Pacman79790, in a sense, yes. TruthLeader, It's kinda of hard to explain. I basically make an endless loop of thought that makes my thought train crash...? sort of. I think of existence before existence...haha. Kevin Waweru, Only a few of his steps.
I could see if giving other people headaches, but for me, it makes me go blank. 😂 Plus, I've also been meditating for about eight years. I guess you just have to find a medium that relaxes you and use that.
+Andy Ryan Stevens are you conscious while doing it? Because I could be standing up and I just lose track of everything. I forget who I am and I question everything.
1. Do it when you’re tired (everyone’s different). Lay on top of the covers, don’t move on your side. Make sure your subconscious mind doesn’t convince you stop the practice because of the restlessness and itching. Relax - don’t be stiff Mcstiff 2. Remember any dream you can think of and think of your role in the dream. Recognize who you are in the relationship to your dream (friend , enemy , uncle etc) 3. Come back to 3D. Think of the roles you’ve already played in your 3D dream , even if you’re not proud of them. It’s just you 4. Re imagine any dream with the acknowledgement of character roles in the dreams. You know what to expect and it be more accurate and pin point. You know what to look for and you’ll look for any character in the dreams you’ve ever had. 5. Trick yourself , Try to forget where you came from with affirmations. Try to forget where you came from. Affirmations create subconscious barriers which prevent you from accessing your memories (friends, who you are , where you are , anything in this dream, this character) Whilst observing the characters in the many dreams you’ve had. Pause and stop observing and think 8:52 6. Choose to forget who you were looking at. It’s natural to forget. You would’ve forgotten anything tying you to 3D 7. Stay in this state , and the outcome of this state depends on how well you do the previous steps . Then more you do it the longer you can spend in this space
it is easy to get freaked out by this kind of stuff. Most people would just dismiss this as psychosis. Unfortunately we live in a fairly rigid society, especially if you live in westernised countries who are far too concerned with what is "normal". We live in a pretty weird and cool universe, and only in this human vessel for a limited time. Just explore, and love one another. Peace
Martin Vindis it definitely is easier. Taking psychedelics is like a short cut to obtaining enlightenment, and is very intense. It is worth it to do it naturally, though.
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lol i was watching this on my computer ans then i started feeling weird stuff around stage 2 when i immediately stopped cause i was too afraid of having an ego death whilst face first in front of my computer screen it got really intense really fast
My christian brother read me a verse from the bible that said ''be still and know I'm God''!!! So I tried it and I accepted this moment as it was in the now and surrendered for this moment and this tremendous peace washed over me, it was so intense and I felt light like I was gonna float out of my body!!! Screw drugs, I found my thing: being still and knowing God!!
i dont usually dream of other people, its always just me observing my surroundings and setting. and ive played thousands of roles in my life depending on everyone else point of view
im really interested in this kind of stuff and i feel like im drawn to it and i need a spirtual awakening bc rn im not very spirtual. im just fearful and anxious about over thinking. one of my big fears is losing my mind and losing control. i cant seem to ever completely let go
you think you have control, but thats just your ego. you have no control of anything, you aren't even your SELF. who can control life, and in turn control the universe? no one because we ARE the universe, one in the same. go with it, my friend.
The first step to awakening for me was a movie The Law Of Attraction.i was 17 watching it nearly every day.It flipped around my mood totaly.you could straight feel that after watching the movie,the only magic trick i experienced and used in my life and only one that works,maybe it was just for me like that,but you can try to watch that movie and think about in a good way and see how you think after watching it.I realy recomend it
i had an ego death without drugs or meditation a couple years ago... at the time i didnt even know what it is... but the need to recreate it internally has brought me here
i experienced ego death on salvia. it was crazy and it involved a lot of letting go, if you hold on to things that trouble you, you will get no where. its like my perception of reality is completely different now. and it keeps changing. also what he said at the end makes a lot of sense (: these videos are so interesting.
What a coincidence I've experienced ego death twice now from psychedelics, without trying ( both positive experiences but started out kind of alarming) and this was Posted on my birthday 😁
Ryan, December 19 I found out that my ex boyfriend Conner died from an overdose...for the first 6 months of our relationship he was sober...you know when you meet someone and your souls "click" ..that's how it was with him...we were connected, I remember one of my frienda telling me how conner and I would literally just be making noises to each other and not even talking, but we were laughing and somehow knew what was going on...its like we spoke a language that no one else understood, after the first 6 months he started spiraling dowhill, but we stayed together for about a year, and then on and off for this last year before his death, he was always my person...that person who I felt pulled too and who i knew deep down on a soul level that he was the one for me...noone else could compare...we connected and had intense chemistry on every level...now that he is gone from this earth , I dont know what to do with this feeling inside that would always "pull" me to him, its like I can feel myself inside trying to connect to something , but I can't make the connection...i wonder if there is a way for me to talk to him now, to his spirit, or if hes still around at all- that's something I'm struggling with... Wondering if hes really just gone forever into nothingness or if he is still here with me in spirit...i had a dream with him in it- we were in a car- he was driving-we were about to go over a bridge- in the dream I knew he was a ghost, as I started to realize this I got scared, because if he was a ghost who i could see and hear then that meant other ghost that I didnt want to see or hear might be able to talk to me, as I realized this 2 phones in my pocket started making scary noises and he said "merp you have to throw the phones out of the car so they cant get to you" (we called each other merp) I threw the phones out..then we were in a type of hotel and I saw normal people and ghosts in the hotel- I could see a ghost standing beside a lady trying to talk to her, but of course she had no idea and couldn't see the ghost, so I tried to spray her with water to get her attention... Anyways it was a crazy dream but my main question is- is there a way I can safely speak to him? Or see him and feel his presence? I want some sort of confirmation that he still lives somehow....sorry this was so long - I would message you but I dont know how -
I experienced an ego death experience using magic mushrooms. I fell through a funnel of my own memories and learned some things of my past that I never experienced before. I learned that from the time of me being 4 to 6 years old my grandmother used to verbally and sexually abuse me. I lived in Mexico at the time, and both my mom and dad lived in the US. My grandmother used to beat me and squeeze my genitals too hard when she bathed me. My mother used to never believe me so the abuse went on for the 2 years that I lived in Mexico. Im 23 now.
When i crashed my motorcycle i hit a large rock and whent through the space where the handle bars are and in a blink of an eye my body went about 5 feet in the air and somehow twisted or turned and i landed perfectly wedged between the other side of the rock and the ground and if it didnt twist my head would have crashed into the ground and i would of most likely broken my neck but right when i hit the ground it was pure white or it was just bright like a sudden flash and i felt amazing no pain, no fear, no thoughts at all exept "wow I feel great" and i felt no ground as if i was floating and i couldnt feel my body but then the flash ended and it was as if i crashed back into my body and all the feellings came back at once and just rushed right back into me and to my surprise no harm was done to me not even a bruse or a scratch not even a headache or anything and ever sinse that my mind sort of changed it seemed like. But i still wonder how i twisted in mid air without anything pushing me or without myself twisting.
I have the dissociation experience very often but without dreaming I was just observing my family talking in the car but I didn't feel like i knew them or anything around me and it made me feel like an alien
so i have a circadian rhythm disorder that basically prevents me from falling asleep until maybe 6 in the morning. however, over the past week or so, ive started meditating and its helped me with anxiety i deal with. 3 nights ago, i actually managed to "fall asleep," i probably reached the 4th stage of sleep, but because of my circadian rhythm disorder i was unable to mentally shut off and i actually fell into my subconscious. i mean i literally remember thinking but it was from like a place beneath where i consciously think every day. so i was kinda bored and i decided to visually construct a file cabinet within my mind, and within this file cabinet i placed all my subconscious thoughts and feelings, and i literally came up with questions about my self and was able to discover the answers to the them by opening up the file cabinet and finding the corresponding file for the question. in this way, ive started to come to truly know myself. im still working on it.
Ego death is not fun. I experienced it my first time taking shrooms and it’s changed the way I look at life. The best way I can explain it is think of this life as the matrix and then breaking out of that matrix but with ZERO guidance and what happening next. You feel like god but you know you’re not god but you also know you’re not human. It’s as if your soul left your body almost
I had ego death 💀 /awakening but I had taken some weed but i come to realise it had not any effect. It was bound to happen , before i had episode of rushing of electricity 🔌 like some low depressive mood before Trouble sleeping for around 5-6 days , It happened gradually .in hindsight i now think the journey starts afterwards the episode ,
TF I din't evn watch the complete video but wtf nobody ever (shud) want to have an ego death it's the worst feeling. U ll never know ur existencial reason nor have any materialistic connection it's a trap basically. That's litteraly the worst feeling ever
I wish I saw this sooner. I’ve been accidentally doing this since I was a little kid. I have moments of realizing I exist occasionally but don’t recognize anything. I constantly wish I could go back to “not existing”, because I know what it’s like. I like that you mentioned quantum jumping. There is something quantum about what is going on.
I think this happened to me 1-2 years ago. It was early pandemic and I didnt know how to get out of that sort of trance. It took me months to recover from this. I convinced myself I was just imagining it. Music partly was what helped me get into that trance at first. I had a goal in mind I didnt know how to achieve and I thought that with the new trance i had achieved that I could obtain that goal. But then i started to notice that there were times I couldnt process certain information. So much so that I spent so long trying to fathom, understand and bring myself through the thinking. I came to one conclusion that gradually got me out of the trance, that the meaning of life is to experience, to live.
The breakthrough is flying upwards into infinity. Before that there is a tingling feeling that originates in your feet and ends in your head. Concentrate only on that feeling . The words he is saying like 'forget, dont worry its ok" are the thoughts you need to have to breakthrough. There is no color. It sounds like wind or like the wind hitting your face. There is no body. After that you go into lucid dreaming. First few times you get scared but once you let go it will feel like you are falling upwards not downwards to absolutely nonwhere in any plane of existance
Just realized that I've been accidentally having these ego deaths ever since I was a little girl. I never knew what to call those experiences that I had till now. They fit the description of an ego death perfectly. Anyone had this going on?
this worked today! i had watched it before but did not fully understand it. but now that i watched more of your videos i understand that it takes time. please keep making videos! you have truly changed lives:)
IM SHOCKED TO HEAR ALL THIS! I have gone to a very similar experience when I meditate before I sleep (particularly with music). Thing is, I never knew feeling any of this was a thing and I wondered why I seem like the only person in the world who can intentionally go into this state while not on drugs (prior use of mushrooms kind of gave me the mental framework to gain the ability to access this state). Ive talked to friends about it and just started to feel like Im crazy or exagerating. And almost everything you explain are the exact same steps I have personally learned to reach this state, albeit, with difficulty. For me, very particular kinds of music is a must. (C418's One really pushes some buttons in my mind). From experience, ive learned that if you wake up 2-3 hours into your sleep to the right music, this state comes almost effortlessly and even unconciously. But its rare.
You always dream but you forget. You need to ask your mind to remember and it will. If you manage to improve your sleeping quality and wake up at the end of one sleep cycle in the REM stage (each cycle is 90 mins), there's a possibility you remember, but you have to write it immediately as you get up or you will forget. If you keep writing some of your dreams in the beginning, you will remember most of your dreams from then on.
I came here expecting to learn something new, but these steps, are literally how I go to sleep every night. That is just how I meditate, I sometimes stay conscious whole nights, without really sleeping, but just laying there thinking
Happy to see you uploading again Ryan. You help make sense of my experiences. And ever since trying DMT a few years back my life has changed dramatically.
Just question everything. Ego never really dies, questioning learning evolves your personality and makes you more aware of the negative things you do . Now you fix
So youre saying that if i dont like something about me in my reality (lets say that, im too nice and i let people walk all over me) i could change that way about me when im in this dream/ego death?
You are those people... You've always been them but you don't know that because of the illusion of life... so their really is no way to answer your question because you cant not not be without yourself.
Im so glad I found your channel, you talk about these subjects much alike the way I think of them. I can feel you're really trying to figure out how this reality works and I feel relieved I'm not alone in this. thank you.
Much light for you my friend. We together can make a better world, we together, as a whole, can change our reality, maybe to what it was in the begining of our mother. I need some help and guidance, and I am here to give u mine too, as a fair exchange of love. Peace!
I just want to say that you seem like a nice person and I am happy that you exist. Thank you so much for making these videos and guiding people, myself included.
I'm not advising anyone to try a drug without their own research first. But the more I continue living the more I realize that not wanting to take a psychedelic (safely that is) is another way the ego has to protect itself.
Loved the video, but the only reason i didn't like my experience when trying this was because my creative thoughts weren't with me the rest of the day after i tried this.
Salvador Dali knows & talks about this!!He went to the same mental place to create from his darkness & pain! Dope Vid! This video also opens up the third eye (if done properly & can be GREAT HEALING FOR PPL!! Emotional,mentally,physically, Spiritually
That happened to me as I had a dream within a dream. Then my cat jumped on me and I had no clue where or who I was. I've been trying to figure out what that was for a long time! Thanks RC!
I am very afraid of death and can't really deal with mortality and the meaninglessness of life. I hope an egodeath can help me see dying in another light but i also fear to start thinking suicidal thoughts and just end up in this spiral of panic, because i've heard that this can be a "side effect" of a spiritual awakening.
I can sense Ryan, what you are talking about. "I Myself become part of 3D , part of moment/awareness itself..". that's my way of expressing death of EGO experience. With being in the moment always it can be eventually experienced and no drugs are required. Thanks for sharing
Does anyone know how we can contact the gods of any kind by way of dreams or visions? I heard that we can mix Acacia tree seeds with Syrian Rue seeds, but those must be toxic or poisonous in large amounts and how do you mix them and make a tea and how much to drink?
according to buddhism there is no such thing as the egoless self, because ego is what we call 'self', so how can there be a non self self, its conradictory
The ego is an illusion of your self-image based off of past memories and experiences, The egoless self is nothing but awareness. That's why ego death can be so frightening, you lose all your memories and the things you held on to in your mind to make you feel comfortable about who 'I" is and become nothing. and everything.
Beside with psychedelics i experienced ego death after water fasting and circular deep breathing. The "easiest" way is to combine breathing techniques/meditation and mushrooms for example. i noticed that it happens when accepting and trusting and giving in. Sometimes from a ego perspective this feels like giving up.
mind blown! by the end it is basically a type of reset for your reality. not just any reality.... more like in the moment type of reality. So you would have to re-shape your self a bit maybe and discard certain things that appears on each future reality.
Ego death without psychedelics is just ego on ego death. Creating false copy that visits it, then channels it back to original ego. It may work, but its nothing compared.
The only ego death experience I've had without drugs was when I passed out sitting down. I woke up sitting upright with my eyes closed and had no idea where I was or even who I was. It almost felt like my brain was spinning in circles. I kept my eyes closed for about 5 minutes and after I opened them, I felt super relaxed and calm like I've never been before.
I had a similar experience when I passed out after having blood taken for the first time. I woke up and just remember seeing darkness. My vision didn't come back yet and I remember feeling annoyed, annoyed at the unfamiliarity of what was happening. I feel like the feeling of coming back into consciousness in my body was what was the most disturbing to me. I also had no recollection of who I was, what year it was, or anything. I did not wake up and feel calm when my vision came back but rather sick but that's typical of passing out. I will never forget not knowing who I was though and having no concept of anything. Of course when my vision came back everything came back to me.
Why do all these spiritual channels have the same setup. A GREAT quality camera and that specific light in the persons eyes. Anyone else know what I mean?
I just sank into my own mind for a second and i felt like my body was nothing but then my head began to ache a bit and my breathing made me give up as it was very distracting.
do you think this is possible the same thing Elvis Presley had a do you think it's possible Elvis Presley could had been an indigo child a adult because he was misunderstood a felt different from other people even growing up as a child in school a also as a adult in the singing a entertainment world a also he had a glowing aura a special spirituality a he possed a special power to lift people up w his singing one-piece Elvis Presley was the gorgeous a greatest man who ever lived in the twenty century.
Iv had a moment of ego death while awake, and I didn't know who I was in the mirror and I think it took me 5 minutes to remember again. Only now do I realize it was probably my ego fleeting away for a bit, I'm not sure why or how.
A friend of mine who use to dye his hair like my anime characters died. We came up with concepts of basic style with gears around our necks and simply being. And since then I've been in a psychedelic trance of trying to find his spirit and bring it back from the astral realm. In one of my dreams. I was in my next reincarnations body and someone gave me a gun in a futuristic mall. I got scared and threw the gun into my bookbag and it went off. I could feel the unconscious beings around me reacting to what I did and I ran. When I was in the parking lot running from people I seen on random Facebook profiles. I saw my friend again. In this lifetime we both had black/brown hair with red locs and gold locs on the corner of our edge ups. Actually demonstrating the spiritual understanding of the right and left brain as if they were spiritual eyes. But in my reincarnation dream. I have red hair with a gold patch and he had gold hair with a red patch. Demonstrating a form of balance between us not seeing each other in person in my time which brought his unlucky demise. But back to the dream; we heard sirens for fire trucks and ran toward the freeway bridge. Took a cut and I ended up where my preschool was. I went to the restroom after Latino men in a barber shop questioned why we were so tired and kind of sensed that we were up to no good. So I went to the restroom to just clear my head. When I was in the restroom I could sense two spirits behind me. One who carried an essence of life and another who carried death. They are two of four spirits I found deep within my being to heal myself and push past an intense break up that ended with an abortion and my ex swerving to other dudes. Since then; I've had dreams of her unconsciousness coming toward an awakening. And those four spirits around me. The talk about the astral realm is definitely true. I know for sure that these women exist. And I don't pursue them with intense sexual intention. But to help them grow and open their 3rd eyes. Thank you for your video. I was really dealing with a bit of depression until I reached an ego death. I'm on 19 so I'm learning what my ancestors have lost with soul searching in the astral realm. Follow me on snapchat @publicadvisory and you'll understand what eye see and these people that I am talking about.
There are a lot of similarities between what you are talking about Ryan and the Shamanic Journeying that I do. Whilst journeying I have a place I go to which id kind of like my personal garden or starting point to move on from. I have found that if the plants are overgrown and I prune them or I plant new flowers, when I return from journeying there will be diffrences in my life, those around me or situations. Whatever I change there changes something here. There is a great book called Seeing in the Dark. I think its by Graham Hancock. He and another guy spent a year living in darkened conditions with the aid of a Shaman. The result was that they had removed their learnt frame of reference, for example what a square looked like. Its our brains that transalte the image and make it a square but take that frame of reference away and all they saw where lines and spaces. They didnt recognise it as a square. It took about a week for frame of reference to come back naturaly now they were living in light. Interestingly whilst they were without the FOR they were seeing random beautiful phosphenes or glowing colours that didnt have a physical origin, they were seeing beautiful payterns such as fractals and sacred geometry in everything instead of seeing them as the ordinary daily objects that they were. Great book and thoroughly worth a read.
Now that I know what an ego death is like I think we experience an ego death every night. That's my theory so, next time I become aware I'm waking up I will try to build a different me. It will be basically like reprogramming my subconscious mind, which they say also works. We'll see =) I'm thrilled about the idea =) Awesome Ryan =)
Hello, 1 years ago I had a weird experience in which I felt scared. I remember having my eyes closed and just thinking about the meaning of life, my past, present and future and the universe. Then Suddenly all these thoughts disappeared and I was like wait a minute I'm alive, I'm made out of atoms, vibrations. The universe is big and I'am small compared to other planets. It was like I became lucid in real life. It was just like in the movies like an alien gave me the knowledge about everything. Please tell me what i have experienced, please
From my perspective, you began to remember that which you have forgotten. That's why you had those thoughts with such clarity. Don't take my word for it though whatever feels right to you.
@@ETheGreat444 we where something else before this life, its scary to think about all the possibilites about our life, what we could be and the destiny, something life can feel like a prison
I can meditate myself entirely out of my existence; temporarily "forget" everything. It's the trippiest thing ever...
it's just the meditative state
Pacman79790, in a sense, yes. TruthLeader, It's kinda of hard to explain. I basically make an endless loop of thought that makes my thought train crash...? sort of. I think of existence before existence...haha. Kevin Waweru, Only a few of his steps.
I could see if giving other people headaches, but for me, it makes me go blank. 😂 Plus, I've also been meditating for about eight years. I guess you just have to find a medium that relaxes you and use that.
+Andy Ryan Stevens are you conscious while doing it? Because I could be standing up and I just lose track of everything. I forget who I am and I question everything.
Being Reality is the most enjoying experience Ever.
1. Do it when you’re tired (everyone’s different). Lay on top of the covers, don’t move on your side. Make sure your subconscious mind doesn’t convince you stop the practice because of the restlessness and itching. Relax - don’t be stiff Mcstiff
2. Remember any dream you can think of and think of your role in the dream. Recognize who you are in the relationship to your dream (friend , enemy , uncle etc)
3. Come back to 3D. Think of the roles you’ve already played in your 3D dream , even if you’re not proud of them. It’s just you
4. Re imagine any dream with the acknowledgement of character roles in the dreams. You know what to expect and it be more accurate and pin point. You know what to look for and you’ll look for any character in the dreams you’ve ever had.
5. Trick yourself , Try to forget where you came from with affirmations. Try to forget where you came from. Affirmations create subconscious barriers which prevent you from accessing your memories (friends, who you are , where you are , anything in this dream, this character)
Whilst observing the characters in the many dreams you’ve had. Pause and stop observing and think 8:52
6. Choose to forget who you were looking at. It’s natural to forget. You would’ve forgotten anything tying you to 3D
7. Stay in this state , and the outcome of this state depends on how well you do the previous steps . Then more you do it the longer you can spend in this space
You’ll forget what it feels like to feel lonely, to feel pain
What if I can't remember any dream I had?
Before your kid cries and asks to play with him ;-)
Thank you Aigis-0 It is no longer available on his site.
Anyone tried? :p How did it go?
it is easy to get freaked out by this kind of stuff. Most people would just dismiss this as psychosis. Unfortunately we live in a fairly rigid society, especially if you live in westernised countries who are far too concerned with what is "normal". We live in a pretty weird and cool universe, and only in this human vessel for a limited time. Just explore, and love one another. Peace
imalamboman12 yeah, people got no idea the true depth of reality
imalamboman12 love this comment 💝💝beautifully said
Yessir.
To true and amen to that! Beautifully said!
his bathroom gives me anxiety
Someone had a mishap with a tin of black paint, maybe during a "trip". lol :D
Reminds me of The Strain TV show
you make anxiety from the perception of his bathroom
Same here
It's all one and the sale
Sounds easier to just take the drug tbh
Martin Vindis it definitely is easier. Taking psychedelics is like a short cut to obtaining enlightenment, and is very intense. It is worth it to do it naturally, though.
Jarrett Glahn Yeah, you're right. You don't need to waste money or risk yourself for a substance.
Jarrett Glahn it’s absolutely not a shortcut 😂 it’s just a tease actually
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@@lzza6095 This is ego death right here
smoked pot. phased out halfway through the vid. you have beautiful eyes bro
anybody else feel kinda trippy while you're watching this?
yes hahaha i think i was the only one
+karen campos *** i thought
desculpa ser chato :v
lol i was watching this on my computer ans then i started feeling weird stuff around stage 2 when i immediately stopped cause i was too afraid of having an ego death whilst face first in front of my computer screen it got really intense really fast
I was interupted at the last step, when i opened my eyes there were tears coming down. not sure why, it was weird. gonna try it again.
I feel kinda trippy watching any of his videos. Maybe it's his hypnotizing eyes or I can just really feel his energy.
Btw, egodeath also can happen under lsd or shrooms. Not only by dmt. Thats what happend to me. Didn't took dmt so far.
Ego death can also happen from doing ketamine. What I experienced was terrifying and mind shattering.
My christian brother read me a verse from the bible that said ''be still and know I'm God''!!! So I tried it and I accepted this moment as it was in the now and surrendered for this moment and this tremendous peace washed over me, it was so intense and I felt light like I was gonna float out of my body!!! Screw drugs, I found my thing: being still and knowing God!!
But how do i do this. I do t k ow how to surrender to God and ive tried it just wont work.
i dont usually dream of other people, its always just me observing my surroundings and setting. and ive played thousands of roles in my life depending on everyone else point of view
yeah me too , so the role here is you beeing an observer
I cant remember any of my dreams in the last like 6-7 years o.O
@@hurricane1nox same here bro
im really interested in this kind of stuff and i feel like im drawn to it and i need a spirtual awakening bc rn im not very spirtual. im just fearful and anxious about over thinking. one of my big fears is losing my mind and losing control. i cant seem to ever completely let go
Evnoiia i second that
SAMEE!
We may be able to change our genes in the future with CRISPR, look it up.
you think you have control, but thats just your ego. you have no control of anything, you aren't even your SELF. who can control life, and in turn control the universe? no one because we ARE the universe, one in the same. go with it, my friend.
The first step to awakening for me was a movie The Law Of Attraction.i was 17 watching it nearly every day.It flipped around my mood totaly.you could straight feel that after watching the movie,the only magic trick i experienced and used in my life and only one that works,maybe it was just for me like that,but you can try to watch that movie and think about in a good way and see how you think after watching it.I realy recomend it
Flow. Extreme Focus and Immersion. This is usually how I kill my ego (at least temporarily) and become the process of creation itself.
i had an ego death without drugs or meditation a couple years ago... at the time i didnt even know what it is... but the need to recreate it internally has brought me here
You can experience ego death on any psychedelic, not just DMT. Usually happens with acid, shrooms, DMT, Peyote, and many others as well.
Your voice is so gentle and velvety (not to be creepy). You should make audiobooks if you don't already!
ASMR... hey... it's me...
i experienced ego death on salvia. it was crazy and it involved a lot of letting go, if you hold on to things that trouble you, you will get no where. its like my perception of reality is completely different now. and it keeps changing. also what he said at the end makes a lot of sense (: these videos are so interesting.
Do you live in a hallway?
skimmy93 lol well played.
its his shrinks back room
Inconvenient Politics que es un shrink
D B1930 it's a therapist. he was making a shitty joke
most likely a ship container; you can redesign a home and spend little $$ for one
Ryan: "If you feel like itching... Itch." Me: OH THANK GAWD.
Thanks Ugly God 💯
I cant remember any of my dreams in the last like 6-7 years o.O
What a coincidence I've experienced ego death twice now from psychedelics, without trying ( both positive experiences but started out kind of alarming) and this was Posted on my birthday 😁
Ryan,
December 19 I found out that my ex boyfriend Conner died from an overdose...for the first 6 months of our relationship he was sober...you know when you meet someone and your souls "click" ..that's how it was with him...we were connected, I remember one of my frienda telling me how conner and I would literally just be making noises to each other and not even talking, but we were laughing and somehow knew what was going on...its like we spoke a language that no one else understood, after the first 6 months he started spiraling dowhill, but we stayed together for about a year, and then on and off for this last year before his death, he was always my person...that person who I felt pulled too and who i knew deep down on a soul level that he was the one for me...noone else could compare...we connected and had intense chemistry on every level...now that he is gone from this earth , I dont know what to do with this feeling inside that would always "pull" me to him, its like I can feel myself inside trying to connect to something , but I can't make the connection...i wonder if there is a way for me to talk to him now, to his spirit, or if hes still around at all- that's something I'm struggling with... Wondering if hes really just gone forever into nothingness or if he is still here with me in spirit...i had a dream with him in it- we were in a car- he was driving-we were about to go over a bridge- in the dream I knew he was a ghost, as I started to realize this I got scared, because if he was a ghost who i could see and hear then that meant other ghost that I didnt want to see or hear might be able to talk to me, as I realized this 2 phones in my pocket started making scary noises and he said "merp you have to throw the phones out of the car so they cant get to you" (we called each other merp) I threw the phones out..then we were in a type of hotel and I saw normal people and ghosts in the hotel- I could see a ghost standing beside a lady trying to talk to her, but of course she had no idea and couldn't see the ghost, so I tried to spray her with water to get her attention... Anyways it was a crazy dream but my main question is- is there a way I can safely speak to him? Or see him and feel his presence? I want some sort of confirmation that he still lives somehow....sorry this was so long - I would message you but I dont know how -
I experienced an ego death experience using magic mushrooms. I fell through a funnel of my own memories and learned some things of my past that I never experienced before. I learned that from the time of me being 4 to 6 years old my grandmother used to verbally and sexually abuse me. I lived in Mexico at the time, and both my mom and dad lived in the US. My grandmother used to beat me and squeeze my genitals too hard when she bathed me. My mother used to never believe me so the abuse went on for the 2 years that I lived in Mexico. Im 23 now.
That is heartbreaking. I hope you give yourself much love.
When i crashed my motorcycle i hit a large rock and whent through the space where the handle bars are and in a blink of an eye my body went about 5 feet in the air and somehow twisted or turned and i landed perfectly wedged between the other side of the rock and the ground and if it didnt twist my head would have crashed into the ground and i would of most likely broken my neck but right when i hit the ground it was pure white or it was just bright like a sudden flash and i felt amazing no pain, no fear, no thoughts at all exept "wow I feel great" and i felt no ground as if i was floating and i couldnt feel my body but then the flash ended and it was as if i crashed back into my body and all the feellings came back at once and just rushed right back into me and to my surprise no harm was done to me not even a bruse or a scratch not even a headache or anything and ever sinse that my mind sort of changed it seemed like. But i still wonder how i twisted in mid air without anything pushing me or without myself twisting.
I have the dissociation experience very often but without dreaming I was just observing my family talking in the car but I didn't feel like i knew them or anything around me and it made me feel like an alien
so i have a circadian rhythm disorder that basically prevents me from falling asleep until maybe 6 in the morning. however, over the past week or so, ive started meditating and its helped me with anxiety i deal with. 3 nights ago, i actually managed to "fall asleep," i probably reached the 4th stage of sleep, but because of my circadian rhythm disorder i was unable to mentally shut off and i actually fell into my subconscious. i mean i literally remember thinking but it was from like a place beneath where i consciously think every day. so i was kinda bored and i decided to visually construct a file cabinet within my mind, and within this file cabinet i placed all my subconscious thoughts and feelings, and i literally came up with questions about my self and was able to discover the answers to the them by opening up the file cabinet and finding the corresponding file for the question. in this way, ive started to come to truly know myself. im still working on it.
any update? how to do this exactly?
Ego death is not fun. I experienced it my first time taking shrooms and it’s changed the way I look at life. The best way I can explain it is think of this life as the matrix and then breaking out of that matrix but with ZERO guidance and what happening next. You feel like god but you know you’re not god but you also know you’re not human. It’s as if your soul left your body almost
Thanks for sharing your story and perspective! 🙌
I had ego death 💀 /awakening but I had taken some weed but i come to realise it had not any effect. It was bound to happen , before i had episode of rushing of electricity 🔌 like some low depressive mood before Trouble sleeping for around 5-6 days , It happened gradually .in hindsight i now think the journey starts afterwards the episode ,
TF I din't evn watch the complete video but wtf nobody ever (shud) want to have an ego death it's the worst feeling. U ll never know ur existencial reason nor have any materialistic connection it's a trap basically. That's litteraly the worst feeling ever
I wish I saw this sooner. I’ve been accidentally doing this since I was a little kid. I have moments of realizing I exist occasionally but don’t recognize anything. I constantly wish I could go back to “not existing”, because I know what it’s like. I like that you mentioned quantum jumping. There is something quantum about what is going on.
I think this happened to me 1-2 years ago. It was early pandemic and I didnt know how to get out of that sort of trance. It took me months to recover from this. I convinced myself I was just imagining it. Music partly was what helped me get into that trance at first. I had a goal in mind I didnt know how to achieve and I thought that with the new trance i had achieved that I could obtain that goal. But then i started to notice that there were times I couldnt process certain information. So much so that I spent so long trying to fathom, understand and bring myself through the thinking. I came to one conclusion that gradually got me out of the trance, that the meaning of life is to experience, to live.
The breakthrough is flying upwards into infinity. Before that there is a tingling feeling that originates in your feet and ends in your head. Concentrate only on that feeling . The words he is saying like 'forget, dont worry its ok" are the thoughts you need to have to breakthrough. There is no color. It sounds like wind or like the wind hitting your face. There is no body. After that you go into lucid dreaming. First few times you get scared but once you let go it will feel like you are falling upwards not downwards to absolutely nonwhere in any plane of existance
this happened to me today in yoga. my instructor was worried it was physical. but comfortable knowing it was spiritual
Just realized that I've been accidentally having these ego deaths ever since I was a little girl. I never knew what to call those experiences that I had till now. They fit the description of an ego death perfectly. Anyone had this going on?
Whats the difference between laying on your side and laying on your back ? Bc I've always said I dream a lot more on my back.
this worked today!
i had watched it before but did not fully understand it. but now that i watched more of your videos i understand that it takes time. please keep making videos!
you have truly changed lives:)
IM SHOCKED TO HEAR ALL THIS! I have gone to a very similar experience when I meditate before I sleep (particularly with music). Thing is, I never knew feeling any of this was a thing and I wondered why I seem like the only person in the world who can intentionally go into this state while not on drugs (prior use of mushrooms kind of gave me the mental framework to gain the ability to access this state). Ive talked to friends about it and just started to feel like Im crazy or exagerating. And almost everything you explain are the exact same steps I have personally learned to reach this state, albeit, with difficulty. For me, very particular kinds of music is a must. (C418's One really pushes some buttons in my mind). From experience, ive learned that if you wake up 2-3 hours into your sleep to the right music, this state comes almost effortlessly and even unconciously. But its rare.
The problem is I don't get dreams.
The moment I sleep everything goes BLANK
You always dream but you forget.
You need to ask your mind to remember and it will.
If you manage to improve your sleeping quality and wake up at the end of one sleep cycle in the REM stage (each cycle is 90 mins), there's a possibility you remember, but you have to write it immediately as you get up or you will forget.
If you keep writing some of your dreams in the beginning, you will remember most of your dreams from then on.
I came here expecting to learn something new, but these steps, are literally how I go to sleep every night.
That is just how I meditate, I sometimes stay conscious whole nights, without really sleeping, but just laying there thinking
Happy to see you uploading again Ryan. You help make sense of my experiences. And ever since trying DMT a few years back my life has changed dramatically.
I have recently tried this technique and it does work, it will probably work better if you meditate daily
Maybe this is why ancient secret societies would make new initiates think they were about to be killed before teaching them anything else.
Stumbled across this vid; had watched you once before - you have an incredible presence please do not stop creating.
Just question everything. Ego never really dies, questioning learning evolves your personality and makes you more aware of the negative things you do . Now you fix
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"My many ego death experiences" ....but how many times needs the ego to die...to stay f dead !?
What
I dont think you know what an ego is, let alone an ego death
In Brazil, Ayuhasca is legal and considered a religion called "umbandaime", "daime", "união do vegetal".
So youre saying that if i dont like something about me in my reality (lets say that, im too nice and i let people walk all over me) i could change that way about me when im in this dream/ego death?
After we die, do we stay connected to the people that we meet here? I can't imagine not being with my family or friends for eternity
You are those people... You've always been them but you don't know that because of the illusion of life... so their really is no way to answer your question because you cant not not be without yourself.
This is like blanking out by sheer will
Im so glad I found your channel, you talk about these subjects much alike the way I think of them. I can feel you're really trying to figure out how this reality works and I feel relieved I'm not alone in this. thank you.
Much light for you my friend. We together can make a better world, we together, as a whole, can change our reality, maybe to what it was in the begining of our mother. I need some help and guidance, and I am here to give u mine too, as a fair exchange of love. Peace!
I love how excited you are about these topics.
I just want to say that you seem like a nice person and I am happy that you exist. Thank you so much for making these videos and guiding people, myself included.
I'm not advising anyone to try a drug without their own research first. But the more I continue living the more I realize that not wanting to take a psychedelic (safely that is) is another way the ego has to protect itself.
Wow, this is some serious stuff... Subscribed!
Loved the video, but the only reason i didn't like my experience when trying this was because my creative thoughts weren't with me the rest of the day after i tried this.
Salvador Dali knows & talks about this!!He went to the same mental place to create from his darkness & pain! Dope Vid! This video also opens up the third eye (if done properly & can be GREAT HEALING FOR PPL!! Emotional,mentally,physically, Spiritually
That happened to me as I had a dream within a dream. Then my cat jumped on me and I had no clue where or who I was. I've been trying to figure out what that was for a long time! Thanks RC!
I am passing my high time watching you and listening to you 'cause you are simply beautiful
I am very afraid of death and can't really deal with mortality and the meaninglessness of life. I hope an egodeath can help me see dying in another light but i also fear to start thinking suicidal thoughts and just end up in this spiral of panic, because i've heard that this can be a "side effect" of a spiritual awakening.
I have this part of the day around noon where I get super sleepy doesn't it have to be dark 🌑
I can sense Ryan, what you are talking about. "I Myself become part of 3D , part of moment/awareness itself..". that's my way of expressing death of EGO experience. With being in the moment always it can be eventually experienced and no drugs are required. Thanks for sharing
I LOVE RYAN THE PEOPLE THAT COMMENTED AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT HAS OR WILL EVER EXISTED OR EXIST! Peace and love to whom this concerns 👏✌👍🙌💪❤🌍🌎🌏🎁🔭🎶🎵
Does anyone know how we can contact the gods of any kind by way of dreams or visions? I heard that we can mix Acacia tree seeds with Syrian Rue seeds, but those must be toxic or poisonous in large amounts and how do you mix them and make a tea and how much to drink?
I can not find this document on your website products??? Where
according to buddhism there is no such thing as the egoless self, because ego is what we call 'self', so how can there be a non self self, its conradictory
The ego is an illusion of your self-image based off of past memories and experiences, The egoless self is nothing but awareness. That's why ego death can be so frightening, you lose all your memories and the things you held on to in your mind to make you feel comfortable about who 'I" is and become nothing. and everything.
+DirtyLion it's like being at a very humble part of your life, where you appreciate everything and everyone.
Simple, this is not Buddhism.
True self isn't self, it's self essence. Ego isn't real self... it develops later
Beside with psychedelics i experienced ego death after water fasting and circular deep breathing. The "easiest" way is to combine breathing techniques/meditation and mushrooms for example. i noticed that it happens when accepting and trusting and giving in. Sometimes from a ego perspective this feels like giving up.
The brain is the key to everything
I've had a couple ego death while on lsd and mushrooms and I saw non physical beings
Isochronic tones work for me to get the "first taste," later you can learn to recall that state of mind.
I seen the movie, Wrinkle in Time last night, looks like the "IT" is in your room!
mind blown! by the end it is basically a type of reset for your reality. not just any reality.... more like in the moment type of reality. So you would have to re-shape your self a bit maybe and discard certain things that appears on each future reality.
Ego death without psychedelics is just ego on ego death. Creating false copy that visits it, then channels it back to original ego. It may work, but its nothing compared.
The only ego death experience I've had without drugs was when I passed out sitting down. I woke up sitting upright with my eyes closed and had no idea where I was or even who I was. It almost felt like my brain was spinning in circles. I kept my eyes closed for about 5 minutes and after I opened them, I felt super relaxed and calm like I've never been before.
I had a similar experience when I passed out after having blood taken for the first time. I woke up and just remember seeing darkness. My vision didn't come back yet and I remember feeling annoyed, annoyed at the unfamiliarity of what was happening. I feel like the feeling of coming back into consciousness in my body was what was the most disturbing to me. I also had no recollection of who I was, what year it was, or anything. I did not wake up and feel calm when my vision came back but rather sick but that's typical of passing out. I will never forget not knowing who I was though and having no concept of anything. Of course when my vision came back everything came back to me.
so when you imagine the character roles and their relationship with dreams, we're gonna imagine another dream on step 6?
wow! too much for me to comprehend tonight..will watch tomorrow when i'm not so tired. thanks! really enjoyed .
Why do all these spiritual channels have the same setup. A GREAT quality camera and that specific light in the persons eyes. Anyone else know what I mean?
hey ryan can you talk about replacing beliefs in our subconscious.
yes ^^
Check out thetahealing
Read the book 'Prometheus Rising' by Robert Anton Wilson. It's a hard read but you won't regret it, trust me
Bob check out Ras Merkabah and Cannabinetics. Deals a lot with Plasma, Liquid Crystal and Light Emitting Transceiver and Frequency. Peace.
bob saget check out Faster EFT on you _tube...it is easy and there are over 1K videos from the creator of it. good luck
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I just sank into my own mind for a second and i felt like my body was nothing but then my head began to ache a bit and my breathing made me give up as it was very distracting.
do you think this is possible the same thing Elvis Presley had a do you think it's possible Elvis Presley could had been an indigo child a adult because he was misunderstood a felt different from other people even growing up as a child in school a also as a adult in the singing a entertainment world a also he had a glowing aura a special spirituality a he possed a special power to lift people up w his singing one-piece Elvis Presley was the gorgeous a greatest man who ever lived in the twenty century.
what
by indigo child, do you mean he was basically hyper active/adhd and had a mother like you who thought he was special?
lmaoo funny guy
Too bad lust, food, and drugs won
Is it just me or when I meditate sitting down I find it harder to breathe like properly and fully to relax?
Yes same. Even sitting requires to contract certain muscles which can prevent us from fully letting go. Do what works for you. I like to lay down.
Iv had a moment of ego death while awake, and I didn't know who I was in the mirror and I think it took me 5 minutes to remember again. Only now do I realize it was probably my ego fleeting away for a bit, I'm not sure why or how.
If what would describe is an ego death, I've experienced this during a major depressive episode.
A friend of mine who use to dye his hair like my anime characters died. We came up with concepts of basic style with gears around our necks and simply being. And since then I've been in a psychedelic trance of trying to find his spirit and bring it back from the astral realm. In one of my dreams. I was in my next reincarnations body and someone gave me a gun in a futuristic mall. I got scared and threw the gun into my bookbag and it went off. I could feel the unconscious beings around me reacting to what I did and I ran. When I was in the parking lot running from people I seen on random Facebook profiles. I saw my friend again. In this lifetime we both had black/brown hair with red locs and gold locs on the corner of our edge ups. Actually demonstrating the spiritual understanding of the right and left brain as if they were spiritual eyes. But in my reincarnation dream. I have red hair with a gold patch and he had gold hair with a red patch. Demonstrating a form of balance between us not seeing each other in person in my time which brought his unlucky demise. But back to the dream; we heard sirens for fire trucks and ran toward the freeway bridge. Took a cut and I ended up where my preschool was. I went to the restroom after Latino men in a barber shop questioned why we were so tired and kind of sensed that we were up to no good. So I went to the restroom to just clear my head. When I was in the restroom I could sense two spirits behind me. One who carried an essence of life and another who carried death. They are two of four spirits I found deep within my being to heal myself and push past an intense break up that ended with an abortion and my ex swerving to other dudes. Since then; I've had dreams of her unconsciousness coming toward an awakening. And those four spirits around me. The talk about the astral realm is definitely true. I know for sure that these women exist. And I don't pursue them with intense sexual intention. But to help them grow and open their 3rd eyes. Thank you for your video. I was really dealing with a bit of depression until I reached an ego death. I'm on 19 so I'm learning what my ancestors have lost with soul searching in the astral realm. Follow me on snapchat @publicadvisory and you'll understand what eye see and these people that I am talking about.
There are a lot of similarities between what you are talking about Ryan and the Shamanic Journeying that I do. Whilst journeying I have a place I go to which id kind of like my personal garden or starting point to move on from. I have found that if the plants are overgrown and I prune them or I plant new flowers, when I return from journeying there will be diffrences in my life, those around me or situations. Whatever I change there changes something here.
There is a great book called Seeing in the Dark. I think its by Graham Hancock. He and another guy spent a year living in darkened conditions with the aid of a Shaman. The result was that they had removed their learnt frame of reference, for example what a square looked like. Its our brains that transalte the image and make it a square but take that frame of reference away and all they saw where lines and spaces. They didnt recognise it as a square. It took about a week for frame of reference to come back naturaly now they were living in light. Interestingly whilst they were without the FOR they were seeing random beautiful phosphenes or glowing colours that didnt have a physical origin, they were seeing beautiful payterns such as fractals and sacred geometry in everything instead of seeing them as the ordinary daily objects that they were.
Great book and thoroughly worth a read.
Now that I know what an ego death is like I think we experience an ego death every night. That's my theory so, next time I become aware I'm waking up I will try to build a different me. It will be basically like reprogramming my subconscious mind, which they say also works. We'll see =) I'm thrilled about the idea =) Awesome Ryan =)
Its not just DMT used for ego death, you can also use big doses of LSD or Shrooms but for some if may only take a little.
THIS is the RC video that I finally play nonstop until I have no other satellites pulling me away from my center. Thanks God! Uh I mean Ryan..
I find your videos really interesting, you seem really genuine something people tend to lack these days
I gained an ego death by doing nothing and being patient.
I wake up like that everyday...I used to be scared of it
This art is truly inspiring.
The thumbnail is literally what I envision kind of lol
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dayum i like that idea of "quantum jumping" :) sounds interesting
Everytime I meditate I start to astral project and I will hear the vibrations but I’m always too scared to go further.
I think it’s scary. I love being human. I understand why entities latch onto us!
The WHAT IF re-entering reality homework assignment sounds intriguing. What if... it was possible?! thank you Ryan. love the cover pic btw!
sometimes I just wonder how all that knowledge fits inside your brain. you are a genius
Just listening to you feels like I'm on drugs lmfao. I mean that in a good way.. Boy you're so smart...
Hello, 1 years ago I had a weird experience in which I felt scared. I remember having my eyes closed and just thinking about the meaning of life, my past, present and future and the universe. Then Suddenly all these thoughts disappeared and I was like wait a minute I'm alive, I'm made out of atoms, vibrations. The universe is big and I'am small compared to other planets. It was like I became lucid in real life. It was just like in the movies like an alien gave me the knowledge about everything. Please tell me what i have experienced, please
From my perspective, you began to remember that which you have forgotten. That's why you had those thoughts with such clarity. Don't take my word for it though whatever feels right to you.
+EJW ok thanks
@@ETheGreat444 we where something else before this life, its scary to think about all the possibilites about our life, what we could be and the destiny, something life can feel like a prison