LxneWo1F - Far Away

Even though you're here
I feel so far away
Even when you talk
Its like i can't hear you
Playin in my head like my favorite tune
Everywhere i look it's in the rearview
Over ‘fore it happened still dream about you
But i don't wanna forget what I need to do
Everything in my head revolves around you
Where have you gone i haven't got a clue
But still look and i'm tryna find you
Keep in my heart that i still love you
But you moved on acted like someone else
And i'm on my knees cryin for your help
Climbing high flippin rocks
Pave my way up to the top
To get a better view and i'm never gonna stop
Lookin for you until i give up
But i'm not quitter that's never gonna change
Trying so hard but it always feels fake
All the love i had and all the love i gave
Turned around on me despite what I say
No matter what i do i feel so far away
No matter what i do i feel i'm gonna break
I can try and try but i don't know what to say
I just wanna feel anything but this way
Cryin to myself at night in the mirror
Look at my life just tryna see clearer
Swear in my mind that I can still hear her
But in real life you were just my killer
Killed my heart with no fuckin regrets
Now I go to therapy to work out my head
Try to find a new girl without you instead
No matter who I find I still feel dead
Heart’s been broke too many fuckin times
Swear I’ve used too many fuckin lines
Every word comes out a fuckin lie
Broke me now it’s me that’s left behind
Turned to drugs to make me feel better
Grab a pen just to write another letter
I just wanna die so that maybe I’ll feel better
But in my head I know it ain’t the answer

[@Albert-jb5ex]

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