we love you man. pls dont give up. stay strong for us and yourself. the title scared the shit outta me. Your videos are a bright spot in my generally dark days.
0:40 But do keep in mind, just because other people's problems are worse than yours, that doesn't mean your not deserving of help for your own problems.
As a random person, who found you're very first video. I deeply appreciate you're advices, even we don't see eye to eye on how to get the determination to continue living through the life. Since I'm atheist, i still respect it. And yeah honestly this is one of the video i watch where the creator freely talk about random stuffs with honest opinion and no sugarcoating. Which, make it more down to earth. So yeah and my favorite block is... cobblestone. Hope you have a good day.
100 reasons to live.) 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get a tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you as you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open-mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek) 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping on clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains. 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64. Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theatre. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. a feeling of being loved 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realising that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you love. 75. Spending the whole day in bed. 76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream. 77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky. 78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.) 79. Bonfires and smokes. 80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them. 81. Coming home to someone you love. 82. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer. 83. Sing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends. 84. Cuddling. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on New-Year Morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look at this moment in 10 years' time and realize you did it. PS: there are so many beautiful things to live. so live, and live, and live
1:49 Amen brother 🙏 there’s so much to live for. Whenever you’re feeling down, remember all the blessings and good things you have in life. Jesus, your family, your friends, all of it. Edit: my favorite block is the dirt block because come on who doesn’t love dirt blocks lol
@iaMapping not religious but i still love jesus but genuine question why not follow jesus he was the perfect human and if you would look up to anyone its great to look up to him hes awesome and can really help you not forcing you obv idc about heaven or hell i just want a real relationship and to be the best person i can be dont you want to as well love you bro stay happy and stay open minded it leads to happiness
I love you bro Jesus loves you bro keep hanging on in there remember Jesus is the same yesterday today and forever I love you a lot bro I had the same mindset a few years ago and I know you just need to vent and I hear you remember if you live for the world your going to be depressed suicidal have anxiety but if you live for Jesus you will find hope peace and love I love you bro god bless you brother! 🙏✝️❤️
I feel this. I failed my class willingly due to being lazy. I feel sort of just upset I took too many units and I thought it'd be possible. Honestly, I am just done being a failure.
I studied my ass off for an exam and I still failed it. That’s even worse than failing an exam due to being lazy. While there must simply be something wrong with me, I’m sure that if you had the time to study for the class, you would’ve done well.
@@dreamglow6343 there’s nothing wrong with you, man. Exams and test are pointless and show how you did it in the moment. It doesn’t mean that you’re stupid or that you don’t understand the topic if you fail a test. It just shows that you’re either not that good at studying (which is totally fine and a struggle that a lot of people have) or the test was very different or difficult to learn for.
Martin, you mention Jesus in most of your videos and even just doing that alone has contributed to changing my life since I struggle with temptation. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤
Remember: Job, Elijah, and Jonah all had suicidal (or suicide-adjacent) thoughts. With God, they recovered. Samson went through it. King Saul went through with it. Judas Iscariot went through with it. God weighs hearts, but He will always be there for you to give you comfort when you’re down. Even Solomon had cynical and depressing thoughts. “All is vanity under the sun.” Don’t even worry about it. Jesus is your friend and He will lift you up no matter how down bad you are. The righteous falls 7 times and gets right back up. Even if you fall 8, 10, 17, 900 times in a row, so long as you reach out and ask for help, you will receive it.
Yea I've been feeling this dreadful feeling about this world for the past year and a half. I actually thought I was going to be in the afterlife last year, but I'm still here. I guess I just realized I'll be gone one day no matter what, so might as well enjoy the most of this world before that happens.
Amen bro, i kinda felt like God put this video up yesterday but i couldn't really be bothered to watch it. But today my mental state was worse and then i remember this video in my head. I started watching this and felt the encouragement from God through you to keep going bro. I know this comment may sound goofy to some people but God put this video on my mind to watch it. Thanks for making this video bro, indeed Jesus does want us to keep pushing through these hard times. God bless you all who see this comment. (long comment lol)
i feel you man, i feel like an alien no matter who im with or where i am, im always singled out and left to rot, im a last resort "friend" and i honestly dont know what to do anymore i honestly have nobody and i feel helpless i love you man
God put you on this Earth for a purpose we can't take that for granted we take the small things for granted every day like waking up in the beautiful morning seen the sun rise walking running touching and feeling your eyes open your life is precious your soul is precious more than any other gem on this Earth all lives are precious even yours God bless you may God guide you
Man pleae dont give up . Remember there are many people who love you . If it wasn't for you i would still be under stress and anxiety. You helped me , i can say that your one of the creators who post on this platform and actually upload meaningful videos. May god bless you 🙏
I feel you man, I struggle with intrusive thoughts just as much as the next person and I’ve found that praying for peace and stillness and just asking the lord to handle your burdens (like anxiety and worry and the like) helps a lot.
As soon as you talked about Jesus, I knew I had to subscribe. Thanks for your videos bro, I'm sure you're helping a lot of people because you certainly helped me. I don't know what my favourite block is
im not really religious so i can't really hand over my problems to god or anything but besides the religious stuff some of these videos really help me out, keep doing what u do
This video has really helped me think more positively about life. I'm 20 and I work full time aswell and it definitely can be exhausting especially at McDonald's haha. But your exactly right we just gotta push through it all to make it to the ending 🖤
Existence is genuine misery I wouldn't wish existence on my worst enemy. I could never bring a kid into this shit dawg. Just waiting for this to be over ngl
I love your advices as well as your humor its just fun to see you talk about these topics with a Minecraft gampeplay on the back. I hope you get bigger bro! You deserve more people seing this type of videos.
i get what you mean. i found meaning in God and his plan for me, even if it sucks HARD sometimes. as a queer christian it took a lot to accept myself, his plan for me and how i fit in existence. but i have the will to live again, even through all the pain. have a good day, and best of luck with your allergy meds! honestly netherrack is underrated.
I agree with what you say, but I want you to know about how being queer (if queer meant homosexual) contradicts God (1st Corinthians 6:9/ “Do not be deceived: No sexually immoral people, idolaters, adulterers, or males who have sex with males”) No hate, keep walking the walk
At least 14,000 people are rooting for you. Helps to imagine that many people cheering for you in person as actual living beings rather than just numbers on a video.
I love how I can agree with everything u say but I don't believe in god so when u say 'leave it to god' I just mentally change it to 'leave it to the universe' and it fits perfectly with my own beliefs. This is how I know you're a real one. Thanks for this video man, keep em coming :))
I do like that you always ask us how our day was. It actually startles me and I need to think.. My day was mediocre. Above average. I finished a drawing and I’m really proud of it. School was okay. Nothing interesting happened. 2:58 honestly.. I feel the same way. Recently I’ve been trying to improve my life. I feel like I was doing a lot of self-hate, and I’m trying to stop that. But, it’s strange how easy it is to distract yourself? And how easy it is to pay attention to the negatives? Because, see I was an introvert and I did not understand why, for an introvert, I was incredibly lonely all day. I had no friends and this should’ve been find, but it wasn’t. I kind of realised why. I was essentially making myself focus on my loneliness. Thinking and talking to myself didn’t work as much because sometimes, I needed something stronger. I realised I was cutting off all sources of happiness for me. I loved reading but I never brought a book with me to school out of fear. I loved drawing but i never did it in the break. it felt sad, because in the break i would just sit there with nothing to do. essentially just picking at the grass. It feels too easy to distract myself. I feel like I’m simply suppressing the problem. I don’t know if there is a problem. I mean, maybe this is okay. Maybe it’s okay that I can distract myself. I don’t know. I’m not sure. I’m happy at least? 8:24 THISSSSSSS! OH HOW MUCH I LOVE JOURNALING MY THOUGHTS. Writing down my problems was an actual life saver for me. I learned so much about my fucked up mind.. how much I hate myself.. just in the way I speak. Asking myself why’s and trying to answer them.. god. It’s like solving a mystery.. but it’s your own mind that’s the mystery!
I was in a similar situation not so many weeks ago but what you're saying is point on man. Do NOT let the enemy win smh. There is gonna be a tomorrow, no matter what happens. I 100% agree man ✌
Hey man I’ve never seen any of your stuff but I just need to say thank you. I literally just got home from work having had a seriously shitty day. And that intro, just that first 60 seconds, really genuinely helped a lot. It felt nice to hear that on the first random TH-cam video I clicked on. Now I’ve never considered ending my life, but I’ve sure as hell had some pretty rough days like today. But that reminder that my worst days are somebody’s best days, that really meant a lot. Anyway, I’m only 1:15 into the video and I’ll watch the rest, but I just had to take a minute to thank you. Peace, brother ✌️❤ Edit: Just finished the video. And while I don’t necessarily agree on how to achieve that guidance and purpose, I do think it’s so important that people find their own way to feel valued and important. Because everybody is important no matter who you are. Anyway, thanks again man. Glad you have your way to guide you in your sense of purpose in life, and I hope everybody reading this does too. Also my favorite block has got to be the Nether reactor core (If you know you know. You never said it had to be a current block lol. It just looks so damn cool lmao)
I just found this channel and I know I am about to relate to you more than a lot of people I know, life has been shit for me with school and how I was kicked out of it from rumors from a girl that I used to be friends with and that almost made me take my own life and the worst part is no one would do anything even when I have people to back me up, I am glad you found something to keep you going and I hope I can find the same because every week is making me go lower and lower in life but things seem hopeful with me getting into space and planets.
Thank you for making this cause i've been feeling down latley and thinking about ending it all but you made me realise that i need to be more grateful and prove that it's not really that bad.
I'm not religious because I was raised on the extreme cult end of it but I really respect how your faith helps you. And the values you get from it like saying how it won't matter months or years in the future and that you can give your fears to god are good. Also movies are a good analogy. Would be interested in joining your discord! I don't see it in the description though
God made you for a reason so continue in your life he wakes you up everyday for a reason he is not done with you - to anyone reading this God loves you
0:23 i have lived both sides of your point. i lived with bugs and had to bath myself on nature without any soap or anything. had to sleep without a blanket and a bed while it's storming out and i feel our broken wood house shake, sometimes you have to be careful of the floor your walking on cause the wood might break. food was an issue, water was an issue, clothing was an issue, education was an issue and everything else was an issue. i was a child without anything but i feel like i wouldn't trade it to anything else. it made me who i am today and I'm proud that i got to experience that lifestyle and had to live it until i was able to fend for myself. it taught me multiple lessons subconsciously that really makes me appreciate considering how ungrateful some people are
My favorite block is the dirt path, also you should do videos in your other world. Also also, please don't end yourself, you have so much to live for, and so many people will miss you.
As someone who's only 16 and used to be depressed for 2 years, lemme tell you that you are the only one who can save you.. people like hamza gave me the tools but i built myself up
"you are the only one who can save you" is wrong. For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. - John 3:16
@@LearnH2L Both of you are wrong. Seek professional help from a therapist. That being said, believing in a god or wtvr is some massive cope which truly helps people, so if you're dumb enough to believe in god, go for it.
Yea I agree, in all honesty I don’t really want to live life right now but at the same time that doesn’t mean I want to end it. I lost the woman I knew I was going to marry cause of my own mistakes, not listening, and being so angry and frustrated with what I didn’t have instead of appreciating what I had. I was already at rock bottom then rightfully so she left and that was it the lowest point I’ve ever been. I can’t forgive myself cause she gave me chance after chance trying so hard to save me from myself and I shut her out. It’s been a little over 1.5 years and I still cant break free from the hatred I have for myself. I’ve been thru a few breakups before but this was different this was the woman I could clearly picture my future with. I even tried moving on about 1 year after with another great woman someone who deserves the best and I wanted something serious again with everything in me but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t feel anything like I was dead inside. I tried to be as honest and nice as I could ending things with her but I ended up hurting her pretty bad which she never deserved and I can’t do to anyone else. So now my life is work, gym, maybe a little video games with friends sometimes sleep and repeat. I don’t want to live right now I have nothing to look forward to and I am tormented every day knowing I had a once in a lifetime woman who loved me and was everything I needed to be happy and I threw it all away while self destructing. I would never EVER take my own life and punish everyone who still cares for me but in the moment I’m sleepwalking through the days cause I just need to numb the pain and get through. I don’t know when it will get better or if it will but after 1.5 years I’m in the same spot I was 2 weeks after I lost her. Tried distracting myself, picking up new hobbies, speaking to a therapist, sleeping with other women, getting into a new relationship and none of it ever made a difference. I won’t ever try and get her back because her friends have said she is much happier overall but she still talks about me and it’s still painful for her to talk about so if I re-enter her life I know I will cause her even more pain than I already have. Sorry this is long and it may not ever be read but if someone out there is going through something similar sometimes it is nice to read that other people are struggling with the same sort of situations and feelings
Thank you for making this video. Eased my mind a lot, have had a tricky time with mental health in regards to emotional health, thank you so much, hope your channel grows to spread this content
If you’re ever feeling unmotivated and have some time watch 8 mile it’s a classic ofc, Eminems upbringing and startup in Detroit opens your eyes up to how great you can become even if your life is so horrible up until a certain point, cheers bro good message
I haven't watched your last few videos, but this one concerned me a little. Glad to know that you're not actually gonna end it. Also, my favourite block is the barrier block because of how much it can be used for maps and servers. My least favourite block is the dried kelp block because it looks ugly in my opinion, and it's also so forgettable.
When I played minecraft with my friends I lovedting copper blocks rust to get the green nice color, also it is my first time actually commenting on any of your videos but I love these series because they help me relax and I can relate with what you say!
Oak planks is the goat man😂 Ive had a few really suicidal friends, and im glad to say no one i know has done it:) I try my best to just be there when they need me and i try to reach out to other friends/ fam without messing around too much and scaring them. Im so greatful that ie been through nothing bad enough to even make me think about suicide, like man the thing some people have to go through
Hey man, It's so amazing to see normal videos like this, with no over-the-top editing, getting a decent amount of views nowadays. I hate the fact that I have to edit so much in my videos just to receive very little views. But I guess I'm still motivated because I'm considering TH-cam as a part-time source of income while I do university. I'm in Year 12 atm and I'm pretty prepared for it. The only reason I edit my videos is I love making funny meme edits, and trying to make people happy through watching my videos and stuff. Otherwise, I would probably just be making down-to-earth videos like this, with some chill gameplay in the background and stuff. I'm glad that the old charm is coming back.
Don't give up brother! God still hasn't finished writing your story, keep going and trust in him. Put faith in him, the path might pain you but TRUST ME, JUST PUT FAITH IN GOD AND HE'LL WORK EVERYTHING OUT!
Thank you but I’ve been trying to get through it for like multiple years now, it’s not worth the fight, I’m not designed to live long but that’s fine honestly, I’ve enjoyed some parts of life and it never seems like I’d be leaving the world with any guilt if I left soon
I’ve had these thoughts pretty recently but I just know there’s no way for me to leave, I have too many people around me and I just have to keep going for them. Even if I don’t want to
Its not that you feel suicidal its that you dont want to live but you arent willing to actually do it, its that you dont care if your alive or dead, but you wont do it yourself
every video after the other's title progressively get's more depressing/darker istg
I feel bad for him man.
Ikr! Kinda made me worried
Fr
Fr he doesn’t seem that depressed honestly but the title makes it seem like he is, I wouldn’t worry about it that much.
Ive noticed that too
My heart skipped a beat while i read out the title. Thank god you're ok dude
As someone who often struggles, it’s so nice see people/communities that are comfortable talking about things like this.
we love you man. pls dont give up. stay strong for us and yourself. the title scared the shit outta me. Your videos are a bright spot in my generally dark days.
0:40 But do keep in mind, just because other people's problems are worse than yours, that doesn't mean your not deserving of help for your own problems.
Dude u have so much to live for. Even when u feel like u don't
Yeah but it’s been a while since I’ve been genuinely happy
@@linkfunduck3367 make some goals, it doesnt need to be big but it will help get you motivated and some value in life
But if u unalive u will lose the memories of being happy and u would even lose the chances of future happiness
@@loui2bolus265 I’d rather experience nothing then Experience sadness with a rare chance of happiness
@@loui2bolus265 this is…the catch 22…interesting, you made me think some things over yk :)
As a random person, who found you're very first video. I deeply appreciate you're advices, even we don't see eye to eye on how to get the determination to continue living through the life. Since I'm atheist, i still respect it. And yeah honestly this is one of the video i watch where the creator freely talk about random stuffs with honest opinion and no sugarcoating. Which, make it more down to earth. So yeah and my favorite block is... cobblestone. Hope you have a good day.
100 reasons to live.)
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get a tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you as you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open-mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek)
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping on clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains.
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64. Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theatre.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. a feeling of being loved
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realising that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you love.
75. Spending the whole day in bed.
76. Eating a whole pint of your favorite ice cream.
77. Floating in water on your back and just staring up at the sky.
78. First dates (even the bad ones make for funny stories.)
79. Bonfires and smokes.
80. Relationships where you love someone but aren’t in love with them.
81. Coming home to someone you love.
82. The color of autumn leaves when they change. Summer.
83. Sing songs at the top of your lungs with your friends.
84. Cuddling.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on New-Year Morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look at this moment in 10 years' time and realize you did it.
PS: there are so many beautiful things to live. so live, and live, and live
Fuck the number one reason.
And fuck you for embracing it.
@@jxxxxx44 What did your parents ever do besides live and support you but I don’t know if something serious happens though
To become your true self.
*Trampolines*
4:00 exactly, life's hard but everyones here for a reason so stay strong
1:49 Amen brother 🙏 there’s so much to live for. Whenever you’re feeling down, remember all the blessings and good things you have in life. Jesus, your family, your friends, all of it.
Edit: my favorite block is the dirt block because come on who doesn’t love dirt blocks lol
Agree 👍
amen brother!
my favorite block is diorite
people hate it but its a very good block
Amen 🙏🏾❤️‼️
@@Enteropy23 I, as a diorite hater, respect your adoration of diorite
How is Jesus a blessing in my life when I’m bisexual lol
Even though I am an Atheist, I still really love your videos and they are super useful for me, you are just such a chill guy and you are so genuine.
im an athiest too but his videos are really helpful and i think some ppl really need to see them
can i ask why your athiest
@@zombieloke cause I am. Can I ask why you are Christian? Pretty stupid question.
@@zombieloke why are you Religious?
@iaMapping not religious but i still love jesus but genuine question why not follow jesus he was the perfect human and if you would look up to anyone its great to look up to him hes awesome and can really help you not forcing you obv idc about heaven or hell i just want a real relationship and to be the best person i can be dont you want to as well love you bro stay happy and stay open minded it leads to happiness
Amen Glory be to Jesus Christ
Yeshua was a rabbi who recited the torah in synagogues
He recited a lot more than just the Torah. The Torah is only the first 5 books of the Jewish Canon.@@AlexanderJH
That title is extremely relatable
I love you bro Jesus loves you bro keep hanging on in there remember Jesus is the same yesterday today and forever I love you a lot bro I had the same mindset a few years ago and I know you just need to vent and I hear you remember if you live for the world your going to be depressed suicidal have anxiety but if you live for Jesus you will find hope peace and love I love you bro god bless you brother! 🙏✝️❤️
I feel this. I failed my class willingly due to being lazy. I feel sort of just upset I took too many units and I thought it'd be possible. Honestly, I am just done being a failure.
It sucks that you failed your class, but that doesn’t mean that you’re a failure man.
Failing a class don’t make you a failure in real life ❤
I studied my ass off for an exam and I still failed it. That’s even worse than failing an exam due to being lazy.
While there must simply be something wrong with me, I’m sure that if you had the time to study for the class, you would’ve done well.
@@dreamglow6343 there’s nothing wrong with you, man. Exams and test are pointless and show how you did it in the moment. It doesn’t mean that you’re stupid or that you don’t understand the topic if you fail a test. It just shows that you’re either not that good at studying (which is totally fine and a struggle that a lot of people have) or the test was very different or difficult to learn for.
brick blocks are still the best. they used to be a flex because of how rare clay was in alpha/beta
I’ll be praying for you man. God bless, take care.
Dude I couldn‘t feel you more now. I just lost all my phones data with photos, WA chats where I had a lot of information and stuff
I feel you bro. Working in 2024 is like being a slave. Just keep your friends and go out more often 💯
Social anxiety fucking sucks lol
Martin, you mention Jesus in most of your videos and even just doing that alone has contributed to changing my life since I struggle with temptation. Thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤
Remember: Job, Elijah, and Jonah all had suicidal (or suicide-adjacent) thoughts. With God, they recovered. Samson went through it. King Saul went through with it. Judas Iscariot went through with it.
God weighs hearts, but He will always be there for you to give you comfort when you’re down. Even Solomon had cynical and depressing thoughts. “All is vanity under the sun.”
Don’t even worry about it. Jesus is your friend and He will lift you up no matter how down bad you are. The righteous falls 7 times and gets right back up. Even if you fall 8, 10, 17, 900 times in a row, so long as you reach out and ask for help, you will receive it.
Yea I've been feeling this dreadful feeling about this world for the past year and a half. I actually thought I was going to be in the afterlife last year, but I'm still here. I guess I just realized I'll be gone one day no matter what, so might as well enjoy the most of this world before that happens.
God bless you brother, may He work in your life and fill you with joy, peace and true happiness
Jesus is king amen
Amen bro, i kinda felt like God put this video up yesterday but i couldn't really be bothered to watch it. But today my mental state was worse and then i remember this video in my head. I started watching this and felt the encouragement from God through you to keep going bro. I know this comment may sound goofy to some people but God put this video on my mind to watch it. Thanks for making this video bro, indeed Jesus does want us to keep pushing through these hard times. God bless you all who see this comment.
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Amen brother, Amen
i feel you man, i feel like an alien no matter who im with or where i am, im always singled out and left to rot, im a last resort "friend" and i honestly dont know what to do anymore i honestly have nobody and i feel helpless i love you man
Very real man, but keep pushing because you can do it
bro keep your head up! love you man we are all here for you ❤❤
God put you on this Earth for a purpose we can't take that for granted we take the small things for granted every day like waking up in the beautiful morning seen the sun rise walking running touching and feeling your eyes open your life is precious your soul is precious more than any other gem on this Earth all lives are precious even yours God bless you may God guide you
You got this! Never give up fighting! 💪
yoo thank you so much bro you don’t gotta send money that I really appreciate that bro!
The personal world looks sick 💯🔥🔥🔥
If you’re life didn’t have worth, then me, and so many others wouldn’t be writing their comments supporting every video. Love you man. Keep it up.
Man pleae dont give up . Remember there are many people who love you . If it wasn't for you i would still be under stress and anxiety. You helped me , i can say that your one of the creators who post on this platform and actually upload meaningful videos. May god bless you 🙏
I feel you man, I struggle with intrusive thoughts just as much as the next person and I’ve found that praying for peace and stillness and just asking the lord to handle your burdens (like anxiety and worry and the like) helps a lot.
Thank you for not being afraid to talk about your faith!
As a Middle Eastern i died when you said waking up in a tent, nobody lives in a tent here 💀
I hpnestly thought he was trying to refer to Palestine but them just changed it??
there are definitely people who live in tents there
bro you cant be saying that stuff in the title like, youre actually just so wholesome and genuine and straight up inspiring
I love your content and how authentic you are. Its genueinly so motivating and it feels like you're just a friend who wants to support me. Thank you
As soon as you talked about Jesus, I knew I had to subscribe. Thanks for your videos bro, I'm sure you're helping a lot of people because you certainly helped me.
I don't know what my favourite block is
im not really religious so i can't really hand over my problems to god or anything but besides the religious stuff some of these videos really help me out, keep doing what u do
This video has really helped me think more positively about life. I'm 20 and I work full time aswell and it definitely can be exhausting especially at McDonald's haha. But your exactly right we just gotta push through it all to make it to the ending 🖤
Existence is genuine misery I wouldn't wish existence on my worst enemy. I could never bring a kid into this shit dawg. Just waiting for this to be over ngl
Before an amazing breakthrough the most challenging part hits you that’s a sign your almost there.
Awesome to see a minecraft creator talking about God and Jesus. God bless you, and thank you for sharing your story
You dont want to stop living you want something evil inside you to stop living. Trust me bro every day gets better, Amen 🙏
"He'll take your mess and turn it into a message"
Martin out here accidentally being poetic
Thanks you. I was crying the past few days alot and wanted to end it but your videos help me alot to not feel alone
I love your advices as well as your humor its just fun to see you talk about these topics with a Minecraft gampeplay on the back. I hope you get bigger bro! You deserve more people seing this type of videos.
i get what you mean. i found meaning in God and his plan for me, even if it sucks HARD sometimes. as a queer christian it took a lot to accept myself, his plan for me and how i fit in existence. but i have the will to live again, even through all the pain. have a good day, and best of luck with your allergy meds! honestly netherrack is underrated.
I agree with what you say, but I want you to know about how being queer (if queer meant homosexual) contradicts God (1st Corinthians 6:9/ “Do not be deceived: No sexually immoral people, idolaters, adulterers, or males who have sex with males”)
No hate, keep walking the walk
At least 14,000 people are rooting for you. Helps to imagine that many people cheering for you in person as actual living beings rather than just numbers on a video.
I love how I can agree with everything u say but I don't believe in god so when u say 'leave it to god' I just mentally change it to 'leave it to the universe' and it fits perfectly with my own beliefs. This is how I know you're a real one. Thanks for this video man, keep em coming :))
I do like that you always ask us how our day was. It actually startles me and I need to think..
My day was mediocre. Above average. I finished a drawing and I’m really proud of it. School was okay. Nothing interesting happened.
2:58 honestly.. I feel the same way. Recently I’ve been trying to improve my life. I feel like I was doing a lot of self-hate, and I’m trying to stop that. But, it’s strange how easy it is to distract yourself? And how easy it is to pay attention to the negatives? Because, see I was an introvert and I did not understand why, for an introvert, I was incredibly lonely all day. I had no friends and this should’ve been find, but it wasn’t.
I kind of realised why. I was essentially making myself focus on my loneliness. Thinking and talking to myself didn’t work as much because sometimes, I needed something stronger. I realised I was cutting off all sources of happiness for me. I loved reading but I never brought a book with me to school out of fear. I loved drawing but i never did it in the break. it felt sad, because in the break i would just sit there with nothing to do. essentially just picking at the grass.
It feels too easy to distract myself. I feel like I’m simply suppressing the problem. I don’t know if there is a problem. I mean, maybe this is okay. Maybe it’s okay that I can distract myself. I don’t know. I’m not sure. I’m happy at least?
8:24 THISSSSSSS! OH HOW MUCH I LOVE JOURNALING MY THOUGHTS.
Writing down my problems was an actual life saver for me. I learned so much about my fucked up mind.. how much I hate myself.. just in the way I speak. Asking myself why’s and trying to answer them.. god. It’s like solving a mystery.. but it’s your own mind that’s the mystery!
im glad that there are many channels going for this type of personal commentary
The beginning is so true!!! We should be way more grateful for the things we have.
I was in a similar situation not so many weeks ago but what you're saying is point on man. Do NOT let the enemy win smh. There is gonna be a tomorrow, no matter what happens. I 100% agree man ✌
Keep ya head up bro. I love your content your killing it bro.
love these videos because they feel like one to one chats
and tbf, my favourite block has gotta be spruce logs
Hope you get better
jesus loves you
Brother I pray you mature in the Lord Christ changed my life fast I pray he does the same for you brother.
Hey man I’ve never seen any of your stuff but I just need to say thank you. I literally just got home from work having had a seriously shitty day. And that intro, just that first 60 seconds, really genuinely helped a lot. It felt nice to hear that on the first random TH-cam video I clicked on. Now I’ve never considered ending my life, but I’ve sure as hell had some pretty rough days like today. But that reminder that my worst days are somebody’s best days, that really meant a lot. Anyway, I’m only 1:15 into the video and I’ll watch the rest, but I just had to take a minute to thank you. Peace, brother ✌️❤
Edit: Just finished the video. And while I don’t necessarily agree on how to achieve that guidance and purpose, I do think it’s so important that people find their own way to feel valued and important. Because everybody is important no matter who you are. Anyway, thanks again man. Glad you have your way to guide you in your sense of purpose in life, and I hope everybody reading this does too. Also my favorite block has got to be the Nether reactor core (If you know you know. You never said it had to be a current block lol. It just looks so damn cool lmao)
I just found this channel and I know I am about to relate to you more than a lot of people I know, life has been shit for me with school and how I was kicked out of it from rumors from a girl that I used to be friends with and that almost made me take my own life and the worst part is no one would do anything even when I have people to back me up, I am glad you found something to keep you going and I hope I can find the same because every week is making me go lower and lower in life but things seem hopeful with me getting into space and planets.
You ain’t dying on my watch g
Thank you for making this cause i've been feeling down latley and thinking about ending it all but you made me realise that i need to be more grateful and prove that it's not really that bad.
dude you got it. your point about giving it all up to god is so real. We are all just walking the path he meant for us to follow.
I'm not religious because I was raised on the extreme cult end of it but I really respect how your faith helps you. And the values you get from it like saying how it won't matter months or years in the future and that you can give your fears to god are good. Also movies are a good analogy. Would be interested in joining your discord! I don't see it in the description though
God made you for a reason so continue in your life he wakes you up everyday for a reason he is not done with you - to anyone reading this God loves you
0:23 i have lived both sides of your point. i lived with bugs and had to bath myself on nature without any soap or anything. had to sleep without a blanket and a bed while it's storming out and i feel our broken wood house shake, sometimes you have to be careful of the floor your walking on cause the wood might break. food was an issue, water was an issue, clothing was an issue, education was an issue and everything else was an issue. i was a child without anything but i feel like i wouldn't trade it to anything else. it made me who i am today and I'm proud that i got to experience that lifestyle and had to live it until i was able to fend for myself. it taught me multiple lessons subconsciously that really makes me appreciate considering how ungrateful some people are
I really appreciate these advices! My favourite block is probably a beacon hahaha
My favorite block is the dirt path, also you should do videos in your other world. Also also, please don't end yourself, you have so much to live for, and so many people will miss you.
Just don't stop. All I can say.
Love ya brotha.
I hope you feel better man. I feel you.
As someone who's only 16 and used to be depressed for 2 years, lemme tell you that you are the only one who can save you.. people like hamza gave me the tools but i built myself up
"you are the only one who can save you" is wrong.
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. - John 3:16
@@LearnH2L Both of you are wrong. Seek professional help from a therapist. That being said, believing in a god or wtvr is some massive cope which truly helps people, so if you're dumb enough to believe in god, go for it.
I definitely understand appreciating life while also being depressed.
Sorry if this is alot of comments (I’m commenting as I’m watching)
Yea I agree, in all honesty I don’t really want to live life right now but at the same time that doesn’t mean I want to end it. I lost the woman I knew I was going to marry cause of my own mistakes, not listening, and being so angry and frustrated with what I didn’t have instead of appreciating what I had. I was already at rock bottom then rightfully so she left and that was it the lowest point I’ve ever been. I can’t forgive myself cause she gave me chance after chance trying so hard to save me from myself and I shut her out.
It’s been a little over 1.5 years and I still cant break free from the hatred I have for myself. I’ve been thru a few breakups before but this was different this was the woman I could clearly picture my future with. I even tried moving on about 1 year after with another great woman someone who deserves the best and I wanted something serious again with everything in me but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t feel anything like I was dead inside. I tried to be as honest and nice as I could ending things with her but I ended up hurting her pretty bad which she never deserved and I can’t do to anyone else.
So now my life is work, gym, maybe a little video games with friends sometimes sleep and repeat. I don’t want to live right now I have nothing to look forward to and I am tormented every day knowing I had a once in a lifetime woman who loved me and was everything I needed to be happy and I threw it all away while self destructing.
I would never EVER take my own life and punish everyone who still cares for me but in the moment I’m sleepwalking through the days cause I just need to numb the pain and get through. I don’t know when it will get better or if it will but after 1.5 years I’m in the same spot I was 2 weeks after I lost her. Tried distracting myself, picking up new hobbies, speaking to a therapist, sleeping with other women, getting into a new relationship and none of it ever made a difference. I won’t ever try and get her back because her friends have said she is much happier overall but she still talks about me and it’s still painful for her to talk about so if I re-enter her life I know I will cause her even more pain than I already have. Sorry this is long and it may not ever be read but if someone out there is going through something similar sometimes it is nice to read that other people are struggling with the same sort of situations and feelings
Thank you for making this video. Eased my mind a lot, have had a tricky time with mental health in regards to emotional health, thank you so much, hope your channel grows to spread this content
im christian too, and ive felt the same before. youre not alone
You are a a great person! May god bless and lead you on the right path!
you sound like a very kind and mature person, i really wish you the best in life.
Also my favorite block would probably be glowstone, it makes such a satisfying sound lol
I really enjoy the waxed exposed cut copper stair block.
If you’re ever feeling unmotivated and have some time watch 8 mile it’s a classic ofc, Eminems upbringing and startup in Detroit opens your eyes up to how great you can become even if your life is so horrible up until a certain point, cheers bro good message
bro, i hope your doing good you just saying all these good things just to make people feel better, is amazing bro and dope world
I haven't watched your last few videos, but this one concerned me a little. Glad to know that you're not actually gonna end it.
Also, my favourite block is the barrier block because of how much it can be used for maps and servers. My least favourite block is the dried kelp block because it looks ugly in my opinion, and it's also so forgettable.
When I played minecraft with my friends I lovedting copper blocks rust to get the green nice color, also it is my first time actually commenting on any of your videos but I love these series because they help me relax and I can relate with what you say!
Oak planks is the goat man😂
Ive had a few really suicidal friends, and im glad to say no one i know has done it:) I try my best to just be there when they need me and i try to reach out to other friends/ fam without messing around too much and scaring them. Im so greatful that ie been through nothing bad enough to even make me think about suicide, like man the thing some people have to go through
Don't you dare bro we need you please!! Stay❤❤
Hey man, It's so amazing to see normal videos like this, with no over-the-top editing, getting a decent amount of views nowadays. I hate the fact that I have to edit so much in my videos just to receive very little views. But I guess I'm still motivated because I'm considering TH-cam as a part-time source of income while I do university. I'm in Year 12 atm and I'm pretty prepared for it. The only reason I edit my videos is I love making funny meme edits, and trying to make people happy through watching my videos and stuff. Otherwise, I would probably just be making down-to-earth videos like this, with some chill gameplay in the background and stuff. I'm glad that the old charm is coming back.
“To live is to suffer; to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering.”-Nietzsche
Don't give up brother! God still hasn't finished writing your story, keep going and trust in him. Put faith in him, the path might pain you but TRUST ME, JUST PUT FAITH IN GOD AND HE'LL WORK EVERYTHING OUT!
The way I look at it, the second you forget about trying to live, is when you live
As someone who failed their chemistry exam today, I feel you
Trying bro, attempted last year. I tell people I am fine and fully recovered, yet I am struggling the same way. Still difficult. Losing it
its funny how when he found the iron golems his main channel voice came on
i just found you and i really like your content. it's genuine. i love oak planks, i can do many things with them!
Thank you but I’ve been trying to get through it for like multiple years now, it’s not worth the fight, I’m not designed to live long but that’s fine honestly, I’ve enjoyed some parts of life and it never seems like I’d be leaving the world with any guilt if I left soon
Hi ive been watching your videoes for a bit now and I really love how passionate and kind you are and my favorite block is dark oak plank
True... pls dont change like other youtubers that got popular 😞. I was here since day 1 and youre good as you are. 🗿^^
I’ve had these thoughts pretty recently but I just know there’s no way for me to leave, I have too many people around me and I just have to keep going for them. Even if I don’t want to
Your one of the few honest and true TH-camrs you don’t put on a persona when you make videos you have a lot to live for hope you have a good day
Its not that you feel suicidal its that you dont want to live but you arent willing to actually do it, its that you dont care if your alive or dead, but you wont do it yourself
The title threw me, I hope you’re okay dude stay strong
also you forgot to link the discord but have a good day bro and take care!