady that stood in the back I don't think they wanted me to acknowledge... I think these were my spirit guides, Jordan, Tom and Ellen... Meditated for the first time last week, and they jumped way ahead of the man's intro and showed me a vision and it ended when he was counting out of 5 to be back. Any whooo. Thank you See I have no clue who they were, what that was to mean, of anything, who to consult or am I delusional
Anna, thank you for sharing your story. I am not a medical professional, so I certainly cannot give you medical or psychological advice. It saddens me greatly to hear you have struggled with ending your life, and I am very glad you have chosen to stay here. I’m very sure you have a lot to give to those around you and to contribute to the world in general. However, I can share from personal experience, being an empath is not an easy path to walk, especially if you had a difficult childhood as you (we) did. I was blessed to have found a spiritual teacher 34 years ago that taught me the value of meditation, self examination and healing, and how to turn my abilities on and off. Being able to to do that is crucial to well being, otherwise you will become overwhelmed by what you pick up from other people, living and dead. So I recommend that you continue to meditate, it is a valuable tool to build inner strength as well as inner sensitivity. Of course, please find a good counselor, if you don’t already have one. But until you develop the ability to turn your sensitivity on and off, start every day with a protection ritual, there are many, some are more complex than others. But just a simple prayer in the morning can work, ask that you be protected and shielded from any negative or harmful energies as a you go through your day, and that you be in control of if and when you receive information from others. On another note, everyone has intuition. Some people’s intuition is more developed than others, but everyone has the ability to tune in and receive information. It can be a valuable resource to guide you through life. Meditation can help develop this further, but also help you build your inner strength which helps protect you as well as filter all of that incoming and overwhelming information that you may pick up. It is probable your experiences with your niece, and others, were very genuine. Don’t be afraid to feel and know things, just learn to turn it on and off at will so that it does not control you or blindside you. It’s a good thing to be “sensitive” and intuitive, but you need to be in control of it, or it can be too much to handle. Again, thantk you for sharing your story and for watching my video. I wish you many blessings!
I visited her in her house where she kept me as a child...Mom's friend.... My Dad was with me... Read her the Bible Psalms... She told me to get out!) We left Ty
Hi Doris, Spirit gives me visual pictures and impressions and when I did this video the two people appeared to be in their 40’s or 50’s. But they seemed to know each other for years so the time line could have certainly been for older people. Thank you for watching!
Yes I know what you mean by this I know the person dearly that you're say I was born with veil yes my mother never told me dearly I seen a lot of dead people my mom told me that I was younger that their no one their yes I feel different people emotional,how my mom told me when I had my first child I had C-section and I couldn't go upstairs because of my first time so I was sleeping downstairs and I thought she came downstairs to feed my daughter and I was sleeping heavy and someone else was next to my daughter and this woman said oh my goodness that's my beautiful granddaughter Sarah Lynn then my mom came into the living room with coffee and after that I Said Mom were you're downstairs by Sarah and I she said why tell me I said that a woman came to us and said my goodness that's a beautiful granddaughter Sarah Lynn I love you dearly god blessed youi told her that the woman had a very Sweetness voice she said oh that you're grandmother i still afraid of my gift dearly ,I am ashamed of myself years ago I try to take my life because I lost my love ones 2011 my son first born and then 2012 my mom 2013 then January 9th my aunt then November 14th 2013 my love of my life my children father then April 06 2015 my only sister , but I gotten helped with that I don't feel like that dearly any more really I move on though the Lost of my family members dearly so much really I have
Kim you have certainly endured a great deal of loss of loved ones, my heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing your story. I am glad you got help to deal with it all, that was smart and shows healthy self love. Please continue to heal! Thank you for watching my video and I wish you many blessings.
*I have been fatally depressed for the last two years. I DON'T believe in suicide. It's NOT an option. I have been under spiritual attack and spiritual warfare does indeed exist. Protect. Protect. Protect self... yes I am medium, intuitive and empathic. Yes I have been wanting to go back to my Heavenly home but God still has me here for my elder mother. So I live one day at a time. Nothing more, nothing less. I've been so lost recently not having a clue where I'm going at this point. I know that Queen of Pentacles, she is my new case manager that I have such an intense connection with. I'll be her master card reader, will read cards for her... wow I'm glad you gave this message. Thanks a trillion, much love and peace be with you. It was your name that attracted me since I'm a Scorpio ♏️ rising... God bless you for your gift!!! 💜💯*
LadyHavana I am so sad to hear all you have been, and are still going through. My heart goes out to you and I have said prayers for your uplifting and healing. Thank you for sharing your story and your kind comments. Knowing I help people in some small way encourages me to continue doing this. Thank you again and I wish you many blessings.
@@Scorpio1111 Thank you so very much sweetest soul! I wish you so very many blessings likewise! NEVER cease to shine your light!!! 💜
And you never cease shingling your light too!
@@Scorpio1111 😇
Please just trust yourself enough to deliver the messages you receive. I experienced the most painful anxiety just listening to you hesitate, pause and re explain yourself. Those who trust you will listen and be grateful. Your messages were undoubtedly true and accurate. Thank you so much.
Thank you Y Breeze for your comments and encouragement. I don’t often censor myself when I read. And I do not even edit my videos, they are what they are. But that particular image was too disturbing for me to share. I will only share that it involved doing unimaginable things to a baby. Not an image anyone wants in their minds. My struggle was genuine as I am dedicated to giving these messages as accurately and as truthfully as I can, but balancing that with not bringing bad energy in and leaving living people with an image they cannot forget. That would be bad karma for me, and simply not the kind and loving thing to do. I want to add good energy to the world, not negative. If I had been in a face to face reading with the family this reading was for, I would have delivered what I was seeing straight up, as horrible as it was. I very much appreciate your comments and take them to heart, and I appreciate you watching my videos. I wish you many blessings!
Hi, I feel like this reading was meant to get to me in some way. It popped up on my recommended randomly and I've never seen your channel before, I wasn't going to click on it but something kept telling me too and I'm sobbing listening to this, I can't express how much I resonate to this... I'd hate to "claim" this reading if it isn't mine but even if it isn't you still touched me deeply, 100% of it. I've struggled so much with this all my life and my guides keep telling me exactly what you did though reading tarot for myself. I just don't know how to go about this, where to start or anything like that and it's so overwhelming for me and I'm terrified of it. Sometimes I think something is wrong with me. Thank you so much for this, this meant a lot to me.
Dear Spiderling, I am so very sorry this sad story is yours, I know yours has been a very hard journey to walk and my heart goes out to you. Please believe me, nothing is wrong with you. You have been imprinted and damaged and wounded by others actions. That in no way makes you in the wrong or “bad”. I am speaking from my own personal experience and journey with a very abusive parent myself. Thankfully I had some very good counseling and support to help me along the way. It is important to be able to separate who you are…from what happened to you. Please find a good counselor, therapist or psychologist to help you and support you. It is a tough place to find yourself, but you ABSOLUTELY CAN get yourself out of it and heal. It doesn’t mean you will ever forget what you have been through. But it does mean you can move on and not let it affect your everyday life and relationships, etc. Please reach out and get some help, you will be glad you did. Thank you for watching my video and commenting and I wish you many blessings!
@@Scorpio1111 Aww thank you so much for the kind words! I'm so sorry you went through that too, it really does leave you broken. I've been meaning to get into therapy, it's just hard to make myself actually do it. Thank you so much again really.
@@Amelia34886 Do it Spiderling...you are worth it!
I think I've got the gist finally. And I would like to commend you for being who you are and who she the young lady was to you the fact that you can even speak at all is phenomenal just know that I know that she loved you to the ends of the Earth and I've always loved her
And I fully understand what woman you're talking about which kind of leads me to wonder where the hell actually came from but that's beside the point not worried about that just understand that I am 1,000% against everything that hurt those that I love and I think you know exactly what that means you might say Jason's back on the warpath but this time he's on a holy warpath you've known me long enough to know exactly what I'm saying
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Thank you so very much for helping me too
You are so very welcome. My heart is lifted knowing this has helped you. Thank you for watching and I wish you many blessings! 🙏
I know what you talking about you're so right on for this massage dearly yes I am very sensitive yes I don't know what to to with the gift I had from when I seen things from 4,5 years old people say that I am crazy that no one has gifts from being born I use to go screaming to my mom then my sister and she said oh you see them to I said yes she said come seat up on the bed they aren't going to hurt you now lay down go sleep I will protect you Kim I will never will allow anyone to
Yes, it can be very scary to have abilities as a child unless you have an understanding parent to guide you. Thank you for sharing your experience!
No my mother told me after I had my first child I thought she came down stairs to take care of her grandchildren but she said I just came downstairs because had C-section can't claim the stairs now was sleeping hard because they gave me pain pills and I her someone talking next to my baby saying oh look how beautiful my granddaughter Kim is and my great granddaughter Sarah how they knew her name I don't know I woke up after that happened
Tyvm
@@kimsyracuse2861 What a beautiful gift that was Kim. She was (and is) watching over you.
@@kimsyracuse2861 🙏
Dang.. I can't get into readings like this, ugh 😩
Well thanks for trying anyway. Are you are saying you can’t get a reading from these, meaning you can’t get your loved ones to speak through readings like these?
You’re so sweet and brave
Thank you! So grateful you appreciate my video. Many blessings to you!
My adoptive mom was always terrified I’d be a witch . I had write scripture verses for days when I was as young as even eight
I always have had gifts , but I was always afraid to develop it
Because my family is so religious
And they are the only people that know where I really come from. So if I make them mad , even though I’m an adult .
I don’t think they will ever tell me the truth.
Before I watched this video
I literally was saying make it stop ..
Wild
Kelly, thank you for sharing your story, it is sad to not know where you come from. But it is heartbreaking to not be able to be yourself and own your gifts 😞. I hope the video at least brought you a little comfort, and thank you for watching. I wish you many blessings.
@@Scorpio1111 you are a blessing . I know more than you realize how hard what you do is .. I admire and respect you and your gifts
Thank you bless you sending you light and success :)
@@Scorpio1111 it did , you do . Thank you thank you. You are living your truth, and that vibration will strengthen others vibrations :)
That are chickens like me ! Bwaaaaak! :)
Kelly, your comments are so encouraging and inspiring for me. I do have days when the "hard" of what I do gets the better of me. Thankfully, that isn't often. And I have to be vigilant with balancing my energy and keeping the vibes high. But it is what I signed up for. I feel that your journey with your abilities is a matter of timing...divine timing. Just keep being you and if you are meant to do this work, it will be a draw you cannot resist. Just ask Spirit to show you how, and bless those around you who do not understand or embrace what you do or who you are...they simply can't. We are all where we are individually on the Spiritual evolution ladder. We were once where they are now, and one day they will understand. Many blessings!
🥺I'm sorry, your feeling so much. My heart goes out to you.
Perfect title.Only that,with god blessings,not in complete depression.But,I need break fm karmic people around me.
Thank you for your comment. This was one of the toughest readings I have done. I am very glad to hear you are not in complete depression. I hope you can find balance in your life and I wish you many blessings.
I'm not sure about his past. I didn't want to know. I know, I have had years of trauma as a child. First 7 years. and lol you said call suicide hot line! Ok, funny not funny, but I was put on hold a couple years ago! Since '91 I've attempted 8 plus times... Yes, and my questions were why not?! Lol, My daughter lives with us, and I stay put because of her and her only. My niece passed in January, and she was literally (spiritually) (4.5 empath traits, claircognizants, clairaudience clairvoyance (not all that clearly, see them occasionally never anything constant..there has been time I heard clearly, it's sporadic these are occurrences that happen a few times a year) she disconnected from me two days prior to her passing. I couldn't get a medium to give me answers, I was in a panic. Kinda the same way she felt when she found out in Sept she had cancer. She left behind four children. Her anxiety, her fear, her pain, tiredness. I asked for them to take me instead! I felt all her ailments 2 weeks prior to diagnosis. I would of taken that place for her, for her love of her children.
...I'm a path, I guess.. I feel, Ive seen, I hear, feel physical ailments and emotional grief. It was the most profound experience of my life. Not sure if this was pertaining to myself. Thought I'd share.
Thank you , for your special gift! ♥️ I'm trying to figure what all that business was about the lady on that elephant, a guy named Tom and the lady that stood in the back I don't think they wanted me to acknowledge... I think these were my spirit guides, Jordan, Tom and Ellen... Meditated for the first time last week, and they jumped way ahead of the man's intro and showed me a vision and it ended when he was counting out of 5 to be back.
Any whooo.
Thank you
See I have no clue who they were, what that was to mean, of anything, who to consult or am I delusional
Anna, thank you for sharing your story. I am not a medical professional, so I certainly cannot give you medical or psychological advice. It saddens me greatly to hear you have struggled with ending your life, and I am very glad you have chosen to stay here. I’m very sure you have a lot to give to those around you and to contribute to the world in general. However, I can share from personal experience, being an empath is not an easy path to walk, especially if you had a difficult childhood as you (we) did. I was blessed to have found a spiritual teacher 34 years ago that taught me the value of meditation, self examination and healing, and how to turn my abilities on and off. Being able to to do that is crucial to well being, otherwise you will become overwhelmed by what you pick up from other people, living and dead. So I recommend that you continue to meditate, it is a valuable tool to build inner strength as well as inner sensitivity. Of course, please find a good counselor, if you don’t already have one.
But until you develop the ability to turn your sensitivity on and off, start every day with a protection ritual, there are many, some are more complex than others. But just a simple prayer in the morning can work, ask that you be protected and shielded from any negative or harmful energies as a you go through your day, and that you be in control of if and when you receive information from others.
On another note, everyone has intuition. Some people’s intuition is more developed than others, but everyone has the ability to tune in and receive information. It can be a valuable resource to guide you through life. Meditation can help develop this further, but also help you build your inner strength which helps protect you as well as filter all of that incoming and overwhelming information that you may pick up.
It is probable your experiences with your niece, and others, were very genuine. Don’t be afraid to feel and know things, just learn to turn it on and off at will so that it does not control you or blindside you. It’s a good thing to be “sensitive” and intuitive, but you need to be in control of it, or it can be too much to handle.
Again, thantk you for sharing your story and for watching my video. I wish you many blessings!
The evil mother smiles as she lies
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I visited her in her house where she kept me as a child...Mom's friend....
My Dad was with me...
Read her the Bible Psalms...
She told me to get out!)
We left
Ty
🥹😞 I am so sorry you went through this, my heart goes out to you.
@@Scorpio1111 it was all for Glory of God! I was there to. Close that cycle offer forgiveness and my father the Pastor was a witness!!!
@@Merkabah5JoyJoy-1212 Then I am glad you gave yourself that gift and closed that cycle. We forgive for ourselves, not always for others.
@@Scorpio1111 ty it's been rougher realizing all sorts of deeds after more so the moments themselves but grace and mercy!!!
@@Merkabah5JoyJoy-1212 Yes, grace and mercy indeed! 🙏♥️
Can you tell if this is for and older person or just young people
Hi Doris, Spirit gives me visual pictures and impressions and when I did this video the two people appeared to be in their 40’s or 50’s. But they seemed to know each other for years so the time line could have certainly been for older people. Thank you for watching!
This was heavy
Yes, it was a heavy reading for me to do. The energy was very thick and uncomfortable to say the least. I am sending you a big hug 🤗
Yea this not gonna work I can’t understand the reading is all over the place it’s a no for me
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Yes I know what you mean by this I know the person dearly that you're say I was born with veil yes my mother never told me dearly I seen a lot of dead people my mom told me that I was younger that their no one their yes I feel different people emotional,how my mom told me when I had my first child I had C-section and I couldn't go upstairs because of my first time so I was sleeping downstairs and I thought she came downstairs to feed my daughter and I was sleeping heavy and someone else was next to my daughter and this woman said oh my goodness that's my beautiful granddaughter Sarah Lynn then my mom came into the living room with coffee and after that I Said Mom were you're downstairs by Sarah and I she said why tell me I said that a woman came to us and said my goodness that's a beautiful granddaughter Sarah Lynn I love you dearly god blessed youi told her that the woman had a very Sweetness voice she said oh that you're grandmother i still afraid of my gift dearly ,I am ashamed of myself years ago I try to take my life because I lost my love ones 2011 my son first born and then 2012 my mom 2013 then January 9th my aunt then November 14th 2013 my love of my life my children father then April 06 2015 my only sister , but I gotten helped with that I don't feel like that dearly any more really I move on though the Lost of my family members dearly so much really I have
Kim you have certainly endured a great deal of loss of loved ones, my heart goes out to you. Thank you for sharing your story. I am glad you got help to deal with it all, that was smart and shows healthy self love. Please continue to heal! Thank you for watching my video and I wish you many blessings.
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Thank you 🙏