My youngest son wanted to fly back to the Light. He did so on May 1st 2020. In his farewell letter he asked to play this song during the memorial service. I knew the song because he played it in the months before his decision, and I always liked it very much. Now, whenever I hear it, my heart hurts because I want to see my son so very much. When I close my eyes I feel his presence though.💜
@@dams-b8p thank you. Yes he was loved by the few people he included in his life. I love him still, he is my soulmate and I feel he is always with me.The pain of not having him with me in fysical form is the worst. But I will do what he asked me: live my life and enjoy it. 💜
I'm so sorry to read this. Stay strong, I think he`s always right beside you watching you and protect you, give you power. Much bless from Romania for you.
I'm 22 and my mother passed away extremely unexpectantly last summer. My whole family is very close and it really threw us. The feeling of never being able to have any kind of closure is so painful, I can break down at any moment. There is a massive psychological void in my brain after she passed and nothing has filled it yet. Everything became more difficult, harder to focus in class and socialize with people. It was hard to sleep, without any stimulation, it was impossible to think about anything else. This song and video shook me to my core. I cried for half an hour straight. I would do absolutely anything just to hear her voice again or feel her embrace. Thank you NBT for sharing this, there is so much raw emotion and you composed it beautifully.
Bman EZ I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent must be the worst thing to go through. Please continue to cherish those close to you, and live a meaningful life.
Thank you so much for the kind words. The feeling isn't as strong as it once was, the waves of sadness have slowly been getting weaker with time. I honestly cant watch this video without crying, it captures the essence so well.
Bman EZ I literally NEVER comment on videos, but I wanted to say I am really sorry for you loss. I'm 19 and lost my dad on January 9th unexpectedly - I can relate to you on many levels. Every day is different; emotions run all over the place. Things like this music video really bring out the emotions, it makes you want to hug that person just one more time.
I appreciate you sharing that. It does get easier, something I've learned is that it isn't beneficial to dwell on it, as difficult as that is. They wouldn't want this to hold you back from doing things in life. It's an aspect of life that is really difficult to comprehend. It definitely puts your interactions with other people into a deeper perspective. Cherish time you spend with people you love and value. Our time in this reality is much shorter than it seems.
Bman EZ Travis My mother passed two years ago when I was 18; It isn't easy, even though I do my best not to even let her cross my mind it still feels like it happened just yesterday- other times like it isn't even real and maybe I am just dreaming all of this up, but I know I can't wake up. I try to keep what Bman EZ said in mind on my worst days; We're still here, after all! My heart goes out to the both of you, hugs
The worst kind of dream is one where somebody you miss is in it. And your mind tricks you thinking your awake and it's all real. Only to wake up back to reality.
Those are the BEST dreams. They just feel like the worst ones, because when I f***ing WAKE UP and realize they aren't actually there, the despair is so crushingly heavy and makes me feel, all over again, the feeling that I'm underwater, and drowning...lungs aching for air...and I can see the rest of the world, just above the surface-out of reach, but I can barely hear the muffled, distorted noises from the world above, because my own DAMN heartbeat is pounding so loud in my ears and I wish it would just STOP so I could see him, again.
I lost my brother to suicide, and these types of dreams with him in it would haunt me. So many different variations of it, sometimes he was much younger while I kept my older self. Sometimes the dream was beautiful, euphoric and it was the waking up to find he didn't come back or wasn't with us that really hurt. Id dream he'd drive up the drive and I'd see it in the window, the one I woke up to see... And just that timing was heartbreaking as it was impossible.
Thank you for having hired an actor with a disability and not making his disability part of the storyline. This is the representation of People with Disabilities we need. We are normal people. Our disabilities are NOT the most important thing about us. We have feelings and emotions like everyone else. Having a disability doesn’t define us.
“If I get high enough, will I see you again” will always hit home 🫠 it’s 3 am, I’m having a smoke and all I could do is cry while listening to this on repeat. Sucks when you miss someone but they’re not in your life anymore. I love/hate going to sleep sometimes because I see you in my dreams and all I could think is what could’ve been
Dam :( in the same boat. Brought me to tears cuz I’ve been in denial about these feelings and your words brought me back to my reality. We gotta face it tho and learn how to move on :/
Damn, the comments are so sad to read while listening to this song. I'm so sorry for everyone's losses. I hope you always find the strength to keep moving forward and continue to find something that makes you happy.
I’m 19 and my dad passed away a year and a half ago from cancer. It gave me all types of ptsd so my brain forces itself not to think about it, but whenever I miss him and need to cry about it, I listen to this song and it forces me to think about how much I miss him, and it’s very therapeutic. He loved this song so much, and I was the one to show it to him. Some night I would walk into the living room and he would be playing this song on his guitar, trying to sing along with it too. I would give anything to see him again.
I am so sorry for your loss and I hope that koi have been able to find some comfort in the song. A way that helps me deal with loss is that I ask myself if the person I’m mourning would want me to be sad which they probably wouldn’t.
Ive never seen a youtube comment describe my situation and feelings as well as yours. My mom died two years ago and I have 3 songs that I listen to every once in a while to remind me of the pain im pushing away all the time. This is one if them. Good to know im not the only one. Im with you in this man. It will get easier one day.
Feeling the exact same way after the loss of my dad 1,5 years ago. Sometimes it's just too much to push away and to "work" everyday. Discovered this band one week ago and I know that this song here will be one of my favourites in the future.
My pop also died from cancer when I was a little over 17, this song reminds me of how I truly feel about what happened. I look back with joy, and sadness at the same time, wondering what I could do to see him again. Drugs, alcohol, lucid dreaming, whatever it takes to talk to him one more time.
Have you ever felt this feeling of happiness, just burning in your stomach and your heart. A feeling of profound peace. You're just living the moment and you're feeling so great that it can make you cry. You are infinite at that exact moment. But sometimes you feel it and you know this is gonna end very soon. So it hurts. It hurts so bad. You start thinking too much about everything in your life. You get lost, feel so small. And something seperate you from this pure feeling of happiness. Then you spend all your time trying to pick up the pieces because you want to feel that way again. You want to feel alive at least one last time.
And it's like we all yearn for that feeling. We spend our lives chasing a feeling we're not even sure is real, we don't know if it will ever last. But we have hope, that little drug in itself. We spend our lives with the willingness to be absolutely demolished; as long as we can have just a few minutes of that peace. You forget you felt it sometimes, but everytime you remember its both the saddest, and happiest thing you can feel. The hope for it again, but the knowledge that even if you do feel it again, it will be just a little bit different.
One of the saddest yet happiest music videos. It brings me to tear everytime he turns around, in that moment his face says it all, he so scared/ eager to turn around to see if its her. What a perfect pick for the role of the son.
@@youlookingsosus grieving can take much more than that especially if the one in most pain refuses to grief whilst going through a manner of distraction therapy
I love how the line “if I get high enough, will I see you again?” could refer to either getting so high that he starts hallucinating and seeing this person, or it could be him contemplating dying of an overdose for the possibility of seeing this person in the afterlife.
Sorry for whatever this brings up. It wasn’t intentional. But really it’s like no matter when I think of someone I always just get sad. I really don’t think the feeling will go away. But I don’t want my memories of that guy to be sad or bring me down. Like I’m probably hurting him on the other side thinking how I do. And it’s so weird. The good days are when I don’t think about him. 😢 But then that’s like wtf. It’s the weirdest thought process I’ve ever dealt with.
I lost my mom back in March the month after my 18th birthday and I just miss her so much. Just watching the old home videos of us makes me break down. Don't take anything in life for granted and just learn to appreciate what you have. Treat your mom and dad right, please.
meauxzez I know your feeling, I'm 18 too and lost my mom last week, nothing is the same and I can relate so much to this song. I always break down at the end of this song, I wished I could see my mom again, it is so unreal
LYRICS: I'll meet you at the divide To break the spell A point where two worlds collide Yeah, we'll rebel And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? I feel my loss every night Not long to wait And if I do this thing right I dream of our escape And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? Will I see you again? If I get high If I get high If I get high And we run [x7] Until we break through And we run [x7]
My best online friend from across the world recommended this song to me a couple months ago and I loved it so much. Today, his friend called me crying to tell me he was dead. He drowned when saving his little brother during a hiking trip. He is a hero. This song is now how I feel...I can't stop crying. I am going sing this with my band as soon as possible. I miss you and I love you so much, Dev. This doesn't feel real
When this song was released I showed it to my mom and I never thought it became a warning to me. Months later she died right after her birthday. And I've never listened to this song since. It's been 7years. Today's Mother's Day and I got the courage to listen to it again. Yes the pain is there but now it's bearable.
I'll meet you at the divide To break the spell A point where two worlds collide Yeah, we'll rebel And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? I feel my loss every night Not long to wait And if I do this thing right I dream of our escape And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? Will I see you again? If I get high If I get high If I get high And we run [x7] Until we break through And we run [x7]
This song makes me feel like no song ever has before. Makes me miss people I've never met. Makes me miss the people that have already come and gone. Makes me miss the people I know will have to go someday. It blossoms this sense of nostalgia in my chest, and I feel empty but filled all at once and I can't even describe it. This is beautiful. This is art.
I just got home from my dad’s funeral and this shit hit me really hard. We’re both in recovery, and he went back out. No one really expects people to die when they relapse, but they do. I hope to see him again, or feel a warm embrace someday. Take care of yourself and your family. You’re worth it
When I first heard this song, my mom had passed from cancer. That was seven years ago. Till this day I still listen to it and think of her. This is beautifully done.
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Reading the comments while listening to this takes you on another level. I hope everybody finds their inner peace and the strength to continue living life to the fullest.
I know this song was from a while ago, but please just release an entire album with this level of vocal range, lyrical depth and melodic mastery. It's absolutely incredible and i do not want it to be the end...
Did anyone else notice the book he was reading titled "Lucid Dreaming," after his dad left in the car while sitting at the table? This means so much to me. After my mom died 3 years ago I got heavily into lucid dreaming via astral projection In attempts to reconnect with my mother through spiritual experiences, and that is exaclty what this video depicts. Freaking amazing!!
Brianna Perez my mom died a year ago and the only way I ever see her is in my dreams. I've never had a lucid dream but I do get sleep paralysis, which is mostly frightening. But one time I was experiencing sleep paralysis, and the object Of the dream/illusion was my mom and it was so real and I felt her hug me. I didn't sleep for days afterwards. This video really designates with me because it is only in your dreams you can see a loved one again, and it hurts so much. I cried like a baby watching this.
This was randomly recommended to me in my feed. Clicked on it and got freaking goosebumps. Got kind of the same story and also wanted to connect via lucid dreaming, but never worked... Now I saw this video I'm going for it again. Awesome video.
Lost my dad suddenly when I was 16. I'm 29 now. Not a single day has passed since, where I didn't think of him. All the ways I tried to numb myself after his loss, getting high was one of them. I thought being stoic and with-holding my emotions gave me strength. When I found this song, I cried probably more than I have in long time. When you stop feeling anything after a while, you'd give almost anything just to even cry. I visit this song every now when I need a good cry sesh. This song is such a gift and so powerful in it's delivery. If you're reading this I hope you find the peace you've been searching for, you are not alone.
I can't describe how much I appreciate this. A friend of mine who just have turned 23, recently lost his mother to cancer. When he was 12 he lost his father (also to cancer) and I don't even understand how he looks so happy. He has no family and he is also the kindest person I know. This song and video reminds me of him and every single time I listen to this I can't help but to cry.
Dashing Danderson I think it is just his dad trying to start the car. showing you what's really going on out side of his dream. maybe his dad is about to come wake him up to help fix it. returning him to reality. and we all know that sucks if you are having a good dream.
I stumbled across Nothing But Thieves the other day and decided to explore more of their stuff. Now I’m here, crying profusely as I watch and listen. Didn’t think I could cry any more, until I read the comments. Never knew a song could hold so much pain for so many. My thoughts go out to all of you.
I wasn't into this song as much as other ones of theirs, but my son got me into it because of the video. Going to see them tomorrow night and I hope we don't cry. His father died a couple of years ago.
I love the fact that this song can make people cry. It touches people's hearts. If a song can do that then you know you're doing something right. I absolutely love NBT.
+Gamzee Makara No, you're not doing anything wrong. You're just not an emotional person and that is 100% okay. I was just saying that NBT was doing a good job and that I'm proud of them. I'm sorry if I confused you.
I have seen the thumbnail for this music video for so long and never clicked on it because I assumed it was one of those songs that is mediocre but has a famous person in it so everyone watches it. I finally clicked it and boy was I wrong.
@@AgaCaravaggio maybe physically, but I'd bet there are many out there who feel similarly to you. In that sense, nobody is truly alone. We're all a part of this beautiful, fucked up human experience
lyrics- [Verse 1] I'll meet you at the divide To break the spell A point where two worlds collide Yeah, we'll rebel [Bridge] Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run And we run, and we run, and we run Until we break through [Chorus] If I get high enough If I get high enough, will I see you again? [Verse 2] I fill my lungs every night Not long to wait And if I do this thing right I dream of our escape [Bridge] Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run And we run, and we run, and we run Until we break through [Chorus] If I get high enough If I get high enough, will I see you again? [Bridge to Outro] Will I see you again? Will I see you again? If I get high, if I get high If I get high [Outro] And we run, and we run, and we run, and we run And we run, and we run, and we run Until we break through Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run And we run, and we run, and we run
My big brother was murdered this year in March. Him and I are both huge pot heads, and this song hits too deep. Thank you to those who made it. I miss you Tai, I love you.
I hope the bastard responsible for it is locked up and the key is flushed, I send you lots of strength, although he's no longer here his memory lives on through you
I cry every time i hear this song… i get that swollen throat feeling and just break down. Getting chills throughout my body while holding the bottom of my shirt on my face to stop the tears… Miss you dad. 🕊️😔
uh fuck this is weird. I lost my mom last march and every few days I have that exact dream at the end and wake up before words are even spoken. Damn. Musics ability to connect with us is so hauntingly beautiful..
I know the exact feeling. I lost my mom last summer and this song absolutely destroyed me, I couldn't control myself. The feeling of loneliness and desperation in this song is the most powerful thing I've felt in a very long time.
Bman EZ I'm very sorry for your loss + I want you to know that she would be very proud of you for being so brave. No one expects or prepares for loss, and it can be so cruel. you sound like a lovely person though and though I don't know you I really really hope things are getting better and you have people to talk to :)
Not many people realize, but as a musician I can tell you honestly….this is one of the most pure songs I’ve ever heard. The drums are perfect, wonderful baseline, vocals are other worldly, the message connects with soooo many people….I could listen to this song all day everyday
I come back to this from time to time. It has helped me get through some deep emotions. The lyrics have always spoken to me.....then I read what other people are feeling and how it resonates with them..... and for a brief moment, I feel connected. Strangers helping without knowing.
Omg same, the first thing i thought was, that his vocal performance is a lot like thoms and the vibe is very radiohead-esque, it's such a beautiful song!😍
I was 15, just about to turn 16 a month later when my dad died of a heart attack at 45. I don’t have any videos of us together detailing the time we spent together. We hung out a lot but I could only find one video of us. I watch it all the time when I get high, just wishing I could give him one last hug. He gave the best hugs, man.
He's actually already dreaming when his dad goes out in the car, because at the end of the video he's still trying to start it but in his dream his dad drives away in it.
My first time ever listening to this and I've got tears in my eyes. Never felt this way after listening to a song, ever. It's so emotional and meaningful. Truly amazing song and video. It really captures the feeling of love.
It’s painful to realize just how burnt out you are when you come back to this song feeling like you need to cry and let everything out....and you can’t. I tried to and I can’t. I wanted to cry. I needed to. And I couldn’t.
Wanting to cry is not healthy for real. Don't beat yourself up find something you like doing that's [positive and make it a career if your not busy and look for the greatness in things . I love the song cause it awesome remember ing the best times in life
Bro.. if you’re not broadening your music horizons by listening to videos recommend on your home page, then you’re using TH-cam all wrong and really missing out on life. Some of the best songs I’ve heard and still listen too, were all thanks to my home page.
My father passed a few years back and it completely destroyed me i stoped caring i had given up but I know he's watching so I picked my self up and I keep pushing I don't get my emotions out much so thank you for this beautiful song. I love you dad
As someone who lucidly dreams I know the feeling the kid is going through in the video, escaping reality to create your own. To create a paradise or visit a past memory is a beautiful thing, and can be a lot of fun; it's probably the reason I spent so much of my life asleep, so I never had to really deal with the problems in my actual life. But in the end it's just a dream, you wake up, and the nothingness that was there comes back. I'm not entirely sure where I was going with this to be brutally honest, if you have decided to read this entire passage, as my thoughts and feelings often get jumbled into a incoherent mess when I try to say something insightful, but just be careful when lucidly dreaming. There's nothing really wrong with it, especially if you do it for fun, but it can be like a drug, or at least it was in my case. I eventually became lonely. Everyone I loved who hadn't left eventually did, making my situation worse, and lucid dreaming was my fall back. Don't make the same mistake I did.
Sorry to hear that love.. hopefully you can meet some new people soon or gain back those that went away.. I'm wondering though.. did you learn/practiced lucid dreaming to get there or are you a natural lucid dreamer? I'm curious since I would love to try lucid dreaming of my own. Thanks in advance and hope everything gets better for you.
William Lowry The clarity and details in my dreams are breathtaking. It seems like I visit some different parts of my brain whenever I close my eyes. I can influence what I do very well but sometimes I only observe and make myself sure that this is all only in my head. Early on I began to escape into my own created worlds. I also have a sleeping disorder where it's not possible for me to sleep deep (REM). What makes me dream when ever I sleep. For a few minutes or a couple hours doesnt matter. The good dreams are great but the bad dreams makes me panik attak sometime because they are too realistic. Unfortunately, your text speaks to me from the soul. I'm addicted to running away from problems and sinking into the depth of consciousness. I am too fascinated about that all that I have to write it down or illustrate it... But after years now all I feel is lonelyness. I didn't told anyone yet because I am scared that friends or family think I am crazy. Your text surprised me and it feels good to know that there is somebody out there who can relate. I'm also glad that you managed to overcome your problems. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. That meant alot to me. I wish you the best. Sorry for my bad english. Love from brazil
This is one song I will never show anyone because it reaches a real deep, hidden place of pain for me and I don’t think I’d ever be ready to let anyone make that connection in regards to me and how I feel. If that makes sense...
It does. and I gotta tell you I used to be really scared of this darkness in me, thought it wasn't normal, and no one knew this side of me. Recently I just started to wear my heart on my sleeve, to not leave things unspoken, express how I feel, be in tune with this darkness and not shy away from it. And for me, it really helped.
You will find someone worthy to your real colors and emotions, time passes and we make new thoughts and feelings, pain needs to be felt, is part of us, of what we are, and someone, somewhere, will feel yours altogether…
I'm confused, it's a great song for sure. But it's not "crying" good! Unless there are (father) abandonment issues that resonate.. Snap out of it! YOU control your destiny, NOT a song that puts you back in the mind-state of a victim. Being depressed seems super ok all the sudden..? WTF? We're Americans! We LOVE liberty!! A song CAN NOT do this to you, unless you allow it to. I wish you the best, and I hope you understand how important "self awareness" is, with our U.S. Constitution
I used to listen to this song when I was on college a few years ago and my mom was still ill from parkinson, it used to break my heart everytime I listen to it because I knew that when she die this song would be an important song to me (more than what it was) but I never wanted that day to arrive. Now i'm 25 and I just lost my mom, I was avoiding this song because I knew it would make me feel a lot of feelings but then I came back to this song and now i feel it completely. Thank you so much for this song, i'm glad I was able to listen to it live in México a few years ago.
Just found this song a few days before one of my good friends killed himself. It pains me to know I'll never be able to give him a hug again...and although this song makes me sad, it also makes me happy because it makes me remember him and how important he was.
this song is amazing, miss my family who has passed away. i used weed, coke and heavy drinking to hide my emotions. lately been sober and listening to great music like this be therapy with a lot of tears
This is why I'm happy to say I still have my mom- I can't imagine losing her. I wouldn't have anyone to hug and say I love you too. I am so sorry to everyone who lost their moms. I wish the best for you all! Everything happens for a reason so just be happy of the memories you have~
My grandpa has died today from the virus and I just found this song .I have never felt a pain quite like this its truly unbearable and I would never wish it upon anyone. This song is so beautiful thank you.
+Unibop actually not true, history is full of artists that were misunderstood or under appreciated in their time, but were later recognized for their genius. Unfortunately the trend is that it blows up after the artist is gone. Hopefully not the case here
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The part where he laughs while looking at memories and suddenly starts crying, because he realized that it's gone, hit way too close to home.
💯💯
Every moments fleeting.. We try to hold on but end up letting go
haven't even seen it yet & here I am, tearing up
Yes! I almost started crying just as he broke
I find myself doing that when I look at photos of my ex ... I was an idiot for letting her go.
Not sure who I'm missing, but I miss you
David F same here :,)
Took those words right out of my head.
David F I was thinking the same thing. Idk how I've never seen this before
Maybe someone from a past life
Miss you too, buddy.
damn, no breaking bad jokes. this song is legit
my first thought was damn walter whites son
@@dgccccc yeah mine too. but the lack of BB jokes in the comments made me question if it was him or not
@user-oi2zd9zv5k so true, i thought that was w a neat homage
only reason i clicked on this vid cause he looked like him
@@dgccccc bro SAME XD
My youngest son wanted to fly back to the Light. He did so on May 1st 2020. In his farewell letter he asked to play this song during the memorial service. I knew the song because he played it in the months before his decision, and I always liked it very much. Now, whenever I hear it, my heart hurts because I want to see my son so very much. When I close my eyes I feel his presence though.💜
Sending you all the love I have to give, life can be so cruel x
I'm so sorry for your loss. Sounded like he was very loved in life. Sending all the love your way. Virtual Hug
@@dams-b8p thank you. Yes he was loved by the few people he included in his life. I love him still, he is my soulmate and I feel he is always with me.The pain of not having him with me in fysical form is the worst. But I will do what he asked me: live my life and enjoy it. 💜
@@sarahhastie1659 thank you. 💜
I'm so sorry to read this. Stay strong, I think he`s always right beside you watching you and protect you, give you power. Much bless from Romania for you.
I was looking for new music and I found crippling depression
I know isn't it fantastic
Zorra he he I get it
So beautifully heartbreaking. I cried a little. My sister said this song is so depressing.
same
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I'm 22 and my mother passed away extremely unexpectantly last summer. My whole family is very close and it really threw us. The feeling of never being able to have any kind of closure is so painful, I can break down at any moment. There is a massive psychological void in my brain after she passed and nothing has filled it yet.
Everything became more difficult, harder to focus in class and socialize with people. It was hard to sleep, without any stimulation, it was impossible to think about anything else.
This song and video shook me to my core. I cried for half an hour straight. I would do absolutely anything just to hear her voice again or feel her embrace.
Thank you NBT for sharing this, there is so much raw emotion and you composed it beautifully.
Bman EZ I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent must be the worst thing to go through. Please continue to cherish those close to you, and live a meaningful life.
Thank you so much for the kind words. The feeling isn't as strong as it once was, the waves of sadness have slowly been getting weaker with time. I honestly cant watch this video without crying, it captures the essence so well.
Bman EZ I literally NEVER comment on videos, but I wanted to say I am really sorry for you loss. I'm 19 and lost my dad on January 9th unexpectedly - I can relate to you on many levels. Every day is different; emotions run all over the place. Things like this music video really bring out the emotions, it makes you want to hug that person just one more time.
I appreciate you sharing that. It does get easier, something I've learned is that it isn't beneficial to dwell on it, as difficult as that is. They wouldn't want this to hold you back from doing things in life. It's an aspect of life that is really difficult to comprehend.
It definitely puts your interactions with other people into a deeper perspective. Cherish time you spend with people you love and value. Our time in this reality is much shorter than it seems.
Bman EZ Travis My mother passed two years ago when I was 18; It isn't easy, even though I do my best not to even let her cross my mind it still feels like it happened just yesterday- other times like it isn't even real and maybe I am just dreaming all of this up, but I know I can't wake up. I try to keep what Bman EZ said in mind on my worst days; We're still here, after all! My heart goes out to the both of you, hugs
The worst kind of dream is one where somebody you miss is in it. And your mind tricks you thinking your awake and it's all real. Only to wake up back to reality.
Definitely true and relatable. 🥺
Those are the BEST dreams. They just feel like the worst ones, because when I f***ing WAKE UP and realize they aren't actually there, the despair is so crushingly heavy and makes me feel, all over again, the feeling that I'm underwater, and drowning...lungs aching for air...and I can see the rest of the world, just above the surface-out of reach, but I can barely hear the muffled, distorted noises from the world above, because my own DAMN heartbeat is pounding so loud in my ears and I wish it would just STOP so I could see him, again.
*sigh* agree. Well put
I've had that with my Husband
I lost my brother to suicide, and these types of dreams with him in it would haunt me. So many different variations of it, sometimes he was much younger while I kept my older self.
Sometimes the dream was beautiful, euphoric and it was the waking up to find he didn't come back or wasn't with us that really hurt. Id dream he'd drive up the drive and I'd see it in the window, the one I woke up to see... And just that timing was heartbreaking as it was impossible.
this man is physicaly uncapable of making a scene without eating breakfast.
great video btw, thoughts and prayers
It was dinner though. That’s why his dad wakes him up saying “DINNER” in the start.
@@a2c228 I'm trifle deaf in this ear
I love how literally no one is understanding your reference, but it's quite obvious if you've seen breaking bad
@@brynleyjones3635 exactly, I only commented cuz no one else did
it's part of his condition
randomly clicked this video because it was in my recommended and now i'm crying so hard
shit me too
same..
Damn same
same
Phoebe Turner in my rec to and i havent listened to it just yet its beginning O SHIT I LOVE IT ALREADT
Thank you for having hired an actor with a disability and not making his disability part of the storyline. This is the representation of People with Disabilities we need. We are normal people. Our disabilities are NOT the most important thing about us. We have feelings and emotions like everyone else. Having a disability doesn’t define us.
I'm sorry not trying to be mean or anything but what disability does he have?
@@talia3121 Cerebral palsy
And his acting absolutely guts me as well. What an amazing actor, hope he gets more role in the future.
He’s a great actor… don’t thank other people like it was a charity event…
@@talia3121 you might recognise him from breaking bad where he plays Walter jr
this was in my recommended and i wasn't ready for such emotion. fuck me up.
right? so intense.
Tracy Carpenter what's funny is I lost a good amount of weed and then I go on youtube and this showed up. I legitimately cried :/
Lmao! I feel your pain
sameeee
wtf same
“If I get high enough, will I see you again” will always hit home 🫠 it’s 3 am, I’m having a smoke and all I could do is cry while listening to this on repeat. Sucks when you miss someone but they’re not in your life anymore. I love/hate going to sleep sometimes because I see you in my dreams and all I could think is what could’ve been
Dam :( in the same boat. Brought me to tears cuz I’ve been in denial about these feelings and your words brought me back to my reality. We gotta face it tho and learn how to move on :/
hope i can move on
Damn, the comments are so sad to read while listening to this song. I'm so sorry for everyone's losses. I hope you always find the strength to keep moving forward and continue to find something that makes you happy.
Well said....💔❤️
Thank you..
I’m 19 and my dad passed away a year and a half ago from cancer. It gave me all types of ptsd so my brain forces itself not to think about it, but whenever I miss him and need to cry about it, I listen to this song and it forces me to think about how much I miss him, and it’s very therapeutic. He loved this song so much, and I was the one to show it to him. Some night I would walk into the living room and he would be playing this song on his guitar, trying to sing along with it too. I would give anything to see him again.
I am so sorry for your loss and I hope that koi have been able to find some comfort in the song. A way that helps me deal with loss is that I ask myself if the person I’m mourning would want me to be sad which they probably wouldn’t.
I'm so sorry... I hope you'll get better. Really. I send you a lot of support...
Ive never seen a youtube comment describe my situation and feelings as well as yours. My mom died two years ago and I have 3 songs that I listen to every once in a while to remind me of the pain im pushing away all the time. This is one if them. Good to know im not the only one. Im with you in this man. It will get easier one day.
Feeling the exact same way after the loss of my dad 1,5 years ago. Sometimes it's just too much to push away and to "work" everyday. Discovered this band one week ago and I know that this song here will be one of my favourites in the future.
My pop also died from cancer when I was a little over 17, this song reminds me of how I truly feel about what happened. I look back with joy, and sadness at the same time, wondering what I could do to see him again. Drugs, alcohol, lucid dreaming, whatever it takes to talk to him one more time.
Have you ever felt this feeling of happiness, just burning in your stomach and your heart. A feeling of profound peace.
You're just living the moment and you're feeling so great that it can make you cry.
You are infinite at that exact moment.
But sometimes you feel it and you know this is gonna end very soon.
So it hurts. It hurts so bad.
You start thinking too much about everything in your life. You get lost, feel so small.
And something seperate you from this pure feeling of happiness.
Then you spend all your time trying to pick up the pieces because you want to feel that way again.
You want to feel alive at least one last time.
I feel this so deeply
you feel me so right...my dad just passed away three weeks ago and it felt exactly everything from what you've said. It is.....
And if it's been too long since then, you can begin to forget that you could ever feel that way in the first place.
And it's like we all yearn for that feeling. We spend our lives chasing a feeling we're not even sure is real, we don't know if it will ever last. But we have hope, that little drug in itself. We spend our lives with the willingness to be absolutely demolished; as long as we can have just a few minutes of that peace. You forget you felt it sometimes, but everytime you remember its both the saddest, and happiest thing you can feel. The hope for it again, but the knowledge that even if you do feel it again, it will be just a little bit different.
no
One of the saddest yet happiest music videos. It brings me to tear everytime he turns around, in that moment his face says it all, he so scared/ eager to turn around to see if its her. What a perfect pick for the role of the son.
I just lost my mom a couple of weeks back. This song/video is like a punch in the gut. My heart is absolutely broken and I miss her everyday.
Only songs can help you heal
@@chrysologusdmello204 I see it's been 11 months since you wrote this how do you feel now???
@@youlookingsosus grieving can take much more than that especially if the one in most pain refuses to grief whilst going through a manner of distraction therapy
@@thomastaylor975 yeah...I just wanted
Siya S I lost my mom when I was 23. I loose my mom over and over again when Art takes over and I am 36. Sorry for your loss.
I love how the line “if I get high enough, will I see you again?” could refer to either getting so high that he starts hallucinating and seeing this person, or it could be him contemplating dying of an overdose for the possibility of seeing this person in the afterlife.
What would be difference?
It can be that, but I think it's talking about getting higher enough to reach the heaven.
Afterlife
Oh, what a terrible thought
Or he has an inferiority complex
no shit who would've thought of that
This voice is like swallowing a thousand stars and throwing it up as you fall backwards in a endless hole with a small light at the bottom
Taco Loco beautiful
Yes.
beautiful
My friend just sent me a screenshot of this comment on istagram and I HAD to come and tell you it's awesome
The pain of losing someone never goes away. Some days are better than others, but it hurts every damn day...
Especially late at night when the rest of your family is asleep but they don't know the silence in the dark that plays out in our minds.
Some days are better than others, remembering that tomorrow can be a better day is all you can do.
This comment hit me like a bag of bricks.
Sorry for whatever this brings up. It wasn’t intentional. But really it’s like no matter when I think of someone I always just get sad. I really don’t think the feeling will go away. But I don’t want my memories of that guy to be sad or bring me down. Like I’m probably hurting him on the other side thinking how I do. And it’s so weird. The good days are when I don’t think about him. 😢 But then that’s like wtf. It’s the weirdest thought process I’ve ever dealt with.
I lost my mom back in March the month after my 18th birthday and I just miss her so much. Just watching the old home videos of us makes me break down. Don't take anything in life for granted and just learn to appreciate what you have. Treat your mom and dad right, please.
my mums horrible to me, i mean really mean but thats ok.
Sorry for your loss.Take care please
Sorry for your loss, lost my mom too
meauxzez I know your feeling, I'm 18 too and lost my mom last week, nothing is the same and I can relate so much to this song.
I always break down at the end of this song, I wished I could see my mom again, it is so unreal
We same bro 😭😭😭😭
LYRICS:
I'll meet you at the divide
To break the spell
A point where two worlds collide
Yeah, we'll rebel
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
If I get high enough
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
I feel my loss every night
Not long to wait
And if I do this thing right
I dream of our escape
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
If I get high enough
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
If I get high
If I get high
If I get high
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
And we run [x7]
thanks m8
I thought it was I fill my logs every night cuz its about like lucid dreaming and shit? I'm probably wrong tbh just my input.
Jonathan Brooks it's "my lungs", actually
Jonathan Brooks yea it is "I fill my lungs every night"
@natelange321 if I just get high.....
My best online friend from across the world recommended this song to me a couple months ago and I loved it so much. Today, his friend called me crying to tell me he was dead. He drowned when saving his little brother during a hiking trip. He is a hero. This song is now how I feel...I can't stop crying. I am going sing this with my band as soon as possible. I miss you and I love you so much, Dev. This doesn't feel real
Abby Elizabeth wtf kind of bs is this
u were catfished lmao
R/thistotallyhappened
i hope youre okay
DEVastating news
When this song was released I showed it to my mom and I never thought it became a warning to me.
Months later she died right after her birthday. And I've never listened to this song since. It's been 7years.
Today's Mother's Day and I got the courage to listen to it again. Yes the pain is there but now it's bearable.
I’m so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry man .
i’m so sorry for
you loss, i how you’re doing well ❤️❤️
Sorry for your loss brother or sister.
I'll meet you at the divide
To break the spell
A point where two worlds collide
Yeah, we'll rebel
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
If I get high enough
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
I feel my loss every night
Not long to wait
And if I do this thing right
I dream of our escape
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
If I get high enough
If I get high enough
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
If I get high
If I get high
If I get high
And we run [x7]
Until we break through
And we run [x7]
This song makes me feel like no song ever has before. Makes me miss people I've never met. Makes me miss the people that have already come and gone. Makes me miss the people I know will have to go someday. It blossoms this sense of nostalgia in my chest, and I feel empty but filled all at once and I can't even describe it. This is beautiful. This is art.
i know what you mean. This song is incredible , glad i found it
This song feels like being high.
Wow, Morgan Taylor...you should do some writing yourself. Very descriptive!!
There's a famous person in it?
@@bcoda
Yes, the kid who played Walter Whites son. Breakfast boy...had a bit of a limp in his stroll...
This video makes me miss my mum and I see her everyday
Edit: 4 years on and this still makes me bawl my eyes out
ikr! she's in front of me and I'm crying like a baby
its just the idea of losing my mom is terrifying and horrible! thank god shes still with me
Ne'mat nat same it's terrifying to think about losing someone
I just got home from my dad’s funeral and this shit hit me really hard. We’re both in recovery, and he went back out. No one really expects people to die when they relapse, but they do. I hope to see him again, or feel a warm embrace someday. Take care of yourself and your family. You’re worth it
Stay strong brother, he’d want nothing less than to see you overcome your struggles and addiction❤️
youtube suggestions are so lit these days
Carson Smith yea i have a perfect TH-cam Suggestion... Dress as a water bottle and flip off a building
John Horseman I'm doing that someday. It's my life goal now
...lol ok fella
i k r omg
A few months ago it was full of trash but now, it's so beautiful my suggestions haha
Yes therapist, this song right here
Slides you $40*** yo delete this
F
Yes
My addiction in a song
This comment gave me a good laugh!
video is heartbreaking. guys voice is godly. eyes are watering
When I first heard this song, my mom had passed from cancer. That was seven years ago. Till this day I still listen to it and think of her. This is beautifully done.
Mr.Walt is proud of you. U did well with his money!
Lol he does look like "Finn" huh
Mr. White
@@atlasmak93 he is "finn"..
Bro my mind is blown.
MixedMartialAs S who is Finn?? I think you mean flynn
1:53 He was reading about Lucid Dreaming and practiced it so he can take control of his dreams and be with his mom again there. *cries away*
Reading the comments while listening to this takes you on another level. I hope everybody finds their inner peace and the strength to continue living life to the fullest.
i love youuuh
I know this song was from a while ago, but please just release an entire album with this level of vocal range, lyrical depth and melodic mastery. It's absolutely incredible and i do not want it to be the end...
THAT FEEL WHEN YOU FIND A NEW BAND AND FALL IN LOVE WITH THE FIRST SONG YOU LISTEN TO.
literally just done the same haha
eli cerv fr this made tears come out of my eyes good songs
This was on my recommendations and thank god it was I just fell in love
Ansku H same here ! glad i saw it :')
Ansku H same boat as me
me too omg
Honey Whiskey was in my recommendations, I am so glad I clicked on it. Can't get enough.
Did anyone else notice the book he was reading titled "Lucid Dreaming," after his dad left in the car while sitting at the table? This means so much to me. After my mom died 3 years ago I got heavily into lucid dreaming via astral projection In attempts to reconnect with my mother through spiritual experiences, and that is exaclty what this video depicts. Freaking amazing!!
Sorry for your loss. How was it though? If you don't mind...
Brianna Perez my mom died a year ago and the only way I ever see her is in my dreams. I've never had a lucid dream but I do get sleep paralysis, which is mostly frightening. But one time I was experiencing sleep paralysis, and the object Of the dream/illusion was my mom and it was so real and I felt her hug me. I didn't sleep for days afterwards. This video really designates with me because it is only in your dreams you can see a loved one again, and it hurts so much. I cried like a baby watching this.
This was randomly recommended to me in my feed. Clicked on it and got freaking goosebumps. Got kind of the same story and also wanted to connect via lucid dreaming, but never worked... Now I saw this video I'm going for it again. Awesome video.
Brianna Perez
Brianna Perez please don't ever stop. You're going to reach a break through
Lost my dad suddenly when I was 16. I'm 29 now. Not a single day has passed since, where I didn't think of him. All the ways I tried to numb myself after his loss, getting high was one of them. I thought being stoic and with-holding my emotions gave me strength. When I found this song, I cried probably more than I have in long time. When you stop feeling anything after a while, you'd give almost anything just to even cry. I visit this song every now when I need a good cry sesh. This song is such a gift and so powerful in it's delivery. If you're reading this I hope you find the peace you've been searching for, you are not alone.
I can't describe how much I appreciate this. A friend of mine who just have turned 23, recently lost his mother to cancer. When he was 12 he lost his father (also to cancer) and I don't even understand how he looks so happy. He has no family and he is also the kindest person I know. This song and video reminds me of him and every single time I listen to this I can't help but to cry.
Touching..
well ... you know they say that the kindest people are the ones who hold pain the most .
He hasn't got his immediate family, but now you have prove to be his brother for as long as you live.
I really have no idea what possessed me to write that.
Time is not a constant
At the end.. I can't help but think the meaning behind the car not turning over to start signifies he wont be coming back from the dream.
Dashing Danderson maybe that's what he wanted
Yeah...except he was still moving.
Dashing Danderson I think it is just his dad trying to start the car. showing you what's really going on out side of his dream. maybe his dad is about to come wake him up to help fix it. returning him to reality. and we all know that sucks if you are having a good dream.
his chest moves a couple of times and he twitches once, but then he's still. I agree w/Dashing. I think it symbolizes he finally got "high enough".
I thought I got past the sweaty eyes but *I was wrong*
The father sleeps on the couch because he can't bear to sleep in the room he shared with her
ikr?
Ty sm
Yes
yeaaaah bro
Wow you’re right! and it’s really sad
I stumbled across Nothing But Thieves the other day and decided to explore more of their stuff. Now I’m here, crying profusely as I watch and listen. Didn’t think I could cry any more, until I read the comments. Never knew a song could hold so much pain for so many. My thoughts go out to all of you.
When a song grabs your full attention and you get so invested within the first 30seconds
Tanyaa Brita yeah I ran into it yesterday. definitely got me in the feels
I wasn't into this song as much as other ones of theirs, but my son got me into it because of the video. Going to see them tomorrow night and I hope we don't cry. His father died a couple of years ago.
I love the fact that this song can make people cry. It touches people's hearts. If a song can do that then you know you're doing something right. I absolutely love NBT.
I must be doing something wrong because I never cry at song's
+Gamzee Makara No, you're not doing anything wrong. You're just not an emotional person and that is 100% okay. I was just saying that NBT was doing a good job and that I'm proud of them. I'm sorry if I confused you.
+Calysta Bos Oh it's alright
I have seen the thumbnail for this music video for so long and never clicked on it because I assumed it was one of those songs that is mediocre but has a famous person in it so everyone watches it. I finally clicked it and boy was I wrong.
Elgin Coates same here m8
who is he? Never seen him
or her
MathieuFerron he’s from the show breaking bad. Walt jr was his characters name. But his real name is RJ Mitte.
Oh! I didn't watch it; too intense for me. Thanks for answering!
We're a long ways from Albuquerque. Flinn looking different!
if you're reading this, just wanted to remind you that you're a wonderful human being and you're not alone
God bless you dear...stay happy and blessed
Nope sorry to break it down for you but i am alone
@@AgaCaravaggio maybe physically, but I'd bet there are many out there who feel similarly to you. In that sense, nobody is truly alone. We're all a part of this beautiful, fucked up human experience
I've just found this band... Till today I didn't even know it existed. I'm glad we found each other.
I'm glad for you. Enjoy :-)
Michelle Dunne Thanks a lot!
its ok. you both enjoy :)
i'm not crying my eyes are doing a tear cleanse
asseater007 same
I haven’t heard this song in 5 years. As soon as the first chorus started I burst out in tears. I don’t remember storing so much pain in those lyrics.
Wow you pussy
lyrics-
[Verse 1]
I'll meet you at the divide
To break the spell
A point where two worlds collide
Yeah, we'll rebel
[Bridge]
Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run
And we run, and we run, and we run
Until we break through
[Chorus]
If I get high enough
If I get high enough, will I see you again?
[Verse 2]
I fill my lungs every night
Not long to wait
And if I do this thing right
I dream of our escape
[Bridge]
Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run
And we run, and we run, and we run
Until we break through
[Chorus]
If I get high enough
If I get high enough, will I see you again?
[Bridge to Outro]
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
If I get high, if I get high
If I get high
[Outro]
And we run, and we run, and we run, and we run
And we run, and we run, and we run
Until we break through
Oh, and we run, and we run, and we run, and we run
And we run, and we run, and we run
Man, I thought it's "I feel my loss every night" in the second verse! Goddamn
Um you're on the wrong song bud
Hmmm im on hozier song but the comments from nbt is popping up. Wierd.
Thank you
Thanks
I'm not crying you're crying.
No I'm not... I'm not... I swear...
+It's Just A Llama maybe we will cry together 😂
+SipOfGames This is really cutest comment I've ever seen haha
+AugusttheKilljoy hahahahaha lol k
+SipOfGames IM NOT CRYING THERES JUST SOMETHING IN MY EYE
"what"
TEARS!
My big brother was murdered this year in March. Him and I are both huge pot heads, and this song hits too deep. Thank you to those who made it. I miss you Tai, I love you.
shit man. i love u, keep ur head up
I hope the bastard responsible for it is locked up and the key is flushed, I send you lots of strength, although he's no longer here his memory lives on through you
Holy shit. I hope the pain got a little bit better
I hope you’re okay. I love my brother
Just be happy thinking he loved you .
I cry every time i hear this song… i get that swollen throat feeling and just break down.
Getting chills throughout my body while holding the bottom of my shirt on my face to stop the tears…
Miss you dad. 🕊️😔
uh fuck this is weird. I lost my mom last march and every few days I have that exact dream at the end and wake up before words are even spoken. Damn. Musics ability to connect with us is so hauntingly beautiful..
I know the exact feeling. I lost my mom last summer and this song absolutely destroyed me, I couldn't control myself. The feeling of loneliness and desperation in this song is the most powerful thing I've felt in a very long time.
Bman EZ I'm very sorry for your loss + I want you to know that she would be very proud of you for being so brave. No one expects or prepares for loss, and it can be so cruel. you sound like a lovely person though and though I don't know you I really really hope things are getting better and you have people to talk to :)
I've barely shed any tears for a film/ piece of art in my entire life, but in 4 minutes nbt have managed to make me shed many.
Lucas Beliera I know, right? The end where he meets his mom was so damn bittersweet. Reminded me of those I've lost.
James U agree. The actor is great, the moment he saw his mother and the look on his face 😢😢
Conor Mason hits you with the greatest vocals in the universe, then you have an incredibly intricate short film to go with them, how couldn't you
Lucas Beliera did you lose your mom?
Who doesn't love a good suicide by overdose... 😔😖
Every time I see that hug, I cry
Yep it ges me but man it's healing I was in a foul mood all day put music on like this and feelbettter
I'm a Japanse guy lost my mom when I was 15
I couldn't understand lyrics but cried at 3:25 suddenly
That was beautiful moment
Allthe Noise you just wrote a whole paragraph in engly
and I on 1:53
by the way its written I'd say maybe it was google translate or something of the sort.
Hope you find her
Homer Burns dude
It's not tears. It's just the rain this morning.
Bad day for rain...
Not many people realize, but as a musician I can tell you honestly….this is one of the most pure songs I’ve ever heard. The drums are perfect, wonderful baseline, vocals are other worldly, the message connects with soooo many people….I could listen to this song all day everyday
how about "impossible"?
I agree with you. I did not expect this when clicking on this beautiful. What a simple and soulful voice. What an amazing song.
On what basis are you making the statement “not many people realize”? Just sounds pretentious. Music is subjective
9o
@@love-ip7sz 9
Today I turned 23, yesterday I buried my mum. That's a gift I've never wanted from her. I will love her and never forget.
when youtube recommendations give you a mind-blowing band in 2019
CascadingGalaxies same, they’re amazing, wish it was recommended earlier
Do you ever just wish you could hear this song for the first time again?
All the time. All the....time
I am doing. Some very good songs this band
Well I just did, and it's pretty great
First time listener , I felt everything.
It’s my first time
His dad didn't understand that he was just trying to initiate a lucid dream, so that he could see his mother again. Powerful.
No. His dad didn't care.
I come back to this from time to time. It has helped me get through some deep emotions. The lyrics have always spoken to me.....then I read what other people are feeling and how it resonates with them..... and for a brief moment, I feel connected. Strangers helping without knowing.
The smile that he made after seeing his mom on the dream fucking destroyed me, cried for about a whole 5 minutes after that :'( i felt his pain
Those Radiohead Vibes Man.......
I was looking for "THIS" Comment... I thought I was the only one who noticed that.
Omg same, the first thing i thought was, that his vocal performance is a lot like thoms and the vibe is very radiohead-esque, it's such a beautiful song!😍
I was just thinking about how familiar this sounds and there comes your comment. Thank you
@@Arbalested same
and little Muse :)
OMG when she puts her hands over his eyes at the end... I lost my shit. So heart-breakingly beautiful.
I was 15, just about to turn 16 a month later when my dad died of a heart attack at 45. I don’t have any videos of us together detailing the time we spent together. We hung out a lot but I could only find one video of us. I watch it all the time when I get high, just wishing I could give him one last hug. He gave the best hugs, man.
The lucid dreaming book really got to me, he's trying everything to be with his mom :,(
That's the message bruv
Cal 4 Holy shit bruv youve done it you figured it all out
Obviously... just didn't think everybody noticed the book
+Cal 15 i didnt actually lol
He's actually already dreaming when his dad goes out in the car, because at the end of the video he's still trying to start it but in his dream his dad drives away in it.
My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer last year, this makes me want to give her a huge hug😢
Benjamin Fisher ❤️❤️❤️
Yeah my mom too
this reminds me of her
Benjamin Fisher I lost my mom when I was 19. go hug her, trust me.
Benjamin Fisher my mom died of breast cancer 😢💔 tell her that you love her give all the time you have to her please. if you still have her
+AlexX .: I'm sorry to hear that😢😢I will ...
no no, I'm not crying, my eyes are sweating
Me now. Hahahaha. Love your icon user.
+Maria De Angelis I would get that checked out if I were you
Don't cry
CRAFT
Phan Dom YES
the Phandom is everywere
Showed it to my mom she cried a little the feels man the feels 😭
My first time ever listening to this and I've got tears in my eyes. Never felt this way after listening to a song, ever. It's so emotional and meaningful. Truly amazing song and video. It really captures the feeling of love.
It’s painful to realize just how burnt out you are when you come back to this song feeling like you need to cry and let everything out....and you can’t. I tried to and I can’t. I wanted to cry. I needed to. And I couldn’t.
Wanting to cry is not healthy for real. Don't beat yourself up find something you like doing that's [positive and make it a career if your not busy and look for the greatness in things . I love the song cause it awesome remember ing the best times in life
Just sing along with your heart outloud and you'll realize you're suddenly crying
@user-tz8mz6ze7k this comment alone helped me to finally tear up. Thank you 🖤
Yep. I find myself coming back to this song and realize how bad it's getting again
When you've had to be strong in hard times... and you can finally relax again, it's so difficult to feel those feelings once more and let them out.
so this just popped up on my feed and I am not mad about it.
Same!
Mya Mckinney samee here
I don't usually click on songs on home page or recommended... I don't know why I did it this time.. but I'm glad I did
Quadro 201 same bruh
same!
Quadro 201 me too. I am amazed at how genuinely good this band is. Swept me off my feet. What a gift they just are. ;)
Bro.. if you’re not broadening your music horizons by listening to videos recommend on your home page, then you’re using TH-cam all wrong and really missing out on life. Some of the best songs I’ve heard and still listen too, were all thanks to my home page.
Same here
My father passed a few years back and it completely destroyed me i stoped caring i had given up but I know he's watching so I picked my self up and I keep pushing I don't get my emotions out much so thank you for this beautiful song. I love you dad
As someone who lucidly dreams I know the feeling the kid is going through in the video, escaping reality to create your own. To create a paradise or visit a past memory is a beautiful thing, and can be a lot of fun; it's probably the reason I spent so much of my life asleep, so I never had to really deal with the problems in my actual life. But in the end it's just a dream, you wake up, and the nothingness that was there comes back. I'm not entirely sure where I was going with this to be brutally honest, if you have decided to read this entire passage, as my thoughts and feelings often get jumbled into a incoherent mess when I try to say something insightful, but just be careful when lucidly dreaming. There's nothing really wrong with it, especially if you do it for fun, but it can be like a drug, or at least it was in my case. I eventually became lonely. Everyone I loved who hadn't left eventually did, making my situation worse, and lucid dreaming was my fall back. Don't make the same mistake I did.
Sorry to hear that love.. hopefully you can meet some new people soon or gain back those that went away.. I'm wondering though.. did you learn/practiced lucid dreaming to get there or are you a natural lucid dreamer? I'm curious since I would love to try lucid dreaming of my own. Thanks in advance and hope everything gets better for you.
Hi! Thanks for sharing your feelings. Somehow, I feel I'm not alone in this anymore. Hope you're doing better.
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William Lowry
The clarity and details in my dreams are breathtaking. It seems like I visit some different parts of my brain whenever I close my eyes. I can influence what I do very well but sometimes I only observe and make myself sure that this is all only in my head. Early on I began to escape into my own created worlds. I also have a sleeping disorder where it's not possible for me to sleep deep (REM).
What makes me dream when ever I sleep. For a few minutes or a couple hours doesnt matter. The good dreams are great but the bad dreams makes me panik attak sometime because they are too realistic.
Unfortunately, your text speaks to me from the soul. I'm addicted to running away from problems and sinking into the depth of consciousness. I am too fascinated about that all that I have to write it down or illustrate it... But after years now all I feel is lonelyness. I didn't told anyone yet because I am scared that friends or family think I am crazy. Your text surprised me and it feels good to know that there is somebody out there who can relate. I'm also glad that you managed to overcome your problems. Thank you for sharing your thoughts. That meant alot to me. I wish you the best.
Sorry for my bad english.
Love from brazil
William Lowry obrigada por isso!
i love how almost everyone here came from the recommended section and everyone is equally loving it! youtube must be doing something right...
farida 20 minutes ago I got recommended a dubstep remix of the kazoo kid
Well it's not the reason. Everyone would love this song once they hear it. Everyone. Even the ones who didn't get recommended.
why do I get such a Radiohead feeling from this.
His falsetto is very Yorke-like
+Kurt-Lee Pekeur for real
Camdyn Standley I know right, he has a similar voice to Thom I reckon, but higher and younger. Also the style of song.
I thought the same thing! radiohead is my favorite band so I'm really into this atm
seriously, I get a nice vibe of high and dry by Radiohead
Open tha noor
*to clarify, This is an homage to just a small part of his legacy. I mean that made me smile at the time and still does when I need it*
ITS A MIRACLE, WALTER JR CAN WALK
Was looking for a BB comment! As soon as I saw the thumbnail I was like IS THATT???!?! haha
This is one song I will never show anyone because it reaches a real deep, hidden place of pain for me and I don’t think I’d ever be ready to let anyone make that connection in regards to me and how I feel. If that makes sense...
It does. and I gotta tell you I used to be really scared of this darkness in me, thought it wasn't normal, and no one knew this side of me. Recently I just started to wear my heart on my sleeve, to not leave things unspoken, express how I feel, be in tune with this darkness and not shy away from it. And for me, it really helped.
@@ideal9544 thank you for this. thank you.
@@emzdenn Sure - your true colors are beautiful because they are your own. If someone in your life doesn't understand that - fuck em.
You will find someone worthy to your real colors and emotions, time passes and we make new thoughts and feelings, pain needs to be felt, is part of us, of what we are, and someone, somewhere, will feel yours altogether…
@@guilhermeconti2352 that was beautiful and really warm and accepting, thank you
this is so fucking beautiful i'm not crying
I'm not either! I promise!
Oh God this music video is just... -cries-
I'm confused, it's a great song for sure. But it's not "crying" good! Unless there are (father) abandonment issues that resonate.. Snap out of it! YOU control your destiny, NOT a song that puts you back in the mind-state of a victim. Being depressed seems super ok all the sudden..? WTF? We're Americans! We LOVE liberty!! A song CAN NOT do this to you, unless you allow it to. I wish you the best, and I hope you understand how important "self awareness" is, with our U.S. Constitution
"Crying" bc this video is so beautiful lol
And i'm not american btw but thanks ✌
I used to listen to this song when I was on college a few years ago and my mom was still ill from parkinson, it used to break my heart everytime I listen to it because I knew that when she die this song would be an important song to me (more than what it was) but I never wanted that day to arrive.
Now i'm 25 and I just lost my mom, I was avoiding this song because I knew it would make me feel a lot of feelings but then I came back to this song and now i feel it completely.
Thank you so much for this song, i'm glad I was able to listen to it live in México a few years ago.
Just found this song a few days before one of my good friends killed himself. It pains me to know I'll never be able to give him a hug again...and although this song makes me sad, it also makes me happy because it makes me remember him and how important he was.
I'm so sorry for your loss... I really am
Stay strong, friend
Anaxagore de Clazomènes Thank you. I really appreciate it.
eggsaladactyl im sorry for your loss, i wish i could give you a hug, heres a virtual one
Nisa Hilmi Thank you very much. That's very kind of you.
i send you love, im sorry for your loss
i cried the first watching this, and now every time i listen or watch i get chills/goosebumps
My thumb was scrolling through the vids and got lazy and accidently clicked this. I'm proud of my fat thumb now.
Ofeina Akau look up trip switch
Ofeina Akau "you're Awesome"!!! Touched my heart 💘! Your comment.💥
id be proud of my thumb too
Lol
omg same wtf
this song is amazing, miss my family who has passed away. i used weed, coke and heavy drinking to hide my emotions. lately been sober and listening to great music like this be therapy with a lot of tears
This is why I'm happy to say I still have my mom- I can't imagine losing her. I wouldn't have anyone to hug and say I love you too.
I am so sorry to everyone who lost their moms. I wish the best for you all! Everything happens for a reason so just be happy of the memories you have~
Thanks
oof paci i lost my dad 3 years ago , but now i almost feel nothing, it'll shall pass. Don't worry.
oof paci I lost my mum still miss her
oof paci thank you
Thank you, I losy my mom 15 years ago, when i was 3, so i don't know the feeling of hugging a mom or being loved by one, but i still miss her.
My grandpa has died today from the virus and I just found this song .I have never felt a pain quite like this its truly unbearable and I would never wish it upon anyone. This song is so beautiful thank you.
If any song makes you want to hug a lost loved one it's this one.
I love you grandpa. ♡ :(
I'm so sorry for your loss.
this was the first song i listened to of this band, back in 2019. hearing it live in san francisco changed my life
Holy shit, this is gonna blow up! Amazing vocals and incredible production.
Avery K its been out for 8 months but ok whatever you say
Im saying it is just blowing up now, thats what i saying . get a life youtube hipster
Avery K and im saying if it hasnt blown up in 8 months it aint gunna blow up
+Unibop actually not true, history is full of artists that were misunderstood or under appreciated in their time, but were later recognized for their genius. Unfortunately the trend is that it blows up after the artist is gone. Hopefully not the case here
Chinchillupa Guy yeah sorry but not in music especially when over a million people have heard it. If it was gunna blow up it would of sorry kids.
I'm so glad this video landed on my recommend section.
Indooo
@@auroraasknes6514 Halo, apa kabar?
R.I.P my :
* Granpa ( 2003 )
* Mom ( 2010 )
* Brother ( 2016 )
* Grandma ( 2017 )
* Dad ( 2019 )
I Miss U ... 😔
I'm so sorry for your losses. I hope you are doing better now :(
Thanx bro
I am so sorry to hear that. I lost my father in December. Hope you are doing fine! Sending love from somewhere over the world.
Stay strong fren.
I hope you are doing better ❤️
Losing my mom at a very young age, this song hits closer to home than it should.
this song made me break out in tears I lost my mom a couple years back this song reminded me of her and our memories. thank you
ATOMP I lost my mom two years back
Elizabeth M I'm sorry for your loss, it gets better....
ATOMP im really sorry shes in a mch better place place . always remember youre not alone were are always here for you .