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You remind me of my health teacher in high school, talked about addictions and the dopamine hits and one will never truly be happy nor satisfied when relying on something or someone outside their own informed field. I am paying attention daily to you. Acceptance and Surrender have been my conflicts of late. And this Marijuana issue, maybe even adding coffee to the puppet strings. Self-reliance is okay I have forgotten. Also, we have in common is sobriety and the program of AA & NA. I am going to reach out to you very soon.
What spiritually I have was given by the grace of God. I would say I'm 7% spiritual 93% still ego Ego still is in control of me , but the 7 % is priceless. I wasn't looking for it , it was given, unfolded. Part of the 7% is I was shown WE DO NOT DIE. It's impossible.
Viktor Frankl, a Man's Search for Meaning is possibly who you are referring to. I still play the game of work, money, mortgage, relationships.. I truly feel no yearning for any of it, I just find it interesting enough to 'why not?'. In fact, the level of (I'll just make up a word here) desirelessness has been noticed by my wife, who is a human doing. She says my main stumbling block is that I don't do enough, that I seem depressed. I've been doing for 50 years; time to rest in being for a while, it's beautiful.. it has nothing to do with depression, I feel far more alive than I have ever in the past. She doesn't understand why I have no desire to consume marijuana, why I don't drink alcohol anymore. The way I try to put it is, when you get those autocalls on the phone with a message and you recognize it the second, third, fourth time.. you don't need to listen to the whole thing. I got the message already. Great talk brother. 🙏
Beautiful comment my friend !!! I totally resonate with your reply as exactly what I am going though, wife says I look like the man she met but I am not the man. I just do less and have desire to do less, BORING !!! ;-) less is more !!! Blessing my brother - Nick.
My current thoughts are so similar to what you just said. I like the auto call analogy, I do still enjoy socializing with a few people but compared to my youth…. It’s 95 percent less socializing for me and I’m stealing that auto call analogy because that’s a great way to politely explain it to people haha
"Switch everything off, mind, everything, just, just flip the switch, and there is something you can't switch off!" EXACTLY Brother, so much wisdom in you words, giving thanks 🙏
you are on point as usual yash! Your are a true gem on YT. Your content goes really deep that resonates with me on a deep level beacuse i tried it all and my only conclusion is that god wants me free from mostly wordly things to connect with the source on a very deep level to enjoy true bliss. I realised nobody or anything can fill the void inside but the Source (God). And that is true satisfaction when you have that strong connection with god.
I wasn't willing to disappear. Now I want to. I've been getting rid of clutter, idols and things with attached bar memories. I'm grateful to have found you brother. We are just living in a human experience. You help me connect a lot of dots. Much peace and comfort
thank you for this video i no it’s not for me you just made it cos that’s what you do but you really broke me down helped me realise that my ego was chasing this awakening and it doesn’t know what it’s getting into you. just wanted to say thank you, you put me in my place and you help me and a lot of people who feel alone ❤
This is what spirit actually asked of me when things got serious.... "give me all you have and I will give you absolutely nothing in return, and you will have made the better bargain "....what a deal !! That's where the magic happens....this is so liberating that you can't describe in words....the fight is over.... but the connection you get with the source transcends everything...the nothingness becomes the everythingness Difficult to express in words... you don't really need anything more... Believe me this is a gradual process, it works like this, you have to go through illusion after illusion until there is nothing left to hold on . Hopefully this makes sense? Namaste yash 🙏🙏🙏
@@spiritualrenaissance ....a saint's company is like a perfumer's shop...Even if the perfumer gives you nothing,fragrance will still fill your whole being...🙏
A Truth transcends from troubles to tranquility What we thought fame offered Really comes from anonymity By the Divine we are refined and weathered The tangles of Time untethered From our sublime nature I feel very grateful to have found your channel. You are splendid!!!
You remind me of myself. I have given in to all temptations hard and heavy and found surrender came to me naturally 3 years ago. The eternal fountain of love flows within and I am content. Peace.
The source is always there! In all the situations of human conditioned life there is always a lesson, and a learning process that maybe you don’t understand in the moment or confuses you. But if you take a brake you will know that the source of yourself knows everything about you and your process. Everything has a purpose, you realize that when you experiment some amount of suffering so you can stop identifying yourself with the external world. At least it happened to me. I was very depressed and I lose confident with myself of the moment. Now I look back and it was a deep beautiful process although I was very confused and in pain. This process forced me to connect with the void, and to change the way of looking life. From 18 years old to 20 years old. Now, the void is my best friend. I can look at life in a detached way and I know that my source is always here beyond what is happening in “my life”. Bla bla bla hajajaja
Wow. This was exactly what I needed to see right now. I'm on a journey of renouncing my need to share answers with others. I did some plant medicine and got a lot of cool answers that I thought I was supposed to share. But the response did not meet my high expectations. So it hurt, but I've been trying to "trust the teacher." Something is shifting in me. I'm getting over the pain of feeling unheard. Right now, I just want to disappear into the present moment. And I have a sense that all this is a process of blooming and trusting that I'm not fucking everything up all the time helps the bloom to burst through more fully.
Brother as of what you at last said, I resonate, you have to keep tasting or coming back to your self through whatever way is destined for you as often as possible, it seems once recognized through grace the rest of the game is to get use to it, like someone who might have been sleeping for years due to some disease and then suddenly wake up needs some time before settling in this awakefullness, feel like quoting nisargdatta maharaj, "when I say remember iam all the time, I mean come back to it repeatedly, no particular thought can be mind's natural state only silence, not the idea of silence but silence itself. When the mind is in it's natural state it reverts to silence spontaneously after every experience or rather every experience happens against the background of silence ".Brother I quoted that as I honestly literally feel it myself, love you, please keep guiding dear.
I totally hear you man. For years along my awakening journey I felt invisible like I was disappearing and losing myself. I connect alot through songs and one particular song that would play out in my head was Invisible by Alison Moyet ( I was angry 😠 I'd aim that song at everyone including God) It would bring up Emotions of sadness and frustration but now when it comes it makes me smile. I get it!! You get it man Thankyou for sharing 💞
You just totally answered my question of why did it happen to me (it started 5 years ago at age 46) and none of my sponsees (I'm a sponser in AA) who happen to be quite younger, can "get it". Glad I found your channel. Originally, when I realized that Brian was nothing more than an idea, and it started to disolve (after having an amazing FULL life from super successful to homeless heroin addict to prison, you name it) I thought I might be finally going nuts. But I knew it was the truth. That's when I began the search for truly what is. Funny thing is, "Brian" is more successful than ever these days and "I" feel like just an observer. Thanks for taking the time to make these videos. I send links of videos to my sponsees to watch and they need ones that are clear and easy to understand. I've been wondering though if some people are just destined to get it or not. I have found that introducing this idea to people too early can really mess them up so now I just basically let them ask questions and give pointers. Anyway thanks again. ❤🙏
I dunno man, it's just so weird walking this earth after you've made the connection. I still find myself just being myself. Participating you know? Not wanting to be better anymore. That's a new depth of surrender. Nice thoughts man, thank you!
@@spiritualrenaissance exactly! Just playing my role. I still have the urge to be a better human being...but is that's a part of the role? I think so. I just focus on letting things unfold. I can't better myself out of my skin. You know what I mean?
The more subtle it gets the more paradoxical it can apear to our logical material mind. If we look closely we will come to a conclusion that there is nothing logical about existence itself. How is it even possible that God exist and always existed? The sheer absurdity of that fact make logical mind get crazy and thats why we have to accept that we live within the greatest mystery conceivable. To live the best life possible we have to have deep faith/trust in the fundamental premise of the goodnes of God, His plan, gifts etc. So within that structure we have our life, our experience and there is seemingly unresolvable paradox here: we have to embrace ourselves as reality within Gods cosmic organism and at the same time evolve and strive to get out of the way, surrender material ego. I believe that the key to this is striving to merge our will with Gods will. If the two combine there is just this intuitive recognition that this is the way :)
So there is this desire to awake - but that desire comes from my ego. And everything I learn I learn through this ego. It almost seems like there is nothing I can do to contribute to the process. When I choose to meditate that’s still my ego - when I choose to read that’s still my ego…and when I look around - “sleeping” people seem a lot more satisfied with life…why do I have to want this? At this point I’d rather not but I can’t help wanting it…which is my ego again…it kinda sucks
its the pure (higher level of) ego. Theres different grades or levels of ego. We need ego to “exists”. Nothing wrong with ego. its a gift, otherwise there would be no Life and no experience.
Feel like i am losing my reality & don't know where i am at...often disoriented. How do i let go? How am i to exist...so many physiological issues too with breathing.
I have a question, not necessarily related to this specific video, it just occurred to me yesterday. When you evolve to a higher level of consciousness, will people with a lower level of consciousness notice you more and will they be more drawn to you because you shine more and they can sense it that it's good for them to be around you, or will you become less visible to them because you resonate at such different frequencies?
Both. if in the so called “less evolved” individual their higher nature is starting to get activated (consciously or consciously) then they will feel attracted.
@@spiritualrenaissance Thanks for that. ❤ I had a feeling that would be the case. This makes it harder to know if a person is attracted to my higher self with their higher self or to my still lower self with their lower self. I guess there could also be a mixture of both at times.
I had that Christ consciousness for a few months and thought that was my new norm until I met someone and fell down into drinking, partying, masterbating, etc. because i thought I had fully healed and that wasn’t going to affect me but it did. I’m back in this 3 dimensional world or “from the world” and I’ve been working hard into getting connected with that higher source (god) again. Great video!
Hey Yosh, Once again a timely video and like a lot of comments I see the ripple of resonance and wisdom emitted far and wide!!! Blessed to have found channel. I seemed to be consumed by actively doing less !!! ;-) Hard to comprehend for others ( wife ) I just try to keep my awareness to where my mind is getting pulled and constantly ask - is this serving me intuitively I receive grace / answers and this grace hopefully is followed, sometimes not but thats cool if not must be a reason why I went against intuition which if awareness is there will become apparent in due course, or not !!, This glimpse of the connection I feel to RE Member myself is so intoxicating that the force to get more the drive to do more to get more is in itself the lesson / wisdom to learn as gradually Less is more and I am seeing myself actively doing less !!! desire to do less !! The mind and conditioning does not like it but not honouring it causes dis ease awareness within !! I Have noticed on a lot of non duality channels ( which are dropping away from my desire to watch ) a sadness in their eyes, I feel it, almost like they have realised something in a way thats not supposed to be realised that unless your grounded in someway still in duality and earthly experience then why be here, as nothing matters, whats the point, source is all there is so lets just melt into that and stop wasting time on earthly plane, I dont get it !! it does not resonate with me, an aliveness to be present, to have awareness of the beauty around and within of creation playing out in duality is what ( I desire !!! ;0- ) ;-) ) I am is trying raise awareness of through this conditioned mind, and the glimpses are peace, its all the I wants from me at this stage I think !! Blessings my Friend - Nick.
Coincidentally, synchronistically?, I happened to catch this video. In the past 24 hours or so it dawned on me something that has been percolating but I was never able to really get to it. Getting closer to Source takes commitment. It takes dedication and determination to refrain from activities, including thought processes, that hinder the connection. But when the connection gets strong, and the energy starts to bring a higher, healthier vibe, I become more attractive. I suppose anybody does when they get closer to God. The thing is, my motives have been on my mind lately. It started to dawn on me that I wanted to be more powerful and attractive so I can get more women! (or just a woman)!The thing is, I know that should I be graced with some kind of feminine companion, one that I click with, that might be healthy for me, and one I would be healthy for, I must completely bow out of the equation. I guess this is along the lines of the title of this video, being willing to disappear. Though it may seem like having to give up all the worldly pursuits is a bummer, and means life would be boring, I really know this is not true. I know this because there is nothing better than unity with Divinity, Life Force, Source, God, or whatever you want to call it. It courses through our veins, and is at the very core of our being, should we allow it to. If we resolve all the impediments that maintain the disconnect, (pursuing counterfeit desires),to that degree we experience what we have in spades. Namely, the keys to all the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory that source desperately wants us to absolutely meld with. Better than any acid trip, mushroom trip, Peyote trip, etc. I'm talking ecstasy to the nth degree. It's there! I've touched it, and I wanna go back, but all in good time, as I learn about my challenges, and ask for, and get the help to see them and to meet them. This is such a good video, which came at just the right time for me. Thanks
Yes, if we have strong desires for something, dont fight them. There may be some need to experience them and that will be part of the ingredients necessary for the expansion of consciousness. Just be clear what your desires are and then be open and willing to have the universe manifest them. Dont judge if u have desires or not. God put them there in all of us to experience, enjoy, suffer, and then transcend. We cant skip these stages. Those that try to skip ahead end up acting and looking weird and fake...:) Its the human construct that has desires. Not your true Self. Let the human construct move through its destiny, but at the same time continuously do your Self-remembering practice and then it doesnt matter. Its all good.
Hey Josh, Great video. THANK YOU 😊🙏❤️ After decades of suffering my ME dissolved during meditation in mid 2018. All searching stopped. Fears went, wants went. And all sense of time just vanished instantly. My body is just starting to be able to function again. Can you give me any advice please on getting back to earning a living. I have a wife to provide for but there is no doer. No ECU. No drive to achieve anything. No goals, no agenda, no ambitions. Just inner peace, mostly inner smiles and total choiceless compassion and understanding for the way the world seems to be. Many thanks, All the best, Julian 😊🙏❤️
Hi, welcome.. The same Grace that is responsible for giving these awakenings and realizations will also guide us on how to play our role in the human dimension. Just ask It and tune within and see how the life force is directing you-- but without expectation.
I always wondered where all these new people (souls) come from, are we ourselves fragmenting into more souls over the spam of cycles that we come and go, how does this actually play out?
Maaaan this content is really another level. I Love what You teach! Regards from Chile! Btw do You know this country? I recently found out that in a part of this country, near where I live, the Buddhists made a monument. It is said that there are really powerful energies in that area. I assume that for that same reason there are many UFO sightings in that place, in addition to one of the best views of the stars in the world. If you haven't come, I recommend you come! The area is called Elqui Valley.
You seem to me to be more genuine than anyone Iv heard talking about this stuff and trust me Iv seen a lot. Iv been trying to suck that form of knowledge from the internet for 5 years. I connect with everything your saying. I’m having a very hard time finding joy in anything!!!! I’m starting to feel resentful of people who can and in return feeling resentful of myself for doing so. It’s like depression as Iv suffered with that before trying plant medicine My question is what part of you wants to make videos? I’m a barber and I enjoy talking about it sometimes but all in all I feel like a hypocrite as how can I say anything whilst not feeling good in myself. I’m so uncertain that spirit is even a thing sometimes and feel like I’m trying to trick myself. Why would I want to be just spirit? Am I trying to fool myself because I’m really just scared of more pain in my life. Iv done a lot of meditation and I know how nice that calm switched of feeling is but I think I’d rather be high lay in the sun on some grass if I could just stop judging myself when I do. Sorry to poor out on here just going with it 🎉
Yes, I can relate. Thats a temporary stage though that youre describing. Its necessary though because this is the soil where wisdom and clarity will be born and come through at some point. Its like the lotus flower needs mud to grow in.
What do you do if you’ve been chronically ill for a long time so a decade of your life has been “wasted” and the desires that your ego needed to experience for its growth didn’t happen? Do you try to live out them now as best you can?
thats a very individual question and answer. something for satsang or a private session. Its too complex to talk about in words. It needs back and forth dialogue..
See I don’t know if you seen this girl on TH-cam her name is Anna brown. She says life IS desire. ❤ I love your videos! I also was thinking after watching this so that means I have to go through alcoholism I can’t just do it by my will to stop?
ive been following your videos i recently came upon them and some things you say resonate with me just kind of an open question if you want you can answer alot of things in my life have been changing pretty drastically ive started putting up boundaries with what i will and wont tolerate alot more and alot of people have dropped away i started a water fast and got out of rehab for marijuana my question is all these sudden changes are they going somewhere or am i just making connections as a way to comfort myself?
I think you know that these changes are representing some synchronistic act of Grace helping you..:) I would go to Maryjuana anonymous also, (or narcotics anonynous) if you just got out of the rehab, to help solidify and strengthen your recovery process
@@spiritualrenaissance thanks very much it wasnt recent on the rehab ive been drug free for a while but i was vague in that thank you very much for taking the time to reply im currently viewing your reccomended clips now
You say: "if we have strong desires for something, don't fight them. There may be some need to experience them", and I understand why you are saying this (and I know that in the context you're right). At the same time, as a recipient of your teaching I would be careful not to absolutize it (although I know you're not doing that - the mistake may be on the part of the recipient, he should not absolutize it). Neither this tantric nor ascetic approach are without dangers (and neither is absolute). Bringing it ad absurdum - we wouldn't say to a person dreaming about murder, or about rape, that he should bring those thoughts into experience (although I understand the "conscious murderer" story). Neither binging sex at brothels will guarantee detachment instead of turning us into lust-obsessed degenerates (seeing how it works for others, the last result is probably more common), creating new, strong samskaras (which were previously not there). Let's rejoice in the teaching of Yash, but let's also remember about the teachings of, for example, Sivananda.
I am a noob just learning and I admit I didn't understand all of the concepts in your video. I have not watched all your videos on awakening and duality but I've watched some. Is the consciousness like a soul to a christian? I am a Christian and I believe my redeemed soul in Jesus Christ is separate from my body and when the body dies the redeemed soul lives on in immortality. So I am wondering if you were talking about the soul entering the dream world or another dimension and then not being able to find its way back to the body? I thought this was astral projection but I may be just way off the mark. As a Christian I don't practice astral projection but I have heard stories of the soul not being able to get back to the body for some time.
Hi, Welcome... Yes, pure consciousness or I AM and Soul are words that can be used interchangeably and are all pointing to the same pure God essence. This essence incarnates into form (a body) and then there is a sense of identity that plays within this pure essence. When I am using the word “disappear” here I am referring to a positive spiritual process of when the sleeping consciousness that has identified with its form or body begins to wake up to its true nature and so identity starts disappearing more and the pure essence is becoming more self-aware of its own essence. I feel Jesus was constantly pointing to this discovery and telling others that they too can experience what He has experienced. But of course he was misunderstood by many because the people’s identity with their form is too strong and so they imagine that this realization is only reserved for select few or even just 1 person. When in reality it is everyones destiny,. Its just a question of time.
So, touching on the dropping everything technique, this is powerful to know that everything can be transcended. Curious about your experience with the body injury, can physical pain been transcended too? Love the video
suffering can be transcended because its mainly psychological. But the sensations of pain belong to the destiny of the body-mind and sometimes there is a higher reason that it needs to experience that. And other times it can be transcended as well. A higher intelligence decides these things. Best is to surrender and let the cards play out.
@@spiritualrenaissance yes, a difference exists between pain and suffering. I have chronic side pain; I consider it data and carry on about my day. Some days I don't notice it, others I do. But I never suffer because I accept that it's there and there's nothing doctors can do about it. Resistance to the reality of my pain would lead to suffering.
what about the people I love? I use my love for them as fuel- to be better and control my negative sides. But I also feel my attachment to them as a worldly attachment. Can this be balanced ?
Question: here it’s obvious that there is no separate me. But it feels like certain things in relative life somehow.. pull me back into ego identity. Is there a limit to self inquiry and meditation in terms of releasing attachment? Do some things just need to be experienced in an ego ish way? I get confused bc it’s also obvious that this is just life force happening.. so the idea of ‘letting’ things happen doesn’t make sense to me 🤷🏻♂️ Also, another thing that gets me hung up is.. why it is that it feels like being high energy helps thin ego identity and yet.. this is all 100% life force already. 😂
Do some things just need to be experienced in an ego ish way? Yes... “ Also, another thing that gets me hung up is.. why it is that it feels like being high energy helps thin ego identity and yet.. this is all 100% life force already.” Because this is the play of life and the matrix. It has its own laws of operation that gives certain experiences via our emotional body. This is just what it is.,..What to do..:)
When you said, go out and experience to have sex with women and things like that, I’m just curious, why would we have to go out and commit all this sin on our name just to experience things. Shouldn’t I be able to learn without sinning and committing fornication? I’m just really curious if you can answer this question it would be greatly appreciated.
Some things we can learn just through discernment and the power of intellect. Other things have too much charge behind the desire to shrug off. You can analyze your own life and see.
@@spiritualrenaissance you’re exactly right I have examined my life and even if I wanted to just say I’m religious and shrug it off I can’t help but to do these things for the moment that I can’t deny no one can deny so that is definitely a truth
its all about vibration and what vibration we resonate with and enjoy. All words have vibrations. For example, “love” or “God” versus “shit”. Can you feel the difference..:)
@@spiritualrenaissance yeah, more and more I have a feeling I tried to make my own reality disregarding so many things.. I still do it but I observe it more..strange
🔴🎥Please check these playlists below to see which videos most appeal to you and which can benefit your present situation:
NON DUALITY POINTERS- http s://th-cam.com/video/-8iuIEsOhoY/w-d-xo.html
SPIRITUAL AWAKENING- http s://th-cam.com/video/p-_DeUk0SEU/w-d-xo.html
SELF INQUIRY AND CONSCIOUS AWARENESS- http s://th-cam.com/video/QxyJTlHr6EA/w-d-xo.html
You remind me of my health teacher in high school, talked about addictions and the dopamine hits and one will never truly be happy nor satisfied when relying on something or someone outside their own informed field. I am paying attention daily to you. Acceptance and Surrender have been my conflicts of late. And this Marijuana issue, maybe even adding coffee to the puppet strings. Self-reliance is okay I have forgotten. Also, we have in common is sobriety and the program of AA & NA. I am going to reach out to you very soon.
What spiritually I have was given by the grace of God. I would say I'm 7% spiritual 93% still ego
Ego still is in control of me , but the 7 % is priceless. I wasn't looking for it , it was given, unfolded. Part of the 7% is I was shown WE DO NOT DIE.
It's impossible.
Viktor Frankl, a Man's Search for Meaning is possibly who you are referring to. I still play the game of work, money, mortgage, relationships.. I truly feel no yearning for any of it, I just find it interesting enough to 'why not?'. In fact, the level of (I'll just make up a word here) desirelessness has been noticed by my wife, who is a human doing. She says my main stumbling block is that I don't do enough, that I seem depressed. I've been doing for 50 years; time to rest in being for a while, it's beautiful.. it has nothing to do with depression, I feel far more alive than I have ever in the past. She doesn't understand why I have no desire to consume marijuana, why I don't drink alcohol anymore. The way I try to put it is, when you get those autocalls on the phone with a message and you recognize it the second, third, fourth time.. you don't need to listen to the whole thing. I got the message already. Great talk brother. 🙏
Very good share..:) I understand totally! 100 percent.
Beautiful comment my friend !!! I totally resonate with your reply as exactly what I am going though, wife says I look like the man she met but I am not the man. I just do less and have desire to do less, BORING !!! ;-) less is more !!! Blessing my brother - Nick.
Wow I can totally relate to that, I'm just at an earlier stage...Great stuff man thank you!
What do you mean by plant medicine?
My current thoughts are so similar to what you just said. I like the auto call analogy, I do still enjoy socializing with a few people but compared to my youth…. It’s 95 percent less socializing for me and I’m stealing that auto call analogy because that’s a great way to politely explain it to people haha
"Switch everything off, mind, everything, just, just flip the switch, and there is something you can't switch off!" EXACTLY Brother, so much wisdom in you words, giving thanks 🙏
you are on point as usual yash! Your are a true gem on YT. Your content goes really deep that resonates with me on a deep level beacuse i tried it all and my only conclusion is that god wants me free from mostly wordly things to connect with the source on a very deep level to enjoy true bliss. I realised nobody or anything can fill the void inside but the Source (God). And that is true satisfaction when you have that strong connection with god.
I wasn't willing to disappear. Now I want to. I've been getting rid of clutter, idols and things with attached bar memories. I'm grateful to have found you brother. We are just living in a human experience. You help me connect a lot of dots. Much peace and comfort
thank you for this video i no it’s not for me you just made it cos that’s what you do but you really broke me down helped me realise that my ego was chasing this awakening and it doesn’t know what it’s getting into you. just wanted to say thank you, you put me in my place and you help me and a lot of people who feel alone ❤
‚There is nothing wrong in engaging in whatever activities come to one naturally’ - Ramana Maharshi
As long as the “ natural” is truly natural so to speak .
But even if not it will be ok
Just the identity with these things need to disapear! Your description is on point.
This is what spirit actually asked of me when things got serious.... "give me all you have and I will give you absolutely nothing in return, and you will have made the better bargain "....what a deal !!
That's where the magic happens....this is so liberating that you can't describe in words....the fight is over....
but the connection you get with the source transcends everything...the nothingness becomes the everythingness
Difficult to express in words... you don't really need anything more...
Believe me this is a gradual process, it works like this, you have to go through illusion after illusion until there is nothing left to hold on .
Hopefully this makes sense?
Namaste yash 🙏🙏🙏
Yes, good one: give me everything and I’ll give you nothing- what a deal 🙂
@@spiritualrenaissance ....a saint's company is like a perfumer's shop...Even if the perfumer gives you nothing,fragrance will still fill your whole being...🙏
A Truth transcends
from troubles to tranquility
What we thought fame offered
Really comes from anonymity
By the Divine
we are refined and weathered
The tangles of Time untethered
From our sublime nature
I feel very grateful to have found your channel. You are splendid!!!
Check out Fish Bowl a poem Joni Mitchell wrote when she was 12
Becoming a better person is a fringe benefit that can only come when you don't desire it at all. Thanks for the video.
You remind me of myself. I have given in to all temptations hard and heavy and found surrender came to me naturally 3 years ago. The eternal fountain of love flows within and I am content. Peace.
fasted for two days, felt like was losing myself slipping reality not really in control of self that use to project
The source is always there! In all the situations of human conditioned life there is always a lesson, and a learning process that maybe you don’t understand in the moment or confuses you. But if you take a brake you will know that the source of yourself knows everything about you and your process. Everything has a purpose, you realize that when you experiment some amount of suffering so you can stop identifying yourself with the external world. At least it happened to me. I was very depressed and I lose confident with myself of the moment. Now I look back and it was a deep beautiful process although I was very confused and in pain. This process forced me to connect with the void, and to change the way of looking life. From 18 years old to 20 years old. Now, the void is my best friend. I can look at life in a detached way and I know that my source is always here beyond what is happening in “my life”. Bla bla bla hajajaja
Great Video Yash!!! Loved it! Really good. Love how you can come up with description words everytime. Thank You
It's simple and powerful expressions of your living experience... it's like you sharing as you feel.... thank you:)
This soul is moving up the charts in my teacher list.
Wow. This was exactly what I needed to see right now. I'm on a journey of renouncing my need to share answers with others. I did some plant medicine and got a lot of cool answers that I thought I was supposed to share. But the response did not meet my high expectations. So it hurt, but I've been trying to "trust the teacher." Something is shifting in me. I'm getting over the pain of feeling unheard. Right now, I just want to disappear into the present moment. And I have a sense that all this is a process of blooming and trusting that I'm not fucking everything up all the time helps the bloom to burst through more fully.
Yes, good!!
Happy I found your channel.... actually it found me!! Peace be with you brother. I love listening to your thoughts. ❤ 🍀🦋
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You give yourself up to let the whole universe in!
Brother as of what you at last said, I resonate, you have to keep tasting or coming back to your self through whatever way is destined for you as often as possible, it seems once recognized through grace the rest of the game is to get use to it, like someone who might have been sleeping for years due to some disease and then suddenly wake up needs some time before settling in this awakefullness, feel like quoting nisargdatta maharaj, "when I say remember iam all the time, I mean come back to it repeatedly, no particular thought can be mind's natural state only silence, not the idea of silence but silence itself. When the mind is in it's natural state it reverts to silence spontaneously after every experience or rather every experience happens against the background of silence ".Brother I quoted that as I honestly literally feel it myself, love you, please keep guiding dear.
I like what u shared!..:)
I totally hear you man. For years along my awakening journey I felt invisible like I was disappearing and losing myself. I connect alot through songs and one particular song that would play out in my head was Invisible by Alison Moyet ( I was angry 😠 I'd aim that song at everyone including God) It would bring up Emotions of sadness and frustration but now when it comes it makes me smile. I get it!! You get it man Thankyou for sharing 💞
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I needed to here this. Thanks
Exceptional videos. Thank you for your help. This journey is awesome
Life is living not thinking .. that’s the part we can’t understand as root craving causes thought as fuel
💯.... I went through all the same ideas........
You just totally answered my question of why did it happen to me (it started 5 years ago at age 46) and none of my sponsees (I'm a sponser in AA) who happen to be quite younger, can "get it". Glad I found your channel. Originally, when I realized that Brian was nothing more than an idea, and it started to disolve (after having an amazing FULL life from super successful to homeless heroin addict to prison, you name it) I thought I might be finally going nuts. But I knew it was the truth. That's when I began the search for truly what is. Funny thing is, "Brian" is more successful than ever these days and "I" feel like just an observer. Thanks for taking the time to make these videos. I send links of videos to my sponsees to watch and they need ones that are clear and easy to understand.
I've been wondering though if some people are just destined to get it or not. I have found that introducing this idea to people too early can really mess them up so now I just basically let them ask questions and give pointers. Anyway thanks again. ❤🙏
Good share!
Amazing 🍊 Organic Soul fr Thanks for the Knowledge
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I dunno man, it's just so weird walking this earth after you've made the connection. I still find myself just being myself. Participating you know?
Not wanting to be better anymore. That's a new depth of surrender.
Nice thoughts man, thank you!
thats real good, “Not wanting to be better anymore”... on conscious or subconscious level.
@@spiritualrenaissance exactly! Just playing my role. I still have the urge to be a better human being...but is that's a part of the role? I think so. I just focus on letting things unfold. I can't better myself out of my skin. You know what I mean?
@@deneb3552 yes that is the correct balance!
The more subtle it gets the more paradoxical it can apear to our logical material mind. If we look closely we will come to a conclusion that there is nothing logical about existence itself. How is it even possible that God exist and always existed? The sheer absurdity of that fact make logical mind get crazy and thats why we have to accept that we live within the greatest mystery conceivable. To live the best life possible we have to have deep faith/trust in the fundamental premise of the goodnes of God, His plan, gifts etc. So within that structure we have our life, our experience and there is seemingly unresolvable paradox here: we have to embrace ourselves as reality within Gods cosmic organism and at the same time evolve and strive to get out of the way, surrender material ego. I believe that the key to this is striving to merge our will with Gods will. If the two combine there is just this intuitive recognition that this is the way :)
Yes everything is paradoxical and non-logical after a certain point. Only intuitively can we have a sense of the infinite magnitude of existence.
Wonderful. Thank you very much.
Ahahah, i love vibing with you 😂❤ you are so real 💯🙏
The best of the best 3D times, cannot compare.
The worst situation was the best Acid Grace.
So there is this desire to awake - but that desire comes from my ego. And everything I learn I learn through this ego. It almost seems like there is nothing I can do to contribute to the process. When I choose to meditate that’s still my ego - when I choose to read that’s still my ego…and when I look around - “sleeping” people seem a lot more satisfied with life…why do I have to want this? At this point I’d rather not but I can’t help wanting it…which is my ego again…it kinda sucks
its the pure (higher level of) ego. Theres different grades or levels of ego. We need ego to “exists”. Nothing wrong with ego. its a gift, otherwise there would be no Life and no experience.
The ego is the ultimate double edge sword
Feel like i am losing my reality & don't know where i am at...often disoriented. How do i let go? How am i to exist...so many physiological issues too with breathing.
The light is trying to pierce through. This is part of the messy process.
@@spiritualrenaissance I hope so, this void phase is brutal. Thx for the reply. Feels so desolate.
great, keep on doing these videos
Amazing channel thank you for this information. Just wow ❤
Fantastic pointings Josh 🙏🏽
Thank you for what are you doing.,
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I really like this video man... Keep em coming. 😁🙏🏿😎
Oh love this, I’m gonna come back again and again to this video. It spoke to me this morning cus my ego just got hurt 😅 ouch
There comes a time when one asks, even of Shakespeare, even of Beethoven, is this all?
- Aldous Huxley
Good stuff. Thanks!
That’s true
Love this!
hey brother..:)
This was probably my favorite video I’ve seen by you , a lot of things put two and two together for me
I have a question, not necessarily related to this specific video, it just occurred to me yesterday. When you evolve to a higher level of consciousness, will people with a lower level of consciousness notice you more and will they be more drawn to you because you shine more and they can sense it that it's good for them to be around you, or will you become less visible to them because you resonate at such different frequencies?
Both. if in the so called “less evolved” individual their higher nature is starting to get activated (consciously or consciously) then they will feel attracted.
@@spiritualrenaissance Thanks for that. ❤ I had a feeling that would be the case. This makes it harder to know if a person is attracted to my higher self with their higher self or to my still lower self with their lower self. I guess there could also be a mixture of both at times.
yes almost always a mixture
I had that Christ consciousness for a few months and thought that was my new norm until I met someone and fell down into drinking, partying, masterbating, etc. because i thought I had fully healed and that wasn’t going to affect me but it did. I’m back in this 3 dimensional world or “from the world” and I’ve been working hard into getting connected with that higher source (god) again. Great video!
Its ok. We have to fall sometimes. It makes us stronger and burns up these subtle seeds of complacency that we didnt know we had.
Yas you are the Grant Cardone of spirituality
I like him. I talked to him (getting some advice) 20 years ago when I was selling cars..:)
Excellent video, well said!
Hey Yosh, Once again a timely video and like a lot of comments I see the ripple of resonance and wisdom emitted far and wide!!! Blessed to have found channel. I seemed to be consumed by actively doing less !!! ;-) Hard to comprehend for others ( wife ) I just try to keep my awareness to where my mind is getting pulled and constantly ask - is this serving me intuitively I receive grace / answers and this grace hopefully is followed, sometimes not but thats cool if not must be a reason why I went against intuition which if awareness is there will become apparent in due course, or not !!, This glimpse of the connection I feel to RE Member myself is so intoxicating that the force to get more the drive to do more to get more is in itself the lesson / wisdom to learn as gradually Less is more and I am seeing myself actively doing less !!! desire to do less !! The mind and conditioning does not like it but not honouring it causes dis ease awareness within !! I Have noticed on a lot of non duality channels ( which are dropping away from my desire to watch ) a sadness in their eyes, I feel it, almost like they have realised something in a way thats not supposed to be realised that unless your grounded in someway still in duality and earthly experience then why be here, as nothing matters, whats the point, source is all there is so lets just melt into that and stop wasting time on earthly plane, I dont get it !! it does not resonate with me, an aliveness to be present, to have awareness of the beauty around and within of creation playing out in duality is what ( I desire !!! ;0- ) ;-) ) I am is trying raise awareness of through this conditioned mind, and the glimpses are peace, its all the I wants from me at this stage I think !! Blessings my Friend - Nick.
Thank you..:) alot of people (nondual-ers) only understand mentally and that causes sadness because for the mind/ego it is sad...
Coincidentally, synchronistically?, I happened to catch this video. In the past 24 hours or so it dawned on me something that has been percolating but I was never able to really get to it.
Getting closer to Source takes commitment. It takes dedication and determination to refrain from activities, including thought processes, that hinder the connection. But when the connection gets strong, and the energy starts to bring a higher, healthier vibe, I become more attractive. I suppose anybody does when they get closer to God. The thing is, my motives have been on my mind lately. It started to dawn on me that I wanted to be more powerful and attractive so I can get more women! (or just a woman)!The thing is, I know that should I be graced with some kind of feminine companion, one that I click with, that might be healthy for me, and one I would be healthy for, I must completely bow out of the equation. I guess this is along the lines of the title of this video, being willing to disappear.
Though it may seem like having to give up all the worldly pursuits is a bummer, and means life would be boring, I really know this is not true. I know this because there is nothing better than unity with Divinity, Life Force, Source, God, or whatever you want to call it. It courses through our veins, and is at the very core of our being, should we allow it to. If we resolve all the impediments that maintain the disconnect, (pursuing counterfeit desires),to that degree we experience what we have in spades. Namely, the keys to all the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory that source desperately wants us to absolutely meld with. Better than any acid trip, mushroom trip, Peyote trip, etc. I'm talking ecstasy to the nth degree. It's there! I've touched it, and I wanna go back, but all in good time, as I learn about my challenges, and ask for, and get the help to see them and to meet them.
This is such a good video, which came at just the right time for me. Thanks
Yes, if we have strong desires for something, dont fight them. There may be some need to experience them and that will be part of the ingredients necessary for the expansion of consciousness. Just be clear what your desires are and then be open and willing to have the universe manifest them. Dont judge if u have desires or not. God put them there in all of us to experience, enjoy, suffer, and then transcend. We cant skip these stages. Those that try to skip ahead end up acting and looking weird and fake...:) Its the human construct that has desires. Not your true Self. Let the human construct move through its destiny, but at the same time continuously do your Self-remembering practice and then it doesnt matter. Its all good.
Hey Josh,
Great video. THANK YOU 😊🙏❤️
After decades of suffering my ME dissolved during meditation in mid 2018. All searching stopped. Fears went, wants went. And all sense of time just vanished instantly.
My body is just starting to be able to function again.
Can you give me any advice please on getting back to earning a living. I have a wife to provide for but there is no doer. No ECU. No drive to achieve anything. No goals, no agenda, no ambitions.
Just inner peace, mostly inner smiles and total choiceless compassion and understanding for the way the world seems to be.
Many thanks,
All the best, Julian 😊🙏❤️
Hi, welcome.. The same Grace that is responsible for giving these awakenings and realizations will also guide us on how to play our role in the human dimension. Just ask It and tune within and see how the life force is directing you-- but without expectation.
@@spiritualrenaissance Many thanks 😊🙏❤️
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I always wondered where all these new people (souls) come from, are we ourselves fragmenting into more souls over the spam of cycles that we come and go, how does this actually play out?
100% I'm in the process of disappearing lol ❤✌️
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I used to have bad trips because LSD made me feel like I was disappearing and I wasn’t ready lol
Yes, me too. And ive seen it in others and it isnt pretty sometimes.
Maaaan this content is really another level. I Love what You teach!
Regards from Chile! Btw do You know this country?
I recently found out that in a part of this country, near where I live, the Buddhists made a monument. It is said that there are really powerful energies in that area. I assume that for that same reason there are many UFO sightings in that place, in addition to one of the best views of the stars in the world.
If you haven't come, I recommend you come! The area is called Elqui Valley.
Give up everything.
Are you ready to give up giving up?
Is that the balance between duality and unity?
You seem to me to be more genuine than anyone Iv heard talking about this stuff and trust me Iv seen a lot. Iv been trying to suck that form of knowledge from the internet for 5 years. I connect with everything your saying. I’m having a very hard time finding joy in anything!!!! I’m starting to feel resentful of people who can and in return feeling resentful of myself for doing so. It’s like depression as Iv suffered with that before trying plant medicine My question is what part of you wants to make videos? I’m a barber and I enjoy talking about it sometimes but all in all I feel like a hypocrite as how can I say anything whilst not feeling good in myself. I’m so uncertain that spirit is even a thing sometimes and feel like I’m trying to trick myself. Why would I want to be just spirit? Am I trying to fool myself because I’m really just scared of more pain in my life. Iv done a lot of meditation and I know how nice that calm switched of feeling is but I think I’d rather be high lay in the sun on some grass if I could just stop judging myself when I do. Sorry to poor out on here just going with it 🎉
Yes, I can relate. Thats a temporary stage though that youre describing. Its necessary though because this is the soil where wisdom and clarity will be born and come through at some point. Its like the lotus flower needs mud to grow in.
Thank you for taking the time to reply.
What do you do if you’ve been chronically ill for a long time so a decade of your life has been “wasted” and the desires that your ego needed to experience for its growth didn’t happen? Do you try to live out them now as best you can?
thats a very individual question and answer. something for satsang or a private session. Its too complex to talk about in words. It needs back and forth dialogue..
See I don’t know if you seen this girl on TH-cam her name is Anna brown. She says life IS desire. ❤ I love your videos! I also was thinking after watching this so that means I have to go through alcoholism I can’t just do it by my will to stop?
But god puts tools here to help us stop such as AA. I suggest that in conjunction with everything else that you’re doing 🙂
ive been following your videos i recently came upon them and some things you say resonate with me just kind of an open question if you want you can answer alot of things in my life have been changing pretty drastically ive started putting up boundaries with what i will and wont tolerate alot more and alot of people have dropped away i started a water fast and got out of rehab for marijuana my question is all these sudden changes are they going somewhere or am i just making connections as a way to comfort myself?
I think you know that these changes are representing some synchronistic act of Grace helping you..:) I would go to Maryjuana anonymous also, (or narcotics anonynous) if you just got out of the rehab, to help solidify and strengthen your recovery process
@@spiritualrenaissance thanks very much it wasnt recent on the rehab ive been drug free for a while but i was vague in that thank you very much for taking the time to reply im currently viewing your reccomended clips now
You say: "if we have strong desires for something, don't fight them. There may be some need to experience them", and I understand why you are saying this (and I know that in the context you're right). At the same time, as a recipient of your teaching I would be careful not to absolutize it (although I know you're not doing that - the mistake may be on the part of the recipient, he should not absolutize it). Neither this tantric nor ascetic approach are without dangers (and neither is absolute). Bringing it ad absurdum - we wouldn't say to a person dreaming about murder, or about rape, that he should bring those thoughts into experience (although I understand the "conscious murderer" story). Neither binging sex at brothels will guarantee detachment instead of turning us into lust-obsessed degenerates (seeing how it works for others, the last result is probably more common), creating new, strong samskaras (which were previously not there). Let's rejoice in the teaching of Yash, but let's also remember about the teachings of, for example, Sivananda.
Exactly! A combination of both is Best!
“ tantric and ascetic approach”
I am a noob just learning and I admit I didn't understand all of the concepts in your video. I have not watched all your videos on awakening and duality but I've watched some. Is the consciousness like a soul to a christian? I am a Christian and I believe my redeemed soul in Jesus Christ is separate from my body and when the body dies the redeemed
soul lives on in immortality. So I am wondering if you were talking about the soul entering the dream world or another dimension and then not being able to find its way back to the body? I thought this was astral projection but I may be just way off the mark. As a Christian I don't practice astral projection but I have heard stories of the soul not being able to get back to the body for some time.
Hi, Welcome...
Yes, pure consciousness or I AM and Soul are words that can be used interchangeably and are all pointing to the same pure God essence. This essence incarnates into form (a body) and then there is a sense of identity that plays within this pure essence. When I am using the word “disappear” here I am referring to a positive spiritual process of when the sleeping consciousness that has identified with its form or body begins to wake up to its true nature and so identity starts disappearing more and the pure essence is becoming more self-aware of its own essence. I feel Jesus was constantly pointing to this discovery and telling others that they too can experience what He has experienced. But of course he was misunderstood by many because the people’s identity with their form is too strong and so they imagine that this realization is only reserved for select few or even just 1 person. When in reality it is everyones destiny,. Its just a question of time.
So, touching on the dropping everything technique, this is powerful to know that everything can be transcended. Curious about your experience with the body injury, can physical pain been transcended too? Love the video
suffering can be transcended because its mainly psychological. But the sensations of pain belong to the destiny of the body-mind and sometimes there is a higher reason that it needs to experience that. And other times it can be transcended as well. A higher intelligence decides these things. Best is to surrender and let the cards play out.
@@spiritualrenaissance yes, a difference exists between pain and suffering. I have chronic side pain; I consider it data and carry on about my day. Some days I don't notice it, others I do. But I never suffer because I accept that it's there and there's nothing doctors can do about it. Resistance to the reality of my pain would lead to suffering.
@@chully99 Are you having pain in your organs or your bones, tendons what is the root issue ?
@ dhavinsdad : I assume you have seen my other channel-- “awakening through Pain”?
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what about the people I love? I use my love for them as fuel- to be better and control my negative sides. But I also feel my attachment to them as a worldly attachment. Can this be balanced ?
The universe that created this game (the body-mind construct) can balance everything. But we have to surrender and let it and trust it.
Question: here it’s obvious that there is no separate me. But it feels like certain things in relative life somehow.. pull me back into ego identity. Is there a limit to self inquiry and meditation in terms of releasing attachment? Do some things just need to be experienced in an ego ish way?
I get confused bc it’s also obvious that this is just life force happening.. so the idea of ‘letting’ things happen doesn’t make sense to me 🤷🏻♂️
Also, another thing that gets me hung up is.. why it is that it feels like being high energy helps thin ego identity and yet.. this is all 100% life force already. 😂
Do some things just need to be experienced in an ego ish way? Yes...
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Also, another thing that gets me hung up is.. why it is that it feels like being high energy helps thin ego identity and yet.. this is all 100% life force already.”
Because this is the play of life and the matrix. It has its own laws of operation that gives certain experiences via our emotional body. This is just what it is.,..What to do..:)
@@spiritualrenaissance nothing to do 🤷🏻♂️❤️. Thanks! the semen retention is fun though.
When you said, go out and experience to have sex with women and things like that, I’m just curious, why would we have to go out and commit all this sin on our name just to experience things. Shouldn’t I be able to learn without sinning and committing fornication? I’m just really curious if you can answer this question it would be greatly appreciated.
Some things we can learn just through discernment and the power of intellect. Other things have too much charge behind the desire to shrug off. You can analyze your own life and see.
@@spiritualrenaissance you’re exactly right I have examined my life and even if I wanted to just say I’m religious and shrug it off I can’t help but to do these things for the moment that I can’t deny no one can deny so that is definitely a truth
You fear to lose yourself
What are your thoughts on swearing?
its all about vibration and what vibration we resonate with and enjoy. All words have vibrations. For example, “love” or “God” versus “shit”. Can you feel the difference..:)
@@spiritualrenaissance yeah, more and more I have a feeling I tried to make my own reality disregarding so many things.. I still do it but I observe it more..strange
we don't even exist; don't have to renounce anything; all a story; whatever is happening is happening if anything is happening;
Something exists...:)
No anti-vax/anti-mask video?
This shit is just frustrating.
surrender is on the other side of frustration, my friend. Lean into it
hey really touched by yours words. send msg via gmail.. hope we could be friends.
We already are..:)