I think it's time I finally admit this... | Raw Rant #2
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 มิ.ย. 2024
- I just had to get this out...I actually felt alot better after recording this. Thanks for listening to me complain so much guys I promise I got some more positive content coming :)
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Bruh, you just spoke the words that I’ve been looking for for years. I feel the exact same, no joke.
Stopped all drugs for a month and life is so much meaningful
it's people like you that should have millions of views. Unlike some other low quality content on youtube that makes the real money. You helped me so so so much through my drug experiences and comedowns and whatever , I honestly send huge kudos to you. I wish I had a brother like you. Thank you for posting and sharing even your simplest thoughts! ❤️
I can totally relate my dude. These past few weeks I’ve been struggling financially so can’t afford to smoke, but it really puts things into perspective when you think and realize how much smoking has such a huge impact on your life and identity.
dude you got us with you in any decision that you take!
Fiiiiiinally bro, first steps! You’ll become the best version of yourself soon, first step is realisation. Good on you man
I’m working my way out of being in a bad place and these videos are awesome! Legit feel like I’m not alone so thanks dude! :) we’ll both make it!
what you need to find is something new or special in your life that overtakes the good feelings of being high, so you won't need it so much because you already have something better. i'm looking for that special thing too. thanks for the vid, you're a good person
I love this, I love you for this video
you got this! were with you!
lots of respect. i relate to this a lot. dont be so hard on yourself man
Remember this, if you end up smoking again, you haven’t taken a massive step back , this video has actually put you a hell of a lot forward already and if you relapse once or twice, so be it, it’s normal to be scared at this point, it happened to me so hard dude , all the shit you were saying about wanting to be fit in your twenties and just feeling okay without anything , this is happening to me now!! Keep going man , you’ve honestly made me feel some type of way with this video . It’s refreshing to see someone doing the right thing against the odds and sharing it with other people in similar situations . Respect .
Man I love how this dude just spills his fuckin guts like he does. He does it in sense to where he is venting but he is trying to help ya if you're taking your time to listen. Because I relate to what he is saying in this.
Life isn't all laadeedaa , it's not about being happy 24/7 , just be with your feelings and accept it . You're chasing something that isn't real. So next time you're sober , with your family and feeling like it isn't good enough , tell yourself it is good enough. I fell into the same trap with wanting to feel good all the time and would get pissed off with my family putting stresses in my life, like I was so obsessed with having a happy life after using lsd. But then I made peace with the chaos and said okay this if life too.
That makes alot of sense...chasing something that doesn't exist....no one is happy ALL the time....needed to hear that thank you
exactly how it is for me brother! not alone here.
One thing you need to know is, you’re on the right track. However, when going from smoking everyday to not at all will take a while. When opportunity arises, you’re unfortunately not going to be able to say no but as long as you keep telling yourself that you want to stop you will get there eventually. Good luck and also I love your videos haha
I feel you brother, always persevere. Sending you love
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Its hard to admit that a problem is right in front of you but you and I are finally seeing it. Smoking needs to be re-thought and we all need to take a step back from our habits and realize how much potential and opportunity there is in life itself
You got this man for real, I'm rooting for you
Absolutely love the raw rants, your a genuine guy bro and I respect that you can be so honest with yourself, it's the first step in becoming the best version of yourself is admitting your flaws, I stopped smoking weed because I started it seeing consuming my friends life and I don't even think they knew it at that stage. I think if u are taking any sort of a drug to feel content or happy or escape something, that's when it can start being a problem, if your taking a drug just to experience it and don't feel the need to do it over and over again I think it is fine, my tip for you is try your very best to not let your "negative" thoughts come across to you as negative, instead of asking yourself "why do I have to be thinking like this" ask yourself "what are these thoughts trying to teach me" I'm a big believer in things happening for a reason and I think the universe knows that u are trying to better yourself so I think the universe is making you think honestly about all your flaws so you can rid yourself of the things that no longer serve you, I always seem to rant on your videos lol but I do hope that it helps just a lil bit
I can so relate to this. I smoked for 8 years straight now haven’t smoked reg since last summer only smoke twice or three times since. It’s so funny how you get caught up on the what am I even saying right now. I’ve been there. Weed becomes what you do almost who you are and to try to break up with it you almost feel guilty or sad bc you associate so many good times with it. But when you can’t even enjoy life without it you know you’re reached an unhealthy place in your relationship wit it. I encourage you to redefine your relationship maybe take a break and find a healthy relationship with it. Much easier said than done I realize but I promise you it’s worth it.
Dude you got this. I smoked everyday for years and i got to say looking back on it. I feel like i wasted alot of time and alot of money on it man. I had good times. I had alot of fun smoking. I thought it was me i made it apart of my lifestyle. But when i stopped i noticed that life was alot more enjoyable without it
You were my channel while growing up and watching your reaction videos with shadow was this shit! 😂 This video is so relatable, I’ve experienced psychedelics since the age of 14 and like you said took from the experience to learn and grow from it.
I also recently stopped smoking THIS year in February and I honestly struggle myself. There are days I want to chill and smoke to get away from my own depression and failed relationship I have with my mom, and to go about like there’s nothing wrong, and then there are days I just want to trip on acid to get away from the world in general and forget EVERYTHING.
I hope you take part in this time for growth because I’m sure learning a lot from it. -peace ♥️
thumbs up for truth and honesty! I love and support weed and used to smoke daily, but I totally see what you are talking about.. how being high every day creates this persona, or the 'stoned you' that has some noticeable seperation from the 'sober you.' And that space between the stoned and sober self can be kinda scary when you first notice it. It's more intense the more you smoke, and especially when you really identify yourself with weed. "It's who I am, it's me"
It's hard to be sober, man. I went through rehab because of an alcohol accident in the middle of my stoner days (happened when I was out of weed), and even after 6 month rehab I went right back to blazing on the daily. ( never touched alcohol again though.) and of course the drug tests came, so I resorted to erowid and forums to discover my current cannabis replacements. Good quality whole Nutmeg gets me stoned and I've been taking it for over 2 years on and off. Kratom helps me be productive, active and free from unneeded depression/anxiety, and kratom also helps me to excel at my new job. Taking kratom for 1 year on and off. And lastly, Kava chills me out and helps me to feel normal. Tonga kava in particular helped me to throw away my last bit of weed because it was so nice.
I've been through this exact situation, balance is very important, at least for me weed can be a powerful too, what worked for me was that I quit smoking it, was completely sober for 2 months & now only eat edibles once a week ish, feel much better now, I'm actually happy sober, hope you work it out bro
i feel the change in how you look at things you said. i could go back and look at messages when im high and be like wtf why would i send all that. tell me this isnt just me? lol
I feel the same way bro
I feel that shit bro
I don’t wanna be that anymore, iv had it
Maybe quit smoking for a week and see how it goes
Easier said then done bro, but just let it go. You’ve had your fun with it, and you’ll always love it, no regrets. Time to move on homie, when you do everything will get better exponentially better. Life will be better. It takes time, but it’s worth it.
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Man...you clearly delineated, that the hardest thing in life is BEING YOURSELF.
As you have done with weed many of us grow a persona which is COMFORTABLE/NICE/SAFE TO BE. No matter what means you use, weed, alcohol, religion, playing roles etcc.. it happens to us. I used to do the same and fallback doing it nowadays. Sometimes only to my closest friends/relatives, I admit that I am bored/tired of being somebody else, and I ask them to 'let me be myself'. Cheers!
I struggle with this bro. Im supposed to be going job corps soon and shit hard to quit.
I am in Kansas. Not much weed out here. I am doing alright, but I hate drinking without smoking. I also did a 2 week tolerance in February. THAT had a lot of benefits to offer. I honestly would have been in your stream and here earlier if I had some smoke. Now, I'm on an edible and feeling great. In addicted to weed too man.
Those people who don't smoke weed were probably never around it in their lives for them to consider the thought.
I feel you bruh just do you man👍
Ive been through this bro, but if you stop for a few weeks and find something else to make u happy like a new job, hobby or passion and then get back into it, then it will be a lot better. It will be hard at first but its good for the long run.
bip up brother
and like you said, drugs are part of learning and growing, they are given to some of us as a form of lesson, every lesson ends and you learn from
it , maybe it's not supoosed to stay in your life forever .. like seriously i had the same experience with various substances and the more u repeat the process it s like you re going to school all over again.. for what? we re meant to evolve, we went through that phase, maybe it s time to just note down the lesson and close the chapter, that s how i look at it
The only thing you have in life is time. Use that time to experiment! I only know cause I’ve done it plenty of times. I’m usually addicted to smoking weed too but I learned to slow down and eat healthier and it really does make you happier. Smoking weed releases dopamine, no addiction is ever good
Relating so much man, its all growing pains
I quit smoking weed and it sucks at first but then you get used to it then you dont even care
I was with a girl for two years and we both smoked waaay too much weed, like a gram of oil a day. I'd get 3.5 of damn good BHO and itd last 4 days. Now I'm by myself and I take 2 dabs a day, take a week to go through a gram. But I still smoke every day...
feel the same way brothher
100% how i feel and i know i need to quit to go into welding but it just makes my mind work in a more positive way :( stuck between a rock and a hard place
Dam bro I really been feelin this same way to
Then don't smoke weed for awhile. XD I used to smoke a lot until I realized I have an addictive reliance on the substance, so I stopped for a few months and smoked again, and stopped a few months again. Don't be afraid of not being high. It's just being sober.
Also, invest in CBD buds ! They feel amazing in it's own way and bringing you to the moment. Plus part of the weed 'addiction' is the process of smoking, the way it burns in the bowl, the sound of the bong, the smells .... Replace that with high quality CBD weed and I promise you you'll be stronger ! It also clears mind fog and that cloudyness THC fills your mind up with over time.
I was just thinking about this...I bet cbd buds are way cheaper too...appreciate the advice!
Audible484 went to a dispensary today and bought some CBD buds and it’s nice . There’s a strain called lifter that I really enjoy.
YES MY FUCKING GUY ❤️
im 11 days sober from weed currently dealing with probation but regardless of being forced to quit I can say i enjoy it but I dont know how I will balance it when i can smoke again
It sounds like you have a “glass half empty” mentality when you’re not smoking. Keep talking to your wife and try to get everything out. We’re human and humans struggle at times. Just remember that you’re not alone. You have your wife, you have your friends, CG_Kid, and even I sent you my number on Instagram. Don’t carry the weight alone.
cannabis is a lifestyle, and i feel the same way for sure
Life a bitch thats why !!!
I Feel the same bros we got all for be happy but without weed were sad . 3child for my part .
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Just wanna add my 2 cents from recent personal experience but exercise has been a blessed source of natural dopamine. You just have to start small and simple, and preferably something you can enjoy (cycling, jogging, even walking while listening to podcasts) 3 times a week. The high from the exercise can last quite a while, well into the next day sometimes. To be fair I have been telling myself to exercise for years without ever making a move. But a couple months ago I started doing the bike machine while listening to podcasts and it quickly became a part of my routine!
I feel like I have a very similar conflict to what you are going through. I am a very functional weed smoker, I get all the work done I have to, still have motivation to get stuff done, and still work on stuff to improve my live, at least to some extent. That's what makes the idea of quitting hard. However I also know that it definitively lowers how productive I am. I'm side tracked more, I have to think more about what I want to say and how I want to say it, and it over all causes me to spend more time doing work that shouldn't take that long. Even though it doesn't effect the quality I know it's causing me to waste a lot of time. I also end up watching a bunch of Netflix or TH-cam, when I could work on something productive, not like stuff I need to get done but anything that would be helpful for the future. I also really resonate with the whole everything would be better while smoking thing. I think that has a lot to do with the fact that weed amplifies your emotions and releases some dopamine. That means that everything "really is" better while high, and then for a long time we smoke all the time to make things better. Now the body is very used to that, and doing that stuff sober just isn't the same. It's hard. We will get through this!
I feel you on the i'm productive so it makes it harder...but like you said I feel like I could be that much more productive if I wasn't....appreciate you!
Wassup, I'm not native english speaker and I'm at that 3-4 hour mark after the joint where I feel tired and unable to focus but I'll try my best. I'm experiencing depression for almost a year now, half of my friends have become lifeless weedheads, the other half moved out of this small, shithole city, in which I've "burned out most of the job bridges". Got fired or left multiple times. My only strong habits are fucking around, consuming shitty food, weed, alcohol, cigarettes and internet content and drowning in misery when I got no money for dope. I have noticed my "weed ego" too; it has me stepping in this character unconciously, like it`s abducting me. For example, I've been to my sisters house multiple times before, but once when I came there stoned I thought to myself: cool, I have never been here before. Much love
It doesn’t have to be forever. Just for now. ( in regards to taking a step away from marijuana) and the day you do come back, you can return with a much healthier relationship to the plant. I’ve heard of some Rasta’s who don’t consume the plant in the form of burning it but in many of its other form and benefit from it that way. Of course CBD weed is a nice way to transition into not using the plant to get high. The lesson that weed teaches us is to follow what makes us feel good. For better or worse. You can take all of the lessons of any moments you were present during the experience you had while high and allow it to integrate into a more sober lifestyle. Mary Jane comes to teach us a lesson. Everyone us a different relationship with the plant. Step aside as you return to your own base vibe or whatev and it’ll totally help give you a more clear perspective.
hey i dont really common on stuff but i am like you i love weed it is my choice of drug but it does have drawback on me when i smoke. I lose motivation i lose myself to eat whatever i can find to lay in bed all day and not doing anything productive, and the morning awake i just feel horrible about me. But maybe choose weed as of the reward of the day or every other day? like once you gone through the day and have done everything you can do and already be productive, then you smoke a bowl to relax and reward yourself? hope you get through this
It's crazy cause i've gotten there so many times in life...only smoking after doing what I need to do but somehow I always end up smoking a little more and a little more....maybe this is all about the cycle...i'll deal with what i'm dealing with now and eventually get to the place we're talking about...hmmm, either way appreciate you bro!
Your Endocannabinoid System Regulates your immune system responses & pep tide modulations. Cannabis is the exact match to the cannabanodis in your body that interact with your CB1 & CB2 receptors that are on every major organ in the human body. Why you feel good when consuming these molecules is because they are helping your body's repair & regulate function. The cannabis plant also is a major producer of flavonoids that also help with balancing immune function/hormonal info ....In other words "Don't sweat it"
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Maybe your just over weed, lol you always change as a person
I mean you smoke weed so what? I don't see the need to feel guilty about it. Have you ever worked with that one grumpy person who hasn't had there morning coffee?? Just smoke.