photos of me and my girlfriend

I am trying my very best to keep my girlfriend memory strong and alive weather were in person or not like I promised her sorry I have to reupload everything I went on TH-cam tonight noticing all my videos were gone I did not even delete them or anything I am very frustrated that I have to reupload everything tomorrow going to be a long day of re uploading I am so mad right now. Now I have to spend my day tomorrow remaking all my videos I had on my channel I did nor even delete the video I never had this happen before