What if everything you have been taught and told is a lie? Howdie Mickoski Interview
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- "What if everything you have been taught and told is a lie?” Interview with Howdie Mickoski.
This video is a repost of a previous video to good to miss and well worth another view.
Howdie Mickoski is the author of numerous books such as Exit the Cave, Falling For Truth, The Power of Then and Exposing the Expositions. Beginning his life as an athlete and coach, but following a period of trauma, depression and loss Howdie began to study the ancient world. This led to the study of Zen, Native Indian Medicine, Alchemy, Gnosticism and comparative religions. He had a personal death experience at the age of 36 that that revealed the false covering of oneself, and of reality
Howdies Books:
Falling For Truth
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Exit the Cave
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Exposing the Expositions
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Hockey's Origin Unmasked
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I found out everything I’d been taught was a lie a few years ago, that’s when you know you’re awake.
That's quite a leap. I think there are many different lies.
@@IanPritchard I’ve spent years going down every rabbit hole, nothing I was taught was correct. It’s a bitter pill to swallow and for some people it’s too scary to cope with, it’s like coping with a death.
@@paulmc6940 couldn't agree more. There's a grieving process to go through when we realise that the powerful will do everything to keep their power and control.
Ownness is the limit of other people's power, and where the resistance to their power begins. Ownness is active, involving a struggle against unwanted constraints.
- "Stirnerism"
Being red or black pilled is a painful transition, but a necessity to defeat this evil grip over humanity.
Howdie’s hypothesis is becoming more credible every day. It’s as valid, if not more so than anything I’ve heard thus far.
If it has any validity, it's only as a metaphor.
The real truth is not for us to discover, in our earthly incarnation.
That is why we need a deep and abiding faith in God.
And I don't mean a Christian, Muslim, or Jewish god. Those are all part of the perception deception David Icke talks about.
I experience my God when I go out into nature and witness the magnificence of his creation. That's enough of an explanation for this simple soul.
If I'm wrong, I guess I'll find out soon enough. Or maybe not! 😅
@gedofgont1006 maybe stop using the word "god" because a lot of people (Inc me) just see that as organised religion (all faiths seem to just be a business model) I am leaning more towards a creator and not the bs evolution story (although parts make sense).. just a thought.
The trick is to become aware of your own hypothesis based on what feels right, as with your beliefs you create your own reality. There are as many realities as individuals. I agree with a lot of what Howdie is trying to say, but one thing bothers me; I cannot see how there could be some 'opening ' so many true seekers can escape this hell. What I understand and believe, is that to escape this reality is not difficult at all, and all one needs is intention and purpose. If we are creator divine beings we can easily create with intention and purpose! The matrix minions do not have this ability, therefore, we should not give them credit for being 'powerful', as they are clearly not! Unfortunately, there are many idiots in this world who give their own power away to this artificial simulation and get on their knees awaiting orders. Thankfully, I am too aware of that BS to be affected.
@@gedofgont1006 So, you are saying, that having blind faith is empowering? You call nature in this reality magnificent.. and what about horrific atrocities that are also creations of YOUR god? It is clear that you talk about deception while allowing yourself to be deceived.
@@gedofgont1006it would seem nature with its beauty is indeed splendid. However, the fact that something has to kill something else to survive proves it’s a false inverted reality. It’s not about creating a belief system, rather, observe what is real in your and others experience and what makes sense without making excuses for things that don’t make sense. It’s a difficult pill to swallow, however, we do have a chance to escape and truly be free.
Yes, it is disturbing. Probably the only way people will wake up is to tell the brutal truth. Thank you Tess for hosting Howie.
THIS IS FACT BECAUSE THE HUMAN SPECIES HAS MORE PARASITES, CANNIBALS AND VULTURES PREYING ON THEIR OWN THAN ANY OTHER SPECIES!!!!
AND 98% OF THESE PREDITORS ARE EMPLOYED IN GOVERNMENT FOR SURVIVAL !!!!
The system that holds you down will never give you the education, and resources to escape their control. Some people never figure this out, ot don't have the courage to consciously acknowledge it. The fact that you're looking is a great leap ahead of 90% of humanity.
POOR TESS.
She clearly can't wrap her head around the darkness of this reality ...
@dlsd7 - it's not only the darkness. It's the external light as well - it is fake.
What do you mean??@@michaelallen1154
Dear Tess Lawrie, I found you perhaps three years ago from a FLCCC video where you were taking position on the "vaccines". I followed you at the World Council for Health that you co-founded I think. I wouldn't have thought you would go this far since you are a 'scientist'. Now I can see the span of your intellect. I love it.
I find his 4 minutes of advice at 1:03:38 the best if you're a bit wary or overwhelmed by all the talk about the martix and reincarnation etc. It's helpful to realise how the media is manipulating us every day in this way and take steps towards starting critical thinking, in the way he describes.
Howdie is brilliant, thanks for having him!
He didn't see a wall? Didn't trust a chair would be there? There isn't anything wrong with that?
It is. Everything.
Even when you know (takes years to even start to deprogram yourself) it still almost impossible to not take part in the illusion.
THIS IS FACT BECAUSE THE HUMAN SPECIES HAS MORE PARASITES, CANNIBALS AND VULTURES PREYING ON THEIR OWN THAN ANY OTHER SPECIES!!!!
AND 98% OF THESE PREDITORS ARE EMPLOYED IN GOVERNMENT FOR SURVIVAL !!!!
If it's not real than what are you really taking part of ?
@@TheKingWhoWins it is like being in the audience at a magic trick. You know it is magic trick. You know you are in the audience. You know what you are seeing isn't real. Yet. It is hard to to be outside that experience when all around seem to be inside that experience. That is as simple as I can put it on TH-cam.
The Matrix cannot do creativity, humour nor unpredictability. Humans have all these gifts, and by using them collectively we defeat and end this game for good.
cosmic irony
I think because of that we’re thrown the kitchen sink at us.
When you get so lost in the cave, you start hallucinating that you've found the way out.
Sit silent with eyes shut. Watch that judgement making machine objectively till it stops working so hard, you’ll start to see Truth for your Self, human.
"There are more things in Heaven and Earth..." and we are about to discover that, or not, each in our own way. I love your brilliant mind, Tess, and willingness to not close it when you encounter challenging perspectives. On the contrary, you dig deeper and don't let go :)
THIS IS FACT BECAUSE THE HUMAN SPECIES HAS MORE PARASITES, CANNIBALS AND VULTURES PREYING ON THEIR OWN THAN ANY OTHER SPECIES!!!!
AND 98% OF THESE PREDITORS ARE EMPLOYED IN GOVERNMENT FOR SURVIVAL !!!!
Howdie is a gift to us , such an amazing and humble human being ❤️❤️❤️ , he’s very close to truly getting how this thing works
THANK YOU BOTH VERY MUCH
Quit participating. Quit giving them your energy. Tune in, turn on and drop out? 😊
Tessa, you didn't ask the most important question. How do we recognize the doorway out of the prison that Howdie says will appear very soon and what are we heading through to on the other side of the door?
He is coming out with his book soon, maybe it will answer this question.
That's your journey. And only you will know/see...
From what I can gather from various peoples descriptions anyway..
If you do not know and have to ask others, then you might not see that 'doorway'. There are as many doorways as individuals. Work on expanding your awareness and get familiar with intention and purpose, as nothing else is more certain and powerful.
Thank you all for your responses.
Supposedly, if you are truly awake, you will recognize it instantly. The Tibetan Book of the Dead calls it the "clear light" that manifests in a very short window after we expire.
Tess, please have Howdie on again sometime. His wealth of information and knowledge is always growing and expanding.
Really enjoyed this conversation I am familiar with Howie’s work and listening to him take his ideas to try and help the initiate was very helpful. These are very complex ideas.
John Levi covers a lot of mystery of the old architecture from the past.
Yep. Very eye-opening! Been watching all his videos and never have enough! I guess I was ready to receive what he has to say.
Very important information ..this does resonate thank you.
Great interview Howdie is very insightful
It's worse than that. We have bee taught truths and lies, but not how to distinguish between them.
If your awareness is open fully, you can very easily distinguish between them, as you can distinguish between light and darkness.
Indeed my understanding is that we are inside a "contractual" simulation. We are "divine spark" therefore the demiurge can do nothing to us without our consent. It has to create an illusion in which we are not aware of what is really happening. Along the way he has to get our consent. The demiurge has by law to provide us the choice between the truth and his illusion. Nevertheless he has the right to mislead us, manipulate us. That is why we always receive a little bit of truth mixed with a lot of lies. I wrote a book on the subject ''the simulation, the matrix and you"
One of my favorite interviews that Howdie has done.
If you are still asleep you are now a danger to us
Thank you for this Tess and Howdie I read Howdies book a few years ago but didn't really chime with it until hearing this explanation of his theory. Its funny how the universe brings two people together who I have been following
There are no coincidences 😉
Yes, I've seen that movie too, and doesn't David Ike have the same theory .. . .
A Happy Prison, spot on! Thank you both for this conversation and looking forward to Howard's new book.
THIS IS FACT BECAUSE THE HUMAN SPECIES HAS MORE PARASITES, CANNIBALS AND VULTURES PREYING ON THEIR OWN THAN ANY OTHER SPECIES!!!!
AND 98% OF THESE PREDITORS ARE EMPLOYED IN GOVERNMENT FOR SURVIVAL !!!!
It’s hilarious when she starts saying that they are building a better way. Complete misunderstanding by her and the usual new age style mumbo-jumbo.😂
We are batteries, they keep reincarnating us as they need the energy to keep their simulation going. When you get it the matrix movie makes a lot more sense.
It's our energy they feed on.... Hence they wasn't us working 24/7 and that's the reason behind huge sports events.. thousands cheering and emitting all that energy..
We have a limited life span because otherwise we would reject the path they are taking us down. By mind wiping us after every life we easily accept the same path when re-born. For instance the older gen are less likely to totally accept mobiles or internet shopping. They die, get mind wiped, get re-born and proceed to grow up unable to live without mobiles. Same with accepting changing morals. We are continually being led down a specific path to the next level. Question is what is the final goal?
Doesn’t this contradict the depopulation agenda?
@@journeytoself8067just replacing dead batteries with new improved ones.
@journeytoself8067 you can either consider depopulation or extinction due to overshoot.
Which one sounds more appealing?
“Even the thing that’s having the experience is false” but what he is saying is true. 🧐🤯😞
Didn't believe in covid? Good. Caught onto it. Believes in ww3? Sees behind one wall, misses the other.
"Here "WE" Are". "I AM" = the hypothetical variable + the constant persistence. An infinite process? Zenos ethereal paradoxical mirror...ok, now I'm slippin'! 😂 Enjoyed the conversation very much! Thank You.
The Buddha addressed this entire problem and gave us the path to escape it. The only difference is that he called it Samsara, the endless wheel of suffering, while Howdie is calling it an endless simulation. The goal of the Buddhist path, or way of practice, is to escape Samsara. Part of the path is living a good and kind life so that our lives are less cumbersome and so we can improve our karma which in turn creates less suffering for us which gives us more time to meditate to explore and understand our minds. The more we understand, the more we are able to escape Samsara. At about 57:09 minutes Tess asks, "What about there being 2 simulations, simulation dystopia and simulation where everyone remembers who they (really) are and (tries) to get back to that, and do everything they can to reduce suffering so that the experience here is better." And Howdie says, "So you want a happy prison", which stumps Tess. However, according to the Buddhist teaching, as I mentioned above, Tess is right on and Howdie does echo the correctness of Tess's words by other things he said in this discussion, including when he said that he tries to cause as little harm as possible to animals, etc. and it's good to maintain good health because then you won't waist your energy fixing your health condition. I find it strange that Howdie barely mentioned the teaching of the Buddha, when Howdie's theory so closely matches the Buddha's teaching. Maybe it's because he knows this talk will mainly be heard by non-Buddhists, and just hearing the words "Buddhist" or "Buddhism" or "Buddha" would cause them to stop watching. Anyway, I think you're on the right track Tess, and want to thank you again for all that you do. By the way, my name is Scott McRae and I would love to talk with you about my username (another word that thou must not utter on YT), I do think it's a solution that has tremendous potential and would love to share with you. Much love.
Buddhism is just one tradition that says similar things.Its not without merit but is not unique .
True 👍
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
All very well...but karma can never be 'improved' or paid off, it is simply not possible. So unless we end this hellish recycling, reincarnation will never end and as long as one is born in another meatsuit, he will accumulate more and more karma...
@@stypa1717 The goal of Buddhism (as I personally see it and believe the Buddha taught it) is to come to a very deep personal understanding of the workings of ones own mind and to see how ones mind keeps one trapped in a cycle of craving after the things that one either wants to have/own or wants to get rid of, in the belief that either having or getting rid of those things will bring one happiness. Once one sees that craving and getting/owning things can never bring true permanent happiness AND that we don't even own our own mind, which is deceiving us to keep us chasing after things, then one completely lets go of it all; the delusional belief that we can be happy by getting/owning things which are constantly falling apart and even the belief that we own ourselves (our own body and mind, which are also constantly changing and degrading over time against our will. Once one deeply realizes this (through very deep meditation) then one attains Nirvana and becomes free of it all (including ALL bad karma) and exits Samsara (or the simulation if one prefers to call it that) at the end of that life. By the way, the Buddha took it a step further by saying there is no self or soul or spirit at all either, and that we are simply an ongoing process. So there is not even a spark to hold onto, which most probably think is who we really are at our essence. The Buddha said that in essence, when you keep peeling away all the layers of the onion, once you peel away the last layer, you'll just find nothing, and then you'll be completely free, knowing there is nothing at all to hold onto. Nirvana obtained! Simulation ended! ;) Please call me Tess.
Tom Campbell mentioned in My Big TOE that he could perceive overlaid realities all at once. He said it was a question of focus.
Tom Campbell also believes reincarnation is a good thing. The complete opposite of Howdie.
@@dfdfdgggjhjjh5081 Yes, I think so too.
@@Jchatheso you want to come here? A planet where everything everyday has to eat another living thing to survive. Cancer, schizophrenia, demons, starvation, orphans, sex trafficking, floods, etc exist? When there are most likely much better options?
@@dfdfdgggjhjjh5081 I don’t think this particular Earth is our only option. I think we have infinite options in various realms/dimensions/planes of existence. Call me crazy, lol, I can take it! 🤪😂
@@Jchathe I'm not debating you, I just want to know why?
180°: Unlearn the Lies You've Been Taught to Believe
By Feargus OConnor Greenwood
Recemmended read.
Just reading it now, it's amazing my friend
Years ago I experienced the "I" dissolving (not on drugs) - no duality - no me - just oneness/awareness... perhaps also part of the prison but it was incredibly peaceful/blissful/loving. It became clear that language/labels/everything we THINK is what causes separation and suffering. Is this perhaps the code to getting out of the matrix while still in it, so to speak?...
Wow I recognize you from your comments on Alison Mcdowell's page!
@@christopherjordan9707I wonder how many of us there are out there.
It's unfortunate how hard it is to find people thinking about the same things, even if our interpretations end up being very different.
Alison is having some of the most difficult conversations about the future (or even the present in some ways) that really challenge so many beliefs.
I wish there were more people at least willing to discuss such things
Yes, it’s a big shock.
THIS IS FACT BECAUSE THE HUMAN SPECIES HAS MORE PARASITES, CANNIBALS AND VULTURES PREYING ON THEIR OWN THAN ANY OTHER SPECIES!!!!
AND 98% OF THESE PREDITORS ARE EMPLOYED IN GOVERNMENT FOR SURVIVAL !!!!
Yes,yes,yes.
I heard all this before, so glad you are talking about it!!🙏👍👍
Appreciate you exploring this Tess. I know Howdie a bit from discussions with cambell of autodidactic channel. I wrestle with these type of considerations, what's this place, what are we etc etc and so true the choices between 'shit and shite' we are often presented with!
Wow, that was some awkward chemistry! One thing that I've noticed about Howdie's presentations that he seems to glaringly withhold from the equation, especially considering his claimed familiarity with Gnostic and Alchemical concepts is in the notion that WE are the creator, fractals of All-That-Is. In considering this idea as a distinct possibility, the 'trap' aspect of this game begins to take on a much more sophisticated and self-empowering quality that soothingly loosens our attachment to so much of the inherent, self-inflicted suffering and victim consciousness that we otherwise needlessly put ourselves through. As much as I have enjoyed his past interviews, I now find myself questioning his motives behind consistently not making the connection of the relationship between we as the Creator and we as the creation. Perhaps his next interviewer will finally confront him on this blatant disparity.
Yes, that's exactly the biggest issue that needs to be accounted for in any theory of consciousness or reality. Man, would I love to hear what cutting edge physicist Donald Hoffman and Howdie would have to say to each other at a table. Donald's recent podcasts are all about how the long speculated issue that nothing exists without first observing is now a given.... along with even the non existence of space--time at all... and that the next frontier beyond space-time has been seen as geometric 'shapes'. Point is, unless there's such a thing as varying rule sets for various kinds of consciousness, it's not right until we understand how Don's and Howdie's worlds intersect flawlessly.
To me it is simple; we are the creator divine beings. Period. There is no external god source.
@@stypa1717 yes, such a basic notion that we are divine sparks of the infinite all makes Howdie's existential digression a kind of over-indulgence that reminds me a lot of what I find missing in the Buddhist philosophy. Howdie seems like a kind of inversion of Nietzche. If Nietzche had an NDE, he might also conclude that this world is a trap that must be escaped. What is also noteworthy about Howdie's interviews, and I've watched quite a few, is that they are almost all identical in tone. The people who interview him are no match to his 'tunnel vision', and so allow him his over-indulgence. I know he's a Pisces, but if I didn't know better I'd conclude he's a Capricorn like his favorite writer Carlos Castaneda. Now there was a guy who took a lifetime to process a few basic lessons!
Hi Tess, I think anyone listening to this talk is already on board with this information 😊
Of interest here is a legal definition: Suffer means to knowingly or unknowingly allow or permit.
New Subcriber from Florida usa 🇺🇸
Thank you!
Hmmm...bit of a stretch for me. I certainly believe we're on the brink of changing consciousness. The rest seems an unnecessary personal fantasy world, and we can all construct one of those.
Each person finds THEIR OWN truths. His truth may not be yours or anyone elses... I believe it's more about how to possibly navigate to YOUR truth.. and he does say early on most of what he says is HIS OPINION.
@1:03:33 Howdie explains Hegel's theory of dialectics beautifully.
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
Listeners who feel disturbed feel that way because investing they sense the truth of what the guest is proposing.
The World is not a globe in outer space and the Creator is simply around us and in our hearts. Everything else is a concept of belief. Strange but true.
Creator? The biggest lie of them all.
There is but one truth. You are here. That’s it. Everything else ranges from speculation to pure, out and out BS. (Including this)
Agreed
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
Incorrect.
Reality is subjective, not objective.
There is no such thing as objective truth.
1:02:14 Haha that look on Howdie's face when he realizes she has 100% missed his message.
The interviewer is out of her depth and very annoying! Let your guest speak without interrupting him mid-sentence.
The guest had the first half hour almost without her speaking. In my opinion she could have stopped him and asked him more. She asked him how he tested the reality he could not answer that.
Tess barely speaks.
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
Some examples he used was gazing at the same spot for many minutes, eliminating all thoughts in his mind, driving to random neighborhoods he would never go to etc. He said doing this stuff caused chairs and walls to start disappearing. For other strange things to happen.
Unfortunately these are half truths coming from an over heated imagination. If this gentleman hasn't thoroughly studied the works of the Austrian philosopher and mystic Dr Rudolf Steiner who created the anthroposophical society he is going to flit in and out of the truth of what we are dealing with now. Steiners is a spiritual science of our age and serves to continue our self development and evolution in accordance with the will of our Creator and his hierarchy of spiritual beings.
They are HIS TRUTHS and they almost certainly won't be your truths... It's YOUR job to find yours
@@loonaticsrunningtheassylum delusional to think my truth is superior to THE truth. It is a universal law which man struggles to comprehend, as does this speaker.
Thank you Tess for going here. Very valuable information. Look into remote viewing. The death trap has been remote viewed and found to be quite real. We get trapped going to the light, which is a false light.
UTTER NONSENSE
So how do we avoid it
“Exiting the matrix”…what is he talking about? This is absolute non sensical
He speaks for over an hour but says nothing of any practical use or sense. He’s part of the “matrix” himself and using it for all its worth making money off the honest people wanting more
I agree.
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
Thankyou for confirming once again
A comedian who doesn't know any jokes??? No problem his whole pile of waffling crap was the funniest thing I have heard in a long time!!!
What's red and tastes like blue paint?
Red paint.
The goal of Buddhism (as I personally see it and believe the Buddha taught it) is to come to a very deep personal understanding of the workings of ones own mind and to see how ones mind keeps one trapped in a cycle of craving after the things that one either wants to have/own or wants to get rid of, in the belief that either having or getting rid of those things will bring one happiness. Once one sees that craving and getting/owning things can never bring true permanent happiness AND that we don't even own our own mind, which is deceiving us to keep us chasing after things, then one completely lets go of it all; the delusional belief that we can be happy by getting/owning things which are constantly falling apart and even the belief that we own ourselves (our own body and mind, which are also constantly changing and degrading over time against our will. Once one deeply realizes this (through very deep meditation) then one attains Nirvana and becomes free of it all (including ALL bad karma) and exits Samsara (or the simulation if one prefers to call it that) at the end of that life. By the way, the Buddha took it a step further by saying there is no self or soul or spirit at all either, and that we are simply an ongoing process. So there is not even a spark to hold onto, which most probably think is who we really are at our essence. The Buddha said that in essence, when you keep peeling away all the layers of the onion, once you peel away the last layer, you'll just find nothing, and then you'll be completely free, knowing there is nothing at all to hold onto. Nirvana obtained! Simulation ended! ;) Please call me Tess. Thanks :)
Dude has spent that much time coming to a gnostic viewpoint? He's still in the dark.
He doesn’t believe in Gnosticism literally, only symbolically. How is he in the dark?
What's wrong with the gnostics? False reality, energy eaters, faux god, etc. I'd chuck the buddist bardot thing over it -- "what you believe is what you'll get". But they are silly in not including karma. Also illusory. All of these lead to not anchoring here. I personally think the way out is... out. The end of consciousness. Turn yourself off. Nirvana. Continuation = astral plane ghost, fighting through Steiner's 8 realms, getting back to higher self, etc. More nonsense. More energy loss. More suffering.
I love Howdie and his amazing boon Exit the Cave. I watched all his interviews on the topic. David Icke's book Trap and his latest book The Dream also talks about the topic extensively.
Thank you Tess A really interesting talk.💕🌻
Glad you enjoyed it!
Another thoughtful insight into our reality soultrap from Howdie, I think the medically indoctrinated doctor didn't do too bad an interview. Nope he don't have no jokes lady! 😅
I keep telling people that “Your being played” and “ It’s all lies.
Jason Breshears from 'Archaix" not only explains this but shows the artifical construct of this reality through Chronology. There's nothing new in this reality. This knowledge has been known about from the beginning of each reset. Archaix explains how to create your own reality tunnels in this constant to enhance your life. It works.
Yes, Howdie and Jason are presenting a similar concept. Jason takes it a step further and takes it beyond theory and actually uses historical data to validate the fact that we live in an artificial construct but you can use the power of the immortal within to transcend this matrix and create your own reality.
What happens to my dogs, who takes care of them? Worried.
Let me talk to ya Howdie Micoski yeahhhhhhhh 😊
Much Enjoyment 👍😎
What if we done it to ourselves to develop as spiritual beings?
How is gazing at water and clouds and water dangerous? What could happen?
I think Howdie speaks about is Transcending! Start anew!
So, Zappa was right, then. Everything you know is wrong.
Reality/Life = That which is/That I am.
It has all been a lie ... a children's story ... "zardoz"
47-min mark. That's where answers really start. At the 50-min mark, he pinpoints the best action we can take.
Matrix? Sim city? Who knows?
We have one life. What do YOU really want...
The mind screw comes when you realize that the whole falsehood of it all comes not in the form of a stage play, with rearranging sets and actors on a physical platform, but a video game, with literal alterations of the ingrained base programming of reality itself.
Does anyone doubt that our state is acting deliberately in all these outrages that are visited upon us?
THE CHRIST PHENOMENON PART 1
The majority of people have not realised the Greatness of Christ, or His work, or His Logos (Word), nor have they understood the reason for His Descent. They haven't understood because Christ's words were falsified in an effort to make them compatible and convenient to the status quo, that the creators wanted to keep undisturbed. How else would the transgressor (the archon god of this world) 'get along' with the representative of absolute lawfulness (Luminary/Monogenes/Christ)? Furthermore, the majority of the Jews realised that the Christ had not been sent by their own creator/god, and rejected Him. Christians kept the impure teachings and worshiped Jehovah. Material misunderstanding at its grandeur!
When Celestial Men joined the universe of the transgressor, they were completely and constantly connected with the Monogenes (Christ) of their Hyper-Universe, where THEY had come from as his Emanations/Offspring, as well as the Supreme Father. The Monogenes of the particular HyperUniversal Region where the 'leak' originated from was the Intelligent Wholeness we call Christ: His Offspring, the Celestial Men. When in a material man the Divine Spark reunites with the 'I Am Prescence' then his connection with the Genitor Christ is restored and the phrase: 'The Christ is inside you' becomes reality. Man then understands Jesus Christ, because He experiences Him.
Material creation had taken a very different path than the one expected. The chasm between the apostate creators' team and the HyperUniverses was already deep. The apostates had embezzled Sacred Archetypes
that did not belong to them, and in order to continuously vitalize the death inside which they had settled (this creation) they plunged the Archetype of Life and the Divine Spirit into septic dense matter to make matter appear alive. However as the Sacred Archetype of Life vivified the material bodies, the 'conflict' was triggered between life and the death that dense matter bore within, producing pain which defiled Sacred Life. This was the rape of Life (...Yaldabaoth raped Eve). This pain started permeating every material plane and kept crushing Every Wholeness passing through them. Each Wholeness , beyond and above the 'Ego' had the capacity to perceive the massive cry of despair, fear and pain the entire material creation emitted - something totally imperceptible to humans.
PART 2: This way, the creators had allegedly given life to a morbid creation, which, due to it's quality and in combination with the Archetype of Life and the Spirit, produced a devastating side-effect in the form of skeptomorphs (thoughtforms).
As the vitalised energy sank deeper, seeping through septic matter in order to vitalise it - obeying matter's periodic route - it would then rise back up (from dense matter) transmuted yet again into a degraded and inferior skeptomorphic side-effect energy. This process followed a steady, repetitive cycle, which incessantly, not only vitalised the ever increasing side-effect-energy (of the skeptomorphs) but also resulted in even further degradation of all energy-planes, as it continued its eternal transformation cycle. This was a sin of no precedence , and it burdened solely the administrators/creators of this procedure not their subordinates.
Additionally, supported by the amnesia they themselves had forced upon the kidnapped Men, they subdued them to permanent slavery for the production of this energy, deceiving them with false promises of 'redemption' and 'spiritual evolution' and arousing their admiration for the world they had built allegedly for man's benefit. But they had counterfeited a caricature of the HyperLuminous World of Light with stolen 'tools' (you)
Yet the damage did not stop there. They presented the deceit they had forced upon humans as the normal 'status quo'
And they showed men that acceptance of all pain and every misery was the only way to salvation, convincing them that all this was mandatory in the name of false positivity and 'for their own good'
In fact their perversion exceeded all limits of logic when they forced their obedient 'good slaves' (bondservants) to feel happiness and satisfaction in the pains they were experiencing, in the pretense that they would be absolved/redeemed from sins that essentially had only been committed because they were under the influence of this material body; a body their creators had dressed them with, since this garment of rot was predisposed to generate passions and hatreds and conflicts and envies and angers, forging heavy chains around the misguided humans.
But the sin was one and one alone. It was the sin of the morbid apostate/creator who had forced an entire humanity to live inside 'vitalized' waste and its byproducts, boldly proclaiming that if the system of human society did not function flawlessly it was because of man's inefficiency.
When it became clear to the HyperCosmoi of the Truth that despite the leniency shown to this material creation it had no possibility of spiritual evolution, it was decided that this creation should cease to exist.
part 3: The easiest resolution would be to totally destroy this 'product' . But before this could happen, all Celestial Men held hostage in the material universe had to return Home. But they were already enslaved, plunged into spiritual lethargy, constantly turning their kidnappers' 'wheel of life', subjected to consecutive reincarnations.
Thus, the Worlds of Truth were limited to send their messengers at random 'instances' of material time and to various places on Earth, aiming to awaken men sedated by 'Maya' (= the illusion/deceit of material life/world).
But human time runs differently inside this black hole of matter (where between two ticks of a clock time is infinite, equally eternity). Thus , even though actions of the HyperCosmoi of Truth succeeded one another almost instantly, their results in the leisurely material time, spanned to much greater time-intervals; because an instance THERE unfolds into thousands of years here. So because magnitudes were disproportional, this gave the few people, who were waiting for a Divine answer, the impression of devaluation. The majority of humanity on the other hand was unable to recognize and accept those emissaries, because what they proclaimed was different to what many men had been 'programmed' to hear, and their reasoning was regulated in such a way that they could only recognise their creators' 'delegates'
On account of that, some of the emissaries were killed, others were mocked, others ignored, others labeled crazy and disturbed, while the evidence of the Truth they presented was destroyed or falsified. The Celestial Children however had to return at any expense and with them all the Sacred Archetypes that the team of thieves had swindled. It was decided then that different, more drastic measures had to be taken.
The request for the return of the Sacred Archetypes and the Spiritual Children was communicated to the fallen creator. The answer was very provocative indeed. 'Celestial Men cannot be returned because according to the laws of material creation, they owe karma (sins). This karma must be repaid'.
It was then that the definitive decision was made in the HyperUniverses! The Monogenes Christ would repay the karma (sins) of His Own Offspring (Celestial Children) and of all the souls that wanted to follow Him, in order for them to be allowed to exit the tightly sealed, material universe.
The price demanded was the highest and required that both sides of the forces behind this creation should be compensated and satisfied by receiving the maximal energy which would be shed (produced) by the pain of the sacrifice suffered by the ENTIRE Intelligent Sentient Wholeness of the Monogenes.
PART 4: The Entire Spirit of Christ should incarnate inside a material body! No material body however could withstand the Totality of His Spiritual Magnitude. It would burn out. Just like ordinary electric cables cannot bear high-voltage electric loads and other, special ones, suitably constructed are required, such is the relation between material body and spirit. When a great Entity is incarnated into this material world only a mere part of IT is embodied inside the material body, not all of IT: this happens in order for the material body to manage to withstand the magnitude of the Spirit it encompasses. This is why the material body of the Monogenes had to be of 'unique specifications'. It had to simultaneously experience the complete amplitude of pain, in order to pour out its prime energy down to its last drop, so that the archons of this world, worshipers of bloody sacrifices, would satisfy their perverted appetites by supplementing their karmic balance with even the last drop of His pain and hIs blood.
Inside the aetheric worlds of the material universe, this special body was constructed in such an innovative form, capable of withstanding the Magnitude of the Totality of the Spiritual Power of the Monogenes Christ. The rest is known to everyone. The implantation of the specially made fetus into the womb of the Holy Mother on the Annunciation day was a simple task for all those entities who can build universes. The time of Birth had arrived. A luminous vessel/craft of the creators was continuously supervising the process of such a perilous - for those times - childbirth. This luminous supervising vessel was the 'Star' of Bethlehem.
All the powers of the material hierarchy guarded this precious 'gourmet meal' of Energy as 'the apple of their eye' and in order for the 'lords' of karma to be satisfied, an agonizing death was required upon the exclusive symbol of matter: the cross. The moment the Monogenes left His Last material Breath in this world, His Spirit, freed from matter, like a blazing sphere, penetrated all planes/dimensions of matter, thus rupturing the hermetically sealed shell of the material universe which held the kidnapped Celestial Men captive. The breach in the 'egg' of the snake/god (over the area of Golgotha in Jerusalem) was completed by the creation of a 'Gate' and was sensed around the entire Earth in the form of an earthquake.
During the early Christian years, the first Christians knew they were imprisoned inside this material universe/egg. With the Resurrection of Christ this 'egg' was broken, and a Gate opened it its 'walls' This is why in many pictures Jesus is depicted coming out of an egg at the moment of Resurrection. The first Christians spread the coded message with the custom of breaking red-dyed eggs at Easter, where the material universe/egg, painted red from the Divine blood of Christ, cracks open freeing the road back to the Holy Fatherlands.
With the sacrifice of the Monogenes, the law of endless reincarnations between life and death would cease to apply - for any man who would choose to abandon the forbidden tree/universe! Every sin/karma had been paid off. The law of karma concerned only the apostate and he had been paid in full with the Sacrifice of Christ. Christ condemned no man.
It is others who 'sold' choices to men and expected to be compensated in return, through the balancing of their karma. After all, only the incomplete have the need to 'get paid'. The dogma of reincarnation with its accompanying karma would only concern the 'believers' of material creation. For all others, it would cease to exist since Jesus Christ (as the third party guarantor) had repaid all debts and the road to eternal Life was now open.
PART 5: The densely material dimension was exclusively perceived through form. Man was trapped inside shape/form, and only through form had he learned to perceive the world. Anything formless, however great, would make him feel uncomfortable. Therefore, an additional endeavor of the Monogenes was to comprehend the world of form, in order to formulate equivalent 'conditions of appearance' in the True Realms, for the smooth transition of Men there. This new Place will be the Area of Reception and Spiritual Restoration for those Men who will comprise the coming 6th Root Race, in a transitory period of preparation and adaptation for the permenent return to the Holy Capital of the Father.
The completion of this Spiritual Area will give the signal for the initiation of a sequence of events on Earth, which will lead to the Great Transition people call 'the Second Coming'.
The big distortion of the Truth began when Jesus completely abandoned the material universe and permanently returned to His Celestial Planes.
The Resurrection of Christ was a 'natural' outcome which proved His definitive detachment from the visible and invisible material universe. Upon leaving the last (outer) energy-layer of the spiral energy-universe-where from every man projects himself onto the material world - His projection on matter, on the selected and enriched 'sedimented life-remnant' disappeared. This is the same procedure which will take place when the prepared human Souls will be transferred to the Prepared Spiritual Place, thus forming the 6th Root Race of Man.
During the first years following the Resurrection of Christ, His Teachings were alive. A great number of men, realizing the Truth, renounced the universe of deceit, freed themselves from the obligation of reincarnations and settled in the 'neutral region' of the Higher Mental Plane, anticipating the completion time of the Holy (Reception) Place.
When the creators saw the numerous withdrawals of the imprisoned men they were really vexed.
Had they not taken what they had asked for with Jesus Christ's sacrifice?
They were never willing to give back any of their possessions to begin with. After all deceit is in their nature. Nevertheless, the 'damage' they sustained from the coming of the Monogenes Christ to the material universe had to be remedied. Even today they are 'mending these holes' The concepts therefore had to be distorted, the Teaching downgraded. It had to lose all its Spiritual Grandeur, it had to become sterile.
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The first great distortion of the Christian Religion started with Apostle Paul. Initially a fanatic prosecutor of early Christians and being sent exclusively by his god/creator, Jehovah, he used Jesus Christ's personality as a vessel (bandwagon) to make his own god popular to the whole world. Paul's God - Jehovah, who established the Law of Moses - belongs to the material world of revenge,punishment,reciprocal 'justice' and karma along with his motto 'an eye for an eye', as the entire team of the apostate gods/creators instituted.
In contrast to that, Jesus renounces punishment,refuses revenge 'turning the other cheek' to his prosecutors and sacrifices Himself for the benefit of the men-souls in contrast to the sacrifices demanded by the gods/creators of devastation.
Being a man of high education, he easily managed to push aside and overshadow the real disciples, those who had heard the true Teachings and had been prepared by Jesus Him-Self. He usurped all of Jesus's Work, perverting Christian Teachings by a few degrees, just enough to make them reach your age completely falsified.
PART 6: RETROSPECTIVE FALSIFICATION
D.H. Rawcliffe coined this term to refer to the process of telling a story that is factual to some extent, but which gets distorted and falsified over time by retelling it with various embellishments. The embellishments may include speculations, conflating events that occurred at different times or in different places, and the incorporation of material without regard for accuracy or plausibility. The overriding force that drives the story is to find or invent details that fit with a desired outcome. The original story gets remodeled with favourable points being emphasized and unfavorable ones being dropped. The distorted and false version becomes a memory and record of a remarkable tale.
The disciples on the other hand, submissively yielded to his fervor, unable to control his dynamism or what he taught. This caused the 'intelligent' race of men to bow down and worship the greatest Pharisee of all ages, Paul, overlooking Christ's continuous warnings and suggestions in the Gospels about the character of the Pharisees and their hypocritical talents. Thus Paul built his own religion, Paulianism, which only 'gratis' maintained its original name 'Christianity'. The damage was done. The archon of this world had fulfilled his goal.
In the esoteric circles it is known that Paul the Apostle was the incarnation of Hilarion (The Chohan of the fifth ray), a member of the Spiritual Hierarchy of the archon of this world.
And to correlate these concepts ' Behold, God will receive your sacrifice from the hands of a priest who is the minister of error. (Gospel of Judas)
Afterwards to bridge the differences between the two religions (Christian and Jewish), 'dark' men in high positions inside the Church falsified, rejectedb and tarnished every sacred text. Proof and words about the Glory of Christ were obliterated because some 'mighty fathers' did not comprehend their content. Their egoism didn't permit them to reveal to their 'flock' that they did not know the meaning of the Scriptures. Falsifications and omissions began, as well as the allegedly involuntary translation-mistakes in the Gospels.
The Christianity 'issue' was already under the complete control of the dark archon and Men had once again become the 'good' slaves (bondservants) of god.
As god's bondservants they ought to glorify him, obey his dictates,stoically offer the 'sap of the pain of their self sacrifice' thus 'improving' themselves, patiently enduring their misery because their god decided so , and most importantly, tremble as always before his judgement and his merciless punishment.
The ones who walk away from Omelas.
I am not a fan of simulation theory/afterlife belief systems. If they are basically false, people are investing in something that has no future.
Correct.... we are already dead. This is a fabricated reality built off of fragments from a destroyed universe.
There is NO future, resets are alternate reruns of this same place.
If you feel totally disconnected from all of these metaphysical concepts you are probably just an npc.
The Matrix Game - The metaphysical Water/physical water strange loop(s)
Name: Jumanji.
The Players: God-Goddess (Dreamer) & Lucifer (Dreamt character) (Note: Lucifer is God-Goddess inverted +/- 3% (error/sin/imperfection)).
The Pawn: I.
The Gameboard: The Stagnant Matrix (Lucifer/Masculine Energy), The Turbulent Matrix (Lucifer/Feminine Energy), The Calm Matrix (God-Goddess/Energy).
The Layout: The Celtic Cross at a 33.3⁰ angle from the metaphysical Horizon:
Horizontal Water Tube = Stagnant metaphysical Water
Vertical Water Tube = Turbulent metaphysical Water
Circular Water Tube = Heaven = Calm metaphysical Water
The Centre of the Cross = Lucifer's Stagnant metaphysical Water/Turbulent metaphysical Water Merry-Go-Round = Plane(t)/Bubble earth = The Portal
The Water's Movement: space-time.
The Mission: Fun/Astral travel/Calm metaphysical Water.
The Law: Truth-Love.
The Aim: Connect the Centre of the Gameboard/Celtic Cross (Earth) to its Outer Tube (Heaven) by skillfully navigating Lucifer's Merry-Go-Round. Artfully, wield Truth-Love in order to nullify 'other' and enter the Portal/Heaven. The Game is played metaphysically and the physical world/mind is the distraction from its (one) Law: Truth-Love.
The Method: Breathe slowly and deeply while focusing on the sensation/feeling in the hands/heart (Energy), headspace (feminine Energy), and feet/gut (masculine Energy). This aligns the Dreamt character with the Dreamer. Lucifer is any distraction from this process. Thought is a warning to I that it's exited (the) Calm metaphysical Water.
The Result: Calm metaphysical Water ALWAYS wins because it creates and destroys everything.
The Creator: Calm metaphysical Water.
If loosh is the conflict energy these Arcons thrive on, who is it that wants to eliminate 3/4 of the population that seems to supply it. Just asking or am I missing something.
I would say that the managers of this earth (governments, globalists), working for the Archons want the simulation/world for themselves and are at war with their masters, so to speak.
This woman is very nice and well-meaning but doesn't have a clue what he's talking about.
She's not the only one. Can't bear it despite liking Tess very much.
WOW!!
nature is evil.😄😂😊🤣absolute tosh. I luv gardening & walking / cycling in my local woods.💚💞🥰
Thanx for the upload Tess.
Go on safari and do some camping.
Spot on💯
Thanks for listening
Wow!
Are we going to die during the simulation transition?
No... we are already dead. This is a fabricated reality built off of fragments from a destroyed universe.
She starts smoking copium at 47:06.
Yoaval H is a mercenary demon.
If the world is a simulation, then maybe someone (elites, controllers, etc.) figured out how to build simulated world's fair bldgs. (without all the usual sweat and tears).
Correct.
@@UJR78 Well I know it sounds crazy, but it seems there were times in history where vast numbers of high quality structures appeared almost overnight (kind of like the movie Dark City).
@@danlds17
- Absolutely correct again!
Hi Tess. I think that his view is inverted and it doesn't ring true.
He's just parroting ancient ideas and trying to be the thing he say he is not... a person selling snake oil.
Thanks for having Howdi on your show. But please for the future….try to let people finish their sentences and/or thoughts. You brutally cutting off and speaking over Howdie multiple
Times really came off totally impolite and rude.
This host really doesn't get it....
Too indoctrinated into mainstream medicine.
AND THAT VOICE....!!!
The Earth is; observed, measured, aviated, and navigated as flat.
I would say the correct terminology would be level...level is an orientation...flat is a shape and the earth has hills, mountains and valleys therefore not flat.
Interesting Howdie but way off track. Keep exploring man
I have followed Tess since 2020, and respect her work, but very disappointing to hear this silly conversation….
If Tess had a mind as closed as yours, you wouldn't have found her in 2020.
Well, I think it's worth talking g about ideas... but yes, this is an idea that is ancient, hardly new.
The real point here is that all of these ideas are cloaks for the same device..these are ideas that are aeons old. The creator, choosing a path, fi ding your self, happiness, meditation, heaven, hell... they all work in the Matrix concept.. there's nothing new here.
I've given a thumbs up for Tess. I'm not convinced by some of the guests' anecdotes at all.
We have to suspend our reality and simply believe in this man's words.
Unfortunately, whilst it's an interesting topic, seeing through a wall, for example is not something that can be proven, and it fails to hold weight under scrutiny.
Whilst I do generally appreciate and have pondered reality, it's probably a matter for an individual to manage on their own terms.
This mans experiences have lead him to his own answers as a mechanism to cope. He says this clearly at the begining.
He is struggling to cope and this is his solution. Just as others find their path, its not a criticism, but it is just a coping tool.
There is no escape from life, other than death. If life is a prison then you are living life in a very perverse way, in my opinion.
Existence is a gift, not a prison.
Shallow much?
Kriya yoga and awakening the kundalini is the way out.
Freeing the mind is the answer, the ball model is a prison. The Earth is; observed, measured, aviated, and navigated as flat.
Intense practice of Laughter Yoga?
@@MrScaramooshtheres a fellow on chris thrall tonight reckons hes organised a trip to Antarctica, invited eric dubay and dave Weiss and they both bottled it ,I want to buy into the flat but why have they backed out ?
Gnostics did not write the New Testament they changed it to fit their beliefs, the true NT is preserved in the KJV. We live in a created reality by the divine the Father and Son sin has corrupted this reality separating us from the divine, Jesus came from Heaven to this created reality to deal with sin once and for all thats why he says I am the way the truth and the life no one come to the Father but by me. this reality may seem hellish to some but it is not the real hell. if you want to return 'home' then you need to find out about Jesus enter into relationship with him and let him save you from the devils/arcons and their hellish destination
I believe you may have summarize d a conditioned mind.
There is more
Let's be kind and suggest Howdie is exploring and genuine. The view looks different the higher you go.
Gnostic minds are conditioned
And who EXACTLY wrote your version?
And what was their agenda?
And how can you trust what's written??
i don't just trust it i know it's true the agenda is to save your life
The Dr is an inmate who thinks she's a warden.
If everything you were told was a lie you would not be able to tell any different. It's a ridiculous thing to say, you are told a mix of truth and lies and the task is to tell which is which. Sometime you have to revisit the past and admit some of it was true and you didn't realize it.
Thank you Howdie through Tess for bringing me back to focus. When I do go inwards I only get as far as my breath. The breath is all that's left. How do I become aware of my spirit? If I believed in NPCs I would be worried.