When I was evacuated from my house due to a fire in the area, I actually felt so much relief downsizing to a car's worth of belongings. What a disappointment to come home to a full house of accrued stuff and things, lol. I had no idea I would feel that way. For me, there's the freedom of the adventure of the unknown vs the fear of not knowing what is going to happen. Thanks for the chat!
@christinejandreau58 A couple of years ago, I went off to live in a woodland in my van, just me, van and woods for a year and a half. I still had my house. Just went to find some answers. Every night, I would just sit in the woods meditate self enquir stair at the stars. Watch the trees move, even in -10 degrees. I would just sit. It was the best time of my life. Then I went home. I couldn't stand to sit in a front room with a TV on a comfortable couch central heating. I got so fed up with the numbness of luxury material that I took my little camping chair outside, and I still do this every evening. 🙏
@ I love a good vision quest, thanks for sharing 🙂. And sitting in nature with a fire in the ground watching the fires in the sky make me feel like a part of the constellation 🥰.
Thank you! Your spoken thoughts got me to stop my current fleeing (from shame) with more and more content. It was even hard for me to sit through the video and properly listen and think about your words. Now I will go for a evening walk and meditate after. Greetings from Germany
Makes sense regarding shame. At some point on our journey it seems we have to embrace doing nothing more about ourselves and be in that moment and the next and the next, etc.
@@Paul-Pixton Hey man, i hope you're doing great. I was on psychedelics when i watched your video and it was resonating so well. The real problem arises when i'm sober. I'm unable to lift out of ego and actually hear what you are saying. Is it possible to get rid of ego without using psychedelics? I feel like moving out of ego would be the first step to integrate what i realised on psychedelics. Sometimes i do catch myself and snap out of my thoughts but is there any way to stay at that state where i can just watch them and allow myself to simply be! thank you very much
@bhveshk hi, I'm good, thanks. Yes, it is possible it is more possible. I'm not a fan of saying that psychedelic can lead you to that place, but just give you a temporary taste. All ego is is the attachment to thoughts so all you have to do is change the attachment from thought to self you can start this by meditation practice attaching to awareness as you keep practicing this your better able to keep your focus and concentration on awareness then your attachment onto thoughts becomes weaker. But this takes practice and can take a few months before noticing any real difference. 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton I have started practicing it. I should start watching your videos from the very first one! and keep practicing! I get it that nobody is more consciousness than other person and there are no actual levels it's just some people believe that it is a whole process but i believe it's instant as for me it comes & goes. Thank youu so much!
All of my videos was from start to now of my journey, so I've not gotten it all right in my earlier videos, but it's probably good for the experience of watching how it charged me. There's no levels of awareness. We are all already that. Just different strengths of attachment to thoughts (ego). I can not stress how beneficial meditation is to do this. The more you meditate, the better. You will find it hard at first, but just keep trying. 🙏
Yes, this is true. Perhaps I can change the word nothing to "no thing." Or no individual thing. We like power the power to make our individual reality. The illusion of a self. As narcasuss fell for the illusion of self. Which is just the attachment to thought. Take care 🙏
@JogMaher Thanks. How are you doing on your journey at the moment. I'm only asking to see if I can offer you any more. If you want to have a talk we can arrange that. 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton I’m curious to know more about non duality but is that me just chasing another answer? I hadn’t heard the term a fortnight ago. I have been trying to maintain keeping it simple. The walking meditation seems to have had a profound impact on me. I do enjoy learning but I absolutely take your point about seeking as I have been guilty of that so many times. It’s such a fine line to tread. There have been some amazing moments of clarity and I’m very grateful about that 🙏
If you would like to have a chat I would like to arrange that. I'm not sure where you are from or if you speak English I'm Guessing you do based on your well written messages. 🙏
We either believe the narrative of thoughts or we don't, it is exactly as simple as that. If we believe that we are on a path to become more one with consciousness, then it's just another belief. It is a false sense of self believing words and concepts that make up a story. What are you without a story? Stop this crazy seeking, seeking is the duality. Believing that this has to be different than it is for it to be OK is duality, is suffering, is seeking. Seeking can end, just don't seek.
it make me smile how he put up his hand in the beginning... soooo relaxed 😄
When I was evacuated from my house due to a fire in the area, I actually felt so much relief downsizing to a car's worth of belongings. What a disappointment to come home to a full house of accrued stuff and things, lol. I had no idea I would feel that way. For me, there's the freedom of the adventure of the unknown vs the fear of not knowing what is going to happen.
Thanks for the chat!
@christinejandreau58 A couple of years ago, I went off to live in a woodland in my van, just me, van and woods for a year and a half. I still had my house. Just went to find some answers. Every night, I would just sit in the woods meditate self enquir stair at the stars. Watch the trees move, even in -10 degrees. I would just sit. It was the best time of my life. Then I went home. I couldn't stand to sit in a front room with a TV on a comfortable couch central heating. I got so fed up with the numbness of luxury material that I took my little camping chair outside, and I still do this every evening. 🙏
@ I love a good vision quest, thanks for sharing 🙂. And sitting in nature with a fire in the ground watching the fires in the sky make me feel like a part of the constellation 🥰.
@christinejandreau58 Thank you. You take care. ❤️
Lovely to sit and listen to you. I'm from the North West of England and it's rare to hear someone with a familiar accent talking about this.
@@TheDeadofNightAmbience thanks for your kind words. I'm from near Blackpool. 🙏
Thank you! Your spoken thoughts got me to stop my current fleeing (from shame) with more and more content. It was even hard for me to sit through the video and properly listen and think about your words. Now I will go for a evening walk and meditate after. Greetings from Germany
Thank you. Enjoy your evening walk and keep up the meditation. All the best from the uk. 🙏🙏
I stumbled upon this video by accident and it caught me in the right moment. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world!
Thank you. Take care🙏
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Makes sense regarding shame. At some point on our journey it seems we have to embrace doing nothing more about ourselves and be in that moment and the next and the next, etc.
Mannn this is so good i love youuii soo muchhhh
@@bhveshgautam Thanks. Love you too. Take care 🙏.
@@Paul-Pixton Hey man, i hope you're doing great. I was on psychedelics when i watched your video and it was resonating so well. The real problem arises when i'm sober. I'm unable to lift out of ego and actually hear what you are saying. Is it possible to get rid of ego without using psychedelics? I feel like moving out of ego would be the first step to integrate what i realised on psychedelics. Sometimes i do catch myself and snap out of my thoughts but is there any way to stay at that state where i can just watch them and allow myself to simply be! thank you very much
@bhveshk hi, I'm good, thanks. Yes, it is possible it is more possible. I'm not a fan of saying that psychedelic can lead you to that place, but just give you a temporary taste. All ego is is the attachment to thoughts so all you have to do is change the attachment from thought to self you can start this by meditation practice attaching to awareness as you keep practicing this your better able to keep your focus and concentration on awareness then your attachment onto thoughts becomes weaker. But this takes practice and can take a few months before noticing any real difference. 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton I have started practicing it. I should start watching your videos from the very first one! and keep practicing! I get it that nobody is more consciousness than other person and there are no actual levels it's just some people believe that it is a whole process but i believe it's instant as for me it comes & goes. Thank youu so much!
All of my videos was from start to now of my journey, so I've not gotten it all right in my earlier videos, but it's probably good for the experience of watching how it charged me. There's no levels of awareness. We are all already that. Just different strengths of attachment to thoughts (ego). I can not stress how beneficial meditation is to do this. The more you meditate, the better. You will find it hard at first, but just keep trying. 🙏
Thank you for a great video, keep it up! Greetings from Norway
Thanks for your kind words 🙏.
Most are afraid of what's inside, it's difficult when the realization comes that it's Nothing.
Yes, this is true. Perhaps I can change the word nothing to "no thing." Or no individual thing. We like power the power to make our individual reality. The illusion of a self. As narcasuss fell for the illusion of self. Which is just the attachment to thought. Take care 🙏
Wonderful stuff. Thank you Paul 🙏
@JogMaher Thanks. How are you doing on your journey at the moment. I'm only asking to see if I can offer you any more. If you want to have a talk we can arrange that. 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton I’m curious to know more about non duality but is that me just chasing another answer? I hadn’t heard the term a fortnight ago. I have been trying to maintain keeping it simple. The walking meditation seems to have had a profound impact on me. I do enjoy learning but I absolutely take your point about seeking as I have been guilty of that so many times. It’s such a fine line to tread. There have been some amazing moments of clarity and I’m very grateful about that 🙏
If you would like to have a chat I would like to arrange that. I'm not sure where you are from or if you speak English I'm Guessing you do based on your well written messages. 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton shall I send you my email? I thought I had but maybe that’s not do-able on TH-cam. 🙏
@@JogMaher my email is paulpixton79@gmail.com.
Beautiful. This video is a masterpiece of peace on the internet for me
Thank you for your lovely words. 🙏
The Ego has not innate energy in of its own.
Man cannot discern the difference between External nor internal, from truth nor Falsehood.
Hi Paul, lovely to hear your sharings here. May I ask who your teacher is, that you mention in this video? Thanks! x
My teacher is called Cloudiu, but he keeps himself to himself. He's not well known. Take care 🙏
@@Paul-Pixton Thanks Paul, I appreciate you replying and sharing. It is a delight to meet you here today. 🙏
@aquietgarden thank you 🙏
Inside and outside are simultaneously the exact same thing, both mutually arsing one might say.
We either believe the narrative of thoughts or we don't, it is exactly as simple as that. If we believe that we are on a path to become more one with consciousness, then it's just another belief. It is a false sense of self believing words and concepts that make up a story. What are you without a story? Stop this crazy seeking, seeking is the duality. Believing that this has to be different than it is for it to be OK is duality, is suffering, is seeking. Seeking can end, just don't seek.
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