Hey there! Just found your video through the algorithm. When u said u wanna be big and beefy but not in a masculine way I instantly thought about Jasper from Steven Universe. I know it is a cartoon but the whole vibe is a big, beefy (agender) character but still kinda slightly feminine presenting... Maybe that is what u are talking about? Otherwise I feel u some what. Not that I am nonbinary I am actually (binary) trans but first I feel also very attracted to the bear community. I like the guys there, mostly chill grounded dudes being comfortable with themselves and others and I dunno... I don't just wanna them, I wanna be like them lol. Bears are amazing! Second I understand the wish to transform. I gained 15 kg (dunno what this is in lbs) because of HRT, sport, change in diet (I eat more lol) but I feel good in my (new) body. Being not so tiny anymore gives me a lot of (gender) euphoria. Third: I am also not into gym culture and gym bros... I mean there are oc also a lot of chill and very kind and helpful dudes but there is a lot of toxicity, u already did mentioned it. So I feel ya here and that is why I train at home. Also I feel the last part of your video too. I mean some changes are necessary so that I can develop as a person but personal change is maybe less scarier than e.g. political changes. And here in Europa a lot of shit is happening, ufff... Not the best time to be here but otherwise in the past other stuff was shitty. Get that's humanity for u. About the Q&A: I just found ur channel, so I do not know so much about u (yet) but I will check out ur other stuff too. :) Get well soon my friend!
Appreciate you being here! And yeah Jasper is definitely the vibe haha. I still need to watch the entirety of Steven Universe, but I get the vibe from the photos alone.
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Hey there! Just found your video through the algorithm. When u said u wanna be big and beefy but not in a masculine way I instantly thought about Jasper from Steven Universe. I know it is a cartoon but the whole vibe is a big, beefy (agender) character but still kinda slightly feminine presenting... Maybe that is what u are talking about? Otherwise I feel u some what. Not that I am nonbinary I am actually (binary) trans but first I feel also very attracted to the bear community. I like the guys there, mostly chill grounded dudes being comfortable with themselves and others and I dunno... I don't just wanna them, I wanna be like them lol. Bears are amazing! Second I understand the wish to transform. I gained 15 kg (dunno what this is in lbs) because of HRT, sport, change in diet (I eat more lol) but I feel good in my (new) body. Being not so tiny anymore gives me a lot of (gender) euphoria. Third: I am also not into gym culture and gym bros... I mean there are oc also a lot of chill and very kind and helpful dudes but there is a lot of toxicity, u already did mentioned it. So I feel ya here and that is why I train at home. Also I feel the last part of your video too. I mean some changes are necessary so that I can develop as a person but personal change is maybe less scarier than e.g. political changes. And here in Europa a lot of shit is happening, ufff... Not the best time to be here but otherwise in the past other stuff was shitty. Get that's humanity for u. About the Q&A: I just found ur channel, so I do not know so much about u (yet) but I will check out ur other stuff too. :) Get well soon my friend!
Appreciate you being here! And yeah Jasper is definitely the vibe haha. I still need to watch the entirety of Steven Universe, but I get the vibe from the photos alone.